Donald Laure grew more and more morose; some grief was silently preying
on his mind. He could not sleep, and often walked the floor of his room
during the weary hours of the night.
He became at last so restless that he sought the society of a nature
stronger than his own. This society he found in the company of
Schwatka, who was now a daily visitor at the house.
Dainty observed his altered appearance, but was unable to fathom its
cause.
As his manner grew more and more restrained toward her, she
unconsciously turned to Schwatka, whose equable temperament seemed to
invite her confidence and her friendship.
Gradually the Austrian made himself a necessary factor in the lives of
both husband and wife, and he was her constant attendant in her rides
and drives over the veldt.
All this time Dainty was only conscious that his presence made her
supremely happy. He was always thoughtful of her welfare, always doing
little acts of kindness, which, for the first time in his life, were
spontaneous.
She was a refreshing rest to his blase, worldly nature. When a man who
has become selfish, and therefore cruel, in satisfying his own vanity,
and pandering to his own appetites, meets with a fresh, guileless soul
like Dainty's, he is at once enthralled, and, whether he admits it even
to himself, sets about winning a new toy.
Herr Schwatka's new delight was a constant surprise to him; and as he
drew out forces in her nature, of whose latent existence he had been
ignorant, she more and more revealed charming little traits of
character, which had been hidden from Donald.
She loved to ride, and heretofore Donald had always gladly accompanied
her in these equestrian pleasures. But as solitude wrapped him up more
and more, Schwatka began to take the place at her side. As soon as the
outskirts of the town were reached, she would give rein to her horse,
and together they would speed over the veldt. The colour came to her
cheeks, and a sparkle to her eye, which made her look like an houri in
the rosy morn.
Kate Darcy's early morning ride was also her chief delight. Seated on
her horse "Beauty," she would leave the camp locked in slumber, and
scamper across the barren waste of country, to greet the first rays of
the rising sun. Fearless and independent in all her actions, she had
learned to rely on her own judgment, and to adapt herself to her
surroundings. On several occasions she had seen a couple of equestrians
appear on the horizon; and as the outline of their forms became visible,
and she recognised Herr Schwatka and Dainty, with a word her horse would
shoot away in an opposite direction. She knew human nature, and
perceived that the Austrian was gaining a mental ascendency over her
friend. Was this to be the beginning of the too-oft repeated story of
mistaken love? If so she would avoid seeing a human spider weave his
web at that beautiful hour of the day. So she would shake off a
sensation of depression, and, in love with dear old Mother Nature, free
as air she would bound away, until they were lost to view; only so
restored to mental quiet. With swift and graceful motions, "Beauty"
flew across the shrubless plain, and when she talked to him caressingly,
he would shake his head and lift his ears with as much expression in
them as in a coquette's eyes, and dash forward with a sense of
untrammelled delight.
As "Beauty" leaped ditches and hillocks, Kate would laugh aloud with the
spirit of freedom which filled her; that spirit which fills the air of
old Africa, with its spiky topped mountains and its barbaric elements,
which exploration, civilisation, and Christianity have not conquered.
The sleeping barbarian within wakens more or less in every human heart,
attuned to nature, when in Africa.
At times, the hollowness and baubles of civilisation, with its art and
science, its looms, wheels, and fiery engines, its conventionalities and
restrictions, contrasted with the sun-baths, health, and ignorance of
disease, in the Zulu mind, with its contented pastoral existence, its
adherence to the laws of morality, virtue, and cleanliness, suggests the
question: "What is gained by civilisation?"
On his arrival in England, old King Cetewayo innocently asked:
"When Queen Victoria has all this, why does she want my poor little
corner of the earth?"
Herr Schwatka could have won hearts in his Vienna home, as food for his
vanity. Why did he want to mesmerise this little creature? Why must he
bring into her life the gewgaws of civilisation, the tales of wonderful
cities where she would be happy, and shine like a meteor in a heaven of
celestial beauties?
Could he, with his mesmeric mentality, which would at times rouse her to
such a pitch that her spirit would become restless almost to agony,
could he offer her the tranquillity of a life which would fold its wings
in happy security from hidden enemies, and lull her to rest, safe from
the cruel shafts of the tongues rooted in the mouths of those hideous
moral volcanoes who, with the gusts of their smiles and flatteries,
would overturn and wreck her innocent life?
Men sometimes act as if they believed themselves to be gods.
Few men live up to the reflection of their real selves. Few men are
godlike; therefore, few are happy.