CHAPTER VI.

Margaret ran into the house, her heart beating fast, the color coming

and going in her cheeks. To her amazement and annoyance, she felt that

she was actually trembling! Well, if not trembling, quivering, as a

leaf quivers when the summer wind passes over its bosom.

What was this that she had done? Notwithstanding her grandmother's

warning and her own good resolutions, she had spent--how long!--nearly

an hour talking alone with Lord Blair Leyton. And he had given her a

rose! Not only given it to her, but fastened it in the antimacassar.

She could feel his fingers touching her still, as it seemed to her! She

looked down at the rose, gleaming like a spot of blood on the white

cotton of the antimacassar, then, with a sudden gesture, she went to

pull it out and fling it through the window; but she averted her hand

even as it touched the velvet leaves. Yes, she had done wrong; she

ought not to have spoken to him, ought not to have remained with him,

and most certainly ought not to have taken the rose from him.

She saw now how wrong she had been. They used to call her "Wild

Margaret," "Mad Madge," when she was a child, but she had been trying

to become quiet, and dignified, and discreet, and, as it seemed to

her, had succeeded, until this wicked young man had tempted her into

flirting--was it flirting?--in the starlight.

"You look flushed, my dear," said Mrs. Hale. "Are you tired?"

"I think I am a little," said Margaret, longing to get to the solitude

of her own room.

"It's the country air," said the old lady, nodding. "It always makes

people from London sleepy. Was it pleasant in the garden?" she added,

innocently.

Margaret's face flushed.

"Y--es, very," she replied; then she was going on to tell the old lady

of her meeting with Lord Blair, but stopped short.

"I think I will go up to bed now," she said, and giving the old lady a

kiss, she went up-stairs to her own room. There she thought over every

word that the young lord said, and that she herself had spoken. There

had been no harm in any of it, surely! He had spoken respectfully,

almost reverentially, and even when he had given her the rose he had

done it with as much diffidence and high bred courtesy as if she had

been a countess. Surely there had been no harm in it.

It was a lovely morning when she woke, and dressing herself she went

straight to the picture gallery. As she left the room Lord Blair's red

rose seemed to smile at her from the dressing table, and she took it up

and carried it in her hand. It was just possible that she might meet

him; if so, it would be as well to have the rose with her, for give

it back she meant to, if a chance afforded. The light in the gallery

could not have been better, and she set to work at first languidly, but

presently with more spirit, and was becoming perfectly absorbed, when

she heard a voice singing the refrain of the last popular London song.

It was a man's voice, it could be no other than Lord Blair's, and in a

minute or two afterward she heard him enter the gallery.

She heard him coming toward her with a quick step, and looking up with

his eyes fixed upon her with eager pleasure. He was dressed in the suit

of tweeds in which he had looked so picturesque on the morning of the

fight, and in his buttonhole he wore a white rose. It drew her eyes

toward it, and she knew it at once--it was the finest of the roses she

had placed in his room.

"Miss Hale!" he exclaimed, holding out his hand, while his eyes beamed

with the frank, glad light of youth when it is pleased. "This is luck!

I only strolled in here by mere chance--and--and to think of my finding

you here! How early you are! And what a lot you have done!" staring

admiringly at the canvas. "I hope you didn't catch cold last night?"

"No, my lord," said Margaret, as coldly as if her voice were frozen.

He looked at her with a quick questioning.

"I'm off almost directly," he said, with something like a sigh. "It's

a bore having to go back to London and leave this place a morning like

this. I had no idea it was so--so jolly, until----" he stopped; he was

going to add: "until last night."

Margaret remained silent, dabbing on little spots of color delicately.

"I quite envy you your stay here," he went on, looking in her grave

face, which had become somewhat pale since his arrival. "That jolly

little garden, and--and this grand gallery. I hope you will be happy,

and--and enjoy yourself."

"Thank you my lord," coldly as before.

He looked at her with a slightly puzzled frown.

"Yes, I should like to stay; but I can't--for the best of all reasons,

I haven't been invited, don't you know."

Margaret said nothing, but carefully mixed some colors on her palette.

"And so--and so I'm off," he said, with a sudden sigh. "Perhaps we

shall meet in London, Miss Hale."

"It is not likely," said Margaret gravely.

"So you said last night," he responded; "but I shall live in hopes.

Yes. London's only a little place, after all, you know, and--and we

may meet. Well, I'll say good-bye!"

"Good-bye, my lord," she said, affecting not to see his outstretched

hand.

"Won't you shake hands?" he said with a laugh, which died away as she

took up the rose and placed it in his extended palm.

"Will you take back this flower, my lord?" she said quietly, but with a

trembling quiver on her lips.

"Take back?" he stammered. "Take back the rose I gave you last night!"

he went on with astonishment. "Why? what have I done to offend you?"

and he stared from the rose to her face.

"You have done nothing to offend me, my lord," said Margaret quickly,

and with a vivid blush, which angered her beyond expression. "Nothing

whatever, but----"

"But--well?" he said as she paused.

"But," she went on, lifting her eyes to his bravely--"but I do not

think I ought to take a flower from you, my lord."

"Good lord, why not?" he demanded, with not unreasonable astonishment.

Margaret looked down. But she was no coward.

"I will say more than that," she said in a low but steady voice. "I

ought not to have remained in the garden with you last night, Lord

Leyton. I thought so last night, I am sure of it now. And if I ought

not to have stayed talking with you, I certainly ought not to have

accepted a flower from you! I beg your pardon, and--there is your rose!"

A look of pain crossed his handsome face.

"You haven't told me why yet," he said, after a pause.

Margaret bit her lip, and was silent for a second or two, then she said:

"Lord Leyton, there should be, can be, no acquaintance between you and

me----"

"Now stop!" he said. "I know what you are going to say; you are going

to talk some nonsense about my being a viscount and you being something

different, and all that! As if you were not a lady, and as if any one

could be better than that! Yes, they can, by George! and you _are_

better, for you are an artist! A difference between us--yes, yes, I

should think there was, between a useless fellow like myself and a

clever, beautiful----"

"My lord!" said Margaret, flushing, then looking at him with her brows

drawn together.

"I beg your pardon, I beg your pardon; I do indeed! But, all the same,"

he said, defiantly, "it's true! You are beautiful, but I don't rely

on that. I say an artist and a lady is the equal of any man or woman

alive, and if that's the reason you fling my flower back to me----"

"I didn't fling it, my lord," said Margaret, gravely.

"I'm a brute!" he said, penitently. "The difference between a brute

and--and an angel! That's it. No, you didn't fling it, but it's just as

if you had, isn't it now?"

"You will take back the flower, Lord Leyton, please?" she almost

pleaded. "I don't want to fling it, as you say, out of the window."

He stood looking at her.

"How--how you must hate and despise me, by Jove!" he said.

Margaret flushed.

"You have no right to say that, my lord, because I see that I acted

unwisely last night. How can I hate or despise one who is a stranger to

me?"

"Yes, that's it; I'm a stranger, and you mean to keep me one!" he said,

half bitterly, half sorrowfully. "Well, I can't complain; I'm not fit

for you to know. Why, even my own flesh and blood are anxious to see

the back of me! Yes, you are right, Miss Margaret."

He dwelt on the name sadly, using it unconsciously.

"Oh, no, no!" she said, wrung to the heart at the thought of wounding

him so mercilessly. "It's not that! It's not of you I thought, but of

myself."

"Of yourself yes," he said. "Communication with me is a kind of

pollution; you cannot touch tar, you know! Oh, I understand! Well"--he

hung his head--"I'll do as you tell me; I can't do less. I'll take my

poor rose----" He stopped short, and something seemed to strike him.

"But if I do, I must return you this," and he gently unfastened the

white one from his coat, and held it out to her.

Margaret put out her hand irresolutely.

"Oh, take it!" he said recklessly. "It is one out of the bowl you gave

me."

"I gave you?" she said.

"Yes," he said; "you picked them yourself, the girl told me so. I asked

her. And you put them in my room. If I take your rose back you must

take mine."

"Well," she said, and she took it slowly, and laid it on the table

beside her.

He drew a long breath, then the color came into his face and the wild,

daring Ferrers' spirit shone in his eyes.

"That's an exchange," he said. "It's a challenge and an acceptance.

Don't you see what you have done in cutting me off and flinging me

aside, Miss Margaret?"

"What have I done?" said Margaret.

"Yes! You have given me back my rose, but you forget that you have worn

it, that it has been in your dress, that you have touched it, that it's

like a part of yourself. And you have taken _my_ rose, which has been

in my room all night, while I dreamt of you----"

"Lord Leyton!" she panted, half rising.

"Yes!" he said, confronting her with the sudden passion which lay

dormant in him and always, like a tiger, ready to spring to the

surface. "You can throw my offer of friendship in my face, you can put

me coldly aside, and--and wipe out last night as if it had never been,

as if you had done some great wrong in talking to such a man as I am;

but you can't rob me of the rose you have touched, ah! and worn."

"Give--give it me back!" she exclaimed, with a trepidation which was

not altogether anger or fear. "Give it me back, my lord. You have no

right----"

"To keep it! Haven't I?" he retorted. "What! when you forced it back on

me! No, I will not give it you back! You may do what you like with the

white one. You will fling it on the fire, I've no doubt. I can't help

it. But this one, _yours_, I keep! It is mine. I will never part with

it. And whenever I look at it I will remember how--until you discovered

that I was not fit to associate with you, such a bad lot that you

couldn't even keep a flower I gave you!--I'll remember that you have

worn it near your heart."

White as herself, with a passion which had carried him beyond all

bounds, he raised the red rose to his lips and kissed it, not once only

but thrice.

Then, as he saw her face change, her lips tremble, his passion melted

away, and all penitent and remorseful, he bent toward her.

"Forgive me!" he said, as if half bewildered; "I--I didn't know what I

was saying. I--I am a savage! Yes, that's the name for me! Forgive me,

and--good-bye!"

He lingered on the words till they seemed to fill the room with their

music, low as they had been spoken. Then he turned.

Margaret found her voice.

"My lord--Lord Leyton. Stop!"

He stopped and turned.

"Give me back the rose, please," she said, firmly.

"No!" he said, his eyes flashing again. "Nothing in this world would

induce me to give it to you, or to any one else. I'll keep it till I

die! I'll keep it to remind me of last night--and of you!"

He stood for a moment looking at her steadily--if the passionate

glance could be called steady; then the thick folds of the velvet

curtain fell and hid him from her sight.

Margaret stood for a moment motionless.

Lord Leyton strode through the corridor into the hall. He scarcely knew

where he was going, or saw the objects before him.

"The dog-cart is ready, my lord," said a footman.

Mr. Stibbings stood with respectful attention beside the door.

"Good-morning, my lord; the portmanteau is in----" he glanced at the

rose which Lord Blair still held in his hand. "If your lordship would

like to take some flowers with you, I will get some: there is time----"

"Flowers? Flowers?" said Lord Blair, confusedly; then, with an

exclamation, he hid the rose in his breast and sprung into the cart.

The horse bounded forward and dashed down the avenue, Lord Blair

looking straight before him like a man only half awakened.

Suddenly, seeing and yet scarcely seeing, he noticed a tall, wiry

figure lounging against the sign-post in the center of the village

green.

"Stop!" he said to the groom.

He pulled up and Lord Blair beckoned to the man.

Pyke resisted the summons for a second or two, then he slouched up to

the dog-cart with his hands in his pockets.

"Good-morning, my man," said Lord Blair. "I hope you're none the worse

for our little set-to?"

"_I'm_ not the worse, and I sha'n't be," retorted Pyke, lifting his

evil eyes for a moment to the handsome face then fixing them on the

last button of Lord Blair's waistcoat.

"That's all right," said Lord Blair. "I see you've got a bruise or two

still left," and he laughed. "And I dare say I have. Well, here is some

ointment for yours," and he held out some silver.

Pyke opened his hand, and his fingers closed over it.

"That's all right," said Blair again, cheerfully. "We part friends, I

hope?"

"Yes, we part friends," said Pyke, but the expression of his face would

have suited "We part enemies" equally well.

"Well, we shall meet again, I dare say," said Blair. "Good-morning."

"Yes, we shall meet again," said the man, and as he spoke he shot a

vindictive glance at Blair's face. "Oh, yes, my lord, we shall meet

again," he snarled as the dog-cart drove on. "And it will be my turn

then. Ointment, eh! It will be a powerful ointment as 'ud do you any

good when I've done with you!"

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