XXXIV. TO FIT HER FINGER

It was two rings that the Virginian wrote for when next I heard from

him.

After my dark sight of what the Cattle Land could be, I soon had

journeyed home by way of Washakie and Rawlins. Steve and Shorty did not

leave my memory, nor will they ever, I suppose.

The Virginian had touched the whole thing the day I left him. He had

noticed me looking a sort of farewell at the plains and mountains.

“You will come back to it,” he said. “If there was a headstone for every

man that once pleasured in his freedom here, yu’d see one most every

time yu’ turned your head. It’s a heap sadder than a graveyard--but yu’

love it all the same.”

Sadness had passed from him--from his uppermost mood, at least, when

he wrote about the rings. Deep in him was sadness of course, as well as

joy. For he had known Steve, and he had covered Shorty with earth. He

had looked upon life with a marksman’s eyes, very close; and no one,

if he have a heart, can pass through this and not carry sadness in his

spirit with him forever. But he seldom shows it openly; it bides within

him, enriching his cheerfulness and rendering him of better service to

his fellow-men.

It was a commission of cheerfulness that he now gave, being distant

from where rings are to be bought. He could not go so far as the East

to procure what he had planned. Rings were to be had in Cheyenne, and a

still greater choice in Denver; and so far as either of these towns his

affairs would have permitted him to travel. But he was set upon having

rings from the East. They must come from the best place in the country;

nothing short of that was good enough “to fit her finger,” as he said.

The wedding ring was a simple matter. Let it be right, that was all:

the purest gold that could be used, with her initials and his together

graven round the inside, with the day of the month and the year.

The date was now set. It had come so far as this. July third was to be

the day. Then for sixty days and nights he was to be a bridegroom, free

from his duties at Sunk Creek, free to take his bride wheresoever she

might choose to go. And she had chosen.

Those voices of the world had more than angered her; for after the anger

a set purpose was left. Her sister should have the chance neither to

come nor to stay away. Had her mother even answered the Virginian’s

letter, there could have been some relenting. But the poor lady had been

inadequate in this, as in all other searching moments of her life: she

had sent messages,--kind ones, to be sure,--but only messages. If this

had hurt the Virginian, no one knew it in the world, least of all the

girl in whose heart it had left a cold, frozen spot. Not a good spirit

in which to be married, you will say. No; frozen spots are not good at

any time. But Molly’s own nature gave her due punishment. Through all

these days of her warm happiness a chill current ran, like those which

interrupt the swimmer’s perfect joy. The girl was only half as happy

as her lover; but she hid this deep from him,--hid it until that final,

fierce hour of reckoning that her nature had with her,--nay, was bound

to have with her, before the punishment was lifted, and the frozen spot

melted at length from her heart.

So, meanwhile, she made her decree against Bennington. Not Vermont,

but Wyoming, should be her wedding place. No world’s voices should be

whispering, no world’s eyes should be looking on, when she made her vow

to him and received his vow. Those voices should be spoken and that ring

put on in this wild Cattle Land, where first she had seen him ride into

the flooded river, and lift her ashore upon his horse. It was this open

sky which should shine down on them, and this frontier soil upon which

their feet should tread. The world should take its turn second.

After a month with him by stream and canyon, a month far deeper into the

mountain wilds than ever yet he had been free to take her, a month with

sometimes a tent and sometimes the stars above them, and only their

horses besides themselves--after such a month as this, she would take

him to her mother and to Bennington; and the old aunt over at Dunbarton

would look at him, and be once more able to declare that the Starks had

always preferred a man who was a man.

And so July third was to be engraved inside the wedding ring. Upon the

other ring the Virginian had spent much delicious meditation, all in his

secret mind. He had even got the right measure of her finger without her

suspecting the reason. But this step was the final one in his plan.

During the time that his thoughts had begun to be busy over the other

ring, by a chance he had learned from Mrs. Henry a number of old fancies

regarding precious stones. Mrs. Henry often accompanied the Judge in

venturesome mountain climbs, and sometimes the steepness of the rocks

required her to use her hands for safety. One day when the Virginian

went with them to help mark out certain boundary corners, she removed

her rings lest they should get scratched; and he, being just behind her,

took them during the climb.

“I see you’re looking at my topaz,” she had said, as he returned them.

“If I could have chosen, it would have been a ruby. But I was born in

November.”

He did not understand her in the least, but her words awakened exceeding

interest in him; and they had descended some five miles of mountain

before he spoke again. Then he became ingenious, for he had half worked

out what Mrs. Henry’s meaning must be; but he must make quite sure.

Therefore, according to his wild, shy nature, he became ingenious.

“Men wear rings,” he began. “Some of the men on the ranch do. I don’t

see any harm in a man’s wearin’ a ring. But I never have.”

“Well,” said the lady, not yet suspecting that he was undertaking to

circumvent her, “probably those men have sweethearts.”

“No, ma’am. Not sweethearts worth wearin’ rings for--in two cases,

anyway. They won ’em at cyards. And they like to see ’em shine. I never

saw a man wear a topaz.”

Mrs. Henry did not have any further remark to make.

“I was born in January myself,” pursued the Virginian, very

thoughtfully.

Then the lady gave him one look, and without further process of mind

perceived exactly what he was driving at.

“That’s very extravagant for rings,” said she. “January is diamonds.”

“Diamonds,” murmured the Virginian, more and more thoughtfully. “Well,

it don’t matter, for I’d not wear a ring. And November is--what did yu’

say, ma’am?”

“Topaz.”

“Yes. Well, jewels are cert’nly pretty things. In the Spanish Missions

yu’ll see large ones now and again. And they’re not glass, I think. And

so they have got some jewel that kind of belongs to each month right

around the twelve?”

“Yes,” said Mrs. Henry, smiling. “One for each month. But the opal is

what you want.”

He looked at her, and began to blush.

“October is the opal,” she added, and she laughed outright, for Miss

Wood’s birthday was on the fifteenth of that month.

The Virginian smiled guiltily at her through his crimson.

“I’ve no doubt you can beat around the bush very well with men,” said

Mrs. Henry. “But it’s perfectly transparent with us--in matters of

sentiment, at least.”

“Well, I am sorry,” he presently said. “I don’t want to give her an

opal. I have no superstition, but I don’t want to give her an opal. If

her mother did, or anybody like that, why, all right. But not from me.

D’ yu’ understand, ma’am?”

Mrs. Henry did understand this subtle trait in the wild man, and she

rejoiced to be able to give him immediate reassurance concerning opals.

“Don’t worry about that,” she said. “The opal is said to bring ill luck,

but not when it is your own month stone. Then it is supposed to be not

only deprived of evil influence, but to possess peculiarly fortunate

power. Let it be an opal ring.”

Then he asked her boldly various questions, and she showed him her

rings, and gave him advice about the setting. There was no special

custom, she told him, ruling such rings as this he desired to bestow.

The gem might be the lady’s favorite or the lover’s favorite; and to

choose the lady’s month stone was very well indeed.

Very well indeed, the Virginian thought. But not quite well enough for

him. His mind now busied itself with this lore concerning jewels, and

soon his sentiment had suggested something which he forthwith carried

out.

When the ring was achieved, it was an opal, but set with four small

embracing diamonds. Thus was her month stone joined with his, that their

luck and their love might be inseparably clasped.

He found the size of her finger one day when winter had departed, and

the early grass was green. He made a ring of twisted grass for her,

while she held her hand for him to bind it. He made another for himself.

Then, after each had worn their grass ring for a while, he begged her

to exchange. He did not send his token away from him, but most carefully

measured it. Thus the ring fitted her well, and the lustrous flame

within the opal thrilled his heart each time he saw it. For now June was

near its end; and that other plain gold ring, which, for safe keeping,

he cherished suspended round his neck day and night, seemed to burn with

an inward glow that was deeper than the opal’s.

So in due course arrived the second of July. Molly’s punishment had got

as far as this: she longed for her mother to be near her at this time;

but it was too late.

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