SECTION XXXII.

Seeing that head and that excellent bow, and (remembering) the union of

(Rama) and Sugriva related by Hanuman,--and (seeing) those eyes, and the

complexion of that face, and that countenance like unto that of her

lord,--and that hair and that forehead; and that beautiful jewel forming

the crest; and recognizing (Rama) by all these tokens combined,--

(Sita), exceedingly aggrieved, rebuked Kaikeyi, lamenting like a female

osprey,--"O Kaikeyi, have thy wishes attained. Slain hath been the son

of the race; and the entire race is exterminated by thee, partial to

dissension. And what evil had been done unto Kaikeyi by the revered

Rama, that along with me, he hadst been banished into the woods, with

rags given him (for his covering)?" Having said this, Vaidehi, forlorn

and trembling (all over), dropped to the earth, like a plantain cut off.

Then, recovering after a while, and having regained her consciousness,

the large-eyed one, placing the head in her front, gave way to grief.

"Ah! I am undone, O mighty-armed one! O thou that didst follow stern

vows! From thy (death), I have come by this final plight, having been

rendered a widow. The greatest calamity (that can befall a woman), is

said to be the death of her husband. And, possessor of an excellent

character, thou hast departed before me, who have ever trod the path of

the righteous; but who have come by a mighty grief and am plunged in a

sea of sorrow. And thou, who was engaged in delivering me, hast thyself

fallen! And my mother-in-law, Kaucalya, attached (to thee), through the

death of thee, her son, at the hands of Rakshasas, hath been reduced to

the condition of a cow that hath been deprived of her calf. O Raghava,

even the astrologers had predicted long life for thee. But their words

are false,--thou, O Raghava, wast short-lived. Or didst thy wisdom, wise

and good as thou wert, come to naught? For God, who is the origin of all

beings, maketh (every one) reap the fruit of his own acts. And why,

versed in polity as thou wast, didst thou come by death, unforeseen?

Thou wast acquainted with the means of warding off misfortune, and

skilled in doing so. And having been brought hither by me, representing

the Fatal Night, fierce and fell,--after (being) embraced, and by

force,--the lotus-eyed one hath met with his death. Here liest thou, O

long-armed one, leaving me lone,--and embracing the Earth like thy

beloved fair. Ever carefully worshipped with perfumed wreaths, this bow

of thine, O hero, embellished with gold, is dear unto me. O sinless one,

thou hast surely gone to heaven, and (art there) in the company of thy

sire and my father-in-law, Dacaratha, and all thy ancestors. Thou hast

become a star of the firmament as the fruit of thy great act.[88] Thou

hast disregarded thy righteous race of Rajarshis. O king, why dost thou

not look at me? And why is it that thou dost not answer me, who am a

girl, hardly arrived at youth,--and who am thy wife and companion? That

thou at the time of thy espousing my hand hadst vowed--I will practise

(righteousness) with thee--do thou, O Kakutstha, recollect the same, and

take me, who am overwhelmed with distress. Why, O best of goers, hast

thou gone from this world to that other, leaving behind me, overwhelmed

with distress? That person of thine which, decked out with auspicious

things, I used to embrace, beasts of prey will for certain tear the

same. Having performed the Agnishtoma and other sacrifices with

_Dakshinas_ (dispensed),--why hadst not thou attained purity by means of

the sacrificial fire? Kaucalya, overwhelmed with sorrow, shall only

behold one of the three that had gone away to distant lands,--come

(back)--Lakshmana. And, on being asked by her, he shall relate thine as

well as the deaths of thy friend's troops over night at the hands of the

Rakshasas. And, O Raghava, hearing thee slain while asleep, and me

staying in the abode of the Raksha, she with her heart cleft (in twain),

shall cease to exist. And for the sake of me, abject that I am, that

sinless son of the king, Rama, possessed of prowess, having crossed the

ocean, hath been slain in the footprint of a cow. I, the befouler of my

line, who had been wedded by Dacaratha's son through want of discretion,

becoming the wife of the revered Rama, was (in reality) his Death.

Without doubt, in another birth I had abstained from choice gifts,--and

therefore it is that I sorrow to-day, albeit being the wife of one that

was (ever dear) unto guests. Do thou, O Ravana, speedily slay me upon

Rama; and, bringing the wife to the husband, compass my best benefit. Do

thou join my head to his and my body to his body. I will, O Ravana,

follow the way of my high-souled lord". Thus, burning in grief, did that

large-eyed one indulge in lamentations; and Janaka's daughter kept fast

gazing at the head and bow of her lord. And as the Rakshasa was by while

Sita was thus bewailing, there appeared before his lord, with joined

hands, the warder, saying,--"May the worshipful one be victorious!" And

saluting and propitiating him, (Ravana), he told him that Prahasta,

general of the forces, had arrived. "Prahasta hath come to thee,

surrounded by all the courtiers. And, O lord, I was despatched by him,

desirous of seeing thee. O mighty monarch, surely there is--and thou art

forgiving from thy regal sentiment[89]--some work which is momentous;

and do thou see them". Hearing these words of the Rakshasa, the

Ten-necked one, leaving the acoka wood, went to see the counselors. And,

having decided his entire course of action in consultation with his

competent advisers, (Ravana), entering his court,--well knowing Rama's

prowess, set about his work. And as soon as Ravana left that place, that

head and that bow vanished. And in company with the councilors of

dreadful power, (Ravana) decided his course with reference to Rama. And

then the lord of Rakshasas, Ravana, resembling the day of doom,

addressed his generals,--all well-wishers--staying hard by, saying,--"Do

ye speedily summon my forces with the beat of drums--nor do ye give out

the reason (of the summons)". Then assenting to his speech with "So be

it," the envoys immediately summoned that mighty force; and, when it had

arrived, they informed their master, eager for conflict, of its arrival.

[88] _The carrying out the command of thy sire.--T._

[89] This dislocated period insinuates that Ravana, possessed of royal

nature, should forgive this untimely intrusion.--T.

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