hatred, broke down beneath its accumulated burden. The maniacal
merriment rang out above the thunder of racing water, it pealed on till
it dominated every other sound. As Ayeshi turned with lifted hand to
strike, it subsided hideously into a broken cackle. Still clinging to
Barclay's stirrup, Vahana dropped to his knees. What possessed Barclay
in that moment he could not have told. He stretched out his arm over
the cowering figure, shielding the thing he feared.
"No, no, Ayeshi--it's too late. It doesn't matter who or what you are.
You've got to go on with it. You can't leave us in the lurch. There's
been bloodshed enough----"
Ayeshi's hand sank limply to his side. His lips were quivering.
"Rasaldu is dead," he repeated. "Rasaldu the swine-herd--had more right
than I--and the Sahibs who have done me no wrong----"
Barclay interrupted him with a curse. Was this last catastrophe of his
life to end as the others had done, in a travesty--in a Gilbertian
fiasco? Was he to be held up to ridicule before those cool, insolent
men and women--ludicrous and ineffectual even in his death?
"For God's sake--pull yourself together, Ayeshi!" he said imperatively.
"What does it matter whether you are wronged or not? You are the
leader. Chance has made you--the deliverer of your people. Act like a
man. Save your country--set us free----" He laid his hand on his breast
with a dramatic gesture. "I ask it of you--I, who have suffered at
their hands. Be strong, Ayeshi. Give us our freedom."
But Ayeshi seemed not to listen. His frowning eyes were fixed in front
of him, and suddenly he pointed. Barclay turned in his saddle. At first
the spectacle that met him seemed no more than curious. The belt of
high grass which separated them from the river had parted, and a young
tigress stood in the opening. She seemed wholly unconscious of the
massed enemy before her. She stood there lashing her tail, her velvet
flanks heaving with recent hard effort, her fine head lifted in an
attitude of listening. For an instant she remained thus. No hand was
raised against her. Ayeshi and his followers watched her in motionless,
superstitious silence. Even Barclay felt himself incapable of action.
It was as though the apparition had for them a deeper, as yet unread
significance.
With a low growl, not of anger but of fear, the beautiful animal trotted
with long, loping strides between Ayeshi and the herded crowd of tensely
watching natives. No sound was uttered until the lean, striped body had
vanished. Then a cry went up--at first isolated--then swelling to a
shout:
"An omen--an omen!"
"Vishnu has spoken!"
"The gods are against us!"
"The flood--the flood----!"
The last came in a scream. It bore the other cries down into an
instant's stupefied silence. The massed square of humanity which had
tossed and surged in a gathering storm of panic grew still.
Barclay lifted himself in his stirrups. He could see nothing. The rain
blinded him. Yet his ears, alert now, caught a distant ominous boom.
"I believe it's true--the animal was bolting for her life--the water
must have burst its banks at Bjura--if it has, it's coming twenty miles
an hour--we've got to run for high ground, Ayeshi."
The Hindu shrugged his shoulders.
"There is no high ground----"
Vahana roused himself from the mud where he had remained in an attitude
of apparent stupor. A demoniac energy blazed in the mad eyes.
"There is a way--past Heerut--I will show you--only let me ride with
you, Sahib Barclay----"
The Eurasian nodded. He no longer appealed to Ayeshi, who was sunk in
an apathy of despair. He raised himself again in the saddle.
"There is a way to safety!" he shouted. "Vahana, the Holy Man, will
lead us--the gods have sent a warning--the gods are with us--follow!"
He lifted Vahana into the saddle behind him and swung his horse round
towards Heerut. Ayeshi lingered; Barclay passed him with a gesture of
contempt. The control was in his hands now. It was for him to act--to
retrieve disaster. He had become the leader--the leader of his people.
He heard the rush of feet behind him--the sound thrilled through his
blood in a storm of exultation.
"Follow me!" he shouted. "I will lead you."
They followed. They swept Ayeshi into their maelstrom and carried him
with them, but they too had ceased to heed him. Nor did he try to
regain his hold. The right to command--even to resist--had gone. He
was no longer Rajah--exiled and disinherited, yet still lord of his
destiny. He was Ayeshi, the village story-teller, the servant of
Tristram Sahib, the dreamer bereft of his dreams. He would have been
glad to meet the end.
But the people he had betrayed bore him in their midst, as they fled
before the oncoming waters.
* * * * *
Tristram heard only the deepening voice of the river, the rain splashing
on the roof, and the rush and swirl of the water as it tore through the
village gutters. Even these things, though they reached his hearing,
scarcely touched his consciousness. They walled him in. They formed a
sombre background for his wife's voice.
He sat beside her, her hot little hand in his, and it seemed to him that
they talked together for the first time in their lives. Her voice was
weak and husky with pain, but the pain itself relaxed its grip on her,
allowing her to sink slowly and mercifully.
"I'm dying, am I not, Tristram?" she had asked, and then, reading his
face, added gently: "I want to know--really. I'm not afraid to die.
Why should I be? There is nothing to fear--only so much to hope. Tell
me."
"Anne--little wife--I honestly don't know. So much depends on your will
to live----"
Her smile was touched with something of its old wisdom.
"It depends on God, Tris."
He nodded. It was too late to show her where their roads met. He could
only acquiesce. And presently she spoke again. "It's all been such a
big, sad mistake, hasn't it?"
"What, dear?"
"Our marriage."
He looked into her pinched face, in which only a child-like wistfulness
remained. He looked then at her hand, hiding his own smarting eyes.
"I suppose it has. It's my failure----"
"You didn't love me, Tris."
"I cared--genuinely. I cared so much that I wanted to make you happy."
He hesitated. "But I couldn't make myself to be the man you loved."
"No, it was just a mistake," she agreed.
"You're very generous, dear."
She shook her head.
"Oh, no--it was my fault most of all. I didn't understand. There are
things I don't understand even now."
"What things?"
"Wickie--and--and--that. It seems so wrong--just a dog. You love life
so--Tris."
"I love living things--I can't help it--helpless living things most of
all. Even now I can't judge what I did--it's the old problem--how far
one has the right to punish--to resist evil. But I haven't any real
theories. I can't bear pain--that's all."
Her eyes softened.
"I know. You have been so good--so tender to me. Last night I
understood better all you are--but it's too late----"
"No, Anne--it isn't. Live--give me the chance to make up to you. Dear,
you can. Ask God to give you the will. We've muddled it so far, but
we've seen our mistakes. We can start again. Who knows but if all this
trouble and pain wasn't meant to bring us together--to give us a real
love and knowledge of each other, Anne; couldn't it be----?"
He was using instinctively the language which she could understand best.
Yet there was a sincerity behind the artificial sentences, a passionate
eagerness which moved her. She turned her head wearily on the pillow,
looking steadily into his face.
"Would you be glad--if I lived?"
"Unutterably glad."
"Perhaps we might learn to love each other--in the end----"
"I would try to earn your love."
She smiled wanly.
"I would try to--to make you love me too. I don't know. I would be
glad to live--perhaps if I could only sleep a little. Is there a
chance----"
"Only try."
"Will you stop by me whilst I sleep?"
"I won't leave you."
"I think--if you're there--if you wish it--yes--I will try. I will ask
God to let me live." He bent and kissed her hand. "You won't leave me,
Tris?"
"I promise you."
Her eyes closed peacefully. Her hand rested in his. He remained
motionless, hushing his own breathing. He did not want to disturb her
by the faintest sound, and he himself was tired almost past feeling. He
tried to hush even his thoughts--to create an hiatus between present and
future in which they could both rest. For an instinct in him knew well
that the great battle lay still before them. The time would come when
the warmth of reconciliation would grow cold, and they would face each
other again in the full strength of their conflicting temperaments. But
so long as this silence lasted there was peace, and in that peace they
were very close to each other--closer than they had ever been.
They were both so unutterably tired.
Of what use to force the issue now, even in his mind? Who knew--perhaps
they had indeed learnt their lesson--perhaps they would have patience
and help each other. All things were possible. He had sworn to himself
to make them possible.
He sat there, bent forward, and listened to the rain and the monotonous
boom of the river. His hearing was that of a man coming out of an
anaesthetic--it distorted and magnified sounds, and yet held them a long
way off as though they came from another world. He could not bring his
thoughts to bear upon them.
Then, amidst the dull persistency of it all, there broke the sharp,
staccato beat of hoofs--the splash of a horse galloping through water.
Tristram rose cautiously to his feet. He had to unclasp his wife's hand
and her eyes opened.
"What is it, Tris?"
"My messenger back from Gaya, I expect. I didn't believe he meant to
go, but it seems I misjudged him."
"You won't leave me, Tris?"
"I've promised you."
The horse had been drawn up sharply. Tristram went to the door and
opened it, letting in a wave of dank air. Sigrid stood on the threshold.
She was drenched with rain and mud. She went past him, closing the door
behind her.
"Tristram--I----" she began breathlessly.
"For pity's sake!" he muttered, in utter consternation. Then she saw
Anne lying on the bed by the wall. There was an instant's silence.
Anne had lifted herself on her elbow. Her cheeks blazed with colour.
All the childish wistfulness had gone from her expression, which was old
and hard and cruel.
"Is this an appointment?" she asked clearly. "Didn't Tristram warn you
in time?"
"Anne--what are you saying?" He came to her side, trying to force her
gently back. "I know nothing of Mrs. Barclay's coming--she will tell
you herself----" He looked towards Sigrid, standing white and still in
the centre of the room, and his voice shook with anger. "Mrs.
Barclay--explain to my wife--and to me----"
But Anne freed herself from his hands.
"Please--don't ask her to perjure herself. I don't believe you,
Tristram--lies are nothing to you--and I shouldn't believe her. She
didn't hesitate to try and take you from me before--a woman who can do
that is bad----"
"It's not true," he broke in sternly.
"It is true. She told me so with her own lips. I wouldn't be here now
if she hadn't confessed to me. You wouldn't have her--that's what she
said. Now, I don't believe even that----"
She stopped, gasping for breath. Sigrid took a step forwards, and
Tristram, as he saw her face, felt the anger go out of him. She also
had tried to atone--to safeguard the happiness of a woman they had both
wronged. It had been in vain, grotesquely, tragically in vain. But she
had not spared herself.
She went past him, straight to Anne's side.
"Mrs. Tristram----" she began, "your husband has told you the truth. He
knew nothing of my coming. I bring grave news----"
Anne shrank back from her.
"Tristram--tell her to go--I can't bear it--won't you do even that for
me? I'm dying--you'll have time enough afterwards. You'll be happy
with her then. Can't you give me this hour--tell her to go----"
He stood big and determined before her.
"You are unjust, Anne. And you are doing yourself harm----"
"Does that trouble you?"
"I tell you, you are unjust. At least, hear why Mrs. Barclay has come.
She may have a message for us--perhaps from your father."
She laughed bitterly.
"You are very clever, Tristram. But I shan't believe her. I won't hear
her----"
"You've got to," Sigrid interposed resolutely. "Mr. Meredith is dead.
He has been murdered. I found him dying--and his last message was a
warning to Tristram."
She had meant to cut short the ugly scene. There was no time to waste.
One sentence was to save Anne the agony of a suspicion which seemed
justified enough. But no relief came into the poor, passion-twisted
features--only a more terrible change. Without a sound, Anne dropped
back among her pillows. Her eyes were closed, the last atom of colour
drained from her open lips.
Tristram bent over her, his hand on her pulse. The fear of that moment
sickened him.
"Owen,--Owen----!"
The whispered name, warm with tenderness and grief, silenced them both.
They could not look at each other. It was as though they had pried
unwillingly into a secret which filled them with shame and a sense of
tragic futility. She, too, had borne her burden--her share of their
common error.
"Owen--Owen----!"
Sigrid touched Tristram's bowed shoulders. There was an odd diffidence
in her touch, as though she had become afraid.
"I didn't know--how could I have known? Have I hurt her?"
"It seems our fate," he answered bitterly.
"I couldn't help it. There was no time to think. Something is very
wrong. Rasaldu was missed yesterday. Then Meredith--and there was no
one at the bridge. I came as fast I could--to warn you----"
He drew himself up painfully.
"It's no good. We can't leave here. You'd better go back to Gaya." He
glanced quickly at her. Her ethereal pallor, the look of wan
spirituality, smote him to the heart, and yet he spoke roughly. "You
ought never to have come. Why didn't you return to Gaya at once?"
"He sent me," she said simply, like a child that has been reproached.
"He knew that Anne was here," he muttered. His eyes returned to the
white, still face of his wife, as though he saw her for the first time.
Sigrid's answer seemed to him no more than the whisper of his own
thoughts.
"Perhaps I should have come anyhow."
"You won't be strong enough to ride back."
"Oh--yes--I am quite strong. It's as you said, Major Tristram--I think
I shall live to be quite old."
He heard her turn to go. He remained motionless, his hands clenched at
his side. No other words could have expressed more poignantly his own
vision of the future, and yet he dared not answer, dared not look at
her.
"Ask them to send help," he said thickly. His voice shook beneath the
harsh self-repression. "You see--how it is--I can't leave here--I
couldn't leave her here----"
"Yes--I understand--I'll send help." The door opened. Yet he knew that
she still lingered. "Major Tristram--I'm afraid, somehow, it's too
late."
He turned. He heard what she had heard.
"Close the door," he said quietly.
She obeyed. There was something inexpressibly gentle and docile about
her. He remembered--not in thought, but in a vivid picture--how once
before they had confronted each other in that selfsame place--he saw her
resolute, defiant of life, splendidly self-assured. All that was gone.
It was as though her physical being, her bodily vitality had been worn
away, and that there was nothing left but the spirit, unbroken, yet
intensely weary.
The sound of voices grew nearer. The cries, at first blurred into one,
became separate, sharp, shrill notes played on the dull bass of the
booming waters. Inarticulate though they were, they carried an
unmistakable significance; they were cries of fear, more terrible, more
pitiless than anger.
Tristram made a gesture of quiet understanding.
"Yes, it is too late," he said. "It's been working up to this. We
shall have to face it together."
She assented silently.
"I can't do much. I haven't a weapon--not so much as a rusty revolver."
He smiled grimly, remembering their first day together. "I shouldn't do
much damage, anyway."
"I'm glad," she answered.
Their eyes met. They dared look at each other now. In that steady,
passionless encounter there was acknowledgment and confession. They saw
their visions of the future as realities and knew that they had been the
creations of their despair. It was all impossible. They could not have
gone on. They were exhausted. They had worn themselves out in the
effort to bear their burden honourably, to break the rare mysterious
decree which binds one being to another in defiance of all human law and
circumstance. It was over. Soon they would be able to rest.
"If only Anne were safe!" he said.
"We must try and help her----"
He felt a hand on his sleeve. He looked down and saw that his wife's
eyes were open. She clung to him.
"You won't leave me, Tris?"
"No, no, I promise you."
"I'm so frightened----"
He could not answer. The vain assurance died on his lips. He could
only hold her hand in his, comforting her to the last. The door opened
and he turned, facing whatever was to come.
Barclay entered; Vahana, at his heels, lingered sinisterly in the
shadow, but Barclay strode straight forward, his arrogant eyes flashing
from one face to the other. He held himself as he had always longed to
hold himself--as the master, as the more than equal. He looked straight
at Tristram, and in that steadfast regard there was satisfaction, an
almost voluptuous foreknowledge of satiated passions.
"You are my prisoner," he said.
"Whom do you represent, Mr. Barclay?"
"The Rajah Ayeshi." He saw, or thought he saw, amusement in Tristram's
eyes, and pointed to the open doorway--"and two thousand armed men."
"Is this Ayeshi's order?"
"It is my order--Rajah Ayeshi accepts my leadership."
"Then it was you who murdered Rasaldu and Mr. Meredith?"
He smiled.
"And others. Believe me, there will be no living white man or woman in
Gaya by midnight--my wife excepted." He made Sigrid a little satirical
bow. "In spite of circumstances, I am glad of the chance to make that
exception. My wife will follow me."
"Your wife is waiting for you in Gaya," she answered. She felt rather
than saw Anne lift herself on her elbow. She felt Tristram's movement
and added simply: "Mr. Barclay was married years ago. My marriage with
him was illegal, and I am free."
She did not see the ugly little smile quiver about Anne's lips. She
held her ground, patient, content. She had broken the last link which
held her to a loathed life. It was as though she breathed a fresher,
purer air.
"That frees me from all responsibility, doesn't it?" Barclay suggested.
"Quite."
He hesitated. His minutes in the place were numbered. His ears, attuned
to catch the first warning, reminded him of the remorseless, oncoming
danger, and yet he faltered. A bitter taste of failure was in his
mouth.
"You had better follow me, Tristram. Resistance is useless."
"As you will. I have only one request to make. Respect my wife. She
is very ill."
Barclay shrugged his shoulders.
"A dying woman----? I can grant you that much."
But even in the midst of his brutal self-assertiveness, a merciless
flash of intuition showed him himself as they saw him. His power
slipped through his fingers. He looked from Sigrid to Tristram, and
knew their immeasurable indifference to all that he could threaten.
They were not afraid--almost--they were glad. He could not penetrate
their mood--he only felt it as an intolerable hurt--a frustration of
that madly aching desire in him. They stood aloof from him as they had
always done. He could not reach them--the woman had shaken herself free
from his very name as from something loathsome. To the
last--ineffectual, beyond the pale. He had meant to strike--he had set
them free.
He made a gesture, and Vahana closed the door. He came and stood close
to Sigrid, staring into her face.
"Will you come with me?" he asked. She made no answer. He felt his
lips trembling. "I could make you," he broke out.
"I think not."
"You mean that, sooner or later, you would escape me? I daresay. You
are brave enough. But I ask you to come with me of your own free
will--as my mistress--as anything on earth I choose--to share my
life--whatever future I have--faithfully----"
"Aren't you wasting time, Mr. Barclay?" Tristram interposed.
Barclay remained with his eyes on Sigrid's face.
"If you will come with me, Sigrid, Major Tristram can go back to Gaya."
She seemed scarcely to hear him. He heard Tristram laugh.
"Isn't this all rather melodramatic, Barclay? Do you really imagine I
am anxious to save my life on such terms? Why don't you get on with
things?"
Barclay swung round on his heel.
"And does my offer really amuse you? Are you amused at the death of a
score or so of your countrymen up there in Gaya? That's what it amounts
to. Mrs. Boucicault is giving a dinner to the station tonight. In
three hours' time, the regiment mutinies, and your friends will be wiped
out without being able to lift a hand--unless you warn them. Is that
amusing?"
He drew a deep breath of content. He had seen Tristram flinch. He had
reached him at last, had forced him down from his heights to meet him in
the equality of a life-and-death struggle. He could afford now to be
patient and composed.
It was Sigrid who spoke. Her voice sounded curiously flat and lifeless.
"Why have you told us this?"
He turned to her.
"Because I am asking a great deal of you. This is not our old bargain,
Sigrid. If you come with me, it must be on my own terms. I don't know
where I am going--but I shall be an exile--an Eurasian outcast with a
price on his head. And you have got to stick to me."
"And your wife? She believes that you care for her."
His hands were clenched.
"I have done with caring," he said harshly. "You've taken care that I
shouldn't put love first in my life. Leave my wife out of this.
Nothing concerns you but your own decision."
"And you are ready to sacrifice your plans----?"
"I am prepared to give Gaya a fighting chance," he interrupted sternly.
"I do not pretend that it is more than that--perhaps not so much."
"If--if I consent, will you keep faith? Have you the power----?"
"I have the power. Ayeshi will consent to anything I suggest.
Remember--I have to trust you, too----" He hesitated, and then added
slowly: "I do trust you."
She made a groping, uncertain gesture.
"Tristram----"
But he threw back his head in defiance.
"It can't be. Gaya wouldn't be saved at such a cost."
"It isn't what Gaya would want--it's what we've got to do--we ourselves
don't count."
"Your honour----" he burst out.
"What is honour?" she retorted finely. "By your own creed,
Tristram--what other honour is there but our duty towards others?"
He fought against her, against the light which he saw gathering in her
eyes--against himself.
"It's a hideous impossibility."
"The hideousness isn't ours. It isn't impossible."
"Decide--can't you?" Barclay flung at them.
Tristram turned to him with a gesture of immeasurable contempt.
"So you betray all your masters?" he said.
"I am the son of a betrayal," Barclay retorted, smiling bitterly. "Has
that ever troubled you? Why trouble yourself now about me?"
Sigrid's eyes avoided Tristram's face. The grey horror of it shook her.
"It's as Mr. Barclay says--we've only got to consider our own actions."
"Then you've decided?"
"Is there any choice?" she asked sternly.
For one moment he hated her as a man hates the cause of an intolerable
suffering. The next, he saw that she had outstripped him. She had
taken the fundamentals of his life and built her own edifice upon
them--a higher, finer edifice than his own.
"I see that there is no choice for you," he said, with a chivalrous
resignation. "And you're right. We don't count."
He felt the hand in his tighten. He looked down into his wife's ashen
face. Throughout she had not spoken--scarcely moved. Now the change in
her startled him out of the stupefying absorption of his pain. He saw
that she had ceased to be afraid, and that the malice and anger had gone
from her. He saw her as she had been in her girlhood, in her first
innocent, incredulous love of him. Her failing eyes were full of a deep,
unearthly pity.
"Tris--you are both--very brave."
A groan burst from his lips.
"Anne--I can't leave you."
"You must. That is my little share in the sacrifice. I shan't be afraid
now, Tris."
He knelt down beside her. She put her weak arms round his neck and
kissed him. "Good-bye, husband."
"Little Anne--God keep you."
She smiled a little.
"I'm--sure--He--will."
Barclay moved impatiently. He saw that they had forgotten him.
"Will you come, Sigrid?"
She bent her head in assent.
"Then you can go your way, Major," Barclay said.
But it was as though the last weapon which his tortured pride had forged
for him had shivered against an impregnable armour. They were
great--these people--even in defeat--even Anne, little cowardly
Anne--could face death alone and unflinchingly. He recognized that
greatness with a last anguish. He had their blood in him. If they had
turned to him, recognized him, appealed to him in the name of their
common ancestry,--even then---- But they did not think of him. He was
a whirlwind driving them apart to their separate destinies--an
impersonal, soulless force--no more.
"Come!" he demanded violently.
Tristram gave Sigrid his hand. They took up their burden of life. It
had become heavier; but they took it up. And for a while they would
carry it. But in the end there would be rest. That was their message
and their farewell.
Tristram went out into the rain-swept street--past Vahana, who looked up
into his face and laughed.
Sigrid lingered. She drew shyly near the camp-bed with its little
burden.
"Good-bye----"
But Anne stretched out her hand and drew Sigrid down to her and kissed
her.
"Yours is the hardest part. I--judged--harshly. Forgive."
"There is no need--our ways have met in the end."
The door closed presently. It grew very still in the little hut. The
voices and the clatter of hoofs faded in the distance. All other sounds
sank into the deepening, growing call of the flood.
Anne lay still. Her eyes lingered on the shadowy furniture. Even now
there was Wickie's old basket in the corner. Poor Tristram! She sighed
faintly--wearily. Somehow now it was so much easier to understand--God
was all-merciful.
It was growing dark. She tried to compose herself. The shadows were
rising up all around her. She was not afraid. Owen would be there--he
would be waiting for her--it would be just as it had always been--only
more perfect.
She tried to fold her hands.
"Our Father which art----"
It was as though a great sea poured over her--engulfing her in its
peace.
*CHAPTER XIII*
*TO GAYA!*
Tristram led Arabella out of her stable and spoke gently to her. He
showed no sign of haste or trouble. He did not believe Barclay. He was
convinced that there was no intention to allow him to leave Heerut
living. Even Barclay could not betray his followers so openly. Yet he
had no right to refuse the chance, and in the end it could make but
little difference.
He mounted and walked Arabella down the centre of the flooded street.
Across the western exit of the village, where the land lay highest, the
two thousand had herded together like a pack of hunted wolves awaiting
the signal from their leader. Ayeshi sat his horse a little in advance,
with Barclay and the shadowy mendicant to his right. Tristram rode
towards them unmoved. He held himself with his usual casual ease, a
little loosely, with one fist stemmed against his thigh. There was no
conscious bravado in the attitude. An instinct inherited from
generations of men who had confronted the same enemy at the same odds
taught him an unchallenging serenity. As he drew nearer, he looked full
into Ayeshi's face and read in the sombre eyes the confirmation of his
death. He might have spoken, made some appeal to the old memories that
bound them, but something--perhaps the consciousness that for that
moment he represented more than himself--held him sternly silent.
Barclay smiled, but his eyes too, were overshadowed with a knowledge in
which there was neither happiness nor triumph. Thus the three men met
in a last encounter. For an instant they seemed to be alone--to be
standing on a lofty plateau above the watching crowd, confronting each
other with a tragic perception of something common to them all, and of a
destroying, merciless destiny.
Then Vahana laughed, shrilly, exultantly, and it was over.
Tristram rode past Ayeshi. He reached the border of the crowd.
Arabella hesitated and he touched her gently with his heels. She
understood, and, understanding, became insolently irresistible. The
first man whom she nosed aside hesitated, his hand on his knife.
Tristram did not look at him. His eyes passed carelessly over the sea
of upturned faces. He did not draw himself up. So he might have ridden
among them on a feast day, or as they returned from their work on the
plain. His expression was neither defiant, nor contemptuous. To the
last even as he awaited death at their hands, he remained one of them,
not judge or master or victim, but man among men. One step more. The
sea closed in behind him. Would it come now? He knew that it would be
in his back. Sooner or later the hypnotic spell which his presence threw
over them would snap. Some hand, bolder, more resolved than the rest,
would lift itself, and then the waves would close over him for ever.
Yet as he rode on, winning each step, the tension of waiting relaxed.
He forgot himself. Something rose up to him in that heated, foetid
atmosphere of a passion-ridden humanity. It enveloped him with a deeper
knowledge of their dim strivings, of their dimmer hopes, and great
fears. He saw in their revolt only a thwarted desire, a piteous
clinging to the only faith they knew, in their hating cruelty only the
curse under which all men, struggling blindly towards their vision of
the future, flood their path with the blood of their brothers.
He did not pity them. The burden of their life was his. He forgot
himself as the individual. He was part of the universe, part of all
life. The instinct in him was to hold, out his hands to them in
recognition--in acceptance of their common destiny.
He did not know that his face had changed as he rode slowly forward, nor
that the faith which burnt up in him shone in his eyes. He only knew
that suddenly it was over. The last wondering, questioning face flashed
past him. He was out in the open--free.
Arabella broke into a canter. He pulled her back to a walk. The time
had not yet come. They would recover now. Some of them had rifles.
They would use them. There must be no sign of flight, of fear.
Ten yards--twenty--fifty--still nothing. Another pace or two, and he
stood on a hillock, his body, as he knew, sharply outlined against the
light. He drew in deliberately. Still nothing. He went on. He was
hidden now. He called to Arabella, and then they were galloping towards
Gaya.
Three hours and fifteen miles of bad road--perhaps partly flooded. So
far there was only mud, into which Arabella sank up to the fetlocks, but
down on the plain itself there would be morass--in places water. His
mind foresaw each mile, each obstacle. If it could be done, Arabella
would do it. No thoroughbred had her pluck and stamina. But it would be
a close finish. Night was coming on. It would be dark within an hour.
He would have to rely on his instinct to guide him. The lights of Gaya
would not carry half a mile through the rain which fell in a finely
woven curtain from the loaded sky.
He had ceased to question Barclay's action or Ayeshi's curious
acquiescence. Possibly they had not meant him to escape--possibly they
had relied on his coming too late or on the futility of his warning. It
was useless to speculate. He could only act--do the best he could.
He breasted the last hillock which separated him from the plain. The
roar of the river sounded ominous even then--like the roll of
continuous, unmodulated thunder. Then on her own initiative, Arabella
slithered to a standstill, her ears pricked, her lean body quivering
with apprehension. Tristram brushed the rain from his eyes. For an
instant he was only incredulous--distrustful of his own senses.
Twenty-four hours ago--a wide flat stretch of saturated fertile
soil--the bold, sweeping line of the Ganges--and now this--this level,
rising, onward-flowing surface, broken near the centre by a broad ribbon
of sinister, rippling movement--no landmark left, no grass, no trace of
land--one stupendous, terrible monotony of water.
Then he knew what Barclay had known. The floods had come. The
catastrophe of which old villagers had spoken with bated breath had
broken over them. He could hear the water lapping against the base of
the rising ground. With every minute it grew louder, nearer. In a few
hours it might well be that the whole plain might be
covered--Heerut--the temple itself.
He spoke to Arabella. He felt that figuratively she shrugged her
shoulders. They had done many mad things together in their day, and
this was the maddest and the last; but, if he wished it, she had no
objection. She went slithering and stumbling down into the water. It
rose to her knees, to his feet and there for the time stopped. They
waded steadily towards the bridge-head. If it grew no deeper than this
the passage might still be possible. He leant forward eagerly in the
saddle, waiting for his goal to outline itself against the eternal
greyness. There was no sound but the sish of the water as it broke from
Arabella's shoulders and her own heavy breathing. He had ceased to hear
the boom which had first warned him. He was in the midst of it and it
became a kind of silence. It was a part of his consciousness--it had
been there always.
Striking diagonally across the plain, he left the black mass of the
temple on his right. He could not feel any current, and yet he was
aware that they were being drawn insidiously towards the centre. The
knowledge did not trouble him. So long as he could keep Arabella's head
up the river, he could afford to give ground. He did not contemplate
the possibility of being sucked into the torrent itself. As yet
Arabella's foothold was sure and her progress steady.
No suspicion of the truth had reached him.
But still he could not see the bridge. Once past the temple it was the
first important landmark, and he began to wonder, in spite of Arabella's
sturdy efforts, whether they were really moving forward. The horror of
the passing time coiled itself round him, stifling him. He knew
fear--already the drab daylight was failing rapidly. Yet there was no
bridge.
He was drifting nearer to the river's banks. He could mark them
definitely by the break in the placid surface--the sudden rush, the
eddies and deep pits of the whirlpools. He could judge the pace of the
torrent by the passing of odd, as yet unrecognizable fragments. They
sped on their way, now disappearing for many minutes, now carried from
side to side in cross currents, but always in headlong movement. Some
of the fragments were like small islands--they stood upright out of the
water like pillars of a ruined church, black and straight.
Still there was no bridge.
"Mother Ganges demands toll of those who curb her."
Suddenly he understood. He understood Barclay's smile and Ayeshi's
acquiescence. He recognized those pillars. They were motionless. They
held their place in the torrent like the defiant remnant of an
annihilated army, like tragic monuments to man's futility.
The bridge had gone.
For a moment he drew Arabella to a standstill. He had lost all sense of
anxiety, all thought of failure. Methodically but rapidly, he threw
overboard every unnecessary weight: his water-logged riding boots,
various small items in his pockets, a heavy belt with a metal clasp, his
coat. With an effort he managed to cut the girths and finally to remove
the saddle itself, flinging it to the rest. Then he turned Arabella's
head towards the river.
They were moving quickly now--perilously quickly. In what seemed no
more than a minute they had reached the limit. The water rose above his
knees, he could feel it circling round him--a living monster, awaiting
its moment. He bent forward and patted Arabella's neck and whispered to
her, and kissed her warm sleekness. She whinnied challengingly, tossing
her head. Then plunged.
The torrent passed over them. He went down under a crushing opaque mass
of delirious water. It seemed many minutes--perhaps it was only a
second or two--then they rose again. Arabella's head was turned
downstream. She made no effort. She was panic-stricken--helpless. He
called to her. He himself was stunned and could barely keep his seat.
Invisible forces had hold of him, dragging at him. At last he had her
head round, and she struck out with the energy of terror. They were
moving now. He could judge their progress by the two pillars mere
specks on the rushing greyness. A fierce exultation possessed him--the
glory of struggle--they were moving. Arabella had found her stride.
Though they drifted, too, they were not wholly at the mercy of the
current. Foot by foot, they were winning their way across. It did not
matter that they were being swept farther down the river. Once on dry
land they could make up for lost time. Then Arabella would not fail.
But now he was afraid for her. He could feel in his own nerves and
sinews the cost of her heroic effort--the rising agony of her
exhaustion. He believed that already she was finished. He felt her go
down under him. Then, in answer to a supreme demand of her spirit, she
rose again--the blood streaming from her nostrils. He called to her,
and she turned her head a little. He could see her eyes, their whites
veined with red, and he remembered Wickie. It was the same look, the
same unfaltering confidence, the same patient acceptance of suffering.
For herself alone she would not have struggled farther; but for him, for
his life she accepted the crushing, heart-breaking burden of living.
Strange things raced past them--fragments horrible in their
significance--an unhinged door, a table, a wooden image swept from some
village shrine, its battered face staring from out of the foaming water
in grotesque serenity; dead things--the carcase of a bullock, a woman's
rigid hand tossed up in horrible semblance of appeal, a baby's body;
living things--the hideous snout of a mugger battling against the
stream, its jaws snapping greedily at the passing provender, a cheetah,
caught perhaps in the midst of some marauding expedition, which
struggled to Tristram's side and kept close to him. He called to it and
it turned its eyes to him in frantic supplication and terror. In that
dread moment they were comrades, fighting shoulder to shoulder against
the common enemy.
They reached midstream. In a minute they would be out of the worst--out
of danger. He turned his head; he wanted to measure by the pillars how
far they had still to go. He saw the end coming. It was
grotesque--absurd--a native hovel that had been caught up bodily. It
bore down upon him, staggering drunkenly on the full breast of the
current. It seemed to blot out the sky--a monstrous, towering
Juggernaut.
A figure clung to the thatched roof. It was gesticulating wildly--in
fear or warning, he could not tell. But there was no escape. The
rocking structure was travelling with the speed of an express,--Arabella
had almost ceased to move. Tristram slipped quietly from her back, only
holding to her bridle, and she rose buoyantly. In that final moment, a
deep-rooted instinct in him had prevailed. She was to have her chance.
He struck out--turning his head for a last time towards the onrushing
catastrophe. It was not more than twenty yards away. He could see the
man's dark face--staring down into the water--aghast, silly-looking.
His grotesque vessel seemed suddenly to stop, to draw back, quivering
like a frightened, death-stricken animal--then plunged headlong--flashed
like a pebble over the edge of a precipice.
Tristram closed his eyes. He tasted death. He knew the horror of
suffocation--the pitiless night which swirled over him, choking him,
stupefying him.
Twenty yards lower down the hut reappeared. Its roof was battered in.
The clinging, piteous figure had vanished.
Tristram twisted Arabella's bridle about his arm. It was his last
deliberate act. He was dimly conscious of movement, of being sucked
against warm, heaving flanks, of a hand that closed down blackly on his
will to live. He knew that he was letting go his hold--he was beaten.
He felt himself go down--then one last thrill of consciousness. His feet
jarred against something--he was being dragged--dragged over a soft
spongy substance.
He tried to right himself--but instead stumbled--pitched headlong into
oblivion.
*CHAPTER XIV*
*RESURRECTION*
"That reminds me of a story some one told me once," Mrs. Brabazone
declared. "I think it was George----"
George, seated three places lower down on the opposite side of the
table, looked up anxiously and, meeting his wife's eyes, signalled a
denial. "Yes, I'm sure it was you, George. Anyhow, it's a very good
story. It was about a Lancashire coal-heaver--or was it a
cotton-spinner? What do they do in Lancashire? I never can remember.
But I know they make a frightful lot of money, and are horribly
extravagant." She considered a moment. "Yes--it is extravagant, not
mean. I get so confused. And one day when he was dying----"
Some one laughed, and Mrs. Brabazone glanced up perplexedly. "My dear,
that isn't the point--at least, I don't think so. George, do tell it.
It's such a good story."
The Judge, usually the soul of courtesy, turned a deaf ear and fixed his
attention with an expression of almost passionate interest on Colonel
Armstrong, who was seated on Mrs. Boucicault's left. The Colonel was
discussing the prospects of the rains, his manner beautifully
Anglo-Saxon in its optimistic serenity.
"I'm sure we can congratulate ourselves that the worst is over," he
said. "As long as the banks at Bjura hold there is nothing to fear, and
Rutherford promised to let us know the moment there was any danger--on
account of the bridge, of course. Poor Matherson was rather rattled
about the bridge. It's his first single-handed job, and a swollen river
like that is a severe test. However, he's kept quiet, so we can presume
that it's holding out."
Mrs. Boucicault smiled. She smiled very often--always when a reply was
expected of her. It covered over her silence. It was a curious smile.
It came suddenly and faded slowly, leaving behind it a kind of grimace.
Her eyes, abnormally large and intensely blue, were fixed blankly on the
length of the table. Its display of silver, the many flowers, the
subdued lights, the noiseless servants whose dark hands reached out
spectrally from the shadows, seemed to absorb her. Certainly it was a
feast unequalled in the annals of Gaya's sociabilities. Some of the
guests were even vaguely oppressed by it. A pace was being set which
none of them could hope to keep up.
Dr. Martin, seated a few places lower down on his hostess's right,
scarcely turned his eyes from her face. She seemed to fascinate him.
His neighbour--the wife of a newly arrived Captain--decided that he was
a very stupid little man. He rarely spoke, and seemed to have no
appetite. Her inherited antipathy for civilians increased to dislike,
and she pitied herself intensely. In despite, she amused herself with
Captain Compton, who was her _vis-a-vis_, dilating rather maliciously on
the glories of Simla, from whence she hailed.
The conversation never flagged. Its feverish persistency covered the
splash of the rain outside the open windows and the sound of smothered,
angry whisperings somewhere behind the curtained doorways. Mrs.
Compton, who was an old hand at Indian life, sensed "nerves" in that
perpetual chatter, in that resolute determination to shut out alike
thought and silence. The last weeks had been almost unbearable. She
herself had never experienced anything to equal the incessant downpour.
But it was more than the climate. There was unrest in the air. From
her husband she had heard mutterings to the effect that Armstrong, good
soldier though he was, did not know how to tackle the ugly temper of his
men--that a demand had been sent to headquarters for a battalion of
white troops. Then other things had gone wrong--Rasaldu, Sigrid,
Barclay--it was one long sequence of trouble.
And now tonight, Mrs. Boucicault sat at the head of the table with her
staring, unseeing eyes and grey, powdered face, looking like a smiling
death's-head.
Mary Compton thought of the man who lay paralysed and silent behind the
walls, and wondered if beneath their gaiety the others thought of him
and of the unknown hand which had struck him down. Things happened in
India. They came out of the darkness like lightning--struck, and
vanished. It was no wonder people had nerves. They were in the
minority--in reality quite powerless. It was just bluff--splendid
bluff.
Mrs. Compton bit her lip. She had nearly screamed. In the midst of her
unpleasant reflections, the voices in the corridor had risen to an angry
clamour. Suddenly the curtains were pushed violently aside. The butler
entered backwards, expostulating, gesticulating, followed overwhelmingly
by Mrs. Smithers. Her entry, her rain-soaked clothes and dishevelled
grey hair might have been comic--might have caused amused
surprise--discomfort; but there was something else about her--a
resolution, a reality of tense anxiety which, reflected on the faces of
those who saw her first, brought the rest to an instantaneous silence.
She looked round the table, and, seeing Mrs. Compton, who had half
risen, burst into breathless speech.
"It's Sigrid--she's gone--she's been gone since this morning--I've
waited--I couldn't bear it any longer. She'll die. It's her heart. And
that man--that scoundrel--his real wife's down there now--crying her
eyes out. It made me sick. I had to come. Mrs. Compton, you cared for
her--you'll help me. Don't you know anything--don't you know where
she's gone?"
The broken, incoherent flow came to a more resolute end. The servants
made a movement as though to approach her, but Mrs. Boucicault waved
them back. She had become suddenly alert and watchful, as though for
something which she had long foreseen.
Mrs. Compton looked helplessly round the table.
"Does any one know--I haven't seen Mrs. Barclay for days----"
"You can call her Miss Fersen," Mrs. Smithers broke in doggedly.
"Well, you know who I mean. Perhaps she's taken shelter----"
"It was raining when she started out. That was this morning
early--after that woman came----"
"What woman----?"
"Mrs. Barclay--a nigger, like him."
Mrs. Smithers was uncompromising--violent. She did not care that she
interrupted, that forty of Gaya's most important inhabitants stared at
her with varying feelings of consternation and annoyance. She was
frightened. Her fear had tightened its hold with every hour of futile
waiting, till what self-consciousness she had was stifled out of her.
Her fear was everything. These people were nothing. Her disparagement
of them expressed itself in every line of her grim, ashen features.
"You mean"--Colonel Armstrong leant back judicially in his chair,
fingering the stem of his wine-glass "you mean actually that Mrs.--your
mistress discovered this morning--that--that, in fact, her marriage had
been illegal----?"
"That's it. She wasn't _his_ wife--never had been, thank God."
"Isn't it conceivable--I don't want to frighten you--that in her despair
she may have done something rash?"
Mrs. Smithers jerked her head with a movement of utter contempt.
"You men seem to think we're always in despair if we lose one of you
precious creatures--most times it's t'other way round. She was glad.
It's the first time I've seen her happy for months and months. He's
done away with her--and you sit there like a herd of stuck pigs----"
"Really, my good woman----"
"I'm not your good woman. A lot you care. She's one of your
blood--worth the whole crowd of you--and you treated her like dirt just
because she got into the clutches of one of
your--your--wickednesses----"
"Smithy!" Mrs. Compton implored.
"I don't care--it's true."
Armstrong looked helplessly at Mrs. Boucicault; but Mrs. Boucicault was
staring in front of her with that same look of tense expectancy. The
new arrival from Simla shivered. She did not understand the scene, but
she thought it vulgar and horrid. These out-of-the-way stations were
very uncivilized. It was amazing how quickly the smartest people lost
their polish.
Captain Compton came suddenly to the rescue.
"It's a queer thing," he said, in his deliberate way. "Meredith and
Rasaldu and now Miss Fersen----"
"Rubbish!" Armstrong knitted his brows at his junior. "Meredith has
probably taken the Rajah with him on his rounds. It's happened before.
As to Mrs.--Miss Fersen, there are any amount of possible explanations.
Her horse may have fallen lame. I've always set my face against this
silly craze for riding alone, and now----"
He stopped. The stem of his wine-glass snapped under the sudden
pressure of his fingers. The Simla woman gave a little scream and rose
to her feet. He frowned at her. The men exchanged glances. The women
were curiously still--looking towards the window. Armstrong laughed,
mopping up his wine with his napkin. "'Pon my word, we're all suffering
from nerves. Absurd. Some sentry----"
But no one listened to him. Compton got up and ran out of the
window--down into the garden. They heard scuffling--a muttered
exclamation--the sound of something soft and heavy being dragged up the
steps. They sat still--waiting. They saw Compton hesitating on the
threshold of the light. He was bending down----
"Give me a hand some one, for God's sake!"
George Brabazone pushed back his chair and turned to his assistance.
Between them the huddled, shapeless something was pulled into the room.
It lay inert. The shadow covered it. One of the men snatched up a
light, holding it above his head.
"What is it----?"
"Tristram----"
"What--not----?"
"I don't know--tumbled off his horse. Pull the curtains--get the
servants out of the room." Armstrong took over Compton's command. The
natives fled noiselessly before his imperative gestures. The curtains
were dragged across, shutting out the black, menacing gulf. They were
all on their feet now--two brilliant lines of colour--with that blot
lying in a pool of mud and rain----
"Give me wine--anything."
Tristram stirred. With Compton and Brabazone on either side of him, he
dragged himself to his knees. The water dripped from his face--from his
clothes. He was almost unrecognizable.
"It's nothing--they--missed me. Only winded----" He pushed the
proffered glass aside. "Rasaldu--Meredith--both murdered
yesterday--regiment mutinies--organized for tonight--not a soul to
escape--any minute now. That was the first shot----"
"Where have you come from?"
"Heerut. Bridge gone. Had to swim for it----"
"Matherson----?"
"Gone--I don't know. Don't talk----"
"Of course not--we must act. Who's on duty to-night?"
"Farquhar--Haverton----"
"They must be warned."
"It's too late. It'd show them we were prepared. Our only chance is to
take them by surprise-- What's that----?"
"Firing. Poor devils! We shall be the next. Who's at the bottom of
this, Tristram?"
"Ayeshi--Barclay--what's it matter? Do something!"
They looked at each other. Something like a smile passed over their
faces. They were very calm--very quiet. The men and women were equally
aware that there was not much they could do. They were cut off by
hundreds of miles from any real assistance. It would have taken an hour
at least to have gathered the rest of Gaya together and prepared a
defence that might suggest even a fighting chance. As it was, they had
perhaps a few minutes--if one or two of them had a weapon in his
possession it would be a great piece of luck. The thought of a
five-chambered revolver--three chambers empty--which he happened to have
slipped into the pocket of his military overcoat some days back--gave
Compton such an absurd thrill of satisfaction that he laughed.
"We shall have to shy the spoons at 'em!" he said.
Mrs. Boucicault brushed the fluffy grey hair from her forehead.
"My husband has a few guns in his rack," she said quietly. "He used
them for hunting, but they might do. I think there are some cartridges,
too--I don't know--we might look."
"Better than nothing." Armstrong began to direct, heavily but
systematically. "Compton, get the servants together. Shut them up and
see that they don't get a chance to communicate with any one outside.
Five of you had better keep a lookout. The rest stay here. It would be
better to go on as though nothing had happened. We shall defend this
side of the house--this room, in fact. We're too few for anything more.
Mrs. Boucicault, please lead the way----"
He was obeyed. The women reseated themselves. Mary Compton began to
talk. Mrs. Brabazone took up the tangled thread of her story and
unravelled it laboriously. The dead white tablecloth and the brilliant
colours of the flowers made their faces look vivid.
"It's like old times," Mrs. Compton declared. "I expect it's really a
blessing in disguise. If we didn't have these periodical shake-ups our
livers would never work at all. We do eat such dreadfully unhealthy
things. Somebody pass me the almonds. Let's have our desserts now as
well as in the hereafter!"
It was an old and rather feeble jest, but it served its purpose. The
Simla woman laughed heartily. Mrs. Brabazone grumbled.
"People always seem to find something in Mary's remarks. It's base
favouritism. I'm every bit as funny----"
"A lot more, my dear." Mrs. Compton's manner was that of a rather
over-excited school-girl. She ate salted almonds vivaciously and threw
one at Tristram, who had stumbled to a chair and sat there with his face
between his hands. "You look like a drowned rat, Hermit--not a bit
lovable. Where's Anne?"
He glanced up with bloodshot eyes.
"I--think she's dead," he said, hoarsely. "She died alone in Heerut.
Sigrid has gone with Barclay. It was his offer--you understand? I
shouldn't be here now if it wasn't for her. She and Anne--they thought
of you--they neither of them funked."
They were silent for a moment. A spasm passed over Mary Compton's face.
She reached desperately for the sweetmeats.
"Mrs. Brabazone--for mercy's sake, tell that Lancashire story of
yours----"
"It's about a miner," Mrs. Brabazone began jerkily. "You know how
horribly dirty they are. And one day he came home--he was very ill, you
know, and his wife said----"
She laboured on with quivering lips. They listened attentively. A
sound of shouting came from the barracks not a quarter of a mile
distant. Tristram and Mrs. Compton exchanged glances.
"They're working up to concert-pitch----"
* * * * *
In the quiet, whitewashed soldier's room, Armstrong and Brabazone were
collecting what weapons they could find. Mrs. Boucicault had
underestimated, but even so there was not much hope to be found in the
six double-barrelled guns and the few cases of ammunition.
Mrs. Boucicault stood at the foot of her husband's bed looking at him.
They were both so still--the grey-haired, painted woman and the big man
lying stretched out beneath the thin sheet--that Armstrong almost forgot
them. But at the door he remembered and looked back.
"You'd better explain to your husband--I'll send some one to carry
him--he must be where we are----" He hesitated, and then added gruffly:
"You don't need to worry, Boucicault. You shan't fall into their hands,
I give you my word of honour."
They went out. Still Eleanor Boucicault remained at her place at the
foot of the bed. The man's eyes were fixed on her. They were
distended. The dim light could not reveal their expression, yet all the
life which had made its last stand in their depths seemed to gather
together--with a supreme effort--to spread over his face--to swell the
withered muscles.
The distant shouting reached them. The sound released her from her
still absorption. She threw herself down on her knees beside him.
"They're going to kill us, Richard--they're going to kill us. It's the
regiment--your regiment.--Colonel Armstrong says we can't do much.
They'll just--just do what they like! Do you hear that shouting? That
means they're coming. They know we're here--they know you're here. You
made them hate us--just as you made me hate you." She gripped him by
the shoulders, her words rushing down on him in a fevered, awful
torrent. "It doesn't matter to me--I'm dying, anyhow. You've killed me.
That's what I want to tell you. I didn't tell you before, because I
thought you'd be glad. But now we're going to die together I want you
to understand. Look at this----" She tore open the bosom of her dress.
"You did that--that time you struck me. It never healed--it never will.
It's cancer. Oh, but I've had a good time all the same. I've spent
your money, Richard. I've made you suffer. I've had you to hurt when I
couldn't bear the pain any longer. And now--now you're just going to
die like a rabbit in a trap." She burst out laughing. There was a long
flat chest against the wall, and she went to it with quick, tottering
steps and opened it. The neatly folded uniforms, the sword in its
leather case--she flung the whole contents down before him with a shrill
cry of bitter triumph. "You'll never wear them again, Richard. You
won't go down fighting--_I_ shall, but not you--you'll just lie there
and trust to us to have mercy on you. You're just a wreck--a crumbling,
hideous ruin. That's why I hate you--why they hate you--those men who
are coming to kill us. We loved you so. You were our god--our Bagh
Sahib--and then you became--a devil."
She knelt down by the heap of red and gold splendour. She was crying,
and the tears carved deep channels through the paint and powder.
"Bagh Sahib!"
She put her hand over her mouth. It was as though she had tried to
smother a scream, but no sound had come from her lips. She shrank back
from him, farther and farther back till she cowered on the floor,
watching him.
Slowly--so slowly yet steadily that the movement seemed supernatural--he
was lifting himself up. He did not look at her. His gaunt face was
tense and absorbed as though the whole being of the man were turned
inwards on the contemplation of a miracle. His arms hung straight at
his sides. He lifted them--holding them out before him.
"Bagh Sahib!"
He pushed the sheet back and slipped his legs over the edge of the bed.
They were mere sticks--fleshless, piteous--yet he stood up swaying like
a tall reed in the wind. The woman, huddled on the floor, dragged
herself to her feet and stumbled towards him. He put his arm round her
shoulders, leaning on her.
"Nelly--poor Nelly--something in my head--it's better--help me----"
It was a child talking--a mumbling, broken appeal. Yet there was a
purpose in him stronger than his weakness. He lurched across the room.
"Nell--sweetheart--my uniform--my parade--things--my sword----"
"They're here--dear--you can't----"
A shot was fired--this time close at hand. He made an odd little sound
like a laugh.
"They've not done with me yet--by the Lord--they shall meet Bagh Sahib
again--we'll see who's strongest--even now----" He held out his palsied
hands; he was gasping, but it was in the flood-tide of returning life.
His eyes shone like a young man's. "Nell--you used to know the
way--there wasn't a buckle you couldn't manage--quicker to spot things
than a sergeant on parade. No mistakes now--Bagh Sahib never made
mistakes--the smartest man in the Indian Army. By Gad--there's the
sword--not rusty? No--that's like you--so--now--kiss me----"
Between each sentence there had been a gap of time. She had obeyed him
like a woman possessed. Now he stood before her--a ghostly figure in
the loose-fitting uniform--the shadow of the man whom she had once
loved--but at least the shadow.
She clung to him--half supporting him, herself shaking from head to
foot.
"My Richard----"
"Nell--sweetheart--help me--to go to them--just to the door--and then
alone----?"
"Yes--yes----"
"Kiss me!"
Her poor, wizened little face glowed like a girl's as she lifted it to
his. The years, with their bitterness, dropped from her memory. She
did not need to understand more than one thing, that he had been given
back to her as he had once been. Nothing mattered now--not even death
itself.
"Lean on me, Richard--I am quite strong----"
They went together down the gloomy passage, his arm still about her
shoulders. She had need of her boasted strength. At first his weight
almost bore her to the ground. But with every step he held himself
straighter, freeing himself from her support. At the door of the
dining-room he stood upright, only his hands touching her.
He kissed her. Then he went in alone.
A handful of women still sat at the table and talked loudly and
incessantly. The rest were helping the men barricade the verandah
window. Mrs. Smithers worked with the grim energy of despair, keeping
to Tristram's side as though his nearness brought her some comfort. It
was she who saw Boucicault first, and in her consternation clutched at
her companion's arm.
"Lawks a-mercy!" she whispered. "Look----!"
Tristram turned. It seemed to him that he had known even before she had
touched him. Incredible though this thing was, it was also inevitable.
The gaze of the two men crossed. Tristram waited for the hating,
satiric smile, bracing himself to meet its triumph. But there was no
change in Boucicault's face--scarcely recognition.
A bugle-call rang above the approaching storm.
Boucicault came forward.
"Gentlemen--gentlemen--this is child's-play! Do you suppose my
fire-eaters care for a few arm-chairs and a crazy gun? Why, we've
swallowed whole fortresses armed with cannon in my time. Who's in
command here?"
He frowned round on them. Not even Armstrong himself moved. This man
had risen from the dead. If their own nearness to death blurred the
miracle of it, they were no less under the ban of a miraculous
authority. Boucicault shrugged his shoulders. He crossed over to the
window and pulled the curtains aside. To the right, towards the
barracks, torchlights ran backwards and forwards like distracted
fireflies, gradually converging together in a solid block of flame. A
black rage settled on the old man's sunken features.
"Who the devil has been meddling with my men?" he cursed. "The 65th
never revolted in its history. Whose fault is this? Can't somebody
speak?" But they could only look at each other in pitying helplessness.
He had forgotten. He was back in the old days when he had led his men
triumphantly into a fire under which every other regiment had withered.
He was Bagh Sahib, the hero, the demi-god. He had forgotten--and even
if they could, they would not have penetrated that merciful oblivion.
He settled his helmet. His thin hand rested tremblingly on the hilt of
his sword.
"The civilians stay here with the women," he said. "The rest follow
me."
He went waveringly down the steps. And then only they recovered their
power of action. Tristram was at his side as he reached the garden.
"Colonel Boucicault--you're not in a fit state----"
The light from behind him flashed into the cold eyes.
"Not fit? I'm more fit than those arm-chair soldiers." A wintry smile
quivered under the grey moustache. "You were always confoundedly
interfering, Major Tristram."
"What do you mean to do?"
"Take command of my regiment." He turned his back on them. Arabella,
still panting and covered from head to foot in mud, had drawn his
attention. "Your horse, Major, I am sure? Your mounts were always a
disgrace to your service. Saddleless, too? However--better than
nothing. Help me up----"
He was obeyed. They might have thrown themselves on him--held him back
by sheer force, but they could not. He had taken command. Dr. Martin
wrung his hands as though his own death were not howling at him within a
couple of hundred yards.
"It's impossible--the man was paralysed half an hour ago--he ought not
to be able to stand. If you allow him to go, I won't take the
responsibility----"
Mrs. Compton shook him by the arm. Her eyes were shining like two
points of fire.
"Shut up--don't you see--he's the Bagh Sahib--he can do things we
can't--it's our only chance."
Bagh Sahib rode down the avenue at a walk. He did not hurry, though the
sinister light swept down on him amidst a pandemonium of rattling drums
and trumpet calls. His face was resolute--no longer brutal--and the
smile lingered at his lips. It was as though the coming encounter
amused him. He did not look to see whether he was followed.
The men he had commanded looked at one another. Compton fingered the
revolver which he had retrieved. He glanced at his wife, and she nodded.
"Well, I'm going, anyhow," he said.
The twelve remaining officers of the 65th assented. Armstrong himself
had already hurried on in front of Compton. He was a staid, humdrum
type of man, but in that moment the fire was in his blood. None of them
remembered that this same Boucicault was the source of the very evil
which he had set out to master.
He was the Bagh Sahib.
That was all they knew of him.
They reached the compound gates as Boucicault, with Tristram at his
heels, came in sight of the mutiny leaders. It was still pitch dark, but
the rain had stopped and the torches burnt up luridly in the still air.
Separate from the rest, a gaunt, spectral figure on the ungainly horse,
Boucicault waited tranquilly. He was so motionless, so unexpected that
the seething mass of soldiers came to a sudden halt. A shot rang out
from somewhere in the rear, but those in the first ranks wavered. The
superstition which was a very part of their blood chilled them to
silence. The roll of drums died away to a faint beat, like the throb of
a dying pulse. The trumpet no longer sounded. Boucicault's eyes passed
from one dark, uncertainly lit face to another. Then he laughed.
"Well, what have you got to say for yourselves?"
He spoke clearly now. His voice had a metallic ring in it which awoke
old memories. But it broke the spell. There were, perhaps, ten yards
between him and the leaders, and they rushed, five of them, with a howl
of triumph--then again halted--as though they had flung themselves
against an invisible barrier. A shot whizzed past Boucicault's head.
He grinned mockingly. He touched Arabella's sides and rode forward,
till the last five yards were covered, and he stared down straight into
their faces. "You don't shoot as well as you did, men. That sort of
thing won't do. You want drilling, and, by God, you shall get it! That
fellow who missed me shall have my special attention. The 65th wants
polishing." He removed his helmet, so that the light flickered on his
features. "And I shall polish it," he said.
They recognized him. It was the thought of him which had goaded them to
their revolt. Yet now he sat there on his horse--the man whom they
believed helpless and stricken--and gibed at them. For them, too, he
was as one risen from the dead. A sergeant in the foremost line drew
back, cowering from him.
"Bagh Sahib!" he muttered.
Boucicault leant forward and seized the man roughly by his ear.
"Yes--Bagh Sahib. You shall see that I can spring still. Ah, you,
Heera, so you remember me? In the old days you fought at my heel like
the tiger's cub you were. That was at Affra and Burda. Yes--you could
fight then--now you can only mutiny like angry children. Then the 65th
had a glorious name in India, and I was proud of you--but now--" He
thrust the man from him so that he went reeling in the mud. "You
cowardly pack--lay down your arms!" he thundered. His command fell like
the lash of a whip. The man he had struck leapt at him. He had a
revolver in his hand and he pointed it straight at Boucicault's breast.
"Bagh Sahib--you killed my brother----"
"And I shall live to court-martial you, my friend."
"Not now----"
"Shoot then, you cur!"
A splash of fire was flung up in Boucicault's face. Tristram, hiding in
the shadow, sprang forward with a smothered cry of horror--then stood
still--incredulous. Boucicault had not moved. He looked down into his
assassin's stricken, gaping face and laughed.
"You can't touch me, Heera. Your very weapon refuses. We have fought
together too often----"
There was a new note in his voice--stern yet curiously caressing. The
man reeled, broke down, sobbing thickly.
"Bagh Sahib----!" he moaned. "Bagh Sahib----"
"It is well, Heera. I forgive." He looked over the sea of faces. "You
see that you cannot touch me. For the sake of the old days-when you
fought gallantly, this night's work is forgotten. Lay down your arms."
For an instant longer they stared at him. The red of his tunic hid the
dark, widening stain. They only saw that the bullet had passed through
him and left him unharmed. The older men among them remembered how in
the bygone days he had passed scatheless through a hail of bullets.
Then as now he had been a stupendous figure--half god.
To the younger men he was a legend. The evil that he had done them was
forgotten. He was their own past--their own greatness--the greatness of
their fathers. They could not touch him.
"Gentlemen--form your men into their companies. Lead them back to the
barracks. Remember--what I tell you--this night is to be forgotten."
The little group of Englishmen behind him obeyed tranquilly. There was
the sound of rifles being stacked. The disorderly crowd formed
automatically into sections. The scene had lasted five minutes. Now it
was finished.
But Boucicault turned Arabella's head and rode slowly back, and
Tristram, who had seen that black stain upon the tunic, followed him.
Mrs. Boucicault stood separate from the rest upon the balcony and
waited. She was smiling. There was no fear--only a girlish pride, a
tragic happiness written on the grey face. As he came within the lights
of the verandah she waved to him, and he saluted her with a chivalrous
dignity.
Then he toppled from his seat into Tristram's arms.
They carried him into the bungalow and set him gently on one of the
sofas. His wife knelt down beside him and he put his arm about her and
held her close to him.
"There is nothing to be done--the whole breast. I am too old a soldier
not to know. Please leave us these few minutes. We have so much to say
to one another." But to Tristram he gave his hand, drawing him down so
that his face almost touched the dying lips. "Major
I'm--sorry--about--your dog----"
Tristram knew then that at the last it was not oblivion, but
resurrection.
He lingered a moment. Even as he stood there hesitating, Boucicault's
body straightened out a little. His wife's head rested on his shoulder,
and there was blood mingled in the grey, untidy hair. Her eyes were
closed, and she seemed asleep.
They had so much to say to one another.
Tristram crept out on tiptoe. He went down again into the compound. It
was very still. The tumult of the last hour had died away. It had all
been like an adventure in a mad, terrible dream. Arabella nozzled
against his shoulder, and he stroked her gently. And, as he did so, the
faint light from the room behind him showed him the slender, colourless
band about his wrist.
It was as though a charm had laid itself on his aching senses. A gate
of memory was opened. He passed through. In the tranquil solemnity of
an Indian night, he heard voices--Ayeshi's voice, hushed yet passionate.
"Behold, according to the custom, Humayun accepts the bond, and from
henceforth the Rani Kurnavati is his dear and virtuous sister, and his
sword shall not rest in his scabbard till she is free from the threat of
her oppressor."
The bo-tree whispered mysteriously:
"Ah--those were the great days--the great days----"
And Tristram Sahib swung himself on to Arabella's back and once more
rode out towards Heerut.
*CHAPTER XV*
*THE SNAKE-GOD*
Vahana ran on ahead. Bent and twisted with age, his half-naked figure
far outstripped the riders whose horses ploughed heavily through the
morass of jungle-grass. Behind them, again, came the straggle,
panic-driven horde of Ayeshi's army, and after them the flood, rising
over Heerut.
Vahana halted from time to time and looked back, nodding and beckoning.
He was too far in advance for them to see his face. But in that
feverish agility, in that patient waiting on them there was a malignant
joy, the expression of a soundless, senile laughter.
They had strange companions--cheetahs, antelopes, wild pigs--all the
creatures of the plain--trotting at their sides, unheeded and unheeding,
conscious only of their common peril. They moved slowly, dragging
themselves painfully free from the clinging mud. It was the flight of
an evil dream--the enemy at their heels, their limbs weighted, each step
an anguished effort. They made no outcry, but the tortured breathing of
these flying thousands became an unbroken moan of terror.
Vahana led them by a circuitous path back over a ridge of ground rising
to the rear of the temple. They followed unquestioningly. There was no
choice. Their retreat was already cut off: to the right the flooded
plain, to the left the trackless jungle hemmed them in. The ridge was
all that remained to them.
Sigrid rode between Ayeshi and Barclay. They had not spoken. Ayeshi
held himself like a sleep-walker, his face blank, his eyes wide open and
expressionless. The hand that held the reins was slack and indifferent.
His horse, instinctively aware of the danger pursuing them, kept up of
its own account, but he did not seek to control it. Compared with him,
Barclay was the very spirit of sombre exultation. He turned
persistently to the woman beside him, his eyes ugly with significance.
But her small, white face betrayed no consciousness of him. Its
serenity was deathlike. Her body rode beside him, but her mind, the
living part of her, eluded him. He had not hoped that it would be
otherwise--his pitiless intuition had showed him the limit of his power,
the limit of all power; but there was Tristram, who by now knew the
value of the freedom which she had bought for him--Tristram, who
represented all that he, Barclay, had desired and hoped for and loved,
all that he now hated with the intensity of a mutilated passion,
Tristram who would suffer at the last.
He laughed at his own thought and pointed a shaking hand at the mournful
immensity beneath them.
"Your friend will have a wet ride. Look out there--the bridge has gone.
It was swept away an hour ago."
He laughed again, and urged his horse past her. He had triumphed, but
he did not wish to see her face.
She turned her head in the direction which he had indicated. The night,
mingling its sable with the dirty greys of sky and water, shrouded the
familiar landmarks, but that very narrowing of her vision widened the
boundaries of her hearing. The thunder of the torrent sounded
nearer--she heard again the mysterious mutterings which had arrested her
at the bridge-head only an hour or two before. She knew that Barclay had
not boasted.
"Did you know that too, Ayeshi?"
"Yes, Mem-Sahib."
His voice was callous, toneless. She could not look at him.
"And you let him go? You had forgotten so easily?"
"Have you found it hard to forget, Mem-Sahib--you whom he loved----?"
He awoke suddenly from his apathy. He bent towards her, his fevered
hand on her arm. "Was not a little of _that_ man's gold, stained with
the sweat and blood of men, enough to buy your forgetfulness?"
And now she looked at him. She saw the quivering features--the eyes
bloodshot and wretched with scorn of her.
"I went out of his life as you did, Ayeshi," she said gently. "Was that
forgetfulness?"
"Mem-Sahib----!" he muttered.
"You tried to save him," she persisted--"as I tried. If we have both
failed need we reproach each other now?"
"Mem-Sahib!" In that reiteration there was agony. His hand dropped from
her arm. "It was for his sake--? Barclay Sahib threatened you?"
"Yes."
"And now----"
"Now it is for Gaya--for those lives your ambition has jeopardized. And
even that may be useless."
The ridge they were traversing began to slope downwards. The water was
at their feet. They could hear it sucking at the long grasses. The men
immediately behind them were swept forward and lost their footing. A
man who stumbled at Sigrid's side clutched at her and then went rolling
ludicrously down the mud bank into the rising flood. She saw his head
for an instant--his face gazing stupidly up at them. Something square
and black and evil that had lain like a lump of wood on the surface of
the water moved swiftly forward.
There was a scream. Ayeshi held up his hand before Sigrid's face, but
she had seen enough. The man had vanished, and where he had been the
greyness of the water had turned to red.
"Oh, God!" she whispered. "Tristram!"
"No, no, Mem-Sahib--not that--not that--they meant that he should die,
but I--I who served him and loved him, I know that death cannot touch
him when he fights for others. He fights for others now, Mem-Sahib--for
those I have betrayed--for my salvation." He laid his hand on his
breast with a gesture of unutterable despair. "No--not even he can do
that. It is too late. I am accursed--accursed----!"
And, as though in answer, the crowd he led surged up closer to him.
Arms were held up to him--thin, supplicating arms.
"Lord--the water--the water--save us!"
"I am accursed!" he whispered. "Accursed!"
She saw his face. The youth in it was dead--stamped out. Yet in that
instant she recognized in him the boy, the dreamer who, crouched upon
the step of her verandah, had told the story of the Rani Kurnavati. And
the pity that surged over her had in it the passion of that memory.
"Ayeshi--why have you done this----?"
His wild eyes met hers for an instant's desperate intentness.
"Mem-Sahib--I loved my country--my gods--the history of them was in my
blood. And then in Calcutta--the misery--the thwarted ambition--my
people starving--the Englishman in the high place. They told me they
were ripe for revolt--only they needed a leader--a leader who would
carry the country-people with him. I came back. Vahana lied to me. I
believed that my father had been robbed and murdered--that my heritage
had been stolen from me--that Tristram Sahib himself had known who I was
and made me his servant----" His voice broke. "But it was a lie--I had
no heritage--no wrongs to avenge--I was their tool--and now--Mem-Sahib,
if ever you should meet him, tell him it was a false dream--but that
Ayeshi loved him----"
She nodded. She could not answer him, and they rode on in silence till
suddenly, Vahana, whom they could still see dimly ahead of them, turned
to the left and pointed up towards the jungle.
"There--there is escape, O Lord Ayeshi! The Sacred Path that leads to
the Shrine of the Snake-god. Who follows?"
The shrill cry died into silence. There was no answer. Barclay came
splashing back through the water. His face glowed with a sombre
excitement.
"It seems there's some secret passage up through the jungle. We may be
able to get right away. At any rate, it's our only chance."
But Ayeshi sat rigid in his saddle, and that which Barclay saw in his
eyes silenced him.
"There is a curse on all those who profane the Snake-god's sanctity----"
Barclay burst out laughing.
"Good God, man, that silly native yarn----"
"I am a native."
"Still, you can't be such a fool----"
Ayeshi turned in his saddle and looked back at the black, silent mass
behind him.
"Who follows Barclay Sahib through the jungle?" he called.
But there was still no answer. They stood there silent and inert, the
water rising about their feet. There was no cry of terror from among
them now. It was finished.
Those nearest Ayeshi lifted their faces to him in stubborn fatalism.
"Ayeshi, pull yourself together--they'll follow you right enough."
"I dare not," was the desperate answer.
"Afraid--? A coward--? You don't really believe----"
Ayeshi threw back his head. His features were terrible in their frozen
composure.
"I believe."
"You accept the responsibility for all these lives----?"
"I cannot help myself--I am one of them."
Barclay made a gesture of angry impatience.
"Do you expect me to stay here and drown like a rat in a trap----?" he
demanded.
"No--why should you? What are we to you--or you to us?"
Barclay shrank back. With a sound like a smothered groan, he turned his
horse about and rode towards Vahana who still stood motionless and
waiting beneath the black shadows of the trees. He dismounted and
looked back. Sigrid had not moved. The water had risen swiftly to her
horse's knees. Ayeshi bent towards her and laid his hand on her bridle.
"Go, Mem-Sahib-fear nothing--_they_ will not harm you. You are not of
our blood or faith. Go--do not let me have your death on my hands.
Mem-Sahib--trust him--he will not fail you----"
She lifted her eyes to his face. Behind his passive despair there shone
the old confidence--the re-birth of a faith. She gave him her hand, and
he lifted it to his forehead.
"Mem-Sahib--remember that I loved him."
She saw Ayeshi for the last time as on the very verge of the jungle she
turned and looked back. His silhouette, cut sharply against the
fast-fading light, rose up from the midst of his unhappy followers like
a tragic, heroic statue out of a black, uneasy sea. Vahana laughed
shrilly, and the sound, breaking the spell of inarticulate terror, let
loose a wailing cry which swept in a gust over the rising water.
"Lord--save us--save us----"
She saw Ayeshi lift his hands above his head. She could not have heard
his voice, and yet the echo of his impotent agony reached her.
"I am accursed--accursed----"
She saw him no more. Vahana had hurried on into the darkness ahead of
them, and Barclay half lifted, half dragged her from the saddle. She
made no resistance. But her strength had begun to fail. She tried to
free herself from his hold--to stand alone.
"Go on without me--I'm not strong enough--save yourself."
He shook his head stubbornly.
"No--I've nothing left but you. Keep your promise. The path is steep--I
can carry you. We're safe now. The ground's rising all the way. We've
nothing to fear--nothing. It's dark, of course--hideously dark. Give
me your hand." His was dry and cold. It filled her with a nameless
disgust--a strange pity. It was as though, helpless as she was, he
clung to her.
"Why--you're shivering!" he muttered. "What is it? You're not afraid?
What is there to be afraid of? We're safe here----"
"It's those others--Ayeshi----"
He laughed brokenly.
"What are they to me? What am I to them? Didn't you hear him? That
settled it, didn't it? I'm not one of them--I've got English blood in
my veins. I've nothing to fear--nothing."
She could not see his face. They were stumbling blindly up the steep
and broken path, and the dense growth of jungle walled them in from
whatever daylight remained. Yet his voice, the touch of his hand,
painted him for her against the black canvas. She could see his face,
eyes wide-open and distended, the mouth agape, the sweat on his
forehead. She knew him to be possessed by an insidious terror.
"What is there to fear?" she asked in her turn.
He muttered incoherently.
Vahana had vanished. They could hear his body brushing against the
tangled growths that hung across the narrow path like warning, invisible
hands. Barclay called him by name, but there was no answer--only a
sudden stillness. He faltered--the hand which still held Sigrid's
relaxed. She stood apart from him. But for the sound of his breathing
she could not have known that he was near her. The infinite relief of
that moment's freedom kept her motionless, and then she realized that he
was moving forward--that he had forgotten her, every ambition, every
desire in the one formless, all-mastering dread.
"Vahana!"
Stillness. He groped wildly about him. The sudden consciousness of his
isolation drove a scream from his dry lips.
"Vahana!"
The answer was almost in his ear--a soft, caressing whisper.
"I am here, Sahib."
"Don't leave me--I can't see--this darkness."
"The path is a straight one, Sahib. Give me your hand."
Barclay cowered back. A chill, foetid breath fanned his face.
Something familiar coiled itself about his fingers. He tried to free
himself.
"The Mem-Sahib!" he gasped thickly. "Where is she?"
"The Mem-Sahib is safe. The path leads to one end. Come, Sahib!"
The whisper had grown shriller, authoritative. There was a subtle hint
of anger in its caress. Barclay heard its echo. Overhead a branch
cracked under a moving burden. A thing slid over his foot and went
hissing into silence. He threw up his free hand to beat off the
invisible attack and touched a slimy, gliding mass which dropped on his
shoulder, winding itself about his neck. He flung it from him. He was
gasping--choking with fear and nausea. He heard Vahana's whisper,
subdued, sibilant:
"Sahib--there are no snakes."
But the very hand that held him was a hideous memory. Something vague,
indeterminate, which had begun to hem him in since that night when he
had fled from the vision of himself, was closing in faster and faster.
This, that was coming, had been from all time, a hand groping up through
the black depths of the ages, a monstrous, inert mass rousing itself
from long sleep to predestined action. The darkness, the jungle, was a
huge prison alive with sound and movement. The sounds awoke under his
feet and went hissing and murmuring like a train of fire into the far
distance, setting alight other sounds till they surrounded him in an
awful, mocking circle. The walls of the prison were narrowing--the air,
thick and heavy with an evil sweetness, weighed down upon him till his
strength reeled. With an effort he freed himself from Vahana's clutch
and began to run. The steepness of the path, the uneven ground, jolted
the breath from his body in agonized gasps. The branches of the trees
were alive--sensate, twisting, winding bodies, which beat their cold,
slimy tentacles against his face--their roots clutched at his stumbling
feet, the hissing murmur had become the high, threatening note of a
rising wind. And behind him was that pursuing Thing--that formless,
familiar menace which he had foreseen, which had hung on the outskirts
of his life waiting for its moment. He fled before it because his
frantic body demanded flight, but _he_ knew its futility. The Thing was
there, silent and invisible, gibing at his pitiful effort. It was not
Death--it was Horror itself----
A pale light broke ahead. He neither knew whence it came nor its
significance. He made for it with a last call to every nerve and muscle
in him. He reached it. He was dimly conscious of a brightening
luminousness, of something black, serenely still, rising up out of the
grey transparency before him. Then the end. It came upon him with a
rush. It closed in in a clammy band about his throat. He turned. A
flat head with a wizened face and small dead eyes and pointed mouth
swayed before his vision in a sinister, rhythmic measure. It was
Vahana--yet not Vahana. It was not Vahana who was slowly dragging his
life from him. It was that cold tightening band--and yet Vahana was
there--close to him.
He screamed. Again and again. The jungle--the whole world, _his_
world, shrinking about him till it was no bigger than his own brain,
echoed with his screams.
*CHAPTER XVI*
*TOWARDS MORNING*
The rain had ceased. A soft wind blowing from the north swept the
low-hanging clouds into the fantastic, tattered fragments, between which
a thin moonlight poured down on to the desolation of waters. All that
had been had been washed out as though a child's sponge had passed over
a slate covered with the laborious work of a life. Fields and villages,
rich pastures, homesteads, bridges, each of them some man's dream and
ambition, lay under that smooth, glittering surface awaiting their
resurrection at the hands of a patient humanity.
It was by this first break of light that Tristram saw the way over which
they had still to travel. He sat motionless and upright, scanning the
seeming limitless expanse, and perhaps in that moment some dim, unformed
appeal went up from him to the Unknown which steels the hearts of men to
supreme effort.
And, swift on the heels of that brief intercession, there followed an
aching pity for the faithful comrade whose share in the coming struggle
was so much greater than his own, whose purpose in it was no more than
to serve him with the last breath of her life. He stroked her ungainly
neck, striving to break down the barrier between living things which
made his remorse and pity powerless. She answered gallantly with the
grand courage of her kind, and the water rose about them.
It was a nightmare redreamed, save that now the first violence of the
storm had spent itself. The wreckage had gone its way, and the flood's
polished bosom shone bare and empty under the wane and glow of light.
There was no landmark left by which they could guide their course. The
jungle-clad mountains were mingled with the clouds. The temple shrouded
itself in the shadow of the jungle. They could but drift with the
currents, fighting their way across, hoping--Tristram himself scarcely
knew for what. For who could have lived in that deluge, what escape was
possible? Yet he carried with him a belief born of despair, a serenity
such as men feel for whom there is no choice, no second possibility.
Something black drifted past him. He could not recognize it, and in a
moment it was gone. They were now in midstream, where the rush of the
water swept over Arabella's desperately uplifted head. It was then, the
moon sailing out unveiled into the open sky, that he saw other black
shapes and knew them for what they were. They were the bodies of
men--not of isolated victims, of villagers and field labourers trapped
separately or even in small communities by the swift disaster. They
were many hundreds. They had died together, and death had not separated
them. Like driftwood, they had been swept into entangled, shapeless
piles of floating horror.
"Sahib! Sahib!"
The cry came faintly across the racing waters. Tristram, waking from
the lethargy of abandoned hope, turned Arabella's head sharply upstream.
She responded. It was as though in those years of comradeship she had
become a part of himself, obeying the same law, acknowledging the same
creed. It was as though she recognized a familiar message in that
appeal to her last strength, as though her blinded eyes had seen what
Tristram saw. It was little enough to accomplish--and yet so much. Ten
feet to go before that agonized, appealing figure, a hurrying blot on
the silver pathway, would be swept irrevocably past and beyond hope. It
could be done. Arabella lifted herself breast high out of the water.
She was young again. All the fire of her mixed ancestry blazed up for
the supreme effort. Five feet--three----. It was done. Tristram
stretched out his hand. It was gripped and held with the tenacity of
despair. Arabella went down under the double burden--rose again
superbly.
"Ayeshi----!"
"Sahib--I knew that you--would come--she--is--safe--the
jungle---path--behind--the Temple----"
"Hold on, Ayeshi----"
"No--Sahib----"
For an instant their faces were almost on a level. The brightening
moonlight was in Ayeshi's eyes--full of a passionate worship. "Humuyan
came--too--late--not you, Sahib----"
He tried to wrench his hand free. Tristram cursed bitterly at him.
"You try to let go--you dare try it--damn you, boy, do you think I'm
going to let you go--now--don't play the Rajah with me here----"
They were being swept faster and faster downstream. Arabella was dying
under him. He did not know it. He could not have unclasped his hand.
No reason could have mastered the love in him, or denied the love which
illuminated the face lifted to his out of the black waters.
"Sahib--forgive----"
"Fool's talk--I don't know the word--hold on, d'you hear? I'll get you
out of it. You shall go scot free--only hold on--Ayeshi----"
They fought each other, hand clasped in hand, eye to eye. No two
enemies, spurred on by the bitterest hatred, could have fought more
grimly.
Tristram laughed.
"I'm stronger than you--always was----" Something flashed up in the
light. "Ayeshi----!" he gasped.
A faint smile dawned on the native's face.
"Greater love hath no man----"
The knife fell with maniacal strength. Tristram closed his eyes. No
fear, but a sheer incredulous horror lamed all power of self-defence.
The second of suspense passed. Nothing--only now there was no weight on
the hand still clasped in his, only Arabella again breasted the torrent
with the energy of release from a killing burden.
"Ayeshi----!"
No answer--only that mute, blood-stained hand--grown powerless--and one
more figure floating to join its brothers on the great, silver-flooded
field.
Two boatmen, guiding their flat-bottomed craft between the ruined hovels
of Heerut, saw him as he waded waist-deep through the receding flood.
The brightening dawn was on his face, but they did not recognize him
till he called them by name. Then silently they paddled towards him and
dragged him to safety.
They were old men, palsied with the horrors of that night. There was no
thought of rebellion left in them. They could only whisper incoherently,
like frightened children, looking up into his face as at something at
once loved and terrible.
"Dakktar Sahib--Dakktar Sahib!"
He became slowly conscious of them and of their piteousness.
"There's nothing to fear," he said compassionately. "I'm not a
spirit--my horse brought me across--just got me into my depth, poor
girl--I've been wading about--till morning." He composed himself with a
stern effort.
"Row me to my place--will you?"
But they shook their heads.
"Gone, Dakktar Sahib, gone."
His face was grey--stiff-looking.
"Still, row me--to where it was."
They obeyed him. Here and there a wall remained, or a half roof
balanced on a few battered, shapeless heaps of mud. A carcase of a
sacred bull floated backwards and forwards between two ruins, with a
grotesque semblance of life. At the cross-roads the council-tree
trailed its leaves sadly in the still water.
But where the Dakktar Sahib's hut had been there was nothing.
He bowed his face upon his hands.
The men stared at him blankly, themselves too stupefied by loss for
either pity or understanding. The minutes flowed past in mournful,
stately silence. At last Tristram drew himself up. His eyes were
calm--warm with a hardly won knowledge--and the awfulness had gone from
him.
"Row me to the path behind the Temple.
"Dakktar Sahib----" they muttered.
"I shall not ask you to follow me," he said, gently.
They rowed out of Heerut towards the rising ground of the jungle
mountains. The fiery wheel of the sun rose behind Gaya and the temple
shone like a black opal in the morning glow. As they drew nearer
Tristram's eyes sought out the great window of the _sikhara_. His
thoughts were vague, unformed, still and serene as the water flowing
peacefully over the plain. Through that window Vishnu watched for his
beloved rising amidst her golden-haired dawn-maidens.
"It is here, Sahib."
They looked at him and now it was with awe--a kind of dumb protest, but
he smiled at them, shaking his head.
"There is nothing to fear. Wait for me."
"Sahib--the curse."
"There is no curse," he said, with the same gentleness.
He waded through the water to the place they indicated and pushed aside
the tangled bashes. The hidden path lay before him, leading steeply
upwards. He went on. He was climbing from gloom and shadow into light.
He knew now neither doubt nor fear. A great serenity possessed him.
There could be no curse. Strange flowers clustered at the roots of the
stark, straight-standing trees--but they were not evil. There was
sound--a rustling and crackling among the branches-a frightened
scurrying of some wild creature startled from its lair--familiar loved
sounds of living things. A warm, consoling radiance sank down between
the stems of the trees as light pours down through a cathedral window
upon the stately pillars.
Up--steadily upwards, up into a higher, purer air, with a strange
heart-beating of foreknowledge. And then at last the end--a wide
clearing on the mountain-summit, and on a high altar, not Siva, but a
golden Lakshmi, her face, beatific in its serene sweetness, turned
towards the rising sun.
Vahana squatted in her shadow, his half-naked body bowed over something
so still, so huddled that Tristram faltered for an instant. Then he
went forward and Vahana, seeing him unrecognizingly, pointed down with a
shaking finger of derision.
It was Barclay. His piteous face, lifted to the peace of the clear sky,
was swollen and bloated almost out of recognition. But he bore no trace
of violence.
Vahana shook with a senile laughter. A fangless adder unwound itself
from about his wrist, and he held it to the dead man's staring eyes,
gibing at him.
"There are no snakes--there are no snakes."
But Tristram had gone on.
He had seen her. Like a pale lotus-flower cast up by the waters, she
lay stretched in the short grass which grew about the foot of the altar,
her fair, dishevelled head pillowed on her arm in an attitude of happy
weariness. He knelt down beside her. The moment's dread was gone. He
saw the faint colour in her cheeks. Her breath came gently, smoothly as
a child's.
He dared not touch her. Her peace was holy to him. But as though his
nearness pierced like sunlight into the calm depths of her dreams, she
stirred, her lips moved, shaping the shadow of his name.
He drew her into the warmth and comfort of his arms. So it had been once
before; but now there was no fear, no pain, or conflict.
"Tristram--I waited for you. I was so tired. I fell asleep. But I was
not afraid. There was nothing to fear--nothing. I knew that you would
come." She smiled wistfully--tenderly. "Bracelet-brother!"
He found no answer. He pointed out eastwards. Above the desolate plain
the sun climbed up in majesty towards a splendid promise of atonement.
One day the fields would bear their harvest, men would build their
houses upon the ruins--there would be a new bridge across the river,
wiser and stronger. The shadow of a curse was lifted.
They knelt together, hand in hand, watching, awestruck, at peace.
Vahana, too, was still. He, too, watched and waited, his mad,
hate-filled eyes growing dim in the clearer light of reconciliation.