I nodded.

“There was a train from town reaching Ashdridge Station at nine o’clock

at night. I took it. I didn’t care to go to Inley Station, where

everybody would know me, and wonder what I was up to. I didn’t take any

luggage. My man asked if he should pack, and I said ‘No.’ I didn’t dine.

I was at Pad-dington three-quarters of an hour before the train was

due to start. At last it came in to the platform. Going down I read the

evening papers just like any man going home from business. Soon after we

got away from London I saw there was rain on the carriage windows. That

seemed to me right. We were a little late at Ashdridge. It was still

wet, and I had my coat collar turned up. I don’t believe they recognised

me there. I set out to walk to Inley.”

“What did you mean to do?”

“I told you before.”

I looked into his face, and believed him. Then I thought of Lady Inley’s

childish, delicate beauty, of her slightly affected manner, the manner

of a woman who has always been spoilt, whose paths have been made very

smooth. And here she was living, apparently happily, with a man who had

deliberately travelled down in the night to kill her. How ignorant we

are!

“You are condemning me,” Inley said, with a touch of hot anger.

“I was only thinking----”

“Yes?”

“That we don’t know each other much in the greatest intimacy.”

“That’s what I thought then.”

He said that in a way which suddenly put me on his side. He must

have seen the change in my feelings, for he went on, with his former

unreserve:

“I walked fast in the dark. I didn’t think very much, but I remember

that all the trees--there’s a lot of woodland, you know, between

Ashdridge and Inley--seemed alive. Everything seemed to me to be alive

that night. I’ve never had that sensation before or since.”

I realised what the condition of the man had been when he said that, as

if I were a doctor and a patient had told me the symptom which put me in

possession of his malady.

“When I reached Inley it was late, and the long village street was

deserted. There were lights in the inn and in the schoolmaster’s house,

but there were no people about. I got through without meeting a soul,

and came on towards the gates of the Abbey.”

“You meant to go into the house?”

“Yes. I was sure--somehow I was sure; but I intended to see before I

acted, merely for my own justification. But I was quite sure, as if

Vere herself had told me everything. Soon after I had got clear of the

village I heard a sound of wheels behind me. I stood up against the

hedge, and in a minute or two a fly passed me going slowly. I saw the

driver’s face. It wasn’t a man from Inley. Evidently the fly had come

from a distance. It was splashed with mud, and the horse looked tired.

I followed it till it came to the turning just below Miss Bassett’s

cottage, where there’s a narrow lane going to Charfield through the

woods. It went a little way down this lane, and stopped. I waited at the

turning. I could see the light from the lamps shining on the wet road,

and in the circle of light the driver’s breath. He bent down, and I saw

him looking at a big silver watch. Then he put it back. But he didn’t

drive on. I knew what he was waiting for. Vere was going with--with

Glynd. That was more than I had ever thought of, that she would go. I

put my hand into my pocket, took out my revolver, and went on till I was

close to the red cottage. By this time the rain had stopped. I came up

to within a few yards of the Abbey gates, stood for a moment, and then

returned till I was at the wicket of Miss Bassett’s garden. It’s bounded

by a yew hedge, beyond which there is a path shaded by mulberry-trees.

The hedge is low. The path is dark. It was a blackguardly thing to do,

but I thought of nothing except myself, my wrong, and how I was to wipe

it out. I opened the wicket, came into the path, and stood there under

the mulberry-trees behind the hedge. Here I was in cover, and could see

the road. I held my revolver in my hand, and waited. It never struck me

that Miss Bassett might be up. I saw no light in the cottage, and I had

a sort of idea that people like her went to bed at about eight. While

I was standing there listening I felt something rub against my legs. It

made me start. Then I heard a little low noise. I looked down, and

there was a great cat holding up its tail and purring. Its pleasure was

horrible to me. I pushed it away with my foot, but it came back, bending

down its head, arching its back, and pressing against me. I was thinking

what to do to get rid of it when I heard a shrill, husky voice call out:

“‘Johnny--John-nee!’

“It was Miss Bassett. I held my breath, and pushed away the cat.

“‘Johnny, Johnny--John-nee!’ went the voice again.

“The cat wouldn’t leave me. God knows why it wished to stay. I was

determined to get rid of it, so I put the revolver down on the path,

picked the cat up in my arms, and dropped it over the hedge into the

road. Just as I had caught up the revolver again I was confronted by

Miss Bassett. She had come in slippers up the path in the dark to look

for her cat.”

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