CHAPTER XII.

"In the mute August afternoon

They trembled to some undertune

Of music in the silver air;

Great pleasure was it to be there

Till green turned duskier and the moon

Coloured the corn-sheaves like gold hair."

The atmosphere of Grace Perivale's life was changed. John Faunce's keen

eye for character had not erred in this particular case. Lady Perivale

at Runnymede Grange was not the same woman the detective had conversed

with in Grosvenor Square.

Happy love leaves no room for troubled thoughts in a woman's mind; and

from the hour when Grace learnt that Arthur Haldane was her trusting

and devoted lover, she began to forget the frivolous friends whose

desertion she had so deeply resented. She forgot to be angry, because

she had ceased to care. That outer world, the world of Mayfair and

Belgravia, with its sordid interests and petty ambitions, the world

of South African millionaires and new-made nobility, the world in

which every smart personage was living in some other smart personage's

house, and everybody who wasn't accredited with millions was suspected

of being on the brink of insolvency; that _élite_, over-civilized and

decadent world--dazzling and alluring in the phosphorescent radiance of

decay--seemed so remote from all that makes happiness, that it could

not be worth thinking about.

Her world now lay within so narrow a circle. Her world began and ended

in a poet, critic, and romancer, whose dreams, thoughts, opinions, and

aspirations, filled her mind to overflowing. He was her world, Arthur

Haldane, the man of letters, to whom she was to be married as soon as

this preposterous scandal was swept into the world's great ragbag of

forgotten things.

The words had been spoken at last, words that had been in his heart

two years ago, when Grace Perivale's beauty first flashed like sudden

sunshine into the level grey of his life, and when he discovered that

behind the beauty there was a brain and a heart.

He had held himself in check then, had courted her society under a mask

of indifference, for more than one reason. First, because she was rich,

and a much-talked-of prize in the matrimonial market; next, because

of his jealous fear that Rannock's showy accomplishments and charm of

manner had won her heart.

"How could I hope to prevail--a dry-as-dust scribbler--against a man

who had been called irresistible?" he asked, when Grace reproached him

for his aloofness in that first year of their acquaintance.

"A dry-as-dust scribbler who had written the most pathetic story of the

last half century. Every tear I shed over 'Mary Deane' was a link that

bound me to the man who wrote the book. Of course I don't pretend that

if the man had been fat and elderly--like Richardson--I should have

fallen in love with him. But even then I should have valued him, as the

young women of those days valued the fat little printer. I should have

courted his society, and hung upon his words."

"It is not every novelist who is so lucky," said Haldane. "I think I am

the first, since Balzac, whose book has won him the love that crowns a

life."

What fairer Eden could there be than that reach of the Thames in a fine

August? Other men were turning their faces northward with dogs and

guns, ready for havoc on "the twelfth," or waiting impatiently for "the

first." But Arthur Haldane, who was no mean shot, and had invitations

to half a dozen country houses, behaved like a man who had never lifted

a gun to his shoulder. The veriest cockney could not have been happier

in that river idlesse, in which a punt-pole was his most strenuous

exertion, and to boil a tea-kettle his most exciting sport. The summer

days, the golden evenings were never too long, and the crimson of the

sunset seemed always a surprise.

"I know you must be wanting to kill things," Grace said one evening;

"and you must hate me keeping you dawdling here. I am glad you are not

grouse-shooting, for I have always dreaded the moors since my poor

Hector caught his death in the ceaseless downpour of one dreadful

August day. But why do you not go to your Norfolk friends for the

partridge-shooting?"

"You are very kind and thoughtful, but my Norfolk friends were always a

trifle boring, and they would be intolerable now, if they kept me away

from you."

"That is very flattering to my vanity. But I will not have you tied to

my apron-string."

"I will tell you if ever the string galls. Come what may, I am not

going to leave the neighbourhood of London till your lawsuit has been

settled."

They hoped that everything would be over before the late autumn, so

that they could start for Cairo at the right season; and from Cairo

they might go on to India. They were of a humour to ramble over the

world together; but in the mean time life was so sweet in the Thames

backwaters, among flowering rushes and under dipping willows, and on

the lawn at Runnymede Grange, that they seldom went as much as a mile

afield. Lovers are like children at play in a garden, who dream of

the days when they will be grown up and sail through blue skies in a

balloon, to find where the world leaves off.

Grace looked back, in many a happy reverie, and recalled that year

before the beginning of the scandal, when the man who was now her

impassioned lover had seemed to her cold and distant. Only by his

seriousness in seeking her society, his grave pleasure in ministering

to her love of books, and bringing her in touch with the choicest

things in contemporary literature, could Lady Perivale discover that

his friendship was any more than the admiring regard which every

intelligent man must needs feel for a young and beautiful woman who is

also intelligent. Much as Haldane admired beauty--from its spiritual

essence in a picture by Burne-Jones, to its earthliest form in a

Roman flower-girl on the steps below the Church of the Trinity--his

affections would never have been taken captive by beauty allied with

silliness. He was a man to whom community of thought was an essential

element in love. And, in Grace Perivale, he had discovered mind and

imagination in sympathy with his own thoughts and dreams; and he was

completely happy in her company, happy to be her friend, yet hesitating

to become her lover, till, in some future day, her intimate knowledge

of his character might make it impossible for her to misread his

motives.

* * * * *

And then had come the bitter blow, when he, who had tortured himself

with jealous apprehensions of her liking for Colonel Rannock, heard the

story of those chance meetings in the South.

He had been vehement in his denunciation of the slander. If the story

were so far true that she was the person who had been seen with

Rannock, could any one who knew her doubt for a moment that he had a

legal right to her company, that they had been quietly married, and,

for some reason of their own, chose to delay the publication of their

marriage.

He was laughed at for his vehemence, and for his simplicity.

"Did you never hear of a woman throwing her cap over the mill?" asked

his friend. "Have you lived so long in a civilized world, and don't

you know that women are always doing the most unexpected things? Have

you known no delicately-reared woman take to the gin-bottle and drink

herself to death? Have you never heard of the household angel--the

devoted wife and mother--who, after twenty years of honourable wedlock,

went off with her daughter's Italian singing-master? And these rich

women are the very sort who go wrong. Their opulence demoralizes them.

They are petty Cleopatras, and pine for the fierce passion of a Cæsar

or a Marc Antony."

There was not much stirring in London in the early part of that season,

and the scandal about Lady Perivale was dinned into Haldane's ears

wherever he went. Young women talked about it, in allusive speech, with

a pretence of _naïveté_. What was the story? They pretended not to know

what it all meant; but they knew their mothers were not going to call

upon her ever again; so they opined that it must be something very

dreadful, considering the sort of people their mothers went on visiting

and entertaining season after season. It must be something worse than

the things that were said about Lady Such-and-Such, or even about Mrs.

So-and-So.

Haldane heard, and the iron entered into his soul; and he held himself

aloof from the woman he loved, fearing, doubting, waiting.

"If that man appears upon the scene I shall know it's all over," he

thought.

He walked from his rooms in Jermyn Street to Grosvenor Square every

night, and paced the pavements within view of Lady Perivale's windows,

steering clear of the houses where there were parties, with awnings,

and blocks of bystanders, and policemen, and linkmen. He saw the

lighted windows of the morning-room, and sometimes saw a graceful

shadow flit across the blind, and knew that she was there, and alone.

No masculine form ever passed between the lamp and the windows. Susan

Rodney appeared there once or twice a week, and he sometimes saw her

driven away in a humble four-wheeler, on the stroke of eleven. But the

figure he feared to see never crossed the threshold.

And then a man at his club told him that Rannock had not been in London

that season. He had gone under. He was said to be in America, but that

was as might be. He had come to the end of his tether.

It had been a time of agonizing doubt, expiated by almost as agonizing

remorse. But it was over now, and life was a dream of bliss--a dream of

the fast coming days when Grace Perivale would be his wife, when the

evening shadows would bring no parting, the night no loneliness.

Susan Rodney was an ideal third for a pair of lovers, as she had plenty

of interests and occupations of her own, spending all her leisure in

the composition of a light opera which she had been engaged upon for

years, with only a faint hope of ever getting it produced; perhaps in

Brussels, perhaps in Frankfort, she dared hardly think of London.

Absorbed in the thrilling delight of a quintette, or a chorus, Sue

only gave the lovers her company when they wanted it, which they very

often did, as her bright and cheerful spirit harmonized with their own

happiness. They both liked her, and were both very sure of her sympathy.

In one of their garden _têtes-à-tête_, their talk having drifted on

to Haldane's famous novel, the one work of fiction which had made his

reputation with the general reader, he confessed to having nearly

finished a second story.

"I only began it in May," he said, "during a fit of insomnia. My mind

was full of scorpions, like Macbeth's, and I think I should have gone

mad if I had not summoned those shadows from the unseen world, and set

myself to anatomize them. It is a bitter book, a story of Fate's worst

irony; and in a better period of English literature--in the day of

Scott, or Dickens and Thackeray--it would have stood no chance of being

widely read. But we have changed all that. This is the day of cruel

books. Most of us have turned our pens into scalpels. And I think this

story of mine is cruel enough to hit the public taste."

"There is nothing that touches your life or mine in it?" Grace asked,

with a touch of alarm.

"No, no, no; not one thought. I wrote it while I was trying to forget

you--and trying still harder to forget myself. The shadows that move

in it bear not the faintest resemblance to you or me. It is a sordid

book, a study of human meanness, and the misery that dull minds make

for themselves: pale-grey miseries that gradually draw to a focus and

deepen to blood-red tragedy. But it has one redeeming feature--one

really good man--a city missionary, humbly born, plain, self-educated,

but a Christ-like character. I should have burnt the book unfinished

but for him. He came to my relief when my story and I were sinking into

a slough of despond."

"You talk as if the web were not of your weaving, as if you had no

power over the figures that move in it."

"I have no such power, Grace. They come to me as mysteriously as the

shadows in a dream, and their spell is strong. I cannot create them;

and I cannot change them."

She wanted him to read his story to her before it was printed; but this

was just the one thing he could not do. He could not imagine himself

reading his own words.

"It would make me hate my work," he said. "Every clumsy phrase, every

banal word, would leap out of the page and gibber at me as I read. I

will bring you the first copy fresh from the press, and when you have

read it you shall tell me afterwards whether I am ever to write another

story."

"You shall write another, and another, and go on writing," she answered

gaily. "You will give me a second world, a world peopled with strange

or lovely creatures--villains as colossal as Milton's Satan, heroines

as innocent as his Eve. My life in the world of your imagining

will be almost as intense as your own. You will give me a second

existence, better than the everyday world. You will tell me about your

dream-people, won't you, Arthur, as they spring into life?"

"The fear is that I shan't be able to refrain from talking of them, to

the other half of my soul."

"You cannot weary the other half by much talking."

"Do you think not? I can imagine a husband's art becoming an

unspeakable bore to his wife."

"Not if she loves him and loves his art."

"Ah, there's the rub."

Lady Perivale was recalled from the shadow-world of the novelist by the

substantial apparition of John Faunce, who arrived unannounced on a

sultry afternoon, and found her sitting in the garden with Mr. Haldane

and Miss Rodney, at a table strewn with all the new magazines and some

of the old poets, in those miniature editions that so lend themselves

to being carried about and not read.

"I thought I might venture to call without notice," said Faunce, "as I

have some rather important news for your ladyship."

"Indeed!"

"A libel--a most audacious libel," said Faunce, taking a paper from his

pocket.

"Where? where? What paper?" Grace and Sue exclaimed excitedly.

"Strange to say, in a society paper of most respectable character,

though of a somewhat limited circulation," replied Faunce; "a paper

which, to my knowledge, has never offended in this manner until

now--the _Bon Ton and Cricket Review_, a journal printed at Kennington,

and mostly circulated in the South of London."

He handed the paper to Lady Perivale, who turned the leaves hurriedly,

too agitated to read a line for the first few minutes.

It was an eminently proper paper--a paper that told of dances at

Tooting, private theatricals at Norwood, and At Homes at Tulse Hill,

a paper that described dresses and millinery, and gave receipts for

cornflower creams and jellies made without wine, for cleaning kid

gloves and making golden hair-dye. Pages were devoted to the Oval,

and other pages to school cricket. There was the usual short story of

the ultra-smart world. There was a Denmark Hill celebrity at home.

There was everything nice and proper that a Society paper should

have; and there, amidst all this respectability--like a hideous wen

upon a handsome face--appeared three atrocious paragraphs about Lady

Perivale's _tête-à-tête_ tour with Colonel Rannock; the first setting

forth the surprise of the lady's friends on meeting her travelling

alone with a man of dubious character; the second debating whether

the freedom of _fin-de-siècle_ manners would not permit of any lady

travelling with any gentleman without causing scandal; the third, of a

somewhat grosser tone, winding up with a couplet from Pope:

"Nor Cæsar's empress would I deign to prove,

No, make me mistress to the man I love."

"It's abominable!" cried Grace, flushing crimson, and throwing down the

paper in a rage.

"And you tell me I'm not to horsewhip the scoundrel who wrote that!"

said Haldane, who had read the paragraphs over her shoulder.

"I do--most decidedly," answered Faunce, edging away from him with an

involuntary movement. "We wanted a libel--a gross libel--and we've got

it. We are going to bring an action against the proprietor of the _Bon

Ton_, but we are not going to put ourselves in the wrong by assaulting

him first. No, sir, we shall proceed against the proprietor, editor,

and printer of the _Bon Ton_, and we shall ask for exemplary damages."

"Damages!" exclaimed Grace. "Do you suppose I want the loathsome

creature's money?"

"Why not make it a criminal suit, and send him to prison?" asked

Haldane.

"I think not, sir. Her ladyship's solicitors, Messrs. Harding, have

gone into the matter with me, and we are agreed that a criminal action

is not advisable."

"How does this thing happen to appear so long after the circulation of

the scandal?"

"Ah! that's the question," said Faunce, blandly. "You see, fashionable

gossip takes a considerable time to cross the Thames and filter down to

Tooting. The proprietor--and editor--lives at Tooting, and I dare say,

to his mind, the slander appeared a novelty. I'm glad he didn't get

hold of it sooner, for we should not have been prepared to deal with

the case as we are now."

Miss Rodney had picked up the _Bon Ton_, and was reading the paragraphs

with a frowning brow.

"How can you look at that atrocious stuff?" cried Grace, snatching the

paper from her and rolling it into a ball for her poodle, who rushed

across the lawn with it and then laid himself down and proceeded to

tear it into shreds with his paws and teeth.

"It's lucky that isn't the only copy in existence, Lady Perivale," said

Faunce.

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