YOUTH AND OLD AGE

"The Abbé, in spite of his fifty-eight years..." I was reading a

story of De Maupassant in a railway-train, when this bitter

reflection on my age pulled me up with a slight shock. I was on my

way to a cricket-match--my annual cricket-match; my team against the

village team--and this suggestion that I was an obsolescent old

fellow cast a momentary shadow over my spirit. But I remembered that

De Maupassant died in the thirties or early forties and that he could

not be expected to know that fifty-eight is about the time when a man

ought to be getting his second wind.

It is the habit of youth to antedate old age in this offensive way.

Jane Austen, who died, I think, when she was under forty, was

accustomed in her twenties to write of people who had passed forty as

if they had come out of the Ark, and Addison speaks in his essay on

the "Widows' Club" of a man of sixty as if the fact was sufficient to

show that he was in the last stages of senile decay. I had the

curiosity to look up Addison's age at his death and found it was

forty-six. It gave me a curious sensation to discover that that

grave and elderly spirit had died when he was twelve years my junior.

He had always seemed to me so much older than I could ever hope to be

that it had never occurred to me to measure my years with his.

It is one of the humbling experiences we have as we grow older to

find that, in years, we have left behind so many of those who filled

the world with the sound of their name without having ourselves yet

done anything to boast about. Alexander only lived half my lifetime;

Shelley and Keats when they died were young enough to be the sons of

a man of fifty-eight; Napoleon was the first man in Europe at

twenty-seven and had reached Waterloo at forty-six; all the vast

world of Shakespeare had been created when he was in the early

forties; the younger Pitt was Prime Minister twenty years and died at

an age when Mr. Lloyd George was still a private member. And so on.

The explanation, I suppose, is that modern conditions have put old

age off ten or twenty years. When Jane Austen wrote of elderly men

of forty she did so because they were elderly men at forty. What

with their weakness for port wine--both Addison and Pitt were

notorious for the amount of liquor they carried--and the rudimentary

knowledge of disease and its causes, life was a much briefer affair

than it is now. Whatever grievance we may have against the age of

science, it has made our days long in the land, and what is more

important, it has made them healthier. The average man of sixty

to-day is, counting age in real values, younger than the average man

of fifty in the eighteenth century. That is no doubt one of the

reasons why youth does not cut quite such a dash in the world as it

did when Napoleon was the first soldier in Europe at twenty-seven,

and Pitt the first statesman in Europe at twenty-six. The old

fellows go on living and insisting on being young and keeping their

jobs.

They even go on playing cricket and watching cricket. When I got on

the village playground, I found among the spectators a gay old

gentleman of ninety-three, of whom I have written before in these

articles, who never misses a match, and who looks on a man of

fifty-eight as a person who has hardly yet come to years of

discretion. His genial greeting blew away the slight shadow cast

over me by Maupassant's unkind cut, and "in spite of my fifty-eight

years" I succeeded in giving the scorer a bit of trouble, so much so

that I thought it worth while when I was out to go and look over his

shoulder at the nice little procession of "ones" and "twos" that

followed my name. I should have liked Jane Austen and Maupassant and

Addison to have looked over the scorer's shoulder with me. They

would have changed their tune about old fellows of fifty-eight.

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