CHAPTER VIII.

Margaret had never been in love. If any one had asked her why not, she

would have said that she was too busy, and hadn't time. Young men had

admired her, and some few, the artists whom she met now and again,

had fallen in love with her, but no one had ever spoken of the great

mystery to her, for there was something about Margaret, with all her

wildness, an indescribable maiden dignity which kept men silent.

Lord Blair had been the first to speak to her in tones hinting at

passion, and it is little wonder that his words clung to her, and

utterly refused to be dismissed from her mind, though she tried hard

and honestly to forget them; even endeavored to laugh at them, as the

wild words of a wild young man, who would probably forget that he had

ever spoken them, and forget her, too, an hour or two after he had got

to London.

But she could not. She said not a word of what had occurred to old Mrs.

Hale, for she felt that she could not have borne the flow of talk, and

comment, and rebuke which the old lady would pour out. It would have

been better if she had spoken and told her all; a thing divided becomes

halved, a thing dwelt upon grows and gets magnified.

Margaret brooded over the wild words Lord Blair had said until every

sentence was engraved on her mind; even the expression of his face as

he stood before her, defiant as a Greek god, got impressed upon her

memory so that she could call it up whenever she pleased, and, indeed,

it rose before her when she did not even wish it.

"This is absurd and--and nonsensical!" she exclaimed on the second day

after his departure, when she suddenly awoke to the fact that she had

been sitting, brush in hand, staring before her and recalling Lord

Blair's handsome, dare-devil eyes, as they had looked into hers. "I am

behaving like a foolish, sentimental idiot!" she told herself, dabbing

some color on her canvas with angry self-reproach. "What on earth can

it matter to me what such a person as Viscount Leyton said to me? I

shall never see him again, and he has probably forgotten, by this time,

that such a person as myself exists! I am an idiot not to be able to

forget him as easily. He behaved like a savage to the very last, and

I would not speak to him again if--if we were cast alone on a desert

island!"

She sprung to her feet with an exclamation of annoyance, and began

bundling her painting materials together, and was in the midst of

clearing up, when she heard a step behind her, and saw the earl.

It was near the dinner hour, and he was in evening dress, for, though

he dined alone, he always assumed the regulation attire; and Margaret,

as she looked at him, could not help noticing the vague likeness

between him and Lord Blair.

"Do I disturb you?" he said, in his low, grave voice, and he paused

with the knightly courtesy for which he was famous.

"No, my lord. I have just finished for to-day," said Margaret, rather

shyly, for she felt his greatness, which spoke in the tone of his

voice, and proclaimed itself even in his gait, and the way he held

himself.

With a slight inclination of his head he came and stood before the

canvas.

A slight expression of surprise came over his face.

"You have made an excellent copy," he said. "I think you are capable of

higher work--original work."

Margaret's face flushed with pleasure, but she said nothing. It was not

for so humble an individual as herself to bandy compliments with so

great a personage as the Earl of Ferrers.

"You have worked hard," he said, looking at her; "not too hard, I hope."

Now Margaret had grown rather pale during these last two days. It had

been one of the results of Lord Blair's passionate words. She did not

sleep much at night, and what with this and dwelling upon the scene

that had passed between them, the roses which Mrs. Hale wished to see

had vanished from her face.

"You are looking tired and pale," said the earl, in a gravely kind

fashion.

"I am quite well, my lord," she said, standing with lowered lids under

the piercing gaze of the dark-gray eyes.

"Yes, it is a very good copy," he said, returning to the picture. "I

should have paid you a visit before; I have not lost my interest in

art, but I have been engaged and indisposed. I have had my nephew with

me," he continued, more to himself than to her--"Lord Leyton." He

sighed. "You may not have seen him?"

"I have seen him, my lord," said Margaret, and for the life of her she

could not help the tell-tale flush rising to her face.

His eyes rested on hers, and seemed to sink to the innermost depths of

her soul.

"Have you spoken to him?" he asked, not angrily, but in the tones a

judge might use.

Margaret's face grew pale again.

"I have spoken to him, my lord," she said.

The earl's face grew stern and he stood perfectly motionless, with his

eyes fixed on her face.

"I am sorry for that."

"Sorry, my lord?" faltered Margaret.

"I am sorry," he repeated. "My nephew, Lord Leyton, is a wicked and

unprincipled young man. He is not fit----"

"Oh, my lord!" said Margaret, all her womanly chivalry rising on behalf

of the absent.

The earl looked at her, his eyes dark and severe.

"He is not fit to hold converse with such as you." Then the look of

grief and surprise seemed to recall him to himself. "No matter. He has

gone. It is not likely that you will see him again----"

"No, my lord," assented Margaret, with simple dignity.

"Let us say no more about him. He has nearly broken my heart; he is the

one thorn in my side," he went on, notwithstanding that he had said no

more should be spoken of the wicked young man. "He is a spendthrift and

a gambler, and----" he stopped, suddenly. "If your work is done, permit

me to walk with you on the terrace; the air is cool and inviting."

"I have finished for to-day, my lord," she said.

He went to the window and opened it wide for her, and held it open

until she had passed out.

It was only to Lord Blair that he was rough and fierce.

"It is a lovely evening," he said, looking out upon the far-stretching

lawns.

Margaret stood beside him in silence.

"What will you do with your Guido when you have finished it, Miss

Hale?" he said, after a moment or two.

Margaret laughed softly.

"I don't know, my lord," she said at last.

"If you will sell it, I will buy it," he said.

Margaret flushed with gratification.

"I do not know its worth, but I will venture to offer you fifty pounds."

"That's a great deal too much, my lord," she said, decidedly.

"I think not," he responded, so quietly that she could say nothing else

beyond "Thank you, my lord!"

"You shall paint another picture for me," he said; "not a copy this

time." He paused a moment, then went on, "Choose some small piece of

woodland scenery and paint it for me, if you will, Miss Hale."

"I will, my lord," said Margaret, gratefully.

Her simple response seemed to please him, and he looked at her

thoughtfully, and with a sad regret. Why had not Heaven blessed him

with a daughter like to this beautiful girl? was passing through his

mind.

Then he said suddenly:

"You have no parents, Miss Hale?"

"No, my lord," said Margaret sadly.

"And you rely upon your own efforts?" he said gently.

"Yes," replied Margaret, "I depend entirely upon my painting, Lord

Ferrers."

"It is not an ignoble dependence," said the stately old man. "You are

happy in being able to rely upon yourself. And you delight in your

work?"

"I am fonder of it than anything else, my lord," said Margaret, with a

smile.

The earl paced toward the broad steps that lead from the terrace to

the gardens, and Margaret, feeling that she must not go until she was

dismissed, walked by his side.

At a turn in the path he stopped short.

"I must leave you now," he said. "Good-bye! Perhaps, some day, you will

be kind enough to give me your company in another stroll. You will not

forget the picture?"

"Oh, no, my lord," said Margaret, dropping a courtesy.

The earl paced slowly to his own apartments, and entering the library,

sat down before the great carved writing-table.

For half an hour he sat musing.

"So young, so innocent, so much at the mercy of the cold, cruel world.

Depends upon her art! Poor child, a frail dependence! Why should I not?

I am rich beyond calculation, as they tell me. Why should I not do one

act of common kindness, and make my money of some use to one deserving

it? Hitherto it has passed, through Blair's hands to blacklegs and

scoundrels."

He drew the paper toward him and took up the pen with an air of

resolution and wrote a note to Messrs. Tyler & Driver, the family

solicitors.

"Gentlemen," he wrote, "add a codicil to my will, bequeathing five

thousand pounds to Margaret Hale, the granddaughter of Mrs. Hale,

who acts as the Court housekeeper.

Very truly yours, FERRERS."

It was an important letter for Margaret, but it bore upon her future

to an extent far greater than would be inferred even by the gift of so

large a sum of money.

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