Next mornings are terrible things, whether one awakes to the thought of
some awful run of ill-luck at play, or with the racking headache of
new port or a very “fruity” Burgundy. They are dreadful, too, when
they bring memories--vague and indistinct, perhaps--of some serious
altercations, passionate words exchanged, and expressions of defiance
reciprocated; but, as a measure of self-reproach and humiliation, I
know not any distress can compare with the sensation of awaking to the
consciousness that our cups have so ministered to imagination that we
have given a mythical narrative of ourself and our belongings, and have
built up a card edifice of greatness that must tumble with the first
touch of truth.
It was a sincere satisfaction to me that I saw nothing of the skipper on
that “next morning.” He was so occupied with all the details of getting
into port, that I escaped his notice, and contrived to land unremarked.
Little scraps of my last night's biography would obtrude themselves upon
me, mixed up strangely with incidents of that same skipper's life, so
that I was actually puzzled at moments to remember whether “he” was not
the descendant of the famous rebel friend of Lord Edward Fitzgerald, and
_I_ it was who was sold in the public square at Tunis.
These dissolving views of an evening before are very difficult
problems,--not to _you_, most valued reader, whose conscience is not
burglariously assaulted by a riotous imagination, but to the poor weak
Potts-like organizations, the men who never énjoy a real sensation, or
taste a real pleasure, save on the hypothesis of a mock situation.
I sat at my breakfast in the “Goat” meditating these things. The
grand problem to resolve was this: Is it better to live a life of
dull incidents and commonplace events in one's own actual sphere, or,
creating, by force of imagination, an ideal status, to soar into a
region of higher conceptions and more pictorial situations? What could
existence in the first case offer me? A wearisome beaten path, with
nothing to interest, nothing to stimulate me. On the other side lay
glorious regions of lovely scenery, peopled with figures the most
graceful and attractive. I was at once the associate of the wise, the
witty, and the agreeable, with wealth at my command, and great
prizes within my reach. Illusions all! to be sure; but what are not
illusions,--if by that word you take mere account of permanence? What is
it in this world that we love to believe real is not illusionary,--the
question of duration being the only difference? Is not beauty
perishable? Is not wit soon exhausted? What becomes of the proudest
physical strength after middle life is reached? What of eloquence when
the voice fails or loses its facility of inflection?
All these considerations, however convincing to myself, were not equally
satisfactory as regarded others; and so I sat down to write a letter to
Crofton, explaining the reasons of my sudden departure, and enclosing
him Father Dyke's epistle, which I had carried away with me. I began
this letter with the most firm resolve to be truthful and accurate. I
wrote down, not only the date, but the day. “'Goat,' Milford,” followed,
and then, “My dear Crofton,--It would ill become one who has partaken
of your generous hospitality, and who, from an unknown stranger, was
admitted to the privilege of your intimacy, to quit the roof beneath
which the happiest hours of his life were passed without expressing the
deep shame and sorrow such a step has cost him, while he bespeaks your
indulgence to hear the reason.” This was my first sentence, and it gave
me uncommon trouble. I desired to be dignified, yet grateful, proud in
my humility, grieved over an abrupt departure, but sustained by a manly
confidence in the strength of my own motives. If I read it over once, I
read it twenty times; now deeming it too diffuse, now fearing lest I had
compressed my meaning too narrowly. Might it not be better to open thus:
“Strike, but hear me, dear Crofton, or, before condemning the unhappy
creature whose abject cry for mercy may seem but to increase the
presumption of his guilt, and in whose faltering accents may appear the
signs of a stricken conscience, read over, dear friend, the entire of
this letter, weigh well the difficulties and dangers of him who wrote
it, and say, is he not rather a subject for pity than rebuke? Is not
this more a case for a tearful forgiveness than for chastisement and
reproach?”
Like most men who have little habit of composition, my difficulties
increased with every new attempt, and I became bewildered and puzzled
what to choose. It was vitally important that the first lines of my
letter should secure the favorable opinion of the reader; by one unhappy
word, one ill-selected expression, a whole case might be prejudiced. I
imagined Crofton angrily throwing the epistle from him with an impatient
“Stuff and nonsense! a practised hum-bugger!” or, worse again, calling
out, “Listen to this, Mary. Is not Master Potts a cool hand? Is not this
brazening it out with a vengeance?” Such a thought was agony to me; the
very essence of my theory about life was to secure the esteem and regard
of others. I yearned after the good opinion of my fellow-men, and there
was no amount of falsehood I would not incur to obtain it. No, come what
would of it, the Croftons must not think ill of me. They must not only
believe me guiltless of ingratitude, but some one whose gratitude was
worth having. It will elevate them in their own esteem if they suppose
that the pebble they picked up in the highway turned out to be a ruby.
It will open their hearts to fresh impulses of generosity; they will
not say to each other, “Let us be more careful another time; let us be
guarded against showing attention to mere strangers; remember how we
were taken in by that fellow Potts; what a specious rascal he was,--how
plausible, how insinuating!” but rather, “We can afford to be confiding,
our experiences have taught us trustfulness. Poor Potts is a lesson that
may inspire a hopeful belief in others.” How little benefit can any one
in his own individual capacity confer upon the world, but what a large
measure of good may be distributed by the way he influences others.
Thus, for instance, by one well-sustained delusion of mine, I inspire
a fund of virtues which, in my merely truthful character, I could never
pretend to originate. “Yes,” thought I, “the Croftons shall continue to
esteem me; Potts shall be a beacon to guide, not a sunken rock to wreck
them.”
Thus resolving, I sat down to inform them that on my return from a
stroll, I was met by a man bearing a telegram, informing me of the dying
condition of my father's only brother, my sole relative on earth;
that, yielding only to the impulse of my affection, and not thinking of
preparation, I started on board of a steamer for Waterford, and
thence for Milford, on my way to Brighton. I vaguely hinted at great
expectations, and so on, and then, approaching the difficult problem of
Father Dyke's letter, I said, “I enclose you the priest's letter, which
amused me much. With all his shrewdness, the worthy churchman never
suspected how completely my friend Keldrum and myself had humbugged him,
nor did he discover that our little dinner and the episode that followed
it were the subjects of a wager between ourselves. His marvellous
cunning was thus for once at fault, as I shall explain to you more fully
when we meet, and prove to you that, upon this occasion at least, he was
not deceiver, but dupe!” I begged to have a line from him to the “Crown
Hotel, Brighton,” and concluded.
With this act, I felt I had done with the past, and now addressed myself
to the future. I purchased a few cheap necessaries for the road, as few
and as cheap as was well possible. I said to myself, Fortune shall lift
you from the very dust of the high-road, Potts; not one advantageous
adjunct shall aid your elevation!
The train by which I was to leave did not start till noon, and to while
away time I took up a number of the “Times,” which the “Goat” appeared
to receive at third or fourth hand. My eye fell upon that memorable
second column, in which I read the following:--
“Left his home in Dublin on the 8th ult, and not since been heard of,
a young gentleman, aged about twenty-two years, five feet nine and a
quarter in height, slightly formed, and rather stooped in the shoulders;
features pale and melancholy; eyes grayish, inclining to hazel; hair
light brown, and worn long behind. He had on at his departure--”
I turned impatiently to the foot of the advertisement, and found that
to any one giving such information as might lead to his discovery was
promised a liberal reward, on application to Messrs. Potts and Co.,
compounding chemists and apothecaries, Mary's Abbey. I actually grew
sick with anger as I read this. To what end was it that I built up a
glorious edifice of imaginative architecture, if by one miserable
touch of coarse fact it would crumble into clay? To what purpose did I
intrigue with Fortune to grant me a special destiny, if I were thus to
be classed with runaway traders or strayed terriers? I believe in my
heart I could better have borne all the terrors of a charge of felony
than the lowering, debasing, humiliating condition of being advertised
for on a reward.
I had long since determined to be free as regarded the ties of country.
I now resolved to be equally so with respect to those of family. I will
be Potts no longer. I will call myself for the future--let me see--what
shall it be, that will not involve a continued exercise of memory, and
the troublesome task of unmarking my linen? I was forgetting in this
that I had none, all my wearables being left behind at the Rosary.
Something with an initial P was requisite; and after much canvassing,
I fixed on Pottinger. If by an unhappy chance I should meet one who
remembered me as Potts, I reserved the right of mildly correcting him by
saying, “Pottinger, Pottinger! the name Potts was given me when at Eton
for shortness.” They tell us that amongst the days of our exultation
in life, few can compare with that in which we exchange a jacket for
a tailed coat. The spring from the tadpole to the full-grown frog,
the emancipation from boyhood into adolescence, is certainly very
fascinating. Let me assure my reader that the bound from a monosyllabic
name to a high-sounding epithet of three syllables is almost as
enchanting as this assumption of the _toga virilis_. I had often felt
the terrible brevity of Potts; I had shrunk from answering the question,
“What name, sir?” from the indescribable shame of saying “Potts;” but
Pottinger could be uttered slowly and with dignity. One could repose on
the initial syllable, as if to say, “Mark well what I am saying; this
is a name to be remembered.” With that, there must have been great and
distinguished Pottingers, rich men, men of influence and acres; from
these I could at leisure select a parentage.
“Do you go by the twelve-fifteen train, sir?” asked the waiter, breaking
in upon these meditations. “You have no time to lose, sir.”
With a start, I saw it was already past twelve; so I paid my bill with
all speed, and, taking my knapsack in my hand, hurried away to the
train. There was considerable confusion as I arrived, a crush of cabs,
watermen, and porters blocked the way, and the two currents of an
arriving and departing train struggled against and confronted each
other. Amongst those who, like myself, were bent on entering the
station-house, was a young lady in deep mourning, whose frail
proportions and delicate figure gave no prospect of resisting the shock
and conflict before her. Seeing her so destitute of all protection, I
espoused her cause, and after a valorous effort and much buffeting, I
fought her way for her to the ticket-window, but only in time to hear
the odious crash of a great bell, the bang of a glass door, and the
cry of a policeman on duty, “No more tickets, gentlemen; the train is
starting.”
“Oh! what shall I do?” cried she, in an accent of intense agony,
inadvertently addressing the words to myself: “What shall I do?”
“There 's another train to start at three-forty,” said I, consolingly.
“I hope that waiting will be no inconvenience to you. It is a slow one,
to be sure, stops everywhere, and only arrives in town at two o'clock in
the morning.”
I heard her sob,--I distinctly heard her sob behind her thick black veil
as I said this; and to offer what amount of comfort I could, I added,
“I, too, am disappointed, and obliged to await the next departure; and
if I can be of the least service in any way--”
“Oh, no, sir! I am very grateful to you, but there is nothing--I
mean--there is no help for it!” And here her voice dropped to a mere
whisper.
“I sincerely trust,” said I, in an accent of great deference and
sympathy, “that the delay may not be the cause of grave inconvenience to
you; and although a perfect stranger, if any assistance I can offer--”
“No, sir; there is really nothing I could ask from your kindness.” It was
in turning back to bid good-bye a second time to my mother--Here her
agitation seemed to choke her, for she turned away and said no more.
“Shall I fetch a cab for you?” I asked. “Would you like to go back till
the next train starts?”
“Oh, by no means, sir! We live three miles from Milford; and, besides,
I could not bear--” Here again she broke down, but added, after a pause,
“It is the first time I have been away from home!”
With a little gentle force I succeeded in inducing her to enter the
refreshment-room of the station, but she would take nothing; and after
some attempts to engage her in conversation to while away the dreary
time, I perceived that it would be a more true politeness not to obtrude
upon her sorrow; and so I lighted my cigar, and proceeded to walk up and
down the long terrace of the station. Three trunks, or rather two and
a hat-box, kept my knapsack company on the side of the tramway; and on
these I read, inscribed in a large band, “Miss K. Herbert, per steamer
'Ardent,' Ostend.” I started. Was it not in that direction my own steps
were turned? Was not Blondel in Belgium, and was it not in search of him
that I was bent? “Oh, Fate!” I cried, “what subtle device of thine is
this? What wily artifice art thou now engaged in? Is this a snare, or is
it an aid? Hast thou any secret purpose in this rencontre? for with thee
there are no chances, no accidents in thy vicissitudes; all is prepared
and fitted, like a piece of door carpentry.” And then I fell into
weaving a story for the young lady. She was an orphan. Her father, the
curate of the little parish she lived in, had just died, leaving herself
and her mother in direst distress. She was leaving home,--the happy
home of her childhood (I saw it all before me,--cottage, and garden, and
little lawn, with its one cow and two sheep, and the small green wicket
beside the road), and she was leaving all these to become a governess to
an upstart, mill-owning, vulgar family at Brussels. Poor thing! how my
heart bled for her! What a life of misery lay before her,--what
trials of temper and of pride! The odious children--I know they are
odious--will torture her to the quick; and Mrs. Treddles, or whatever
her detestable name is, will lead her a terrible life from jealousy; and
she 'll have to bear everything, and cry over it in secret, remembering
the once happy time in that honeysuckled porch, where poor papa used to
read Wordsworth for them.
What a world of sorrow on every side; and how easily might it be made
otherwise! What gigantic efforts are we forever making for something
which we never live to enjoy I Striving to be freer, greater, better
governed, and more lightly taxed, and all the while forgetting that the
real secret is to be on better terms with each other,--more generous,
more forgiving, less apt to take offence or bear malice. Of mere
material goods, there is far more than we need. The table would
accommodate more than double the guests, could we only agree to sit down
in orderly fashion; but here we have one occupying three chairs,
while another crouches on the floor, and some even prefer smashing the
furniture to letting some more humbly born take a place near them. I
wish they would listen to me on this theme. I wish, instead of all this
social science humbug and art-union balderdash, they would hearken
to the voice of a plain man, saying, Are you not members of one
family,--the individuals of one household? Is it not clear to you, if
you extend the kindly affections you now reserve for the narrow circle
wherein you live to the wider area of mankind, that, while diffusing
countless blessings to others, you will yourself become better, more
charitable, more kind-hearted, wider in reach of thought, more catholic
in philanthropy? I can imagine such a world, and feel it to be a
Paradise,--a world with no social distinctions, no inequalities of
condition, and, consequently, no insolent pride of station, nor any
degrading subserviency of demeanor, no rivalries, no jealousies,--love
and benevolence everywhere. In such a sphere the calm equanimity of mind
by which great things are accomplished, would in itself constitute a
perfect heaven. No impatience of temper, no passing irritation--
“Where the------are you driving to, sir?” cried I, as a fellow with a
brass-bound trunk in a hand-barrow came smash against my shin.
“Don't you see, sir, the train is just starting?” said he, hastening on;
and I now perceived that such was the case, and that I had barely time
to rush down to the pay-office and secure my ticket.
“What class, sir?” cried the clerk.
“Which has she taken?” said I, forgetting all save the current of my own
thoughts.
“First or second, sir?” repeated he, impatiently.
“Either, or both,” replied I, in confusion; and he flung me back some
change and a blue card, closing the little shutter with a bang that
announced the end of all colloquy.
“Get in, sir!”
“Which carriage?”
“Get in, sir!”
“Second-class? Here you are!” called out an official, as he thrust me
almost rudely into a vile mob of travellers.
The bell rang out, and two snorts and a scream followed, then a heave
and a jerk, and away we went As soon as I had time to look around me, I
saw that my companions were all persons of an humble order of the middle
class,--the small shopkeepers and traders, probably, of the locality we
were leaving. Their easy recognition of each other, and the natural
way their conversation took up local matters, soon satisfied me of this
fact, and reconciled me to fall back upon my own thoughts for occupation
and amusement This was with me the usual prelude to a sleep, to which
I was quietly composing myself soon after. The droppings of the
conversation around me, however, prevented this; for the talk had taken
a discussional tone, and the differences of opinion were numerous. The
question debated was, Whether a certain Sir Samuel Somebody was a great
rogue, or only unfortunate? The reasons for either opinion were well put
and defended, showing that the company, like most others of that class
in life in England, had cultivated their faculties of judgment and
investigation by the habit of attending trials or reading reports of
them in newspapers.
After the discussion on his morality, came the question, Was he alive or
dead?
“Sir Samuel never shot himself, sir,” said a short pluffy man with an
asthma. “I 've known him for years, and I can say he was not a man to do
such an act.”
“Well, sir, the Ostrich and the United Brethren offices are both of your
opinion,” said another; “they 'll not pay the policy on his life.”
“The law only recognizes death on production of the body,” sagely
observed a man in shabby black, with a satin neckcloth, and whom I
afterwards perceived was regarded as a legal authority.
“What's to be done, then, if a man be drowned at sea, or burned to a
cinder in a lime-kiln?”
“Ay, or by what they call spontaneous combustion, that does n't leave a
shred of you?” cried three objectors in turn.
“The law provides for these emergencies with its usual wisdom,
gentlemen. Where death may not be actually proven it can be often
inferred.”
“But who says that Sir Samuel is dead?” broke in the asthmatic man,
evidently impatient at the didactic tone of the attorney. “All we know
of the matter is a letter of his own signing, that when these lines are
read I shall be no more. Now, is that sufficient evidence of death to
induce an insurance company to hand over some eight or ten thousand
pounds to his family?”
“I believe you might say thirty thousand, sir,” suggested a mild voice
from the corner.
“Nothing of the kind,” interposed another; “the really heavy policies
on his life were held by an old Cumberland baronet, Sir Elkanah Crofton,
who first established Whalley in the iron trade. I 've heard it from my
father fifty times, when a child, that Sam Whalley entered Milford in a
fustian jacket, with all his traps in a handkerchief.”
At the mention of Sir Elkanah Crofton, my attention was quickly excited;
this was the uncle of my friends at the Rosary, and I was at once
curious to hear more of him.
“Fustian jacket or not, he had a good head on his shoulders,” remarked
one.
“And luck, sir; luck, which is better than any head,” sighed the meek
man, sorrowfully.
“I deny that, deny it totally,” broke in he of the asthma. “If Sam
Whalley hadn't been a man of first-rate order, he never could have made
that concern what it was,--the first foundry in Wales.”
“And what is it now, and where is he?” asked the attorney, triumphantly.
“At rest, I hope,” murmured the sad man.
“Not a bit of it, sir,” said the wheezing voice, in a tone of
confidence; “take _my_ word for it, he 's alive and hearty, somewhere or
other, ay, and we 'll hear of him one of these days: he 'll be smelting
metals in Africa, or cutting a canal through the Isthmus of Heaven knows
what, or prime minister of one of those rajahs in India. He's a clever
dog, and he knows it too. I saw what he thought of himself the day old
Sir Elkanah came down to Fairbridge.”
“To be sure, you were there that morning,” said the attorney; “tell us
about that meeting.”
“It's soon told,” resumed the other. “When Sir Elkanah Crofton arrived
at the house, we were all in the garden. Sir Samuel had taken me there
to see some tulips, which he said were the finest in Europe, except
some at the Hague. Maybe it was that the old baronet was vexed at seeing
nobody come to meet him, or that something else had crossed him, but as
he entered the garden I saw he was sorely out of temper.
“'How d'ye do, Sir Elkanah?' said Whalley to him, coming up pleasantly.
'We scarcely expected you before dinner-time. My wife and my daughters,'
said he, introducing them; but the other only removed his hat
ceremoniously, without ever noticing them in the least.
“'I hope you had a pleasant journey, Sir Elkanah?' said Whalley, after a
pause, while, with a short jerk of his head, he made signs to the ladies
to leave them.
“'I trust I am not the means of breaking up a family party?' said the
other, half sarcastically. 'Is Mrs. Whalley--'
“'Lady Whalley, with your good permission, sir,' said Samuel, stiffly.
“'Of course; how stupid of me! I should remember you had been knighted.
And, indeed, the thought was full upon me as I came along, for I
scarcely suppose that if higher ambitions had not possessed you, I
should find the farm buildings and the outhouse in the state of ruin I
see them.'
“'They are better by ten thousand pounds than the day on which I first
saw them; and I say it in the presence of this honest townsman here, my
neighbor,'--meaning _me_,--'that both _you_ and they were very creaky
concerns when I took you in hand.'
“I thought the old Baronet was going to have a fit at these words, and
he caught hold of my arm and swayed backwards and forwards all the time,
his face purple with passion.
“'Who made you, sir? who made you?' cried he, at last, with a voice
trembling with rage.
“'The same hand that made ns all,' said the other, calmly. 'The same
wise Providence that, for his own ends, creates drones as well as bees,
and makes rickety old baronets as well as men of brains and industry.'
“'You shall rue this insolence; it shall cost you dearly, by Heaven!'
cried out the old man, as he gripped me tighter. 'You are a witness,
sir, to the way I have been insulted. I 'll foreclose your mortgage--I
'll call in every shilling I have advanced--I 'll sell the house over
your head--'
“'Ay! but the head without a roof over it will hold itself higher than
your own, old man. The good faculties and good health God has given me
are worth all your title-deeds twice told. If I walk out of this town as
poor as the day I came into it, I 'll go with the calm certainty that
I can earn my bread,--a process that would be very difficult for _you_
when you could not lend out money on interest.'
“'Give me your arm, sir, back to the town,' said the old Baronet to me;
I feel myself too ill to go all alone.'
“'Get him to step into the house and take something,' whispered Whalley
in my ear, as he turned away and left us. But I was afraid to propose
it; indeed, if I had, I believe the old man would have had a fit on
the spot, for he trembled from head to foot, and drew long sighs, as if
recovering out of a faint.
“'Is there an inn near this,' asked he, where I can stop? and have you a
doctor here?'
“'You can have both, Sir Elkanah,' said I.
“'You know me, then?--you know who I am?' said he, hastily, as I called
him by his name.
“'That I do, sir, and I hold my place under you; my name is Shore.'
“'Yes, I remember,' said he, vaguely, as he moved away. When we came
to the gate on the road he turned around full and looked at the house,
overgrown with that rich red creeper that was so much admired. 'Mark my
words, my good man,' said he,--mark them well, and as sure as I live, I
'll not leave one stone on another of that dwelling there.'”
“He was promising more than he could perform,” said the attorney.
“I don't know that,” sighed the meek man; “there's very little that
money can't do in this life.”
“And what has become of Whalley's widow,--if she be a widow?” asked one.
“She's in a poor way. She's up at the village yonder, and, with the help
of one of her girls, she's trying to keep a children's school.”
“Lady Whalley's school?'” exclaimed one, in half sarcasm.
“Yes; but she has taken her maiden name again since this disaster, and
calls herself Mrs. Herbert.”
“Has she more than one daughter, sir?” I asked of the last speaker.
“Yes, there are two girls; the younger one, they tell me, is going,
or gone abroad, to take some situation or other,--a teacher, or a
governess.”
“No, sir,” said the pluffy man, “Miss Kate has gone as companion to an
old widow lady at Brussels,--Mrs. Keats. I saw the letter that arranged
the terms,--a trifle less per annum than her mother gave to her maid.”
“Poor girl!” sighed the sad man. “It 's a dreary way to begin life!”
I nodded assentingly to him, and with a smile of gratitude for his
sympathy. Indeed, the sentiment had linked me to him, and made me wish
to be beside him. The conversation now grew discursive, on the score of
all the difficulties that beset women when reduced to make efforts
for their own support; and though the speakers were men well able to
understand and pronounce upon the knotty problem, the subject did not
possess interest enough to turn my mind from the details I had just been
hearing. The name of Miss Herbert on the trunks showed me now who was
the young lady I had met, and I reproached myself bitterly with having
separated from her, and thus forfeited the occasion of befriending her
on her journey. We were to sup somewhere about eleven, and I resolved
that I would do my utmost to discover her, if in the train; and I occupied
myself now with imagining numerous pretexts for presuming to offer my
services on her behalf. She will readily comprehend the disinterested
character of my attentions. She will see that I come in no spirit of
levity, but moved by a true sympathy and the respectful sentiment of one
touched by her sorrows. I can fancy her coy diffidence giving way before
the deferential homage of my manner; and in this I really believe I
have some tact. I was not sorry to pursue this theme undisturbed by
the presence of my fellow-travellers, who had now got out at a station,
leaving me all alone to meditate and devise imaginary conversations with
Miss Herbert. I rehearsed to myself the words by which to address
her, my bow, my gesture, my faint smile, a blending of melancholy with
kindliness, my whole air a union of the deference of the stranger with
something almost fraternal. These pleasant musings were now rudely
routed by the return of my fellow-travellers, who came hurrying back to
their places at the banging summons of a great bell.
“Everything cold, as usual. It is a perfect disgrace how the public are
treated on this line!” cried one.
“I never think of anything but a biscuit and a glass of ale, and they
charged me elevenpence halfpenny for that.”
“The directors ought to look to this. I saw those ham-sandwiches when I
came down here last Tuesday week.”
“And though the time-table gives us fifteen minutes, I can swear, for I
laid my watch on the table, that we only got nine and a half.”
“Well, I supped heartily off that spiced round.”
“Supped, supped I Did you say you had supped here, sir?” asked I, in
anxiety.
“Yes, sir; that last station was Trentham. They give us nothing more now
till we reach town.”
I lay back with a faint sigh, and, from that moment, took no note of
time till the guard cried “London!”