CHAPTER IX.

I had no reason to suppose that the hints I took care to wrap up in my

conversation with Stevens would shape his actions to the form I wished

them to take; but though they did no good, they would certainly do me

no harm, and it was at least certain that my opinion was respected, so

that I might hope that some weight would attach to whatever suggestions

I offered.

Nothing now remained to be done but to wait the result of events; but

no language can express an idea of my anxiety as the hours passed,

bringing us momentarily closer to the dreaded and yet wished-for issue.

Some of the men got intoxicated that afternoon, and I believe two of

them had a desperate set to; they sang until they were tired, and for

tea had more hot roast pork and fowls.

But the majority had their senses, and kept those who were drunk under;

so that the riot was all forward.

I wondered what the boatswain would think of the shindy over his head,

and whether he had a watch to tell the time by. His abode was surely a

very dismal one, among the coals in the forepeak, and dark as night,

with plenty of rats to squeak about his ears, and the endless creaking

and complaining of the timbers under water.

A terrible idea possessed me once. It was that he might be asleep when

the man went down to scuttle the ship, who, of course, would take a

candle with him, and find him lying there.

But there was no use in _imagining_ evil. I could only do what was

possible. If we were doomed to die, why, we must meet our fate

heroically. What more?

It blew freshly at eleven o'clock, and held all night. I kept all

the sail on the ship that she would bear, and up to noon next day we

spanked along at a great pace.

Then the wind fell light and veered round to the north; but this did

not matter to me, for I showed the carpenter a run on the chart which

convincingly proved to him that, even if we did no more than four

knots an hour until next day, we should be near enough to the coast of

Florida to heave to.

This afternoon the men made preparations to swing the long-boat over

the side, clapping on strops to the collar of the mainstay, and forward

round the tressel-tree, ready to hook on the tackles to lift the boat

out of her chocks. Their eagerness to get away from the ship was well

illustrated by these early preparations.

All that day they fared sumptuously on roast pork, and whatever took

their fancy among the cuddy stores, but drank little, or at all events

not enough to affect them, though there was sufficient rum in the hold

to kill them all off in a day, had they had a mind to broach the casks.

Towards evening we sighted no less than five ships, two standing to the

south and the others steering north. The spectacle of these vessels

fully persuaded Stevens that we were nearing the coast, he telling me

he had no doubt they were from the West Indies, which he supposed were

not more than four hundred miles distant.

I did not undeceive him.

I saw Miss Robertson for a few minutes that evening to repeat my

caution to her not to show herself on deck.

The men were again at their pranks in the forecastle, sky-larking

as they call it at sea, and, though not drunk, they were making a

tremendous noise. One of them had got a concertina, and sat playing

it, tailor-fashion, on top of the capstan, and some were dancing, two

having dressed themselves up as women in canvas bonnets, and blankets

round them to resemble skirts.

Fun of this sort would have been innocent enough had there been

any recognized discipline to overlook it; but from decent mirth to

boisterous, coarse disorder, is an easy step to sailors, and in the

present temper of the crew the least provocation might convert the ship

into a theatre for exhibitions of horse-play which, begun in vanity,

might end in criminal excesses.

During my brief conversation with Miss Robertson, I asked her an odd

question--Could she steer a ship?

She answered, "Yes."

"You say 'yes' because you will try if you are wanted to do so," I said.

"I say 'yes' because I really understand how to use the wheel," she

replied, seriously.

"Where did you learn?"

"During our voyage to the Cape of Good Hope. I used to watch the man

steering, and observe him move the wheel so as to keep the compass card

steady. I told Captain Jenkinson I should like to learn to steer, and

he would often let me hold the wheel, and for fun give me orders."

"Which way would you pull the spokes if I told you to put the helm to

starboard?"

"To the left," she answered, promptly.

"And if I said 'hard over?'"

"If the wind was blowing on the left hand side I would push the wheel

to the right until I could push it no further. You can't puzzle me,

indeed. I know all the steering terms. _Really_, I can steer."

I quite believed her, though I should never have dreamt of her

proficiency in this matter, and told her that if we succeeded in

getting away from the boats, she would be of the utmost importance to

us, because then there would be three men to work the ship, whereas two

only would be at liberty if one had to take the wheel.

* * * * *

And now I come to Friday.

We were keeping no regular watches. Stevens, ever distrustful of

me, was markedly so now that our voyage was nearly ended. He was

incessantly up and down, looking at the compass, computing the ship's

speed by staring at the passing water, and often engaged, sometimes

on the poop, sometimes on the forecastle, in conversation with Fish,

Cornish, Johnson, and others.

He made no inquiries after Mr. or Miss Robertson; he appeared to have

forgotten their existence. I also noticed that he shirked me as often

as he could, leaving the deck when I appeared, and mounting the ladder

the furthest from where I stood when he came aft from the main-deck.

The dawn had broken with a promise of a beautiful day; though the

glass, which had been dropping very slowly all through the night,

stood low at eight o'clock that morning. The sun, even at that early

hour, was intensely hot, and here and there the pitch in the seams of

the deck adhered to the soles of one's boots, while the smell of the

paint-work rose hot in the nostrils.

There was a long swell, the undulations moderate though wide apart,

coming from the westward; the clouds were very high, and the sky a

dazzling blue, and the wind about north, very soft and refreshing.

The men were quiet, and continued so throughout the day. Many of

them, as well as the carpenter, incessantly gazed around the horizon,

evidently fearing the approach of a vessel; and some would steal aft

and look at the compass, and then go away again.

We were under all plain sail, and the ship, as near as I could tell,

was making about five knots an hour, though the log gave us seven, and

I logged it seven on the slate in case of any arguments arising.

When I came on deck with my sextant in hand to take sights, I was

struck by the intent expressions on the faces of the crew, the whole of

whom, even including the cook, had collected on the poop, or stood upon

the ladders waiting for me.

When I saw them thus congregated, my heart for a moment failed me.

The tremendous doubt crossed my mind--were they acquainted with the

ship's whereabouts? Did they know, had they known all through, that I

was deceiving them?

No!

As I looked at them I became reassured. Theirs was an anxiety I should

have been blind to misconstrue. The true expression on their faces

represented nothing but eager curiosity to know whether our journey

were really ended, or whether more time must elapse before they could

quit the ship which they had rendered accursed with the crime of

murder, and which as I well knew, from what Stevens had over and over

again let fall, they abhorred with all the terrors of vulgar conscience.

Having made my observations, I was about to quit the poop, when one of

the men called out--

"Tell us what you make it."

"I will when I have worked it out," I replied.

"Work it out here, whilst we looks on."

"Do any of you understand navigation?"

There was no reply.

"Unless you can count," said I, "you'll not be able to follow me."

"Two and two and one makes nine," said a voice.

"What do ye mean by jokin'? You ought to be ashamed o' yourself,"

exclaimed one of the men. And then there was a blow, and immediately

after an oath.

"If you want me to work out these sights in your presence, I'll do so,"

said I.

And I went below to get the things I required, leaving my sextant on

deck to show them that I meant to be honest.

When I returned, they were all around the skylight, gazing at the

sextant as though it were an animal; no man taking the liberty to touch

it, however.

They came, hustling each other about me as I sat on the skylight

working out my figures, and I promise you their proximity, coupled with

my notion that they _might_ suspect I had been deceiving them, did not

sharpen my wits so as to expedite my calculations.

I carried two reckonings in my head--false, and the true; and finding

our actual whereabouts to be ninety-eight miles from Bermuda, the

islands bearing W.S.W. as straight as a line, I unfolded the chart, and

giving them the imaginary longitude and latitude, put my finger upon

the spot we were supposed to have reached, exclaiming,

"Now you can see where we are!"

"Just make a small mark there with your pencil, will you?" said

Johnson; "then all hands can have a look."

I did so, and quitted the skylight, surrendering the chart to the men,

who made a strange picture as they stood poring over it, pointing with

their brown forefingers and arguing.

"There's no question I can answer, is there?" said I to the carpenter.

"Mates, is there anything you want to say to Mr. Royle?" he exclaimed.

"When are we going to heave the ship to?" asked Fish.

"That's for you to answer," I rejoined.

"Well, I'm not for standin' too close in shore," said Fish.

"How fur off do you say is this here Florida coast?" asked Johnson.

"About sixty miles. Look at the chart."

"And every minute brings us nearer," said a man.

"That's true," I replied. "But you don't want to leave the ship before

dusk, do you?"

The men looked at each other as though they were not sure that they

ought to confide so much to me as an answer to my question would

involve. I particularly took notice of this, and felt how thoroughly I

was put aside by them in their intentions.

The carpenter said, "You'll understand our arrangements by-and-by, Mr.

Royle. How's the wind?"

"About north," said I.

"Mates, shall we bring the yards to the masts and keep the leeches

liftin' till we're ready to stop her?"

"The best thing as can happen," said Johnson.

"She'll lie to the west'ards at that, and 'll look to be sailin'

properly if a wessel sights her; and she'll make no way neither," said

Stevens.

"You can't do better," I exclaimed.

So the helm was put down, and as the men went to work I descended to my

cabin.

The steward's head was at the pantry door, and I called to him, "Bring

me a biscuit and the sherry."

I wanted neither, but I had something to say to him; and if Stevens

saw him come to my cabin with a tray in his hand he was not likely to

follow and listen at the door.

The steward put the tray down and was going away, when I took him by

the arm and led him to the extremity of the cabin.

"Do you value your life?" I said to him in a whisper.

He stared at me and turned pale.

"Just listen," I continued. "At dusk this evening the men are going to

leave the ship in the boats. They are going to scuttle the ship first

that she may fill with water and sink. It is not their intention to

take us with them."

"My God!" he muttered, trembling like a freezing man: "are we to be

left on board to sink?"

"That is what they mean. But the bo'sun, whom they believe to be

drowned, is in the hold ready to kill the man who goes down to scuttle

the ship. If we act promptly we may save our lives and get away from

the ruffians. There are only three of us, but we must fight as though

we were twelve men if it should come to our having to fight. Understand

that. When once the men are in the boats no creature among them must

ever get on board again alive. Hit hard--spare nothing! If we are

beaten, we are dead men; if we conquer, our lives are our own."

"I'll do my best," answered the steward, the expression on whose face,

however, was anything but heroical. "But you must tell me what to do,

sir. I shan't know, sir. I never was in a fight, and the sight of blood

is terrifying to me, sir."

"You'll have to bottle up your fears. Don't misunderstand me, steward.

Every man left on board this ship to drown will look to his companions

to help him to save his life. And by all that's holy, if you show any

cowardice, if you skulk, if you do not fight like forty men, if you do

not stick by my side and obey my words like a flash of lightning, as

sure as you breathe I'll put a bullet through your head. I'll kill you

for not helping me."

And I pulled out the pistol from my pocket and flourished it under his

nose.

He recoiled from the weapon with his eyes half out of his head, and

gasped--

"What am I to use, sir?"

"The first iron belaying-pin you can snatch up," I answered. "There

are plenty to be found. And now be off. Not a look, not a word! Go to

your work as usual. If you open your mouth you are a dead man."

He went away as pale as a ghost. However, cur as he was, I did not

despair of his turning to at the last moment. Cowards will sometimes

make terrible antagonists. The madness of fear renders them desperate,

and in their frenzy they will do more execution than the brave

deliberate man.

I did not remain long off the poop, being too anxious to observe the

movements of the crew.

I found the breeze slackening fast, with every appearance of a calm

in the hot, misty blue sky, and the glassy aspect of the horizon. The

lower sails flapped to every motion of the ship, and lying close to

what little wind there was, we made no progress at all.

The promise of a calm, though favourable to the intentions of the men,

in so far as it would keep the horizon clear of sailing ships, and so

limit the probability of their operations being witnessed to the chance

of a steamer passing, was a blow to me; as one essential part of my

scheme, that of swinging the mainyards round, and getting way on the

ship, when the men had left her, would be impracticable.

The glass, indeed, stood low, but then this might betoken the coming

of more wind than I should want, a gale that would detain the men on

the ship, and force them to defer the scheme of abandoning her for an

indefinite period.

They had gone to dinner, but were so quiet that the vessel seemed

deserted, and nothing was audible but the clank of the tiller-chains

and the rattling of the sails against the masts.

Stevens was forward, apparently having his dinner with the men. In

glancing through the skylight, I saw Mary Robertson looking up at me.

I leaned forward, so that my face was concealed from the man at the

wheel--the only person on deck besides myself--and whispered--

"Keep up your courage, and be ready to act as I may direct."

"I am quite ready," she answered.

"Remain in your cabin," I said, "and don't let the men see you;" for it

had flashed upon me that if the crew saw her they might force her to go

along with them in the boats.

"I wanted a little brandy for papa," she answered. "He is very poorly

and weak, and rambles terribly in his talk."

She turned to hide her tears from me, and prevent me witnessing her

struggles to restrain them. She would feel their impotence, the mockery

of them at such a time; besides, dear heart, she would think I should

distrust her courage if she let me see her weep.

The steward came forward under the skylight as she entered her cabin,

and said--

"I will fight for my life, sir."

"That is my advice to you."

"I will do my best. I have been thinking of my wife and child, sir."

"Hush!" I cried. "Not so loud. If your courage fails you, there is a

girl in that cabin there, who will show you how to be brave. Remember

two things--act quickly and strike hard; and for God's sake don't fall

to drinking to pull up your nerves. If I find you drunk I will call

upon the men to drown you."

And with this injunction I left the skylight.

The men remained a great while in the forecastle, all so quiet that

I wondered whether some among them were even now below scuttling the

ship. But they would hardly act so prematurely. To be sure, it would

take a long time for the ship to fill, bored even in half a dozen

places by an auger; but until the evening fell, and they were actually

in the boats, they could not be sure that a wind would not spring up to

oblige them to keep to the ship.

I remained on deck, never thinking of dinner, watching the weather

anxiously.

An ordinary seaman came aft to relieve the wheel; but finding that the

ship had no steerage way on her, he squatted himself on the taffrail,

pulled out a pipe and began to smoke. I took no notice of him.

Shortly afterwards Stevens came along the main-deck and mounted the

poop.

"A dead calm," said he, after sweeping the horizon with his hand over

his eyes, "and blessedly hot."

"Is the ship to be left all standing?" I inquired.

"What do you think?" he replied, with an air of indifference, casting

his eyes aloft.

"I should snug her, certainly."

"Why?" he demanded, folding his arms, and staring at me as he leaned

against the poop-rail.

"Because, should she drift, and be overhauled by another ship, it will

look more ship-shape if she is found snug, as though she had been

abandoned in a storm."

"There's something in that," he answered, without shifting his position.

"Shall I tell the men to shorten sail?"

"If you like," he replied, grinning in my face.

I pretended not to observe his odd manner, being very anxious to get in

all the sail that I could whilst there were men to do it. So I sang

out, "All hands shorten sail!"

The men on the forecastle stared, and burst into a laugh; and one of

a group on the main-deck, who were inspecting the provisions for the

long-boat, which lay under a tarpaulin, exclaimed--

"Wot's goin' to happen?"

I glanced at the carpenter, who still surveyed me with a broad grin,

and walked aft. I was a fool not to have anticipated this. What was it

to the crew whether the ship sank with all sails standing or with all

sails furled?

I was too restless to go below; but to dissemble my terrible anxiety

as well as I could, I lighted a pipe and crouched in the shadow of the

mizzen-mast out of the way of the broiling sun.

The breeze had utterly gone. The sea was glassy, and white and long

wreaths of mist stood, down in the south, upon the horizon. As I looked

at the ship, at her graceful spaces of canvas lowering upon the fine

and delicate masts, her white decks, her gleaming brass-work, the

significance of the crime meditated by the crew was shocking to me.

The awful cold-bloodedness with which they meant to sink the beautiful

vessel, with the few poor lives who were to be left defenceless on

board, overwhelmed me with horror and detestation. So atrocious an act

I thought the Almighty would not surely permit. Could not I count upon

His mercy and protection? Remembering that I had not sought Him yet,

I pulled off my cap, and without kneeling--for I durst not kneel with

the eyes of the men upon me--I mutely invoked His heavenly protection.

I pleaded with all the strength of my heart for the sweet and helpless

girl whom, under His divine providence, I had already rescued from one

dreadful fate, and whom, under His sure guidance, I might yet preserve

from the slow and bitter death which the crew had planned that we

should suffer.

It was not until six o'clock that the carpenter ordered the men to get

the long-boat over. But just before he called out I had noticed, with

a leap of joy in me, that the water out in the north-west was dark as

with the shadow of a cloud upon it.

Though this was no more than a cat's paw, and travelled very slowly, I

was certain, not only from the indications of the barometer, but from

the complexion of the sky, that wind was behind.

The men did not appear to notice it, and when the carpenter sang out

the order all hands went to work briskly.

Some ran aloft with tackles, which they made fast to the starboard

fore and main yard-arms; others hooked on tackles to the straps which

were already round the tressel-tree and collar of the mainstay. But

willingly as they worked, even these preliminary measures ran into a

great deal of time, and before they had done, a light breeze had come

down on the ship and taken her aback.

The carpenter, seeing this, clapped some hands on to the fore and

mizzen braces, and filled the fore and after sails. The ship was

therefore hove to with her head at west.

This done, he went to the wheel, put the helm amidship and made it

fast; and then went forward again to superintend the work.

I took up my position on the starboard side of the poop, close against

the ladder, and there I remained. I scanned the faces of the men

carefully, and found all hands present, including the cook. I thus

knew that no man was below in the hold, and it was now my business to

watch closely that I might miss the man who should have the job to

scuttle the ship.

The breeze died away, but in the same direction whence it had come was

another shadow, more defined and extending far to the north.

The men had begun their work late, and as they knew that they had

little or no twilight to count upon, laboured hard at the difficult

task of raising the long-boat out of her chucks and swinging her clear

of the bulwarks.

It was close upon seven o'clock before they were ready to hoist. They

took the end of one fall to the capstan on the main-deck, the other

they led forward through a block, and presently up rose the boat until

it was on a level with the bulwarks. Then the yard-arm tackles were

manned, the midship falls slacked off, and the big boat sank gently

down into the water.

She was brought alongside at once, and three men jumped into her. Then

began the process of storing the provisions. This was carried on by

five men, while the remaining three came aft, and whilst one got into

the quarter-boat, the other two lowered her.

_At this moment I missed the carpenter._

I held my breath, looking into the boats and all round.

He was not to be seen.

I strained my ear at the foremost skylight, conceiving that he might

have entered the cuddy.

All was silent there.

Beyond the shadow of a doubt, he it was who had planned the scuttling

of the ship, and he it was who had left the deck to do it.

It was a supreme moment. I had not contemplated that _he_ would be the

man who should bore the hole. If the boatswain killed him----!

Great God! the hands were on deck--all about us! If he did not return,

they would seek him. He was their leader, and they were not likely to

quit the ship without him.

The hair stirred on my head; the sweat stood in beads on my face. I bit

my lip half through to control my features, and stood waiting for--I

knew not what!

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