unpleasant, Sophia arose and, taking due precautions against cold, went
to the window. It was Saturday; she had left Paris on the Thursday. She
looked forth upon the Square, holding aside the blind. She had
expected, of course, to find that the Square had shrunk in size; but
nevertheless she was startled to see how small it was. It seemed to her
scarcely bigger than a courtyard. She could remember a winter morning
when from the window she had watched the Square under virgin snow in
the lamplight, and the Square had been vast, and the first wayfarer,
crossing it diagonally and leaving behind him the irregular impress of
his feet, had appeared to travel for hours over an interminable white
waste before vanishing past Holl's shop in the direction of the Town
Hall. She chiefly recalled the Square under snow; cold mornings, and
the coldness of the oil-cloth at the window, and the draught of cold
air through the ill-fitting sash (it was put right now)! These visions
of herself seemed beautiful to her; her childish existence seemed
beautiful; the storms and tempests of her girlhood seemed beautiful;
even the great sterile expanse of tedium when, after giving up a
scholastic career, she had served for two years in the shop--even this
had a strange charm in her memory.
And she thought that not for millions of pounds would she live her life
over again.
In its contents the Square had not surprisingly changed during the
immense, the terrifying interval that separated her from her virginity.
On the east side, several shops had been thrown into one, and forced
into a semblance of eternal unity by means of a coat of stucco. And
there was a fountain at the north end which was new to her. No other
constructional change! But the moral change, the sad declension from
the ancient proud spirit of the Square--this was painfully depressing.
Several establishments lacked tenants, had obviously lacked tenants for
a long time; 'To let' notices hung in their stained and dirty upper
windows, and clung insecurely to their closed shutters. And on the
sign-boards of these establishments were names that Sophia did not
know. The character of most of the shops seemed to have worsened; they
had become pettifogging little holes, unkempt, shabby, poor; they had
no brightness, no feeling of vitality. And the floor of the Square was
littered with nondescript refuse. The whole scene, paltry, confined,
and dull, reached for her the extreme of provinciality. It was what the
French called, with a pregnant intonation, la province. This--being
said, there was nothing else to say. Bursley, of course, was in the
provinces; Bursley must, in the nature of things, be typically
provincial. But in her mind it had always been differentiated from the
common province; it had always had an air, a distinction, and
especially St. Luke's Square! That illusion was now gone. Still, the
alteration was not wholly in herself; it was not wholly subjective. The
Square really had changed for the worse; it might not be smaller, but
it had deteriorated. As a centre of commerce it had assuredly
approached very near to death. On a Saturday morning thirty years ago
it would have been covered with linen-roofed stalls, and chattering
country-folk, and the stir of bargains. Now, Saturday morning was like
any other morning in the Square, and the glass-roof of St. Luke's
market in Wedgwood Street, which she could see from her window, echoed
to the sounds of noisy commerce. In that instance business had simply
moved a few yards to the east; but Sophia knew, from hints in
Constance's letters and in her talk, that business in general had moved
more than a few yards, it had moved a couple of miles--to arrogant and
pushing Hanbridge, with its electric light and its theatres and its
big, advertising shops. The heaven of thick smoke over the Square, the
black deposit on painted woodwork, the intermittent hooting of steam
syrens, showed that the wholesale trade of Bursley still flourished.
But Sophia had no memories of the wholesale trade of Bursley; it meant
nothing to the youth of her heart; she was attached by intimate links
to the retail traffic of Bursley, and as a mart old Bursley was done
for.
She thought: "It would kill me if I had to live here. It's deadening.
It weighs on you. And the dirt, and the horrible ugliness! And the--way
they talk, and the way they think! I felt it first at Knype station.
The Square is rather picturesque, but it's such a poor, poor little
thing! Fancy having to look at it every morning of one's life! No!" She
almost shuddered.
For the time being she had no home. To Constance she was 'paying a
visit.'
Constance did not appear to realize the awful conditions of dirt,
decay, and provinciality in which she was living. Even Constance's
house was extremely inconvenient, dark, and no doubt unhealthy.
Cellar-kitchen, no hall, abominable stairs, and as to hygiene, simply
mediaeval. She could not understand why Constance had remained in the
house. Constance had plenty of money and might live where she liked,
and in a good modern house. Yet she stayed in the Square. "I daresay
she's got used to it," Sophia thought leniently. "I daresay I should be
just the same in her place." But she did not really think so, and she
could not understand Constance's state of mind.
Certainly she could not claim to have 'added up' Constance yet. She
considered that her sister was in some respects utterly
provincial--what they used to call in the Five Towns a 'body.' Somewhat
too diffident, not assertive enough, not erect enough; with curious
provincial pronunciations, accents, gestures, mannerisms, and
inarticulate ejaculations; with a curious narrowness of outlook! But at
the same time Constance was very shrewd, and she was often proving by
some bit of a remark that she knew what was what, despite her
provinciality. In judgments upon human nature they undoubtedly thought
alike, and there was a strong natural general sympathy between them.
And at the bottom of Constance was something fine. At intervals Sophia
discovered herself secretly patronizing Constance, but reflection would
always cause her to cease from patronage and to examine her own
defences. Constance, besides being the essence of kindness, was no
fool. Constance could see through a pretence, an absurdity, as quickly
as any one. Constance did honestly appear to Sophia to be superior to
any Frenchwoman that she had ever encountered. She saw supreme in
Constance that quality which she had recognized in the porters at
Newhaven on landing--the quality of an honest and naive goodwill, of
powerful simplicity. That quality presented itself to her as the
greatest in the world, and it seemed to be in the very air of England.
She could even detect it in Mr. Critchlow, whom, for the rest, she
liked, admiring the brutal force of his character. She pardoned his
brutality to his wife. She found it proper. "After all," she said,
"supposing he hadn't married her, what would she have been? Nothing but
a slave! She's infinitely better off as his wife. In fact she's lucky.
And it would be absurd for him to treat her otherwise than he does
treat her." (Sophia did not divine that her masterful Critchlow had
once wanted Maria as one might want a star.)
But to be always with such people! To be always with Constance! To be
always in the Bursley atmosphere, physical and mental!
She pictured Paris as it would be on that very morning--bright, clean,
glittering; the neatness of the Rue Lord Byron, and the magnificent
slanting splendour of the Champs Elysees. Paris had always seemed
beautiful to her; but the life of Paris had not seemed beautiful to
her. Yet now it did seem beautiful. She could delve down into the
earlier years of her ownership of the Pension, and see a regular,
placid beauty in her daily life there. Her life there, even so late as
a fortnight ago, seemed beautiful; sad, but beautiful. It had passed
into history. She sighed when she thought of the innumerable interviews
with Mardon, the endless formalities required by the English and the
French law and by the particularity of the Syndicate. She had been
through all that. She had actually been through it and it was over. She
had bought the Pension for a song and sold it for great riches. She had
developed from a nobody into the desired of Syndicates. And after long,
long, monotonous, strenuous years of possession the day had come, the
emotional moment had come, when she had yielded up the keys of
ownership to Mr. Mardon and a man from the Hotel Moscow, and had paid
her servants for the last time and signed the last receipted bill. The
men had been very gallant, and had requested her to stay in the Pension
as their guest until she was ready to leave Paris. But she had declined
that. She could not have borne to remain in the Pension under the reign
of another. She had left at once and gone to a hotel with her few goods
while finally disposing of certain financial questions. And one evening
Jacqueline had come to see her, and had wept.
Her exit from the Pension Frensham struck her now as poignantly
pathetic, in its quickness and its absence of ceremonial. Ten steps,
and her career was finished, closed. Astonishing with what liquid
tenderness she turned and looked back on that hard, fighting,
exhausting life in Paris! For, even if she had unconsciously liked it,
she had never enjoyed it. She had always compared France
disadvantageously with England, always resented the French temperament
in business, always been convinced that 'you never knew where you were'
with French tradespeople. And now they flitted before her endowed with
a wondrous charm; so polite in their lying, so eager to spare your
feelings and to reassure you, so neat and prim. And the French shops,
so exquisitely arranged! Even a butcher's shop in Paris was a pleasure
to the eye, whereas the butcher's shop in Wedgwood Street, which she
remembered of old, and which she had glimpsed from the cab--what a
bloody shambles! She longed for Paris again. She longed to stretch her
lungs in Paris. These people in Bursley did not suspect what Paris was.
They did not appreciate and they never would appreciate the marvels
that she had accomplished in a theatre of marvels. They probably never
realized that the whole of the rest of the world was not more or less
like Bursley. They had no curiosity. Even Constance was a thousand
times more interested in relating trifles of Bursley gossip than in
listening to details of life in Paris. Occasionally she had expressed a
mild, vapid surprise at things told to her by Sophia; but she was not
really impressed, because her curiosity did not extend beyond Bursley.
She, like the rest, had the formidable, thrice-callous egotism of the
provinces. And if Sophia had informed her that the heads of Parisians
grew out of their navels she would have murmured: "Well, well! Bless
us! I never heard of such things! Mrs. Brindley's second boy has got
his head quite crooked, poor little fellow!"
Why should Sophia feel sorrowful? She did not know. She was free; free
to go where she liked and do what she liked, She had no
responsibilities, no cares. The thought of her husband had long ago
ceased to rouse in her any feeling of any kind. She was rich. Mr.
Critchlow had accumulated for her about as much money as she had
herself acquired. Never could she spend her income! She did not know
how to spend it. She lacked nothing that was procurable. She had no
desires except the direct desire for happiness. If thirty thousand
pounds or so could have bought a son like Cyril, she would have bought
one for herself. She bitterly regretted that she had no child. In this,
she envied Constance. A child seemed to be the one commodity worth
having. She was too free, too exempt from responsibilities. In spite of
Constance she was alone in the world. The strangeness of the hazards of
life overwhelmed her. Here she was at fifty, alone.
But the idea of leaving Constance, having once rejoined her, did not
please Sophia. It disquieted her. She could not see herself living away
from Constance. She was alone--but Constance was there.
She was downstairs first, and she had a little conversation with Amy.
And she stood on the step of the front-door while Fossette made a
preliminary inspection of Spot's gutter. She found the air nipping.
Constance, when she descended, saw stretching across one side of the
breakfast-table an umbrella, Sophia's present to her from Paris. It was
an umbrella such that a better could not be bought. It would have
impressed even Aunt Harriet. The handle was of gold, set with a circlet
of opalines. The tips of the ribs were also of gold. It was this detail
which staggered Constance. Frankly, this development of luxury had been
unknown and unsuspected in the Square. That the tips of the ribs should
match the handle ... that did truly beat everything! Sophia said calmly
that the device was quite common. But she did not conceal that the
umbrella was strictly of the highest class and that it might be shown
to queens without shame. She intimated that the frame (a 'Fox's
Paragon'), handle, and tips, would outlast many silks. Constance was
childish with pleasure.
They decided to go out marketing together. The unspoken thought in
their minds was that as Sophia would have to be introduced to the town
sooner or later, it might as well be sooner. Constance looked at the
sky. "It can't possibly rain," she said. "I shall take my umbrella."
CHAPTER III
TOWARDS HOTEL LIFE
I
SOPHIA wore list slippers in the morning. It was a habit which she had
formed in the Rue Lord Byron--by accident rather than with an intention
to utilize list slippers for the effective supervision of servants.
These list slippers were the immediate cause of important happenings in
St. Luke's Square. Sophia had been with Constance one calendar
month--it was, of course, astonishing how quickly the time had
passed!--and she had become familiar with the house. Restraint had
gradually ceased to mark the relations of the sisters. Constance, in
particular, hid nothing from Sophia, who was made aware of the minor
and major defects of Amy and all the other creakings of the household
machine. Meals were eaten off the ordinary tablecloths, and on the days
for 'turning out' the parlour, Constance assumed, with a little laugh,
that Sophia would excuse Amy's apron, which she had not had time to
change. In brief, Sophia was no longer a stranger, and nobody felt
bound to pretend that things were not exactly what they were. In spite
of the foulness and the provinciality of Bursley, Sophia enjoyed the
intimacy with Constance. As for Constance, she was enchanted. The
inflections of their voices, when they were talking to each other very
privately, were often tender, and these sudden surprising tendernesses
secretly thrilled both of them.
On the fourth Sunday morning Sophia put on her dressing-gown and those
list slippers very early, and paid a visit to Constance's bedroom. She
was somewhat concerned about Constance, and her concern was pleasurable
to her. She made the most of it. Amy, with her lifelong carelessness
about doors, had criminally failed to latch the street-door of the
parlour on the previous morning, and Constance had only perceived the
omission by the phenomenon of frigidity in her legs at breakfast. She
always sat with her back to the door, in her mother's fluted
rocking-chair; and Sophia on the spot, but not in the chair, occupied
by John Baines in the forties, and in the seventies and later by Samuel
Povey. Constance had been alarmed by that frigidity. "I shall have a
return of my sciatica!" she had exclaimed, and Sophia was startled by
the apprehension in her tone. Before evening the sciatica had indeed
revisited Constance's sciatic nerve, and Sophia for the first time
gained an idea of what a pulsating sciatica can do in the way of
torturing its victim. Constance, in addition to the sciatica, had
caught a sneezing cold, and the act of sneezing caused her the most
acute pain. Sophia had soon stopped the sneezing. Constance was got to
bed. Sophia wished to summon the doctor, but Constance assured her that
the doctor would have nothing new to advise. Constance suffered
angelically. The weak and exquisite sweetness of her smile, as she lay
in bed under the stress of twinging pain amid hot-water bottles, was
amazing to Sophia. It made her think upon the reserves of Constance's
character, and upon the variety of the manifestations of the Baines'
blood.
So on the Sunday morning she had arisen early, just after Amy.
She discovered Constance to be a little better, as regards the
neuralgia, but exhausted by the torments of a sleepless night. Sophia,
though she had herself not slept well, felt somehow conscience-stricken
for having slept at all.
"You poor dear!" she murmured, brimming with sympathy. "I shall make
you some tea at once, myself."
"Oh, Amy will do it," said Constance.
Sophia repeated with a resolute intonation: "I shall make it myself."
And after being satisfied that there was no instant need for a renewal
of hot-water bottles, she went further downstairs in those list
slippers.
As she was descending the dark kitchen steps she heard Amy's voice in
pettish exclamation: "Oh, get out, YOU!" followed by a yelp from
Fossette. She had a swift movement of anger, which she controlled. The
relations between her and Fossette were not marked by transports, and
her rule over dogs in general was severe; even when alone she very
seldom kissed the animal passionately, according to the general habit
of people owning dogs. But she loved Fossette. And, moreover, her love
for Fossette had been lately sharpened by the ridicule which Bursley
had showered upon that strange beast. Happily for Sophia's amour
propre, there was no means of getting Fossette shaved in Bursley, and
thus Fossette was daily growing less comic to the Bursley eye. Sophia
could therefore without loss of dignity yield to force of circumstances
what she would not have yielded to popular opinion. She guessed that
Amy had no liking for the dog, but the accent which Amy had put upon
the 'you' seemed to indicate that Amy was making distinctions between
Fossette and Spot, and this disturbed Sophia much more than Fossette's
yelp.
Sophia coughed, and entered the kitchen.
Spot was lapping his morning milk out of a saucer, while Fossette stood
wistfully, an amorphous mass of thick hair, under the table.
"Good morning, Amy," said Sophia, with dreadful politeness.
"Good morning, m'm," said Amy, glumly.
Amy knew that Sophia had heard that yelp, and Sophia knew that she
knew. The pretence of politeness was horrible. Both the women felt as
though the kitchen was sanded with gunpowder and there were lighted
matches about. Sophia had a very proper grievance against Amy on
account of the open door of the previous day. Sophia thought that,
after such a sin, the least Amy could do was to show contrition and
amiability and an anxiety to please: which things Amy had not shown.
Amy had a grievance against Sophia because Sophia had recently thrust
upon her a fresh method of cooking green vegetables. Amy was a strong
opponent of new or foreign methods. Sophia was not aware of this
grievance, for Amy had hidden it under her customary cringing
politeness to Sophia.
They surveyed each other like opposing armies.
"What a pity you have no gas-stove here! I want to make some tea at
once for Mrs. Povey," said Sophia, inspecting the just-born fire.
"Gas-stove, m'm?" said Amy, hostilely. It was Sophia's list slippers
which had finally decided Amy to drop the mask of deference.
She made no effort to aid Sophia; she gave no indication as to where
the various necessaries for tea were to be found. Sophia got the
kettle, and washed it out. Sophia got the smallest tea-pot, and, as the
tea-leaves had been left in it, she washed out the teapot also, with
exaggerated noise and meticulousness. Sophia got the sugar and the
other trifles, and Sophia blew up the fire with the bellows. And Amy
did nothing in particular except encourage Spot to drink.
"Is that all the milk you give to Fossette?" Sophia demanded coldly,
when it had come to Fossette's turn. She was waiting for the water to
boil. The saucer for the bigger dog, who would have made two of Spot,
was not half full.
"It's all there is to spare, m'm," Amy rasped.
Sophia made no reply. Soon afterwards she departed, with the tea
successfully made. If Amy had not been a mature woman of over forty she
would have snorted as Sophia went away. But Amy was scarcely the
ordinary silly girl.
Save for a certain primness as she offered the tray to her sister,
Sophia's demeanour gave no sign whatever that the Amazon in her was
aroused. Constance's eager trembling pleasure in the tea touched her
deeply, and she was exceedingly thankful that Constance had her,
Sophia, as a succour in time of distress.
A few minutes later, Constance, having first asked Sophia what time it
was by the watch in the watch-case on the chest of drawers (the Swiss
clock had long since ceased to work), pulled the red tassel of the
bell-cord over her bed. A bell tinkled far away in the kitchen.
"Anything I can do?" Sophia inquired.
"Oh no, thanks," said Constance. "I only want my letters, if the
postman has come. He ought to have been here long ago." Sophia had
learned during her stay that Sunday morning was the morning on which
Constance expected a letter from Cyril. It was a definite arrangement
between mother and son that Cyril should write on Saturdays, and
Constance on Sundays. Sophia knew that Constance set store by this
letter, becoming more and more preoccupied about Cyril as the end of
the week approached. Since Sophia's arrival Cyril's letter had not
failed to come, but once it had been naught save a scribbled line or
two, and Sophia gathered that it was never a certainty, and that
Constance was accustomed, though not reconciled, to disappointments.
Sophia had been allowed to read the letters. They left a faint
impression on her mind that her favourite was perhaps somewhat
negligent in his relations with his mother.
There was no reply to the bell. Constance rang again without effect.
With a brusque movement Sophia left the bedroom by way of Cyril's room.
"Amy," she called over the banisters, "do you not hear your mistress's
bell?"
"I'm coming as quick as I can, m'm." The voice was still very glum.
Sophia murmured something inarticulate, staying till assured that Amy
really was coming, and then she passed back into Cyril's bedroom. She
waited there, hesitant, not exactly on the watch, not exactly unwilling
to assist at an interview between Amy and Amy's mistress; indeed, she
could not have surely analyzed her motive for remaining in Cyril's
bedroom, with the door ajar between that room and Constance's.
Amy reluctantly mounted the stairs and went into her mistress's bedroom
with her chin in the air. She thought that Sophia had gone up to the
second storey, where she 'belonged.' She stood in silence by the bed,
showing no sympathy with Constance, no curiosity as to the
indisposition. She objected to Constance's attack of sciatica, as being
a too permanent reproof of her carelessness as to doors.
Constance also waited, for the fraction of a second, as if expectant.
"Well, Amy," she said at length in her voice weakened by fatigue and
pain. "The letters?"
"There ain't no letters," said Amy, grimly. "You might have known, if
there'd been any, I should have brought 'em up. Postman went past
twenty minutes agone. I'm always being interrupted, and it isn't as if
I hadn't got enough to do--now!"
She turned to leave, and was pulling the door open.
"Amy!" said a voice sharply. It was Sophia's.
The servant jumped, and in spite of herself obeyed the implicit,
imperious command to stop.
"You will please not speak to your mistress in that tone, at any rate
while I'm here," said Sophia, icily. "You know she is ill and weak. You
ought to be ashamed of yourself."
"I never----" Amy began.
"I don't want to argue," Sophia said angrily. "Please leave the room."
Amy obeyed. She was cowed, in addition to being staggered.
To the persons involved in it, this episode was intensely dramatic.
Sophia had surmised that Constance permitted liberties of speech to
Amy; she had even guessed that Amy sometimes took licence to be rude.
But that the relations between them were such as to allow the bullying
of Constance by an Amy downright insolent--this had shocked and wounded
Sophia, who suddenly had a vision of Constance as the victim of a reign
of terror. "If the creature will do this while I'm here," said Sophia
to herself, "what does she do when they are alone together in the
house?"
"Well," she exclaimed, "I never heard of such goings-on! And you let
her talk to you in that style! My dear Constance!"
Constance was sitting up in bed, the small tea-tray on her knees. Her
eyes were moist. The tears had filled them when she knew that there was
no letter. Ordinarily the failure of Cyril's letter would not have made
her cry, but weakness had impaired her self-control. And the tears
having once got into her eyes, she could not dismiss them. There they
were!
"She's been with me such a long time," Constance murmured. "She takes
liberties. I've corrected her once or twice."
"Liberties!" Sophia repeated the word. "Liberties!"
"Of course I really ought not to allow it," said Constance. "I ought to
have put a stop to it long since."
"Well," said Sophia, rather relieved by this symptom of Constance's
secret mind, "I do hope you won't think I'm meddlesome, but truly it
was too much for me. The words were out of my mouth before I----" She
stopped.
"You were quite right, quite right," said Constance, seeing before her
in the woman of fifty the passionate girl of fifteen.
"I've had a good deal of experience of servants," said Sophia.
"I know you have," Constance put in.
"And I'm convinced that it never pays to stand any sauce. Servants
don't understand kindness and forbearance. And this sort of thing grows
and grows till you can't call your soul your own."
"You are quite right," Constance said again, with even more
positiveness.
Not merely the conviction that Sophia was quite right, but the desire
to assure Sophia that Sophia was not meddlesome, gave force to her
utterance. Amy's allusion to extra work shamed Amy's mistress as a
hostess, and she was bound to make amends.
"Now as to that woman," said Sophia in a lower voice, as she sat down
confidentially on the edge of the bed. And she told Constance about Amy
and the dogs, and about Amy's rudeness in the kitchen. "I should never
have DREAMT of mentioning such things," she finished. "But under the
circumstances I feel it right that you should know. I feel you ought to
know."
And Constance nodded her head in thorough agreement. She did not
trouble to go into articulate apologies to her guest for the actual
misdeeds of her servant. The sisters were now on a plane of intimacy
where such apologies would have been supererogatory. Their voices fell
lower and lower, and the case of Amy was laid bare and discussed to the
minutest detail.
Gradually they realized that what had occurred was a crisis. They were
both very excited, apprehensive, and rather too consciously defiant. At
the same time they were drawn very close to each other, by Sophia's
generous indignation and by Constance's absolute loyalty.
A long time passed before Constance said, thinking about something else:
"I expect it's been delayed in the post."
"Cyril's letter? Oh, no doubt! If you knew the posts in France, my
word!"
Then they determined, with little sighs, to face the crisis cheerfully.
In truth it was a crisis, and a great one. The sensation of the crisis
affected the atmosphere of the entire house. Constance got up for tea
and managed to walk to the drawing-room. And when Sophia, after an
absence in her own room, came down to tea and found the tea all served,
Constance whispered:
"She's given notice! And Sunday too!"
"What did she say?"
"She didn't say much," Constance replied vaguely, hiding from Sophia
that Amy had harped on the too great profusion of mistresses in that
house. "After all, it's just as well. She'll be all right. She's saved
a good bit of money, and she has friends."
"But how foolish of her to give up such a good place!"
"She simply doesn't care," said Constance, who was a little hurt by
Amy's defection. "When she takes a thing into her head she simply
doesn't care. She's got no common sense. I've always known that."
"So you're going to leave, Amy?" said Sophia that evening, as Amy was
passing through the parlour on her way to bed. Constance was already
arranged for the night.
"I am, m'm," answered Amy, precisely.
Her tone was not rude, but it was firm. She had apparently reconnoitred
her position in calmness.
"I'm sorry I was obliged to correct you this morning," said Sophia,
with cheerful amicableness, pleased in spite of herself with the
woman's tone. "But I think you will see that I had reason to."
"I've been thinking it over, m'm," said Amy, with dignity, "and I see
as I must leave."
There was a pause.
"Well, you know best.... Good night, Amy."
"Good night, m'm."
"She's a decent woman," thought Sophia, "but hopeless for this place
now."
The sisters were fronted with the fact that Constance had a month in
which to find a new servant, and that a new servant would have to be
trained in well-doing and might easily prove disastrous. Both Constance
and Amy were profoundly disturbed by the prospective dissolution of a
bond which dated from the seventies. And both were decided that there
was no alternative to the dissolution. Outsiders knew merely that Mrs.
Povey's old servant was leaving. Outsiders merely saw Mrs. Povey's
advertisement in the Signal for a new servant. They could not read
hearts. Some of the younger generation even said superiorly that
old-fashioned women like Mrs. Povey seemed to have servants on the
brain, etc., etc.
II
"Well, have you got your letter?" Sophia demanded cheerfully of
Constance when she entered the bedroom the next morning.
Constance merely shook her head. She was very depressed. Sophia's
cheerfulness died out. As she hated to be insincerely optimistic, she
said nothing. Otherwise she might have remarked: "Perhaps the afternoon
post will bring it." Gloom reigned. To Constance particularly, as Amy
had given notice and as Cyril was 'remiss,' it seemed really that the
time was out of joint and life unworth living. Even the presence of
Sophia did not bring her much comfort. Immediately Sophia left the room
Constance's sciatica began to return, and in a severe form. She had
regretted this, less for the pain than because she had just assured
Sophia, quite honestly, that she was not suffering; Sophia had been
sceptical. After that it was of course imperative that Constance should
get up as usual. She had said that she would get up as usual. Besides,
there was the immense enterprise of obtaining a new servant! Worries
loomed mountainous. Suppose Cyril were dangerously ill, and unable to
write! Suppose something had happened to him! Supposing she never did
obtain a new servant!
Sophia, up in her room, was endeavouring to be philosophical, and to
see the world brightly. She was saying to herself that she must take
Constance in hand, that what Constance lacked was energy, that
Constance must be stirred out of her groove. And in the cavernous
kitchen Amy, preparing the nine-o'clock breakfast, was meditating upon
the ingratitude of employers and wondering what the future held for
her. She had a widowed mother in the picturesque village of Sneyd,
where the mortal and immortal welfare of every inhabitant was watched
over by God's vicegerent, the busy Countess of Chell; she possessed
about two hundred pounds of her own; her mother for years had been
begging Amy to share her home free of expense. But nevertheless Amy's
mind was black with foreboding and vague dejection. The house was a
house of sorrow, and these three women, each solitary, the devotees of
sorrow. And the two dogs wandered disconsolate up and down, aware of
the necessity for circumspection, never guessing that the highly
peculiar state of the atmosphere had been brought about by nothing but
a half-shut door and an incorrect tone.
As Sophia, fully dressed this time, was descending to breakfast, she
heard Constance's voice, feebly calling her, and found the convalescent
still in bed. The truth could not be concealed. Constance was once more
in great pain, and her moral condition was not favourable to fortitude.
"I wish you had told me, to begin with," Sophia could not help saying,
"then I should have known what to do."
Constance did not defend herself by saying that the pain had only
recurred since their first interview that morning. She just wept.
"I'm very low!" she blubbered.
Sophia was surprised. She felt that this was not 'being a Baines.'
During the progress of that interminable April morning, her
acquaintance with the possibilities of sciatica as an agent destructive
of moral fibre was further increased. Constance had no force at all to
resist its activity. The sweetness of her resignation seemed to melt
into nullity. She held to it that the doctor could do nothing for her.
About noon, when Sophia was moving anxiously around her, she suddenly
screamed.
"I feel as if my leg was going to burst!" she cried.
That decided Sophia. As soon as Constance was a little easier she went
downstairs to Amy.
"Amy," she said, "it's a Doctor Stirling that your mistress has when
she's ill, isn't it?"
"Yes, m'm."
"Where is his surgery?"
"Well, m'm, he did live just opposite, with Dr. Harrop, but latterly
he's gone to live at Bleakridge."
"I wish you would put your things on, and run up there and ask him to
call as soon as he can."
"I will, m'm," said Amy, with the greatest willingness. "I thought I
heard missis cry out." She was not effusive. She was better than
effusive: kindly and helpful with a certain reserve.
"There's something about that woman I like," said Sophia, to herself.
For a proved fool, Amy was indeed holding her own rather well.
Dr. Stirling drove down about two o'clock. He had now been established
in the Five Towns for more than a decade, and the stamp of success was
on his brow and on the proud forehead of his trotting horse. He had, in
the phrase of the Signal, 'identified himself with the local life of
the district.' He was liked, being a man of broad sympathies. In his
rich Scotch accent he could discuss with equal ability the flavour of
whisky or of a sermon, and he had more than sufficient tact never to
discuss either whiskies or sermons in the wrong place. He had made a
speech (responding for the learned professions) at the annual dinner of
the Society for the Prosecution of Felons, and this speech (in which
praise of red wine was rendered innocuous by praise of books--his fine
library was notorious) had classed him as a wit with the American
consul, whose post-prandial manner was modelled on Mark Twain's. He was
thirty-five years of age, tall and stoutish, with a chubby boyish face
that the razor left chiefly blue every morning.
The immediate effect of his arrival on Constance was miraculous. His
presence almost cured her for a moment, just as though her malady had
been toothache and he a dentist. Then, when he had finished his
examination, the pain resumed its sway over her.
In talking to her and to Sophia, he listened very seriously to all that
they said; he seemed to regard the case as the one case that had ever
aroused his genuine professional interest; but as it unfolded itself,
in all its difficulty and urgency, so he seemed, in his mind, to be
discovering wondrous ways of dealing with it; these mysterious
discoveries seemed to give him confidence, and his confidence was
communicated to the patient by means of faint sallies of humour. He was
a highly skilled doctor. This fact, however, had no share in his
popularity; which was due solely to his rare gift of taking a case very
seriously while remaining cheerful.
He said he would return in a quarter of an hour, and he returned in
thirteen minutes with a hypodermic syringe, with which he attacked the
pain in its central strongholds.
"What is it?" asked Constance, breathing gratitude for the relief.
He paused, looking at her roguishly from under lowered eyelids.
"I'd better not tell ye," he said. "It might lead ye into mischief."
"Oh, but you must tell me, doctor," Constance insisted, anxious that he
should live up to his reputation for Sophia's benefit.
"It's hydrochloride of cocaine," he said, and lifted a finger. "Beware
of the cocaine habit. It's ruined many a respectable family. But if I
hadn't had a certain amount of confidence in yer strength of character,
Mrs. Povey, I wouldn't have risked it."
"He will have his joke, will the doctor!" Constance smiled, in a
brighter world.
He said he should come again about half-past five, and he arrived about
half-past six, and injected more cocaine. The special importance of the
case was thereby established. On this second visit, he and Sophia soon
grew rather friendly. When she conducted him downstairs again he
stopped chatting with her in the parlour for a long time, as though he
had nothing else on earth to do, while his coachman walked the horse to
and fro in front of the door.
His attitude to her flattered Sophia, for it showed that he took her
for no ordinary woman. It implied a continual assumption that she must
be a mine of interest for any one who was privileged to delve into her
memory. So far, among Constance's acquaintance, Sophia had met no one
who showed more than a perfunctory curiosity as to her life. Her return
was accepted with indifference. Her escapade of thirty years ago had
entirely lost its dramatic quality. Many people indeed had never heard
that she had run away from home to marry a commercial traveller; and to
those who remembered, or had been told, it seemed a sufficiently banal
exploit--after thirty years! Her fear, and Constance's, that the town
would be murmurous with gossip was ludicrously unfounded. The effect of
time was such that even Mr. Critchlow appeared to have forgotten even
that she had been indirectly responsible for her father's death. She
had nearly forgotten it herself; when she happened to think of it she
felt no shame, no remorse, seeing the death as purely accidental, and
not altogether unfortunate. On two points only was the town
inquisitive: as to her husband, and as to the precise figure at which
she had sold the pension. The town knew that she was probably not a
widow, for she had been obliged to tell Mr. Critchlow, and Mr.
Critchlow in some hour of tenderness had told Maria. But nobody had
dared to mention the name of Gerald Scales to her. With her fashionable
clothes, her striking mien of command, and the legend of her wealth,
she inspired respect, if not awe, in the townsfolk. In the doctor's
attitude there was something of amaze; she felt it. Though the dull
apathy of the people she had hitherto met was assuredly not without its
advantageous side for her tranquillity of mind, it had touched her
vanity, and the gaze of the doctor soothed the smart. He had so
obviously divined her interestingness; he so obviously wanted to enjoy
it.
"I've just been reading Zola's 'Downfall,'" he said.
Her mind searched backwards, and recalled a poster.
"Oh!" she replied. "'La Debacle'?"
"Yes. What do ye think of it?" His eyes lighted at the prospect of a
talk. He was even pleased to hear her give him the title in French.
"I haven't read it," she said, and she was momentarily sorry that she
had not read it, for she could see that he was dashed. The doctor had
supposed that residence in a foreign country involved a knowledge of
the literature of that country. Yet he had never supposed that
residence in England involved a knowledge of English literature. Sophia
had read practically nothing since 1870; for her the latest author was
Cherbuliez. Moreover, her impression of Zola was that he was not at all
nice, and that he was the enemy of his race, though at that date the
world had scarcely heard of Dreyfus. Dr. Stirling had too hastily
assumed that the opinions of the bourgeois upon art differ in different
countries.
"And ye actually were in the siege of Paris?" he questioned, trying
again.
"Yes."
"AND the commune?"
"Yes, the commune too."
"Well!" he exclaimed. "It's incredible! When I was reading the
'Downfall' the night before last, I said to myself that you must have
been through a lot of all that. I didn't know I was going to have the
pleasure of a chat with ye so soon."
She smiled. "But how did you know I was in the siege of Paris?" she
asked, curious.
"How do I know? I know because I've seen that birthday card ye sent to
Mrs. Povey in 1871, after it was over. It's one of her possessions,
that card is. She showed it me one day when she told me ye were coming."
Sophia started. She had quite forgotten that card. It had not occurred
to her that Constance would have treasured all those cards that she had
despatched during the early years of her exile. She responded as well
as she could to his eagerness for personal details concerning the siege
and the commune. He might have been disappointed at the prose of her
answers, had he not been determined not to be disappointed.
"Ye seem to have taken it all very quietly," he observed.
"Eh yes!" she agreed, not without pride. "But it's a long time since."
Those events, as they existed in her memory, scarcely warranted the
tremendous fuss subsequently made about them. What were they, after
all? Such was her secret thought. Chirac himself was now nothing but a
faint shadow. Still, were the estimate of those events true or false,
she was a woman who had been through them, and Dr. Stirling's high
appreciation of that fact was very pleasant to her. Their friendliness
approached intimacy. Night had fallen. Outside could be heard the
champing of a bit.
"I must be getting on," he said at last; but he did not move.
"Then there is nothing else I am to do for my sister?" Sophia inquired.
"I don't think so," said he. "It isn't a question of medicine."
"Then what is it a question of?" Sophia demanded bluntly.
"Nerves," he said. "It's nearly all nerves. I know something about Mrs.
Povey's constitution now, and I was hoping that your visit would do her
good."
"She's been quite well--I mean what you may call quite well--until the
day before yesterday, when she sat in that draught. She was better last
night, and then this morning I find her ever so much worse."
"No worries?" The doctor looked at her confidentially.
"What CAN she have in the way of worries?" exclaimed Sophia. "That's to
say--real worries."
"Exactly!" the doctor agreed.
"I tell her she doesn't know what worry is," said Sophia.
"So do I!" said the doctor, his eyes twinkling.
"She was a little upset because she didn't receive her usual Sunday
letter from Cyril yesterday. But then she was weak and low."
"Clever youth, Cyril!" mused the doctor.
"I think he's a particularly nice boy," said Sophia, eagerly,
"So you've seen him?"
"Of course," said Sophia, rather stiffly. Did the doctor suppose that
she did not know her own nephew? She went back to the subject of her
sister. "She is also a little bothered, I think, because the servant is
going to leave."
"Oh! So Amy is going to leave, is she?" He spoke still lower. "Between
you and me, it's no bad thing."
"I'm so glad you think so."
"In another few years the servant would have been the mistress here.
One can see these things coming on, but it's so difficult to do
anything. In fact ye can't do anything."
"I did something," said Sophia, sharply. "I told the woman straight
that it shouldn't go on while I was in the house. I didn't suspect it
at first--but when I found it out ... I can tell you!" She let the
doctor imagine what she could tell him.
He smiled. "No," he said. "I can easily understand that ye didn't
suspect anything at first. When she's well and bright Mrs. Povey could
hold her own--so I'm told. But it was certainly slowly getting worse."
"Then people talk about it?" said Sophia, shocked.
"As a native of Bursley, Mrs. Scales," said the doctor, "ye ought to
know what people in Bursley do!" Sophia put her lips together. The
doctor rose, smoothing his waistcoat. "What does she bother with
servants at all for?" he burst out. "She's perfectly free. She hasn't
got a care in the world, if she only knew it. Why doesn't she go out
and about, and enjoy herself? She wants stirring up, that's what your
sister wants."
"You're quite right," Sophia burst out in her turn. "That's precisely
what I say to myself; precisely! I was thinking it over only this
morning. She wants stirring up. She's got into a rut."
"She needs to be jolly. Why doesn't she go to some seaside place, and
live in a hotel, and enjoy herself? Is there anything to prevent her?"
"Nothing whatever."
"Instead of being dependent on a servant! I believe in enjoying one's
self--when ye've got the money to do it with! Can ye imagine anybody
living in Bursley, for pleasure? And especially in St. Luke's Square,
right in the thick of it all! Smoke! Dirt! No air! No light! No
scenery! No amusements! What does she do it for? She's in a rut."
"Yes, she's in a rut," Sophia repeated her own phrase, which he had
copied.
"My word!" said the doctor. "Wouldn't I clear out and enjoy myself if I
could! Your sister's a young woman."
"Of course she is!" Sophia concurred, feeling that she herself was even
younger. "Of course she is!"
"And except that she's nervously organized, and has certain
predispositions, there's nothing the matter with her. This sciatica--I
don't say it would be cured, but it might be, by a complete change and
throwing off all these ridiculous worries. Not only does she live in
the most depressing conditions, but she suffers tortures for it, and
there's absolutely no need for her to be here at all."
"Doctor," said Sophia, solemnly, impressed, "you are quite right. I
agree with every word you say."
"Naturally she's attached to the place," he continued, glancing round
the room. "I know all about that. After living here all her life! But
she's got to break herself of her attachment. It's her duty to do so.
She ought to show a little energy. I'm deeply attached to my bed in the
morning, but I have to leave it."
"Of course," said Sophia, in an impatient tone, as though disgusted
with every person who could not perceive, or would not subscribe to,
these obvious truths that the doctor was uttering. "Of course!"
"What she needs is the bustle of life in a good hotel, a good hydro,
for instance. Among jolly people. Parties! Games! Excursions! She
wouldn't be the same woman. You'd see. Wouldn't I do it, if I could?
Strathpeffer. She'd soon forget her sciatica. I don't know what Mrs.
Povey's annual income is, but I expect that if she took it into her
head to live in the dearest hotel in England, there would be no reason
why she shouldn't."
Sophia lifted her head and smiled in calm amusement. "I expect so," she
said superiorly.
"A hotel--that's the life. No worries. If ye want anything ye ring a
bell. If a waiter gives notice, it's some one else who has the worry,
not you. But you know all about that, Mrs. Scales."
"No one better," murmured Sophia.
"Good evening," he said abruptly, sticking out his hand. "I'll be down
in the morning."
"Did you ever mention this to my sister?" Sophia asked him, rising.
"Yes," said he. "But it's no use. Oh yes, I've told her. But she does
really think it's quite impossible. She wouldn't even hear of going to
live in London with her beloved son. She won't listen."
"I never thought of that," said Sophia. "Good night."
Their hand-grasp was very intimate and mutually comprehending. He was
pleased by the quick responsiveness of her temperament, and the
masterful vigour which occasionally flashed out in her replies. He
noticed the hardly perceptible distortion of her handsome, worn face,
and he said to himself: "She's been through a thing or two," and:
"She'll have to mind her p's and q's." Sophia was pleased because he
admired her, and because with her he dropped his bedside jocularities,
and talked plainly as a sensible man will talk when he meets an
uncommonly wise woman, and because he echoed and amplified her own
thoughts. She honoured him by standing at the door till he had driven
off.
For a few moments she mused solitary in the parlour, and then, lowering
the gas, she went upstairs to her sister, who lay in the dark. Sophia
struck a match.
"You've been having quite a long chat with the doctor," said Constance.
"He's very good company, isn't he? What did he talk about this time?"
"He wanted to know about Paris and so on," Sophia answered.
"Oh! I believe he's a rare student."
Lying there in the dark, the simple Constance never suspected that
those two active and strenuous ones had been arranging her life for
her, so that she should be jolly and live for twenty years yet. She did
not suspect that she had been tried and found guilty of sinful
attachments, and of being in a rut, and of lacking the elements of
ordinary sagacity. It had not occurred to her that if she was worried
and ill, the reason was to be found in her own blind and stupid
obstinacy. She had thought herself a fairly sensible kind of creature.
III
The sisters had an early supper together in Constance's bedroom.
Constance was much easier. Having a fancy that a little movement would
be beneficial, she had even got up for a few moments and moved about
the room. Now she sat ensconced in pillows. A fire burned in the
old-fashioned ineffectual grate. From the Sun Vaults opposite came the
sound of a phonograph singing an invitation to God to save its gracious
queen. This phonograph was a wonderful novelty, and filled the Sun
nightly. For a few evenings it had interested the sisters, in spite of
themselves, but they had soon sickened of it and loathed it. Sophia
became more and more obsessed by the monstrous absurdity of the simple
fact that she and Constance were there, in that dark inconvenient
house, wearied by the gaiety of public-houses, blackened by smoke,
surrounded by mud, instead of being luxuriously installed in a
beautiful climate, amid scenes of beauty and white cleanliness.
Secretly she became more and more indignant.
Amy entered, bearing a letter in her coarse hand. As Amy
unceremoniously handed the letter to Constance, Sophia thought: "If she
was my servant she would hand letters on a tray." (An advertisement had
already been sent to the Signal.)
Constance took the letter trembling. "Here it is at last," she cried.
When she had put on her spectacles and read it, she exclaimed:
"Bless us! Here's news! He's coming down! That's why he didn't write on
Saturday as usual."
She gave the letter to Sophia to read. It ran--
"Sunday midnight.
"DEAR MOTHER,
"Just a line to say I am coming down to Bursley on Wednesday, on
business with Peels. I shall get to Knype at 5.28, and take the Loop.
I've been very busy, and as I was coming down I didn't write on
Saturday. I hope you didn't worry. Love to yourself and Aunt Sophia.
"Yours, C."
"I must send him a line," said Constance, excitedly.
"What? To-night?"
"Yes. Amy can easily catch the last post with it. Otherwise he won't
know that I've got his letter."
She rang the bell.
Sophia thought: "His coming down is really no excuse for his not
writing on Saturday. How could she guess that he was coming down? I
shall have to put in a little word to that young man. I wonder
Constance is so blind. She is quite satisfied now that his letter has
come." On behalf of the elder generation she rather resented
Constance's eagerness to write in answer.
But Constance was not so blind. Constance thought exactly as Sophia
thought. In her heart she did not at all justify or excuse Cyril. She
remembered separately almost every instance of his carelessness in her
regard. "Hope I didn't worry, indeed!" she said to herself with a faint
touch of bitterness, apropos of the phrase in his letter.
Nevertheless she insisted on writing at once. And Amy had to bring the
writing materials.
"Mr. Cyril is coming down on Wednesday," she said to Amy with great
dignity.
Amy's stony calmness was shaken, for Mr. Cyril was a great deal to Amy.
Amy wondered how she would be able to look Mr. Cyril in the face when
he knew that she had given notice.
In the middle of writing, on her knee, Constance looked up at Sophia,
and said, as though defending herself against an accusation: "I didn't
write to him yesterday, you know, or to-day."
"No," Sophia murmured assentingly.
Constance rang the bell yet again, and Amy was sent out to the post.
Soon afterwards the bell was rung for a fourth time, and not answered.
"I suppose she hasn't come back yet. But I thought I heard the door.
What a long time she is!"
"What do you want?" Sophia asked.
"I just want to speak to her," said Constance.
When the bell had been rung seven or eight times, Amy at length
re-appeared, somewhat breathless.
"Amy," said Constance, "let me examine those sheets, will you?"
"Yes'm," said Amy, apparently knowing what sheets, of all the various
and multitudinous sheets in that house.
"And the pillow-cases," Constance added as Amy left the room.
So it continued. The next day the fever heightened. Constance was up
early, before Sophia, and trotting about the house like a girl.
Immediately after breakfast Cyril's bedroom was invested and
revolutionized; not till evening was order restored in that chamber.
And on the Wednesday morning it had to be dusted afresh. Sophia watched
the preparations, and the increasing agitation of Constance's
demeanour, with an astonishment which she had real difficulty in
concealing. "Is the woman absolutely mad?" she asked herself. The
spectacle was ludicrous: or it seemed so to Sophia, whose career had
not embraced much experience of mothers. It was not as if the
manifestations of Constance's anxiety were dignified or original or
splendid. They were just silly, ordinary fussinesses; they had no sense
in them. Sophia was very careful to make no observation. She felt that
before she and Constance were very much older she had a very great deal
to do, and that a subtle diplomacy and wary tactics would be necessary.
Moreover, Constance's angelic temper was slightly affected by the
strain of expectation. She had a tendency to rasp. After the high-tea
was set she suddenly sprang on to the sofa and lifted down the 'Stag at
Eve' engraving. The dust on the top of the frame incensed her.
"What are you going to do?" Sophia asked, in a final marvel.
"I'm going to change it with that one," said Constance, pointing to
another engraving opposite the fireplace. "He said the effect would be
very much better if they were changed. And his lordship is very
particular."
Constance did not go to Bursley station to meet her son. She explained
that it upset her to do so, and that also Cyril preferred her not to
come.
"Suppose I go to meet him," said Sophia, at half-past five. The idea
had visited her suddenly. She thought: "Then I could talk to him before
any one else."
"Oh, do!" Constance agreed.
Sophia put her things on with remarkable expedition. She arrived at the
station a minute before the train came in. Only a few persons emerged
from the train, and Cyril was not among them. A porter said that there
was not supposed to be any connection between the Loop Line trains and
the main line expresses, and that probably the express had missed the
Loop. She waited thirty-five minutes for the next Loop, and Cyril did
not emerge from that train either.
Constance opened the front-door to her, and showed a telegram--
"Sorry prevented last moment. Writing. CYRIL."
Sophia had known it. Somehow she had known that it was useless to wait
for the second train. Constance was silent and calm; Sophia also.
"What a shame! What a shame!" thumped Sophia's heart.
It was the most ordinary episode. But beneath her calm she was furious
against her favourite. She hesitated.
"I'm just going out a minute," she said.
"Where?" asked Constance. "Hadn't we better have tea? I suppose we must
have tea."
"I shan't be long. I want to buy something."
Sophia went to the post-office and despatched a telegram. Then,
partially eased, she returned to the arid and painful desolation of the
house.
IV
The next evening Cyril sat at the tea-table in the parlour with his
mother and his aunt. To Constance his presence there had something of
the miraculous in it. He had come, after all! Sophia was in a rich
robe, and for ornament wore an old silver-gilt neck-chain, which was
clasped at the throat, and fell in double to her waist, where it was
caught in her belt. This chain interested Cyril. He referred to it once
or twice, and then he said: "Just let me have a LOOK at that chain,"
and put out his hand; and Sophia leaned forward so that he could handle
it. His fingers played with it thus for some seconds; the picture
strikingly affected Constance. At length he dropped it, and said:
"H'm!" After a pause he said: "Louis Sixteenth, eh?" and Sophia said:
"They told me so. But it's nothing; it only cost thirty francs, you
know." And Cyril took her up sharply:
"What does that matter?" Then after another pause he asked: "How often
do you break a link of it?"
"Oh, often," she said. "It's always getting shorter."
And he murmured mysteriously: "H'm!"
He was still mysterious, withdrawn within himself extraordinarily
uninterested in his physical surroundings. But that evening he talked
more than he usually did. He was benevolent, and showed a particular
benevolence towards his mother, apparently exerting himself to answer
her questions with fullness and heartiness, as though admitting frankly
her right to be curious. He praised the tea; he seemed to notice what
he was eating. He took Spot on his knee, and gazed in admiration at
Fossette.
"By Jove!" he said, "that's a dog, that is! ... All the same...." And
he burst out laughing.
"I won't have Fossette laughed at," Sophia warned him.
"No, seriously," he said, in his quality of an amateur of dogs; "she is
very fine." Even then he could not help adding: "What you can see of
her!"
Whereupon Sophia shook her head, deprecating such wit. Sophia was very
lenient towards him. Her leniency could be perceived in her eyes, which
followed his movements all the time. "Do you think he is like me,
Constance?" she asked.
"I wish I was half as good-looking," said Cyril, quickly; and Constance
said:
"As a baby he was very like you. He was a handsome baby. He wasn't at
all like you when he was at school. These last few years he's begun to
be like you again. He's very much changed since he left school; he was
rather heavy and clumsy then."
"Heavy and clumsy!" exclaimed Sophia. "Well, I should never have
believed it!"
"Oh, but he was!" Constance insisted.
"Now, mater," said Cyril, "it's a pity you don't want that cake cutting
into. I think I could have eaten a bit of that cake. But of course if
it's only for show...!"
Constance sprang up, seizing a knife.
"You shouldn't tease your mother," Sophia told him. "He doesn't really
want any, Constance; he's regularly stuffed himself."
And Cyril agreed, "No, no, mater, don't cut it; I really couldn't. I
was only gassing."
But Constance could never clearly see through humour of that sort. She
cut three slices of cake, and she held the plate towards Cyril.
"I tell you I really couldn't!" he protested.
"Come!" she said obstinately. "I'm waiting! How much longer must I hold
this plate?"
And he had to take a slice. So had Sophia. When she was roused, they
both of them had to yield to Constance.
With the dogs, and the splendour of the tea-table under the gas, and
the distinction of Sophia and Cyril, and the conversation, which on the
whole was gay and free, rising at times to jolly garrulity, the scene
in her parlour ought surely to have satisfied Constance utterly. She
ought to have been quite happy, as her sciatica had raised the siege
for a space. But she was not quite happy. The circumstances of Cyril's
arrival had disturbed her; they had in fact wounded her, though she
would scarcely admit the wound. In the morning she had received a brief
letter from Cyril to say that he had not been able to come, and vaguely
promising, or half-promising, to run down at a later date. That letter
had the cardinal defects of all Cyril's relations with his mother; it
was casual, and it was not candid. It gave no hint of the nature of the
obstacle which had prevented him from coming. Cyril had always been too
secretive. She was gravely depressed by the letter, which she did not
show to Sophia, because it impaired her dignity as a mother, and
displayed her son in a bad light. Then about eleven o'clock a telegram
had come for Sophia.
"That's all right," Sophia had said, on reading it. "He'll be here this
evening!" And she had handed over the telegram, which read--
"Very well. Will come same train to-day."
And Constance learned that when Sophia had rushed out just before tea
on the previous evening, it was to telegraph to Cyril.
"What did you say to him?" Constance asked.
"Oh!" said Sophia, with a careless air, "I told him I thought he ought
to come. After all, you're more important than any business, Constance!
And I don't like him behaving like that. I was determined he should
come!"
Sophia had tossed her proud head.
Constance had pretended to be pleased and grateful. But the existence
of a wound was incontestable. Sophia, then, could do more with Cyril
than she could! Sophia had only met him once, and could simply twist
him round her little finger. He would never have done so much for his
mother. A fine sort of an obstacle it must have been, if a single
telegram from Sophia could overcome it...! And Sophia, too, was
secretive. She had gone out and had telegraphed, and had not breathed a
word until she got the reply, sixteen hours later. She was secretive,
and Cyril was secretive. They resembled one another. They had taken to
one another. But Sophia was a curious mixture. When Constance had asked
her if she should go to the station again to meet Cyril, she had
replied scornfully: "No, indeed! I've done going to meet Cyril. People
who don't arrive must not expect to be met."
When Cyril drove up to the door, Sophia had been in attendance. She
hurried down the steps. "Don't say anything about my telegram," she had
rapidly whispered to Cyril; there was no time for further explanation.
Constance was at the top of the steps. Constance had not heard the
whisper, but she had seen it; and she saw a guilty, puzzled look on
Cyril's face, afterwards an ineffectively concealed conspiratorial look
on both their faces. They had 'something between them,' from which she,
the mother, was shut out! Was it not natural that she should be
wounded? She was far too proud to mention the telegrams. And as neither
Cyril nor Sophia mentioned them, the circumstances leading to Cyril's
change of plan were not referred to at all, which was very curious.
Then Cyril was more sociable than he had ever been; he was different,
under his aunt's gaze. Certainly he treated his mother faultlessly. But
Constance said to herself: "It is because she is here that he is so
specially nice to me."
When tea was finished and they were going upstairs to the drawing-room,
she asked him, with her eye on the 'Stag at Eve' engraving:
"Well, is it a success?"
"What?" His eye followed hers. "Oh, you've changed it! What did you do
that for, mater?"
"You said it would be better like that," she reminded him.
"Did I?" He seemed genuinely surprised. "I don't remember. I believe it
is better, though," he added. "It might be even better still if you
turned it the other way up."
He pulled a face to Sophia, and screwed up his shoulders, as if to
indicate: "I've done it, this time!"
"How? The other way up?" Constance queried. Then as she comprehended
that he was teasing her, she said: "Get away with you!" and pretended
to box his ears. "You were fond enough of that picture at one time!"
she said ironically.
"Yes, I was, mater," he submissively agreed. "There's no getting over
that." And he pressed her cheeks between his hands and kissed her.
In the drawing-room he smoked cigarettes and played the piano--waltzes
of his own composition. Constance and Sophia did not entirely
comprehend those waltzes. But they agreed that all were wonderful and
that one was very pretty indeed. (It soothed Constance that Sophia's
opinion coincided with hers.) He said that that waltz was the worst of
the lot. When he had finished with the piano, Constance informed him
about Amy. "Oh! She told me," he said, "when she brought me my water. I
didn't mention it because I thought it would be rather a sore subject."
Beneath the casualness of his tone there lurked a certain curiosity, a
willingness to hear details. He heard them.
At five minutes to ten, when Constance had yawned, he threw a bomb
among them on the hearthrug.
"Well," he said, "I've got an appointment with Matthew at the
Conservative Club at ten o'clock. I must go. Don't wait up for me."
Both women protested, Sophia the more vivaciously. It was Sophia now
who was wounded.
"It's business," he said, defending himself. "He's going away early
to-morrow, and it's my only chance." And as Constance did not brighten
he went on: "Business has to be attended to. You mustn't think I've got
nothing to do but enjoy myself."
No hint of the nature of the business! He never explained. As to
business, Constance knew only that she allowed him three hundred a
year, and paid his local tailor. The sum had at first seemed to her
enormous, but she had grown accustomed to it.
"I should have preferred you to see Mr. Peel-Swynnerton here," said
Constance. "You could have had a room to yourselves. I do not like you
going out at ten o'clock at night to a club."
"Well, good night, mater," he said, getting up. "See you to-morrow. I
shall take the key out of the door. It's true my pocket will never be
the same again."
Sophia saw Constance into bed, and provided her with two hot-water
bottles against sciatica. They did not talk much.
V
Sophia sat waiting on the sofa in the parlour. It appeared to her that,
though little more than a month had elapsed since her arrival in
Bursley, she had already acquired a new set of interests and anxieties.
Paris and her life there had receded in the strangest way. Sometimes
for hours she would absolutely forget Paris. Thoughts of Paris were
disconcerting; for either Paris or Bursley must surely be unreal! As
she sat waiting on the sofa Paris kept coming into her mind. Certainly
it was astonishing that she should be just as preoccupied with her
schemes for the welfare of Constance as she had ever been preoccupied
with schemes for the improvement of the Pension Frensham. She said to
herself: "My life has been so queer--and yet every part of it
separately seemed ordinary enough--how will it end?"
Then there were footfalls on the steps outside, and a key was put into
the door, which she at once opened.
"Oh!" exclaimed Cyril, startled, and also somewhat out of countenance.
"You're still up! Thanks." He came in, smoking the end of a cigar.
"Fancy having to cart that about!" he murmured, holding up the great
old-fashioned key before inserting it in the lock on the inside.
"I stayed up," said Sophia, "because I wanted to talk to you about your
mother, and it's so difficult to get a chance."
Cyril smiled, not without self-consciousness, and dropped into his
mother's rocking-chair, which he had twisted round with his feet to
face the sofa.
"Yes," he said. "I was wondering what was the real meaning of your
telegram. What was it?" He blew out a lot of smoke and waited for her
reply.
"I thought you ought to come down," said Sophia, cheerfully but firmly.
"It was a fearful disappointment to your mother that you didn't come
yesterday. And when she's expecting a letter from you and it doesn't
come, it makes her ill."
"Oh, well!" he said. "I'm glad it's no worse. I thought from your
telegram there was something seriously wrong. And then when you told me
not to mention it--when I came in...!"
She saw that he failed to realize the situation, and she lifted her
head challengingly.
"You neglect your mother, young man," she said.
"Oh, come now, auntie!" he answered quite gently. "You mustn't talk
like that. I write to her every week. I've never missed a week. I come
down as often as----"
"You miss the Sunday sometimes," Sophia interrupted him.
"Perhaps," he said doubtfully. "But what----"
"Don't you understand that she simply lives for your letters? And if
one doesn't come, she's very upset indeed--can't eat! And it brings on
her sciatica, and I don't know what!"
He was taken aback by her boldness, her directness.
"But how silly of her! A fellow can't always----"
"It may be silly. But there it is. You can't alter her. And, after all,
what would it cost you to be more attentive, even to write to her twice
a week? You aren't going to tell me you're so busy as all that! I know
a great deal more about young men than your mother does." She smiled
like an aunt.
He answered her smile sheepishly.
"If you'll only put yourself in your mother's place...!"
"I expect you're quite right," he said at length. "And I'm much obliged
to you for telling me. How was I to know?" He threw the end of the
cigar, with a large sweeping gesture, into the fire.
"Well, anyhow, you know now!" she said curtly; and she thought: "You
OUGHT to have known. It was your business to know." But she was pleased
with the way in which he had accepted her criticism, and the gesture
with which he threw away the cigar-end struck her as very distinguished.
"That's all right!" he said dreamily, as if to say: "That's done with."
And he rose.
Sophia, however, did not stir.
"Your mother's health is not what it ought to be," she went on, and
gave him a full account of her conversation with the doctor.
"Really!" Cyril murmured, leaning on the mantel-piece with his elbow
and looking down at her. "Stirling said that, did he? I should have
thought she would have been better where she is, in the Square."
"Why better in the Square?"
"Oh, I don't know!"
"Neither do I!"
"She's always been here."
"Yes." said Sophia, "she's been here a great deal too long."
"What do YOU suggest?" Cyril asked, with impatience in his voice
against this new anxiety that was being thrust upon him.
"Well," said Sophia, "what should you say to her coming to London and
living with you?"
Cyril started back. Sophia could see that he was genuinely shocked. "I
don't think that would do at all," he said.
"Why?"
"Oh! I don't think it would. London wouldn't suit her. She's not that
sort of woman. I really thought she was quite all right down here. She
wouldn't like London." He shook his head, looking up at the gas; his
eyes had a dangerous glare.
"But supposing she said she did?"
"Look here," Cyril began in a new and brighter tone. "Why don't you and
she keep house together somewhere? That would be the very--"
He turned his head sharply. There was a noise on the staircase, and the
staircase door opened with its eternal creak.
"Yes," said Sophia. "The Champs Elysees begins at the Place de la
Concorde, and ends----. Is that you, Constance?"
The figure of Constance filled the doorway. Her face was troubled. She
had heard Cyril in the street, and had come down to see why he remained
so long in the parlour. She was astounded to find Sophia with him.
There they were, as intimate as cronies, chattering about Paris!
Undoubtedly she was jealous! Never did Cyril talk like that to her!
"I thought you were in bed and asleep, Sophia," she said weakly. "It's
nearly one o'clock."
"No," said Sophia. "I didn't seem to feel like going to bed; and then
Cyril happened to come in."
But neither she nor Cyril could look innocent. And Constance glanced
from one to the other apprehensively.
The next morning Cyril received a letter which, he said--with no
further explanation--forced him to leave at once. He intimated that
there had been danger in his coming just then, and that matters had
turned out as he had feared.
"You think over what I said," he whispered to Sophia when they were
alone for an instant, "and let me know."
VI
A week before Easter the guests of the Rutland Hotel in the Broad Walk,
Buxton, being assembled for afternoon tea in the "lounge" of that
establishment, witnessed the arrival of two middle-aged ladies and two
dogs. Critically to examine newcomers was one of the amusements of the
occupants of the lounge. This apartment, furnished "in the oriental
style," made a pretty show among the photographs in the illustrated
brochure of the hotel, and, though draughty, it was of all the public
rooms the favourite. It was draughty because only separated from the
street (if the Broad Walk can be called a street) by two pairs of
swinging-doors--in charge of two page-boys. Every visitor entering the
hotel was obliged to pass through the lounge, and for newcomers the
passage was an ordeal; they were made to feel that they had so much to
learn, so much to get accustomed to; like passengers who join a ship at
a port of call, they felt that the business lay before them of creating
a niche for themselves in a hostile and haughty society. The two ladies
produced a fairly favourable impression at the outset by reason of
their two dogs. It is not every one who has the courage to bring dogs
into an expensive private hotel; to bring one dog indicates that you
are not accustomed to deny yourself small pleasures for the sake of a
few extra shillings; to bring two indicates that you have no fear of
hotel-managers and that you are in the habit of regarding your own whim
as nature's law. The shorter and stouter of the two ladies did not
impose herself with much force on the collective vision of the Rutland;
she was dressed in black, not fashionably, though with a certain
unpretending richness; her gestures were timid and nervous; evidently
she relied upon her tall companion to shield her in the first trying
contacts of hotel life. The tall lady was of a different stamp.
Handsome, stately, deliberate, and handsomely dressed in colours, she
had the assured hard gaze of a person who is thoroughly habituated to
the inspection of strangers. She curtly asked one of the page-boys for
the manager, and the manager's wife tripped rapidly down the stairs in
response, and was noticeably deferential--Her voice was quiet and
commanding, the voice of one who gives orders that are obeyed. The
opinion of the lounge was divided as to whether or not they were
sisters.
They vanished quietly upstairs in convoy of the manager's wife, and
they did not re-appear for the lounge tea, which in any case would have
been undrinkably stewed. It then became known, by the agency of one of
those guests, to be found in every hotel, who acquire all the secrets
of the hotel by the exercise of unabashed curiosity on the personnel,
that the two ladies had engaged two bedrooms, Nos. 17 and 18, and the
sumptuous private parlour with a balcony on the first floor, styled "C"
in the nomenclature of rooms. This fact definitely established the
position of the new arrivals in the moral fabric of the hotel. They
were wealthy. They had money to throw away. For even in a select hotel
like the Rutland it is not everybody who indulges in a private
sitting-room; there were only four such apartments in the hotel, as
against fifty bedrooms.
At dinner they had a small table to themselves in a corner. The short
lady wore a white shawl over her shoulders. Her almost apologetic
manner during the meal confirmed the view that she must be a very
simple person, unused to the world and its ways. The other continued to
be imperial. She ordered half-a-bottle of wine and drank two glasses.
She stared about her quite self-unconsciously, whereas the little woman
divided her glances between her companion and her plate. They did not
talk much. Immediately after dinner they retired. "Widows in easy
circumstances" was the verdict; but the contrast between the pair held
puzzles that piqued the inquisitive.
Sophia had conquered again. Once more Sophia had resolved to accomplish
a thing and she had accomplished it. Events had fallen out thus. The
advertisement for a general servant in the Signal had been a
disheartening failure. A few answers were received, but of an entirely
unsatisfactory character. Constance, a great deal more than Sophia, had
been astounded by the bearing and the demands of modern servants.
Constance was in despair. If Constance had not had an immense pride she
would have been ready to suggest to Sophia that Amy should be asked to
'stay on.' But Constance would have accepted a modern impudent wench
first. It was Maria Critchlow who got Constance out of her difficulty
by giving her particulars of a reliable servant who was about to leave
a situation in which she had stayed for eight years. Constance did not
imagine that a servant recommended by Maria Critchlow would suit her,
but, being in a quandary, she arranged to see the servant, and both she
and Sophia were very pleased with the girl--Rose Bennion by name. The
mischief was that Rose would not be free until about a month after Amy
had left. Rose would have left her old situation, but she had a fancy
to go and spend a fortnight with a married sister at Manchester before
settling into new quarters. Constance and Sophia felt that this caprice
of Rose's was really very tiresome and unnecessary. Of course Amy might
have been asked to 'stay on' just for a month. Amy would probably have
volunteered to do so had she been aware of the circumstances. She was
not, however, aware of the circumstances. And Constance was determined
not to be beholden to Amy for anything. What could the sisters do?
Sophia, who conducted all the interviews with Rose and other
candidates, said that it would be a grave error to let Rose slip.
Besides, they had no one to take her place, no one who could come at
once.
The dilemma was appalling. At least, it seemed appalling to Constance,
who really believed that no mistress had ever been so 'awkwardly
fixed.' And yet, when Sophia first proposed her solution, Constance
considered it to be a quite impossible solution. Sophia's idea was that
they should lock up the house and leave it on the same day as Amy left
it, to spend a few weeks in some holiday resort. To begin with, the
idea of leaving the house empty seemed to Constance a mad idea. The
house had never been left empty. And then--going for a holiday in
April! Constance had never been for a holiday except in the month of
August. No! The project was beset with difficulties and dangers which
could not be overcome nor provided against. For example, "We can't come
back to a dirty house," said Constance. "And we can't have a strange
servant coming here before us." To which Sophia had replied: "Then what
SHALL you do?" And Constance, after prodigious reflection on the
frightful pass to which destiny had brought her, had said that she
supposed she would have to manage with a charwoman until Rose's advent.
She asked Sophia if she remembered old Maggie. Sophia, of course,
perfectly remembered. Old Maggie was dead, as well as the drunken,
amiable Hollins, but there was a young Maggie (wife of a bricklayer)
who went out charing in the spare time left from looking after seven
children. The more Constance meditated upon young Maggie, the more was
she convinced that young Maggie would meet the case. Constance felt she
could trust young Maggie.
This expression of trust in Maggie was Constance's undoing. Why should
they not go away, and arrange with Maggie to come to the house a few
days before their return, to clean and ventilate? The weight of reason
overbore Constance. She yielded unwillingly, but she yielded. It was
the mention of Buxton that finally moved her. She knew Buxton. Her old
landlady at Buxton was dead, and Constance had not visited the place
since before Samuel's death; nevertheless its name had a reassuring
sound to her ears, and for sciatica its waters and climate were
admitted to be the best in England. Gradually Constance permitted
herself to be embarked on this perilous enterprise of shutting up the
house for twenty-five days. She imparted the information to Amy, who
was astounded. Then she commenced upon her domestic preparations. She
wrapped Samuel's Family Bible in brown paper; she put Cyril's
straw-framed copy of Sir Edwin Landseer away in a drawer, and she took
ten thousand other precautions. It was grotesque; it was farcical; it
was what you please. And when, with the cab at the door and the luggage
on the cab, and the dogs chained together, and Maria Critchlow waiting
on the pavement to receive the key, Constance put the key into the door
on the outside, and locked up the empty house, Constance's face was
tragic with innumerable apprehensions. And Sophia felt that she had
performed a miracle. She had.
On the whole the sisters were well received in the hotel, though they
were not at an age which commands popularity. In the criticism which
was passed upon them--the free, realistic and relentless criticism of
private hotels--Sophia was at first set down as overbearing. But in a
few days this view was modified, and Sophia rose in esteem. The fact
was that Sophia's behaviour changed after forty-eight hours. The
Rutland Hotel was very good. It was so good as to disturb Sophia's
profound beliefs that there was in the world only one truly high-class
pension, and that nobody could teach the creator of that unique pension
anything about the art of management. The food was excellent; the
attendance in the bedrooms was excellent (and Sophia knew how difficult
of attainment was excellent bedroom attendance); and to the eye the
interior of the Rutland presented a spectacle far richer than the
Pension Frensham could show. The standard of comfort was higher. The
guests had a more distinguished appearance. It is true that the prices
were much higher. Sophia was humbled. She had enough sense to adjust
her perspective. Further, she found herself ignorant of many matters
which by the other guests were taken for granted and used as a basis
for conversation. Prolonged residence in Paris would not justify this
ignorance; it seemed rather to intensify its strangeness. Thus, when
someone of cosmopolitan experience, having learnt that she had lived in
Paris for many years, asked what had been going on lately at the
Comedie Francaise, she had to admit that she had not been in a French
theatre for nearly thirty years. And when, on a Sunday, the same person
questioned her about the English chaplain in Paris, lo! she knew
nothing but his name, had never even seen him. Sophia's life, in its
way, had been as narrow as Constance's. Though her experience of human
nature was wide, she had been in a groove as deep as Constance's. She
had been utterly absorbed in doing one single thing.
By tacit agreement she had charge of the expedition. She paid all the
bills. Constance protested against the expensiveness of the affair
several times, but Sophia quietened her by sheer force of
individuality. Constance had one advantage over Sophia. She knew Buxton
and its neighbourhood intimately, and she was therefore in a position
to show off the sights and to deal with local peculiarities. In all
other respects Sophia led.
They very soon became acclimatized to the hotel. They moved easily
between Turkey carpets and sculptured ceilings; their eyes grew used to
the eternal vision of themselves and other slow-moving dignities in
gilt mirrors, to the heaviness of great oil-paintings of picturesque
scenery, to the indications of surreptitious dirt behind massive
furniture, to the grey-brown of the shirt-fronts of the waiters, to the
litter of trays, boots and pails in long corridors; their ears were
always awake to the sounds of gongs and bells. They consulted the
barometer and ordered the daily carriage with the perfunctoriness of
habit. They discovered what can be learnt of other people's needlework
in a hotel on a wet day. They performed co-operative outings with
fellow-guests. They invited fellow-guests into their sitting-room. When
there was an entertainment they did not avoid it. Sophia was determined
to do everything that could with propriety be done, partly as an outlet
for her own energy (which since she left Paris had been accumulating),
but more on Constance's account. She remembered all that Dr. Stirling
had said, and the heartiness of her own agreement with his opinions. It
was a great day when, under tuition of an aged lady and in the privacy
of their parlour, they both began to study the elements of Patience.
Neither had ever played at cards. Constance was almost afraid to touch
cards, as though in the very cardboard there had been something
unrighteous and perilous. But the respectability of a luxurious private
hotel makes proper every act that passes within its walls. And
Constance plausibly argued that no harm could come from a game which
you played by yourself. She acquired with some aptitude several
varieties of Patience. She said: "I think I could enjoy that, if I kept
at it. But it does make my head whirl."
Nevertheless Constance was not happy in the hotel. She worried the
whole time about her empty house. She anticipated difficulties and even
disasters. She wondered again and again whether she could trust the
second Maggie in her house alone, whether it would not be better to
return home earlier and participate personally in the cleaning. She
would have decided to do so had it not been that she hesitated to
subject Sophia to the inconvenience of a house upside down. The matter
was on her mind, always. Always she was restlessly anticipating the day
when they would leave. She had carelessly left her heart behind in St.
Luke's Square. She had never stayed in a hotel before, and she did not
like it. Sciatica occasionally harassed her. Yet when it came to the
point she would not drink the waters. She said she never had drunk
them, and seemed to regard that as a reason why she never should.
Sophia had achieved a miracle in getting her to Buxton for nearly a
month, but the ultimate grand effect lacked brilliance.
Then came the fatal letter, the desolating letter, which vindicated
Constance's dark apprehensions. Rose Bennion calmly wrote to say that
she had decided not to come to St. Luke's Square. She expressed regret
for any inconvenience which might possibly be caused; she was polite.
But the monstrousness of it! Constance felt that this actually and
truly was the deepest depth of her calamities. There she was, far from
a dirty home, with no servant and no prospect of a servant! She bore
herself bravely, nobly; but she was stricken. She wanted to return to
the dirty home at once.
Sophia felt that the situation created by this letter would demand her
highest powers of dealing with situations, and she determined to deal
with it adequately. Great measures were needed, for Constance's health
and happiness were at stake. She alone could act. She knew that she
could not rely upon Cyril. She still had an immense partiality for
Cyril; she thought him the most charming young man she had ever known;
she knew him to be industrious and clever; but in his relations with
his mother there was a hardness, a touch of callousness. She explained
it vaguely by saying that 'they did not get on well together'; which
was strange, considering Constance's sweet affectionateness. Still,
Constance could be a little trying--at times. Anyhow, it was soon clear
to Sophia that the idea of mother and son living together in London was
entirely impracticable. No! If Constance was to be saved from herself,
there was no one but Sophia to save her.
After half a morning spent chiefly in listening to Constance's hopeless
comments on the monstrous letter, Sophia said suddenly that she must
take the dogs for an airing. Constance did not feel equal to walking
out, and she would not drive. She did not want Sophia to 'venture,'
because the sky threatened. However, Sophia did venture, and she
returned a few minutes late for lunch, full of vigour, with two happy
dogs. Constance was moodily awaiting her in the dining-room. Constance
could not eat. But Sophia ate, and she poured out cheerfulness and
energy as from a source inexhaustible. After lunch it began to rain.
Constance said she thought she should retire directly to the
sitting-room. "I'm coming too," said Sophia, who was still wearing her
hat and coat and carried her gloves in her hand. In the pretentious and
banal sitting-room they sat down on either side the fire. Constance put
a little shawl round her shoulders, pushed her spectacles into her grey
hair, folded her hands, and sighed an enormous sigh: "Oh, dear!" She
was the tragic muse, aged, and in black silk.
"I tell you what I've been thinking," said Sophia, folding up her
gloves.
"What?" asked Constance, expecting some wonderful solution to come out
of Sophia's active brain.
"There's no earthly reason why you should go back to Bursley. The house
won't run away, and it's costing nothing but the rent. Why not take
things easy for a bit?"
"And stay here?" said Constance, with an inflection that enlightened
Sophia as to the intensity of her dislike of the existence at the
Rutland.
"No, not here," Sophia answered with quick deprecation. "There are
plenty of other places we could go to."
"I don't think I should be easy in my mind," said Constance. "What with
nothing being settled, the house----"
"What does it matter about the house?"
"It matters a great deal," said Constance, seriously, and slightly
hurt. "I didn't leave things as if we were going to be away for a long
time. It wouldn't do."
"I don't see that anything could come to any harm, I really don't!"
said Sophia, persuasively. "Dirt can always be cleaned, after all. I
think you ought to go about more. It would do you good--all the good in
the world. And there is no reason why you shouldn't go about. You are
perfectly free. Why shouldn't we go abroad together, for instance, you
and I? I'm sure you would enjoy it very much."
"Abroad?" murmured Constance, aghast, recoiling from the proposition as
from a grave danger.
"Yes," said Sophia, brightly and eagerly. She was determined to take
Constance abroad. "There are lots of places we could go to, and live
very comfortably among nice English people." She thought of the resorts
she had visited with Gerald in the sixties. They seemed to her like
cities of a dream. They came back to her as a dream recurs.
"I don't think going abroad would suit me," said Constance.
"But why not? You don't know. You've never tried, my dear." She smiled
encouragingly. But Constance did not smile. Constance was inclined to
be grim.
"I don't think it would," said she, obstinately. "I'm one of your
stay-at-homes. I'm not like you. We can't all be alike," she added,
with her 'tart' accent.
Sophia suppressed a feeling of irritation. She knew that she had a
stronger individuality than Constance's.
"Well, then," she said, with undiminished persuasiveness, "in England
or Scotland. There are several places I should like to visit--Torquay,
Tunbridge Wells. I've always under-stood that Tunbridge Wells is a very
nice town indeed, with very superior people, and a beautiful climate."
"I think I shall have to be getting back to St. Luke's Square," said
Constance, ignoring all that Sophia had said. "There's so much to be
done."
Then Sophia looked at Constance with a more serious and resolute air;
but still kindly, as though looking thus at Constance for Constance's
own good.
"You are making a mistake, Constance," she said, "if you will allow me
to say so."
"A mistake!" exclaimed Constance, startled.
"A very great mistake," Sophia insisted, observing that she was
creating an effect.
"I don't see how I can be making a mistake," Constance said, gaining
confidence in herself, as she thought the matter over.
"No," said Sophia, "I'm sure you don't see it. But you are. You know,
you are just a little apt to let yourself be a slave to that house of
yours. Instead of the house existing for you, you exist for the house."
"Oh! Sophia!" Constance muttered awkwardly. "What ideas you do have, to
be sure!" In her nervousness she rose and picked up some embroidery,
adjusting her spectacles and coughing. When she sat down she said: "No
one could take things easier than I do as regards housekeeping. I can
assure you I let dozens of little matters go, rather than bother
myself."
"Then why do you bother now?" Sophia posed her.
"I can't leave the place like that." Constance was hurt.
"There's one thing I can't understand," said Sophia, raising her head
and gazing at Constance again, "and that is, why you live in St. Luke's
Square at all."
"I must live somewhere. And I'm sure it's very pleasant."
"In all that smoke! And with that dirt! And the house is very old."
"It's a great deal better built than a lot of those new houses by the
Park," Constance sharply retorted. In spite of herself she resented any
criticism of her house. She even resented the obvious truth that it was
old.
"You'll never get a servant to stay in that cellar-kitchen, for one
thing," said Sophia, keeping calm.
"Oh! I don't know about that! I don't know about that! That Bennion
woman didn't object to it, anyway. It's all very well for you, Sophia,
to talk like that. But I know Bursley perhaps better than you do." She
was tart again. "And I can assure you that my house is looked upon as a
very good house indeed."
"Oh! I don't say it isn't; I don't say it isn't. But you would be
better away from it. Every one says that."
"Every one?" Constance looked up, dropping her work. "Who? Who's been
talking about me?"
"Well," said Sophia, "the doctor, for instance."
"Dr. Stirling? I like that! He's always saying that Bursley is one of
the healthiest climates in England. He's always sticking up for
Bursley."
"Dr. Stirling thinks you ought to go away more--not stay always in that
dark house." If Sophia had sufficiently reflected she would not have
used the adjective 'dark.' It did not help her cause.
"Oh, does he!" Constance fairly snorted. "Well, if it's of any interest
to Dr. Stirling, I like my dark house."
"Hasn't he ever told you you ought to go away more?" Sophia persisted.
"He may have mentioned it," Constance reluctantly admitted.
"When he was talking to me he did a good deal more than mention it. And
I've a good mind to tell you what he said."
"Do!" said Constance, politely.
"You don't realize how serious it is, I'm afraid," said Sophia. "You
can't see yourself." She hesitated a moment. Her blood being stirred by
Constance's peculiar inflection of the phrase 'my dark house,' her
judgment was slightly obscured. She decided to give Constance a fairly
full version of the conversation between herself and the doctor.
"It's a question of your health," she finished. "I think it's my duty
to talk to you seriously, and I have done. I hope you'll take it as
it's meant."
"Oh, of course!" Constance hastened to say. And she thought: "It isn't
yet three months that we've been together, and she's trying already to
get me under her thumb."
A pause ensued. Sophia at length said: "There's no doubt that both your
sciatica and your palpitations are due to nerves. And you let your
nerves get into a state because you worry over trifles. A change would
do you a tremendous amount of good. It's just what you need. Really,
you must admit, Constance, that the idea of living always in a place
like St. Luke's Square, when you are perfectly free to do what you like
and go where you like--you must admit it's rather too much."
Constance put her lips together and bent over her embroidery.
"Now, what do you say?" Sophia gently entreated.
"There's some of us like Bursley, black as it is!" said Constance. And
Sophia was surprised to detect tears in her sister's voice.
"Now, my dear Constance," she remonstrated.
"It's no use!" cried Constance, flinging away her work, and letting her
tears flow suddenly. Her face was distorted. She was behaving just like
a child. "It's no use! I've got to go back home and look after things.
It's no use. Here we are pitching money about in this place. It's
perfectly sinful. Drives, carriages, extras! A shilling a day extra for
each dog. I never heard of such goings-on. And I'd sooner be at home.
That's it. I'd sooner be at home." This was the first reference that
Constance had made for a long time to the question of expense, and
incomparably the most violent. It angered Sophia.
"We will count it that you are here as my guest," said Sophia, loftily,
"if that is how you look at it."
"Oh no!" said Constance. "It isn't the money I grudge. Oh no, we
won't." And her tears were falling thick.
"Yes, we will," said Sophia, coldly. "I've only been talking to you for
your own good. I--"
"Well," Constance interrupted her despairingly, "I wish you wouldn't
try to domineer over me!"
"Domineer!" exclaimed Sophia, aghast. "Well, Constance, I do think--"
She got up and went to her bedroom, where the dogs were imprisoned.
They escaped to the stairs. She was shaking with emotion. This was what
came of trying to help other people! Imagine Constance...! Truly
Constance was most unjust, and quite unlike her usual self! And Sophia
encouraged in her breast the feeling of injustice suffered. But a voice
kept saying to her: "You've made a mess of this. You've not conquered
this time. You're beaten. And the situation is unworthy of you, of both
of you. Two women of fifty quarreling like this! It's undignified.
You've made a mess of things." And to strangle the voice, she did her
best to encourage the feeling of injustice suffered.
'Domineer!'
And Constance was absolutely in the wrong. She had not argued at all.
She had merely stuck to her idea like a mule! How difficult and painful
would be the next meeting with Constance, after this grievous
miscarriage!
As she was reflecting thus the door burst open, and Constance stumbled,
as it were blindly, into the bedroom. She was still weeping.
"Sophia!" she sobbed, supplicatingly, and all her fat body was
trembling. "You mustn't kill me ... I'm like that--you can't alter me.
I'm like that. I know I'm silly. But it's no use!" She made a piteous
figure.
Sophia was aware of a lump in her throat.
"It's all right, Constance; it's all right. I quite understand. Don't
bother any more."
Constance, catching her breath at intervals, raised her wet, worn face
and kissed her.
Sophia remembered the very words, 'You can't alter her,' which she had
used in remonstrating with Cyril. And now she had been guilty of
precisely the same unreason as that with which she had reproached
Cyril! She was ashamed, both for herself and for Constance. Assuredly
it had not been such a scene as women of their age would want to go
through often. It was humiliating. She wished that it could have been
blotted out as though it had never happened. Neither of them ever
forgot it. They had had a lesson. And particularly Sophia had had a
lesson. Having learnt, they left the Rutland, amid due ceremonies, and
returned to St. Luke's Square.
CHAPTER IV
END OF SOPHIA
I
The kitchen steps were as steep, dark, and difficult as ever. Up those
steps Sophia Scales, nine years older than when she had failed to
persuade Constance to leave the Square, was carrying a large basket,
weighted with all the heaviness of Fossette. Sophia, despite her age,
climbed the steps violently, and burst with equal violence into the
parlour, where she deposited the basket on the floor near the empty
fireplace. She was triumphant and breathless. She looked at Constance,
who had been standing near the door in the attitude of a shocked
listener.
"There!" said Sophia. "Did you hear how she talked?"
"Yes," said Constance. "What shall you do?"
"Well," said Sophia. "I had a very good mind to order her out of the
house at once. But then I thought I would take no notice. Her time will
be up in three weeks. It's best to be indifferent. If once they see
they can upset you.... However, I wasn't going to leave Fossette down there
to her tender mercies a moment longer. She's simply not looked after
her at all."
Sophia went on her knees to the basket, and, pulling aside the dog's
hair, round about the head, examined the skin. Fossette was a sick dog
and behaved like one. Fossette, too, was nine years older, and her
senility was offensive. She was to no sense a pleasant object.
"See here," said Sophia.
Constance also knelt to the basket.
"And here," said Sophia. "And here."
The dog sighed, the insincere and pity-seeking sigh of a spoilt animal.
Fossette foolishly hoped by such appeals to be spared the annoying
treatment prescribed for her by the veterinary surgeon.
While the sisters were coddling her, and protecting her from her own
paws, and trying to persuade her that all was for the best, another
aged dog wandered vaguely into the room: Spot. Spot had very few teeth,
and his legs were stiff. He had only one vice, jealousy. Fearing that
Fossette might be receiving the entire attention of his mistresses, he
had come to inquire into the situation. When he found the justification
of his gloomiest apprehensions, he nosed obstinately up to Constance,
and would not be put off. In vain Constance told him at length that he
was interfering with the treatment. In vain Sophia ordered him sharply
to go away. He would not listen to reason, being furious with jealousy.
He got his foot into the basket.
"Will you!" exclaimed Sophia angrily, and gave him a clout on his old
head. He barked snappishly, and retired to the kitchen again,
disillusioned, tired of the world, and nursing his terrific grievance.
"I do declare," said Sophia, "that dog gets worse and worse."
Constance said nothing.
When everything was done that could be done for the aged virgin in the
basket, the sisters rose from their knees, stiffly; and they began to
whisper to each other about the prospects of obtaining a fresh servant.
They also debated whether they could tolerate the criminal
eccentricities of the present occupant of the cave for yet another
three weeks. Evidently they were in the midst of a crisis. To judge
from Constance's face every imaginable woe had been piled on them by
destiny without the slightest regard for their powers of resistance.
Her eyes had the permanent look of worry, and there was in them also
something of the self-defensive. Sophia had a bellicose air, as though
the creature in the cave had squarely challenged her, and she was
decided to take up the challenge. Sophia's tone seemed to imply an
accusation of Constance. The general tension was acute.
Then suddenly their whispers expired, and the door opened and the
servant came in to lay the supper. Her nose was high, her gaze cruel,
radiant, and conquering. She was a pretty and an impudent girl of about
twenty-three. She knew she was torturing her old and infirm mistresses.
She did not care. She did it purposely. Her motto was: War on
employers, get all you can out of them, for they will get all they can
out of you. On principle--the sole principle she possessed--she would
not stay in a place more than six months. She liked change. And
employers did not like change. She was shameless with men. She ignored
all orders as to what she was to eat and what she was not to eat. She
lived up to the full resources of her employers. She could be to the
last degree slatternly. Or she could be as neat as a pin, with an apron
that symbolized purity and propriety, as to-night. She could be idle
during a whole day, accumulating dirty dishes from morn till eve. On
the other hand she could, when she chose, work with astonishing
celerity and even thoroughness. In short, she was born to infuriate a
mistress like Sophia and to wear out a mistress like Constance. Her
strongest advantage in the struggle was that she enjoyed altercation;
she revelled in a brawl; she found peace tedious. She was perfectly
calculated to convince the sisters that times had worsened, and that
the world would never again be the beautiful, agreeable place it once
had been.
Her gestures as she laid the table were very graceful, in the pert
style. She dropped forks into their appointed positions with disdain;
she made slightly too much noise; when she turned she manoeuvred her
swelling hips as though for the benefit of a soldier in a handsome
uniform.
Nothing but the servant had been changed in that house. The harmonium
on which Mr. Povey used occasionally to play was still behind the door;
and on the harmonium was the tea-caddy of which Mrs. Baines used to
carry the key on her bunch. In the corner to the right of the fireplace
still hung the cupboard where Mrs. Baines stored her pharmacopoeia. The
rest of the furniture was arranged as it had been arranged when the
death of Mrs. Baines endowed Mr. and Mrs. Povey with all the treasures
of the house at Axe. And it was as good as ever; better than ever. Dr.
Stirling often expressed the desire for a corner cupboard like Mrs.
Baines's corner cupboard. One item had been added: the 'Peel' compote
which Matthew Peel-Swynnerton had noticed in the dining-room of the
Pension Frensham. This majestic piece, which had been reserved by
Sophia in the sale of the pension, stood alone on a canterbury in the
drawingroom. She had stored it, with a few other trifles, in Paris, and
when she sent for it and the packing-case arrived, both she and
Constance became aware that they were united for the rest of their
lives. Of worldly goods, except money, securities, and clothes, that
compote was practically all that Sophia owned. Happily it was a
first-class item, doing no shame to the antique magnificence of the
drawing-room.
In yielding to Constance's terrible inertia, Sophia had meant
nevertheless to work her own will on the interior of the house. She had
meant to bully Constance into modernizing the dwelling. She did bully
Constance, but the house defied her. Nothing could be done to that
house. If only it had had a hall or lobby a complete transformation
would have been possible. But there was no access to the upper floor
except through the parlour. The parlour could not therefore be turned
into a kitchen and the basement suppressed, and the ladies of the house
could not live entirely on the upper floor. The disposition of the
rooms had to remain exactly as it had always been. There was the same
draught under the door, the same darkness on the kitchen stairs, the
same difficulties with tradesmen in the distant backyard, the same
twist in the bedroom stairs, the same eternal ascending and descending
of pails. An efficient cooking-stove, instead of the large and
capacious range, alone represented the twentieth century in the
fixtures of the house.
Buried at the root of the relations between the sisters was Sophia's
grudge against Constance for refusing to leave the Square. Sophia was
loyal. She would not consciously give with one hand while taking away
with the other, and in accepting Constance's decision she honestly
meant to close her eyes to its stupidity. But she could not entirely
succeed. She could not avoid thinking that the angelic Constance had
been strangely and monstrously selfish in refusing to quit the Square.
She marvelled that a woman of Constance's sweet and calm disposition
should be capable of so vast and ruthless an egotism. Constance must
have known that Sophia would not leave her, and that the habitation of
the Square was a continual irk to Sophia. Constance had never been able
to advance a single argument for remaining in the Square. And yet she
would not budge. It was so inconsistent with the rest of Constance's
behaviour. See Sophia sitting primly there by the table, a woman
approaching sixty, with immense experience written on the fine hardness
of her worn and distinguished face! Though her hair is not yet all
grey, nor her figure bowed, you would imagine that she would, in her
passage through the world, have learnt better than to expect a
character to be consistent. But no! She was ever disappointed and hurt
by Constance's inconsistency! And see Constance, stout and bowed,
looking more than her age with hair nearly white and slightly trembling
hands! See that face whose mark is meekness and the spirit of
conciliation, the desire for peace--you would not think that that
placid soul could, while submitting to it, inly rage against the
imposed weight of Sophia's individuality. "Because I wouldn't turn out
of my house to please her," Constance would say to herself, "she
fancies she is entitled to do just as she likes." Not often did she
secretly rebel thus, but it occurred sometimes. They never quarrelled.
They would have regarded separation as a disaster. Considering the
difference of their lives, they agreed marvellously in their judgment
of things. But that buried question of domicile prevented a complete
unity between, them. And its subtle effect was to influence both of
them to make the worst, instead of the best, of the trifling mishaps
that disturbed their tranquillity. When annoyed, Sophia would meditate
upon the mere fact that they lived in the Square for no reason
whatever, until it grew incredibly shocking to her. After all it was
scarcely conceivable that they should be living in the very middle of a
dirty, ugly, industrial town simply because Constance mulishly declined
to move. Another thing that curiously exasperated both of them upon
occasion was that, owing to a recurrence of her old complaint of
dizziness after meals, Sophia had been strictly forbidden to drink tea,
which she loved. Sophia chafed under the deprivation, and Constance's
pleasure was impaired because she had to drink it alone.
While the brazen and pretty servant, mysteriously smiling to herself,
dropped food and utensils on to the table, Constance and Sophia
attempted to converse with negligent ease upon indifferent topics, as
though nothing had occurred that day to mar the beauty of ideal
relations between employers and employed. The pretence was ludicrous.
The young wench saw through it instantly, and her mysterious smile
developed almost into a laugh.
"Please shut the door after you, Maud," said Sophia, as the girl picked
up her empty tray.
"Yes, ma'am," replied Maud, politely.
She went out and left the door open.
It was a defiance, offered from sheer, youthful, wanton mischief.