CHAPTER XXIV. MATHILDE CHOOSES.

But strong is fate, O Love,

Who makes, who mars, who ends.

Desiree was telling Mathilde the brief news of her futile journey, when

a knock at the front door made them turn from the stairs where they were

standing. It was Sebastian's knock. His hours had been less regular of

late. He came and went without explanation.

When he had freed his throat from his furs, and laid aside his gloves,

he glanced hastily at Desiree, who had kissed him without speaking.

“And your husband?” he asked curtly.

“It was not he whom we found at Thorn,” she answered. There was

something in her father's voice--in his quick, sidelong glance at

her--that caught her attention. He had changed lately. From a man of

dreams he had been transformed into a man of action. It is customary

to designate a man of action as a hard man. Custom is the brick wall

against which feeble minds come to a standstill and hinder the progress

of the world. Sebastian had been softened by action, through which his

mental energy had found an outlet. But to-night he was his old self

again--hard, scornful, incomprehensible.

“I have heard nothing of him,” said Desiree.

Sebastian was stamping the snow from his boots.

“But I have,” he said, without looking up.

Desiree said nothing. She knew that the secret she had guarded so

carefully--the secret kept by herself and Louis--was hers no longer. In

the silence of the next moments she could hear Barlasch breathing on

his fingers, within the kitchen doorway just behind her. Mathilde made

a little movement. She was on the stairs, and she moved nearer to the

balustrade and held to it breathlessly. For Charles Darragon's secret

was De Casimir's too.

“These two gentlemen,” said Sebastian slowly, “were in the secret

service of Napoleon. They are hardly likely to return to Dantzig.”

“Why not?” asked Mathilde.

“They dare not.”

“I think the Emperor will be able to protect his officers,” said

Mathilde.

“But not his spies,” replied Sebastian coldly.

“Since they wore his uniform, they cannot be blamed for doing their

duty. They are brave enough. They would hardly avoid returning to

Dantzig because--because they have outwitted the Tugendbund.”

Mathilde's face was colourless with anger, and her quiet eyes flashed.

She had been surprised into this sudden advocacy, and an advocate who

displays temper is always a dangerous ally. Sebastian glanced at her

sharply. She was usually so self-controlled that her flashing eyes and

quick breath betrayed her.

“What do you know of the Tugendbund?” he asked.

But she would not answer, merely shrugging her shoulders and closing her

thin lips with a snap.

“It is not only in Dantzig,” said Sebastian, “that they are unsafe. It

is anywhere where the Tugendbund can reach them.”

He turned sharply to Desiree. His wits, cleared by action, told him that

her silence meant that she, at all events, had not been surprised. She

had, therefore, known already the part played by De Casimir and Charles,

in Dantzig, before the war.

“And you,” he said, “you have nothing to say for your husband.”

“He may have been misled,” she said mechanically, in the manner of one

making a prepared speech or meeting a foreseen emergency. It had

been foreseen by Louis d'Arragon. The speech had been, unconsciously,

prepared by him.

“You mean, by Colonel de Casimir,” suggested Mathilde, who had recovered

her usual quiet. And Desiree did not deny her meaning. Sebastian looked

from one to the other. It was the irony of Fate that had married one

of his daughters to Charles Darragon, and affianced the other to De

Casimir. His own secret, so well kept, had turned in his hand like a

concealed weapon.

They were all startled by Barlasch, who spoke from the kitchen door,

where he had been standing unobserved or forgotten. He came forward to

the light of the lamp hanging overhead.

“That reminds me...” he said a second time, and having secured their

attention, he instituted a search in the many pockets of his nondescript

clothing. He still wore a dirty handkerchief bound over one eye. It

served to release him from duty in the trenches or work on the frozen

fortifications. By this simple device, coupled with half a dozen

bandages in various parts of his person, where a frost-bite or a wound

gave excuse, he passed as one of the twenty-five thousand sick and

wounded who encumbered Dantzig at this time, and were already dying at

the rate of fifty a day.

“A letter...” he said, still searching with his maimed hand. “You

mentioned the name of the Colonel de Casimir. It was that which recalled

to my mind...” He paused, and produced a letter carefully sealed. He

turned it over, glancing at the seals with a reproving jerk of the head,

which conveyed as clearly as words a shameless confession that he had

been frustrated by them... “this letter. I was told to give it you,

without fail, at the right moment.”

It could hardly be the case that he honestly thought this moment might

be so described. But he gave the letter to Mathilde with a gesture of

grim triumph. Perhaps he was thinking of the cellar in the Palace on the

Petrovka at Moscow, and the treasure which he had found there.

“It is from the Colonel de Casimir,” he said, “a clever man,” he added,

turning confidentially to Sebastian, and holding his attention by an

upraised hand. “Oh!... a clever man.”

Mathilde, her face all flushed, tore open the envelope, while Barlasch,

breathing on his fingers, watched with twinkling eye and busy lips.

The letter was a long one. Colonel de Casimir was an adept at

explanation. There was, no doubt, much to explain. Mathilde read the

letter carefully. It was the first she had ever had--a love-letter in

its guise--with explanations in it. Love and explanation in the same

breath. Assuredly De Casimir was a daring lover.

“He says that Dantzig will be taken by storm,” she said at length, “and

that the Cossacks will spare no one.”

“Does it signify,” inquired Sebastian in his smoothest voice, “what

Colonel de Casimir may say?”

His grand manner had come back to him. He made a gesture with his hand

almost suggestive of a ruffle at the wrist, and clearly insulting to

Colonel de Casimir.

“He urges us to quit the city before it is too late,” continued

Mathilde, in her measured voice, and awaited her father's reply. He took

snuff with a cold smile.

“You will not do so?” she asked. And by way of reply, Sebastian laughed

as he dusted the snuff from his coat with his pocket-handkerchief.

“He asks me to go to Cracow with the Grafin, and marry him,” said

Mathilde finally. And Sebastian only shrugged his shoulders. The

suggestion was beneath contempt.

“And...?” he inquired with raised eyebrows.

“I shall do it,” replied Mathilde, defiance shining in her eyes.

“At all events,” commented Sebastian, who knew Mathilde's mind, and met

her coldness with indifference, “you will do it with your eyes open,

and not leap in the dark, as Desiree did. I was to blame there; a man

is always to blame if he is deceived. With you... Bah! you know what the

man is. But you do not know, unless he tells you in that letter, that he

is even a traitor in his treachery. He has accepted the amnesty offered

by the Czar; he has abandoned Napoleon's cause; he has petitioned the

Czar to allow him to retire to Cracow, and there live on his estates.”

“He has no doubt good reasons for his action,” said Mathilde.

“Two carriages full,” muttered Barlasch, who had withdrawn to the dark

corner near the kitchen door. But no one heeded him.

“You must make your choice,” said Sebastian, with the coldness of a

judge. “You are of age. Choose.”

“I have already chosen,” answered Mathilde. “The Grafin leaves

to-morrow. I will go with her.”

She had, at all events, the courage of her own opinions--a courage not

rare in women, however valueless may be the judgment upon which it is

based. And in fairness it must be admitted that women usually have the

courage not only of the opinion, but of the consequence, and meet it

with a better grace than men can summon in misfortune.

Sebastian dined alone and hastily. Mathilde was locked in her room,

and refused to open the door. Desiree cooked her father's dinner while

Barlasch made ready to depart on some vague errand in the town.

“There may be news,” he said. “Who knows? And afterwards the patron will

go out, and it would not be wise for you to remain alone in the house.”

“Why not?”

Barlasch turned and looked at her thoughtfully over his shoulder.

“In some of the big houses down in the Niederstadt there are forty and

fifty soldiers quartered--diseased, wounded, without discipline. There

are others coming. I have told them we have fever in the house. It is

the only way. We may keep them out; for the Frauengasse is in the

centre of the town, and the soldiers are not needed in this quarter. But

you--you cannot lie as I can. You laugh--ah! A woman tells more lies;

but a man tells them better. Push the bolts, when I am gone.”

After his dinner, Sebastian went out, as Barlasch had predicted. He said

nothing to Desiree of Charles or of the future. There was nothing to be

said, perhaps. He did not ask why Mathilde was absent. In the stillness

of the house, he could probably hear her moving in her rooms upstairs.

He had not been long gone when Mathilde came down, dressed to go out.

She came into the kitchen where Desiree was doing the work of the absent

Lisa, who had reluctantly gone to her home on the Baltic coast. Mathilde

stood by the kitchen table and ate some bread.

“The Grafin has arranged to quit Dantzig to-morrow,” she said. “I am

going to ask her to take me with her.”

Desiree nodded and made no comment. Mathilde went to the door, but

paused there. Without looking round, she stood thinking deeply. They had

grown from childhood together--motherless--with a father whom neither

understood. Together they had faced the difficulties of life; the

hundred petty difficulties attending a woman's life in a strange land,

among neighbours who bear the sleepless grudge of unsatisfied curiosity.

They had worked together for their daily bread. And now the full stream

of life had swept them together from the safe moorings of childhood.

“Will you come too?” asked Mathilde. “All that he says about Dantzig is

true.”

“No, thank you,” answered Desiree, gently enough. “I will wait here. I

must wait in Dantzig.”

“I cannot,” said Mathilde, half excusing herself. “I must go. I cannot

help it. You understand?”

“Yes,” said Desiree, and nothing more.

Had Mathilde asked her the question six months ago, she would have said

“No.” But she understood now, not that Mathilde could love De Casimir;

that was beyond her individual comprehension, but that there was no

alternative now.

Soon after Mathilde had gone, Barlasch returned.

“If Mademoiselle Mathilde is going, she will have to go to-morrow,” he

said. “Those that are coming in at the gates now are the rearguard of

the Heudelet Division which was driven out of Elbing by the Cossacks

three days ago.”

He sat mumbling to himself by the fire, and only turned to the supper

which Desiree had placed in readiness for him when she quitted the

room and went upstairs. It was he who opened the door for Mathilde,

who returned in half an hour. She thanked him absent-mindedly and went

upstairs. He could hear the sisters talking together in a low voice in

the drawing-room, which he had never seen, at the top of the stairs.

Then Desiree came down, and he helped her to find in a shed in the

yard one of those travelling-trunks which he had recognized as being of

French manufacture. He took off his boots, and carried it upstairs for

her.

It was ten o'clock before Sebastian came in. He nodded his thanks

to Barlasch, and watched him bolt the door. He made no inquiry as to

Mathilde, but extinguished the lamp, and went to his room. He never

mentioned her name again.

Early the next morning, the girls were astir. But Barlasch was before

them, and when Desiree came down, she found the kitchen fire alight.

Barlasch was cleaning a knife, and nodded a silent good morning.

Desiree's eyes were red, and Barlasch must have noted this sign of

grief, for he gave a contemptuous laugh, and continued his occupation.

It was barely daylight when the Grafin's heavy, old-fashioned carriage

drew up in front of the house. Mathilde came down, thickly veiled and

in her travelling furs. She did not seem to see Barlasch, and omitted to

thank him for carrying her travelling-trunk to the carriage.

He stood on the terrace beside Desiree until the carriage had turned the

corner into the Pfaffengasse.

“Bah!” he said, “let her go. There is no stopping them, when they are

like that. It is the curse--of the Garden of Eden.”

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