CHAPTER XIV

It was, as his mother foresaw, a great surprise for Geoff, to see Grace

and Milly established under her wing when he reached home. They seemed

to have each got her corner of the drawing-room, as if they had been

there all their lives. The windows with that great distance stretching

blue and far underneath, and the smoke, which was London, at their feet,

attracted them both--a standing wonder and miracle; but Milly had

brought down her little work-basket, and placed it on a corner of Mrs

Underwood’s special table, and there she had settled herself as if she

belonged to it; while Grace had got to the books which stood in low

bookcases on either side of the fireplace. For the first hour Geoffrey

really believed, with a wonder which he could hardly restrain, that his

mother had broken loose from her life-long bondage to her sister, and

that this bold step had really been taken by herself on her own

responsibility. It was herself who undeceived him on this point. When

the dressing-bell rang, and the girls went up-stairs to prepare for

dinner, he put his arm round her and thanked and praised her. “It was

like yourself to do it, mother,” he said warmly. “When you follow your

own kind heart, you always do what is best.”

“Yes, my dear,” said Mrs Underwood, faltering; “indeed, indeed, I hope

it is for the best. At least, that has been my meaning, dear. And Anna

said----”

“Anna?” cried Geoff, with a cloud coming over his face.

“She thought it was the only wise thing. But she is not to be supposed

to know anything about it,” his mother said, lowering her voice and

holding up a finger at him. “You must be very careful. If she looks as

if she did not like it, you are not to take any notice. I was not to

tell anybody she had a hand in it; but of course I never meant to

conceal it from you.”

Geoff was so angry and disconcerted, and so sick of the domestic fraud

into which his mother had been beguiled, that he went off to his room

without a word, leaving her sadly put out, but quite unable to divine

what could have offended him. However, by the time he had changed his

dress, Geoff, all alone in his room, burst out into a sudden laugh. “She

is an old witch,” he said to himself; “she is as clever as--the old

gentleman himself.” He was ashamed of the artifice, but could not help

being diverted by the skill of that unseen helms-woman who managed

everything her own way.

Miss Anna came to dinner as usual, leaning on her stick, and she

received the girls with stately surprise, as if their presence was quite

unlooked for but gradually unbent, and by degrees grew brilliant in her

talk, and amused and delighted them. Geoffrey looked on with a mixture

of shame, amusement, and contempt, at this pretended thawing and

acceptance of what she could not prevent. She acted her part admirably,

though now and then he surprised a glance of satisfaction and secret

triumph which made him furious. But she kept up her show of reluctance

so far that no one was invited into her boudoir that evening. They went

back to the drawing-room again after dinner, where Geoffrey found both

the girls standing within the half-drawn curtains of the window, looking

down upon the London lights. They stood close together, talking low,

talking of the great city all muffled and mysterious in mist, and smoke,

and darkness, at their feet. When Geoffrey joined them, they stopped

their conversation. “I am afraid I have interrupted you,” he said.

“Oh no, no! We can’t help talking of one thing. It is wearisome to other

people; but after all it is only a few days. We were wondering where it

was that _he_ is lying,” said Milly.

Geoff pointed out to them as well as he could where the spot was.

“We have so often talked of seeing London, and thought what it would be

like and what we should like most in it,” said Grace. “We little

thought----”

He seemed to be taken into their confidence as they broke off and stood

gazing with brimming eyes towards the place where their father lay.

“And now you will have no association with London but that of pain,” he

said.

There was a pause, and then it was Milly who replied, “People have been

very kind to us. We can never forget the kindness wherever we may be.”

To this Grace assented with a little reservation. “Yes, we shall never

forget Grove Road--your mother and you, Mr Geoffrey.”

“What!” said Geoff, “are you drawing back already? I was Cousin Geoffrey

this morning; and I do not think I have done anything to forfeit the

name.”

There was a little murmur of apology from both; and there is no telling

how long they might have lingered there, with the light and warmth

behind them, and the wide world of sky and air, and distant mighty

multitudinous life before, had not Mrs Underwood come forward anxiously

to see what was going on. She had begun to feel herself deserted, and to

remember again what she had once felt and said about the old lady. She

had not so much as thought of the old lady since she brought them into

the house; but now the murmur of voices behind the curtain; the

natural, inevitable manner in which Geoff found his way there, the

solitude into which she was herself thrown, brought back all her alarm.

“Geoff,” she said, “you must not keep them in the cold: there is a great

draught from that window: we always have the curtains drawn. Come in, my

dears, come in to the light; there has been so much rain that it is

quite cold to-night.”

They came directly, obedient to the call; there was no undutifulness, no

resistance. They must have felt they were doing wrong, they obeyed so

quickly, she thought. But then Mrs Underwood had a very happy hour.

Geoffrey took up the evening paper which had been brought in for

him--Miss Anna having previously finished it and sent it with a message

that there was nothing in it--while Grace returned to her examination of

the books, and Milly settled herself by Mrs Underwood’s side. She was

glad to see that he could still think of politics, although they were

here. Miss Anna, in order that she might come down gradually from her

eminence, had left the door of communication open between her room and

this one, and sometimes launched a word at them, stimulating their

somewhat languid talk. For neither Mrs Underwood nor Milly were great

talkers; they sat together, finding great fellowship in this mere

vicinity, now and then exchanging a word as they lent each other the

scissors or the thread. And Geoff read his newspaper calmly in this

calm interior, where there was still no appearance of any power or

passion which might either break old ties or form new.

Thus the soft evening sped along. It gave Mrs Underwood a little tremor

to see that when Geoff laid aside his paper he went to the table at

which Grace was seated with a number of books round her, and began an

earnest conversation. But she reflected within herself that it was not

Grace but the little one, and took comfort. Perhaps she would not have

been so much consoled had she known what the subject of the conversation

was. Grace was so buried in the books which she had collected from the

shelves, that she scarcely noticed, till he spoke, the shadow which was

hovering between her and the light.

“I want to tell you,” he said--and she started, looking up at him with a

little impatience, yet--as remembering the calls of politeness, and that

she was his mother’s guest--with a smile--“I have laid the whole matter

before the lawyer whose name I gave you to-day,” Geoffrey said.

“The whole matter!--there is no whole matter; nothing but guesses and

perhapses. We do not want anything more said about it, Cousin Geoff.”

“But we must have something more said about it, Cousin Grace. Who can

tell? It might be dragged to light in the third or fourth generation,”

he said with a smile. “Your grandson might question the right of mine,

to any small remnant that may be left by that time.”

“I will answer for my grandson,” said Grace.

“But I cannot answer for mine; probably he will be a headstrong,

hot-headed fellow. No, it must be settled now. Mr Furnival wants to know

what evidence you have, one way or another; if you have anything that

throws light on the subject: any clue to the past or information about

the family or name? You may trust everything to his hands.”

“But I told you we had no information whatever--none. I never heard the

name before. My brother is called Leonard, that is the only thing; and

there are one or two memoranda of papa’s.”

“These will be of the utmost value.”

“I don’t think you will find them of any value at all. One is in his

little diary that he kept during the voyage. I do not like to give it

into any stranger’s hands. No, there is nothing private in it; but only

the little things that--that are more hard to look at than great ones,”

said Grace. “Little, little things that we did every day--that we never

shall do any more.”

There was a pause, and then he said, insisting gently, “You must not

think me troublesome and pertinacious; but you may be sure it will be

handled with reverence, and given back to you without delay.”

“You can’t think how little it is, it is nothing,” she said; but

finally she consented to bring all the scraps together and place them in

Geoff’s hands. They were not much when they were put together. First,

the entry in the diary: “Same name in directory at old address. To go

first thing and enquire.” Then the still more hieroglyphical notes

written on the same paper which contained the address, “Left July ’45.

U.A. died ’55. Due with interest for twenty years--but forgiven;” and

the repeated 3 Grove Road, written over his blotting-book, and repeated

on at least two pieces of paper. Geoff folded them carefully up, and

sealed them into a packet. His mind was heavy, but his heart was light.

He saw moral confirmation indisputable in these scraps of writing. It

seemed to him that in no way could his mother retain her fortune against

a claim so certain; but he saw at the same time that there could be no

legal proof, and that his aunt would be triumphant and retain hers. Was

not this the best solution of the matter that could be? He did not see

his way yet about his own work and ability to make up to his mother for

what she must lose; therefore his mind was troubled and in difficulty

still; but to know that when he came home at night he should find Milly

shyly smiling at Mrs Underwood’s side, taking her place as if in her own

home, beguiled the young man out of all his cares. Whatever happened,

nothing could take from him this sweet evening, and other sweet evenings

like it.

A week of close domestic intercourse, long evenings spent together, how

rapidly acquaintance grows under such circumstances! They made the most

delightful family party, moving from one room to another in the long

delicious evenings, cheerful, though still subdued by the recent grief

which was so ready to revive in the girls’ eyes at any chance allusion.

This made a tenderness in their intercourse which nothing else could

have done. Even Miss Anna was tender of the young mourners, and it was

she who most steadily exerted her powers to cheer them, and win from

them smiles, and even laughter, and a hundred little returns towards

amusement, towards the brighter impulses of life. But perhaps what they

enjoyed most was to stand behind the half-drawn curtain in the evenings,

and gaze out on London, and talk, with tears which no one rebuked, which

Geoff, their only companion, if any reliance could be placed upon his

voice, was often very near sharing. They told him about their father,

about the household at home, about their first glorious morning in

London, when they had gone to Westminster and feared no evil; and Geoff

listened with sympathy, with tender curiosity, with all the youthful

freemasonry which understands almost without a word. While these talks

were going on, Mrs Underwood, stranded as it were outside, would sit

fidgeting in her chair, longing to interfere, thinking within herself of

the old lady left alone, and scarcely able to restrain her trembling

anxiety, lest things should go too far, and her doom be sealed. Miss

Anna, on the contrary, watched over the young people, going and coming

with that little pat of her stick upon the floor, and restraining her

sister. “You simpleton,” she would say in a whisper, “don’t you see

everything is going to a wish? What could you desire more? They are

getting acquainted; they are getting on as fast as possible.” “Oh, but

Anna!” poor Mrs Underwood would say, getting up and sitting down again.

“My boy, my boy!” “Oh, hold your tongue, you silly woman! Your boy is

happier than he ever was in his life,” said the imperious sister,

sitting down to keep watch over Geoff’s tranquillity. Mrs Underwood

dared not stir, with Miss Anna guarding her like this; but she moaned

within herself and shook her head. It was all a conspiracy to take her

son from her. She liked the little one well enough--nay, very much, as

she sat on the low chair, and talked a little now and then, and was

always ready with the scissors. Mrs Underwood had a way of losing hers,

and she had never had a daughter to find them for her, to know by

instinct when she wanted them for her work as Milly did. That was all

very pleasant. And it might be good as a family arrangement; Anna

thought so, and Anna knew best; but to tell her that her boy had never

been so happy--though she had devoted herself to him all her life--this

was indeed too much to bear.

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