BIRTH-DAY PRAYER.

Mother, dear mother, no unmeaning rhyme,

No mere ingenious compliment of words,

My heart pours forth at this auspicious time:

I know a simple honest prayer affords

More music on affection's thrilling cords,

More joy, than can be measured or express'd

In song most sweet, or eloquence sublime.

Mother, I bless thee! God doth bless thee too!

In these thy children's children thou _art_ blest,

With dear old pleasures springing up anew:

And blessings wait upon thee still, my mother!

Blessings to come, this many a happy year;

For, losing thee, where could we find another

So kind, so true, so tender, and--so dear?

Is it an impertinence--I speak etymologically--to have dropped that

sonnet here?--Be it as you will, my Zoilus; let me stand convicted of

honesty and love: I ask no higher praise in this than to have pleased my

mother.

* * * * *

Penman as I am, have been, and shall be, innumerable letters have grown

beneath my goose-quill. Who cannot say the same indeed? For in these

patriotic days, for mere country's love and post-office prosperity,

every body writes to every body about every thing, or, as oftener

happens, about nothing. Nevertheless, I wish some kind pundit would

invent a corrosive ink, warranted to consume a letter within a week

after it had been read and answered: then should we have fewer of those

ephemeral documents treasured up in pigeon-holes, and docketed

correspondence for possible publication. Not Byron, nor Lamb, nor West,

nor Gray, with all their epistolary charms, avail to persuade my

prejudice that it is honest to publish a private letter: if written with

that view, the author is a hypocrite in his friendships; if not so, the

decent veil of privacy is torn from social life, confidence is rebuked,

betrayed, destroyed; and the suspicion of eaves-droppings and casual

scribblings to be posthumously printed, makes silence truly wisdom, and

grim reserve a virtue. This public appetite for secret information, and,

if possible, for hinted scandal--this unhallowed spirit of outward

curiosity trespassing upon the sacred precincts of a man's own

circle--is to the real author's mind a thing to be feared, if he is

weak--to be circumspectly watched, if he is wise. Such is the present

hunger for this kind of reading, that it would be diffidence, not

presumption, in the merest school-boy to dread the future publication of

his holiday letters; who knows--I may jump scathless from the Monument,

or in these Popish times become excommunicated by special bull, or fly

round the world in a balloon, or attain to the authorship of forty

volumes, or be half-smothered by a valet-de-place, or get indicted for

inveterate Toryism, or any how, I may--notwithstanding all present

obscurities that intervene--wake one of these fine mornings, and find

myself famous: and what then? The odds at Tattersall's would be twelve

to one that sundry busy-bodies, booksellers or otherwise, would scrape

together with malice prepense, and keep _cachet_ for future print, a

multitude of careless scrawls that should have been burnt within an hour

of the reading. Now, is not this a thing to be exclaimed against? And,

utterly improbable on the ground of any merit in themselves as I should

judge their publication (but for certain stolidities of the same sort,

that often-times have wearied me in print), I choose to let my author's

mind here enter its eternal protest against any such treachery regarding

private

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