CHAPTER XLI. IT WAS MICHAELMAS DAY

Not a cloud in the sky, and, ruling all, a sweet sun, liberal in

warmth and eager in brightness as its distance from the northern world

decreased. As Mrs. Flynn entered the door of the post-office she sang

out to Maximilian Cour, with a buoyant lilt: “Oh, isn’t it the fun o’

the world to be alive!”

The tailor over the way heard it, and lifted his head with a smile;

Rosalie Evanturel, behind the postal wicket, heard it, and her face swam

with colour. Rosalie busied herself with the letters and papers for a

moment before she answered Mrs. Flynn’s greeting, for there were ringing

in her ears the words she herself had said a few days before: “It is

good to live, isn’t it?”

To-day it was so good to live that life seemed an endless being and

a tireless happy doing--a gift of labour, an inspiring daytime, and

a rejoicing sleep. Exaltation, a painful joy, and a wide embarrassing

wonderment possessed her. She met Mrs. Flynn’s face at the wicket with

shining eyes and a timid smile.

“Ah, there y’are, darlin’!” said Mrs. Flynn. “And how’s the dear father

to-day?”

“He seems about the same, thank you.”

“Ah, that’s foine. Shure, if we could always be ‘about the same,’ we’d

do. True for you, darlin’, ‘tis as you say. If ould Mary Flynn could be

always ‘‘bout the same,’ the clods o’ the valley would never cover her

bones. But there ‘tis--we’re here to-day, and away tomorrow. Shure,

though, I am not complainin’. Not I--not Mary Flynn. Teddy Flynn used

to say to me, says he: ‘Niver born to know distress! Happy as worms in

a garden av cucumbers. Seventeen years in this country, Mary,’ says he,

‘an’ nivir in the pinitintiary yet.’ There y’are. Ah, the birds do be

singin’ to-day! ‘Tis good! ‘Tis good, darlin’! You’ll not mind Mary

Flynn callin’ you darlin’, though y’are postmistress, an’ ‘ll be more

than that--more than that wan day--or Mary Flynn’s a fool. Aye, more

than that y’ll be, darlin’, and y’re eyes like purty brown topazzes

and y’re cheeks like roses-shure, is there anny lether for Mary Flynn,

darlin’?” she hastily added as she saw the Seigneur standing in the

doorway. He had evidently been listening.

“Ye didn’t hear what y’re ould fool of a cook was sayin’,” she added

to the Seigneur, as Rosalie shook her head and answered: “No letters,

Madame--dear.” Rosalie timidly added the dear, for there was something

so great-hearted in Mrs. Flynn that she longed to clasp her round the

neck, longed as she had never done in her life to lay her head upon

some motherly breast and pour out her heart. But it was not to be now.

Secrecy was her duty still.

“Can’t ye speak to y’re ould fool of a cook, sir?” Mrs. Flynn said

again, as the Seigneur made way for her to leave the shop.

“How did you guess?” he said to her in a low voice, his sharp eyes

peering into hers.

“By the looks in y’re face these past weeks, and the look in hers,” she

whispered, and went on her way rejoicing.

“I’ll wind thim both round me finger like a wisp o’ straw,” she said,

going up the road with a light step, despite her weight, till she was

stopped by the malicious grocer-man of the village, whose tongue had

been wagging for hours upon an unwholesome theme.

Meanwhile, in the post-office, the Seigneur and Rosalie were face to

face.

“It is Michaelmas day,” he said. “May I speak with you, Mademoiselle?”

She looked at the clock. It was on the stroke of noon. The shop always

closed from twelve till half-past twelve.

“Will you step into the parlour, Monsieur?” she said, and coming round

the counter, locked the shop-door. She was trembling and confused,

and entered the little parlour shyly. Yet her eyes met the Seigneur’s

bravely. “Your father, how is he?” he said, offering her a chair. The

sunlight streaming in the window made a sort of pathway of light between

them, while they were in the shade.

“He seems no worse, and to-day he is wheeling himself about.”

“He is stronger, then--that’s good. Is there any fear that he must go to

the hospital again?”

She inclined her head. “The doctor says he may have to go any moment. It

may be his one chance. The Cure is very kind, and says that, with your

permission, his sister will keep the office here, if--if needed.”

The Seigneur nodded briskly. “Of course, of course. But have you not

thought that we might secure another postmistress?”

Her face clouded a little; her heart beat hard. She knew what was

coming. She dreaded it, but it was better to have it over now.

“We could not live without it,” she said helplessly.

“What we have saved is not enough. The little my mother had must pay for

the visits to the hospital. I have kept it for that. You see, I need the

place here.”

“But you have thought, just the same. Do you not know the day?” he asked

meaningly.

She was silent.

“I have come to ask you to marry me--this is Michaelmas day, Rosalie.”

She did not speak. He had hopes from her silence. “If anything happened

to your father, you could not live here alone--but a young girl! Your

father may be in the hospital for a long time. You cannot afford that.

If I were to offer you money, you would refuse. If you marry me, all

that I have is yours to dispose of at your will: to make others happy,

to take you now and then from this narrow place, to see what’s going on

in the world.”

“I am happy here,” she said falteringly.

“Chaudiere is the finest place in the world,” he replied proudly, and as

a matter of fact. “But, for the sake of knowledge, you should see what

the rest of the world is. It helps you to understand Chaudiere better. I

ask you to be my wife, Rosalie.”

She shook her head sorrowfully.

“You said before, it was not because I am old, not because I am rich,

not because I am Seigneur, not because I am I, that you refused me.”

She smiled at him now. “That is true,” she said.

“Then what reason can you have? None, none. ‘Pon honour, I believe you

are afraid of marriage because it’s marriage. By my life, there’s naught

to dread. A little giving here and taking there, and it’s easy. And when

a woman is all that’s good, to a man, it can be done without fear or

trembling. Even the Cure would tell you that.”

“Ah, I know, I know,” she said, in a voice half painful, half joyous.

“I know that it is so. But, oh, dear Monsieur, I cannot marry

you--never--never.”

He hung on bravely. “I want to make life easy and happy for you. I want

the right to do so. When trouble comes upon you--”

“When it does I will turn to you--ah, yes, I would turn to you without

fear, dear Monsieur,” she said, and her heart ached within her, for a

premonition of sorrow came upon her and filled her eyes, and made her

heart like lead within her breast. “I know how true a gentleman you

are,” she added. “I could give you everything but that which is life to

me, which is being, and soul, and the beginning and the end.”

The weight of the revealing hour of her life, its wonder, its agony,

its irrevocability, was upon her. It was giving new meanings to

existence-primitive woman, child of nature as she was. All morning she

had longed to go out into the woods and bury herself among the ferns and

bracken, and laugh and weep for very excess of feeling, downright joy

and vague woe possessing her at once. She looked the Seigneur in the

eyes with consuming earnestness.

“Oh, it is not because I am young,” she said, in a low voice, “for I am

old--indeed, I am very old. It is because I cannot love you, and never

can love you in the one great way; and I will not marry without love.

My heart is fixed on that. When I marry, it will be when I love a man so

much that I cannot live without him. If he is so poor that each meal

is a miracle, it will make no difference. Oh, can’t you see, can’t you

feel, what I mean, Monsieur--you who are so wise and learned, and know

the world so well?”

“Wise and learned!” he said, a little roughly, for his voice was husky

with emotion. “‘Pon honour, I think I am a fool! A bewildered fool, that

knows no more of woman than my cook knows Sanscrit. Faith, a hundred

times less! For Mary Flynn’s got an eye to see, and, without telling,

she knew I had a mind set on you. But Mary Flynn thought more than that,

for she has an idea that you’ve a mind set on some one, Rosalie. She

thought it might be me.”

“A woman is not so easily read as a man,” she replied, half smiling, but

with her eyes turned to the street. A few people were gathering in front

of the house--she wondered why.

“There is some one else--that is it, Rosalie. There is some one else.

You shall tell me who it is. You shall--”

He stopped short, for there was a loud knocking at the shop-door, and

the voice of M. Evanturel calling: “Rosalie! Rosalie! Rosalie! Ah, come

quickly--ah, my Rosalie!”

Without a look at the Seigneur, Rosalie rushed into the shop and

opened the front door. Her father was deathly pale, and was trembling

violently.

“Rosalie, my bird,” he cried indignantly, “they’re saying you stole the

cross from the church door.”

He was now wheeled inside the shop, and people gathered round,

looking at him and Rosalie, some covertly, some as friends, some in a

half-frightened way, as though strange things were about to happen.

“Shure, ‘tis a lie, or me name’s not Mary Flynn--the darlin’!” said the

Seigneur’s cook, with blazing face. “Who makes this charge?” roared an

angry voice. No one had seen the Seigneur enter from the little room

beside the shop, and at the sound of the sharp voice the people fell

back, for he was as free with his stick as his tongue.

“I do,” said the grocer, to whom Paulette Dubois had told her story.

“Ye shall be tarred and feathered before y’are a day older,” said Mary

Flynn.

Rosalie was very pale.

The Seigneur was struck by this and by the strangeness of her look.

“Clear the room,” he said to Filion Lacasse, who was now a constable of

the parish.

“Not yet!” said a voice at the doorway. “What is the trouble?” It was

the Cure, who had already heard rumours of the scandal, and had come at

once to Rosalie. M. Evanturel tried to speak, and could not. But Mary

Flynn did, with a face like a piece of scarlet bunting. Having finished

with a flourish, she could scarce keep her hands off the cowardly

grocer.

The Cure turned to Rosalie. “It is absurd,” he said. “Forgive me,” he

added to the Seigneur. “It is better that Rosalie should answer this

charge. If she gives her word of honour, I will deny communion to

whoever slanders her hereafter.”

“She did it,” said the grocer stubbornly. “She can’t deny it.”

“Answer, Rosalie,” said the Cure firmly.

“Excuse me; I will answer,” said a voice at the door. The tailor of

Chaudiere made his way into the shop, through the fast-gathering crowd.

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