The Wemyss-Entwhistle engagement proceeded on its way of development
through the ordinary stages of all engagements: secrecy complete,
secrecy partial, semi-publicity, and immediately after that entire
publicity, with its inevitable accompanying uproar. The uproar, always
more or less audible to the protagonists, of either approval or
disapproval, was in this case one of unanimous disapproval. Lucy's
father's friends protested to a man. The atmosphere at Eaton Terrace was
convulsed; and Lucy, running as she always did to hide from everything
upsetting into Wemyss's arms, was only made more certain than ever that
there alone was peace.
This left Miss Entwhistle to face the protests by herself. There was
nothing for it but to face them. Jim had had so many intimate, devoted
friends, and each of them apparently regarded his daughter as his
special care and concern. One or two of the younger ones, who had been
disciples rather than friends, were in love with her themselves, and
these were specially indignant and vocal in their indignation. Miss
Entwhistle found herself in the position she had tried so hard to
avoid, that of defending and explaining Wemyss to a highly sceptical,
antagonistic audience. It was as if, forced to fight for him, she was
doing so with her back to her drawing-room wall.
Lucy couldn't help her, because though she was distressed that her aunt
should be being worried because of her affairs, yet she did feel that
Everard was right when he said that her affairs concerned nobody in the
world but herself and him. She, too, was indignant, but her indignation
was because her father's friends, who had been ever since she could
remember always good and kind, besides perfectly intelligent and
reasonable, should with one accord, and without knowing anything about
Everard except that story of the accident, be hostile to her marrying
him. The ready unfairness, the willingness immediately to believe the
worst instead of the best, astonished and shocked her. And then the way
they all talked! Everlasting arguments and reasoning and hair-splitting;
so clever, so impossible to stand up against, and yet so surely, she was
certain, if only she had been clever too and able to prove things,
wrong. All their multitudinous points of view,--why, there was only one
point of view about a thing, Everard said, and that was the right one.
Ah, but what a woman wanted wasn't this; she didn't want this endless
thinking and examining and dissecting and considering. A woman--her very
thoughts were now dressed in Wemyss's words--only wanted her man. '"Hers
not to reason why,"' Wemyss had quoted one day, and both of them had
laughed at his parody, '"hers but to love and--not die, but live."'
The most that could be said for her father's friends was that they
meant well; but oh, what trouble the well-meaning could bring into an
otherwise simple situation! From them she hid--it was inevitable--in
Wemyss's arms. Here were no arguments; here were no misgivings
and paralysing hesitations. Here was just simple love, and the
feeling--delicious to her whose mother had died in the very middle of
all the sweet early petting, and whose whole life since had been spent
entirely in the dry and bracing company of unusually inquisitive-minded,
clever men--of being a baby again in somebody's big, comfortable,
uncritical lap.
The engagement hadn't leaked out so much as flooded out. It would have
continued secret for quite a long time, known only to the three and to
the maids--who being young women themselves, and well acquainted with
the symptoms of the condition, were sure of it before Miss Entwhistle
had even begun to suspect,--if Wemyss hadn't taken to dropping in,
contrary to expectations, on the Thursday evenings. Lucy's descriptions
of these evenings and of the people who came, and of how very kind they
were to her aunt and herself, and how anxious they were to help her,
they of course supposing that she was, actually, the lonely thing she
would have been if she hadn't had Everard as the dear hidden background
to her life--at this point they embraced,--at first amused him, then
made him curious, and finally caused him to come and see for himself.
He didn't tell Lucy he was coming, he just came. It had taken him five
Thursday evenings of playing bridge as usual at his club, playing it
with one hand, as he said to her afterwards, and thinking of her with
the other--'You know what I mean,' he said, and they laughed and
embraced--before it slowly oozed into and pervaded his mind that there
was his little girl, rounded by people fussing over her and making love
to her (because, said Wemyss, everybody would naturally want to make
love to her), and there was he, the only person who had a right to do
this, somewhere else.
So he walked in; and when he walked in, the group standing round Lucy
with their backs to the door saw her face, which had been gently
attentive, suddenly flash into colour and light; and turning with one
accord to see what it was she was looking at behind them with parted
lips and eyes of startled joy, beheld once more the unknown chief
mourner of the funeral in Cornwall.
Down there they had taken for granted that he was a relation of Jim's,
the kind of relative who in a man's life appears only three times, the
last of which is his funeral; here in Eaton Terrace they were
immediately sure he was not, anyhow, that, because for relatives who
only appear those three times a girl's face doesn't change in a flash
from gentle politeness to tremulous, shining life. They all stared at
him astonished. He was so different from the sorts of people they had
met at Jim's. For one thing he was so well dressed,--in the mating
season, thought Miss Entwhistle, even birds dress well,--and in his
impressive evening clothes, with what seemed a bigger and more spotless
shirt-front than any shirt-front they could have imagined, he made them
look and feel what they actually were, a dingy, shabby lot.
Wemyss was good-looking. He might be middle-aged, but he was
good-looking enough frequently to eclipse the young. He might have a
little too much of what tailors call a fine presence, but his height
carried this off. His features were regular, his face care-free and
healthy, his brown hair sleek with no grey in it, he was clean-shaven,
and his mouth was the kind of mouth sometimes described by journalists
as mobile, sometimes as determined, but always as well cut. One could
visualise him in a fur-lined coat, thought a young man near Lucy,
considering him; and one couldn't visualise a single one of the others,
including himself, in the room that evening in a fur-lined coat. Also,
thought this same young man, one could see railway porters and
taxi-drivers and waiters hurrying to be of service to him; and one not
only couldn't imagine them taking any notice that wasn't languid and
reluctant of the others, including himself, but one knew from personal
distressing experience that they didn't.
'My splendid lover!' Lucy's heart cried out within her when the door
opened and there he stood. She had not seen him before in the evening,
and the contrast between him and the rest of the people there was really
striking.
Miss Entwhistle had been right: there was no hiding the look in Lucy's
eyes or Wemyss's proprietary manner. He hadn't meant to take any but the
barest notice of his little girl, he had meant to be quite an ordinary
guest--just shake hands and say 'Hasn't it been wet to-day'--that sort
of thing; but his pride and love were too much for him, he couldn't hide
them. He thought he did, and was sure he was behaving beautifully and
with the easiest unconcern, but the mere way he looked at her and stood
over her was enough. Also there was the way she looked at him. The
intelligences in that room were used to drawing more complicated
inferences than this. They were outraged by its obviousness. Who was
this middle-aged, prosperous outsider who had got hold of Jim's
daughter? What had her aunt been about? Where had he dropped from? Had
Jim known?
Miss Entwhistle introduced him. 'Mr. Wemyss,' she said to them
generally, with a vague wave of her hand; and a red spot appeared and
stayed on each of her cheekbones.
Wemyss held forth. He stood on the hearthrug filling his pipe--he was
used to smoking in that room when he came to tea with Lucy, and forgot
to ask Miss Entwhistle if it mattered--and told everybody what he
thought. They were talking about Ireland when he came in, and after the
disturbance of his arrival had subsided he asked them not to mind him
but to go on. He then proceeded to go on himself, telling them what he
thought; and what he thought was what _The Times_ had thought that
morning. Wemyss spoke with the practised fluency of a leading article.
He liked politics and constantly talked them at his club, and it created
vacancies in the chairs near him. But Lucy, who hadn't heard him on
politics before and found that she could understand every word, listened
to him with parted lips. Before he came in they had been saying things
beyond her quickness in following, eagerly discussing Sinn Fein,
Lloyd George, the outrageous cost of living--it was the autumn of
1920--turning everything inside out, upside down, being witty, being
surprising, being tremendously eager and earnest. It had been a kind of
restless flashing round and catching fire from each other,--a kind of
kick, and flick, and sparks, and a burst of laughter, and then on to
something else just as she was laboriously getting under weigh to follow
the last sentence but six. She had been missing her father, who took her
by the hand on these occasions when he saw her lagging behind, and
stopped a moment to explain to her, and held up the others while she got
her breath.
But now came Everard, and in a minute everything was plain. He had the
effect on her of a window being thrown open and fresh air and sunlight
being let in. He was so sensible, she felt, compared to these others; so
healthy and natural. The Government, he said, only had to do this and
that, and Ireland and the cost of living would immediately, regarded as
problems, be solved. He explained the line to be taken. It was a very
simple line. One only needed goodwill and a little common sense. Why,
thought Lucy, unconsciously nodding proud agreement, didn't people have
goodwill and a little common sense?
At first there was a disposition to interrupt, to heckle, but it grew
fainter and soon gave way to complete silence. The other guests might
have been stunned, Miss Entwhistle thought, so motionless did they
presently sit. And when they went away, which they seemed to do earlier
than usual and in a body, Wemyss was still standing on the hearthrug
explaining the points of view of the ordinary, sensible business man.
'Mind you,' he said, pointing at them with his pipe, 'I don't pretend to
be a great thinker. I'm just a plain business man, and as a plain
business man I know there's only one way of doing a thing, and that's
the right way. Find out what that way is, and go and do it. There's too
much arguing altogether and asking other people what they think. We
don't want talk, we want action. I agree with Napoleon, who said
concerning the French Revolution, _"Il aurait fallu mitrailler cette
canaille."_ We're not simple enough.'
This was the last the others heard as they trooped in silence down the
stairs. Outside they lingered for a while in little knots on the
pavement talking, and then they drifted away to their various homes,
where most of them spent the rest of the evening writing to Miss
Entwhistle.
The following Thursday evening, her letters in reply having been vague
and evasive, they came again, each hoping to get Lucy's aunt to himself,
and on the ground of being Jim's most devoted friend ask her straight
questions such as who and what was Wemyss. Also, more particularly, why.
Who and what he was was of no sort of consequence if he would only be
and do it somewhere else; but they arrived determined to get an answer
to the third question: Why Wemyss? And when they got there, there he was
again; there before them this time, standing on the hearthrug as if he
had never moved off it since the week before and had gone on talking
ever since.
This was the end of the Thursday evenings. The next one was unattended,
except by Wemyss; but Miss Entwhistle had been forced to admit the
engagement, and from then on right up to the marriage her life was a
curse to her and a confusion. Just because Jim had appointed no guardian
in his will for Lucy, every single one of his friends felt bound to fill
the vacancy. They were indignant when they discovered that almost before
they had begun Lucy was being carried off, but they were horrified when
they discovered what Wemyss it was who was carrying her off. Most of
them quite well remembered the affair of Mrs. Wemyss's death a few weeks
before, and those who did not went, as Miss Entwhistle had gone, to the
British Museum and read it up. They also, though they themselves were
chiefly unworldly persons who lost money rather than made it, instituted
the most searching private inquiries into Wemyss's business affairs,
hoping that he might be caught out as such a rascal or so penniless, or,
preferably, both, that no woman could possibly have anything to do with
him. But Wemyss's business record, the solicitor they employed informed
them, was quite creditable. Everything about it was neat and in order.
He was not what the City would call a wealthy man, but if you went out
say to Ealing, said the solicitor, he would be called wealthy. He was
solid, and he was certainly more than able to support a wife and family.
He could have been quite wealthy if he had not adopted a principle to
which he had adhered for years of knocking off work early and leaving
his office at an hour when other men did not,--the friends were obliged
to admit that this, at least, seemed sensible. There had been, though, a
very sad occurrence recently in his private life,--'Oh, thank you,'
interrupted the friends, 'we have heard about that.'
But however good Wemyss's business record might be, it couldn't alter
their violent objection to Jim's daughter marrying him. Apart from the
stuff he talked, there was the inquest. They were aware that in this
they were unreasonable, but they were all too much attached to Jim's
memory to be able to be reasonable about a man they felt so certain he
wouldn't have liked. Singly and in groups they came at safe times, such
as after breakfast, to Eaton Terrace to reason with Lucy, too much
worried to remember that you cannot reason with a person in love. Less
wise than Miss Entwhistle, they tried to dissuade her from marrying this
man, and the more they tried the tighter she clung to him. To the
passion of love was added, by their attitudes, the passion of
protectiveness, of flinging her body between him and them. And all the
while, right inside her innermost soul, in spite of her amazement at
them and her indignation, she was smiling to herself; for it was really
very funny, the superficial judgments of these clever people when set
side by side with what she alone knew,--the tenderness, the simple
goodness of her heart's beloved.
Lucy laughed to herself in her happy sureness. She had miraculously
found not only a lover she could adore and a guide she could follow and
a teacher she could look up to and a sufferer who without her wouldn't
have been healed, but a mother, a nurse, and a playmate. In spite of his
being so much older and so extraordinarily wise, he was yet her
contemporary,--sometimes hardly even that, so boyish was he in his talk
and jokes. Lucy had never had a playmate. She had spent her life
sitting, as it were, bolt upright mentally behaving, and she hadn't
known till Wemyss came on the scene how delicious it was to relax.
Nonsense had delighted her father, it is true, but it had to be of a
certain kind; never the kind to which the adjective 'sheer' would apply.
With Wemyss she could say whatever nonsense came into her head, sheer or
otherwise. He laughed consumedly at her when she talked it. She loved to
make him laugh. They laughed together. He understood her language. He
was her playmate. Those people outside, old and young, who didn't know
what playing was and were trying to get her away from him, might beat at
the door behind which he and she sat listening, amused, as long as they
liked.
'How they all try to separate us,' she said to him one day, sitting as
usual safe in the circle of his arm, her head on his breast.
'You can't separate unity,' remarked Wemyss comfortably.
She wanted to tell them that answer, confront them with it next time
they came after breakfast, as a discouragement to useless further
effort, but she had learned that they somehow always knew when what she
said was Everard's and not hers, and then, of course, prejudiced as they
were, they wouldn't listen.
'Now, Lucy, that's pure Wemyss,' they would say. 'For heaven's sake say
something of your own.'
At Christmas Wemyss had an encounter with Miss Entwhistle, who ever
since she had been told of the engagement had been so quiet and
inoffensive that he quite liked her. She had seemed to recognise her
position as a side-show, and had accepted it without a word. She no
longer asked him questions, and she made no difficulties. She left him
alone with Lucy in Eaton Terrace, and though she had to go with them on
the outings she asserted herself so little that he forgot she was there.
But when towards the middle of December he remarked one afternoon that
he always spent Christmas at The Willows, and what day would she and
Lucy come down, Christmas Eve or the day before, to his astonishment she
looked astonished, and after a silence said it was most kind of him, but
they were going to spend Christmas where they were.
'I had hoped you would join us,' she said. 'Must you really go away?'
'But----' began Wemyss, incredulous, doubting his ears.
It was, however, the fact that Miss Entwhistle wouldn't go to The
Willows; and of course if she wouldn't Lucy couldn't either. Nothing
that he said could shake her determination. Here was a repetition, only
how much worse--fancy spoiling his Christmas--of her conduct in Cornwall
when she insisted on going away from that nice little house where they
were all so comfortably established, and taking Lucy up to London. He
had forgotten, so acquiescent had she been for weeks, that down there he
had discovered she was obstinate. It was a shock to him to realise that
her obstinacy, the most obstinate obstinacy he had ever met, might be
going to upset his plans. He couldn't believe it. He couldn't believe he
wasn't going to be able to have what he wished, and only because an old
maid said 'No.' Was the story of Balaam to be reversed, and the angel be
held up by the donkey? He refused to believe such a thing possible.
Wemyss, who made his plans first and talked about them afterwards,
hadn't mentioned Christmas even to Lucy. It was his habit to settle what
he wished to do, arrange all the details, and then, when everything was
ready, inform those who were to take part. It hadn't occurred to him
that over the Christmas question there would be trouble. He had
naturally taken it for granted that he would spend Christmas with his
little girl, and of course as he always spent it at The Willows she
would spend it there too. All his arrangements were made, and the
servants, who looked surprised, had been told to get the spare-rooms
ready for two ladies. He had begun to feel seasonable as early as the
first week in December, and had bespoken two big turkeys instead of one,
because this was to be his first real Christmas at The Willows--Vera had
been without the Christmas spirit--and he felt it couldn't be celebrated
lavishly enough. Two where there had in previous years been one,--that
was the turkeys; four where there had been two,---that was the plum
puddings. He doubled everything. Doubling seemed the proper, even the
symbolic expression of his feelings, for wasn't he soon going to be
doubled himself? And how sweetly.
Then suddenly, having finished his preparations and proceeding, the
time being ripe, to the question of the day of arrival, he found
himself up against opposition. Miss Entwhistle wouldn't go to The
Willows--incredible, impossible, and insufferable,--while Lucy, instead
of instantly insisting and joining with him in a compelling majority,
sat as quiet as a mouse.
'But Lucy----' Wemyss having stared speechless at her aunt, turned to
her. 'But of course we must spend Christmas together.'
'Oh yes,' said Lucy, leaning forward, 'of course----'
'But of course you must come down. Why, any other arrangement is
unthinkable. My house is in the country, which is the proper place for
Christmas, and it's your Everard's house, and you haven't seen it
yet--why, I would have taken you down long ago, but I've been saving up
for this.'
'We hoped,' said Miss Entwhistle, 'you would join us here.'
'Here! But there isn't room to swing a turkey here. I've ordered two,
and each of them is twice too big to get through your front door.'
'Oh, Everard--have you actually ordered turkeys?' said Lucy.
She wanted to laugh, but she also wanted to cry. His simplicity was too
wonderful. In her eyes it set him apart from criticism and made him
sacred, like the nimbus about the head of a saint.
That he should have been secretly busy making preparations, buying
turkeys, planning a surprise, when all this time she had been supposing
that why he never mentioned The Willows was because he shrank both for
himself and for her from the house of his tragedy! There had never been
any talk of showing it to her, as there had about the house in Lancaster
Gate, and she had imagined he would never go near it again and was
probably quietly getting rid of it. He would want to get rid of it, of
course,--that house of unbearable memories. To the other one, the house
in Lancaster Gate, he had insisted on taking them to tea, and in spite
of a great desire not to go, plainly visible on her aunt's face and felt
too by herself, it had seemed after all a natural and more or less
inevitable thing, and they had gone. At least that poor Vera had only
lived there, and not died there. It was a gloomy house, and Lucy had
wanted him to give it up and start life with her in a place without
associations, but he had been so much astonished at the idea--'Why,' he
had cried, 'it was my father's house and I was born in it!'--that she
couldn't help laughing at his dismay, and was ashamed of herself for
having thought of uprooting him. Besides, she hadn't known he had been
born in it.
The Willows, however, was different. Of that he never spoke, and Lucy
had been sure of the pitiful, the delicate reason. Now it appeared that
all this time he had just been saving it up as a Christmas treat.
'Oh, Everard----!' she said, with a gasp. She hadn't reckoned with The
Willows. That The Willows should still be in Everard's life, and
actively so, not just lingering on while house agents were disposing of
it, but visited and evidently prized, came upon her as an immense shock.
'I think we can achieve a happy little Christmas for you here,' said her
aunt, smiling the smile she smiled when she found difficulty in smiling.
'Of course you and Lucy would want to be together. I ought to have told
you earlier that we were counting on you, but somehow Christmas comes on
one so unexpectedly.'
'Perhaps you'll tell me why you won't come to The Willows,' said Wemyss,
holding on to himself as she used to make him hold on to himself in
Cornwall. 'You realise, of course, that if you persist you spoil both
Lucy's and my Christmas.'
'Ah, but you mustn't put it that way,' said Miss Entwhistle, gentle but
determined. 'I promise you that you and Lucy shall be very happy here.'
'You haven't answered my question,' said Wemyss, slowly filling his
pipe.
'I don't think I'm going to,' said Miss Entwhistle, suddenly flaring up.
She hadn't flared up since she was ten, and was instantly ashamed of
herself, but there was something about Mr. Wemyss----
'I think,' she said, getting up and speaking very gently, 'you'll like
to be alone together now.' And she crossed to the door.
There she wavered, and turning round said more gently still, even
penitentially, 'If Lucy wishes to go to The Willows I'll--I'll accept
your kind invitation and take her. I leave it to her.'
Then she went out.
'That's all right then,' said Wemyss with a great sigh of relief,
smiling broadly at Lucy. 'Come here, little love,--come to your Everard,
and we'll fix it all up. Lord, what a kill-joy that woman is!'
And he put out his arms and drew her to him.