CHAPTER XVIII

_Reconciliation_

"I AM so sorry you have been ill, Bianca."

Carlo Navara had come into Bianca's room a few moments before with Mrs.

Clark and now Sonya had gone out again leaving them for a few moments

alone.

It was a fairly warm spring day and yet there was a little fire in

Bianca's room, for the rooms in the old Rhine castle were big and bare

and cold, with stone floors.

Bianca wore a little tea-gown of a warm blue woolen material and had a

tea table with a tray upon it just in front of her.

She was pouring tea for her guest at the moment he made his last speech.

"Oh, there has been nothing serious the matter with me, Carlo," she

returned. "I was simply tired and have been having a delightful rest. I

believe when I arrived I said that I should hate to be ill in this

dreary old building, but since things so seldom turn out as one expects

I have really enjoyed it. Besides, I have promised Sonya that as soon as

it is possible I shall go back to the United States and to school. The

Red Cross experience in Europe has been a wonderful one, but now, as I

am no longer useful here I must take up the duty, I turned my back upon.

It is not going to be easy, Carlo, to settle down to a school girl's

life after the excitement of war work in Europe. Yet I have the

consolation of realizing that I am only going to do what many of our

soldiers will do. Lots of the younger men have told me that if their

families can afford to send them to college on their return they feel

the need of education as they never felt it before coming abroad."

Bianca extended a tea cup to her visitor.

"Is this the way you like your tea, Carlo? Perhaps your taste has

changed, but I remember this is the way you liked it in the past."

"But my tastes don't change, Bianca. It is your mistake to believe they

do, neither my tastes in tea nor in friends ever alter."

At this Carlo and Bianca both laughed, although with a slight

embarrassment.

"I am going back home too, Bee, very soon," the young man added. "This

is one of the many things I wanted to tell you this afternoon, besides

finding out that you were all right again. I talked things over with

Colonel Winfield weeks ago and told him I was getting pretty restless

and anxious to return to my work in the United States. I explained to

him that a singer can't wait for his career as well as other men, since

a voice does not always last a long time. However, I think this argument

did not make much of an impression upon the old Colonel, but something

or other must have, because he asked for an honorable discharge for me

and I'm to go home when it arrives. I think the Colonel's chief reason

was that I am not much good as a soldier here in Coblenz. He needs men

like Major Hersey and Sergeant Hackett. Hackett is soon to be a first

lieutenant, he should have been one long ago."

"I don't see why you have not also been given a commission, Carlo,"

Bianca replied, a little jealous for her friend.

Carlo laughed.

"I haven't the stuff in me for an officer, Bee. No one knows this better

than I do. I am a fair soldier when there is something doing, but a poor

one in routine. That is the real test. Don't mind, Bianca, and don't

look aggrieved. I have simply tried to do my military duty like millions

of other better men, but now I am going back to the thing I am made for.

I was only a soldier for the time I felt myself needed.

"By the way I have been learning to sing "Siegfried," Bianca, studying

with my old German singing master. He says I sing the music very poorly,

but it has been fun trying to learn.

"I know one who lies

Fast in slumber deep

Sleeping age long sleep,

Waiting for thy waking."

Carlo's voice sounded clear and beautiful in the big room.

"If your hair were unbound and you were older you might look like

Brunhilde some day, Bianca."

"You are singing better than ever, Carlo, I am so glad!" Bianca

murmured, forgetful of herself.

She looked a little paler and more fragile after her illness, yet with

her light yellow hair, her delicate features and large dark eyes

prettier perhaps than her companion ever remembered seeing her.

"And the dancing, Bee, I gave that up soon after our talk. I did not

need it for diversion after I began my music lessons. Besides, Miss

Thompson has taught so many of the soldiers folk dancing and some of

them are now so good at it that she no longer wishes me for her

partner."

Bianca colored.

"I am sorry I told you I did not like Thea Thompson, Carlo. It is

foolish to be prejudiced against people, isn't it? She has been

extremely kind to me during my illness and both Sonya and I have learned

to understand her better. Besides, I was prejudiced perhaps because of

you," Bianca ended frankly.

But Carlo made no comment.

Never did it fail to interest him Bianca's strange combination of

childishness and womanhood. But today she seemed almost altogether

childlike.

At this instant getting up Carlo walked over to the mantel where he put

down his tea cup and then stood looking down on Bianca.

"Then we are friends, aren't we, Bee? And I hope we may never

misunderstand each other again. I have been worried over your being ill

and our not being fond of each other in the old way. You may have to

forgive me many things and perhaps I may have other friends in the

future of whom you may not approve, but you must not think they will

make me forget my loyalty to you."

Bianca was about to reply, but before this was possible Sonya Clark had

opened the door and re-entered the room.

She glanced at Carlo Navara with a slight frown and then walked over and

laid her hand on Bianca's fair hair.

"Bee is looking better than you expected to find her, isn't she, Carlo,

and more like a little girl? I for one am glad her illness has turned

her young again. The war in France has made most of us older than we

were intended to be, but all the pain and struggle of it was especially

hard upon a girl young as Bianca. I am going to take her back to New

York as soon as Dr. Clark is able to return and after a year at school I

mean to bring her out into New York society as my grown-up daughter. I

have always wanted a real one and Bianca will be a lovely substitute.

Don't you think she will probably have many admirers, Carlo?"

Carlo looked a little annoyed.

"I thought you had finer ideals for Bianca, Sonya, than to turn her into

a society woman!" he answered with a slight change of manner. "But of

course she will be charming. She is that already. And no doubt so many

people will admire her that she will learn the pleasant art of

forgetting her old friends. I shall probably be in New York only a part

of each year. Yet somehow, Bianca, I hope you will always remain the

Bianca I have known for the past three years. The war has made the time

seem ever so much longer."

Again Bianca was about to reply, but Sonya glanced up at a little clock

on the mantel.

"I am sorry, Carlo, but Bianca is not allowed to see any one but a half

hour at a time. I know she regrets having to say farewell to you, but we

are under orders. As for my ideals for Bianca, you need not fear. I mean

to do all I can to help make her a gracious and lovely woman. And no one

is ever to take Bianca for granted, Carlo, not even you. I think it may

be good for her to know that there will be many persons who will think

her attractive, as she has too humble an opinion of herself. Besides,

every girl has a right to a few years of society and a little

admiration. I am sure you agree with me?"

And Carlo was obliged to acquiesce.

Going back to his quarters, after saying goodby to Bianca, he realized

what Sonya's words and manner must have meant.

She considered that he had been too careless of Bianca and perhaps

thought her affection something which he could possess or lay aside at

his own convenience. But if Carlo were angered at this idea, he also

realized that there was a certain truth in Sonya's impression. However,

in the future he meant to be more appreciative of Bianca's affection,

and kinder to the young girl for whom he felt a brotherly affection.

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