CHAPTER XI

_Hero finds Nuova in the Garden_

Saggia had joined a group of foragers at work, among whom were Uno and

Tre. These two bees at first moved away a little as Saggia came over,

but in their foraging work they gradually came close to her again.

Pretty soon Uno, after glancing toward Beffa sitting quietly by the

dandelion, spoke to Saggia.

"The garden is not a place for jesting," she said sharply; "nor for

listening to jesting. Beffa is not a good example for bees who work." As

she said this she looked significantly at Saggia, and several of the

other bees, overhearing her, smiled maliciously.

Saggia said nothing at first, but busied herself at her flowers. As she

changed, however, from one flower to another one near by, she said

quietly: "Beffa works harder than most of us."

"Do you call jesting work?" asked Tre indignantly.

"I call Beffa's work hard work--for Beffa; and useful work," Saggia

replied.

"What other hive has a jester, a bee that does no work, that just hops

and sings?" demanded Uno angrily.

"We are more fortunate than other hives," said Saggia evenly. "We have a

bee who has time to think, and a clever tongue to say what he thinks."

No one spoke for a moment, then Tre said mechanically, as if repeating

by rote: "Bees ought not to think; and if they do they ought to keep

their thoughts to themselves." Then she added maliciously: "I think I

learned that from you, Saggia."

The other bees turned and smiled.

"One lives and learns," said Saggia, a little confused.

"Oh, worse yet!" exclaimed Uno. "'Bees do not learn: they know.' That

also is from Saggia," she said, turning to the other bees.

They all smiled again enjoying Saggia's discomfiture.

"Well," said Saggia desperately, "bees do know most things,

but--not--everything."

Just then Beffa came hopping toward them hurriedly. He was singing

loudly, too, and was evidently much excited about something. As he

reached the group of foraging bees he did not stop, but kept hopping

right on by them singing loudly as he passed:

"Hoptoad squats beneath the flower;

Waits that pleasant fateful hour

When honey-bee on food intent

Comes within his leafy tent;

Open! Shut! Poor bee, good-bye;

An ugly, horrid way to die!"

As the bees heard this, they all became much frightened and excited,

skipping about and peering in all directions.

"The Toad!" they cried. "Where? There! I don't see him! Where, Beffa?

Beffa, where?"

Beffa's movements plainly indicated the direction of danger to be toward

where he had come from, and the way of safety correspondingly in the

direction of his hopping. All the bees, therefore, with much buzzing and

jumping about, moved along with the hopping and singing Beffa. Only

Saggia seemed a little slow to take alarm or to follow him closely. She

watched him curiously, and kept turning to look in the direction from

which he had come. She remembered that Nuova was back there somewhere,

and she could not believe that Beffa would leave her in danger in order

to warn ever so many other bees. Saggia knew well poor Beffa's hopeless

love for Nuova.

As a matter of fact, Beffa had seen not a toad, but something else,

which, under the circumstances of bee life and tradition, was much more

extraordinary, and he had come hopping over to lead off the other bees

that they might not also see it.

What he had seen was something that his keen wits had told him all along

he might see: in fact, he had been looking for it all the time since he

had been in the garden; it was something that made him happy and unhappy

at the same time. It was something that would make Nuova the happiest

bee in the world, for a little while at least, though it might mean

something very dreadful to her in the end. And what could make Nuova

happy made him happy--even though her happiness should come from seeing

somebody else who would almost make her forget that Beffa ever lived.

What Beffa had seen was Hero flying slowly down into the garden near

where Nuova was. It was certain that they would see each other in a

moment.

In fact, Nuova, turning away from the flower which she had been slowly

and listlessly rifling of nectar, saw Hero just a moment after he

alighted. Her heart gave a great jump, and her first impulse was to slip

away before he could see her; but when she saw how dejected and sad he

seemed, she felt a great pity for him and wanted to comfort him. Just

then he lifted his eyes and saw her. He started, then controlled himself

and came to her. "Nuova," he said quietly but earnestly; "Nuova, I am

glad you are here."

Nuova could hardly speak. She was so tense with excitement, with wonder,

with happiness that they were together again. But what had happened? How

could this be?

"You did not win?" she stammered. "You are not dead?" She stared at him

with painful intentness.

"I did not go on," said Hero slowly and somberly.

Nuova did not understand. "An accident?" she cried. "You could not fly?

Your wings were not--" she stopped, alarmed and almost in tears at her

thought. "Surely I did not hurt them when I--I--pulled them?"

Hero did not understand clearly what she meant. In fact, he was too

intent on the overwhelming fact of what he had just done, of the

absolute break he had just made with bee tradition, to think, for the

moment, of anything else.

"No, no," he said; "I just decided not to go on. I--wanted to come to

you."

Nuova could not realize at once all he meant by these words. The thing

clearest in her mind just now was what Saggia and all the others had

told her so often. She began to speak slowly and almost mechanically as

her memory guided her.

"But you can't do that," she said. "It--it--isn't done, you know. You

_must_ chase the Princess; you _must_ win her; and you--you"--she

sobbed--"you _must_ die."

She stepped toward him, excitedly, with her hands outstretched to urge

him on. "Go on!" she exclaimed. "Go on! Start again! You are so much

swifter and stronger than the others! You can beat them yet! Hurry!

Fly!"

In her excitement and half-crazed exaltation she pressed against him to

push him into starting. He held her closely to him for a moment,

caressing her gently. But soon she drew violently away, and spoke again

with choking voice. "Fly!" she said. "Go on! Go on!"

Hero shook his head doggedly. "No, I will not go. I cannot go. I never

wanted to go. I wanted to come to you. I didn't know you were in the

garden. But here you are." In his joy at being with her, he began to

dismiss the dark thoughts of his break with bee custom. He looked

intently and eagerly at her.

"Yes, here you are, I have come to you. I have come to tell you that

I"--he stumbled a little in his speech, and smiled slightly--"I--am a

new bee, too!"

Nuova laughed happily. Then she grew serious and puzzled. "And Saggia

and Beffa," she said. "Are we all new bees in this hive?"

Hero smiled. "Uno, Due, and Tre--" he said.

"Ugh! horrid bees," said Nuova with a grimace. "They would like to kill

me."

"Beasts!" broke in Hero, "I'll kill them!" But then he remembered the

fact that he had no lance nor by bee tradition could have any. "Absurd,"

he said in disgust. "What a world, where only the women may carry lances

and fight and work, and the men are only loafers and lovers, and can

only love by tradition, at that. Bah! I'd rather be even a human being.

They are silly enough, those awkward giants, and can't fly and eat other

animals as spiders and snakes do, but their men can work and fight; and

they can love whom they like. At least they can if they don't try to be

too much like us, as some of them seem to want to be. It's a terrible

thing to be a man bee. We have no rights at all!"

Nuova looked up at him wonderingly. "Why, the other drones seem to like

to loaf," she said. "Anyway, they don't object."

"Don't object!" exclaimed Hero contemptuously. "They don't think; they

don't feel! Each just does what the others do and all just do what

drones have always done."

"But how else are we to know what to do," persisted Nuova, who had

learned her lesson well from Saggia, "except by seeing what others do,

and being told what the bees before us did?"

Hero was amazed and disconcerted to hear Nuova talk in this way.

"Why, you talk like Saggia!" he said. "What do you mean? Haven't you

always objected to doing what the others do? Haven't you always tried to

do what you most wanted to? And haven't you wanted to talk with me? I

thought you--liked me."

Nuova was disconcertingly calm. "Oh, yes, I have objected to some

things, and I do like to talk with you. And I like you. But all that

must not interfere with the work and life of the community. And I am

afraid it is interfering. I ought to be getting more honey, and you

ought to be flying after the Princess." She paused; then she added,

determinedly and even severely: "You must go right away. You can catch

up with them yet, and beat them, and--and--win her." Nuova had grown

more excited and earnest as she continued urging him, but her voice

broke a little as she uttered the last words.

Hero, paying too little attention to her manner and reading nothing in

it, so seized was he by surprise at Nuova's new attitude, was yet

doggedly intent on speaking out his own feelings. "No, I am not going

after the Princess," he declared, speaking almost roughly in his

vehemence. "I stopped flying because I wished to, and I came here

because I wished to, and I shall talk to you because I wish to. You

_must_ hear me! Nuova, it is not the Princess that I love; it is you."

Nuova started. "Yes, you; just you; all you. I love _you_, Nuova."

Nuova had stood rigidly at first, but then unconsciously swayed a little

toward him. Then she caught herself and stepped back, all the time

staring at him fixedly. He leaned toward her as he finished speaking,

but made no other motion.

Nuova began to speak, still holding herself rigid and staring at him.

She spoke in an even, monotonous voice, even mechanically, and as if

directed by some foreign influence.

"You cannot love me," she said. "You can only love a Princess. I cannot

love you. I cannot love anybody. There are other things for me to do. I

have not cleaned floors; I must clean floors. And you, you must chase

Princesses, chase Princesses, chase--Princesses--all--the--time." Her

voice trailed away into tense silence, and she swayed as if about to

fall, but recovered herself, and half-turned as if to move away.

Hero stepped forward, caught hold of her roughly, and spoke harshly.

"You shall not clean floors," he said, "and I will not court the

Princess." Then suddenly he spoke tenderly, "Nuova, I love you. Saggia

says I can't; all of them say I can't; you say I can't. Well, I do. That

is all. That is the answer. I have never loved a Princess and I do love

you; I have loved you from the moment I saw you." He spoke more

impetuously. "I didn't know what it was at first; now I do. I found out

when I started to fly after Principessa. I can fly faster than any other

drone; yet every one was beating me. I can fly higher than any other

bee; but I couldn't rise at all. Why? Because of _you_, Nuova; because I

loved _you_, Nuova, and could not love Principessa. And they say that

you cannot love me. Saggia says so, does she?--and all of them say so,

do they?--and you say so, do you? Well, they are all mistaken. Just as

they are all mistaken about me. I can love _you_, because I _do_. You

can love me, because you are going to. You were not an Amazon, yet you

fought. You are not a Princess, but you are going to love. I can teach

you; I _will_ teach you."

Nuova was almost carried away by Hero's speech--and her own

inclinations. But she still fought blindly and feebly against what she

wanted most. "No, no," she stammered; "I must work; I must go; I am only

a worker bee; I _cannot_ love; it is all fixed; it has been that way for

a long time; _I_ know; Saggia knows; _Beffa_--"

She stopped short, remembering some of Beffa's cryptic words.

Just then Beffa's voice was heard. He was coming toward them hopping and

singing.

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