CHAPTER VII. THE WAY OF LOVE.

Celui qui souffle le feu s'expose a etre brule par les

etincelles.

It was said that Colonel de Casimir--that guest whose presence

and uniform lent an air of distinction to the quiet wedding in the

Frauengasse--was a Pole from Cracow. Men also whispered that he was in

the confidence of the Emperor. But this must only have been a manner of

speaking. For no man was ever admitted fully into the thoughts of that

superhuman mind.

De Casimir was left behind in Dantzig when the army moved forward.

“There will be a great battle,” he said, “somewhere near Vilna--and I

shall miss it.”

Indeed, every man was striving to get to the front. He who, himself, had

given a new meaning to human ambition seemed able to inspire not only

Frenchmen but soldiers of every nationality with fire from his own

consuming flame.

“Yes! madame,” said de Casimir; for it was to Desiree that he spoke,

“and your husband is more fortunate than I. He is sure of a staff

appointment. He will be among the first. It will soon be over. To-morrow

war is to be declared.”

They were in the street--not far from the Frauengasse, whence Desiree,

always practical, was hurrying towards the market-place. De Casimir had

seemed idle until he perceived her.

Desiree made a little movement of horror at the announcement. She did

not know that the fighting had already begun.

“Ah!” cried de Casimir with a reassuring smile. “You must be of good

cheer. There will be no war at all. I tell you that in confidence.

Russia will be paralyzed. I was going towards the Frauengasse when I

perceived you; to pay my respects to your father, to say a word to you.

Come--you are smiling again. That is right. You were so grave, madame,

as you hurried along with your eyes looking far away. You must not think

of Charles, if the thoughts make you look as you looked then.”

His manner was kind and confidential and easy--inviting in response that

which the confidential always expect, a return in kind. It is either

hit or miss with such people; and de Casimir missed. He saw Desiree draw

back. She was young, and of that clear fairness of skin which seems to

let the thoughts out through the face so that any can read them. That

which her face expressed at that moment was a clear and definite refusal

to confide anything whatsoever in this little dark man who stood in

front of her, looking into her eyes with a deferential and sympathetic

glance.

“I know for certain,” he said, “that Charles was well two days ago, and

that he is highly thought of in high quarters. I can tell you that, at

all events.”

“Thank you,” said Desiree. She had nothing against de Casimir. She had

only seen him once or twice, and she knew him to be Charles's friend,

and in some sense his patron. For de Casimir held a high position in

Dantzig. She was quite ready to like him since Charles liked him; but

she intended to do so at her own range. It is always the woman who

measures the distance.

Desiree made a little movement as if to continue on her way; and de

Casimir instantly stood aside, with a bow.

“Shall I find your father at home?” he asked.

“I think so. He was at home when I left,” she answered, responding to

his salute with a friendly nod.

De Casimir watched her go and stood for a moment in reflection, as if

going over in his mind that which had passed between them.

“I must try the other one,” he said to himself as he turned down the

Pfaffengasse. He continued his way at a leisurely pace. At the corner of

the Frauengasse he lingered in the shadow of the linden trees, and while

so doing saw Antoine Sebastian quit the door of No. 36, going in

the opposite direction towards the river, and pass out through the

Frauenthor on to the quay.

He made a little gesture of annoyance on being told by the servant that

Sebastian was out. After a moment's reflection, he seemed to make up his

mind to ignore the conventionalities.

“It is merely,” he said in his friendly and confidential manner to the

servant, in perfect German, “that I have news from Monsieur Darragon,

the husband of Mademoiselle Desiree. Madame is out--you say. Well, then,

what is to be done?”

He had a most charming, grave manner of asking advice which few could

resist.

The servant nodded at him with a twinkle of understanding in her eye.

“There is Fraulein Mathilde.”

“But... well, ask her if she will do me the honour of speaking to me for

an instant. I leave it to you....”

“But come in,” protested the servant. “Come upstairs. She will see you;

why not?”

And she led the way upstairs. Papa Barlasch, sitting just within the

kitchen door, where he sat all day doing nothing, glanced upwards

through his overhanging eyebrows at the clink of spurs and the clatter

of de Casimir's sword against the banisters. He had the air of a

watchdog.

Mathilde was not in the drawing-room, and the servant left the visitor

there alone, saying that she would seek her mistress. There were one or

two books on the tables. One table was rather untidy; it was Desiree's.

A writing-desk stood in the corner of the room. It was locked--and the

lock was a good one. De Casimir was an observant man. He had time

to make this observation, and to see that there were no letters in

Desiree's work-basket; to note the titles of the books and the absence

of name on the flyleaf, and was looking out of the window when the door

opened and Mathilde came in.

This was a day when women were treated with a great show of deference,

while in reality they had but little voice in the world's affairs. De

Casimir's bow was deeper and more elaborate than would be considered

polite to-day. On standing erect he quickly suppressed a glance of

surprise.

Mathilde must have expected him. She was dressed in white, and her hair

was tied with a bright ribbon. In her cheeks, usually so pale, was a

little touch of colour. It may have been because Desiree was not near,

but de Casimir had never known until this moment how pretty Mathilde

really was. There was something in her eyes, too, which gripped his

attention. He remembered that at the wedding he had never seen her eyes.

They had always been averted. But now they met his with a troubling

directness.

De Casimir had a gallant manner. All women commanded his eager

respect, which they could assess at such value as their fancy painted,

remembering that it is for the woman to measure the distance. On the few

occasions of previous encounters, de Casimir had been empresse in his

manner towards Mathilde. As he looked at her, his quick mind ran back to

former meetings. He had no recollection of having actually made love to

her.

“Mademoiselle,” he said, “for a soldier--in time of war--the conventions

may, perhaps, be slightly relaxed. I was told that you were alone--that

your father is out, and yet I persisted--”

He spread out his hands and laughed appealingly, begging her, it

would seem, to help him out of the social difficulty in which he found

himself.

“My father will be sorry--” she began.

“That is hardly the question,” he interrupted; “I was thinking of your

displeasure. But I have an excuse, I assure you. I only ask a moment to

tell you that I have heard from Konigsberg that Charles Darragon is in

good health there, and is moving forward with the advance-guard to the

frontier.”

“You are kind to come so soon,” answered Mathilde, and there was an odd

note of disappointment in her voice. De Casimir must have heard it, for

he glanced at her again with a gleam of surprise in his eyes.

“That is my excuse, Mademoiselle,” he said with a tentative emphasis, as

if he were feeling his way. He was an opportunist with all the quickness

of one who must live by his wits among others existing on the same

uncertain fare. He saw her flush, and again he hesitated as a wayfarer

may hesitate when he finds an easy road where he had expected to climb a

hill. What was the meaning of it? he seemed to ask himself.

“Charles does not interest you so much as he interests your sister?” he

suggested.

“He has never interested me much,” she replied indifferently. She did

not ask him to sit down. It would not have been etiquette in an age

when women were by some odd misjudgment considered incapable of managing

their own hearts.

“Is that because he is in love, Mademoiselle?” inquired de Casimir with

a guarded laugh.

“Perhaps so.”

She did not look at him. De Casimir had not missed this time. His air

of candid confidence had met with a quick response. He laughed again and

moved towards the door. Mathilde stood motionless, and although she said

no word, nor by any gesture bade him stay, he stopped on the threshold

and turned again towards her.

“It was my conscience,” he said, looking at her over his shoulder, “that

bade me go.”

Her face and her averted eyes asked why, but her straight lips were

silent.

“Because I cannot claim to be more interesting than Charles Darragon,”

he hazarded. “And you, Mademoiselle, confess that you have no tolerance

for a man who is in love.”

“I have no tolerance for a man who is weakened by love. He should be

strengthened and hardened by it.”

“To--?”

“To do a man's work in the world,” said Mathilde coldly.

De Casimir was standing by the open door. He closed it with his foot.

He was professedly a man alert for the chance of a moment, which he

was content to grasp without pausing to look ahead. Should there be

difficulties yet unperceived, these in turn might present an opportunity

to be seized by the quick-witted.

“Then you would admit, Mademoiselle,” he said gravely, “that there may

be good in a love that fights continually against ambition, and--does

not prevail.”

Mathilde did not answer at once. There was an odd suggestion of

antagonism in their attitude towards each other--not irreconcilable, the

poets tell us, with love--but this is assuredly not the Love that comes

from Heaven and will go back there to live through eternity.

“Yes,” said she at length.

“Such is my love for you,” he said, his quick instinct telling him that

with Mathilde few words were best.

He only spoke the thoughts of his age; for ambition was the ruling

passion in men's hearts at this time. All who served the Great

Adventurer gave it the first place in their consideration, and de

Casimir only aped his betters. Though oddly enough the only two of

all the great leaders who were to emerge still greater from the coming

war--Ney and Eugene--thought otherwise on these matters.

“I mean to be great and rich, Mademoiselle,” he added after a pause. “I

have risked my life for that purpose half a dozen times.”

Mathilde stood looking across the room towards the window. He could

only see her profile and the straight line of her lips. She too was the

product of a generation in which men rose to dazzling heights without

the aid of women.

“I should not have troubled you with these details, Mademoiselle,” he

said, watching her. His instinct was very keen, for not one woman in

a thousand, even in those days, would have admitted that love was a

detail. “I should not have mentioned it--had you not given me your

views--so strangely in harmony with my own.”

Whatever his nationality, his voice was that of a Pole--rich, musical,

and expressive. He could have made, one would have thought, a very

different sort of love had he wished, or had he been sincere. But he was

an opportunist. This was the sort of love that Mathilde wanted.

He came a step nearer to her and stood resting on his sword--a lean hard

man who had seen much war.

“Until you opened my eyes,” he said, “I did not know, or did not care to

know, that love, far from being a drag on ambition, may be a help.”

Mathilde made a little movement towards him which she instantly

repressed. The heart is quicker, but the head nearly always has the last

word.

“Mademoiselle,” he said--and no doubt he saw the movement and the

restraint--“will you help me now at the beginning of the war, and listen

to me again at the end of it--if I succeed?”

After all, he was modest in his demands.

“Will you help me? Together, Mademoiselle--to what height may we not

rise in these days?”

There was a ring of sincerity in his voice, and her eyes answered it.

“How can I help you?” she asked in a doubting voice.

“Oh, it is a small matter,” was the reply. “But it is one in which the

Emperor is personally interested. Such things have a special attraction

for him. The human interest never fails to hold his attention. If I do

well, he will know it and remember me. It is a question, Mademoiselle,

of secret societies. You know that Prussia is riddled with them.”

Mathilde did not answer. He studied her face, which was clean cut and

hard like a marble bust--a good face to hide a secret.

“It is my duty to watch here in Dantzig and to report to the Emperor.

In serving myself I could also perhaps serve a friend, one who might

otherwise run into danger--who may be in danger while you and I stand

here. For the Emperor strikes hard and quickly. I speak of your father,

Mademoiselle--and of the Tugendbund.”

Still he could not see from the pale profile whether Mathilde knew

anything at all.

“And if I procure information for you?” asked she at length, in a quiet

and collected voice.

“You will help me to attain a position such as I could ask--even you--to

share with me. And you would do your father no harm. You would even

render him a service. For all the secret societies in Germany will not

stop Napoleon. It is only God who can stop him now, Mademoiselle. All

men who attempt it will only be crushed beneath the wheels. I might save

your father.”

But Mathilde did not seem to be thinking of her father.

“I am hampered by poverty,” de Casimir said, changing his ground. “In

the old days it did not matter. But now, in the Empire, one must be

rich. I shall be rich--at the end of this campaign.”

Again his voice was sincere, and again her eyes responded. He made a

step forward, and gently taking her hand, he raised it to his lips.

“You will help me!” he said, and, turning abruptly on his heel, he left

her.

De Casimir's quarters were in the Langenmarkt. On returning to them, he

took from his despatch-case a letter which he turned over thoughtfully

in his hand. It was addressed to Desiree, and sealed carefully with a

wafer.

“She may as well have it,” he said. “It will be as well that she should

be occupied with her own affairs.”

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