I laughed. I could not help it.

'Shake hands,' I said warmly. 'I'm delighted.'

And soon afterwards my mother sidled in, shyly.

'The lad's delighted, Sarah,' said Mr Nixon shortly.

I said nothing about my own engagement that night. I had never thought

of my mother as a woman with a future, I had never realized that she

was desirable, and that a man might desire her, and that her lonely

existence in that house was not all that she had the right to demand

from life. And I was ashamed of my characteristic filial selfish

egoism. So I decided that I would not intrude my joys on hers until the

next morning. We live and learn.

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