I was at one time worked for a period of years by a German-born veteran
of our war, whom I was called out to see one night from dinner, when I
was full of good cheer, and, of course, quite helpless against a case
of want like his. He represented that he was the victim of an infirmity
brought on by falling from a burning bridge under the rebel fire,
and was liable to be overtaken by it at any moment; and he showed me
all sorts of surgeons’ certificates in proof of the fact, as well as
kindly notes from college professors and clergymen. I had, therefore, a
double motive for befriending him. I had as little wish that he should
be overtaken by his infirmity in my reception-room as that he should
go on sleeping in unfinished houses and basement areas; and so I gave
him some money at once. He was to have his pension money at the end
of the month, and till then he said he could live on what I gave him.
I hurried him out of the house as fast as I could, for I did not feel
safe from his infirmity while he was there. But he kept coming back,
and always, in view of his threatening infirmity, got money from me;
I am not sure that I always pitied him so much. At last he agreed to
seek refuge in a soldiers’ home, upon my urgence, and I lost sight
of him for several years. When he reappeared, one summer, at the
seaside, as destitute as ever, and as threatening as ever in regard to
his infirmity, it seemed that he had passed the time in working his
way from one soldiers’ home to another, in Maine and in New York, in
Virginia and in Ohio, but everywhere, because of some informality in
his papers, the gates were closed against him. I gave him a suit of
clothes and some more money, and I thought I had done with him at last,
for he said that now, as soon as he got his next pension money, he was
going home to Germany, to spend his last years with his brother,--a
surgeon, retired from the German army,--who could take care of him and
his infirmity, and they could live cheaply together, upon their joint
pensions. I applauded so wise a plan, and we parted with expressions
of mutual esteem. Two or three months later, after I had come from
the seaside place, where he visited me, to New York for the winter, he
presented himself again to me. Heaven knows how he had found me out,
but there he was, with his infirmity, and his story was that now he had
money enough to buy his steamer ticket to Hamburg, but that he lacked
his railroad fare from Hamburg to the little village where his brother
lived. His notion seemed to be that I should subscribe with others to
supply the amount; but I had at last a gleam of worldly wisdom. I said
I thought the subscription business had gone on long enough; and he
assented that it had at least gone on a good while.
“Very well, then,” I added; “you go now with the money you have for
your steamer ticket, and buy it. Come back here with the ticket and I
will not oblige you to wait till you can collect your railroad fare
from different people; I will give you the whole of it myself.”
Will it be credited that this sufferer did not come back with his
steamer ticket? I have never seen him since, though a few weeks later I
went to call upon him at the ten-cent hotel in the Bowery where he said
he slept. The clerk said he was staying there, but he could not throw
any light upon his intention of going back to Germany, for he had never
heard him say anything about it. He was out at the moment, like my
romanticist Englishman.
Whilst I lived in Boston I had a visit from another romanticistic
Englishman, who professed to be no other than the cousin of Mr. Walter
Besant, though he gave me reason to think he was mistaken. It seems
that he had arrived that very morning from Central Africa, and, for all
I know, from the mystic presence of She herself. In that strange land,
he wished me to believe, he had been a playwright and a journalist,
but he really looked and spoke and smelled like a groom. He dropped
his aspirates everywhere, and when he picked them up he put them on in
the wrong places. In his parlance I was a bird of night, or several
such, and I cannot rid myself now of the belated conjecture that he had
possibly mistaken me for Mr. ’Aggard. He was a cheery little creature,
however; and when I put it to him, as between man and man, whether he
did not think he was telling me a rather improbable story, he owned so
sweetly he did that I could not help contributing to pay his expenses
’ome to Hengland. He was not quite clear why he should have come round
by way of Boston, but he said he would send me the money back directly
he got ’ome.
He did not do so, and my experience is that they never do so. They
may forget it, they may never be able to spare the money. Never? I am
wrong. Only last winter I made my usual compromise with a man who asked
ten, and lent him five; and though he was yet another Englishman, and,
for anything I can say, another romanticist, he returned my little loan
with such a manly, honest letter that my heart smote me for not having
made it ten. I looked upon his five-dollar bill as a gift from heaven,
and I made haste to bestow it where I am sure it will never stand the
remotest chance of getting back to me.