CHAPTER VII

DEVELOPMENTS BY MAIL

After the family had reassembled on the Hill the promised letter from

Larry arrived. He was staying on so long as his services were needed. The

enormous number of victims of the wreck had strained to the uttermost the

city's supply of doctors and nurses, and there was more than enough work

for all. The writer spared them the details of the wreck so far as

possible; indeed, evidently was not anxious to relive the horrors on his

own account. He mentioned a few of the many sad cases only. One of these

was the instant death of a famous surgeon whose loss to the world seemed

tragic and pitifully wasteful to the young doctor. Another was the

crushing to death of a young mother who, with her two children, had been

happily on their way to meet the husband who had been in South America

for a year. Larry had made friends with her on the train and played with

the babies who reminded him of his small cousins, Eric and Hester, Doctor

Philip's children.

A third case he went into more fully, that of a young woman--just a mere

girl in appearance though she wore a wedding ring--who had received a

terrible blow on the base of her brain which had driven out memory

entirely. She did not know who she was, where she was going, or whence

she had come. Her physical injuries, otherwise, were not serious, a

broken arm and some bad bruises, nothing but what she would easily

recover from in a short time; but, for all her effort, the past remained

as something on the other side of a strange, blank wall.

"She tries pitifully hard to remember, and is so sweet and brave we are

all devoted to her. I always stop and talk to her when I go by her. She

seems to cling to me, rather, as if I could help her get things back.

Lord knows I wish I could. She is too dainty and fragile a morsel of

humanity to be left to fight such a thing alone. She is a regular little

Dresden shepherdess, with the tiniest feet and hands and the yellowest

hair and bluest eyes I ever saw. Her husband must be about crazy, poor

chap, not hearing from her. I suppose he will be turning up soon to claim

her. I hope so. I don't know what will become of her if he does not.

"It is late and I must turn in. I don't know when I shall get home. I

don't flatter myself Dunbury will miss me much when it has you. Give

everybody my love and tell Tony I am awfully sorry I couldn't get to

commencement. I guess maybe she is glad enough to have me alive not to

mind much. I'm some glad to be alive myself."

The letter ended with affectionate greetings to the older doctor from his

nephew and junior assistant. With it came another epistle from the same

city from an old doctor friend who had watched Philip Holiday, himself,

grow up, and had immediately set his eye on the younger Holiday, when he

had discovered the relationship.

"You have a lad to be proud of in that Larry of yours," he wrote. "He is

on the job early and late, no smart Alecness, no shirking, no fool

questions, just there on the spot when you want him with cool head,

steady nerves and a hand as gentle as a woman's. I like his quality,

Phil. Quality shows up at a time like this. He is true Holiday, through

and through, and you can tell him I said so when you see him."

The doctor smiled, well pleased at this tribute to Ned's son and this

letter, like Larry's, he handed to his wife Margery to read.

The thirties had touched "Miss Margery" lightly. She was still slim and

girlish-looking. In her simple gown of that forgetmenot blue shade which

her husband particularly loved she seemed scarcely older than she had on

that day, some eight years earlier, when he had found her giving a Fourth

of July party to the Hill youngsters, and had begun to lose his heart to

her then and there. It was not by shedding care and responsibility,

however, that she had kept her youth. It was by no means the easiest

thing in the world to be a busy doctor's wife, the mother of two lively

children and faithful daughter to an invalid and rather "difficult"

mother-in-law, as well as to care for a big house and an elastic

household, which in vacation time included Ned Holiday's children and

their friends. Needless to say she did not do any painting these days.

But there is more than one way of being an artist, and of the art of

simple, lovely, human living Margery Holiday was past mistress.

"Doesn't sound much like 'Lazy Larry' these days, does it?" she

commented, giving the letters back to her husband. "I know you are proud

of Doctor Fenton's letter, Phil. You ought to be. It is more than a

little due to you that Larry is what he is."

"We are advertised by our loving wives," he misquoted teasingly. "I have

always observed that the things we approve of in the younger generation

are the fruit of seeds we planted. The things we disapprove of slipped in

inadvertedly like weeds."

The same mail that brought Larry's letter brought one also to Ted from

Madeline Taylor, a letter which made him wriggle a little internally,

and pull his forelock, as was his habit when things were a bit

perturbing.

Madeline had gone to bed that Sunday night after her meeting with Ted in

the woods, full of the happiest kind of anticipations and shy, foolish,

impossible dreams. Her mind told her it was the rankest of nonsense to

dream about Ted Holiday, but her heart would do it. She knew the affair

with Ted had begun wrong, but she couldn't help hoping it would come out

beautifully right. She couldn't help making believe she had found her

prince, a bonny laddie who liked her well enough to play straight with

her and to come again to see her.

She meant to try so hard, so very hard, to make herself into the kind of

girl he was used to and liked. She cut out the picture of Tony Holiday

that Max Hempel and Dick Carson had studied that day on the train. She

studied it even harder and hid it away among her very special treasures

where she could take it out and look at it often and use it as a model.

She even snatched her hitherto precious earrings from their pink cotton

resting place and hurled them as far as she could into the night. She was

very sure Tony Holiday did not wear earrings, and she was even surer she

had seen Ted's eyes resting disapprovingly on hers. The earrings had to

go. They had gone.

The next afternoon she had waited for a while patiently by the brook. The

distant clock struck the half hour, the three quarters, the full hour. No

Ted Holiday. By this time her patience had long since evaporated and now

blazed into blind rage. Ted had forgotten his promise, if indeed he had

ever meant to keep it. He was with those other girls--his kind. Maybe he

was laughing at her, telling them how "easy" she had been, how gullible.

No, he wouldn't! He would be ashamed to admit he had had anything to do

with her. Men did not boast of their conquest of one kind of girl to

another. She had read enough fiction to know that.

In any case she hated Ted Holiday with a fine fury of resentment. She

wanted to make him suffer, even as she was suffering, though she sensed

vaguely that men couldn't suffer that way. It was only women who were

capable of such fine-drawn torture. Men went free.

From her rage against her recreant cavalier she went on to rage against

life built on a man-made plan for the benefit of man. Women were hurt, no

matter what they did. Being good wasn't any use. You got hurt all the

worse if you were good. It was silly even to try. It was better to shut

your eyes and have a good time.

Pursuing this reasoning brought Madeline Taylor to the sycamore tree that

night where Willis Hubbard's car waited. She went with Willis, not to

please him, not to please herself, but to spite Ted Holiday. She had

hinted to Ted she would do something desperate if he failed her. She had

done something desperate, but it was herself, not Ted, that had been

hurt. She discovered that too late.

The next morning had brought Ted's pleasant, penitent note, explaining

his defection and expressing the hope that they might meet again soon,

signed hers "devotedly." Poor Madeline! The cup of her regret was very

bitter to the taste as she read that letter of Ted Holiday's.

Something of her misery and self-abasement crept into the letter to Ted,

together with a passionate remorse for having doubted him and her even

more vehement regret for having gone out with Willis Hubbard. The whole

complex story of her emotional reactions was of course not written down

for Ted's eyes; but he read quite enough to permit him to guess more than

he cared to know. Hubbard was evidently something of a rotter. Maybe he

was a bit of a rotter himself. If he hadn't taken the girl out joy riding

himself she wouldn't have gone with the other two nights later. That was

plain to be seen with half an eye and Ted Holiday was man enough to look

at the fact straight and unblinking for a moment.

Well! He should worry. It wasn't his fault if Madeline had been fool

enough to go out with Hubbard, when she knew what kind of a chap he was.

He wasn't her keeper. He didn't see why she had to ask him to forgive

her. It was none of his business. And he wished she hadn't begged so

earnestly and humbly that he would see her again soon. He didn't want to

see her. Yet, down underneath, Ted Holiday had an uneasy feeling he

ought to want it, ought to try to make up to her in some way for

something which was somehow his fault, even though he did disclaim the

responsibility.

Two days later came another letter even more disturbing. It seemed

Madeline was going to Holyoke again soon to visit her Cousin Emma and

wanted Ted to join her. She was "dying" to see him. He could stay at

Cousin Emma's, but maybe he wouldn't like that because there was a raft

of children always under foot and Fred, Emma's husband, was a dreadful

"ordinary" person who smoked a smelly pipe and sat round in his shirt

sleeves. But if he would come and stay at a hotel they could have a

wonderful time. She did want to see him so much. Besides, Willis

pestered her all the time and said if she went away he would come down

in his car every night to see her. So if Ted didn't want her to run

around with Willis as he said in his last letter he had better come

himself. She didn't like Willis the way she did Ted, though. Some ways

she hated him and she wished awfully she hadn't ever had anything to do

with him. And finally she liked Ted better than anybody in the world,

and would he please, please come to Holyoke, because she wanted him to

so very, very much?

And then the postscript. "The cut is going to leave a scar, I am most

sure. I don't care. I like it. It makes me think of you and what a

wonderful time we had together that night."

Ted read the letter coming up the Hill, and for once forebore to whistle

as he made the ascent. His mind was busy. A week of Dunbury calm and

sweet do-nothing had sufficed to make him undeniably restless. Madeline's

proposal struck him as rather a jolly idea accordingly. After all, she

was a dandy little girl, and he owed her a lot for not making any fuss

over his nearly killing her. He didn't like this Hubbard fellow, either.

He rather thought it was his duty to go and send him about his business.

Ted was a bit of a knight, at heart, and felt now the chivalric urge,

combining with others less unselfish, to go to the rescue of the damsel

and set her free of the false besieger.

Her undisguised admission of her caring for him was a bit

disconcerting, although perhaps also a little sweet to his youthful

male vanity. Her caring was a complication, made him feel as if somehow

he ought to make up to her for failing her in the big thing by granting

her the smaller favor.

By the time he had reached the top of the Hill he was rather definitely

committed in his own mind to the Holyoke trip, if he could throw enough

dust in his uncle's eyes to get away with it.

Arrived at the house he flung the other mail on the hall table and went

upstairs. As he passed his grandmother's room he noticed that the door

was ajar and stepped in for a word with her. She looked very still and

white as she lay there in the big, old fashioned four-poster bed! Poor

Granny! It was awfully sad to be old. Ted couldn't quite imagine it for

himself, somehow.

"'Lo, Granny dear," he greeted, stooping to kiss the withered old cheek.

"How goes it?"

"About as usual, dear. Any word from Larry?" There was a plaintive note

in Madame Holiday's voice. She was never quite content unless all the

"children" were under the family roof-tree. And Larry was particularly

dear to her heart.

"Yes, I just brought a letter for Uncle Phil. The very idea of your

wanting Larry when you have Tony and me, and you haven't had us for

so long." Ted pretended to be reproachful and his grandmother reached

for his hand.

"I know, dear boy. I am very glad to have you and Tony. But Larry is a

habit, like Philip. You mustn't mind my missing him."

"Course I don't mind, Granny. I was just jossing. I don't blame you a bit

for missing Larry. He is a mighty good thing to have in the family. Wish

I were half as valuable."

"You are, sonny. I am so happy to be having you here all summer."

"Maybe not quite all summer. I'll be going off for little trips," he

prepared her gently.

"Youth! Youth! Never still--always wanting to fly off somewhere!"

"We all fly back mighty quick," comforted Ted. "There come the kiddies."

A patter of small feet sounded down the hall. In the next moment they

were there--sturdy Eric, the six year old, apple-cheeked, incredibly

energetic, already bidding fair to equal if not to rival his cousin Ted's

reputation for juvenile naughtiness; and Hester, two years younger, a

rose-and-snow creation, cherubic, adorable, with bobbing silver curls,

delectably dimpled elbows and corn flower blue eyes.

Fresh from the tub and the daily delightful frolic with Daddy, they now

appeared for that other ceremonial known as saying good-night to Granny.

"Teddy! Teddy! Ride us to Granny," demanded Eric hilariously, jubilant at

finding his favorite tall cousin on the spot.

"'Es, wide us, wide us," chimed in Hester, not to be outdone.

"You fiends!" But Ted obediently got down on "all fours" while the small

folks clambered up on his back and he "rode" them over to the bed, their

bathrobes flying as they went. Arrived at the destination Ted deftly

deposited his load in a giggling, squirming heap on the rug and then

gathering up the small Hester, swung her aloft, bringing her down with

her rose bud of a mouth close to Granny's pale cheeks.

"Kiss your flying angel, Granny, before she flies away again."

"Me! Me!" clamored Eric vociferously, hugging Ted's knees. "Me flying

angel, too!"

"Not much," objected Ted. "No angel about you. Too, too much solid flesh

and bones. Kiss Granny, quick. I hear your parents approaching."

Philip and Margery appeared on the threshold, seeking their obstreperous

offspring.

There was another stampede, this time in the direction of the "parents."

"Ca'y me! Ca'y me, Daddy," chirruped Hester.

"No, me. Ride me piggy-back," insisted Eric.

"Such children!" smiled Margery. "Ted, you encourage them. They are more

barbarian than ever when you are here, and they are bad enough under

normal conditions."

Ted chuckled at that. He and his Aunt Margery were the best of good

friends. They always had been since Ted had refused to join her Round

Table on the grounds that he might have to be sorry for being bad if he

did, though he had subsequently capitulated, in view of the manifest

advantages accruing to membership in the order.

"That's right. Lay it to me. I don't believe Uncle Phil was a saint,

either, was he, Granny?" he appealed. "I'll bet the kids get some of

their deviltry by direct line of descent."

His grandmother smiled.

"We forget a good deal about our children's naughtinesses when they are

grown up," she said. "I've even forgotten some of yours, Teddy."

"Lucky," grinned her grandson, stooping to kiss her again. "_Allons,

enfants_."

Later, when the obstreperous ones were in bed and everything quiet Philip

and Margery sat together in the hammock, lovers still after eight years

of strenuous married life and discussed Larry's last letter, which had

contained the rather astonishing request that he be permitted to bring

the little lady who had forgotten her past to Holiday Hill with him.

"Queer proposition!" murmured the doctor. "Doesn't sound like

sober Larry."

"I am not so sure. There is a quixotic streak in him--in all you

Holidays, for that matter. You can't say much. Think of the stray boys

you have taken in at one time or another, some of them rather dubious

specimens, I infer."

Margery's eyes smiled tender raillery at her husband. He chuckled at the

arraignment, and admitted its justice. Still, boys were not mystery

ladies. She must grant him that. Then he sobered.

"It is only you that makes me hesitate, Margery mine. You are carrying

about as heavy a burden now as any one woman ought to take upon herself,

with me and the house and the children and Granny. And here is this crazy

nephew of mine proposing the addition to the family of a stranger who

hasn't any past and whose future seems wrapped mostly in a nebular

hypothesis. It is rather a large order, my dear."

"Not too large. It isn't as if she were seriously ill, or would be a

burden in any way. Besides, it is Larry's home as well as ours, and he so

seldom asks anything for himself, and is always ready to help anywhere.

Do you really mind her coming, Phil?"

"Not if you don't. I am glad to agree if it is not going to be too hard

for you. As you say, Larry doesn't ever ask much for himself and I am

interested in the case, anyway. Shall we wire him to bring her, then?"

"Please do. I shall be very glad."

"You are a wonder, Margery mine." And the doctor bent and kissed his wife

before going in to telephone the message to be sent his nephew that

night, a message bidding him and the little stranger welcome, whenever

they cared to come to the House on the Hill.

And far away in Pittsburgh, Larry got the word that night and smiled

content. Bless Uncle Phil and Aunt Margery! They never failed you, no

matter what you asked of them.

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