CHAPTER XVIII

THE DOOR WITH THE SILVER NAILS

"ST. JAMES' CLUB,

"PICCADILLY, W.

"MY DEAR STANLEY,

"I am sending this letter to you at Roberts' Hall, because I

am certain that you are there.

"I can fancy you drawing a long face, and admitting to

yourself that you are certainly in for a sermon from that

old bore, Kent-Lauriston, but you are entirely mistaken. I

shall neither expostulate with nor upbraid you, for you have

done exactly what I expected you would do. Nevertheless I

mean to save you from yourself, to which end I trust you are

not as yet entangled, as it is less easy gracefully to break

than make an engagement.

"The fact is, my dear Mr. Secretary, I do not consider you,

under the present circumstances, a responsible creature. The

fascinating Miss Fitzgerald has, I can well imagine, driven

all other considerations into the background.

"I should probably have let you go to your fate, unchecked

by any letter of mine, did I not feel that I had been

morally negligent. You came to put your case in my hands,

and proved so sweetly rational that, for the last time I

swear, I trusted in human nature, and left you to your own

devices, instead of watching your every movement until the

danger was past.

"Of course I have heard the little scandal about your

escapade with Colonel D----'s wife. All London is ringing

with it, thanks to her husband.

"What you most want is change of scene and occupation, to

distract you from your present cares. There is only one way

to drown care without drowning oneself--and that is by work.

So unless I find you grinding away at the Legation to-morrow

noon, I shall invite myself to be one of Mrs. Roberts'

house-party, and we shall see what may be effected even in

the face of overwhelming odds. Give me a fair field and no

favour, and I pledge my word to win you to yourself.

"In any event command my humble services.

"Yours as ever,

"KENT-LAURISTON.

"Friday evening."

The Secretary dropped back on the comfortable divan that occupied a

recess in one corner of the smoking-room, and gazed vacantly at the

letter as it lay in his lap; then he gave a great sigh, and reached for

a fresh cigarette. In his own estimation, matters could not be worse,

but unfortunately he was not in a position to heed his friend's advice

and bolt for London the first thing in the morning--indeed his

recognition of Darcy's letter, the possible significance of which he was

at last beginning to realise, imperatively demanded his presence and

attention.

Besides, he was now accountable to others. To Belle in the first

place--and to Colonel Darcy in the second. For the latter he cared not a

whit. It was true that circumstantial evidence had made rather a strong

case against him--but the Secretary was sure the Colonel did not really

believe the charge he had preferred against his wife to be true, and

that he had merely seen, in the unfortunate combination of

circumstances, a chance of strengthening his own position.

But while Stanley had little concern for the Colonel's status, he felt a

great deal for his own. Fate had treated him badly, very badly, and he

owed it to Belle and to Madame Darcy, and to his own good name, to right

himself as speedily as possible.

The figure he would cut in Madame Darcy's eyes was bad enough in all

conscience. He supposed she would never speak to him again, and, for

some reason which he was at a loss to explain satisfactorily to himself,

this prospect made him feel uncommonly blue. He even felt no resentment

against her, though her innocent rashness had been the font of all his

misfortunes. Somehow it seemed an honour to be associated with her, even

to his own undoing. And that by any efforts in her behalf, he should

have unwittingly injured her, nearly drove him to despair, with chagrin

and regret.

But if his position in the eyes of Madame Darcy and of himself was most

awkward, the position he held in Miss Fitzgerald's estimation was, he

told himself again and again, simply unbearable. That it was possible

for any good woman to believe--and she certainly did believe--the things

that were said about him, and yet find it in her heart to even consider

matrimony with such an unscrupulous cad as he must appear to her,

revolted him. It was not nice; he was sure Lady Isabelle would never

have done so.

Perhaps she did not care, that was worst of all; that she did not care

for him, for his good name, his honour, his reputation, only for--the

thought was intolerable--he started up and drank off a strong peg of

whiskey; he felt that he needed a bracer. In the hopes of distracting

his thoughts, he once more took up and re-read Kent-Lauriston's letter,

which had arrived before dinner and lain forgotten during the excitement

of the evening; and which he had found waiting to greet him, when, at

the close of that dreadful interview, he had stolen away to his room

without bidding anybody good-night. He remembered that he had hesitated

to open it, knowing as he did that it contained a remonstrance against

committing a folly, which he had already committed. He had determined to

read it calmly, but it awakened within him a scathing self-examination

most unsettling in its result.

He recognised it as the dictum of an astute man of the world, a

"_connoisseur des grandes passions_" one who knew the symptoms with

unfailing accuracy. In short, the Secretary did not for a moment doubt

the truth of what his friend had written; but he was equally certain

that it did not apply to his own case.

Miss Fitzgerald had by no means driven all other thoughts from his mind.

Indeed, he realised that she had, during the last few days, held a

relatively small place in his thoughts. He was not miserable when he was

absent from her--he had enjoyed his talk with Madame Darcy and his walk

with Lady Isabelle immensely. He had not even decided that he should ask

Belle to marry him till the eleventh hour, and was not that decision

due, after all, to the pity which, we are told, is akin to love, but

which by itself forms such an unsatisfactory substitute? Would his

friend have any trouble in winning him to himself, as he expressed it?

Was he supremely happy? Was he not rather, in his heart of hearts,

wishing himself well out of the whole affair? The words of Madame Darcy

came back to him, doubly enforced by these contradictory data.

"You do not love her. Love is blind. Love does not reason."

Had it come to this, then--was he such a weak fool that he did not know

his own mind; that he had proposed to a woman who existed only in his

imagination; who so little resembled the real one that he had no wish to

assimilate the two; that he was already regretting the step before it

was half taken? What hope did that hold out for a happy future? He was

thoroughly disgusted with himself. In a fit of mortified rage, he

crumpled up the letter in his hand, and threw himself down among the

cushions of the divan. As he lay there Kingsland entered the room.

"Why," he said, "I thought you had retired."

This was, indeed, the truth, but the restlessness induced by

Kent-Lauriston's note had made the confinement of his chamber seem

intolerable, and a rapid survey of the rooms downstairs assured him that

the Dowager and Miss Fitzgerald were in full possession; a combination

which, under the circumstances, he did not care to face. These facts,

however, were hardly to be adduced to a third party, and the Secretary,

turning to the resources of diplomacy, reminded the Lieutenant that they

had had an appointment for a game of pool, which one of them, at least,

had not seen fit to keep.

"Shall we have it now?" suggested Kingsland.

"No," answered Stanley. "I'm not feeling fit."

"Try a drink, then."

"I've just had one."

"Drinking alone? That's a bad sign. What are you so blue about?"

"I'm wondering," said Stanley, "how a man can ever be fool enough to

fall in love, or get married."

"Oh," said the Lieutenant, "so she's refused you, eh?"

"Who?"

"Belle Fitzgerald."

"Yes," replied the Secretary, shortly.

The Lieutenant thrust his hands deep into his trousers pockets and paced

the room in silence, whistling softly to himself. Finally he remarked:

"Well, I'm sorry, old chap, but I've been more lucky."

"Oh," said the Secretary. "Lady Isabelle, I suppose."

Kingland nodded.

"Does mamma approve?" inquired Stanley.

The young officer shrugged his shoulders.

"I'm going to postpone entering into that matter," he said, "till after

the ceremony."

"Oh," said the Secretary shortly. "An elopement. Well, I don't know that

I can conscientiously offer my congratulations--to Lady Isabelle, at

least, but I dare say you'll find it worth while."

"You needn't be so nasty, just because you've been disappointed."

"Oh, it isn't that; but, as you say, I've no reason to express an

opinion. It isn't the first time a young man's eloped with a lady of

means."

"Well," snapped the Lieutenant in reply, "it's a shade above eloping

with somebody else's wife who happens to have a large bank account."

Stanley sprang to his feet.

"If that cad of a Darcy," he cried, "has been saying----"

"Oh, you needn't assume the high moral role," said Kingsland. "I've just

had the story first hand from him."

"It isn't the first time he's told it to-night," snapped the Secretary.

"What! You don't mean to the fair Belle?"

Stanley nodded, and Kingsland threw himself on the sofa in a paroxysm of

laughter.

"But how did you come to see Darcy?" demanded the young diplomat,

ignoring his friend's ill-timed merriment. "I ordered him out of the

house."

"Yes," replied the Lieutenant, "so he told me. But he's lost a valuable

letter in the hall."

"The hall? Why, there doesn't seem to be much chance of losing anything

there. There are no draperies and very little furniture."

"Well, it's a queer business," admitted the officer. "But while the

Colonel was telling me about your little escapade, he dropped a letter

which he had taken from its envelope, and just at that moment the butler

came in. He started to pick up the letter for the Colonel, but Darcy

jumped forward, and so between them it was pushed under the crack of

that old oak door studded with silver nails."

"A letter!" cried the Secretary. "Did you notice what it looked like?"

"No," said Kingsland incautiously, "except that it had an address

scrawled across one side in pencil."

Stanley waited to hear no more. Fate seemed playing into his hands at

last, and springing to the door he threw it open, and saw to his intense

astonishment the figure of Colonel Darcy grovelling on the floor of the

hall.

"I thought I told you to leave this house, Colonel Darcy," said

Stanley, striving to be calm, but his voice quivering with suppressed

emotion.

"So you did," replied his adversary, rising slowly to his feet, very red

in the face and somewhat short of breath.

"Then why haven't you gone? Do you wish me to speak to Mrs. Roberts?"

"I intended to obey your request, out of respect to Miss Fitzgerald. But

the fact is, I have lost an important letter."

"So Kingsland tells me, though it seems almost impossible."

"Truth, sir, is often stranger than fiction," replied the Colonel

angrily, "as our own relations with each other have already proved. But,

as you have given me the lie once this evening, you can, if you see fit,

prove the truth of my statement by referring it to the butler."

"I gave you the lie, as you express it, Colonel Darcy," replied the

Secretary, "because my own knowledge assured me, that your charges were

untrue. In this case, however, I am quite ready to fully accept your

statement. But it's a pure waste of time to attempt to recover your

letter. For two hundred years they've tried to open that portal, and to

this day it remains closed."

"The butler told me some such cock-and-bull story--but of course----"

"It's quite true."

"But I must have my letter. I must have it, I tell you--surely someone

knows the secret."

"There's a legend current to the effect that the pressure of five of

these silver nails, one by each of the five fingers, will suffice to

open the door. But to my way of thinking it's likely to remain closed

for two centuries to come."

"Curse it!" cried the Colonel, throwing himself against the portal in a

frenzy. "It has neither handle nor keyhole, and it's as firm as iron!

What am I to do?"

"If it's absolutely necessary to recover this document, I'll tell Mrs.

Roberts. Though I should doubt if she'd consent to ruin an interesting

heirloom for the sake of a gentleman against whom she already entertains

a prejudice."

"I couldn't think of it. Impossible to put Mrs. Roberts to so much

inconvenience; I shouldn't consider it for a moment! Let the cursed

letter remain where it is!" replied the Colonel, evidently very much

upset by this proposition.

"As I'd supposed, Colonel Darcy, you would prefer that the document

should remain where it is, rather than it should pass, even temporarily,

into any other hands than yours. Might I inquire if it's the one you

received from Miss Fitzgerald."

"It is, of course, quite useless to attempt to deceive a diplomat,"

replied his companion, with a touch of temper which was not lost on

Stanley, who answered composedly:

"I think you may be reasonably assured that your letter will never be

found till you and it have long been dust, and till not only its

importance, but its very meaning, have become unintelligible. You may

consider it irrevocably lost, and so, as there's no further excuse for

your remaining, Colonel Darcy, I'll wish you--good-night," and the

Secretary threw open the great hall door.

"Good-night, Mr. Stanley," replied the unwelcome guest, with a frown of

anger as he passed over the threshold. "Good-night--but not

good-bye--remember we've still a score to settle."

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