“I said to Jean it was nothing, for I did not care to mix her up with
it; but I have something very serious to say to you, Margaret,” said
Sir Ludovic.
She looked up at him with eyes wistful, yet candid, fearing nothing
still. The character of Margaret’s face seemed to have changed within
the last month. What she was in June was not like what she was in
July. The trouble she had gone through had not seemed to develop, but
to subdue her. She had been full of variety, animation, and energy
before. Now the life seemed to have sunk to so low an ebb in her paled
being, exhausted with tears, that there was little remaining but simple
consciousness and intelligence. She did not seem able to originate
anything on her own side, not even a question. A half smile, the
reflection of a smile, came to her face, and she looked up, without any
alarm, for what her brother had to say.
“Margaret,” he said (how hard it was! harder even than he thought.
He cleared his throat, and a rush of uncomfortable color came to his
middle-aged countenance, though she took it so calmly, and did not
blush at all)--“Margaret, I have found out something, my dear, that
gives me a great deal of pain--something about you.”
But even this solemn preamble seemed to convey no thrill of conscious
guilt to Margaret’s mind. She only looked at him again a little more
earnestly. “Have I lost my--money?” she said.
“No, it is not that. What made you think of losing your money?”
“It often happens, does it not?” she said. “I am sure I should not
care.”
“Oh yes, you would care--we should all care; but your money is safe
enough. I wish you yourself were as safe. Margaret, my dear, give me
your full attention; you were seen last night in the wood.”
“Yes!” she said, a little alarmed.
“With a--gentleman; or at least, let us hope he was a gentleman,” said
Ludovic. “You know that it is not--usual, nor perhaps--right. I want
you to tell me all about it: and first of all, who was the man?”
Margaret was taken entirely by surprise. It had not occurred to her
to think of Rob Glen as one about whom she could be questioned. He
had grown so familiar while her father lived, and he had been so kind.
There was no sort of novelty about it--nothing to be thus solemnly
questioned about. But she looked up at her brother with startled eyes.
“Oh, Ludovic, the gentleman--”
“Yes; don’t be frightened for me, my poor little sister, I will not be
unkind; but tell me truly, everything. You must not keep back anything,
Margaret.”
“I don’t know, perhaps, if--you would call him a gentleman,” said
Margaret, the color beginning to rise in her pale face. Keep back
nothing! Would she have to tell him all they had said? Her heart began
to beat faster. “It is Rob Glen, Ludovic; perhaps you remember him long
ago, when he was a boy. I used to go fishing with him; he was very kind
to me. Bell always says--”
“Yes--yes; it does not matter about children; but you are not a child
now, Margaret. Have you always kept on such--intimate terms with Rob
Glen?”
Margaret winced, and her face began to burn. He seemed to himself to be
speaking brutally to her; but what else could he say?
“I did not see him at all for a long time,” she said; “and then he came
back. He always said he was not--as good as we were. But do you think
it all depends upon where you are born? You can’t help where you are
born.”
“No; but you must be content with it, and keep to your own place,” said
Ludovic, an argument which did not make much impression on his own mind.
“But he is very clever; he can draw most beautifully,” said Margaret.
“The first time he came-- It was--papa that said he might come.”
The name brought with it, as was natural, a sob; and Ludovic, horribly
compunctious, patted his little sister on the shoulder with a kind and
lingering hand.
“He made a picture of _him_,” cried Margaret, half inarticulate,
struggling with the “climbing sorrow.” “Oh, Loodie! I found it just
yesterday; it is _him_, his very self.”
“My poor little Margaret! don’t think me cruel,” said the good man,
with a break in his voice. “I _must_ hear.”
“Yes, Ludovic. He used to come often, and sometimes would cheer him up
and make him laugh. And he grew--a great friend. Then, when _he_
was ill, when I went out to cry-- I could not cry when everybody was
there.”
“My poor child!”
“That was the first time I met him in the wood. He was very, very kind.
I--could do nothing but cry.”
Ludovic took her hand into his, and held it between his own. He was
beginning to understand.
“I see how it was,” he said, his voice not so steady as at first. “I
see exactly how it was; and I don’t blame you, my dear. But, Margaret,
has he taken advantage of this? Has he got you to promise--to marry
him? Is that what he talks to you about? Forget I am an old man, old to
the like of you--or rather think that I am your father, Margaret.”
“No, no,” she said, “you are not that; no one will ever be that again;
but you are very kind. My father--would have been pleased to see how
kind you are.”
“God knows--and my poor father too, if he knows anything of what he’s
left behind him--that I want to be kind to you, as kind as he could
have been, my poor little Margaret. Tell me then, dear, has this young
man spoken of marriage to you, and love?”
“Of love? oh yes!” said Margaret, drooping her head. “I am not sure
about the other. He was for going away yesterday when I told him I had
a fortune; and I had to tell him myself that was no reason for going
away, that there would be plenty for us both.”
“Does that mean that you promised to marry him, Margaret?”
“I do not know,” she said, slowly; “I did not think of that. I suppose,
when you come to think of it”--the color had all gone out of her face,
and she was quite pale again, and letting the words fall more and more
slowly--“when you come to think of it, though I never did stop to
think--that is what it would mean.”
There was a touch of regret in her tone, a weary acknowledgment of
necessity, but no blushing pride or fervor. It had not occurred to her
before; but being put to her, it must, no doubt, mean that. She did not
look at her brother, but at the ground; but not to hide any happy flush
of consciousness. Ludovic was half bewildered, half irritated by her
calm.
“But, Margaret,” he cried, “you cannot think what you are saying. This
must be put a stop to; it must be brought to an end! it is monstrous;
it is impossible! My dear, you cannot really have the least idea what
you are doing. Giving yourself up to the first fortune-hunter that
appears--a vulgar fellow without a penny, without even the position
of a gentleman. He has taken a base advantage of your youth and your
trouble. It must be put a stop to,” he said. He had dropped her hand
and withdrawn from her side, and was crushing the damp grass under
his feet with all those frettings and fidgetings of embarrassment and
irritation of which his wife was afraid.
Margaret had looked up at him again. She was quite quiet, but as steady
as a statue.
“How can it be put a stop to?” she said. “He is not what you say,
Ludovic; he is very kind.”
“Margaret! are you in love with him?” cried her brother; “is that what
you mean?”
A slight color wavered over Margaret’s face.
“It is he that is--_that_,” she said, softly.
This gave Ludovic, ignorant man, courage.
“Heaven be praised if it is only he! I would make short work with him.
The only difficulty would be to make you unhappy. My dear, I will see
him this very day, and you shall never be troubled with him any more.”
“He has not been a trouble at all, Ludovic. I cannot tell you how kind
he was; and yesterday again he was very kind. He would have gone away
if I had let him, but I would not let him.”
“Now that you see how serious it is, my dear,” said Ludovic, “you will
let him now? I will go and see him at once. I will lose no time. Go you
back to the house, and don’t say anything to Jean. Speak to Mary, if
you like, but not to Jean; and don’t give yourself any more trouble
about it, my dear; I will manage it all.”
But Margaret did not move; she stood very steadily, all the trembling
gone away from her, the tears dried from her cheeks, and her eyes
shining. These eyes were still fixed on the ground, and her head was
drooping, but she showed no other signs of emotion.
“Ludovic,” she said, slowly, “it is a mistake you are making; it cannot
be settled so easily. Indeed, it would be better just to let it alone,”
she added, after a pause.
“Let it alone!” cried Sir Ludovic; “that is just the thing that cannot
be done.”
Margaret put out her hand and touched his arm. She raised her head with
a slight, proud elevation, unlike anything that had been seen in it
before.
“You must not meddle with me,” she said, with a wistful look, half
warning, half entreating.
“But I must meddle with you, my dear. You must not go to your ruin; you
cannot be allowed to go.”
“Don’t meddle with me, Ludovic! I have never been meddled with. You
need not think I will do anything wrong.”
“I must act according to my judgment, Margaret. You are too young to
know what you are doing. I must save you from this adventurer. You do
not even care about him. I know how a girl looks when she is in love:
not as you do, Margaret, thank God for it; and that is the one thing of
any importance. I must interfere.”
“I do not want to be disobedient,” she said; “but, Ludovic, you know
there must be some things that are my own. You cannot judge for me
always, nor Jean either. And whatever you may say about this, I will
not do it; anything else! but about this I will not do it. It is very,
very difficult to say so, when you are so kind; but I cannot, and do
not bid me, Ludovic; oh, do not bid me, for I will not!” she said.
“But if I tell you you must!” He was entirely out of patience. What
fantastic piece of folly was this that had made her set herself against
him like a rock? He was beyond his own control with impatience and
irritation. “I hope you will not drive me to say something I will be
sorry for,” he said. “_You_, Margaret, who have always been a good
girl, and you don’t even care for this young man!”
“_He_ cares,” said Margaret, under her breath.
“Is that why you resist me?” cried her brother. “_He_ cares! yes,
for your money, you foolish girl--for what you have got; because he
will be able to live and think himself a gentleman!”
“Ludovic!” she cried, her face growing crimson; “but you are only
angry; you don’t mean to be so unkind.”
And then he stopped short, touched, in the midst of his anger, by the
simplicity of her confidence.
“Do you mean to tell me--that you are really going to marry--Rob Glen,
Margaret?”
“Oh! but not for such a long, long time!” she said.
What was he to say to her--a girl so simple, so almost childish, so
unyielding? If Mary had only done it herself! probably she would have
had some means of insight into this strange, subtle girl’s mechanism
which was out of his way. What was reason, argument, common-sense, to
a creature like this, who refused to abandon her lover, and yet drew
a long breath of relief at the thought that it must be “a long, long
time” before he could claim her? Sir Ludovic was at his wit’s end.
They had been walking up and down in front of the house, where, out
of reach of all the windows, their conversation was quite safe. The
grassy path was damp, but it was noiseless, affording no interruption
to their talk. On the ruined gable the tall wall-flowers were nodding,
and the ivy threw a little shower of rain-drops over them whenever the
wind blew. Looking up at that ruined gable reminded him of all his
own cares, so much more important than this love nonsense. Should he
ever be able to rebuild it? But in the mean time he must not think of
this question at all, but address himself to the still more difficult
subject of Rob Glen.
When the conversation, however, had come to this pass, beyond which it
seemed so difficult to carry it, an interruption occurred. A lumbering
old hackney-carriage, well known in the country, which carried
everybody to and from the station, of the few who wanted any other
means of conveyance but their own legs or their own carriage--and there
were not many people of this intermediate class in Stratheden--suddenly
swung in heavily at the gate, and sinking deep in the rut, which it
went to Ludovic’s heart to see, disfiguring the muddy road through
the scanty trees, which called itself the avenue--came laboring
toward them. There was a portmanteau on the outside of this vehicle,
and somebody within, who thrust out his head as he approached,
reconnoitring the curious old gray house. When he saw the two figures
advancing from the other side, he called to the driver and leaped out.
It was a young man, fair and fashionable, and spotless in apparel,
with a beardless but not boyish face, an eyeglass in his eye and a
great-coat on his arm.
“Excuse me,” he said, “I am sure that I am speaking to--”
While at the same time Ludovic Leslie, leaving Margaret, upon whom the
stranger had already fixed a very decided gaze, went forward, saying,
“Aubrey Bellingham--how do you do? My sister told us she expected you
to-day.”
“Yes,” said the young man, “here I am. I came up as soon as I got
her summons. It is a fine thing to have nothing to do, for then one
is always at the call of one’s friends. May I be presented to--Miss
Leslie? whom I have heard of so often. As I am about to enter her
service, don’t you think I should know her at once when good-fortune
throws me in her way?”
“Only Miss Margaret Leslie, Bellingham. You understand, Margaret, that
this is Jean’s nephew, whom she was speaking of this morning. I don’t
know what he means by entering your service, but perhaps he can explain
that himself.”
The stranger gave Margaret a very keen look of examination--not the
chance glance of an ordinary meeting, nor yet the complimentary
surprise of sudden admiration of a pretty face. The look meant a great
deal more than this, and might have confused Margaret if she had not
been far beyond noticing anything of the kind. He seemed to look,
try, judge all in a moment, and the keen, sudden inspection struck
Sir Ludovic, though he was not very swift to mark such undercurrents
of meaning. It seemed to take a long time, so searching and thorough
was it; and yet almost before Ludovic’s voice had ceased to vibrate,
Bellingham replied,
“I believe I am to be the courier of the party, which is the same as
entering Miss Leslie’s service. My aunts are used to me. Miss Leslie,
it is a very quaint relationship this of yours to my aunts. I call both
your sisters by that endearing title.”
“I hope you don’t mean to make my little sister into Aunt Margaret,”
said Sir Ludovic. “Perhaps, my dear, you had better go and tell Jean of
Mr. Bellingham’s arrival. I don’t know what you will think,” he added,
escaping with some relief, as Margaret hurried away, into the more
habitual current of his thoughts, “of my tumble-down old house.”
“It is a most curious old house,” said the stranger; “I can see that
already. I have been studying it all the time; fifteenth century, do
you suppose? Domestic architecture is always a little bewildering.
I know there are people who can read it like a church, but I don’t
pretend to be clever about it. It always puzzles me.”
“No doubt it is puzzling, when you know only a little about it,” said
Ludovic, who knew nothing at all.
“That is just my case,” said the other, cheerfully. “I have been taught
just a little of most things. It is very unsatisfactory. Indeed, to
have the reputation of a handy man in a large family party is ruin to
everything. You can neither work nor study: and when you are cursed, in
addition, with a little good-nature--”
“A large share of that,” Sir Ludovic said, chiefly because it seemed to
him the only thing to say; and it was very good-natured, indeed, for
a young man, a man so entirely _comme il faut_, and looking more
like Pall Mall than Earl’s-hall, to come when his aunt called him so
readily. Ludovic knew he himself would not have done it for any number
of old ladies, but then he had always had his profession to think of;
and how many things he had at this moment to think of! Thank Heaven, at
least he had got rid of Margaret’s affairs for the moment. Let Mary put
her own brains to work and see what she could make of it. For himself,
there was a certain relief in the sight of a new face. In the mean
time, while Sir Ludovic’s mind was thus condoling with itself, the new
arrival had paid his cab, and seen his portmanteau handed over to John,
who had made his appearance at the sound of the wheels.
“For some things, sir,” said young Bellingham, peering at John through
his eyeglass, “this is a delightful country. Fancy your old butler, who
looks an archbishop at least, meekly carrying off my portmanteau! If
he had been on the other side of the Tweed, he would have looked at it
helplessly, and requested to know what he was supposed to have to do
with such an article.”
“John is not used to much grandeur,” said Sir Ludovic, not knowing
whether this was compliment or depreciation; “a man-of-all-work about a
homely Scotch country-house is not like one of your pampered menials in
the South. Did you have a good crossing at the Ferry?”
There are times when the Ferry at Burntisland is not much more
agreeable than the worse ferry at Dover, and it was always a civil
question--though privately he thought that a little tossing, or even
a little sea-sickness, would not have done any harm to this spruce
gentleman. Ludovic felt plainer, rustier, in his old black coat, which
had seen much service at his office, since this carefully dressed
young hero had dawned upon the horizon. He felt instinctively that he
did not like him; though nothing could be more cheerful or friendly
than Mr. Aubrey Bellingham. He was good enough to explain the house to
its master as they went in, and told him why the screen wall between
the two blocks of building existed, and all about it. Ludovic was so
startled that he found nothing to reply; he had even a little heraldic
lecture upon his own coat-of-arms over the door.