That evening, the two sitting watching the little dark face in its sleep,

Pap told his story. Driving across the flank of Yellow Old Bald, beyond

Lost Cabin, he had passed a woman with five children sitting beside the

road in Big Buck Gap.

“Cornely, she looked like a picture out of a book,” whispered Pap. “This

chap's the livin' image of her. Portugee blood--touch o' that melungeon

tribe from over in the Fur Cove. She had a little smooth face shaped like a

aig; that curly hair hangin' clean to her waist, dark like this baby's, but

with the sun all through it; these eyebrows o' his'n that's lifted in the

middle o' his forred, like he cain't see why some onkindness was did him;

and little slim hands and feet; all mighty furrin to the mountains. I give

'er a lift--she was goin' to Hepzibah, huntin' fer some kind o' charity

she'd heard could be got there; and this little trick he tuck to me right

then.”

The woman bent over and looked long at the small olive face, so delicately

cut, the damp rings of hair on his forehead, the tragic lift of the brows

above the nose bridge, the thin-lipped scarlet mouth. “My baby,” she

murmured; then lifted her glance with the question: “An' how come ye to

have him? Did she--did that womern--”

“No, no. 'Twas this-a-way,” Pap interrupted her. “When I came back from Big

Turkey Track, I went down through Hepzibah--I couldn't git this chap's

eyes--ner his little hands--out o' my head; I found myse'f a-studyin' on

'em the hull enjurin' time. She was dead when I got thar. She'd died to

Squire Cannon's, and they was a-passellin' out the chillen 'mongst the

neighbors. No sooner I put foot on the po'ch 'n this little soul come

a-runnin' to me, an' says: W'y, here's my pappy, now. I tole you-all I did

have a pappy. Now look--see--here he is.' Then he peeked up at me, and he

put up his little arms, an' he says, jest as petted, and yit a little

skeered, he says, 'Take me, pappy.' When I tuck him up, he grabbed me round

the neck and dug his little face into mine. Then he looked around at all

the folks, and sort o' shivered, and put his face back in my neck--still ez

a little possum when you've killed the old ones an' split up the tree an'

drug out the nest.”

Both faces were wet with tears now. Pap went on: “I had the papers made

right out--I knowed you'd say yes, Cornely. He's Samuel Ephraim Overholt.

A-comin' home, the little weenty chap looks up at me suddent an' axes, 'Is

they a mammy to we-all's house whar we goin' now?' Lord! Lord!” Pap shook

his head gently, as signifying the utter inadequacy of mere words.

Little Sammy grew and thrived in the Overholt home. The tiny rootlets of

his avid, unconscious baby life he thrust out in all directions through

that kind soil, sucking, sucking, grasping, laying hold, drawing to him and

his great little needs sustenance material and spiritual. More keen and

capable to penetrate were those thready little fibres than the irresistible

water-seeking tap-root of the cottonwood or the mesquite of the plains;

more powerful to clasp and to hold than the cablelike roots of the

rock-embracing cedar. The little new member was so much living sunshine,

gay, witching, brilliant, erratic in disposition as he was singular and

beautiful in his form and coloring, but always irresistibly endearing,

dangerously winning. When he had been Sammy Overholt only two weeks, he sat

at table with his parents one day and scornfully rejected the little plate

that was put before him.

“No!” he cried, sharply. “No, no! I won't have it--ole nassy plate!”

“W'y, baby! W'y, Sammy,” deprecated Cornelia, “that's yo' own little plate

that mammy washed for you. You mustn't call it naisty.”

“Hit air nassy,” insisted young Samuel. “Hit got 'pecks--see!” and the

small finger pointed to some minute flaw in the ware which showed as little

dots on the white surface.

Cornelia, who, though mild and serene, was possessed of firmness and a

sense of justice, would have had the matter fairly settled. “He ort not to

cut up this-away, John,” she urged. “He ort to take his little plate and

behave hisse'f; 'r else he ort to be spanked,--he really ort, John, in

jestice to the child.”

But John was of another mould. “Law, Cornely! Hit's jest baby-doin's. The

idee o' him a-settin' up 'at yo' dishes ain't clean! That shore do beat

all!” And he had executed an exchange of plates under Cornelia's

deprecating eyes. And so the matter went.

Again, upon a June day, Sammy was at play with the scion of the only negro

family which had ever been known in all the Turkey Track regions. The

Southern mountaineers have little affinity, socially or politically, with

the people of the settlements. There were never any slaveholders among

them, and the few isolated negroes were treated with almost perfect

equality by the simple-minded mountain dwellers.

“Sammy honey, you an' Jimmy mus' cl'ar up yo' litter here. Don't leave it

on mammy's nice flo'. Hit's mighty nigh supper-time. Cl'ar up now, 'fo'

Pappy comes.”

Sammy stiffened his little figure to a startling rigidity. “I ain't a-goin'

to work!” he flung out. “Let him do it; _he's a nigger_!” And this was the

last word of the argument.

This was Sammy--handsome, graceful, exceedingly winning, sudden and

passionate, disdaining like a young zebra the yoke of labor, and, when

crossed, absolutely beyond all reason or bounds; the life of every

gathering of young people as he grew up; much made of, deferred to, sought

after, yet everywhere blamed as undutiful and ungrateful.

“Oh, I do p'intedly wish the neighbors would leave us alone,” sighed Pap

Overholt, when these reports came to him. “As ef I didn't know what I

wanted--as ef I couldn't raise my own chile;” and as he said this he ever

avoided Aunt Cornelia's honest eye.

It was when Sammy was eighteen, the best dressed, the best horsed--and the

idlest--to be found from Little Turkey Track to the Fur Cove, from Tatum's

to Big Buck Gap--that he went one day, riding his sorrel filly, down to

Hepzibah, ostensibly to do some errands for Aunt Cornelia, but in fact

simply in search of a good time. The next day Blev Straly, a rifle over his

shoulder and a couple of hounds at heel, stopped a moment at the

chopping-block where Pap was splitting some kindling.

“I was a-passin',” he explained--“I was jest a-passin', an' I 'lowed I'd

drap in an' tell ye 'bout Sammy. Hit better be me than somebody 'at likes

to carry mean tales and wants to watch folks suffer.” Aunt Cornelia was

beside her husband now.

“No, no,” Blev answered the look on the two faces; “nothin' ain't the

matter of Sammy. He's jest married--that little Huldy Frew 'at's been

waitin' on table at Aunt Randy Card's _ho_-tel. You know, Aunt Cornely, she

is a mighty pretty little trick--and there ain't nothin' bad about the gal.

I jest knowed you and Pap 'ud feel mighty hurt over Sammy doin' you-all

like you was cruel to him--like he had to run away to git married; and I

'lowed I better come and tell you fust.”

The “little Huldy gal” was, as Blev Straly had described her, a mighty

pretty little trick, and nothing bad about her. The orphan child of poor

mountaineers, bound out since the death of her parents when she was ten

years old, she had been two years now working for Aunt Randy Card, who kept

the primitive hotel at Hepzibah. Even in this remote region Huldy showed

that wonderful--that irrepressible--upward impulse of young feminine

America, that instinctive affinity for the finer things of life, that

marvellous understanding of graces and refinements, and that pathetic and

persistent groping after them which is the marked characteristic of

America's daughters. The child was not yet sixteen, a fair little thing

with soft ashen hair and honest gray eyes, the pink upon her cheek like

that of a New England girl.

At first this marriage--which had been so unkindly conducted by Sammy, used

by him apparently as a weapon of affront--seemed to bring with it only

good, only happiness. The boy was more contented at home, less wayward, and

the feeling of apprehension that had dwelt continually in the hearts of Pap

and Aunt Cornelia ever since his adolescence now slept. The little

Huldy--her own small cup apparently full of happiness--was all affectionate

gratitude and docility. She healed the bruises Sammy made, poured balm in

the wounds he inflicted; she was sunny, obedient, grateful enough for two.

But a new trait was developed in Sammy's nature--perversity. Life was made

smooth to his feet; the things he needed--even the things which he merely

desired--were procured and brought to him. Love brooded above and around

him--timid, chidden, but absolute, adoring. Nothing was left him--no

occupation was offered for his energies--but to resent these things, to

quarrel with his benefits. And now the quarrel began.

Its outcome was this: Toward the end of the first year of the marriage,

upon a bleak, forbidding March day--a day of bitter wind and icy

sleet,--there rode one to the Overholt door who called upon Pap and Aunt

Cornelia to hitch up and come with all possible haste to old Eph'm

Blackshears, Cornelia's father--a man who had lived to fourscore, and who

now lay at his last, asking for his daughter, his baby chile, Cornely.

For days Sammy had been in a very ill-promising mood; but he brightened as

the foster-parents drove away in the bleak, gray, hostile forenoon, Huldy

helping Aunt Cornelia to dress and make ready, tucking her lovingly into

the wagon and beneath the thick old quilt.

The elder woman yearned over the girl with a mother's compassionate

tenderness. Both Aunt Cornelia and Pap John looked with a passionate,

delighted anticipation to when they would have their own child's baby upon

their hearth. It was the more notable marks of this tenderness, of this

joyous anticipation, which Sammy had begun to resent--the gifts and the

labors showered upon the young wife in relation to her coming importance,

which he had barely come short of refusing and repelling. “Whose wife is

she, I'd like to know? Looks like I cain't do nothin' for my own

woman--a-givin' an' a-givin' to Huldy, like she was some po' white trash,

some beggar!” But he had only “sulled,” as his mother called it, never

quite able to reach the point he desired of actually flinging the care, the

gifts, and the loving labors back in the foster-parents' faces.

Pappy Blackshears passed away quietly in the evening; and when he had been

made ready for his grave by Cornelia's hands, her anxiety for the little

daughter at home would not let her remain longer.

“I'm jest 'bleeged to go to Huldy,” she explained to the relatives and

neighbors gathered at the old Blackshears place. “I p'intedly dassent to

leave her over one night--and not a soul with her but Sammy, and he nothin'

but a chile--and not a neighbor within a mild of our place--and sech a

night! Pap and me we'll hitch up an' mak' 'as'e back to Huldy. We'll be

here to the funeral a Sunday--but I dassent to stay away from Huldy nair

another hour now.” And so, at ten o'clock that bitter night, Pap and Aunt

Cornelia came hurrying home.

As the wagon drove up the mountain trail to the house, the hounds came

belling joyously to meet them; but no light gleamed cheerfully from the

windows; no door was flung gayly open; no little Huldy cried out her glad

greeting. Filled with formless apprehensions, Pap climbed over the wheel,

lifted Cornelia down, and dreading they knew not what, the two

went,--holding by each other's hand,--opened the door, and entered,

shrinking and reluctant. They blew the smouldering coals to a little flame,

piled on light-wood till the broad blaze rolled up the chimney, then looked

about. No living soul was in any room. Finally Cornelia caught sight of a

bit of paper stuck upon the high mantel. She tore it down, and the two read

slowly and laboriously together the few lines written in Sammy's hand:

“I ain't going to allow my wife to live off any man's charity. I ain't

going to be made to look like nothing in the eyes of people any longer.

I've taken my wife to my own place, where I can support her myself. I had

to borrow your ox-cart and steers to move with, and Huldy made me bring

some things she said mother had give her, but I'll pay all this back, and

more, for I intend to be independent and not live on any man's bounty.

“Respectfully, your son,

“SAMUEL”

The two old faces, pallid and grief-struck, confronted each other in the

shaken radiance of the pine fire.

“Oh, my po' chile, my po' little Huldy! Whar? His own place! My law!--whar?

Whar has he drug that little soul?”

An intuition flashed into Pap Overholt's mind. He grasped his wife's arm.

“W'y, Cornely,” he cried, “hit's that cabin on The Bench! Don't ye know,

honey? I give him that land when he was sixteen year old,--time he brung

the prize home from the school down in the settlemint.”

“The Bench! Oh, Lord--The Bench! W'y, hit 'll be the death of her. John, we

cain't git to her too quick.” And she ran from cupboard to press, from

press to chest, from chest to bureau drawer, piling into John's arms the

flask of brandy, the homely medicines, the warm garments, such bits of food

as she could catch up that were palatable and portable. Pap, with more

vulnerable emotions and less resolute nature, was incapable of speech; he

could only suffer dumbly.

Arrived at the abandoned cabin on The Bench, the picture that greeted them

crushed Pap's soft heart to powder, but roused in Aunt Cornelia a rage that

would have resulted in a sharp settlement with Sammy, had it not been that,

now as always, to reach the offender a blow must go through that same

pitiful heart of John's. The young people had not long been at the cabin

when the parents arrived. The little Huldy, moaning piteously, with a

stricken, terrified look in her big, childish eyes, was crouched upon the

floor beside a rickety chair. Sammy, sullen and defiant, was at the

desolate hearth, fumbling with unskilled hands at the sodden chunks of wood

he had there gathered.

The situation was past words. Pap, after one look at Huldy, went about the

fire-building, the slow tears rolling down his cheeks. While Aunt Cornelia

brought the bedding, the warm blankets and wrappings, and made the little

suffering creature a comfortable couch, Pap wrought at the forlorn, gaping

fireplace like a suffering giant. When the leaping flames danced and

shouted up the chimney till the whole cabin was filled with the physical

joy of their light and warmth, when steaming coffee and the hastily fetched

food had been served to the others, and the little wife lay quietly for the

moment, the two elders talked together outside where a corner of the cabin

cut off the driving sleet. Then Sammy was included, and another council was

held, this time of three.

No. He would not budge. That was _his_ wife. A fellow that was man enough

to have a wife ought to be man enough to take keer of her. He wasn't going

to have his child born in the house of charity. There was no thoroughfare.

Sammy was allowed to withdraw, and the council of two was resumed. As a

result of its deliberations, Pap John drove away through the darkness and

the sleet. By midnight two trips had been made between the big double log

house at the Overholt place and the wretched cabin on The Bench, and all

that Sammy would suffer to be brought to them or done for them had been

brought and done. The cabin was, in a very humble way, inhabitable. There

was food and a small provision for the immediate present. And here, upon

that wild March night of screaming wind and sleet, and with only Aunt

Cornelia as doctor and nurse, Huldy's child was born.

And now a new order of things began.

Sammy's energies appeared to be devoted to the thwarting of Pap Overholt's

care and benefits. There should be no cow brought to the cabin; and so Pap

John, who was getting on in years now, and had long since given up hard,

active work, hastened from his bed at four o'clock in the morning, milked a

cow, and carried the pail of fresh milk to Huldy and the baby, furtively,

apologetically. The food, the raiment, everything had to be smuggled into

the house little by little, explained, apologized for. The land on The

Bench was rich alluvial soil. Sammy, in his first burst of independence,

ploughed it (borrowing mule and plough from a neighbor--the one neighbor

ever known to be on ill terms with Pap Overholt), and planted it to corn.

He put in a little garden, too; while Pap had achieved the establishment of

a small colony of hens (every one of whom, it appeared, laid two or three

eggs each day--at least that was the way the count came out).

The baby thrived, unconscious of all the grief, the perverse cruelty, the

baffled, defeated tenderness about her, and was the light of Pap Overholt's

doting eyes, the delight of Aunt Cornelia's heart. When she was eighteen

months old, and could toddle about and run to meet them, and chattered that

wonderful language which these two hearts of love had all their lives

yearned to hear--the dialect of babyhood,--the twin boys came to the cabin

on The Bench. And Pap Overholt's lines were harder than ever. Cornelia had

sterner stuff in her. She would have called a halt.

“Oh, John!” she expostulated finally, when she saw her husband come home

crestfallen one day, with a ham which Sammy had detected him smuggling into

the cabin and ordered back,--“John honey, ef you was to stop toting things

to the cabin and let it all alone--not pester with it another--”

“Cornely, Cornely!” cried Pap John, “you know Sammy cain't no mo' keep a

wife and chillen than a peckerwood kin. W'y, they'd starve! Huldy and the

chaps would jest p'intedly starve.”

“No, they won't, John. Ef you could master yo' own soft heart--ef you could

stay away (like he's tole ye a minny a time to do, knowin' 'at you was safe

not to mind him)--Sammy would stop this here foolishness. He'd come to his

senses and be thankful for what the Lord sent, like other people. W'y,

John--”

“Cornely honey--don't. Don't ye say another word. I tell ye, this last year

there's a feelin' in my throat and in my breast--hyer,”--he laid his hand

pathetically over his heart,--“a cur'us, gone, flutterin' feelin'. And when

Sammy r'ars up and threatens he'll take Huldy and the chaps--you know,”--he

finished with a gesture of the hand and a glance of unspeakable

pain,--“when he does that 'ar way, or something comes at me sudden like

that--that we may lose 'em, hit seems like--right hyer,”--and his hand went

again to his heart,--“that I can't bear it--that hit 'll take my life.”

This was the last time Cornelia ever remonstrated with Pap John. She had a

little talk with the new doctor from Hepzibah who bad succeeded old Dr.

Pastergood; and after that John was added to the list of her anxieties. He

might carry the milk to the cabin on The Bench; he might slip in, when he

deemed Sammy away--or asleep--and plough the corn; she saw the tragic folly

of it, but must be silent. And so on that particular June morning, when Pap

had put up the mule, clambered down the short-cut footway from The Bench to

the old house, stopping several times to shake his head again and murmur to

himself--“Whut you gwine do? There's them chaps; there's Huldy. Mustn't

plough his co'n; mustn't take over air cow. Whut you gwine do?”--Aunt

Cornelia's seeing eye noted his perturbation the moment he came in at the

door. With tender guile she built up a considerable argument in the matter

of a quarterly meeting which was approaching--the grove quarterly, in which

Pap John was unfailingly interested, and during which there were always

from two to half a dozen preachers, old and young, staying with them. So

she led him away--ever so little away--from his ever-present grief.

It was the next day that he said to her, “Cornely, I p'intedly ain't gwine

to suffer this hyer filchin' o' co'n them Fusons is a-keepin' up on me.”

“Is the Fusons a-stealin' yo' co'n, John?” she responded, in surprise.

“W'y, they got a-plenty, ain't they?”

“Well, no, not adzactly, that is to say, Buck Fuson ain't got a-plenty. He

too lazy and shif'less to make co'n of his own; and he like too well to

filch co'n from them he puts his spite on. Buck Fuson he tuck a spite at

me, last time the raiders was up atter that Fuson hideout; jes set up an'

swore 'at I'd gin the word to 'em. You see, honey, he makes him up a spite

that-a-way--jes out o' nothin'--'cause hit's sech a handy thing to have

around when he comes to want co'n. Thar's some one already purvided to

steal from--some one 'at's done him a injury.”

“Pappy! W'y, Johnny honey, sakes alive! What air ye ever a-gwine to do

'long o' that there thing?” For the old man had laboriously fetched out a

rusty wolf-trap, and was now earnestly inspecting and overhauling it.

“Whut am I a-gwine to do 'long o' this hyer, Cornely? W'y, I am jes

p'intedly a-gwine to set it in my grain-room. Buck Fuson air a bad man,

honey. There's two men's blood to his count. They cain't nothin' be done to

him for nair a one of 'em--you know, same's I do--'ca'se hit cain't be

proved in a co't o' law. But I kin ketch him in this meanness with this

hyer little jigger, and I'm a-gwine to do hit, jest ez sure ez my name's

John Overholt!”

“Oh, Pappy! A leetle bit o' co'n fer a man's chillen--”

“Now, Cornely honey, that's a womern! Buck Fuson is the wrong kind o' man

to have round. He's ben a stealin' my co'n now fer two weeks and mo'. Ef I

kin ketch him right out, and give him a fa'r shamin', he'll quit the Turkey

Tracks fer good. So fer as Elmiry and the chaps is consarned, they'll be

better off without Buck 'n what they is with him.”

At this moment Aunt Cornelia cried out joyously, “Oh, thar's my chile!” and

ran to meet her daughter-in-law. The little girl--Cornelia the

second--could navigate bravely by herself now, and Huldy was carrying the

lusty twin boys. In the flutter of delight over this stolen visit, the ugly

wolf-trap threat was forgotten. It had been a month and more since Sammy

had set foot in his parents' house. It had gone all over both Turkey Tracks

that Sam Overholt declared he would never darken Pap Overholt's door

again--Pap Overholt, who had tried to make a pauper of him, loading him

with gifts and benefits, like he was shif'less, no-'count white trash! The

little Huldy reported him gone to Far Canaan, over beyond Big Turkey Track,

in the matter of some employment, which he had not deigned to make clearer

to his wife. He would not be back until the day after to-morrow; and

meantime she might stay with the old folks two whole days and nights! In

the severe school to which life had put her, the little Huldy had developed

an astonishing amount of character, of shrewdness, and perception, and a

very fair philosophy of her own. To the elder woman's sad observation that

it was mighty strange what made Sammy so “onthankful” and so “ha'sh” to his

pappy, who had done so much for him, Huldy responded,

“No, Aunt Cornely, hit ain't strange, not a bit.”

“Ain't strange? Huldy child, what do you mean?”

“W'y, don't you know, Aunt Cornely, ef he do Pappy that-a-way, when Pappy

do so much fer him, then he don't have to be thankful. When everybody's

a-tellin' him, 'Yo' pap's so kind, yo' pap does everything for you; look

like you cain't be good enough to him,' he 'bleeged to find some way to

shake off all that thankfulness 'at's sech a burden to him. And so when

Pappy come a-totin' milk, an' a-totin' pork, an' a-ploughin' his co'n outen

the weeds, w'y, Sammy jest draw down his face an' look black at Pappy, and

make like he mad at him--like he don't want none o' them things--like Pappy

jest pesterin' round him fer nothin'. but meanness. Now mind, Aunt Cornely,

I ain't say Sammy knows this his own se'f. But I studied Sammy mighty well,

an' _I_ know. Sammy gittin' tell he do me the same way. I wait on him hand

and foot; I cook his bacon jest like he tol' me you did it fer him. I fix

everything the best I kin (and mebby all three of the chillen a-cryin'

after me); and when he come in and see it all ready, and see how hard I got

it, and seem like there's a call fer him to be thankful, then Sammy jest

turns on hit all. He draw down his face at me and he say, black like: 'I

don't want no bacon--what did you fix that shirt for that-a-way? Take away

that turnip sallet--I cain't git nothin' like I want it.' Then, you know,”

with a little smile up into the other's face, half pitiful, half

saucy,--“Then you know, Sammy don't have to be thankful. Hit was all done

wrong.”

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