CHAPTER XVII.

"FHIR A BHATA!"

Young Ogilvie had obtained some brief extension of his leave, but even

that was drawing to a close; and Macleod saw with a secret dread that

the hour of his departure was fast approaching. And yet he had not

victimized the young man. After that first burst of confidence he had

been sparing in his references to the trouble that had beset him. Of

what avail, besides, could Mr. Ogilvie's counsels be? Once or twice he

had ventured to approach the subject with some commonplace assurances

that there were always difficulties in the way of two people getting

married, and that they had to be overcome with patience and courage. The

difficulties that Macleod knew of as between himself and that impossible

goal were deeper than any mere obtaining of the consent of friends or

the arrangement of a way of living. From the moment that the terrible

truth was forced on him he had never regarded his case but as quite

hopeless; and yet that in no way moderated his consuming desire to see

her--to hear her speak--even to have correspondence with her. It was

something that he could send her a parcel of otter-skins.

But all the same Mr. Ogilvie was in some measure a friend of hers. He

knew her--he had spoken to her--no doubt when he returned to the South

he would see her one day or another, and he would surely speak of the

visit he had paid to Castle Dare. Macleod set about making that visit as

pleasant as might be, and the weather aided him. The fair heavens shone

over the windy blue seas; and the green island of Ulva lay basking in

the sunlight, and as the old _Umpire_, with her heavy bows parting the

rushing waves, carried them out to the west, they could see the black

skarts standing on the rocks of Gometra, and clouds of puffins wheeling

round the dark and lonely pillars of Staffa; while away in the north, as

they got clear of Treshanish Point, the mountains of Rum and of Skye

appeared a pale and spectral blue, like ghostly shadows at the horizon.

And there was no end to the sports and pastimes that occupied day after

day. On their first expedition up the lonely corries of Ben-an-Sloich

young Ogilvie brought down a royal hart--though his hand trembled for

ten minutes after he pulled the trigger. They shot wild duck in Loch

Scridain, and seals in Loch-na-Keal, and rock-pigeons along the face of

the honey-combed cliffs of Gribun. And what was this new form of sport?

They were one day being pulled in the gig up a shallow loch in the hope

of finding a brood or two of young mergansers, when Macleod, who was

seated up at the bow, suddenly called to the man to stop. He beckoned to

Ogilvie, who went forward and saw, quietly moving over the sea-weed, a

hideously ugly fish with the flat head and sinister eyes of a snake.

Macleod picked up the boat-hook, steadied himself in the boat, and then

drove the iron spike down.

"I have him," he said. "That is the snake of the sea--I hate him as I

hate a serpent."

He hoisted out of the water the dead dog-fish, which was about four feet

long, and then shook it back.

"Here, Ogilvie," said he, "take the boat-hook. There are plenty about

here. Make yourself St. Patrick exterminating snakes."

Ogilvie tried the dog-fish spearing with more or less success; but it

was the means of procuring for him a bitter disappointment. As they went

quietly over the sea-weed--the keel of the boat hissing through it and

occasionally grating on the sand--they perceived that the water was

getting a bit deeper, and it was almost impossible to strike the

boat-hook straight. At this moment, Ogilvie, happening to cast a glance

along the rocks close by them, started and seized Macleod's arm. What

the frightened eyes of the younger man seemed to see was a great white

and gray object lying on the rocks, and staring at him with huge black

eyes. At first it almost appeared to him to be a man with a grizzled and

hairy face; then he tried to think of some white beast with big black

eyes; then he knew. For the next second there was an unwieldy roll down

the rocks, and then a heavy splash in the water; and the huge gray seal

had disappeared. And there he stood helpless, with the boat-hook in his

hand.

"It is my usual luck," said he, in despair. "If I had had my rifle in my

hand, we should never have got within a hundred yards of the beast. But

I got an awful fright. I never before saw a live seal just in front of

one's nose like that."

"You would have missed him," said Macleod, coolly.

"At a dozen yards?"

"Yes. When you come on one so near as that, you are too startled to take

aim. You would have blazed away and missed."

"I don't think so," said Ogilvie, with some modest persistence. "When I

shot that stag, I was steady enough, though I felt my heart thumping

away like fun."

"There you had plenty of time to take your aim--and a rock to rest your

rifle on." And then he added: "You would have broken Hamish's heart,

Ogilvie, if you had missed that stag. He was quite determined you should

have one on your first day out; and I never saw him take such elaborate

precautions before. I suppose it was terribly tedious to you; but you

may depend on it it was necessary. There isn't one of the younger men

can match Hamish, though he was bred a sailor."

"Well," Mr. Ogilvie admitted, "I began to think we were having a great

deal of trouble for nothing; especially when it seemed as though the

wind were blowing half a dozen ways in the one valley."

"Why, man," Macleod said, "Hamish knows every one of those eddies just

as if they were all down on a chart. And he is very determined, too, you

shall have another stag before you go, Ogilvie; for it is not much

amusement we have been giving you since you came to us."

"That is why I feel so particularly jolly at the notion of having to go

back," said Mr. Ogilvie, with very much the air of a schoolboy at the

end of his holiday. "The day after to-morrow, too!"

"To-morrow, then, we will try to get a stag for you; and the day after

you can spend what time you can at the pools in Glen Muick."

These last two days were right royal days for the guest at Castle Dare.

On the deer-stalking expedition Macleod simply refused to take his rifle

with him and spent all his time in whispered consultations with Hamish,

and with eager watching of every bird whose solitary flight along the

mountain-side might startle the wary hinds. After a long day of patient

and stealthy creeping, and walking through bogs and streams, and slow

toiling up rocky slopes, the party returned home in the evening; and

when it was found that a splendid stag--with brow, bay, and tray, and

crockets complete--was strapped on to the pony, and when the word was

passed that Sandy the red-haired and John from the yacht were to take

back the pony to a certain well-known cairn where another monarch of the

hills lay slain, there was a great rejoicing through Castle Dare, and

Lady Macleod herself must needs come out to shake hands with her guest,

and to congratulate him on his good fortune.

"It is little we have been able to do to entertain you," said the old

silver-haired lady, "but I am glad you have got a stag or two."

"I knew what Highland hospitality was before I came to Castle Dare,"

said the boy, modestly. "But you have been kinder to me even than

anything I knew before."

"And you will leave the heads with Hamish," said she, "and we will send

them to Glasgow to be mounted for you, and then we will send them South

to you."

"Indeed no," said he (though he was thinking to himself that it was no

wonder the Macleods of Dare were poor); "I will not put you to any such

trouble. I will make my own arrangements with Hamish."

"Then you will tell him not to forget Aldershot."

"I think, Lady Macleod," said the young lieutenant, "that my

mess-companions will be sorry to hear that I have left Dare. I should

think they ought to have drunk your health many times ere now."

Next day, moreover, he was equally successful by the side of the deep

brown pools in Glen Muick. He was a pretty fair fisherman, though he had

had but small experience with such a mighty engine of a rod as Hamish

put into his hands. When, however, he showed Hamish the fine assortment

of salmon flies he had brought with him, the old man only shook his

head. Thereafter, whenever Hamish went with him, nothing was said about

flies until they neared the side of the brawling stream that came

pouring down between the gray rocks and the patches of moist brown moor.

Hamish would sit down on a stone, and take out a tin box and open it.

Then he would take a quick look round--at the aspect of the clouds, the

direction of the wind, and so forth; and then, with a nimbleness that

any one looking at his rough hands and broad thumbs would have

considered impossible, would busk up a weapon of capture that soon

showed itself to be deadly enough. And on this last day of Ogilvie's

stay at Castle Dare he was unusually lucky--though of course there were

one or two heartrending mishaps. As they walked home in the evening--the

lowering day had cleared away into a warm sunset, and they could see

Colonsay, and Fladda, and the Dutchman's Cap, lying dark and purple on

a golden sea--Ogilvie said:--

"Look here, Macleod, if you would like me to take one of these salmon

for Miss White, I could take it as part of my luggage, and have it

delivered at once."

"That would be no use," said he, rather gloomily. "She is not in London.

She is at Liverpool or Manchester by this time. I have already sent her

a present."

Ogilvie did not think fit to ask what; though he had guessed.

"It was a parcel of otter-skins," Macleod said. "You see, you might

present that to any lady--it is merely a curiosity of the district--it

is no more than if an acquaintance were to give me a chip of quartz he

had brought from the Rocky Mountains with a few grains of copper or

silver in it."

"It is a present any lady would be glad to have," observed Mr. Ogilvie,

with a smile. "Has she got them yet?"

"I do not know," Macleod answered. "Perhaps there is not time for an

answer. Perhaps she has forgotten who I am, and is affronted at a

stranger sending her a present."

"Forgotten who you are!" Ogilvie exclaimed; and then he looked round to

see that Hamish and Sandy the red-haired were at a convenient distance.

"Do you know this, Macleod? A man never yet was in love with a woman

without the woman being instantly aware of it."

Macleod glanced at him quickly; then turned away his head again,

apparently watching the gulls wheeling high over the sea--black spots

against the glow of the sunset.

"That is foolishness," said he. "I had a great care to be quite a

stranger to her all the time I was in London. I myself scarcely

knew--how could she know? Sometimes I thought I was rude to her, so that

I should deceive myself into believing she was only a stranger."

Then he remembered one fact, and his downright honesty made him speak

again.

"One night, it is true," said he--"it was the last night of my being in

London--I asked a flower from her. She gave it to me. She was laughing

at the time. That was all."

The sunset had gone away, and the clear northern twilight was fading

too, when young Ogilvie, having bade good-bye to Lady Macleod and her

niece Janet, got into the broad-beamed boat of the fishermen,

accompanied by his friend. There was something of a breeze, and they

hoisted a lugsail so that they should run out to meet the steamer.

Donald the piper lad was not with them; Macleod wanted to speak to his

friend Ogilvie as he was leaving.

And yet he did not say anything of importance. He seemed to be chiefly

interested in finding out whether Ogilvie could not get a few days'

leave, about Christmas, that he might come up and try the winter

shooting. He was giving minute particulars about the use of arsenic

paste when the box of skins to be despatched by Hamish reached London;

and he was discussing what sort of mounting should be put on a strange

old bottle that Janet Macleod had presented to the departing guest.

There was no word of that which lay nearest his heart.

And so the black waves rolled by them; and the light at the horizon

began to fade; and the stars were coming out one by one; while the two

sailors forward (for Macleod was steering) were singing to themselves:

"_Fhir a bhata (na horo eile)

Fhir a bhata (na horo eile)

Fhir a bhata (na horo eile)

Chead soire slann leid ge thobh a theid u!_"

that is to say,

"O Boatman,

And Boatman,

And Boatman,

A hundred farewells to you wherever you may go!"

And then the lugsail was hauled down, and they lay on the lapping water;

and they could hear all around them the soft callings of the guillemots

and razor-bills, and other divers whose home is the heaving wave. And

then the great steamer came up and slowed; and the boat was hauled

alongside and young Ogilvie sprang up the slippery steps.

"Good-bye, Macleod!"

"Good-bye, Ogilvie! Come up at Christmas."

The great bulk of the steamer soon floated away, and the lugsail was run

up again, and the boat made slowly back for Castle Dare. "Fhir a bhata!"

the men sung; but Macleod scarcely heard them. His last tie with the

South had been broken.

But not quite. It was about ten o'clock that night that word came to

Castle Dare that Dugald the Post had met with an accident that morning

while starting from Bunessan; and that his place had been taken by a

young lad who had but now arrived with the bag. Macleod hastily looked

over the bundle of newspapers, etc., they brought him and his eager eyes

fell on an envelope, the writing on which made his heart jump.

"Give the lad a half-crown," said he.

And then he went to his own room. He had the letter in his hand; and he

knew the handwriting: but there was no wind of the night that could

bring him the mystic message she had sent with it:

"_Oh, here is, Glenogie, a letter for thee!_"

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