A LOG FIRE

I came in from the woods with a settled purpose. I would spend the

evening in exalting the beauty of these wonderful November days in

the country. The idea presented itself to me not merely as a

pleasure but as a duty. Long enough had November been misjudged and

slandered, usually by Cockney poets like Tom Hood, who looked at it

through the fogs of a million coal fires. Bare justice demanded that

the truth should out, that the world should be told of this beautiful

though aged spinster of the months who clothed the landscape in such

a radiant garment of sunshine, carpeted the beech-woods with such a

glow of gold and russet, filled the hedgerows with the scarlet of the

hips and haws, the wine-red of the blackthorn, and the yellow of the

guelder rose, and awoke the thrushes from their late summer silence.

This fervour for my Lady November is no new passion. There are

certain things about which I have never made up my mind, and about

which, I suppose, I never shall make up my mind. That is to say I

make it up, and then unmake it, after which I remake it, like the

child on the sea-shore who sees his sand-castle swept away by one

tide, and returns to build it for another tide to sweep away. Thus,

if I say that I prefer Bach's Concerto for Two Violins to any piece

of music I have ever heard, I do not guarantee that a year hence I

may not be found swearing by the Londonderry air, or a Hebridean song

(the _Island Shieling Song_, for example), or the _Magic Flute_, or

something from Schumann. A year later I may be round to the

intertwined loveliness of the two violins again. And if I affirm

that the _Brothers Karamazov_ is the greatest achievement of the

imagination since Shakespeare, I do not promise not to say the same

thing of something else, _David Copperfield_ or _Les Miserables_,

when, after a due interval, I express my view again. And so with

pictures and authors and towns and trees and flowers--in short, all

the things that appeal to the changing emotions or to that vague and

unstable thing called taste.

So it is in regard to the merits of the months. I have been trying

all my life to come to a final decision on this great question. It

seems absurd that one should spend, as I have spent, fifty or sixty

years doing little else but sample the months without arriving at a

fixed and irrevocable conclusion as to which I like best. But that

is the case. I am a mere Don Juan with the months. I go flirting

about from one to the other, swearing that each is more beautiful

than her rivals. When I am with June it seems absurd that there

should be anything else than June, and when I am with August I would

not sacrifice August with its waving cornfields and its sound of the

reaper for half the calendar. But then comes September, and I chant

Swinburne to her as though I had never loved another:

September! all glorious with gold as a king

In the raiment of triumph attired,

Outlightening the summer, outsweetening the spring,

It broods o'er the woodlands with limitless wing,

A presence of all men desired.

I do not doubt that I have declared that October, ruddy October,

chill October, is the pick of the bunch, and I know that on the first

bright day in February, when I see the snowdrops peeping out and hear

the rooks in the elms, I shall be found declaring that this is the

choicest moment of the year. And April--April with the trees

bursting into green and the meadows "smo'ered wi' new grass," as they

say in the dales, and the birds coming up from the south bringing

tidings of the summer--well, what can one say of April, Shakespeare's

April, Shakespeare's "sweet o' the year," except that there is none

like her?

But I know that when May comes in and the orchards burst into foam,

and the lilac, laburnum and pink hawthorn make every suburban street

lyrical with colour and the beech-woods are clothed in that first

tender green that seems to make the sunlight sing as it streams

through and dapples the golden carpet of last year's leaves with

light and shade, and the bees are humming like an orchestra in the

cherry and damson trees and the birds are singing as though they are

divinely drunk, and the first brood of young swallows are making

their trial flights from the nest in the barn and

When nothing that asks for bliss

Asking aright is denied,

And half of the world a bridegroom is

And half the world a bride.

--then I know that I shall desert even My Lady April and give the

palm to the undespoiled splendour of May, singing meanwhile with

Francis Thompson:

By Goddés fay, by Goddés fay,

It is the month, the merry month,

It is the merry month of May.

In this shameless wandering of the affections I have come round once

more to November, and I marvel, as I have marvelled many a year

before, that the poets have left unsung the elderly beauties of this

month, the quietude of its tones, the sombre dignity of its

landscape, the sense of a noble passing, the fading colours, the

falling leaves, the winds changing to a note of requiem among the

dismantled branches--

Bare ruined choirs where late the sweet birds sang.

And lamenting this neglect I resolved to pay my tribute. But first I

must make up the fire, for though my Lady November is beautiful she

is austere. She has frozen the pump and the grass is thick with

hoar-frost, and to be just to her one must be warm. So I piled on

the logs and prepared to be warm and enthusiastic.

Then I did a foolish thing, I sat down in an armchair and surrendered

myself to the fire's comfortable companionship. There is nothing

more friendly or talkative than a fire. Even a coal fire, if you

look at it steadfastly, will become as communicative as a maiden

aunt. It knows all the gossip of the family, especially the gossip

about old, forgotten things. It will talk to you of events so remote

that they seem to belong to the country of dreams. It will bring out

faded portraits, and sing old songs, and burst into laughter that you

have not heard perhaps for forty years, and revive antique jokes, and

hand round steaming elderberry wine o' Christmas nights, and make

shadowgraphs on the wall as if you were a little boy again, and send

you sliding and skating under the glittering stars. It forgets

nothing about you, and it tells its memories so cheerfully and

serenely that it leaves nothing for tears. All this, even a

coal-fire will do when it is really in the vein and you have time to

sit and listen.

But a wood fire has a magic beyond this. Its very smell is an

intoxication as rapturous as romance, compounded of all you have read

of the backwoods, of memories of the charcoal-burners, and of Coal

Munk Peter, of tales of the woodlands, Tristan and Iseult, and Robin

Hood, and Good King Wenceslaus, and the Children of the New Forest,

of Giles Winterbourne and Marty South, and all the delightful people

with whom the mind loves to go a-gypsying far away from this foolish

world. Of course, you have to be something of a sentimentalist or a

romantic to feel all this--such a person as I once walked with for a

month in the Black Forest, to whom the smell of the woodlands was as

exciting as wine, and the sight of a charcoal-burner's camp a sort of

apocalyptic vision. How well I remember those summer nights when,

leaving the forest inn, we would plunge into the woodlands, he

singing that haunting air Der Mai ist gekommen and interrupting it

with a shout as he saw the glimmer of the charcoal-burner's fire

through the boles of the pine trees....

But a wood fire is not only an idyll. It is an occupation. With a

coal fire it is different. You put on a shovel of coals, and there's

an end of it. But a wood fire will furnish light and pleasing

employment for a whole evening. And by a wood fire I do not mean

those splinters of wood that you buy in towns, but thumping

logs--beech or apple or fir, as the case may be--a yard or two long

and with the bark intact that you lay across the fire-dogs and turn

round and round until they are burned through at the centre and fall

into the embers beneath in a glorious blaze, sending out such a

generous warmth as only comes from a wood fire. Once or twice I drew

myself away from this seductive task and sat down at the table,

determined to write such a moving panegyric on November as would make

it the haughtiest month of the year. Once I even went outside to get

inspiration from the stars and the moon that was flooding the valley

with a mystic light and the hoar-frost that lay like a white garment

over the orchard. I heard the hoot of the owl in the copse near by

and the sound of the wind in the trees and the barking of a distant

dog and came back to my task with a stern resolve to see it through.

But the struggle was in vain. Always there was some nice

readjustment of the logs necessary to call me to the charmed circle

of the wood fire; always at the end I found myself planted in the

arm-chair watching the changing scenery of the glowing embers.

So the article was not written after all. Perhaps it was as well,

for I do not think I have the brush to do justice to My Lady

November. It may be that that is why the wood fire had so easy a

triumph.

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