I will now notice a few of the more remarkable donations

On the third day already, after the accounts had been closed, May 29,

1851, I received a donation of 150l., of which I took one-half for the

current expenses for the Orphans, and the other half for these objects.

— This was the first donation in this new period, and was a precious

encouragement to me in the work.

July 8. From May 29th to this day have come in twenty-eight donations,

varying from 1d. to 15l. Today I received a donation of 150l. of which

the donor kindly wished me to take 10l. for my own personal expenses,

and to use the rest as the work of God might require it. As I still had

an abundance in hand both for the Orphans and for these objects, I took

one-half for the current expenses for the Orphans, and the other half

for these objects.

Sept. 6. Again fifty-two donations had come in between July 8th and this

day, varying from 1d. to 20l., when today a brother who has often

manifested his deep interest in the spread of the truth, and who is far

from being rich, sent me 80l. for home and foreign labourers in the

Word.

Nov. 10. Forty donations have come in for these objects from Sept. 6th

to this day, varying from 1 ½ d. to 25l. Today I received 200l., of

which, as stated under the particulars given under this date with

reference to the Building Fund, I took 80l. for these objects. This

donation came in most seasonably; for now the funds for these objects

were lower than they had been for the last ten months, as only 113l.

remained in hand.

Dec. 21. The funds for these objects were now reduced to 10l. 14s. 5d.,

as the twenty-two donations from 4d. to 13l., which had come in since

Nov. 10th, did not altogether amount to more than 31l. 9s. 4d., and as

much money had been expended. The means in hand were therefore far less

than they had been at any time during the last sixteen months, when I

received this morning from A. Z., a new donor, by the Clifton post,

10l., which, being left to my disposal, I took for these objects.

Dec. 27. Only 1l. 7s. 6d. had come in since the 21st. After the payments

of this day were met, there remained only 10s. 4d. in hand.

Consider this position, dear reader. Only 10s. 4d. in hand, and the

expenses for all the various schools were to be met, and the circulation

of the Holy Scriptures and of Tracts I desired to go on, and the Fifty

preachers of the Gospel, whom I sought to help, my heart desired to

help still further. Consider also, that whatever my necessities may be,

I never go into debt, nor do I apply to any one personally for any

thing, but give myself unto prayer. Now hear how this matter ended.

Dec. 28. When I came home last evening from the New Orphan-House, I

found a letter from Gloucestershire, containing a sovereign and a half.

The sovereign was half for these objects, and half for the Orphans; and

of the half sovereign, 6s. were intended for the Orphans; and 4s. for

these objects. Thus I had 14s. more But this morning the Lord has opened

His hands still more bountifully. I have received a donation of 200l.

— The disposal of the money was left to me. I took therefore one half

for the School —, Bible —, Missionary and Tract Objects, and the

other half for the Building Fund.--This donation has been a very

great refreshment to my spirit. During the last six weeks very little

has come in, and though we had lacked nothing (for only a few days since

I paid for sixty thousand Tracts at once), yet we were now poorer than

we had been for two or three years, with regard to means for these

objects. This, however, did not in the least cast me down; for I knew it

was only for the trial of my faith and patience, and that, when the

trial was over, the Lord would again send in bountiful supplies. This He

has now commenced to do, but I expect much more than this. Indeed I am

looking out daily for the Lord's help.

Jan. 1, 1852. The old year closed with manifestations of God's loving

help, in the way of means, and the new begins in the same way. Last

evening I received 4s. 5d. for these objects, and this morning, when I

paid an account, I had 10l. returned for the Schools.--In the course

of the day I received still further from Sherborne 3l., of which the

donor wished 1l. to be taken for the Orphans, 1l. for missions, and 1l.

for my own personal expenses. I received also anonymously from Aberdeen

4s. for the Orphans, with 2s. for missions.

Jan. 2. Further: 5l. for the Schools in Bristol.

Jan. 19. All our money for missionary objects, for the circulation of

Bibles and Tracts, and for the support of the various Schools was now

again spent, as only very little, comparatively had come in since Dec.

28th. The last money which I had, I sent off by the mail steamer to

Demerara, which left two days since. Under these circumstances, I

received this evening 20l., which I might either use for the Orphans, or

for missionary objects, according to the donor's wish. I took it for

missionary objects. But I am looking out for larger supplies, as I have

many openings, profitably to lay out considerable sums for missionary

objects, and for the circulation of Bibles and Tracts. It is remarkable,

that, while I have received from the donor of this sum from time to time

donations for the Orphans, I had not received anything for missionary

objects for a very long time. But I have again and again prayed for help

for this part of the work, and this point makes the answer to prayer

only the more manifest.

Jan. 21. After still further repeated waiting upon the Lord for means,

especially for missionary objects and for the circulation of the Holy

Scriptures and Tracts, I received today from Somersetshire 20l., of

which the donor intends 10l. for foreign missions and 10l. towards the

support of the Orphans.

Jan. 22. From London 4l. for missions.

Jan. 23. 50l., of which half is for missions, and half for the Building

Fund.

Jan. 26. 500l. was left at my disposal. I took the whole for these

objects.

This donation came in most seasonably, enabling me to go on helping

preachers of the Gospel, and also to go on with the circulation of

Bibles and Tracts.

March 17. Before all means were gone, when there was yet about 160l. in

hand, there came in again today for these objects 199l. 13s. 5d.

March 23. 200l. more came in today.

March 26. From three brethren 20l. for missions.--On the same day

from a missionary box at Old Aberdeen 2l.

May 12. The 26 donations which have come in for these objects, since

March 26th, were small. Today I received from Cornwall 50l., of which

the donor wished me to take 10l. for my own personal expenses; the rest

being left at my disposal I took the whole for these objects.

May 15. Received 20l. for missions.

May 19. When nearly all the means for these objects were exhausted, I

received 250l., of which I took for these objects 200l., and 50l. for

the current expenses for the Orphans.

Thus I have given some instances to show how the Lord was pleased to

supply me during another year.

Supplies for the support of the Orphans, sent in answer to prayer, from

May 26, 1851, to May 26, 1852.

When this period commenced, I had in hand for the current expenses for

the Orphans 970l. 13s. 11 ¾ d. We had never had so large a balance for

the other objects at the commencement of any new period, as was the case

at the commencement of this, and so it was also with regard to the

Orphan work. This arose from the fact, that, only a little more than

four months before the accounts were closed, a donation of 3000l. had

been given, which, being equally divided between the Orphan Fund and the

Fund for the other objects, had left so large a balance in hand. But

though there was this large balance to begin with, dependence upon God

was still required day by day, as the pecuniary help is only a very

small part of that which is needed; and even as to means, this sum would

not have lasted long, had the Lord not sent in further supplies. This,

however, He did; and thus it was, that, while there were other trials,

varied and many, yet, as to means, we experienced for a long time

scarcely any difficulty at all. I will now very briefly notice some

cases in which God helped us with means for the support of the Orphans,

in answer to prayer.

May 27, 1851. The first donation of this new period came from an aged

Godly clergyman, whom, up to that time, I had never seen, but to whom my

heart had been much knit through correspondence. The donation consisted

of 5l. from himself, and 1s. 6d. from three poor persons through him.

July 3. A brother and sister, having had a legacy left to them, though

very far from being rich, sent 50l. out of it for the Orphans, as they

desire to use the money with which the Lord may intrust them for Him.

Oct. 2. From the ladies who constitute the Bristol Dorcas Society, the

value of 215l. in flannel and unbleached calico.

Feb. 10, 1852. When the accounts were closed, there was in hand 970l.

13s. 11 ¾ d., and there has come in since then 1242l. 19s. 8d. Up to

this time, I had had an abundance of means, to meet all the current

expenses of the New Orphan-House, and there was still 126l. 3s. 8 ½ d.

in hand. But though I had this, the certain expenses of this week alone

were. 102l. 0s. 4d., besides what might be otherwise needed. Under these

circumstances, a Godly merchant at Clifton gave me this evening, through

his son, a Fifty Pound Note for the benefit of the Orphans. This

donation has greatly refreshed my spirit; for though we were not in

actual need, there being 126l. 3s. 8 ½ d. in hand, to meet the expenses

of 102l. 0s. 4d., which I expected to come upon me this week, yet there

would then only have been left 24l. 3s. 4 ½ d. towards meeting the

current expenses of an establishment with more than 300 inmates. There

had not been so little in hand since the New Orphan-House was first

opened. How kind, therefore, of the Lord, to put it into the heart of

this donor, who is not personally known to me, to contribute this sum!

March 16. From Feb. 10th up to March 8th the income had been

comparatively small, only about 130l. altogether having been received

for the current expenses for the Orphans. This, with what was in hand on

Feb. 10th, was, therefore, so reduced, that on March 8th I had only been

able to advance 15l. for house-keeping expenses, instead of 30l., which

I had for a long time been in the habit of doing. After having paid away

this 15l., I had only about 5l. left. Before this 15l., however, was

quite spent, I had received so much, that on the 12th I could advance.

10l. more for house-keeping. Now this money was all gone, and today,

March 16th, more money was needed, but there was none in hand, except

the balance which was last year left from the Building Fund, which I was

most reluctant to use, and concerning which I asked the Lord that there

might be no need for using it, as I wished to take it for the intended

Orphan-House, the number of destitute Orphans who are waiting for

admission being so great. Now observe how God helped me! Just before I

was called on for more money, I received this morning from a noble Lady

as her own gift and that of two of her friends 15l., and also 4s. 1 ½

d. was given to me as the contents of an Orphan-box. Thus I was able to

advance again 15l. for house-keeping.

March 17. For about six weeks past the Lord has been pleased to exercise

my faith and patience much. Very little, comparatively, has come in for

the Building Fund and the current expenses for the various objects; but

now He has this day greatly refreshed my spirit by the donation of 999l.

13s. 5d., referred to under the Building Fund, which, being left to me

for the Lord's work, to be used as I think best, I took of it for the

current expenses for the Orphans 200l.; so that again, before the money,

which came in yesterday, is expended, fresh supplies are received. I

have been particularly also refreshed by this donation, in that I am not

obliged to use the balance of the former Building Fund, but can let that

remain for the present Building Fund.

May 26, 1852. Since March 17th no further difficulties have been

experienced with regard to means; for though the expenses have amounted

since then to about 700l., the Lord has bountifully supplied me with all

I needed; for I received another donation of 200l., one of 75l. 18s.

9d., one of 50l., two of 10l., eighteen of between 5l. and 10l., besides

many between 6d. and 5l.--Thus I am helped to the close of another

year, during which the Lord has enabled me, through waiting upon Him,

and looking to Him for help, to supply all the current expenses of the

New Orphan-House with its 300 Orphans and all their overseers, teachers,

nurses, etc.; the circulation of the Holy Scriptures and Tracts has been

going on as before; the various schools have been supported; the same

amount as during the past year, or rather more, has been expended for

missionary objects; and yet, over and above all this, I have been

enabled to gather a goodly sum for the Building Fund of the intended

Orphan-House.

Have I not therefore abundant reason to praise the Lord for His

goodness, to trust in Him for the future, to speak well of His name to

my fellow-believers, and to encourage them, more and more to rely upon

the Lord for everything?

Miscellaneous points respecting the Scriptural Know/edge Institution for

Home and Abroad, with reference to the period from May 26, 1851, to May

26, 1852.

1. During this period there were entirely supported by the funds of the

Institution four Day Schools in Bristol, with 248 poor children in them,

and three others in Devonshire, Monmouthshire, and Norfolk, were

assisted.--Further, one Sunday School in Bristol, with 243 children,

was entirely supported, and two others in Devonshire and

Gloucestershire, with 230 children, were assisted.--Lastly, one Adult

School in Bristol, with 120 Adult Scholars, was entirely supported

during this period.--From March 5, 1834, up to May 26, 1852, there

were 5,525 children in the Day Schools in Bristol, 2,600 in the Sunday

School, and 2,033 grown up persons in the Adult School.--There was

expended of the Funds of the Institution, for these various Schools,

during this period, 360l. 1s. 9d.

2. During this period there was expended of the Funds of the Institution

207l. 3s. 1d. for the purpose of circulating the Holy Scriptures,

especially among the very poorest of the poor. There were issued during

this period 1,101 Bibles and 409 New Testaments.--There were

altogether circulated from March 5, 1834, up to May 26, 1852, Eight

Thousand Eight Hundred and Ten Bibles, and Four Thousand Eight Hundred

and Fifty-one New Testaments.

For two years previous to May 26, 1852, it was on my heart, to seek to

make some especial effort for the spread of the Holy Scriptures and for

the spread of simple Gospel Tracts, in a way and for a purpose which

would not be accomplished by the giving of copies of the Holy

Scriptures, or the giving of Tracts to poor persons. My wish was, to put

believers of the higher classes in the way of obtaining cheap pocket

Bibles for the purpose of giving them away as presents to more

respectable persons, as well as furnishing them with the opportunity of

purchasing Bibles and New Testaments, at a cheap rate, for giving them

away among the poor; and of furnishing believers in the higher classes,

who are Tract distributors, with an opportunity of purchasing simple

Gospel Tracts for circulation. Connected with this I desired,

especially, to present the truths of the Gospel, in print, before

genteel persons, whom I had not the same opportunity of reaching as

poorer persons to whom Tracts and Bibles might be given. To this my

attention was turned on account of the mighty efforts which were made to

take away the Holy Scriptures, and to spread Tracts which contain most

pernicious errors. Up to this time we had never had, to any considerable

extent, a depository for Bibles and Tracts. The circulation of Tracts

had been almost exclusively by gratuitous distribution; and thus it had

been also, for some years previously, with reference to the circulation

of the Holy Scriptures.--For a very long time, however, we could not

meet with a suitable house, till at last, after much prayer, and waiting

for more than a year, convenient premises were obtained by renting No.

34, Park Street, Bristol. On April 29, 1852, this Bible and Tract

Warehouse was opened with prayer.

3. During this year there was spent of the funds of the Institution, for

missionary objects, the sum of 2005l. 7s. 5d. By this sum fifty-one

labourers in the word and doctrine, in various parts of the world, were

to a greater or less degree assisted.

It is a subject of joy and thankfulness to me, to be able to inform the

believing reader, that the Lord was pleased to grant again much blessing

upon the labours of these brethren during this year. Many sinners were

converted through their instrumentality, some of whom had been in a most

awful state. This remark applies both to foreign and home labourers.

4. There was laid out for the circulation of Tracts, from May 26, 1851,

to May 26, 1852, the sum of 356l. 11s. 3 ½ d. There were circulated

during the year 489,136 Tracts.

The total number of Tracts, which were circulated from the beginning up

to May 26, 18152, was 1,086,366.

The Lord is pleased to increase this part of the work more and more.

It is not merely, however, of the increase in the number of Tracts that

I have to speak. I heard during this year of one case after another, in

which the tracts, with which the Lord enabled me to furnish the many

brethren who circulate them, were used by Him in the way of

communicating great blessing to believers, or as instruments of

conversion to unbelievers. I would indeed with all my might seek to

spread the truth of God by means of these little publications in greater

and greater numbers; but I would follow them also, day by day, with my

prayers, and never trust in the numbers which have been issued, but in

God, to Grant His blessing, without which all these efforts are in

vain.

A great number of believers, in various parts of the world, aid me in

the circulation of tracts. Up to April 1852, however, almost all the

tracts which were circulated were given away gratuitously, but, as has

been stated already, there was then more particularly commenced the sale

of Tracts also, in connexion with the sale of Bibles, at the Bible and

Tract Warehouse, No. 34, Park Street, Bristol.

5. On May 26, 1851, there were. Three Hundred Orphans in the New Orphan

House on Ashley Down, Bristol. From that day up to May 26, 1852, there

wore admitted into it twenty-seven Orphans, making 327 in all. Of these

327, nine died during the year; one Orphan was sent to Christian

relatives, who by that time were able to provide for him, and who felt

it their duty to do so; one was sent to relatives on account of being in

such a state of health that the Establishment was an unsuitable place

for her; three of the elder girls, who were able to earn their bread by

entering service, but who could not be recommended to any situation,

after they had been long borne with, were at last sent in disgrace from

the Establishment to their relatives. This course was adopted as a last

remedy with regard to themselves, and as a solemn warning for all the

children in the Establishment. Four girls were with comfort sent out to

service, and nine boys were apprenticed at the expense of the

establishment. This makes the removals as many as the reception of new

Orphans, so that the number was still 300 in the New Orphan House, on

May 26, 1852. The total of the expenses, connected with the support of

the Orphans, from May 26, 1851, to May 26, 1852, was 3035l. 3s. 4d. The

total number of Orphans under our care from April 1836, to May 26,

18152, was Five Hundred and Fifteen.

I notice further the following points in connection with the New Orphan

House.

1. Without any one having been personally applied to for anything, by

me, the sum of 42,970l. 17s. 6d. was given to me for the Orphans as the

result of prayer to God from the commencement of the work, up to May 26,

1852. It may be also interesting to the reader to know, that the total

amount, which was given as free contributions, for the other objects,

from the commencement of the work up to May 26, 1852, amounted to

15,976l. 10s. 6 ¼ d.; and that, which came in by the sale of Bibles and

Tracts, and by the payments of the children in the Day-Schools, amounted

to 3,073/. 1s. 9 ¾ d. Besides this, also a great variety and number of

articles of clothing, furniture, provisions, &c., were given for the use

of the Orphans.

2. During no period of the work had we such great affliction in the way

of sickness in the Orphan Establishment as during this. For nearly four

months the scarlet fever and other diseases prevailed, so that more than

one hundred children were seriously ill during this period, and at one

time there were 55 Orphans confined to their beds. But the Lord dealt

very mercifully with us. Only 5 died in consequence of the scarlet

fever, though we had 64 decided cases.

3. Several of the Orphans who left the Establishment during this year

went away as believers, having been converted some time before they

left; one also who died gave very decided evidence of a true change of

heart by faith in our Lord Jesus; several who in former years were under

our care, as we heard during this year, took their stand openly on the

Lord's side, and dated their first impressions to the instructions

received whilst with us; and lastly, of those under our care, there were

not a few whose spiritual state gave us joy and comfort. Thus, amidst

many difficulties and trials and some discouragements, we had abundant

cause to praise God for His goodness, and to go forward in the strength

of the Lord.

Matters connected with my own personal affairs.

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