IMPRESSIONS.

There are women who have no power of attraction until you meet them in

their homes, surrounded by evidences of an individuality which belies

your first impression. Then for the first time you discover new traits

of character, and evidences of thought that fascinate and hold you; then

for the first time they surprise and delight you with their real selves.

Again, there are those who shine abroad, but darken their homes. In the

chilling atmosphere surrounding them, no life can expand. These women

are dwarfed souls. Affecting the semblance, they know not the real.

The lifeless imitation of their surroundings betrays them, and chills

the sensibilities of their guests.

The wife of Donald Laure, was a woman whose surroundings seemed a part

of herself--a bright, light creature, glorifying the materialities about

her with a certain radiance, and none could enter her home without

feeling the charm that pervaded it. With her warm heart and generous

impulses she seemed born but to make beholders happy.

She was, as yet, unconscious of the powers that lay dormant in her;

under her childlike exterior was a soul of which even her husband knew

nothing. All her knowledge of the world was like the knowledge of a

maiden, far from its busy actualities.

She mused upon its wonders as they were presented to her mind by her

husband, but he would have been amazed at the panorama of her thoughts.

Greater amazement would have been his, had he known the strange truth of

which she herself was entirely oblivious, that the great pulsating power

of Love had not yet inspired her. To be loved, caressed, cared for, had

so far made her content. But, born of the English soldier and the

daughter of a savage warrior, there slumbered in her soul a possibility

of passion that needed only to be roused to burst into flame.

The life of excitement that society offers, brings little contentment to

a woman with Dainty's nature. She only beats the bars raised by its

cold, formal laws, and sufficient unto herself, living a life within

that soothes, she becomes a fascinating siren to the energetic

nineteenth century man, who comes with his beliefs in materialism, and

his doubts of any goodness that he cannot prove.

Such a woman is to him a creature to be tested by his methods, and

broken on the wheels of his unfeeling Juggernaut of selfishness and

animalism.

Being a delightfully untutored, trusting soul, she is not looking for

this monster evil--self, that he has raised up and worships. At first

attracted to him by a warmth of manner which has every appearance of

generosity, she at last becomes interested in him so deeply, that the

winning of her perfect trust, her whole heart, is an easy pastime,

undertaken at seemingly accidental moments, but in reality pursued as

steps in a long and carefully laid plan.

The evening set apart for receiving the "few friends" was a memorable

one.

Herr Schwatka, accompanied by Major Kildare, was the first to arrive.

Herr Schwatka was a tall, fair-haired Austrian, of distinguished

appearance, and engaging manners. He was a cool-headed, strong-willed

materialist, to whom human nature was a congenial study, who never

allowed anything to thwart his purpose, and whose spirit of

determination dominated most of those with whom he came in contact. To

him, women had been but playthings; he laughed at such an idea as the

grand passion--a figment of the brain for the misleading of boys!

As the two men entered the salon, Kildare, with all his English

coolness, started with surprise at the beauty of his surroundings.

Accustomed to the society which his rank as an officer in the British

army gave him, he had seen much that was rich and alluring in many

countries; but here, in an African desert, many hundred miles from the

sea, to find such taste and elegance displayed, was to him surprising.

The crimson and gold hangings reflected from mirrors in the opal light,

made a fitting background to a picture, in which stood as its central

figure, the Queen of this home, Dainty Laure--a highly gifted woman,

possessing that rarest of all gifts, perfect naturalness. Donald,

standing by her side, presented the two gentlemen.

Had she been the daughter of a duke, she could not have done the honours

with more grace.

The European in Africa has a deep-seated antipathy to the faintest trace

of mixed blood. Yet, as Herr Schwatka bowed to Mrs Laure in his

elegant way, he was conscious of receiving a pleasant impression

entirely new to him.

As for Major Kildare, he was altogether charmed with her, and speedily

opened conversation with the common-place question:

"Mrs Laure, how do you amuse yourself in this dusty town of Kimberley?"

"I do not amuse myself, but let what I see amuse me," replied Dainty.

"My horses and my dogs are company; everything that is beautiful pleases

me; I make friends of the pleasant people I meet, and avoid the unhappy

ones who carry their woes pictured on their faces."

"But what do you do for a confidential friend? Woman must have them,

you know, and you hardly find any congenial woman here!"

"You forget Kate Darcy," replies Dainty. "She is a being to admire. I

look at no one else when Kate is by."

"Would it be wrong to be glad she is not here then?" said the major,

gallantly.

"I think you will be pleased to meet her, you cannot fail to admire

her," answered Dainty. "She is not like me."

Herr Schwatka smiled at the last assertion.

"Do you expect us to admire her when she is not like you?"

Dainty looked at the Austrian with a little deprecatory smile, as she

said: "You will admire her for what she is, rather than what she is

not."

"It is pleasant to hear a woman praise a woman," said Herr Schwatka.

"All women do it sometimes, for they all must have some intimate whom

they can love, caress, and lavish themselves upon."

"Yes," said Dainty, "that may be true, but Kate is not the style of

woman you imagine. She is strong and noble, though gentle withal--wait

till you meet her."

Herr Schwatka felt a warm thrill at the enthusiasm and loyalty of the

heart that loved its friends so wholly.

"It were well to gain you for a friend," he said.

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