XXVII

Later on in the dining-room, when she was reluctantly eating the meal

prepared for her--Lucy still slept, or she would have asked to be

allowed to have a biscuit by her bedside--Miss Entwhistle said to

Chesterton, who attended her, Would she let her know when Mr. Wemyss

telephoned, as she wished to speak to him.

She was feeling more and more uneasy as time passed as to what Everard

would think of her uninvited presence in his house. It was natural; but

would he think so? What wasn't natural was for her to feel uneasy,

seeing that the house was also Lucy's, and that the child's face had

hardly had room enough on it for the width of her smile of welcome.

There, however, it was,--Miss Entwhistle felt like an interloper. It was

best to face things. She not only felt like an interloper but, in

Everard's eyes, she was an interloper. This was the situation: His wife

had a cold--a bad cold, but not anything serious; nobody had sent for

his wife's aunt; nobody had asked her to come; and here she was. If

that, in Everard's eyes, wasn't being an interloper Miss Entwhistle was

sure he wouldn't know one if he saw one.

In her life she had read many books, and was familiar with those elderly

relatives frequently to be met in them, and usually female, who intrude

into a newly married _ménage_ and make themselves objectionable to one

of the parties by sympathising with the other one. There was no cause

for sympathy here, and if there ever should be Miss Entwhistle would

certainly never sympathise except from a neutral place. She wouldn't

come into a man's house, and in the very act of being nourished by his

food sympathise with his wife; she would sympathise from London. Her

honesty of intention, her single-mindedness, were, she knew, complete.

She didn't feel, she knew she wasn't, in the least like these relatives

in books, and yet as she sat in Everard's chair--obviously it was his;

the upholstered seat was his very shape, inverted--she was afraid,

indeed she was certain, he would think she was one of them.

There she was, she thought, come unasked, sitting in his place, eating

his food. He usedn't to like her; would he like her any the better for

this? From a desire not to have meals of his she had avoided tea, but

she hadn't been able to avoid dinner, and with each dish set before

her--dishes produced surprisingly, as she couldn't but observe, at the

end of an arm thrust to the minute through a door--she felt more and

more acutely that she was in his eyes, if he could only see her, an

interloper. No doubt it was Lucy's house too, but it didn't feel as if

it were, and she would have given much to be able to escape back to

London that night.

But whatever Everard thought of her intrusion she wasn't going to leave

Lucy. Not alone in that house; not to wake up to find herself alone in

that house. Besides, who knew how such a chill would develop? There

ought of course to have been a doctor. When Everard rang up, as he would

be sure to the last thing to ask how Lucy was, she would go to the

telephone, announce her presence, and inquire whether it wouldn't be as

well to have a doctor round in the morning.

Therefore she asked Chesterton to let her know when Mr. Wemyss

telephoned; and Chesterton, surprised, for it was not Wemyss's habit to

telephone to The Willows, all his communications coming on postcards,

paused just an instant before replying, 'If you please, ma'am.'

Chesterton wondered what Wemyss was expected to telephone about. It

wouldn't have occurred to her that it might be about the new Mrs.

Wemyss's health, because he had not within her recollection ever

telephoned about the health of a Mrs. Wemyss. Sometimes the previous

Mrs. Wemyss's health gave way enough for her to stay in bed, but no

telephoning from London had in consequence taken place. Accordingly she

wondered what message could be expected.

'What time would Mr. Wemyss be likely to ring up?' asked Miss Entwhistle

presently, more for the sake of saying something than from a desire to

know. She was going to that telephone, but she didn't want to, she was

in no hurry for it, it wasn't impatience to meet Wemyss's voice making

her talk to Chesterton; what was making her talk was the dining-room.

For not only did its bareness afflict her, and its glaring light, and

its long empty table, and the way Chesterton's footsteps echoed up and

down the uncarpeted floor, but there on the wall was that poor thing

looking at her, she had no doubt whatever as to who it was standing up

in that long slim frock looking at her, and she was taken aback. In

spite of her determination to like all the arrangements, it did seem to

her tactless to have her there, especially as she had that trick of

looking so very steadily at one; and when she turned her eyes away from

the queer, suppressed smile, she didn't like what she saw on the other

wall either,--that enlarged old man, that obvious progenitor.

Having caught sight of both these pictures, which at night were much

more conspicuous than by day, owing to the brilliant unshaded lighting,

Miss Entwhistle had no wish to look at them again, and carefully looked

either at her plate or at Chesterton's back as she hurried down the room

to the dish being held out at the end of the remarkable arm; but being

nevertheless much disturbed by their presence, and by the way she knew

they weren't taking their eyes off her however carefully she took hers

off them, she asked Chesterton what time Wemyss would be likely to

telephone merely in order to hear the sound of a human voice.

Chesterton then informed her that her master never did telephone to The

Willows, so that she was unable to say what time he would.

'But,' said Miss Entwhistle, surprised, 'you have a telephone.'

'If you please, ma'am,' said Chesterton.

Miss Entwhistle didn't like to ask what, then, the telephone was for,

because she didn't wish to embark on anything even remotely approaching

a discussion of Everard's habits, so she wondered in silence.

Chesterton, however, presently elucidated. She coughed a little first,

conscious that to volunteer a remark wasn't quite within her idea of

the perfect parlourmaid, and then she said, 'It's owing to local

convenience, ma'am. We find it indispensable in the isolated situation

of the 'ouse. We gives our orders to the tradesmen by means of the

telephone. Mr. Wemyss installed it for that purpose, he says, and

objects to trunk calls because of the charges and the waste of Mr.

Wemyss's time at the other end, ma'am.'

'Oh,' said Miss Entwhistle.

'If you please, ma'am,' said Chesterton.

Miss Entwhistle said nothing more. With her eyes fixed on her plate in

order to avoid those other eyes, she wondered what she had better do. It

was half-past eight, and Everard hadn't rung up. If he were going to be

anxious enough not to mind the trunk-call charge he would have been

anxious enough before this. That he hadn't rung up showed he regarded

Lucy's indisposition as slight. What, then, would he say to her

uninvited presence there? Nothing, she was afraid, that would be really

hospitable. And she had just eaten a pudding of his. It seemed to curdle

up within her.

'No, _no_ coffee, thank you,' she said hastily, on Chesterton's

inquiring if she wished it served in the library. She had had dinner

because she couldn't help herself, urged to it by the servants, but she

needn't proceed to extras. And the library,--wasn't it in the library

that Everard was sitting the day that poor smiling thing ... yes, she

remembered Lucy telling her so. No, she would not have coffee in the

library.

But now about telephoning. Really the only thing to do, the only way of

dignity, was to ring him up. Useless waiting any more for him to do it;

evidently he wasn't going to. She would ring him up, tell him she was

there, and ask--she clung particularly to the doctor idea, because his

presence would justify hers--if the doctor hadn't better look in in the

morning.

Thus it was that, sitting quiet in their basement, the Twites were

startled about nine o'clock that evening by the telephone bell. It

sounded more uncanny than ever up there, making all that noise by itself

in the dark; and when, hurrying up anxiously to it, Twite applied his

ear, all that happened was that an extremely short-tempered voice told

him to hold on.

Twite held on, listening hard and hearing nothing.

'Say 'Ullo, Twite,' presently advised Mrs. Twite from out of the anxious

silence at the foot of the kitchen stairs.

''Ullo,' said Twite half-heartedly.

'Must be a wrong number,' said Mrs. Twite, after more silence. ''Ang it

up, and come and finish your supper.'

A very small voice said something very far away. Twite strained every

nerve to hear. He hadn't yet had to face a trunk call, and he thought

the telephone was fainting.

''Ullo?' he said anxiously, trying to make the word sound polite.

'It's a wrong number,' said Mrs. Twite, after further waiting. ''Ang it

up.'

The voice, incredibly small, began to talk again, and Twite, unable to

hear a word, kept on saying with increasing efforts to sound polite,

''Ullo?'Ullo?'

''Ang it up,' said Mrs. Twite, who from the bottom of the stairs was

always brave.

'That's what it is,' said Twite at last, exhausted. 'It's a wrong

number.' And he went to the writing-pad and wrote:

A wrong number rang up sir believed to be a lady 9.10.

So Miss Entwhistle at the other end was defeated, and having done her

best and not succeeded she decided to remain quiescent, at any rate

till the morning. Quiescent and uncritical. She wouldn't worry; she

wouldn't criticise; she would merely think of Everard in those terms

of amiability which were natural to her.

But while she was waiting for the call in the cold hall there had been a

moment when her fixed benevolence did a little loosen. Chesterton,

seeing that she shivered, had suggested the library for waiting in,

where she said there was a fire, but Miss Entwhistle preferred to be

cold in the hall than warm in the library; and standing in that bleak

place she saw a line of firelight beneath a door, which she then knew

must be the library. Accordingly she then also knew that Lucy's bedroom

was exactly above the library, for looking up she could see its door

from where she stood; so that it was out of that window.... Her

benevolence for a moment did become unsteady. He let the child sleep

there, he made the child sleep there....

She soon, however, had herself in hand again. Lucy didn't mind, so why

should she? Lucy was asleep there at that moment, with a look of

complete content on her face. But there was one thing Miss Entwhistle

decided she would do: Lucy shouldn't wake up by any chance in the night

and find herself in that room alone,--window or no window, she would

sleep there with her.

This was a really heroic decision, and only love for Lucy made it

possible. Apart from the window and what she believed had happened at

it, apart from the way that poor thing's face in the photograph haunted

her, there was the feeling that it wasn't Lucy's bedroom at all but

Everard's. It was oddly disagreeable to Miss Entwhistle to spend the

night, for instance, with Wemyss's sponge. She debated in the spare-room

when she was getting ready for bed--a small room on the other side of

the house, with a nice high window-sill--whether she wouldn't keep her

clothes on. At least then she would feel more strange, at least she

would feel less at home. But how tiring. At her age, if she sat up all

night--and in her clothes no lying down could be comfortable--she would

be the merest rag next morning, and quite unable to cope on the

telephone with Everard. And she really must take out her hairpins; she

couldn't sleep a wink with them all pressing on her head. Yet the

familiarity of being in that room among the neckties without her

hairpins.... She hesitated, and argued, and all the while she was slowly

taking out her hairpins and taking off her clothes.

At the last moment, when she was in her nightgown and her hair was

neatly plaited and she was looking the goodest of tidy little women, her

courage failed her. No, she couldn't go. She would stay where she was,

and ring and ask that nice housemaid to sleep with Mrs. Wemyss in case

she wanted anything in the night.

She did ring; but by the time Lizzie came Miss Entwhistle, doubting the

sincerity of her motives, had been examining them. Was it really the

neckties? Was it really the sponge? Wasn't it, at bottom, really the

window?

She was ashamed. Where Lucy could sleep she could sleep. 'I rang,' she

said, 'to ask you to be so kind as to help me carry my pillow and

blankets into Mrs. Wemyss's room. I'm going to sleep on the sofa there.'

'Yes ma'am,' said Lizzie, picking them up. 'The sofa's very short and

'ard, ma'am. 'Adn't you better sleep in the bed?'

'No,' said Miss Entwhistle.

'There's plenty of room, ma'am. Mrs. Wemyss wouldn't know you was in it,

it's such a large bed.'

'I will sleep on the sofa,' said Miss Entwhistle.

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