CHAPTER XVI.

THE BARON FINDS A CHAMPION

(_From the Bickerdike MS._)

Who that was present at that scene could ever forget its anguish and

pathos? Its fierce dramatic intensity will remain for all time

indelibly seared on my soul. Could I believe in my friend’s guilt?

Knowing him, it was impossible: and yet that seemingly

incontrovertible evidence as to when the shot was fired? If he had

done it, if he _had_ done it, not his own nature but some fiend

temporarily in possession of it must have directed his hand. But I

would not believe he had done it. I would not, until I had heard him

confess to it with his own lips. However appearances might be against

him, he should find an unshakable ally in me. And if the worst were to

come to the worst, and the trial confirm his guilt beyond dispute,

there would be that yet for me to plead in revision of my former

evidence so cruelly surprised from me, to plead in virtue of my

intimacy with the unhappy boy--that in the moods to which he was

subject he was apt to lose complete control of himself, and to behave

on occasions veritably like a madman. It might mitigate,

extenuate--who could say? But in the meantime I would not believe--not

though the world accused him.

Before he was taken away he and his father met in a room below the

Court. Sir Calvin, coming across the floor after the committal, looked

like a white figure of Death--Death stark, but in motion. He walked

straight on, avoiding nobody; but a little stagger as he passed near

me was eloquent of his true state. I was moved impulsively to hold out

my arm to him, and he took it blindly, and we descended the stairs

together. In a bare vault-like office we found my poor friend. He was

in charge of the two policemen who had arrested him. His deadly pallor

was all gone, and succeeded by a vivid flush. He held out his hand

with a steadfast smiling look.

“Take it or not, sir,” he said.

It was taken, and hard wrung--just that one moment’s

understanding--and the two fell apart.

“Thank you, sir,” said the boy simply. “I did not do it, of course.”

The father laughed; it wrung one to hear him, and to see his face.

“One of your judges, Hughie,” he said, wheezing hilariously--“old

Crosson; you know him--told me not to lose heart--that appearances

weren’t always to be trusted. He ought to know, eh, after three

attempts?”

“I wanted you just to hear me say,” said the other hurriedly, “that

I’m glad it’s come--not the _way_ it has, but the truth. I’ve behaved

like a blackguard, sir, and it’s been weighing on me; you don’t know

how it’s been weighing. It’s been making my life hell for some little

time past. But now you know, and it’s the worst of me--bad enough, but

not the unutterable brute they’d make me out.” He turned to me. “So

they got at you, Viv.,” he said. “Never mind, old boy; you meant the

best.”

“It was an infamous breach of confidence,” I burst out. “It was that

Sergeant led me on.”

“Yes,” said Hugh: “I supposed he was at the bottom of all this. But I

can’t help his witnesses. It was the truth I told.”

“He has betrayed the house,” I said hotly. “He was engaged to serve.”

But to this Sir Calvin, greatly to my surprise and indignation,

demurred, in a hoarse broken way: “If he thought his duty lay this

road, it was his business like an honest man to take it. We want no

absolution on sufferance--eh, Hughie, my boy?”

“No, sir, no. You will see that I am properly advised as to the best

way to go to clear myself. Thank God my mother isn’t alive!”

It was said with the first shadow of a break in his voice, and the

General could not stand it. He gave a little gasp, and turned away,

his fingers working at his moustache.

“She’ll see to it, Hughie,” he said indistinctly, “that--that it’s all

made right. There was never a more truth-loving woman in the world.

But you shall have your advice--for form’s sake--the best that can be

procured.”

“Thank you, sir.”

It was intimated that the interview must end. The two men just faced

one another--an unforgetable look; and then the father turned, and,

rigid as a sleep-walker, passed out of the room without another word.

I lingered behind a moment, just to whisper my friend _bonne chance_;

then hurried after the retreating figure. We entered the car in

silence, and drove off alone together, leaving the household witnesses

to follow later. All the way it must have lain in the mind of the

stiff figure beside me with what other expectations, in what other

company, we had made the outward journey. I thought it best not to

disturb him; and we reached the house without a solitary sentence, I

believe, having passed between us. Once there, Sir Calvin walked

straight into his study, and I saw him no more that day.

What was the true thought in his heart? faith scornful and triumphant,

or some secret misgiving? Who could tell? Perhaps for the first time

some doubts as to his own qualifications as a father were beginning to

move in him, some tragic, self-searching for the seed of what might or

might not be in this “fruit of his blood.” The day stole by on hushed

wings; a sense of still fatality brooded over the house. The

voiceless, almost unpeopled quiet told upon my nerves, and kept me

wandering, aimless and solitary, from room to room. Near evening,

Audrey was sent for by her father. I saw her, and saw her for the

first time since our return, as she disappeared into his study. What

passed between them there one could only surmise, but at least it was

marked by no audible sounds of emotion. In that dead oppression I

would have welcomed even her company; but she never came near me, and

I was left to batten as I would on my own poisonous reflections. They

passed and passed in review, with sickening iteration, the same

wearisome problems--the evidence, my hateful and unwilling share in

it, my friend’s dreadful situation. Against the detective I felt a

bitter animosity. No wonder that, conscious of his treachery to his

employer, as I still persisted in regarding it, his manner had changed

of late, and he had held himself aloof from us. Even that cynical

official fibre, I supposed, could not be entirely insensitive to the

indecency of eating the salt of him he was planning to betray. I was

so wroth with him that I could have wished, if for no other reason

than his discomfiture, to vindicate my friend’s innocence. The thought

sent me harking back once more over familiar ground. If Hugh were

innocent, who was guilty? If another could be proved guilty, or even

reasonably suspect, the whole evidence against the prisoner fell into

discredit. Who, then?

Now, not this overwhelming business itself had been enough to dismiss

wholly from my mind its haunting suspicions regarding the Baron. So

secret, so subtle, so inexplicable, could it still be possible that he

was somehow implicated in the affair? If not, was it not at least

remarkable that it should have coincided with his coming, involved his

servant, been followed by that midnight theft of the paper? And then

suddenly there came to me, with a little shock of the blood, a memory

of our conversation in the keeper’s cottage on the fatal day of the

shoot. How curious he had been then on the subject of poachers, of

their methods, of their proneness to violence on occasion! He had

asked so innocently yet shown such shrewdness in his questions, that

even Orsden had laughingly commented on the discrepancy. And that

mention of the muffling properties of a mist in the matter of a

gunshot! _Why, it was as if he had wished to assure himself of the

adequacy of some precaution already calculated and taken to mislead

and bewilder in a certain issue!_

The thought came upon me like a thunderclap. Was it, could it be

possible that some blackguard poacher had been made the instrument of

a diabolical plot--perhaps that fourth shadowy figure that had never

materialised; perhaps Henstridge himself, who had volunteered the

damning evidence, and whom it would be one’s instinct to mistrust? Le

Sage and Henstridge in collusion! Was it an inspiration? Did I stand

on the threshold of a tremendous discovery? In spite of the feverish

excitement which suddenly possessed me, I could still reason against

my own theory. The motive? What possible motive in murdering an

unoffending servant girl? Again, what time had been the Baron’s in

which to complot so elaborate a crime?

But, supposing it had all been arranged beforehand, before ever he

came? I had not overlooked the mystery attaching to the girl herself.

It might cover, for all one knew, a very labyrinthine intrigue of

vengeance and spoliation.

And then in a moment my thought swerved, and the memory of Cleghorn

returned to me--Cleghorn, white and abject, grasping the rail of the

dock. Cleghorn fainting where he stood. What terrific emotion had thus

prostrated the man, relieved from an intolerable oppression? Was mere

revulsion of feeling enough to account for it, or was it conceivable

that he too was, after all, concerned in the business, a third party,

and overwhelmed under his sense of unexpected escape from what he had

regarded as his certain doom?

I was getting into deep waters. I stood aghast before my own

imagination. How was I to deal with its creations?

It was an acute problem, my decision on which was reached only after

long deliberation. It was this: I would keep all my suspicions and

theories to myself until I could confide them to the ear of the

Counsel on Hugo’s behalf.

In the meantime some relief from the moral stagnation of Wildshott had

become apparent with the opening of the day succeeding the inquiry.

That deadly lethargy which had followed the first stunning blow was in

part shaken off, and the household, though in hushed vein, began to

resume its ordinary duties. Sir Calvin himself reappeared, white and

drawn, but showing no disposition to suffer commiseration in any form,

or any relaxation from his iron discipline. The events of the next few

days I will pass over at short length. They yielded some pathos,

embraced some preparations, included a visit. I may mention here a

decision of the General’s which a little, in one direction,

embarrassed my designs. Just or unjust to the man, he would not have

Cleghorn back. One could not wonder, perhaps, over his determination;

yet I could have preferred for the moment not to lose sight of my

suspect. We heard later that the butler, as if anticipating his

dismissal, had gone, directly after his release, up to London, where,

no doubt, he could be found if wanted. I had to console myself with

that reflection. The valet, Louis, we came to learn about the same

time, had taken refuge, pending his master’s return--he had got to

hear somehow of the Baron’s absence--with an excellent Roman Catholic

lady, who had pitied his case and offered him employment. _He_ had no

desire, very certainly, to return to a house where he had suffered so

much.

Of a visit I was allowed to pay my friend in the prison I do not wish

to say a great deal. The interview took place in a room with a grating

between us and a warder present. The circumstances were inexpressibly

painful, but I think I felt them more than Hugo. He was cheery and

optimistic--outspoken too in a way that touched me to the quick.

“I want to tell you everything, Viv.,” he said hurriedly, below his

breath; “I want to get it all off my chest. You guessed the truth, of

course; but not the whole of it. There was one thing--I’d like you to

tell my father, if you will--it makes me out a worse cur than I

admitted, but I can’t feel clean till I’ve said it. It began this way.

I surprised the girl over some tricky business--God forgive her and

me; that’s enough said about it!--and I bargained with her for my

silence on terms. I’ll say for myself that I knew already she was fond

of me; but it doesn’t excuse my behaving like a damned cad. Anyhow,

she fell to it easily enough; and then the fat was in the fire. It

blazed up when she discovered--you know. It seemed to turn her mad.

She must be made honest--my wife--or she would kill herself, she said.

I believe in the end I should have married her, if--Viv., old man, I

loved that girl, I loved her God knows with what passion; yet, I tell

you, my first emotion on discovering her dead was one of horrible

relief. Call me an inhuman beast, if you will. I dare say it’s true,

but there it is. I was in such a ghastly hole, and my nerves had gone

all to pieces over it. If I had done what she wished, it meant the end

of everything for her and me. I knew the old man, and that he would

never forgive such an alliance--would ruin and beggar us. I had been

on a hellish rack, and was suddenly off it, and the momentary

sensation was beyond my own control. Does the admission seem to

blacken the case against me? I believe I know you better than to

think so. I’m only accounting in a way for my behaviour on the night

of the--the----. Why, all the time, at the bottom of my soul, I was

crying on my dead darling to come back to me, that I could not live

without her. O, Viv.! why is it made so difficult for some men to go

straight?”

He paused a moment, his head leaned down on his hands, which held on

to the bars. I did not speak. His allusion to the “tricky business” he

had surprised the girl over was haunting my mind. How did it consort

with my latent suspicion of a mystery somewhere?

“Hugh,” I said presently, “you won’t tell me what she was doing when

you first----”

“No, I won’t,” he interrupted me bluntly. “Think what she became to

me, and allow me a little decency. I’ve told you all that’s

necessary--more than I had ever intended to tell you when I promised

you my confidence. I’m sorry for that, Viv. God knows if I had spoken

to you at first it might have altered things. But I couldn’t make up

my mind while a chance existed--or I thought it did. She put me out of

my last conceit that day, swearing she was going to expose the whole

story. It was all true that I said. She may have been waiting there on

the chance of my passing: I swear I didn’t know it. We had our few

words, and I gave my promise and passed on. The evidence about the

shot was a black lie. I can say no more than that.”

I give his words, and leave them at that, making no comment and

drawing no conclusions. If his admission as to his first emotion on

learning of his release might repel some people, I can only plead that

one man’s psychology, like one man’s meat, may be impossible of

digestion by another. I found it, I confess, hard to stomach myself;

but then I had never been a spoilt and wayward only son.

We talked some little time longer on another matter, which had indeed

been the main object of my visit--the nature of, and Counsel for, his

defence. I had undertaken, at Sir Calvin’s instance, to go to London

and interview his lawyers on the subject, thus sparing the father the

bitter trial of a preliminary explanation, and I told Hugo of my

intention.

“What a good fellow you are, Viv.,” he said fondly. “I don’t deserve

that you should take all this trouble about me.”

“If I can only appear to justify my own indecent persistence in

remaining on to help,” I said stiffly, “I shall feel satisfied.”

I could not forbear the little thrust: that wounding remark of his had

never ceased to rankle in me.

“Well, I asked for it,” he said, with a flushed smile. “But don’t

nurse a grudge any longer. I was hardly accountable for what I said in

those days: a man hardly is, you know, when he’s on the rack.”

“O! I forgive you,” I answered. “There’s a virtue sometimes in

pretending to a thick skin----” and we parted on good terms.

My journey to London was arranged for the morrow after the interview.

I had one of my passages with Audrey before going. I don’t know what

particular prejudice it was the girl cherished against me, but she

would never let us be friends. I saw scarcely anything of her in these

days, and when we did meet she would hardly speak to me. I could have

wished even to propitiate her, because it was plain enough to me how

the poor thing was suffering. Her pride and her affections--both of

which, I think, were really deep-seated--were cruelly involved in the

disgrace befallen them. They found some little compensation, perhaps,

in the improved relations established between her father and herself.

Circumstances had brought these two into closer and more sympathetic

kinship; it was as if they had discovered between them a father and a

daughter; and so far poor Hugo’s catastrophe had wrought good. But

still the girl’s loneliness of heart was an evident thing.

Pathetically grateful as she might be for the change in her father’s

attitude towards her, she could never get nearer to that despotic

nature than its own limitations would permit.

“You are pining for your Baron, I suppose,” I said on this day, goaded

at last to speak by her insufferable manner towards me. The taunt was

effective, at least, in opening her mouth.

“You are always hinting unpleasant things about the Baron, Mr.

Bickerdike,” she answered, turning sharply on me. “Don’t you think it

a little mean to be continually slandering him in that underhand way?”

I saw it was still to be battle, and prepared my guard.

“That is your perverse way of looking at it, Audrey,” I answered

quietly. “From my point of view, it is just trying to help my

friends.”

“By maligning them to their enemies?” she answered. “I suppose that

was why you confided to Sergeant Ridgway all you knew about Hugh’s

affairs?”

It gave me a certain shock. I knew that she had read a full report of

the proceedings, but not that she, or any one, had drawn such a cruel

conclusion from it.

“Confided, is the word, Audrey,” I answered, with difficulty levelling

my voice. “I can’t be held responsible for that breach of trust. Yes,

thank you for that smile; but I know what was in my heart, and it was

to help Hugh over a difficult place I foresaw for him. My weakness was

in thinking other men as honourable as myself. But, anyhow, your stab

is rather misplaced, since I wasn’t ‘maligning,’ as you say, my friends

to their enemies, but the other way about, as _I_ see it.”

“Well, don’t see it,” she said insolently. “Perhaps--just consider it

as possible--I may happen to know more about the Baron than you do.”

“O! I dare say he’s been yarning to you,” I answered, “and quite

plausibly enough to a credulous listener. But, if I were you, I

wouldn’t attach too much importance to what he tells you about

himself. I’ll say no more as to my own suspicions, though events have

not modified them, I can assure you; but I _will_ say that regard for

your brother should at least incline you to go warily in a matter

which may have a very strong bearing on his interests.”

She stood conning me a moment or two in silence.

“Please to be explicit,” she said then. “Do you mean that you believe

the Baron to be the real criminal?”

I positively jumped.

“Good Heavens!” I cried. “Don’t make me responsible for such wild

statements. I mean only that, in the face of your brother’s awful

situation, you should be scrupulously careful to do nothing which

might seem to impair the efforts of those who are working to throw new

light on it. I don’t say the Baron is the guilty one, but it is

possible your brother is not.”

“Is that all?” she cried. She stepped right up to me, so that our

faces were near touching. “Mr. Vivian Bickerdike,” she said, “Hugh

did not commit that murder. I tell you, in case you do not know.”

“I never said he did,” I answered, involuntarily backing a little, her

eyes were so pugnacious. “How you persist in misreading me! I only

want to be prepared against all contingencies.”

“Amongst which, I suppose, is the Baron’s wicked attempt to exculpate

himself to me, by encouraging my suspicions against Hughie?” She

laughed, with a sort of defiant sob in her voice. “I’ll tell you what

I truly think: that he is a better friend to my brother than you are;

and I hope he’ll come back soon; and, when he does, I shall go on

listening to and believing in him, as I do think I believe in no one

else. And in the meantime I’ll tell you this for your comfort: he is

really English, and really the Baron Le Sage. He takes his title from

an estate in the Cevennes, which was left him by a maternal uncle; and

he is very rich, and I dare say very eccentric in wanting to do good

with his money; and that is enough for the present.”

“And he plays chess for half-crowns and steals private papers!” I

cried to myself scornfully, as she turned and left me.

Poor foolish creature. It was no good my trying to convince her, and I

gave up the attempt then and there.

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