CHAPTER XV

DIGITUS DEI

Much ado there was at St. Gabriel's when it was found that the door of

the tobacco-house stood open, and the prisoner was gone. All the more

exasperating was it when it proved that there was no one to be blamed

or held responsible, because the jailor was gone too.

Each member of the household took the news of the escape differently.

Cecil jumped for joy. Father White betook himself to solitude and

prayer in his oratory. Mary Brent made few comments, but went about

with her mouth pursed up as though she feared to relax the muscles lest

they betray her into rash words. Her light lashes too were cast down

and her eyes carefully discharged of all expression.

Such silence has more power to irritate than reproaches or curses.

Elinor felt this irritation so keenly that she could not stay in the

house with her cousin, but took refuge in the woods beneath the calm

sky, in that silence of Nature which holds only balm for wounded hearts.

Brent too thought it well to give his sister a wide berth. His own

irritation found vent in an honest volley of oaths directed impartially

at himself and each member of the household except perhaps Ralph Ingle,

to whom he turned for that comfort which a strong and autocratic nature

finds in a pliant one. With such a man as Brent, to concur is to

conquer.

Ingle in return gave him sympathy and silence. Silences differ as

widely as speech, and Ingle's silence was no more like that of Mary

Brent than the calm of a sunny day is like the electric stillness

preceding storm. Ingle's silence was full of delicate suggestions of

assent, of a sympathy too subtle to be put into words, of comradeship

and support to that self-esteem which just now felt itself sadly shaken.

No wonder his company was desired! We succeed with others as we

comprehend them. We value others as they comprehend us.

Giles Brent was a man of action, and lost no time in locking and double

barring the stable door after the horse was stolen.

Two messengers he despatched to St. Mary's to learn, if they could,

whether any news had reached the town of Neville's escape. The other

available men he divided into parties of four, and sent them to scour

the woods in all directions. Then, taking Ralph Ingle with him, he

buckled on his sword, lifted two guns from the rack in the hall, and

marched grimly down the little path to the wharf.

"You have a keen eye, Ingle, and are a mariner born and bred. Therefore

have I brought you with me, for it seems far likelier that Neville

has made his escape by sea than by land. I will take the helm, and do

you go before the mast and keep a sharp lookout for any small boat,

especially one that may seem to hug the wooded points at the mouth of

the river."

Ingle ventured a few words by way of conversation, but found his

companion in a taciturn mood and not to be drawn into conversation.

Both men scanned every headland and inlet till their eyes ached, but

with no success, till at length Ingle called out,--

"There's a ship yonder,--a packet, I should say, from the size and

build of her."

"Ay, for a guess 'tis Prescott's. I ordered him from St. Mary's

yesterday for being too much hand in glove with that scapegrace brother

of thine."

A pained look crossed Ralph Ingle's face.

"Forgive me!" said Brent, who had a soft heart under a quick temper.

"Whatever may be said of your brother, I put trust in you, and here's

my hand on 't."

Ingle did not note the outstretched hand, for his eyes were fixed on

something beyond the ship, a smaller boat making for St. Mary's.

"Look!" he said, "to the right there, to the southward of Pine Point!

Damnation, how the fog is shutting down!"

Even as he spoke a film gathered between him and the two boats,--a film

deepening into a thick veil and that into an impenetrable, impalpable

wall of fog.

Brent held his boat straight on her course. On, on, till once again he

caught the outline of the packet looming close at hand. Then from the

other side he heard a voice which he recognized as Neville's shouting

"Boat ahoy!" Then a crash as if a sea monster had both boats and were

grinding them between his teeth. A rebound, and then another crash, and

above the noise the voice of Philpotts crying, "My God! He's gone!" and

a woman's voice sobbing, "O Kit! Dead! Dead!"

"Hard alee!" shouted Ingle to Brent. "Hard alee! or we shall be in the

coil with the rest;" and running aft he threw his whole weight on the

tiller just in time to shave the packet. They swept into open water,

and the wind bore them away till once more the two boats looked like

gray phantoms against the grayer sky.

"Well done, Ingle! But for your quickness we should have been snarled

up with the other boats. Next time we must come to them with more

caution."

"Why take the risk again? Death has been before us in claiming our

prisoner."

"Ay, but his jailor and the accomplices are yet to be reckoned with if

Maryland justice is not to become a byword and a hissing."

"Governor Brent," Ingle spoke in slow, reluctant tones, "did you chance

to read the name of the larger packet as we passed?"

"Nay, I was too much occupied with saving the skin of my own boat. Did

you?"

"I did."

"And the name--"

"Was _The Reformation_."

"Ah!"

"Yes, and I saw Dick aboard her striding up and down the deck in a

fury, swearing like the cutthroat he is."

"Yet shall he not hinder me from the performance of my duty. No man

shall say that Giles Brent is a coward."

"No fear that any man will ever say that. Let none have cause to say

that the Lieutenant-General, Admiral, Chancellor, Keeper of the Great

Seal, Chief Captain, Magistrate, and Commander of the Province forgot

the sacredness of trust involved in all these offices and ran risks.

Do not drive me to say what risks; but believe me when I say that I

know my brother well, and I know he would stop at nothing,--even to the

carrying off of an officer of the King. He is mad, fairly mad, over his

treatment at St. Mary's yonder."

Brent frowned, shook his head, and hesitated as if uncertain what

course to pursue, then he gave the helm to Ingle entirely, saying,--

"You are right. It is hard to draw the line betwixt cowardice and

caution; but in Calvert's absence I have no right to run risks."

Still in the distance hovered the two phantom ships gray against the

universal grayness, yet dimly discernible, the smaller boat settling

lower and lower like some despairing animal feeling death near at hand

yet struggling to the last.

"It is the end," said Ralph Ingle. "The man is drowned, and his boat is

sunk. Whatever he has done, he has made the fullest atonement man can

make."

"Yes," said Brent, uncovering his head. "I think that we have seen the

end of this unhappy business. A life has been given for a life. The

judgments of the Lord are true and righteous altogether."

Ralph Ingle bowed his head as one too much moved for words.

Silently they drifted shoreward and still silently clewed up the sail

and tied the boat to the dock. Once more Brent held out his hand. "You

have proved yourself a tried and trusty comrade this day, and if you

have aught to ask of me, be sure I stand ready to grant it."

"Nay, nay," said Ralph, with his frank smile, "'twere poor comradeship

to begin with asking of favors; besides, there is naught in your gift

that I crave unless--unless--"

"Out with it, man!"

"Well, then, your influence with your kinswoman, Mistress Elinor

Calvert."

Brent started.

"I never dreamed of this," he said.

"Nor I, on my faith, till I was so deep there was no turning back. She

is one of those women that to love once is to love always. I would do

anything for her,--sacrifice my life, nay, my soul itself,--but she is

cold as the ice floating in yonder river."

Giles Brent's face grew set and stern.

"I can well believe it, for I fear 'tis not alone that she loves you

not; but that her heart has been given to another and clings but the

closer, the unworthier she finds him."

"Then it _was_ Neville. I suspected as much. But now, surely now that

he is dead, there may be a chance for me."

"My friend, you little know Elinor Calvert. She has made this murderer

into a saint, and she will burn candles to his memory and say masses

for his soul while she lives."

"Hush! is this not she coming down the path?"

"Ay, go you round through the underbrush and leave me to tell her."

So advised, Ingle took a short cut through the woods, and Brent,

walking on alone, met Elinor face to face.

"Good morrow, Cousin!"

"Would it were a _good_ morrow, Giles! But that can scarce be till we

are good ourselves and credulous of good in others."

"I have no time to play with words. I am come from stern scenes that

wring men's souls."

Elinor turned pale.

"Hast thou seen him?"

"By _him_ signifying Christopher Neville, I doubt not. Now I might put

thee off by saying I have not seen him, as in a sense I have not; yet I

have been near him and in a way to know his fate, which, not to delay

ill news in the telling, is death by drowning."

Elinor answered not a word. She grew deadly white, bowed her head, and

turning about began to walk toward the house.

Brent would not have been surprised to see her swoon at his feet, but

this unnatural calmness terrified him.

"Whither art thou bound?" he asked, catching up with her.

"To the manor-house--there to say a prayer for the soul of him that's

gone, then to pack my belongings and Cecil's."

"To _pack_?"

"Ay, and to make ready for our departure to St. Mary's. There we will

make our home till we can betake ourselves to Cecil Manor. The house of

the Brents can never again be shelter for me or mine."

"Elinor! Have I deserved this?"

"Thou hast been a kind kinsman to me, Giles, and for the past I thank

thee; but thou art a hard man, and my heart is bitter against thee for

the part thou hast played in driving an innocent man to his death."

"I drive the poltroon!" muttered Brent. "Was he not drowned in a

cowardly attempt to escape from a trial he dared not face?"

"No!" flamed Elinor.

"Thou dost speak as one who knows. Perhaps thou hast information. How

canst thou talk so bold?"

"I talk so bold because I do know--alas! none better. I--I tempted

him--the other night--I promised him aid and begged him to escape, and

he would not. He scorned the cowardice and vowed he would stand his

trial and abide by the result."

"Some other must have had more influence with him, then, for there was

a woman's voice in the boat when he sank."

"Bless her!" cried Elinor, "whoever she was, that did plan his

safety--but hold. I know who it was,--his sister Peggy,--who, as we

thought, went back to St. Mary's yesterday; whether he be taken with

or against his will, she is with him. God has been kind to her, but

she deserved it, for she was stanch and true. She has her deserts, and

I had mine. 'Twas God's truth she spoke when she told me I had been

false, and vowed she never wished to see my face again. I know how she

felt, for I feel it now toward thee. Ay, stand back, Giles, and hear

my vow: Never again after this day will I hold converse with thee or

remember that there is a bond of kinship between us till thou shalt

kneel as I have knelt in contrition and shame for the part thou hast

played."

"These are wild vows, Elinor, and will be repented when thou dost

consider them. I would be well-nigh as glad as thou to see Christopher

Neville acquitted of the charge of this terrible crime. To say truth,

against all the evidence, against reason itself, I cherished faint

hope that something might be unearthed even yet to show us that we had

all been mistaken, but now that he hath skulked away under cover of

darkness--why, 'tis the same as a confession."

"Ay, and for that reason he has never done it. Never--_never_--_never_!

'Tis not in his nature, not near so much as to have done the murder

of which he stands accused. Giles, 'tis but a little while since thou

didst urge my taking Christopher Neville for my tenant yonder at Cecil

Manor; and why? Because, thou saidst, he was the boldest and the truest

and the faithfullest man in Maryland. So he was and is. Thinkst thou a

man's soul is changed in a day or two days or a week? Fie! thou hast

not enough knowledge of human nature to be ruler of a county, much less

a commonwealth."

Brent drew his brows together impatiently.

"'Tis all very well to rail like that, but it proves nothing. He

is gone. That is a fact not to be gainsaid. What is it, then, but

jail-breaking?"

"Ay, but he may not have gone of his free will."

"A likely story. Who, then, hath taken him by force?"

"How do I know? Some that have reason to profit by his accusation,

yet fear to press the trial to the end. Perchance the fathers of St.

Inigo's."

Giles Brent was furious, all the more that the same possibility had

been floating dimly in his own mind. He answered coldly,--

"Since thou art so lost to all sense of dignity and decency in the

cause of thy lover as to accuse Holy Church herself rather than admit

what one who runs may read, that he hath done a dastardly deed and then

hath run away to escape the consequences, why, I will waste neither

argument nor entreaty, but when the day comes that all is made clear,

thou wilt have a heavy account to settle."

"I know not how it may be in the future of this world, Giles; but when

the day comes that the secrets of all hearts are laid open, I feel sure

as that I stand here that Christopher Neville will have naught to fear.

For myself my shame will be that I loved not too much, but too little.

To love cautiously is not to love at all. For thee, thy punishment--the

hardest, I believe, for a just man--shall be to see too late the

wrong thou hast done; the friendship lightest held where it should

have been strongest, the faith withheld where the hand should have

been outstretched in aid, the life sacrificed that should have been a

bulwark to the state,--all this will be laid at thy door--"

Then,--with a sudden break,--"God forgive me! What a hypocrite I am! My

sin is heavier than thine. I knew him, I loved him, and I failed him.

Death holds no bitterness like this."

Without another word she turned and left him.

Brent fell back, awed by the force of her passion, and stood still

watching her as she swept on, a tall vision of Nemesis, vague and

gray in the mist that clung about the long folds of her cloak. On she

walked, slowly at first, then faster and faster till she was almost

running. At the third bend of the path a man slipped out from behind

the twisted pine, and fell in with her step so naturally that she was

scarcely conscious of his companionship.

There was a softness in Ralph Ingle's silence, a soothing quality in

his sympathy that made itself felt. Elinor's gait slowed, and she

removed the hands that had been pressed to her temples, as if to quiet

the intolerable throbbing pain.

"Pity me!"--Ralph Ingle spoke low.

"I pity thee! Have I room in my heart for pity of any save myself?"

"Thou shouldst have for one more miserable than thou."

"That cannot be; and why shouldst thou need pity?"

"Because thou art sorrowful, and I can give thee no help. Is not that

reason enough?"

Elinor stopped and looked at him with wide, half-seeing eyes, striving

to force herself to put aside her own trouble enough to realize that of

another.

"Do not!" she cried, stretching out defensive hands, "do not tell me

that I have made someone else wretched too! My life seems destined to

be a calamity to all who fall within its fateful shadow."

"No; speak no such sad words," cried Ingle, falling on his knees before

her. "To me your presence has been pure sunshine; but were life all

shadow, I would rather live under the clouds with thee than in the

light of heaven itself without thee."

"Forgive me!" answered Elinor, wearily, brushing her hand across her

eyes. "It is idle to talk thus. I loved--I love--Christopher Neville,

and I cannot listen to any other."

"My words were untimely; I spoke too soon."

"Nay, for me there is no time any more,--only a waiting for eternity."

"Think a moment, Elinor! I must call thee so once if nevermore. Wilt

thou in good earnest condemn me to despair?"

"I condemn no one. If despair be thy portion, thou must needs drink

the cup as I am draining mine. Farewell!"

"Farewell, then, Elinor Calvert! And on thy head be my soul's ruin, and

all that may befall me or thee hereafter!"

So absorbed in her own grief was Elinor that her ear scarcely caught

his words, nor did her mind take note of his wild look and manner as he

flung away into the forest. She quickened her pace and saw with relief

the walls of the manor-house rising between the trees. A few more paces

and she would reach the house, then if Fate were kind, her room, and

then she could at least be alone with her despair; but no, she thought

bitterly, even this poor comfort was to be denied her, for, as she drew

near the house, she saw Father White standing in the doorway. She would

have swerved from the path and sought entrance through the side room,

but it was too late; she had been seen. Father White moved toward her

like some strong merciful angel, holding healing and benediction in his

outstretched hands.

"My daughter, thou art ill."

"Ay, Father, so ill that I must needs with all speed seek rest in my

chamber."

"Is it indeed illness, or grief?"

"They are much alike."

"Ay, but they may need differing treatment."

"Rest and solitude are best for both."

"Nay, for bodily sickness thou hast need of a physician of the body,

and for soul sickness of a physician of the soul."

"Father," said Elinor, sinking on her knees before him, "I am past all

help of medicine for body or soul--_He is dead!_"

The old priest raised his eyes to heaven, murmuring to himself,

"_Digitus Dei est hic._--Yes," he added slowly, "surely it is the

finger of God himself, and it is the Lord who has spoken."

Aloud he said: "I know how troubles such as thine shake the soul till

there is no power left to seek aid. Then the Lord sends the help the

sufferer is too weak to reach out a hand for. If thou shouldst probe

this wound of thine, thou wouldst find that its deepest hurt lay not in

what hath befallen without, but from that which hath gone wrong within."

"'Tis God's truth thou speakest."

"There lies no help in man."

"None! None!"

"Then look above! Oh, my daughter, hast thou not before found comfort

at the confessional, at the foot of the altar? Listen: I am a priest

of God and charged with power to absolve sin and declare His pardon to

weary, struggling souls like thine."

With a wild cry Elinor threw up her arms above her head.

"Talk not to me of God's pardon! Will that bring Christopher Neville to

life? Will that save his poor heart one of the pangs my distrust dealt,

or his faithful soul one hour of the weary years my cold disdain cost

him? Nay, Father, save pardon and penance for those who can still use

them! I tell you, it is _I_ who cannot forgive _myself_,--_I_!"

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