He repeated, staring, 'Fifteen years this time?'

'Yes. Good-bye.'

And she was gone, and had shut the door behind her before her monstrous

meaning dawned on him.

Then, when it did, he strode out of the room after her.

She was going up the stairs very slowly.

'Come down,' he said.

She went on as if she hadn't heard him.

'Come down. If you don't come down at once I'll fetch you.'

This, through all her wretchedness, through all her horror, for beating

in her ears were two words over and over again, _Lucy, Vera_--_Lucy,

Vera_ struck her as so absurd, the vision of herself, more naturally

nimble, going on up the stairs just out of Wemyss's reach, with him

heavily pursuing her, till among the attics at the top he couldn't but

run her to earth in a cistern, that she had great difficulty in not

spilling over into a ridiculous, hysterical laugh.

'Very well then,' she said, stopping and speaking in a low voice so that

Lucy shouldn't be disturbed by unusual sounds, 'I'll come down.' And

shining, quivering with indomitableness, she did.

She arrived at the bottom of the stairs where he was standing and faced

him. What was he going to do? Take her by the shoulders and turn her

out? Not a sign, not the smallest sign of distress or fear should he get

out of her. Fear of him in relation to herself was the last thing she

would condescend to feel, but fear for Lucy--for Lucy.... She could very

easily have cried out because of Lucy, entreated to be allowed to see

her sometimes, humbled herself, if she hadn't gripped hold of the

conviction of his delight if she broke down, of his delight at having

broken her down, at refusing. The thought froze her serene.

'You will now leave my house,' said Wemyss through his teeth.

'Without my hat, Everard?' she inquired mildly.

He didn't answer. He would gladly at that moment have killed her, for he

thought he saw she was laughing at him. Not openly. Her face was serious

and her voice polite; but he thought he saw she was laughing at him, and

beyond anything that could happen to him he hated being defied.

He walked to the front door, reached up and undid the top bolt, stooped

down and undid the bottom bolt, turned the key, took the chain off,

pulled the door open, and said, 'There now. Go. And let this be a lesson

to you.'

'I am glad to see,' said Miss Entwhistle, going out on to the steps with

dignity, and surveying the stars with detachment, 'that it is a fine

night.'

He shut and bolted and locked and chained her out, and as soon as he had

done, and she heard his footsteps going away, and her eyes were a little

accustomed to the darkness, she went round to the back entrance, rang

the bell, and asked the astonished tweeny, who presently appeared, to

send Lizzie to her; and when Lizzie came, also astonished, she asked her

to be so kind as to go up to her room and put her things in her bag and

bring her her hat and cloak and purse.

'I'll wait here in the garden,' said Miss Entwhistle, 'and it would be

most kind, Lizzie, if you were rather quick.'

Then, when she had got her belongings, and Lizzie had put her cloak

round her shoulders and tried to express, by smoothings and brushings of

it, her understanding and sympathy, for it was clear to Lizzie and to

all the servants that Miss Entwhistle was being turned out, she went

away; she went away past the silent house, through the white gate, up

through the darkness of the sunken oozy lane, out on to the road where

the stars gave light, across the bridge, into the village, along the

road to the station, to wait for whatever train should come.

She walked slower and slower.

She was extraordinarily tired.

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