VI.

One rarely loses one’s personality in dreams; it is rather intensified,

with all the proper circumstances and relations of it, but I have had

at least one dream in which I seemed to transcend my own circumstance

and condition with remarkable completeness. Even my epoch, my precious

present, I left behind (or ahead, rather), and in my unity with the

persons of my dream I became strictly mediæval. In fact, I have always

called it my mediæval dream, to such as I could get to listen to it;

and it had for its scene a feudal tower, in some waste place; a tower

open at the top, and with a deep, clear pool of water at the bottom,

so that it instantly became known to me, as if I had always known it,

for the Pool Tower. While I stood looking into it, in a mediæval dress

and a mediæval mood, there came flying in at the open door of the ruin

beside me the duke’s hunchback, and after him, furious and shrieking

maledictions, the swarthy beauty whom I was aware the duke was tired

of. The keeping was now not only ducal, but thoroughly Italian, and

it was suggested somehow to my own subtle Italian perception that the

hunchback had been set on to tease the girl, and provoke her so that

she would turn upon him, and try to wreak her fury on him, and chase

him into the Pool Tower, and up the stone stairs that wound round its

hollow to the top, where the solemn sky showed. The fearful spire of

the steps was unguarded, and when I had lost the pair from sight,

with the dwarf’s mocking laughter and the girl’s angry cries in my

ears, there came fluttering from the height, like a bird wounded and

whirling from a lofty tree, the figure of the girl, while far aloof

the hunchback peered over at her fall. Midway in her descent her head

struck against the edge of the steps, with a _kish_, such as an

egg-shell makes when broken against the edge of a platter, and then

plunged into the dark pool at my feet, where I could presently see her

lying in the clear depths, and the blood curling upward from the wound

in her skull, like a dark smoke. I was not sensible of any great pity;

I accepted the affair, quite mediævally, as something that might very

well have happened, given the girl, the duke and the dwarf, and the

time and place.

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