CHAPTER XXI.

A MYSTERY SOLVED.

When Winifred had returned to the convent, I waited patiently for

Roderick's coming, which I knew could not be long delayed. Indeed,

before the week was out his card was brought to me where I sat at my

sitting-room fire. I glanced up at him as he entered the room. His face

was grave, even stern in its expression, reminding me forcibly of Niall.

After the ordinary salutations had been exchanged, he stood before me

silent a moment; then he said, with an abruptness quite foreign to his

manner:

"I think you will agree with me that this is no time for commonplaces. I

have come to know the meaning of this mystery."

"Mystery!" I repeated vaguely; for, with all my planning and thinking

what I should say when he came, I was still hopelessly at a loss, and

resolved to be guided by the event.

"Yes, mystery," he declared emphatically. "I saw in your company the

very child of whom I told you I had had a glimpse and whom I was so

eager to see again."

"But how could I know that the child with me was the one who had

attracted your attention?"

"Well, in the first place," he answered, looking at me keenly, "I gave

you a tolerably accurate description of the girl in question. The type

is not a very common one, and might, I think be easily recognized."

He paused; and I remaining silent, he went on again:

"I hope you will not consider it rude if I say that I think you did know

it was the child I was in search of."

"And why?" I asked, still with a mere helpless idea of gaining time.

"Because of your manner and your course of action the other day in the

parlor of the Waldorf. I saw at once that, for some reason or another,

you were disturbed at my presence there. When the girl spoke and thus

attracted my attention, you were distressed; and while I was in the act

of addressing her you seized her by the hand and fled from the hotel."

(An irrepressible smile came over his face at the recollection.) "You

left in such haste that you forgot the letter you had been writing.

However, I posted that for you. And you went along Thirty-third Street,

I should be afraid to say at what rate of speed. Did you suppose I was

going to pursue you and forcibly wrest away the child?"

I could not help laughing in sympathy at the drollery which shone out

through the anxiety of his face, like sunshine from a cloud.

"Well, not exactly," I observed; "but, truth to tell, I had no desire to

hold any conversation with you just then. And, besides, I was in a

hurry."

"Oh, you _were_ in a hurry--there was no possible doubt about that!" he

assented, still laughing.

"Will you not sit down?" I inquired. "You look so very unsociable

standing, and the night is cold enough to make this fire agreeable."

He took the chair I indicated, but he did not turn from the subject.

"May I ask," he resumed, "if the child whom I saw on that occasion is

here with you?"

"She is not," I responded briefly, elated that I could do so

truthfully.

"Where is she?"

"That I can not tell."

"Can not tell!" he repeated musingly. "Surely that is a very strange

answer. Perhaps, at least, you will tell me _who_ she is?"

"I am not at liberty to tell that either," I replied firmly.

"Mystery on mystery!" he cried, with an impatient gesture. "What in the

name of common-sense--if you will forgive my bluntness--is the purpose

of this mystification?"

"The mystification arises," I declared, "from the fact that I am

solemnly pledged to keep both her identity and her whereabouts a

secret."

"From whom?"

The question was a shrewd one. I hesitated how to answer it; but at last

I said:

"From all inquirers."

"Are there likely to be many?" he asked, quizzically.

"That I can not say."

Roderick lay back in his chair and pondered, keeping his eyes fixed upon

my face.

"Under ordinary circumstances," he said, after a pause, "I should, of

course, respect your desire for secrecy and say no more about the

matter. But there are reasons which make the identity of this child of

vital interest to me."

I could not answer: there was now nothing I could say without revealing

the secret I was pledged to keep.

"You will pardon me for saying further that I strongly suspect _I_ am

the person toward whom you are pledged to maintain this secrecy."

"You!" I repeated. "Why, surely you are in a singular mood to-night,

full of fancies and suspicions!"

"For which I have good and sufficient reasons. Are yours equally so for

maintaining this secrecy?"

"I believe that they are," I replied gravely.

He rose and paced the floor a while. Then he sat down again, and drew

his chair nearer mine, as if impelled by some sudden resolve.

"Since you will not give me your confidence--" he began.

"Since I can not," I corrected quietly.

"Well, since you can not or will not, I shall give you mine instead, and

open for your inspection a page of my life which I fancied was closed

forever."

He paused, and an expression so sad and troubled crossed his face that,

in my deep pity, I almost regretted my promise to Niall.

"I was brought up," he went on, "in the neighborhood of the Dargle. That

beautiful glen and stream were alike familiar to me. I inhabited an old

family mansion, which, to say the least, stood sadly in need of repair.

I was under the guardianship of a kinsman who, though eccentric, was of

sterling worth."

There was a touch of emotion in his voice, as he thus referred to Niall,

which pleased me.

"When I was about twenty-three we had a serious difference of opinion,

which arose in part from my marriage. For at that time I married a very

beautiful girl, who lived only a few years, and left one child--a girl."

He hurried over this part of the story, which seemed deeply painful to

him.

"It is always unpleasant to go into family affairs, but my relations

with my wife's family were such that I removed the child from their

influence and took her back to the old dwelling. There I placed her in

charge of an old woman who had been my nurse. I refused to accept any

of my wife's money, even for the maintenance of the child; and, my own

circumstances being not of the best, I came to America. I had but one

object in view--to make money, that I might return, claim my child and

restore the old dwelling of my fathers to something of its former

state."

Again there was a long, troubled pause; and I did not interrupt him by

so much as a word, nor did I give any sign that some of his story was

already familiar to me. When he resumed it was in a different tone. His

face was drawn and haggard, his voice tremulous:

"For some time I sent the half-yearly remittance faithfully to my little

Winifred, and I was happy in so doing. Then I received a letter--from

whom precisely I know not, though I believe it purported to be from a

priest. It was written in the third person and it simply informed me

that my child was dead."

"Dead!" I exclaimed--"dead! How cruel!--how--"

I was about to say untrue, but I checked myself in time. Roderick

glanced quickly toward me but said nothing.

"It was indeed a cruel blow," he resumed at last; "and after that I gave

up all desire to see Ireland again. I drifted on here, doing whatever

good I could and working still, but with little personal hope or

interest to cheer me in my labors."

His weary, despondent tone went to my heart, which was beating just then

with exultation; for I was truly rejoiced to know that Winifred's father

was worthy of her, that poor Niall's dreams might one day come true--at

least in so far as seeing the reunion of father and child, with

Roderick's return to the home of his youth. I resolved to write to Niall

without delay, tell him of what I had discovered and obtain his

permission to reveal all to Roderick. In the meantime, however, I must,

of course, be true to my promise and give Roderick no hint of the

knowledge I possessed.

"And you never found out from whom that letter came?" I inquired.

"Never: there was no means of finding out. Father Owen was at that time

absent in Rome. I presumed it was from the priest who had replaced him.

I wrote to him; the letter followed him to a distant parish in a remote

part of Ireland, whither he had already returned. He had never written

to me, he replied, and had no knowledge of the matter at all. I wrote to

Granny Meehan, the woman who had charge of Winifred. She never answered.

I suppose on the death of the child she had wandered away. I then sent a

letter to Niall, the eccentric kinsman to whom I before referred. He, I

suppose, was either dead or away on some of his wanderings."

"Your story is indeed a sad one," I put in, grieved that I could do

nothing to dispel his sorrow. I could not let him know that Granny

Meehan was still faithful to her post, that Niall was still dreaming and

planning for his welfare and for the restoration of the old place; and

that, best of all, Winifred was still living and such a child as might

delight a father's heart--in fact, that she was the child who had so

deeply interested him already. Whether he suspected that such was the

case or merely saw in her some chance resemblance I could not yet tell.

"You may well say it is a sad story," Roderick answered. "To me it seems

all the more so that since the receipt of that letter which dashed all

my hopes Fortune has smiled upon me. Everything I touch seems to turn to

money. The novel, rejected before, has since been accepted, and has run

through several editions; articles from my pen are in demand by leading

magazines; all my speculations have turned out well, and my insurance

business has prospered. It is the old, old story of Fortune coming too

late."

I sat still, joyful, yet amazed; thinking within myself:

"How wonderful are the ways of Providence! Niall's dream of restoring

the old place shall certainly be realized now. Father and child,

reunited, shall dwell amongst those lovely scenes; while the faithful

hearts of Niall and Granny Meehan shall be filled with joy. How seldom

does life work out events so happily!"

"Would you like to see the old place again?" I asked.

"What use now?" he cried. "Some day I may take the journey to see if

Niall be still amongst the living; but I shrink from that as yet."

We sat silent after that for some moments, I afraid to break the spell

lest I should in any way betray the knowledge which so filled my heart.

But presently Roderick roused himself with the remark:

"That child whom I first saw in the carriage on Broadway, and whom I

next saw in your company, has awakened a strange train of thought in my

mind. I have even dared to hope that I have been the victim of a trick

and that my child still lives. Her voice, when she spoke in the Waldorf

parlor the other day, seemed as an echo of my vanished youth. It was the

voice of my wife; and when the child rose from the chair and confronted

me, for an instant I believed that the grave had given up its dead. It

was my wife herself as I saw her first, many years before our marriage."

"Resemblances are very delusive," I said lamely.

"But was _this_ resemblance delusive?" he asked, leaning forward and

looking me in the face.

"How can I answer? I never saw your wife," I replied.

It was an evasion, and perhaps he saw it; but he only sighed deeply.

"I had expected better things of you," he went on; "for we are old

enough friends that I might have looked to you for help in clearing up a

mystery. As it is, you will not or can not; and I must drag on in the

same weary, hapless fashion or follow out the clue for myself. Indeed, I

trust you will think it no discourtesy when I tell you that I _must_ and

_will_ find out who this child is."

His resemblance to Niall was once more almost startling; though,

needless to observe, there was no wildness nor violence of any sort in

his manner.

"I wish I were able to give you the information you desire," I said

formally. "But at present it is impossible."

He rose to take his leave.

"In that case I must not intrude upon you any longer," he answered

coldly. "I am afraid I have been thoughtless in occupying so much of

your time with my personal affairs."

I felt at that moment that a valued friendship of many years was

endangered, but I could not be false to my trust. Niall must hear all,

and then it would be for him to act. I held out my hand. Roderick took

it but there was no warmth in the handshake; and as he disappeared down

the corridor, I stood looking after him sadly, fully realizing that for

the time being I had lost much in his estimation. Yet I hoped to be able

to repair all and explain all in good time.

I did not lose a moment in getting out my writing-desk and writing to

Niall a full account of all that I had heard. My pen moved rapidly and

joyfully over the page. I had so much to tell! Roderick still true to

his child, his kinsman, and his old home; Roderick having acquired

wealth which he would be only too happy to spend in fulfilling the old

man's dream. I also wrote to Father Farley and begged him to let Granny

Meehan know the good news as speedily as possible. How I wished that I

could fly over the ocean and be myself the bearer of those good tidings!

I fancied the patient old face of Granny brightening, and the loving,

tender voice giving forth thanks to her Creator.

The scene rose so vividly before me that I sat back in my chair, with

pen uplifted, to ponder it over. There was the hearth in the great

kitchen, near which Granny Meehan sat. A fire was burning there--a clear

peat fire; beside it the tranquil figure of the blind woman, with the

cat, Brown Peter, purring against her dress; and Barney and Moira in the

background, hanging about to hear the great news which good Father Owen

had to tell. And I conjured up the fine face of the priest beaming with

the glad tidings; and I seemed to hear once more his genial voice

reading aloud the welcome letter from America.

I returned to my task and wrote on, while the clock on my mantel tolled

out eleven, and the din of the street below began to give place to the

silence of night. I had a curious impression that Winifred stood beside

me as I wrote, her image seemed so very vivid. I resolved to go to see

her on the morrow, which was Thursday--visiting-day at the convent. But

I knew it would be another trial to refrain from telling her of her

father and of the mystery concerning him which had just been cleared up.

My original intention of striving to kindle her affection and admiration

for the father she scarcely remembered was strengthened by the knowledge

I had gained. Knowing her father to be entirely worthy of her love and

to be devotedly attached to her, I could with a clear conscience

describe him as he really was, and clothe the phantom she remembered

with the lovable attributes of the real man.

My letters finished, I rang for a bell-boy, and had them posted at once;

for it seemed to me that they would never get over to Ireland, and that

I would never have an answer back again. Then I stood for a moment at

the window and looked out at the still brightly lighted streets, where

the passers-by were fewer; though many still hurried to and fro from the

theatres, concerts, or lectures--all intent on business or pleasure.

Carriages swept by, cars with belated passengers in them still ran, and

the hum of the great city was audible from afar even at that late hour.

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