CHAPTER X

WOMAN TO WOMAN

It was fourteen days after the New Year. Snow had fallen, and the

mistral had blown for forty-eight hours unmercifully down the valley.

News from Paris had been scanty, but such as they were, they were

reassuring. A courier had come over all the way from Paris on New Year’s

eve, with a letter from Bertrand, giving a few details of the proposed

arrangements for Madame de Mont-Pahon’s funeral, which was to take place

on the feast of the Holy Innocents. The letter had been written on the

day following her death, which had come as a great shock to everybody,

even though she had been constantly ailing of late. Directly after the

funeral, he, Bertrand, would set off for home in the company of M. de

Peyron-Bompar, Rixende’s father, who desired to talk over the new

arrangements that would have to be made for his daughter’s marriage. The

wedding would of course have to be postponed for a few months, but there

was no reason why it should not take place before the end of the summer,

and as Rixende no longer had a home now in Paris, the ceremonies could

well taken place in Bertrand’s old home.

This last suggestion sent old Madame into a veritable frenzy of

management. The marriage of the last of the de Ventadours should be

solemnised with a splendour worthy of the most noble traditions of his

house. Closeted all day with Pérone, her confidential maid, the old

Comtesse planned and arranged: day after day couriers arrived from

Avignon, from Lyons and from Marseilles, with samples and designs and

suggestions for decorations, for banquets, for entertainments on a

brilliant scale.

A whole fortnight went by in this whirl, old Madame having apparently

eschewed all idea of mourning for her dead sister. There were

consultations with Father Siméon-Luce too, the Bishop of Avignon must

come over to perform the religious ceremony in the private chapel of the

château: fresh altar-frontals and vestments must be ordered at Arles for

the great occasion.

Old Madame’s mood was electrical: Micheline quickly succumbed to it. She

was young, and despite her physical infirmities, she was woman enough to

thrill at thoughts of a wedding, of pretty clothes, bridal bouquets and

banquets. And she loved Rixende! the dainty fairy-like creature who,

according to grandmama’s unerring judgment, would resuscitate all the

past splendours of the old château and make it resound once more with

song and laughter.

Even the Comtesse Marcelle was not wholly proof against the atmosphere

of excitement. Meetings were held in her room, and more than once she

actually gave her opinion on the future choice of a dress for Micheline,

or of a special dish for the wedding banquet.

Bertrand was expected three days after the New Year. Grandmama had

decided that if he and M. de Peyron-Bompar started on the 29th, the day

after the funeral, and they were not delayed anywhere owing to the

weather conditions, they need not be longer than five days on the way.

Whereupon she set to, and ordered Jasmin to recruit a few lads from La

Bastide or Manosque, and to clean out the coach-house and the stables,

and to lay in a provision of straw and forage, as M. le Comte de

Ventadour would be arriving in a few days in his calèche with four

horses and postilions.

Nor were her spirits affected by Bertrand’s non-arrival. The weather

accounted for everything. The roads were blocked. If there had been a

fall of snow here in the south, there must have been positive avalanches

up in the north. And while the Comtesse Marcelle with her usual want of

spirit began to droop once more after those few days of factitious

well-being, old Madame’s energies went on increasing, her activities

never abated. She found in Micheline a willing, eager help, and a pale

semblance of sympathy sprang up between the young cripple and the

stately old grandmother over their feverish plans for Bertrand’s

wedding.

The tenth day after the New Year, the Comtesse Marcelle once more took

to her couch. She had a serious fainting fit in the morning brought on

by excitement when a carriage was heard to rattle along the road. When

the sound died away and she realised that the carriage had not brought

Bertrand, she slid down to the floor like a poor bundle of rags and was

subsequently found, lying unconscious on the doorstep of her own room,

where she had been standing waiting to clasp Bertrand in her arms.

Grandmama scolded her, tried to revive her spirits by discussing the

decorations of Rixende’s proposed boudoir, but Marcelle had sunk back

into her habitual listlessness and grandmama’s grandiloquent plans only

seemed to exacerbate her nerves. She fell from one fainting fit into

another, the presence of Pérone was hateful to her, Micheline was

willing but clumsy. The next day found her in a state of fever,

wide-eyed, her cheeks of an ashen colour, her thin hands perpetually

twitching, and a look of pathetic expectancy in her sunken, wearied

face. In the end, though grandmama protested and brought forth the whole

artillery of her sarcasm to bear against the project, Micheline walked

over to the mas and begged Nicolette to come over and help her look

after mother, who once or twice, when she moaned with the pain in her

head, had expressed the desire to have the girl beside her. Of course

Jaume Deydier protested, but as usual Nicolette had her way, and the

next day found her installed as sick-nurse in the room of the Comtesse

Marcelle. She only went home to sleep. It was decided that if the next

two days saw no real improvement in the patient’s condition, a messenger

should be sent over to Pertuis to fetch a physician. For the moment she

certainly appeared more calm, and seemed content that Nicolette should

wait on her.

But on the fourteenth day, even old Madame appeared to be restless. All

day she kept repeating to any one who happened to be nigh—to Micheline,

to Pérone, to Jasmin—that the weather was accountable for Bertrand’s

delay, that he and M. de Peyron-Bompar would surely be here before

nightfall, and that, whatever else happened, supper must be kept ready

for the two travellers and it must be good and hot.

It was then four o’clock. The _volets_ all along the façade of the

château had been closed, and the curtains closed in all the rooms. The

old Comtesse, impatient at her daughter-in-law’s wan, reproachful looks,

and irritated by Nicolette’s presence in the invalid’s room, had avoided

it all day and kept to her own apartments, where Pérone, obsequious and

sympathetic, was always ready to listen to her latest schemes and plans.

Later on in the afternoon Micheline had been summoned to take coffee in

grandmama’s room, and as mother seemed inclined to sleep and Nicolette

had promised not to go away till Micheline returned, the latter went

readily enough. The question of Micheline’s own dress for the wedding

was to be the subject of debate, and Micheline, having kissed her

mother, and made Nicolette swear to come and tell her the moment the

dear patient woke, ran over to grandmama’s room.

Nicolette rearranged the pillows round Marcelle’s aching head, then she

sat down by the table, and took up her needlework. After awhile it

certainly seemed as if the invalid slept. The house was very still. In

the hearth a log of olive wood crackled cheerfully. Suddenly Nicolette

looked up from her work. She encountered Marcelle de Ventadour’s eyes

fixed upon her. They looked large, dark, eager. Nicolette felt that her

own heart was beating furiously, and a wave of heat rushed to her

cheeks. She had heard a sound, coming from the court-yard below—a

commotion—the tramp of a horse’s hoofs on the flagstones—she was sure of

that—then the clanking of metal—a shout—Bertrand’s voice—no doubt of

that——

Marcelle had raised herself on her couch: a world of expectancy in her

eyes. Nicolette threw down her work, and in an instant was out of the

room and running along the gallery to the top of the stairs. Here she

paused for a moment, paralysed with excitement: the next she heard the

clang of the bolts being pulled open, the rattling of the chain, and

Jasmin’s cry of astonishment:

“M. le Comte!”

For the space of two seconds Nicolette hesitated between her longing to

run down the stairs so as to be first to wish Tan-tan a happy New Year,

and the wish to go back to the Comtesse Marcelle and see that the happy

shock did not bring on an attack of fainting. The latter impulse

prevailed. She turned and ran back along the gallery. But Marcelle de

Ventadour had forestalled her. She stood on the threshold of her room,

under the lintel. She had a candle in her hand and seemed hardly able to

stand. In the flickering light, her features looked pinched and her face

haggard: her hair was dishevelled and her eyes seemed preternaturally

large. Nicolette ran to her, and was just in time to clasp the tottering

form in her strong, steady arms.

“It is all right, madame,” she cried excitedly, her eyes full with tears

of joy, “all right, it is Bertrand!”

“Bertrand,” the mother murmured feebly, and then reiterated, babbling

like a child: “It is all right, it is Bertrand!”

Bertrand came slowly across the vestibule, then more slowly still up the

stairs. The two women could not see him for the moment: they just heard

his slow and heavy footstep coming nearer and nearer. The well of the

staircase was in gloom, only lit by an oil lamp that hung high up from

the ceiling, and after a moment or two Bertrand came round the bend of

the stairs and they saw the top of his head sunk between his shoulders.

His shadow projected by the flickering lamp-light looked grotesque

against the wall, all hunched-up, like that of an old man.

Nicolette murmured: “I’ll run and tell Micheline and Mme. la Comtesse!”

but suddenly Marcelle drew her back, back into the room. The girl felt

scared: all her pleasure in Bertrand’s coming had vanished. Somehow she

wished that she had not seen him—that it was all a dream and that

Bertrand was not really there. Marcelle had put the candle down on the

table in the centre of the room. Her face looked very white, but her

hands were quite steady; she turned up the lamp and blew out the candle

and set it on one side, then she drew a chair close to the hearth, but

she herself remained standing, only steadied herself with both her hands

against the chair, and stared at the open doorway. All the while

Nicolette knew that she must not run out and meet Bertrand, that she

must not call to him to hurry. His mother wished that he should come

into her room, and tell her—tell her what? Nicolette did not know.

Now Bertrand was coming along the corridor. He paused one moment at the

door: then he came in. He was in riding breeches and boots, and the

collar of his coat was turned up to his ears: he held his riding whip in

his gloved hand, but he had thrown down his hat, and his hair appeared

moist and dishevelled. On the smooth blue cloth of his coat, myriads of

tiny drops of moisture glistened like so many diamonds.

“It is snowing a little,” were the first words that he said. “I am sorry

I am so wet.”

“Bertrand,” the mother cried in an agony of entreaty, “what is it?”

He stood quite still for a moment or two, and looked at her as if he

thought her crazy for asking such a question. Then he came farther into

the room, threw his whip down on the table and pulled off his gloves:

but still he said nothing. His mother and Nicolette watched him; but

Marcelle did not ask again. She just waited. Presently he sat down on

the chair by the hearth, rested his elbows on his knees and held his

hands to the blaze. Nicolette from where she stood could only see his

face in profile: it looked cold and pinched and his eyes stared into the

fire.

“It is all over, mother,” he said at last, “that is all.”

Marcelle de Ventadour went up to her son, and put her thin hand on his

shoulder.

“You mean——?” she murmured.

“Mme. de Mont-Pahon,” he went on in a perfectly quiet, matter-of-fact

tone of voice, “has left the whole of her fortune to her great-niece

Rixende absolutely. Two hours after the reading of the will, M. de

Peyron-Bompar came to me and told me in no measured language that having

heard in what a slough of debt I and my family were wallowing, he would

not allow his daughter’s fortune to be dissipated in vain efforts to

drag us out of that mire. He ended by declaring that all idea of my

marrying Rixende must at once be given up.”

Here his voice shook a little, and with a quick, impatient gesture he

passed his hand across his brows. Marcelle de Ventadour said nothing for

the moment. Her hand was still on his shoulder. Nicolette, who watched

her closely, saw not the faintest sign of physical weakness in her

quiet, silent attitude. Then as Bertrand was silent too, she asked after

awhile:

“Did you speak to Rixende?”

“Did I speak to Rixende?” he retorted, and a hard, unnatural laugh broke

from his parched, choking throat. “My God! until I spoke with her I had

no idea how much humiliation a man could endure, and survive the shame

of it.”

He buried his face in his hands and a great sob shook his bent

shoulders. Marcelle de Ventadour stared wide-eyed into the fire, and

Nicolette, watching Tan-tan’s grief, felt that Mother Earth could not

hold greater misery for any child of hers than that which she endured at

this moment.

“Rixende did not love you, Bertrand,” the mother murmured dully, “she

never loved you.”

“She must have hated me,” Bertrand rejoined quietly, “and now she

despises me too. You should have heard her laugh, mother, when I spoke

to her of our life here together in the old château——”

His voice broke. Of course he could not bear to speak of it: and

Nicolette had to stand by, seemingly indifferent, whilst she saw great

tears force themselves into his eyes. She longed to put her arms round

him, to draw his head against her cheek, to smooth his hair and kiss the

tears away. Her heart was full with words of comfort, of hope, of love

which, if only she dared, she would have given half her life to utter.

But she was the stranger, the intruder even, at this hour. Except for

the fact that she was genuinely afraid Marcelle de Ventadour might

collapse at any moment, she would have slipped away unseen. Marcelle for

the moment seemed to find in her son’s grief, a measure of strength such

as she had not known whilst she was happy. She had led such an isolated,

self-centred life that she was too shy now to be demonstrative, and it

was pathetic to watch the effort which she made to try and speak the

words of comfort which obviously hovered on her lips; but nevertheless

she stood by him, with her hand on his shoulder, and something of the

magnetism of her love for him must have touched his senses, for

presently he seized hold of her hand and pressed it against his lips.

The clock above the hearth ticked loudly with a nerve-racking monotony.

The minutes sped on while Bertrand and his mother stared into the fire,

both their minds a blank—grief having erased every other thought from

their brain. Nicolette hardly dared to move. So far it seemed that

Bertrand had remained entirely unaware of her presence, and in her heart

she prayed that he might not see her, lest he felt his humiliation and

his misery more completely if he thought that she had witnessed it.

After awhile the Comtesse Marcelle said:

“You must be hungry, Bertrand, we’ll let grandmama know you’re here. She

has ordered supper to be ready for you, as soon as you came.”

Bertrand appeared to wake as if out of a dream.

“Did you speak, mother?” he asked.

“You must be hungry, dear.”

“Yes—yes!” he murmured vaguely. “Perhaps I am. It was a long ride from

Pertuis—the roads are bad——”

“Grandmama has ordered——”

But quickly Bertrand seized his mother’s hands again. “Don’t tell

grandmama yet,” he said hoarsely. “I—I could not—not yet....”

“But you must be hungry, dear,” the mother insisted, “and grandmama will

have to know,” she added gently. “And there is Micheline!”

“Yes, I know,” he retorted. “I am a fool—but—— Let us wait a little,

shall we?”

Again he kissed his mother’s hands, but he never once looked up into her

face. Once when the light from the lamp struck full upon him, Nicolette

saw how much older he had grown, and that there was a look in his eyes

as if he was looking into the future, and saw something there that was

tragic and inevitable!

That look frightened her. But what could she do? Some one ought to be

warned and Bertrand should not be allowed to remain alone—not for one

moment. Did the mother realise this? Was this the reason why she

remained standing beside him with her hand on his shoulder, as if to

warn him or to protect?

Five minutes went by, perhaps ten! For Nicolette it was an eternity.

Then suddenly grandmama’s voice was heard from way down the gallery,

obviously speaking to Jasmin:

“Why was I not told at once?”

After which there was a pause, and then footsteps along the corridor:

Micheline’s halting dot and carry one, grandmama’s stately gait.

“I can’t,” Bertrand said and jumped to his feet. “You tell her, mother.”

“Yes, yes, my dear,” Marcelle rejoined soothingly, quite gently as if

she were speaking to a sick child.

“Let me get away somewhere,” he went on, “where she can’t see me—not

just yet—I can’t——”

It was Nicolette who ran to the door which gave on Marcelle’s bedroom,

and threw it open.

“That’s it, my dear,” Marcelle said, and taking Bertrand’s hand she led

him towards the door. “Nicolette is quite right—go into my bedroom—I’ll

explain to grandmama.”

“Nicolette?” Bertrand murmured and turned his eyes on her, as if

suddenly made aware of her presence. A dark flush spread all over his

face. “I didn’t know she was here.”

The two women exchanged glances. They understood one another. It meant

looking after Bertrand, and, if possible, keeping old Madame from him

for a little while.

Bertrand followed Nicolette into his mother’s room. He did not speak to

her again, but sank into a chair as if he were mortally tired. She went

to a cupboard where a few provisions were always kept for Marcelle de

Ventadour, in case she required them in the night: a bottle of wine and

some cake. Nicolette put these on the table with a glass and poured out

the wine.

“Drink it, Bertrand,” she whispered, “it will please your mother.”

Later she went back to the boudoir. Old Madame was standing in the

middle of the room, and as Nicolette entered she was saying tartly:

“But why was I not told?”

“I was just on the point of sending Nicolette to you, Madame——” Marcelle

de Ventadour said timidly. Her voice was shaking, her face flushed and

she wandered about the room, restlessly fingering the draperies.

Whereupon the old Comtesse raised her lorgnette and stared at Nicolette.

“Ah!” she said coldly, “Mademoiselle Deydier has not yet gone?”

“She was just going, Madame,” the younger woman rejoined, “when——”

“Then you have not yet seen Bertrand?” grandmama broke in.

“No,” Marcelle replied, stammering and flushing, “that is——”

“What do you mean by ‘No, ... that is, ...’?” old Madame retorted

sharply. “Ah ça, my good Marcelle, what is all this mystery? Where is my

grandson?”

“He was here a moment ago, he——”

“And where is M. de Peyron-Bompar?”

“He did not come. He is in Paris—that is—I think so——”

“M. de Peyron-Bompar not here? But——”

Suddenly she paused: and Nicolette who watched her, saw that the last

vestige of colour left her cheeks. Her eyelids fluttered for a moment or

two, and her eyes narrowed, narrowed till they were mere slits. The

Comtesse Marcelle stood by the table, steadying herself against it with

her hand: but that hand was shaking visibly. Old Madame walked slowly,

deliberately across the room until she came to within two steps of her

daughter-in-law: then she said very quietly:

“What has happened to Bertrand?”

Marcelle de Ventadour gave a forced little laugh.

“Why, nothing, Madame,” she said. “What should have happened?”

“You are a fool, Marcelle,” grandmama went on with slow deliberation.

“Your face and your hands have betrayed you. Tell me what has happened

to Bertrand.”

“Nothing,” Marcelle replied, “nothing!” But her voice broke in a sob,

she sank into a chair and hid her face in her hands.

“If you don’t tell me, I will think the worst,” old Madame continued

quietly. “Jasmin has seen him. He is in the house. But he dare not face

me. Why not?”

But Marcelle was at the end of her tether. Now she could do no more than

moan and cry.

“His marriage with Rixende de Peyron-Bompar is broken off. Speak,” the

old woman added, and with her claw-like hand seized her daughter-in-law

by the shoulder, “fool, can’t you speak? _Nom de Dieu_, I’ll have to

know presently.”

Her grip was so strong that involuntarily, Marcelle gave a cry of pain.

This was more than Nicolette could stand: even her timidity gave way

before her instinct of protection, of standing up for this poor,

tortured, weak woman whom she loved because she was the mother of

Tan-tan and suffered now almost as much as he did. She ran to Marcelle

and put her arms round her, shielding her against further attack from

the masterful, old woman.

“Mme. la Comtesse is overwrought,” she said firmly, “or she would have

said at once what has happened. M. le Comte has come home alone. Mme. de

Mont-Pahon has left the whole of her fortune to Mlle. Rixende

absolutely, and so she, and M. de Peyron-Bompar have broken off the

marriage, and,” she added boldly, “we are all thanking God that he has

saved M. le Comte from those awful harpies!”

Old Madame had listened in perfect silence while Nicolette spoke: and

indeed the girl herself could not help but pay a quick and grudging

tribute of admiration to this old woman, who faithful to the traditions

of her aristocratic forbears, received this staggering blow without

flinching and without betraying for one instant what she felt. There was

absolute silence in the room after that: only the clock continued its

dreary and monotonous ticking. The Comtesse Marcelle lay back on her

couch with eyes closed and a look almost of relief on her wan face, now

that the dread moment had come and gone. Micheline had, as usual, taken

refuge in the window embrasure and Nicolette knelt beside Marcelle,

softly chafing her hands. Grandmama was still standing beside the table,

lorgnette in hand, erect and unmoved.

“Bertrand,” she said after awhile, “is in there, I suppose.” And with

her lorgnette she pointed to the bedroom door, which Nicolette had

carefully closed when she entered, drawing the heavy portière before it,

so as to prevent the sound of voices from penetrating through. Nicolette

hoped that Bertrand had heard nothing of what had gone on in the

boudoir, and now when grandmama pointed toward the door, she

instinctively rose to her feet as if making ready to stand between this

irascible old woman and the grief-stricken man. But old Madame only

shrugged her shoulders and looked down with unconcealed contempt on her

daughter-in-law.

“I ought to have guessed,” she said dryly, “What a fool you are, my good

Marcelle!”

Then she paused a moment and added slowly as if what she wished to say

caused her a painful effort.

“I suppose Bertrand said nothing about money?”

Marcelle de Ventadour opened her eyes and murmured vaguely:

“Money?”

“Pardi!” grandmama retorted impatiently, “the question of money will

loom largely in this affair presently, I imagine. There are Bertrand’s

debts——”

Again she shrugged her shoulders with an air of indifference, as if that

matter was unworthy of her consideration.

“I suppose that his creditors, when they heard that the marriage was

broken off, flocked around him like vultures.—Did he not speak of that?”

Slowly Marcelle raised herself from her couch. Her eyes circled with

deep purple rims looked large and glowing, as they remained fixed upon

her mother-in-law.

“No,” she said tonelessly, “Bertrand is too broken-hearted at present to

think of money.”

“He will have to mend his heart then,” grandmama rejoined dryly, “those

sharks will be after him soon.”

Marcelle threw back her head, and for a moment looked almost defiant:

“The debts which he contracted, he did at your bidding, Madame,” she

said.

“Of course he did, my good Marcelle,” old Madame retorted coldly, “but

the creditors will want paying all the same. If the marriage had come

about, this would have been easy enough, as I told you at the time.

Bertrand was a fool not to have known how to win that jade’s

affections.”

A cry of indignation rose to the mother’s throat.

“Oh!”

“Eh, what?” Madame riposted unmoved. “Young men have before now

succeeded in gaining a woman’s love, even when she sat on a mountain of

money-bags and he had not even one to fasten to his saddle-bow. It

should have been easier for Bertrand with his physique and his

accomplishments to win a woman’s love than it will be for him to pay his

debts.”

“You know very well,” Marcelle cried, “that he cannot do that.”

“That is why we shall have to think of something,” grandmama retorted,

and at that moment went deliberately towards the door. Her hand was

already on the portière and Nicolette stood by undecided what she should

do, when suddenly Marcelle sprang forward more like a wild animal,

defending its young, than an ailing, timid woman: she interposed her

slim, shrunken form between the door and the old woman, and whispered

hoarsely, but commandingly:

“What do you want with Bertrand?”

Old Madame, taken aback, raised her aristocratic eyebrows: she looked

her daughter-in-law ironically up and down, then, as was her wont, she

shrugged her shoulders and tried to push her aside.

“My dear Marcelle,” she said icily, “have you taken leave of your

senses?”

“No,” Marcelle replied, in a voice which she was endeavouring to keep

steady. “I only want to know what you are going to say to Bertrand.”

“That will depend on what he tells me,” grandmama went on coldly. “You

do not suppose, I presume, that the future can be discussed without my

having a say in it?”

“Certainly not,” the younger woman rejoined, “seeing that the present is

entirely of your making.”

“Then I pray you let me go to Bertrand. I wish to speak with him.”

“We’ll call him. And you shall speak with him in my presence.”

Now she spoke quite firmly: her face was very pale and her eyes

certainly had a wild look in them. With a mechanical gesture she pushed

the unruly strands of her hair from her moist forehead. Old Madame gazed

at her for a moment or two in silence, then she broke into harsh,

ironical laughter.

“_Ah ça, ma mie!_” she said, “Will you tell me, I pray, what is the

exact meaning of this melodramatic scene?”

“I have already told you,” Marcelle replied more calmly, “if you wish to

speak with Bertrand, we’ll call him, and you shall speak with him here.”

“Bertrand and I understand one another. We prefer to talk together, when

we are alone.”

“The matter that concerns him concerns us all equally. You may speak

with him if you wish—but only in my presence.”

“But, _nom de Dieu_!” old Madame exclaimed, “will you tell me by what

right you propose to stand between me and my grandson?”

“By the right which you gave me, Madame,” Marcelle replied with slow

deliberation, “when you stood between your son and me.”

“Marcelle!” the old woman cried, and her harsh voice for the first time

had in it a quiver of latent passion.

“The evil which you wrought that night,” Marcelle went on slowly, “shall

not find its echo now. I was really a fool then. Such monsters as you

had never been within my ken.”

“Silence, you idiot!” old Madame broke in, throwing into her tone and

into her attitude all the authority which she knew so well how to exert.

But Marcelle would not be silenced. She was just one of those weak,

down-trodden creatures who, when roused, are as formidable in their

wrath as they are obstinate in their purpose. She spoke now as if for

the past twenty years she had been longing for this relief and the words

tumbled out of her mouth like an avalanche falls down the side of a

mountain.

“An idiot!” she exclaimed. “Yes, you are right there, Madame! A dolt and

a fool! but, thank God, sufficiently sane to-night to prevent your

staining your hands with my son’s blood, as you did with that of his

father. Had I not been a fool, should I not have guessed your purpose

that night?—then, too, you wished to speak with your son alone—then too

you wished to discuss the future after you had dragged him down with you

into a morass of debts and obligations which he could not meet. To

satisfy your lust for pomp, and for show, you made him spend and borrow,

and then when the day of reckoning came——”

“Silence, Marcelle!”

“When the day of reckoning came,” Marcelle reiterated coldly, “you, his

mother, placed before him the only alternative that your damnable pride

would allow—a pistol which you, yourself, put into his hand.”

“My son preferred death to dishonour,” old Madame put in boldly.

“At his mother’s command,” the other retorted. “Oh! you thought I did

not know, you thought I did not guess. But—you remember—it was

midsummer—the window was open—I was down in the garden—I heard your

voice: ‘My son, there is only one way open for a de Ventadour!’ I ran

into the house, I ran up the stairs—you remember?—I was on the threshold

when rang the pistol shot which at your bidding had ended his dear

life.”

“What I did then is between me and my conscience——”

“Perhaps,” Marcelle replied, “but for what you do now, you will answer

to me. I suffered once—I will not suffer again——”

Again with that same wild gesture she pushed her hair away from her

forehead. Nicolette thought that she was on the point of swooning, but

her excitement gave her strength: she pulled herself together, drew the

portière aside, opened the door, and went through into the other room.

Grandmama appeared for a moment undecided: that her pride had received a

severe shaking, there could be no doubt: for once she had been routed in

a wordy combat with the woman whom she affected to despise. But she was

too arrogant, too dictatorial to argue, where she had failed to command.

Perhaps she knew that her influence over Bertrand would not be

diminished by his mother’s interference. She was not ashamed of that

dark page in the past history: her notions of honour, and of what was

due to the family name were not likely to be modified by the ravings of

a sick imbecile. She was fond of Bertrand and proud of him, but if the

cataclysm which she dreaded did eventually come about, she would still

far sooner see him dead than dishonoured. A debtor’s prison was no

longer an impossibility for a de Ventadour; the principles of equality

born of that infamous Revolution, and fostered by that abominable

Corsican upstart had not been altogether eliminated from the laws of

France with the restoration of her Bourbon kings. Everything nowadays

was possible, even, it seems, the revolt of weak members of a family

against its acknowledged head.

Marcelle had gone through into the next room without caring whether her

mother-in-law followed her or not. Just as she entered she was heard to

call her son’s name, tenderly, and as if in astonishment. Old Madame

then took a step forward and peeped through the door. Then she threw

back her head and laughed.

“What an anti-climax, eh, my good Marcelle,” she said with cool sarcasm.

“See what a fool you were to make such a scene. While you spouted

heroics at me about pistols and suicide, the boy was comfortably asleep.

When he wakes,” she added lightly, “send him to me, and you may chaperon

him if you like. I do not see a tragedy in this sleeping prince.”

With that she went: and Nicolette ran into the next room. The Comtesse

Marcelle was on the verge of a collapse. Nicolette contrived to undress

her and put her to bed. Bertrand did not stir. He had drunk a couple of

glasses of wine and eaten some of the cake, then apparently his head had

fallen forward over his arms, and leaning right across the table he had

fallen asleep. The sound of voices had not roused him. He was so tired,

so tired! Nicolette, while she looked after Marcelle, was longing to

undo Bertrand’s heavy boots, and place a cushion for his head, and make

him lean back in his chair. This was such an uncomfortable, lonely

house, lonely for every one except old Madame, who had Pérone to look

after her. Marcelle and poor little Micheline looked after themselves,

and Bertrand only had old Jasmin. During Mlle. de Peyron-Bompar’s visit

last May, some extra servants had been got in to make a show. They had

been put into smart liveries for the time being, but had since gone away

again. It was all a very dreary homecoming for Tan-tan, and Nicolette,

who longed to look after his creature comforts, was forced to go away

before she could do anything for him.

Marcelle de Ventadour kissed and thanked her. She assured her that she

felt well and strong. Pérone, though dour and repellent, would come and

see to her presently, and Micheline slept in a room close by. Between

them they would look after Bertrand when he woke from this long sleep.

The supper ordered for two was still there. Jasmin would see to it that

Bertrand had all that he wanted.

A little reassured, Nicolette went away at last, promising to come again

the next day. Micheline accompanied her as far as the main door: the

girl had said absolutely nothing during the long and painful scene which

had put before her so grim a picture of the past: she was so

self-centred, so reserved, that not even to Nicolette did she reveal

what she had felt: only she clung more closely than even before to the

friend whom she loved: and when the two girls finally said “good night”

to one another they remained for a long time clasped in one another’s

arms.

“Bertrand will be all right now,” Nicolette whispered in the end, “I

don’t think old Madame will want to see him, and he is so tired that he

will not even think. But do not leave him too much alone, Micheline.

Promise!”

And Micheline promised.

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