CHAPTER LIX

FORGIVEN

For two days, woe, perplexity, and dire confusion reigned in the temple

of the great Assyrian god. Baal might be an hungered, but they slew for

him no droves of sheep and oxen; athirst, but they poured him out no

drink-offerings; displeased, but they sought not favour and forgiveness

with praise and prayer, because his servants looked in vain for a

high-priest to interpret the commands of their deity, and the great

golden image, towering sullen, and unmoved, afforded neither word nor

sign. The denizens of the temple stared blankly in each other's faces,

for men doubted sore in this crisis of the Assyrian hierarchy whose turn

it might next be to die.

But on the third day, court and temple were once more redolent of

incense and bright with flowers; altars blazed, victims fell, ditches

ran crimson with blood. A hundred priests leaped, howled, and cut

themselves with knives, a thousand voices raised their hymn of triumph,

and Beladon, chosen by direct interposition of his god, under the

authority of Ninyas his king, was proclaimed high-priest of Baal, in

place of the dead man, crouched yonder on his stake in an open space

near the northern gate, already torn and mangled out of human likeness

by the birds of prey.

Careless of a fallen master, the new high-priest had turned gladly from

Assarac to obtain favour in the sight of Ninyas; and that prince was

content to give him honour and promotion in the mean time, waiting his

own leisure to destroy him without pity or remorse.

For on this third day, the son of Ninus again sat in the gate to

administer justice, again shook off the fetters of sloth, and the

drowsiness of wine-cups, to wear the royal tiara of his fathers, and

carry the sceptre of Nimrod in his hand.

The people of Babylon indeed clamoured loudly for their queen, crowding

the streets and terraces about her palace, rending the air with their

cries, vowing vengeance on priest and prophet, if she forbore to show

herself, and even threatening the sacred person of her son.

It needed all the influence of a priesthood bribed by gifts and

promises, all the intimidation of an army corrupted by gold and spoil,

to persuade them that she had left her faithful subjects for the realm

of those divinities to whom she was akin, and that the white doves they

had seen since sunrise, flitting on restless pinions through her

favourite city, were but so many messengers from the spirit-world,

bidding a nation of mourners take comfort for the departure of the Great

Queen.

It was to Beladon that Ninyas intrusted the promulgation of this strange

belief, resolving that so soon as the tumult had subsided, so soon as he

was himself firmly established on the throne, it would be wise to

destroy the only power that rivalled his own in the land of Shinar, by

the slaughter of their new high-priest, and general destruction of the

worship of Baal, in favour of Nebo, Nisroch, or some other deity, over

whose servants he would take care to retain undisputed influence and

control.

For in the golden morning, lying tossing and troubled on his couch, a

deep sleep had fallen on Ninyas, even with the rising of the sun, and he

had dreamed a dream, or seen a vision, such as moved even that heart of

his, so hardened by years of vice and self-indulgence, brought the

unaccustomed tears to those eyes blinded by folly, sensuality, and sin.

He dreamed that he was a child once more--a tender happy child,

triumphant in a new toy, or a treasure of fruit and flowers, loving,

hopeful, and believing in his mother, the queen, as he believed in the

light of day. He thought she came to his bedside carrying a fair and

bending lotus in her hand; that she withheld from him the flower,

resisting alike his prayers, his caresses, and his tears; that in his

impatience and childish wrath, he seized the white caressing hand and

bit it till the blood came, striking and buffeting the while so fiercely

that his efforts seemed to wake him, and yet he could not rise, though

he knew that he lay there a grown man, stretched on his own royal couch,

struggling with the influence of a dream.

He must be helpless, he felt, and passive--chilled, shivering,

speechless--so long as those reproachful eyes held him in their gaze, so

long as that stately figure bent over him so tenderly, that pale sad

face confronted his own in the shadow of an unearthly beauty, that awed

him with the majesty of death.

His tongue clave to the roof of his mouth, yet it seemed loosened, and

his senses were freed from their heaviest restraint, when the vision

addressed him; for was it not his mother's voice? And in spite of the

injuries she had inflicted, in spite of injustice, treachery, all that

had come and gone, those tones were liquid with a music that could still

dominate his spirit, still soften and subdue his heart. "Ninyas," she

said, "beloved, has it come to this, that my son could thirst for his

mother's blood?" He almost believed while she spoke there were red drops

on the white hand that had tended and fondled him from a child. Twice he

raised his eyes to hers, and cast them down in very shame; twice he

essayed an answer, and his lips refused to form the words; but the third

time he took courage, and, with a great effort, exclaimed, "Forgive me,

mother; for I have sinned! I am unworthy to reign in Shinar; I am

unworthy even to draw bow among the sons of Ashur! Yet forgive me,

mother; for am I not your son?"

A smile, unspeakably sad and tender, came over the pale fair face. "I

have forgiven," said she, "although the arrow from my son's quiver bit

into my very heart. Listen, Ninyas: it was foretold long ago, by one who

read the stars, and who knows doubtless, ere now, whether he read them

right--it was foretold, I say, by this wise man, that when the spear on

which she leaned at her utmost need should break and wound her hand,

then must the doves that nourished her childhood come back to lead

Semiramis away, and the sons of Ashur must wander to and fro through old

Nineveh and mighty Babylon, and all the wide bounds of the land of

Shinar, asking each other in vain for tidings of the Great Queen. I

mourned in sorrow and sadness, but my son was yet left to me, and I

leaned on him as his father was wont to lean after battle on his spear.

My spear is broken, my son has failed me; he would reign unvexed,

unwearied by the counsels of his mother. Go to! He will never look on

that mother's face again."

He fell into a great sweat and trembling; with a desperate effort, he

leaped like a young lion from his couch, to fall at her feet and clasp

her knees, and detain her even by force, that he might make amends.

Alas, he grasped the empty air! He searched in vain with eager gaze

throughout the chamber, and looked only on coloured carvings and

vermilion roof, on alabaster columns, scarlet hangings, winged monsters

tipped with gold, all the pomp and symbols of imperial sovereignty, his

own without question now, because she was gone for evermore. Then he

burst into a passion of tears, and so, draining the flagon of Damascus

wine that stood by his couch, felt comforted, and went out among his

people with diadem and sceptre, feeling in his heart, that at last he

was really an Assyrian king.

As the day waned, and the populace, who had been feasted at the royal

expense, found themselves refreshed with food and gladdened by wine,

discontent gave way to hilarity, and anxiety for the fate of their queen

lapsed into easy indifference, or a stupid satisfaction in those

supernatural attributes, by which they were taught to account for her

disappearance.

It was credited of all men that she had been claimed by the unearthly

order of beings to which she belonged; that she had only been intrusted

for a time to the Assyrians, for the completion of their national glory;

and that now, having fulfilled her mission, she was summoned back by

kindred spirits, who, in the form of doves, birds she always prized and

cherished, were to-day flitting in unusual numbers about the city of her

choice.

Kalmim, whose eyes were red with weeping, stoutly supported the general

belief, finding in it, no doubt, a salve for certain qualms of

conscience she could not but entertain, regarding her own varying

loyalty towards the mistress she served. This nimble-tongued tirewoman

found herself regretting many a hint she had thrown out, many a petty

scandal she had promulgated in derision of the Great Queen to have seen

her back in the royal palace, to have smoothed her robes, tired her

head, and done her bidding once more, Kalmim would willingly have given

all she prized in the world, except perhaps the affection of Sethos,

whom she now claimed as her own possession, by every rite of love and

law known in the land of Shinar.

Standing with him on a house-top over against the temple of Baal, and

marking with fond eyes how his bright young face glowed in the parting

rays of a sun already touching the horizon of the desert, she could not

forbear a sigh of pity for one whose lot, in spite of beauty, glory, and

power, seemed so dark and sad, compared to her own.

"She had everything Baal and Ashtaroth could bestow," observed Kalmim,

looking lovingly in her companion's face. "And see what has been the

end. To hover, like an evil spirit, saddened and restless, about the

place that is still bright with her glory, and then to vanish, none can

tell where, like a cloud that comes up from the desert with promise of

rain, and while man and beast are yet athirst to welcome it, lo, it has

passed over, and is gone."

"We shall see her no more," answered Sethos. "Nor shall we see one like

unto her again. Since Ashur came down from the stars to lead them, his

children have known but one great Queen. Of a surety, it is enough!

Another Ashtaroth would set the heavens in a blaze; another Semiramis

would be too much for the vexed earth to sustain."

She glanced at him sharply, but his features wore their usual expression

of placid and somewhat languid content.

"She was not happy," said Kalmim, as if puzzled to account for the

anomaly. "And yet she had wisdom, fame, courage, riches, unlimited

empire, and, O Sethos, beauty surpassing even the daughters of the

stars!"

"The last is the gift you grudge her most," observed the cup-bearer,

with a quiet smile, as of one who directs his shaft, though without

malice, straight towards its mark.

But instead of flushed denial or indignant retort, he was surprised to

note on Kalmim's face an expression of real apprehension. She turned

quite pale, while she replied,

"It is a fatal possession for the owner, when spoilers can be found who

scruple not to share in it by the strong hand. O Sethos," she added,

with a shudder, pointing to the temple of Baal, "there is but one man I

fear in the whole of Babylon, and he stands, night and morning, before

the altar of his god, the second in power through all the land of

Shinar, after my lord the king."

Sethos laughed outright, whereat, in Kalmim's eyes, displeasure took the

place of fear.

"Listen," said he, "and remember that I am not given to vain words, but

that I speak only so much as I surely know. Do you dread the handful of

bleached bones, the few dangling strips of blackened flesh, that were

once that famous eunuch who made himself chief counsellor of princes,

mightiest leader of armies in all Assyria, and great interpreter of the

god he worshipped, to rule, as it seemed, rather than to obey? I tell

you, Kalmim, that Assarac, withering yonder on his stake, is as much to

be feared as comely Beladon, now high-priest of Baal. I tell you that I

had rather change places with the one who has known and proved the worst

than with the other, who has yet to learn the mercies of Ninyas for such

as thwart his projects or stand in the way of his convenience."

"What mean you?" she asked. "Are you in the secrets of my lord the

king?"

"He has shown favour to his servant," answered the other, with mock

gravity, "since the days of his youth, when I filled his cup to the brim

at the bidding of Ninus, now driving a golden chariot amongst the stars.

He has not forgotten that I waited dutifully at his footstool, while he

wore sackcloth in his prison-house, as he had been clad in purple on a

throne. Above all, he remembers that, but for me, he would have sinned a

hideous sin against the Great Queen; therefore is my place at his right

hand in his secret chamber; therefore can I tell you, Kalmim, that

Beladon and his priests are doomed, and that the jackals you hear now

howling beneath the wall shall scarcely wait another moon ere they tear

them limb from limb. Beladon is thine enemy and mine. What am I that I

should set myself against the counsels of my lord the king?"

She drew a deep sigh of relief. The tirewoman was happy now, and had

reached the haven of her rest; yet, even in her fulness of content,

there crept a dreary sadness about her heart, while she thought on the

vanished glories of the mistress she had served and loved, marvelling,

even while she mourned, at the strange departure and sad mysterious fate

of the Great Queen.

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