I longed to revisit the Indian home; and was not slow to gratify my
wish. There was no restraint upon my actions. Neither father nor
mother interfered with my daily wanderings: I came and went at will; and
was rarely questioned as to the direction I had taken. Hunting was
supposed to be the purpose of my absence. My dogs and gun, which I
always took with me, and the game I usually brought back, answered all
curiosity.
My hunting excursions were always in one direction--I need hardly have
said so--always across the river. Again and again did the keel of my
skiff cleave the waters of the creek--again and again, till I knew every
tree upon its banks.
My acquaintance with young Powell soon ripened into a firm friendship.
Almost daily were we together--either upon the lake or in the woods,
companions in the chase; and many a deer and wild turkey did we
slaughter in concert. The Indian boy was already a skilled hunter; and
I learned many a secret of woodcraft in his company.
I well remember that hunting less delighted me than before. I preferred
that hour when the chase was over, and I halted at the Indian house on
my way home--when I drank the honey-sweetened _conti_ out of the carved
calabash--far sweeter from the hands out of which I received the cup--
far sweeter from the smiles of her who gave it--Maumee.
For weeks--short weeks they seemed--I revelled in this young dream of
love. Ah! it is true there is no joy in afterlife that equals this.
Glory and power are but gratifications--love alone is bliss--purest and
sweetest in its virgin bloom.
Often was Virginia my companion in these wild wood excursions. She had
grown fond of the forest--she said so--and willingly went along. There
were times when I should have preferred going alone; but I could not
gainsay her. She had become attached to Maumee. I did not wonder.
Maumee, too, liked my sister--not from any resemblance of character.
Physically, they were unlike as two young girls could well be. Virginia
was all blonde and gold; Maumee, damask and dark. Intellectually they
approached no nearer. The former was timid as the dove; the latter
possessed a spirit bold as the falcon. Perhaps the contrast drew closer
the ties of friendship that had sprung up between them. It is not an
anomaly.
Far more like an anomaly was my feeling in relation to the two. I loved
my sister for the very softness of her nature. I loved Maumee for the
opposite; but, true, these loves were very distinct in kind--unlike as
the objects that called them forth.
While young Powell and I hunted, our sisters stayed at home. They
strolled about the fields, the groves, the garden. They played and sang
and _read_, for Maumee--despite her costume--was no savage. She had
books, a guitar, or rather a bandolin--a Spanish relic--and had been
instructed in both. So far as mental cultivation went, she was fit
society even for the daughter of a proud Randolph. Young Powell, too;
was as well, or better educated than myself. Their father had not
neglected his duty.
Neither Virginia nor I ever dreamed of an inequality. The association
was by us desired and sought. We were both too young to know aught of
_caste_. In our friendships we followed only the prompting of innocent
nature; and it never occurred to us that we were going astray.
The girls frequently accompanied us into the forest; and to this we, the
hunters, made no objection. We did not always go in quest of the
wide-ranging stag. Squirrels and other small game were oftener the
objects of our pursuit; and in following these we needed not to stray
far from our delicate companions.
As for Maumee, she was a huntress--a bold equestrian, and could have
ridden in the "drive." As yet, my sister had scarcely been on
horseback.
I grew to like the squirrel-shooting the best; my dogs were often left
behind; and it became a rare thing for me to bring home venison.
Our excursions were not confined to the woods. The water-fowl upon the
lake, the ibises, egrets, and white cranes, were often the victims of
our hunting ardour.
In the lake, there was a beautiful island--not that which had been the
scene of the tragedy, but one higher up--near the widening of the river.
Its surface was of large extent, and rose to a summit in the centre.
For the most part, it was clad with timber, nearly all evergreen--as the
live-oak, magnolia, illicium, and the wild orage--indigenous to Florida.
There was zanthoxylon trees, with their conspicuous yellow blossoms;
the perfumed flowering dogwood, and sweet-scented plants and shrubs--the
princely palm towering high over all, and forming, with its wide-spread
umbels, a double canopy of verdure.
The timber, though standing thickly, did not form a thicket. Here and
there, the path was tangled with epiphytes or parasites--with enormous
gnarled vines of the fox-grape--with bignonias--with china and
sarsaparilla briers--with bromilias and sweet-scented orchids; but the
larger trees stood well apart; and at intervals there were openings--
pretty glades, carpeted with grass, and enamelled with flowers.
The fair island lay about half-way between the two homes; and often
young Powell and I met upon it, and made it the scene of our sport.
There were squirrels among the trees, and turkeys--sometimes deer were
found in the glades--and from its covered shores we could do execution
among the water-fowl that sported upon the lake.
Several times had we met on this neutral ground, and always accompanied
by our sisters. Both delighted in the lovely spot. They used to ascend
the slope, and seat themselves under the shade of some tall palms that
grew on the summit; while we, the hunters, remained in the
game-frequented ground below, causing the woods to ring with the reports
of our rifles. Then it was our custom, when satiated with the sport,
also to ascend the hill, and deliver up our spoils, particularly when we
had been fortunate enough to procure some rare and richly plumed bird--
an object of curiosity or admiration.
For my part, whether successful or not, I always left off sooner than my
companion. I was not so keen a hunter as he; I far more delighted to
recline along the grass where the two maidens were seated: far sweeter
than the sound of the rifle was it to listen to the tones of Maumee's
voice; far fairer than the sight of game was it to gaze into the eyes of
Maumee.
And beyond this, beyond listening and looking, my love had never gone.
No love-words had ever passed between us; I even knew not whether I was
beloved.
My hours were not all blissful; the sky was not always of rose colour.
The doubts that my youthful passion was returned were its clouds; and
these often arose to trouble me.
About this time, I became unhappy from another cause. I perceived, or
fancied, that Virginia took a deep interest in the brother of Maumee,
and that this was reciprocated. The thought gave me surprise and pain.
Yet why I should have experienced either, I could not tell. I have said
that my sister and I were too young to know ought of the prejudices of
rank or caste; but this was not strictly true. I must have had some
instinct, that in this free association with our dark-skinned neighbours
we were doing wrong, else how could it have made me unhappy? I fancied
that Virginia shared this feeling with me. We were both ill at ease,
and yet we were not confidants of each other. I dreaded to make known
my thoughts even to my sister, and she no doubt felt a like reluctance
to the disclosing of her secret.
What would be the result of these young loves if left to themselves?
Would they in due time die out? Would there arrive an hour of satiety
and change? or, without interruption would they become perpetual? Who
knows what might be their fate, if permitted to advance to perfect
development. But it is never so--they are always interrupted.
So were ours--the crisis came--and the sweet companionship in which we
had been indulging was brought to a sudden close. We had never
disclosed it to our father or mother, though we had used no craft to
conceal it. We had not been questioned, else should we certainly have
avowed it; for we had been taught strictly to regard truth. But no
questions had been asked--no surprise had been expressed at our frequent
absences. Mine, as a hunter, were but natural; the only wonderment was
that Virginia had grown so found of the forest, and so often bore me
company; but this slight surprise on the part of my mother soon wore
off, and we went freely forth, and as freely returned, without challenge
of our motives.
I have said that we used no art to conceal who were our associates in
these wild wanderings. That again is not strictly true. Our very
silence was craft. We must both have had some secret perception that we
were acting wrongly--that our conduct would not meet the approval of our
parents--else why should we have cared for concealment.
It was destined that this repose should not be of long continuance. It
ended abruptly--somewhat harshly.
One day we were upon the island, all four as usual. The hunt was over,
and Powell and I had rejoined our sisters upon the hill. We had
stretched ourselves under the shade, and were indulging in trivial
conversation, but I far more in the mute language of love. My eyes
rested upon the object of my thoughts, too happy that my glances were
returned. I saw little besides: I did not notice that there was a
similar exchange of ardent looks between the young Indian and my sister.
At that moment I cared not; I was indifferent to everything but the
smiles of Maumee.
There were those who did observe the exchange of glances, who saw all
that was passing. Anxious eyes were bent upon the tableau formed by the
four of us, and our words, looks, and gestures were noted.
The dogs rose with a growl, and ran outward among the trees. The
rustling branches, and garments shining through the foliage, warned us
that there were people there. The dogs had ceased to give tongue, and
were wagging their tails. They were friends, then, who were near.
The leaves sheltered them no longer from our view: behold my father--my
mother!
Virginia and I were startled by their appearance. We felt some
apprehension of evil--arising no doubt, from our own convictions that we
had not been acting aright. We observed that the brows of both were
clouded. They appeared vexed and angry.
My mother approached first. There was scorn upon her lips. She was
proud of her ancestry, even more than the descendant of the Randolphs.
"What!" exclaimed she--"what, my children, these your companions?
Indians?"
Young Powell rose to his feet, but said nothing in reply. His looks
betrayed what he felt; and that he perfectly understood the slight.
With a haughty glance towards my father and mother, he beckoned to his
sister to follow him, and walked proudly away.
Virginia and I were alarmed and speechless. We dared not say adieu.
We were hurried from the spot; and homeward Virginia went with my father
and mother. There were others in the boat that had brought them to the
island. There were blacks who rowed; but I saw white men there too.
The Ringgolds--both father and son--were of the party.
I returned alone in the skiff. While crossing the lake, I looked up.
The canoe was just entering the creek. I could see that the faces of
the half-blood and his sister were turned towards us. I was watched,
and dared not wave an adieu, although there was a sad feeling upon my
heart--a presentiment that we were parting for long--perhaps for ever!
Alas! the presentiment proved a just one. In three days from that time
I was on my way to the far north, where I was entered as a cadet in the
military academy of West Point. My sister, too, was sent to one of
those seminaries, in which the cities of the Puritan people abound. It
was long, long before either of us again set eyes upon the flowery land.