The two women considered each other for a moment. There was no pity, no

relenting to be read on the older face, only an inflexible purpose

softened by a childlike look of gay anticipation. Anne turned away.

"I couldn't bear it--I couldn't bear to live with you----"

She ran down the verandah steps into the garden as though flying from a

revelation of evil.

Mrs. Boucicault looked after her, watching till the light-clad figure

had disappeared among the trees. Then, plucking a fresh rose from the

trellis-work, went back into her boudoir. A few minutes later she

entered her husband's sick-room and motioned the nurse to leave them.

In that simple action there was an authority, an easy self-assurance

that seemed, to change even her appearance. She held herself well, with

lifted head as a prisoner does who breathes the free air after many

years.

Boucicault saw her. He could not turn his head, but she stood well

within the range of his roving eyes. He stared at her, and she too

studied him, the while scenting her rose delicately. He had changed

almost beyond belief. The muscles of his face were withered so that it

looked much smaller and weaker. The consuming, unappeasable temper was

still marked about the mouth, in the black puckered brow, but now it was

merely pitiable. It could never make another man or woman cower. It

could never make _her_ cower again. Perhaps some such reflection passed

through both their minds. Boucicault turned his eyes away like a sick

animal. It was almost the first sign he had given of understanding.

Hitherto, though obviously conscious, he had refused all response to the

code of signals which Dr. Martin had planned for him, in his bitter

humiliation of body seeming to cling to the utter isolation of his mind.

Now, though he could not move, he appeared to shrink into himself, to

cringe before an encroachment which he could no longer avert. His wife

came and stood close beside him. She was playing idly with her rose,

twisting the stem between her fingers. Her eyes were bright, wide open,

with two sharp points of light in them which seemed to dance. There was

real colour in her cheeks. She was not smiling now, and yet her face,

her whole body, radiated a fierce vivid amusement.

"I've just seen Dr. Martin, Richard," she said. "You'd rather I told

you the truth, wouldn't you? He says there's no hope of your getting

well--not really well. Perhaps, after a long time, you may be able to

move a little, but you might also die suddenly. No one can do anything

for you. You'll just lie there. I thought I'd tell you. I'm going to

have a good time. Anne doesn't think it quite proper, but I'm sure

you'll understand. I haven't had much fun in the last few years, have

I? And I was awfully gay before I married you. You don't object, do

you, Richard? Do say so if you do."

She grew bigger--taller, like a bird of prey spreading itself over its

maimed and helpless victim. The soldier's whitewashed room, blank of

all beauty, made a simple frame for the artificial brilliancy of her.

The man whose dead body outlined itself massively under the thin

covering, burned and withered in it. His eyes met hers for an instant

in understanding and mad defiance.

"Of course we'll do all we can, Richard. We shall stay in Gaya. Dr.

Martin advises it, and I want to. It will be nicer for you too, because

if we went to a new place--or to Cheltenham or something of that

sort-nobody would bother about you. Here, of course, people are bound

to take notice of you. They'll drop in and tell you about the regiment

and all that. I shall come in every day, so that you shall hear all I

am doing. I expect I shall be very busy."

She paused deliberately, assuming an attitude of closer interest. "Have

you tried to tell any one who killed you? I wonder. Perhaps you don't

want to. I expect it was something discreditable. Besides, even if he

or they were caught and hanged it wouldn't help you much, would it? You

couldn't see it done--unless we dragged you out in a long chair or

something----" She laughed, and bent over him--a pale-tinted, delicate,

very sinister figure. "Am I tiring you? You look tired. Smell that

rose--isn't it beautiful?--you can smell still, can't you? But I

forgot; you don't care for flowers. You wouldn't let me have any in the

house. Well, perhaps you will grow to care for them. I will tell nurse

to put some in a vase for you." She touched his cheek lightly with the

flower and laughed again. "Well, good-bye for today, Richard."

She pirouetted on her heel like a girl, and went to the door. He could

not see her, but he heard her give a little gasp and then utter a name.

His eyes opened to the full--he began to breathe quickly and

laboriously. The veins on his dark, wizened-looking forehead stood out

in the frightful effort to break through, to move, to speak----

"Major Tristram--what a shock you gave me! I thought you were at

death's door. You oughtn't to be here, I'm sure. I hardly recognized

you."

"Yes--I am a sight, aren't I? Still, I'm not dead--not by some lengths.

May I speak to your husband?"

"Oh, yes, you may speak to him. You won't mind a monologue, will you?

You've heard about it, I expect--spinal column affected or

something--but I'm so stupid about these things. Do come and talk to me

afterwards, won't you, Major? I should like to hear all your news."

The door closed. Boucicault lifted his eyes. They were sunken--so

black, so lightless that their expression could not be guessed at. It

might have been an appalling hatred--anything.

Tristram did not return the gaze. He stood at the sick man's side,

rocking on his heels, fighting a purely physical battle, then suddenly

crumbled up on the edge of the bed, his shaking hands to his face. Thus

he remained for a minute whilst Boucicault's eyes rested on him with

mute, unfathomable intensity.

Presently Tristram raised himself, and the encounter had taken place,

almost actual in the poignancy and force of the memory which flared up

behind the mutual scrutiny. Neither man flinched.

"I had the deuce of a business to get here," Tristram said at last quite

simply. "I had to humbug and dodge any number of people, and get my own

legs to crawl which wasn't easy. But I had to come. I've got to speak

to you, Boucicault. I'd have come sooner, but I've been a raving

lunatic most of the time and this was my first chance. You may think it

damnable of me to hound you down when you can't hit back, as it were,

but I can't help that, I've got to have it out." He paused a moment,

running his hand over his close-cropped head. He seemed to be

struggling for coherency. Boucicault's stare never wavered. "It's not

very much I've got to say. I won't waste time and breath telling you

what I feel--I've done something worse than murder you. I smashed you

up when I ought to have realized that you were a man with a sick brain.

I was a sick man myself and--and couldn't think clearly. I just heard

poor old Wickie scream--well, we won't go into that--it's too beastly.

But I've just come to tell you that I'm not going to give myself up to

what some people would call justice. That's what I meant to do at

first--but I see now that it was sentimentality and cowardice--the sort

of thing that drives some people to confess--a kind of shaking off one's

burden of responsibility on to some one else. I'm rambling--it's so

infernally difficult to keep one's thoughts clear." He passed his

tongue over his cracked lips. Boucicault's eyes closed for an instant.

"Can you understand what I'm saying?" The eyes opened again to their

full stare and Tristram went on more clearly. "Of course, it's possible

you may get all right or even be able to denounce me without that. I

shan't deny anything. I shall be jolly glad, I daresay. But until then

I'm going on with my work. We're men, Boucicault--and I won't mince

matters--you've smashed up a good many lives in your time--men in the

regiment, your wife, Anne--and you and I have smashed each other but

that's the end of it. You may or you may not believe me--but I'm not

going to be dragged into disgrace if I can help it--for my mother's

sake. She's old--very old--she can't last long---she's had a rotten

time, and the last year or two--well, I shall protect them with all my

strength." He straightened his shoulders as a man does who, groping

through darkness, suddenly sees his way clear. "That's what I conceive

to be my duty. You hate me, of course, but you're clever enough to know

the sort of man I am and you know quite well that whether I'm punished

or not, I've done for myself. That ought to satisfy you for the

present." He got up. "So I'm going back to my work. I don't know

whether you'll understand what I mean when I say that I'm going to try

and balance the misery you and I have brought into this world--I've got

your responsibilities as well as my own to shoulder because I've smashed

your chance of making good. And there's something else--if it lies in

human power I'll set you on your feet again. If I succeed I shall tell

my mother the truth, and I think somehow that then she will feel

differently about it--it won't be quite the same sort of failure. Of

course you'll want other doctors--you mayn't trust me--but no one else

will fight for you as I shall. Give me some sign. If you trust me

close your eyes once. I shall understand."

In the long silence which followed the two men held each other in a gaze

so ardent, so penetrating that it was like the physical grappling of

wrestlers, one of whom at least knew no pity. The sweat of weakness and

recent effort showed itself on Tristram's forehead, but his features

wore a weary serenity.

Presently a change showed itself on Boucicault's face. There was a

shadow at the corners of his stiff, powerless lips--a kind of smile,

malicious, calculating, ironic. His eyes closed once.

Tristram nodded.

"That's all I have to say, then."

He made his way from the bungalow, circuiting the front verandah where

he guessed Mrs. Boucicault would wait for him, to the compound gates.

There Sigrid Fersen with the Rajah's dog-cart awaited him. She bent

towards him, her face white with anger.

"How could you, Major Tristram! I guessed somehow you had come here and

followed you. How could you do it?"

"I had to," he answered. He came up to the step of the cart, trying to

support himself against the shaft unseen by her. "I had to," he

repeated.

"A professional visit, I suppose?" she flashed scornfully.

"In a sort of way--yes."

"Well, anyhow--try and climb if you've the strength. I'll drive you back

to bed."

He looked up at her and she frowned and bit her under lip to keep back

an exclamation.

"Please--will you do something for me?"

"What is it, you madman?"

"Drive me to Heerut."

"Heerut--are you really insane? Do you want to die?"

He smiled wistfully.

"Oh, Lord, no--I've jolly well got to live. But I'm going back to

work."

"You can't--it's absurd--I won't be responsible."

"You wouldn't be responsible," he interrupted earnestly. "Listen--I've

got to go--there are my poor beggars in quarantine--all sorts of

things--believe me, it's urgent, it must be--if you don't help me, I

shall walk or get some one else."

"You know that Ayeshi has gone--gone to Calcutta."

He averted his face.

"Yes--Compton told me."

"And Wickie--disappeared. You'll be all alone."

"Yes," he agreed simply.

She bent a little lower. She was smiling as one does at an obstinate,

unhappy child.

"In a few weeks I may have to leave Gaya. My time is almost up. Are

you flying from me?"

He remained patiently, doggedly silent, and she sighed and drew back.

"_Kismet_! So you make Fate for us both. I won't try to thwart you. I

will take you to Heerut. But I make one stipulation."

"Yes?"

"It is that before I leave Gaya we spend one day together--a kind of

farewell picnic--a high and solemn feast to the end of all things. It

is to be where and when I want it. Do you promise?"

He did not answer. He was still looking away from her--down the white

line of dusty road which wound past the clustered barracks. A far-off,

long-drawn-out bugle-call fluttered out on to the hot stillness. She

looked down and saw his hand clenched on the splashboard, and the

impatient mockery faded from her lips.

"I won't make any stipulation. You are too ill to be bargained with.

And, after all, it lies in my power to seek you out when I choose--as I

have done before"--her eyes became veiled and intent--"in and out of the

ship's ghosts over the water--dancing over the grey roofs of the

world----"

He frowned perplexedly, following her words through a labyrinth of

memory and fancy and finding no end.

"Is that a quotation?"

"A sort of one----"

"It seems to express something----" He paused, meditating. The bugle

sounded again, louder and more metallic and now in answer came the

subdued hurrying of feet, the jangle of steel. Suddenly he faced her,

fiercely, almost violently, like a man throwing off an obsessing

weakness. There was a fire of energy in the throw-back of his great

shoulders, in the clear passionate desire of his regard. She faltered

under it. It swept her from her light fantastic dominion over him into

deep, fast-flowing waters which engulfed her, stupefied her, shook her

calm supremacy to its foundations. She did not know what had

happened--what had wrought the change in him. He who had fought grimly

and knowingly with the realism in the lives of others had somehow come

to grips with reality in his own. He had ceased to weave dreams. It

was not as a vision and a visionary that they faced each other, but as a

man and a woman. A flash of lightning had burst through the

unsubstantial mists of their relationship. And behind the figure of the

dreaming Stoic there loomed the stark, primeval human being, vital,

virile, armed with all the white, burning power of unsoiled, sternly

guarded passions. They flared in his blue eyes which held hers for the

first time with full recognition, with a daring, reckless revelation of

their own existence. And though inwardly she faltered, her gaze was as

steady as his own. She dared not turn from him. She felt that if she

did she would come face to face with herself--as fiercely, as terribly

awakened.

They spoke very quietly, very naturally to one another.

"I'll promise," he said. "A last day--no one could grudge it me?"

"No one." She held out her hand to him and it did not tremble. "Come,

now I will drive you to Heerut."

*CHAPTER XV*

*THE WEAVERS*

Barclay rode past the Boucicaults' bungalow on the afternoon when Mrs.

Boucicault gave her garden party in honour of the regiment's new

commander and his wife. It was a very grand function, and rather

gruesome if one stopped to think what lay inert and listening in a room

somewhere at the back, but to stop and think was a mental pastime in

which no one in Gaya indulged willingly. Mrs. Boucicault had been right.

Gaya was not in the least outraged. It was not even very upset when it

found that without a word of farewell Anne had gone south to Trichy to

pay her father's people a long visit. In its casual, easy-going way,

Gaya understood both points of view and sympathized.

The regimental band was playing a waltz and Barclay drew in his

slender-limbed thoroughbred to listen. A little band of natives with a

saffron-robed Sadhu in their midst coming round a bend of the white

road, he drew out a gold case from his pocket and selected and lit a

cigarette with an exaggerated deliberation. The procession drew on one

side and the leader saluted the Sahib respectfully. Barclay took the

salute with a curt, indifferent nod, but something in the episode must

have changed the nature of his thoughts. He threw a glance towards the

garden, walled from his view by a circle of high palms, and his black

eyes were alight with a childish satisfaction. He heard voices

intermingle with the music and two young men in immaculate

tennis-clothes lounged out of the compound gates. They looked after the

procession, and one of them laughed.

"It's nothing--you'll soon get fed up with that native stuff. When

you've seen the festival at Heerut next week you won't want another dose

for years--these sort of fellows with their humbugging old fakir will be

pouring in till the place is like an ant-heap. Talk about

self-governing India--oh, Lord!"

Barclay, a notable figure enough on his beautiful mare stood not three

yards away from the speaker, yet he appeared to pass unnoticed. Neither

of the two looked at him. He drove his spurs into the animal's silken

sides, curbing her at the same instant with an iron hand, and set her at

a nervous, tortured canter down the road. His tight mouth under the

black moustache was curved with a deliberate pleasure as he felt her

sweat and tremble under his mastery. He kept her at the pace for a mile

through the blaze of sun which poured down upon the unsheltered plain

and then, satiated, allowed her to drop to a quivering, resentful walk.

He reached the bridge-head half an hour before sunset. A D.P.W. man with

a party of assistants was taking soundings for the new traffic bridge

which was to link up Gaya and the administrative centre three hundred

miles away with the never-ending chain of villages of which Heerut was

the first and largest. He had had a bad afternoon of it with Mother

Ganges, and he stared savagely at Barclay, who drew rein.

"Getting on?" the latter asked.

"Damnably. The river's never the same two days running."

Barclay showed his white teeth in a smile.

"That's her speciality. You'll never build that bridge."

"Won't I?"

"The natives have a superstition against it. No white man will ever

bridge the Holy Place. This _is_ the Holy Place, you know--the spot

where the sacred serpents come down from the jungle and take

refreshment." He spoke with much the indolent amusement of the two

young men outside the Boucicaults' compound. He aped it deliberately,

not knowing whence came his smarting satisfaction. The Englishman mopped

a moist and irate forehead.

"No, I didn't know," he snapped. "I'm not a native. I haven't got any

damned superstitions. Perhaps you'd like to have a shot at it."

Barclay made no answer. The smile passed from his lips. He sat his

horse motionlessly, staring at the faintly swaying native bridge in

front of him. The Englishman, unconscious of his own success, stumped

off angrily towards a fresh point of vantage.

Presently Barclay crossed to the farther side of the river, turning his

horse from the path, rode through the long grasses to the temple, and

here, within a few feet of the carved gateway, he dismounted, and,

tossing the reins over the battered post which was all that marked the

old Path of Auspiciousness, he strolled through into the Manderpam. The

place was empty. Its usual inhabitant had vanished. Barclay stood a

moment, looking about him with the detached, unfeeling interest of a

tourist. The attitude was deliberate, as were all his actions. He was

setting the gulf of race and tradition between himself and this

austerely sensuous beauty. He held himself an alien, walking idly, but

with loud steps over the grass-grown stones, humming to himself, and

beating time with his crop against his riding-boots. But the silence,

heavy with old dreams and drowsy, bygone meditations, the stately avenue

of roofless pillars, daunted him. He came to a halt in the entrance to

the _antarila_ and stared round furtively, peering into the

purple-tinted shadows, listening as to a sound which troubled and

escaped him. A little red-cheeked bulbul fluttered from its nest high

overhead on the summit of the crumbling walls, and he watched its flight

through the oblique bars of alternate light and shadow with a curious

anxiety. It was as though he sought to rivet his attention on something

trivial, so that he should not have to face whatever lay beneath the

surface. The bulbul came to rest in some hidden rock among the

deep-cut, fantastic reliefs of the frieze, and the soft, tender beating

of its wings, like the last throb of a dying pulse, passed under the

weight of a brooding, deathlike silence. Barclay turned and went

noisily into the _antarila_. But here his footsteps rang with a

different and startling resonance. They echoed among the broad, stunted

pillars and died sullenly in a gloom which shrouded the place in

unfathomable dimensions. Barclay, raising his hand instinctively,

touched the roof, but its dank solidity could not remove the impression

of a monstrous nightfall, of a sky black and unlit, stretching up into

infinity. On either hand, his knowledge might have told him, were thick

walls, but they too carried no conviction, and the darkness went on and

on in narrow, endless passages leading down into the bowels of an unholy

mystery. The faint gleam of light in front of him, the soft gold of the

courtyard behind, were like ghosts, painted luminously on the solid

blackness, themselves bringing no light, no relief.

Barclay stopped, and, with his insolent deliberation, lit a cigarette,

afterwards holding the match overhead. He saw that his hand shook and

the tiny flame quivered an instant and went out as though a secret

breath had blown against it. Barclay cursed and bit his teeth together

as the echo gibed at him from its invisible lurking-place, and then went

on, hushing his footsteps so that they should not follow him. In the

Holy of Holies there was neither light nor darkness, but a haze which at

once hid and revealed all things. It was like a pall shrouding the sun,

or a gauzy, luminous veil of sunshine thrown over nightfall. It came

filtering down from the great sun-window which, high overhead in the

slender _sikhara_, looked out eastwards whence at daybreak Laksmi,

surrounded with the golden-haired divas of morning, rises up to meet

Vishnu, who watches for her. It fell softly on the gigantic, monstrous

effigy of Vishnu himself, cross-legged on his altar, in either hand a

writhing serpent, his black eyes fixed in cruel, aloof contemplation on

an existence which knew neither joy nor sorrow, neither humanity nor its

desires and prayers. As in the old days when men and women had passed

worshipping through his temple, so now that the worshippers were still

and the courtyard empty and his altar bare of offerings, he remained

indifferent and omnipotent. Men, generations, and religions pass, the

temple crumbles. But so long as death remains, so long are the gods

immortal. The knowledge of its immortality was graven into the image's

mocking mouth, into the sightless, all-seeing eyes.

Barclay stood with one foot on the altar steps, and stared up into the

frigid face and blew rings of smoke into the wide, cruel nostrils.

There was more than a sightseer's insolent disregard in the action. It

was a sneer and a defiance. He spat on the altar-step. But when a hand

striking invisibly out of the darkness sent him staggering to the wall

he screamed like a child whose nerve has snapped suddenly under a long,

agonizing tension. His mouth was open, changing the character of his

whole face. The cigarette had fallen and lay like a tiny burning eye on

the stone flags. Vahana, the Sadhu, ground his heel upon it. Whether

he had been kneeling in the shadow or whether he had crept after the

interloper could not be told. Gaunt and naked, the bones of his chest

and ribs starting out under the straining flesh, the wild grey hair

tossed back from his face, he sprang up before the idol, protecting it

with outstretched arms whose long, attenuated lines flung the shadow of

a huge cross on the wall beyond.

Neither man spoke. Barclay bent down and picked up his helmet, which

had been knocked off, and, obeying the Fakir's imperative gesture, went

out of the Holy of Holies through the priests' place into the columned,

sun-lit outer court. There he laughed.

"You're a pretty custodian," he said loudly in English. "Enough to

frighten a harmless globe-trotter out of his five senses. What sort of

tip do you expect after that? Or does one pay extra for the thrill?"

There was no answer. Vahana went past him and squatted down in his

accustomed place by the gateway. The fierce outburst was over, and he

seemed to have forgotten Barclay's presence. The latter stood beside

him, propping his shoulders against the lintel, and searched fumblingly

for his cigarette case.

"I suppose it's allowed here, eh? You should put up a notice, 'No

smoking.' Oh, I forgot--a vow of eternal silence is your speciality,

isn't it? You needn't keep it up with me. I shan't tell." He laughed

again. "You old humbug! I _could_ tell a tale if I chose. What about

that evening I caught you sneaking out of Gaya? Been having a

compensating orgy, no doubt."

The Fakir shot a rapid upward glance which Barclay caught with a grunt

of satisfaction.

"Well, you understand English, anyhow, which is a good thing because I

want a word with you."

He lit his cigarette deliberately, and, folding his arms, surveyed the

wide stretch of plain before him. Save for the high grass, it was

barren to the river edge, but beyond that broad, swift-flowing barrier

it became rich with pasture and golden harvest. Barclay's eyes narrowed

at the still ardent sunlight, but beneath the heavy, drooping lids there

was a gleam of some smouldering passion, triumph--resentment.

"Not much of that crop that isn't mine," he said loudly. "They needn't

call me Sahib--not yet--if they don't want to--but I'm lord here, for

all that. I've got the whip hand, and that's what matters."

The Fakir paid no heed to an outburst which was indeed not intended for

him. He bent forward from the hips and whistled softly, on one

monotonous note, the while swaying from left to right with rhythmic

precision. In a minute the tangled growth which, like the first low

waters of an incoming tide, spread out from the jungle and lapped the

temple walls, rustled, parted, and a black glistening body writhed out

into the sunshine. There it paused, listening, its arrow-shaped head

lifted out of the tight coils, and moving to the measure of its

enchanter. Barclay looked down and started and then laughed.

"Practising for the great show, eh? I suppose it'll keep the old story

going--the jungle of serpents. Lord, how you must hate us, with our

education and uplifting of the masses. One of these days I'll clear the

jungle and build a factory, and you can go out of business. That old

trick----!"

Still laughing, he crouched down on his heels and hissed gently, his

black eyes intent on the reptile's poised and swaying body. Vahana

continued to whistle. They had entered into a competition which to

Barclay was a mere jest. But the serpent had grown still, attentive,

its ugly head drawn back in an attitude of cold deliberation. From time

to time its lithe, evilly forked tongue shot out and then an expression

seemed to dawn on the flat face--a kind of satanic pleasure. Then,

suddenly, as though arrived at a decision, it uncoiled and came gliding

towards Barclay. Barclay no longer called to it. His eyes were clouded

and stupid-looking. He glanced up at Vahana and found that he was being

watched. Between the old man and the uncannily moving adder there had

developed an affinity. The Fakir's face seemed to have narrowed and

sharpened. From the wide cheek-bones down to the chin there were two

straight converging lines between which ran the cruel curve of the

mouth. The eyes were hard and dead as a basilisk's. But, like the

reptile's, they expressed something--a sinister amusement, a soulless,

ageless wisdom.

Barclay made a fumbling gesture.

"Look here, I didn't know--call the brute off--I never tried----" He

was stuttering. The defiant arrogance had gone out of him. He had

become curiously afraid. Vahana whistled again, and within a foot of

Barclay the adder recoiled, hissing resentfully, and swung to one side.

Vahana held out his wrist and the sinuous body twisted itself about him

in a monstrous bracelet. Barclay watched, with a sick fascination. His

fear had been neither physical nor passing. In some odd way the

incident had shattered his self-assurance, even his self-control.

"I didn't know----" he began again. "It must just have been chance. I

had never tried----"

His voice failed, and died into a shaken silence. The reptile, lying

with its head on the back of Vahana's fleshless hand, held the Eurasian

in the malevolent circle of its watchfulness. Its beady, unflinching

eyes neither appeared to move nor to be fixed on any definite object,

yet when Barclay shifted his position they did not leave his face. Thus

they remained, staring at each other. Vahana had sunk into an apparent

apathy of meditation. But it was no more than an appearance. Between

the three there was now a living, feverish communication.

Barclay roused himself at last.

"Look here--I didn't come here for this tomfoolery. Look at this. It

was my mother's. Some one--Lalloo the Kara--told me a tale about it.

Said it belonged to--to your wife. I want to know. I want to know who

the devil I am. If it's true then I shall know."

Vahana glanced at the gold circlet held out towards him. The adder

hissed furiously and he whistled it back to its sluggish content. But

he had nodded in assent, Barclay drew his breath between his teeth.

"So that much was true. I've got to think this out. I'm not your son.

I've good English blood in my veins, I've known that since I was a kid.

If it was Tristram, senior----" He stopped. Vahana had lifted his

head, and the change in him struck Barclay silent for a moment. Then,

gathering his determination, he added rapidly, scarcely above a

whisper--"whom you murdered."

But it seemed that the Fakir had not heard, or that if he had heard the

words reached him only as an echo, a shadow of something terrible and

actual. The change in him was indefinable. He had scarcely moved. Yet

Barclay stared at him stupidly, and a moment looked round to follow the

gaze of the fierce expressionless eyes. Then he, too, became silent.

A horseman rode along the river-bank. Evidently he had come some

distance, for the nose of his amazingly lean, steed grazed the ground

and he himself hung in the saddle. As he passed he turned his head

towards the temple, but either the sun, setting with long upward

striking rays behind the hills, blinded him, or the watchers were too

well hidden in the shadow of the gateway. He did not see them, and,

coaxing the dejected quadruped to a canter, disappeared presently in the

direction of Heerut.

"Tristram Sahib by the grace of God!" Barclay muttered. "Tristram

Sahib!" He repeated the name, pressing into it a restrained bitterness

which suddenly burst from him in a wild incoherent deluge.

"Sahib--Sahib! Good God--and what am I--with blood as good as his--his

blood--Meester Barclay, eh?--damn him--damn them all. What right has he

got to treat me like dirt--or any of them? What right? Aren't I one of

them? Have I got to pay for their low, mean sins--their little,

back-door intrigues? I'm English too--it's their law--why don't they

keep to their laws, damn them----"

His voice quivered. He broke down pitiably. It was as though a garment

which he held jealously about him had been torn from him and with it his

manhood, his mincing, insolent, yet timorous pride. As he crouched

there, the tears of mortification and rage on his cheeks he underwent a

mysterious change. The over-perfect English clothes no longer disguised

him. They had become grotesque.

Vahana looked at him, looked long and intently, and then at the bracelet

lying between them. He touched Barclay on the arm, and with his

forefinger began to write in the thick dust.

*CHAPTER XVI*

*A MEREDITH TO THE RESCUE*

In the belt of fertile land about Heerut the work of irrigation for the

_khareef_ had already begun. Half-naked men and women in gay-coloured

_chudders_ laboured in the slanting ruts which stretched down from the

river and criss-crossed over the wide fields in a maze of intricate

cunningly calculated lines. They worked in complete silence, like a

colony of ants, hurrying backwards and forwards, their lean,

fragile-looking bodies bent under crushing burdens of freshly turned

earth, their faces set in patient acceptance. So much depended on the

_khareef_--a meagre sufficiency or a dearth that was always complete--an

avalanche of famine sweeping whole communities from existence. Not that

life or death was of much significance. They fought for life half

instinctively, half because the Sahibs willed it so. It was a hard

business either way, and that much they realized dimly.

Tristram drew rein to watch them. Beyond the river the white ungarnered

corn lay in its silver fields awaiting its long-delayed hour. He

remembered how in the winter months all Heerut had laboured at its

irrigation--even as they laboured now--thinking of the harvest. And now

the harvest was there and had begun to rot. Disease and the dreaded,

docilely accepted quarantine had stayed the hands which should have

gathered it. Now those who survived turned to the more pressing

task--to the crumbling canals which were to bring life to the summer

rice-crop. What was lost was lost. The past was past; but the grim,

forbidding shadow of the future remained always.

Therein lay the tragedy of the unresting, patient figures--the labour

that was so often foredoomed to fruitlessness, the struggle against an

enemy who could never be wholly vanquished, the hope of a victory that

could never be more than a breathing-space, a mere margin of life. But

the greater tragedy was their patience, their passive acceptance of life

as suffering.

It was that tragedy which Tristram saw as he watched them. For him it

blotted out what was lovely and full of promise in the scene--the gay

colours, the rich, deep sunlight on the fruitful fields, the semblance

of prosperity. It made his greeting to those who passed him somewhat

grim and less cheery than was its wont. The men and women nodded to him

and smiled gravely in return. There was no formal, deferential

salutation such as the Burra Sahib would have expected and received. He

was less and greater than any of the Sahibs who ruled their destinies,

and they merely smiled at him. No other man was to them what he had

become. Rough and ready of tongue, imperious sometimes, occasionally

ruthless, he yet was never the representative of a ruling race. Other

Sahibs they feared and worshipped--the great warriors, the myth figures

of the rulers beyond the unknown, but Tristram was the man of their

daily lives, of their great sorrows and little happinesses, the man who

sat under the council-tree at night and listened to the last village

scandal, or to some wonderful tale told by the village story-teller, who

tracked his way down the contaminated stream of their faith to its pure

source and drank with them. And they who had known little of pity and

less of love came through him to a dim, faltering knowledge.

Through the busy stillness there sounded a shrill trumpeting and the

rustle and crack of the high grasses before swift and headlong passage

of an elephant. Tristram drew Arabella to one side. Already in the

distance he had seen the glitter and flash of the Rajah's gaudy howdah,

and was not unprepared for the procession which, now bore down towards

the river. There were five elephants in all, the first showily

caparisoned with a mahout in splendid livery, the others more seriously

equipped for the hunt. Rasaldu and his guest, the new Colonel, whose

face was overshadowed by his helmet, rode in the first, and, seeing

Tristram, nodded with a cheerful condescension and held up two fat

fingers to indicate the success of their expedition. Then the

procession rumbled past like a noisy, gorgeous carnival of life leaving

a cloud of sullen dust and the grey bed-rock of reality.

An old man who had taken refuge under Arabella's lee put up a palsied

hand and pointed in fierce scorn after the disappearing Rajah.

"His father--a cowherd----" he stammered. "His father served mine and

betrayed him to the English."

Tristram nodded.

"And the Rajah who then was?"

"Dead, Sahib."

"He left no heirs?"

The sunken eyes were lifted for a moment.

"Sahib, there are things we do not even whisper among ourselves." Then

his expression changed. It was as though a vizor had dropped over his

shrivelled features. With bowed head he shuffled towards a group of

villagers who had gathered farther off, and Tristram, becoming

uncomfortably aware of a third presence, turned in his saddle. He saw

then that, under cover of the procession's passing, he had been

overtaken by a second horseman whose delicately built Arab showed traces

of hard and recent galloping. The rider lifted his brown hand in formal

salutation.

"I was loafing round the temple when I saw you pass, Major," he said

easily. "It occurred to me that our long-planned interview might take

place now and here. Are you agreeable?"

"If you wish it."

"May I ride with you?"

"Are you going to Heerut?"

Barclay showed his white teeth in a brief smile.

"I hope so."

There was a moment of uncertainty on Tristram's side. He stroked

Arabella's long neck thoughtfully.

"Still, I think we'd better say what we want to say now. Your mare looks

pretty winded--mine's all in. It won't hurt to breathe them both."

"As you like," Barclay answered. His manner was touched with a certain

tremulousness which might have resulted from his rash gallop through the

treacherous grass. But otherwise there was no trace of the man who had

broken down at the temple gateway. "Look here," he began abruptly, "do

you think you're playing the game, Major Tristram? What's your idea?

What have I done to you? We don't need to beat about the bush. I know

quite well whom I'm up against. I tell you straight--I've got a short

way with people who oppose me--I smash them. But I don't smash till

I've tried reason. Why don't you let my affairs alone?"

Tristram stirred impatiently in his saddle.

"I'm not interested in your affairs, Mr. Barclay, except in so far as

they concern my friends."

"Friends!" Barclay laughed out with a forced good-humour. "And what

have I done to your friends, pray? Look around you. Look at these

rotten crops. Well, I've lent good money on these crops--lent it to

your precious proteges. When am I going to see my money back?"

"When you want to," Tristram returned. "Next harvest, or as soon as the

poor devils get a cow they can call their own--and fifty per cent. into

the bargain."

Barclay shrugged his shoulders.

"Fifty per cent. covers the risks--no more."

"Then it's a pity you bother yourself."

"That's your idea of humour, no doubt, Major. But I'm dead serious. I

know what you've done. You've set these people against me. You've used

your influence to prevent my doing business with them. I've no doubt

you used your power to terrify them."

Tristram laughed gaily.

"I did that," he admitted. "I believe they think you're the devil

himself."

"And you think that's fair? What right had you----?"

"I don't care to see people paying fifty per cent. interest."

"Very well. But what's going to happen? You're so damned thoughtful

for your friends--perhaps you'll tell me what's going to happen to them.

Those weavers--at Heerut and Bjura and all round--they're smashed. No

one will touch their stuff for a year at least. Are they going to

starve--or are you going to advance them money out of your screw?"

Tristram looked up, his blue eyes resting calmly and even with a certain

amusement on the other's dark and bitter face.

"In a sort of way--at least I'm getting the Government to take a hand."

"You--you did that?"

"I'm trying to. You're quite right. I've done all I can to keep you

and your agents out. I'm a doctor, and the material conditions of my

people concern me. I've seen some of your business methods, and I think

you're unhealthy, Mr. Barclay."

Barclay contained himself with a desperate effort.

"My word, that may be truer than you think. I'm unhealthy to people who

get in my way. Look here, Major Tristram--I don't want to use the

screw--after all, we're Englishmen in a foreign country, and it's our

infernal duty to hang together--but I won't be kicked out of things like

that. I give you fair warning to leave my preserves alone, and I'll

tell you why. I know things--I know something that would----" He

stopped short. Tristram's eyes were still on his face. They had

neither flickered nor lost their quizzical good-humour.

"Well, what do you know? It's rather funny, but we both seem to have

found out something detrimental about each other. For instance, though

this is only our second meeting, I'm convinced that you're a

thorough-paced blackguard, Mr. Barclay."

"That may be. My father was one."

"I'm sorry."

"You have good reason to be sorry." His lips were quivering. He burst

out ungovernably. "You have your share in him."

"Mr. Barclay----"

"Tristram--that's what my name should be. Your father was mine----"

"Is that your attack, then?"

Barclay put up his hand as though to hide his unsteady mouth.

"No," he said. "It is not. But it is the truth. I can prove it. I

guessed it some time back, but I wasn't certain. Your--our father,

lived in my bungalow. It was there he was murdered--he and my mother by

her husband. How much you know----"

"I didn't know that," Tristram put in quietly. He looked away from

Barclay, and the latter, watching him with a fevered anxiety, saw that

the fine hand lying on Arabella's neck had lost its absolute steadiness.

"You must prove it."

"I can do so."

"If it's true--then I'm sorry--sorry I spoke as I did. You've had the

beastliest luck--I beg your pardon."

He lifted his head again. The white gravity of his face lent the rather

boyish words a sincerity which Barclay recognized with an inward

faltering of his anger. For a vivid instant the two men touched

spiritually, or met on some common ground of emotion--then broke apart.

"I don't want pity," Barclay exclaimed childishly, bitterly.

"I didn't offer you pity. Or if I did--I meant it for us both. It's

not as bad--but I was rather proud of my father. My mother--we'll leave

that out. And, anyhow--I suppose it's a small thing compared to what he

did to you. It was a pitiless thing to do." He hesitated, and then

added, with a shyness which sat quaintly enough on his big manhood: "I

suppose we're brothers, then?"

Barclay drew back from the outstretched hand. A mad impulse had almost

driven him to grasp it and kiss it, but he crushed it under, shivering

from head to foot in the violence of the revulsion.

"So you acknowledge the relationship?"

"Why shouldn't I?"

"We'd better look the thing in the face. I'm an Eurasian, and

illegitimate at that. Are you going to own me before your friends?"

"Yes. I don't care what you are by circumstance. Illegitimacy and race

are nothing to me. A man's a man."

"That's not the law," Barclay returned sneeringly.

"And I don't care a fig for the law either," Tristram said with a faint

smile.

Barclay was silent. A dull anger was kindling in him. It was a deeper,

more dangerous passion than that which had driven him to strike before

he had intended. It had its roots in their fundamental antagonism of

character as it revealed itself now, in Barclay's failure to strike

hatred out of a man he hated. For a moment whatever was fine in him had

flashed up in response to Tristram's simple humanity, but that was gone,

and there remained nothing but the galling recognition of an inferiority

which was not that of race or circumstance. And with that recognition

the little light he had within him went out.

"That's all very well," he said at last, "but it's just talk. It won't

help me. If you did recognize me, neither of us would get anything out

of it. I should have to leave Gaya, and you'd get into trouble. That's

not my game. The only brotherly act I ask of you is to leave me alone."

"I have told you already I don't want to interfere. I've got to."

Barclay gnawed at his thick under-lip, holding himself in, calculating.

"Look here," he began again, "I guess I've inherited something from my

mother besides my infernal colour--a sort of instinct--a knowledge of

people. That night I met you at Sigrid Fersen's I found out something

about you. I knew what was going on in you though you didn't know it

yourself. I know what's wrong with you now. Well, I'll do the

brotherly first. If you treat me fairly, you'll have nothing to fear

from me--and besides that, I'll give you the straight tip--I know

something of Sigrid Fersen. She wants the cream of life--it's a sort of

religion with her. In London there wasn't a man or woman who could stand

up to her in magnificence. There were the wildest stories told about

her, and they were truer than most stories. She wouldn't stand this

sort of thing--not if she were dying of love for you. Take my word for

it--you'll want money--any amount of it--then you'll stand a chance with

her----"

Tristram, urged by a sudden disgust, and an intolerable unrest, turned

Arabella's head and touched her to a walk. But Barclay was beside him,

leaning towards him, talking rapidly.

"Well, you can have money, Tristram"--and now he was using the Christian

name with a deliberate purpose--"you can have as much as you need. I

tell you this country is like an unworked mine. I'm going to work it.

I'm going to be as rich and powerful as the pioneers in South Africa.

These Anglo-Indian officials treat India as though it was a sort of

toy--a kind of game against heavy odds. There isn't a business man

among them. I'm a business man. And I'll take you into partnership--a

sleeping partner with a quarter share and nothing to do but to sleep

hard. I swear to you that in a year or two you can marry any one you

please--I tell you she's hard up----"

Tristram pulled Arabella to a standstill.

"Don't talk like that," he blazed out. "I don't want to think you a

scoundrel. If there is any blood common to us both I don't want to

loathe it. You've had rough luck--it doesn't need to make you a cad."

"Doesn't it? I'm not so sure. What do you expect me to do?"

"Throw up this slave-driving business. I'll stand by you. I'll see you

through, Barclay--whatever one man can do for another I will do----"

"Will you? Will you come and live with me in Calcutta--with my

people--the only people who won't treat me as though I were a nasty

cross between a human being and an animal--blowsy, feckless, shiftless

outcasts--will you? Well, you might--you're credited with queer things

of that sort, but it would do for you. Your white blood wouldn't stand

it. Nor will mine. I've got to get away from them. It's our father in

me. But there's nowhere for me to go. I've got to make my world--make

it in blood and sweat if needs must. When I've money enough to buy up

Gaya, Gaya will accept me fast enough."

Tristram shook his head.

"You said just now that we behaved as though we were playing a big

game," he said. "You may be right. And good sportsmen can't be

bought."

"Can't they? Well, we'll see. Meantime, if there's a word of sincerity

in all you've said, either come in with me or keep out of my way. I can

make you a rich man, Tristram; don't forget that."

"You're asking me to visit the sins of your father and mine on to

thousands of these luckless people."

"Put it that way if you like. I'm going forward, whatever you do."

"Then I shall fight you with every atom of influence and power I have."

Barclay tore at his horse's mouth, dragging the animal round on its

haunches so that he faced Tristram. Both men were breathing heavily as

though the struggle between them had become a physical one. Barclay

thrilled with a savage satisfaction as he saw that the man before him

was as shaken as himself, black-browed, hot-eyed, with a mouth set like

a vice behind the short beard.

"Then I'll smash you, Tristram--I've got reason enough to hate you

without that--you've got everything--now I'll smash you--I can and I

will----"

Suddenly Tristram's face relaxed. He broke into a big unaffected laugh.

"We're like two villains out of old Adelphi melodrama," he said. "We've

made each other unacceptable offers and threatened each other, and now I

suppose it's to be a fight to the finish."

Barclay nodded. The laugh had been more bitter than a blow. He turned

his head away so that Tristram should not see the treacherous weakness

of his mouth. Then with a muttered exclamation that was half a curse,

half a sob of ungovernable passion, he gave his trembling mare her head

and galloped recklessly back the way he had come.

Tristram looked after him until Arabella, of her own accord, resumed her

patient amble towards Heerut. The darkness began its race over the

plain and swept up the little shadows of the field workers as a wave

sweeps up driftwood. They came together silently; in a weary, dejected

stream resumed their trudge along the rough tracts, bearing Tristram on

his gaunt steed in their midst like the high effigy of a god. Thus they

brought him to the doors of his hut and there left him, each man

creeping in the same ghostly silence to his own hovel.

Owen Meredith was seated at Tristram's carved table, reading by the

light of an oil-lamp. Tristram had seen the reflection beneath the

ill-fitting doorway, but first had settled Arabella for the night,

talking cheerily to her and lingering over his task as though

deliberately avoiding the moment when he should meet his unknown

visitor. Now seeing Meredith, his face expressed something akin to

relief. The two men greeted each other quietly, sincerely, but without

effusion. They were men of equal moral rank but of a different

spiritual race. They respected each other, but real intimacy was not

possible between them.

"I thought you wouldn't mind my dropping in on you like this," Meredith

said. "I've been doing a round of the villages, and it was too late to

go on. Besides, I was dog-tired. I daresay that's my real reason." He

closed his pocket Bible as he spoke and laid his hand on it. He had not

spoken the whole truth, but of that fact he was not even dimly

conscious. He told himself that it was only right to look in on this

lonely man. Tristram nodded absently.

"I'm jolly glad to see you. I've got a shakedown for visitors. You

won't mind eating off one plate, will you?"

"Thankful to eat anything."

"That's good." He began to rummage in his little kitchen at the back of

the hut and returned presently with the plate and some preserves. "It's

not much," he apologized ruefully. "I always forget about food until

I'm hungry. And then I want to kick myself."

"I expect we'll manage. You're all alone now."

"Yes. No indoor patients. It's quite queer not having a paw or a wing

to bandage up."

"You've never found poor Wickie."

The man seemed to shrink a little.

"No. I guess if the next life allows it, he's not far off, poor old

chap. He wouldn't be happy in Paradise without me."

Meredith winced. It was the more painful to him because Tristram was

obviously quite serious. To Meredith he seemed like a big,

unconsciously blasphemous child.

"And Ayeshi--you must miss him, too."

"Yes." The answer sounded curt, but Meredith persisted. He had the

feeling that, though Gaya's suspicions had been kept quiet for

Tristram's sake, the latter knew more than he betrayed.

"It was rather queer of him, the way he went off in the middle of your

illness. You thought he was so devoted."

"He was." Tristram spread out an old newspaper over the table. "You

got the Rajah to subscribe for his education. Well, I suppose he's gone

to be educated. It's what you wanted."

"I didn't expect him to go when he did."

"He had good reason. I trust Ayeshi. But what your education will make

of him Heaven knows. A rotten, dissatisfied little clerk in a

Government office, I suppose. A hundred years ago he would have been a

king."

Meredith sighed wearily.

"I know you resented my interference. I've got to do what I can in my

own way, Tristram."

"I know. But I wish you'd make Christians of our own people first. If

you did that thoroughly, you'd find my villagers would come of

themselves. They hear a lot about Christianity. They don't see much of

it."

Meredith's eyes flashed in answer. He leant forward across the table

with his hand clenched on the black-bound Bible.

"You are quite right, Tristram," he said, with restrained passion. "We

have failed badly hitherto. We have acted like cowards, whispering and

murmuring of our religion as though we were half-ashamed of it. Who can

believe in cowards? This people has got to see Christianity as the

Romans saw it, apparent weakness pitted against the majority and

triumphant. They have got to see what our faith means to us. Out here

we are the early Christians. We must pass through the same ordeals, we

must pay the same price. Therein lies our only hope of salvation, for

ourselves, for these, our brethren for whose souls we are responsible to

God."

"I don't know much about their souls," Tristram returned quietly. "I'm

responsible for their bodies. It's quite enough. What do you mean to

do?"

Meredith threw back his square head. There was something vivid and

dominating about his personality at that moment which lifted mere

fanatical rhetoric to real grandeur. In some such spirit Luther might

have flung down his immortal challenge.

"Testify to my faith before Caesar, Tristram."

"And who is Caesar?"

"The people. When they go down to the river to worship their gods--at

the Feast of Siva----"

Tristram got up, pushing his food from him.

"You must be mad," he said hotly. "What should we do, civilized though

we are, if at Easter some Brahmin insulted Christ from our altar?"

Meredith met him without flinching.

"Yours is the wretched toleration of our age," he said. "There can be no

righteous toleration of lies and wickedness."

"You know what will happen? There'll be rioting--bloodshed----"

"Possibly. I believe it to be necessary. I don't shrink from it."

"That's good of you." Tristram ruffled his shock of reddish hair in a

fit of angry humour. "What the rest of your victims feel about it

doesn't matter, of course. Martyrs you'd call them. They wouldn't be

martyrs. If a horde of infuriated fanatics descend on Gaya, it will be a

slaughter stage-managed and engineered by yourself. You and your like

would be chucked out of India, and serve you right. Gaya doesn't want

to testify to its faith. I doubt if it knows what its faith is." He

stalked over to the open door with his back to Meredith. "Well, I shall

warn the authorities," he finished.

There was a silence. Meredith considered his companion with a gradual

relaxation of his intensity. He got up at last and laid his hand on

Tristram's broad shoulder. There was something shy and uncertain in his

manner, like a school-boy who has been caught in heroics.

"You won't need to inform the authorities," he said. "I dare say I'm a

pompous idiot. There won't be any slaughter. We're miles from Gaya.

Their enthusiasm won't carry them that far. They'll duck me, and

that'll be about the extent of it."

Tristram looked down at the dark eager face, and, catching the lurking

humour in Meredith's eyes, laughed.

"Oh, well, if only you and I are going to be massacred, it's of no

consequence whatever," he said. "There, man, finish your supper!"

But he himself left his food untouched. He went over to a little

roughly carved cabinet and produced a tobacco jar and an old

disreputable pipe. Meredith looked away from him, playing

absent-mindedly with the knife which formed Tristram's dinner-service.

His pulses had begun to beat faster. He was dimly aware now that he had

come to Heerut with a purpose that he had cherished secretly and

painfully for many months past.

"I suppose you've not seen Boucicault lately?" he asked suddenly.

Tristram did not answer at once. He seemed absorbed in the accurate

filling of his pipe-bowl.

"Yes," he said, at last. "I saw him today."

"Any change?"

"None. I'm beginning to be afraid there never will be."

"Poor Anne!" Meredith said, scarcely above a breath.

Tristram came over to the table and sat down on the edge. He lit his

pipe, and Meredith, alert now for every guiding sign, saw that the hand

with the match shook.

"Why 'poor Anne'? It's been ghastly, of course--but then, what was her

life like before? At least, there's no one to cow the spirit out of

her. She's free."

"You don't understand Anne. I've known her so long. Perhaps, as a

clergyman, I had a deeper insight into her mind. Boucicault terrified

her, but she loved him. It seems odd, doesn't it, but at the bottom he

was a kind of hero to her. She thought of him as he once was--Tiger

Sahib--a daring, handsome leader of men. That's what's uppermost in her

now. Everything else is forgotten and forgiven. So you can see for

yourself what she is suffering. It's the pitiableness of the man's utter

helplessness in the face of her mother's amazing attitude----"

Tristram swung himself off the table and began to pace the room with

long, impatient strides. Meredith watched him unceasingly.

"I approve of Mrs. Boucicault's attitude," Tristram said, in angry

challenge.

"A great many people do. They think she's well rid of a ruffian. But,

as I've told you, Anne loved him. She has a rare and wonderful spirit,

Tristram, and she has forgiven. Her mother's flaunted happiness and

frivolity were unbearable. She fled from it, and now she's longing for

her father. She hasn't a penny of her own. It's a ghastly situation.

The devil who did for Boucicault did for Anne."

Tristram stopped short. He was staring down at his pipe, which had gone

out.

"You're confoundedly sure of things," he said brutally. "You know her so

well. Why don't you marry her?"

"I asked her to marry me two months ago," was the answer. Meredith's

hands were clasped on the table in an attitude which, but for his level

voice and composed features, would have suggested an almost intolerable

suffering. "She wouldn't have me, Tristram."

"I don't wonder," with a rough laugh. "What woman would care to share

your life or mine?"

"You don't understand--it wasn't that. She'd be glad and proud to go

into the desert with the man she loved. I wasn't the man. That's all."

He was breathing thickly, and suddenly he got up with a gesture that

even then Tristram recognized as poignant. "My God, man, why don't you

go in and win?" he burst out.

They stared at each other through a long minute of silence. The pipe

slipped from Tristram's hand and fell with a crack on the hard floor.

He bent down and picked it up. The stem was broken. He tried to piece

it together with a sightless persistency.

"Are you--you trying to be damned funny?" he stammered.

"Do you think I should make a jest of a thing like that?" was the fierce

retort. "What I've done would be the action of a cad if you weren't the

man I know you to be. It hasn't been easy--you can guess that. But I

wasn't going to see Anne's happiness break up or want of a little

sincerity. I believed you cared. I've been watching you. I was almost

certain tonight. I understood your principles--you wouldn't ask a woman

to share your life--but I know what Anne feels--she'd stick by you,

Tristram----" He faltered, the thread of his argument lost in a sudden

ugly sense of uncertainty. He saw Tristram's face in the shadow, and

its sheer expressionlessness frightened him. "I suppose I've behaved

like a fool," he said. "A man who cares as I do is liable to become

obsessed with an idea. Forget it----"

Tristram started a little, as though awakening from a deep mental

abstraction. He came and stood at Meredith's side, laying the fragments

of the old pipe on the table with a mechanical care.

"That's the only foolish thing you've said," he remarked, gently. "I

don't believe any one ever forgets anything. It's just a sort of

comfortable phrase-- You did quite right--you clergymen have a kind of

insight into things--you--you see where the shoe pinches--don't

worry--I'm awfully grateful. Even now, I see what a fine thing you've

done--I shall realize it much better later on. You've lived up to your

faith--you've made me respect it. It's a case of the old Pagan and the

early Christian. No, I'm not jeering. I'm in deadly earnest. There,

turn in and go to sleep. I shan't want my bunk tonight. I've got to

think things out--get clear with myself. So many things have been

sprung on me--I've got to be alone. But don't worry. You've done the

right thing. Good night."

He held out his hand, and now it was quite steady. Meredith took it and

wondered at the strength of it. In the dull, bitter reaction from

sacrifice, he visualized the fervour of Tristram's happiness.

"Good night. Don't let Anne guess----"

"Never--on my word."

He went out. The night was dark and oppressive. A hush of exhaustion

hung over the village. Afar off a jackal howled dismally, and was

answered nearer by a prowling pariah dog. Tristram crossed the deep

gutter which lined the uneven roadway. Though he could see nothing, he

knew every stone, every turn; he could have named the invisible huts and

their owners as he passed them. The pariah dog came snuffing round his

heels, and he threw it a crust which it was his habit to carry in his

pocket for the starving strays of the village. He heard the snap of its

famished teeth, and a hurried scamper through the darkness.

At the cross-roads a breeze came down from the west. It rustled through

the mysterious, never-silent leaves of the council-tree. It seemed to

him that their whisperings were the ghosts of familiar voices now still.

He stopped to listen. He could hear Ayeshi's voice, low-pitched and

meditative, the harsher notes of the headman:

"Ah, those were the great days--the great days----"

The headman had been swept away in the last epidemic. Ayeshi was gone.

He would never sit again by the red firelight and listen to the story of

the Rani Kurnavati. He would never lie and stare up through the

fret-work of peepul leaves and dream his boyish dreams of her. Gone--all

gone.

He walked on rapidly. He had no consciousness of distance or any

purpose--only a desire to be always moving. But at last a sound broke

through to him--the dull, menacing roar of unseen water sliding past him

into the darkness. He knew then that he had reached the limit of his

respite. The menace was for him. This was the end of drifting--of all

dreams. Here was the reality--the whole future to be faced.

He stood there listening--bracing himself....

It was close on daybreak when he returned. The lamp still burned dimly.

Meredith lay on the camp-bed, fully dressed, apparently asleep.

Tristram glanced at the composed face and then stumbled over to the

table against the wall and sat down. The struggle was over, but it had

left him exhausted, broken, his mind blank save for odd distortions of

memory. He thought he heard Wickie patter over the floor to meet

him--Ayeshi's soft and friendly foot-fall--a voice in his ear---"I could

make you a rich man--you could marry whom you pleased----" He heard a

woman speaking gently with a subdued triumph--"Is this your confession,

Major Tristram?"

But Meredith was not asleep. He had spent the night in a bitter

conflict of uncertainties, in prayer, in alternating thankfulness and

dread. Up to now, his growing purpose had been a light in his path,

brightening as his eyes strengthened to the prospect it revealed. He

had hugged sacrifice to himself and grown peaceful in his surrender.

Now that his sacrifice and surrender had been made full and complete, he

had lost his vision.

On Tristram's return, he had feigned sleep instinctively. Now the big,

powerful figure huddled by the table fascinated him. He watched through

half-opened eyes, painfully aware that he was eavesdropping, spying, but

unable to turn away. Something was to be shown, made clear to him. He

saw Tristram pick up a photograph which had stood hidden in the shadow

and hold it before him. He remained thus motionless for many minutes.

Meredith tried to speak to him, to hinder at all costs the self-betrayal

which was to come. But it was too late. Without a sound, Tristram had

dropped forward, hiding the portrait with his body, his face in his

arms.

Thereafter Meredith lay still, with closed eyes, sick with an unformed

sense of disaster.

By daybreak Tristram had disappeared. He left a brief note. He had

been called to the next village--a case of fever. He hoped that the

eggs would be all right for Meredith's breakfast. All very

matter-of-fact and natural.

But the portrait on the table had vanished with him.

*CHAPTER XVII*

*MRS. SMITHERS DOES ACCOUNTS*

As she would have been the first to admit, arithmetic was not one of

Mrs. Smithers's intellectual strongholds. Figures baulked her. They

were an inexhaustible enemy which, when aroused, flung themselves upon

her in serried legions and battalions, eluded pursuit, barricaded

themselves behind mysterious lines, multiplied themselves into

preposterous quantities, and utterly refused to "come out" and surrender

to Mrs. Smithers's somewhat individual laws of subtraction and addition.

On this particular afternoon, she had determined on a grand assault, and

had armed herself with a large sheet of paper, a pencil sharpened to a

nicety, removed her mittens, straightened her wig, and figuratively

rolled up her sleeves. Having made these preparations, which were

probably intended more as a demonstration of impending "frightfulness"

than as an actual assistance in her task, she took up her position in

the dak-bungalow dining-room and opened fire.

She had fought unflinchingly for an hour, when the curtains at the far

end of the room were pushed aside with an impatience which Mrs. Smithers

seemed to recognize. Before she even looked up, she turned the sheet of

paper, with its pattern of astonishing hieroglyphics on its face, and

set her mittens upon it with an air of fixing a tombstone over the body

of her enemy.

"Why, lawks a-mercy, Sigrid, I thought you were sleeping!" she

exclaimed.

"The punkah-coolie had a nap instead. It was so hot--oh, Smithy, what

an annoying person you can be! I've been hunting for you for the last

hour."

"In which case," Mrs. Smithers commented, with a judicial flavour of

speech culled from the law reports, "you must have looked under all the

chairs and tables. I can't see how anybody could hunt for anything in

this nasty barn of a place without running into them in ten minutes.

Not a decent door, not a corner where you can get a moment to

yourself--let alone escape from those crawling black things----"

Sigrid Fersen sighed. She had been standing in the doorway, one slender

arm, from which the sleeve of her pale green tea-gown had dropped back,

raised to hold aside the curtain. Now she came forward, moving

restlessly and noiselessly about the room, picking up one ornament after

another and putting it down without apparently having looked at it.

"You never will let me wipe my boots on you, Smithy," she complained.

"I've trained you to be a doormat ever since I was an infant in arms,

and you still show not the slightest aptitude. One of these days, I

shall lose patience and send you flying." She caught the line of

contempt at the corner of Mrs. Smithers's prim mouth and came over and

pinched her ear with real severity. "I saw that sneer, you horrid,

disreputable old tyrant! You think I can't get on without you. I wish

I could, just to spite you----"

She stopped short, as though losing interest in her train of thought,

and stood at Mrs. Smithers's side stroking the latter's withered cheek

with a light, absent-minded hand. Mrs. Smithers accepted the attention

much as a cat would have done, without gush or undignified gratitude,

but with sedate I-fully-deserve-it satisfaction. "Smithy, do you

realize that we shall have to pack up soon?"

"And a very good thing, too. A nice sight you're getting to look in

this oven of a place."

"Am I? I thought so myself this afternoon. It quite frightened me.

Smithy, make an effort and tell the truth. Am I showing signs of--of

wear and tear?"

Mrs. Smithers unbent. She took the hand on her shoulder and kissed it

abruptly and shamefacedly.

"Steel doesn't rust, Sigrid."

"Doesn't it? That shows what you know about steel. Also it proves

you've been reading penny novelettes again. Still, there is such a thing

as poetic licence, and as a compliment it will pass. No, I shan't rust,

Smithy--I'd rather snap like the good blade of your metaphor----" She

drifted along the currents of her thoughts for a moment, and then added

abruptly, "So it's hey for England and the end of things."

"The beginning, my dear."

"I don't know. We're almost at the end of our tether."

"Well, you knew that would happen."

"Yes--I suppose I did. I remember making admirable, lucid plans to meet

the event. Nothing particular has happened to upset them."

"Nothing at all, my dear."

"By the way, the Rajah has asked me to marry him."

Mrs. Smithers laughed. Her amusement was usually of a more restrained

kind, and the laugh had a rusty, disused sound.

"That's a good joke."

"Isn't it? I don't think he would have offered me anything so

respectable if he had had more pluck. He's terrified of me and of Gaya.

He imagines Gaya would make him impossible if he insulted me. I've

outgrown his original intentions altogether."

"What did you say?"

"I told him he wasn't rich enough. It was horribly vulgar, but it's the

sort of thing he understands. I've never seen a man more humiliated.

If I had told him he was a blackguard, he wouldn't have minded. It's

wonderful how he has assimilated our Western ideals."

"Sigrid----"

"Yes, I know--I'm in a detestable mood. I'm upset, Smithy. I've always

controlled my life, moulded it into the shape I wanted. I was so sure

that I could never be beaten by it. I thought there was only one real

catastrophe we human beings were afflicted with--ill-health--and that I

was prepared to master in my own way. But now----"

Mrs. Smithers picked up her pencil and tapped the table with a judicial

air of summing up.

"You're out of sorts, Sigrid. Look at things straight. Two years ago we

started off on a wild-goose chase. I knew it was a wild-goose chase,

but you had to be humoured and so I just let you run. Besides, you had

a grain of horse-sense in you. If you couldn't find what you wanted in

those two years, you'd take the next best thing. Well, you haven't

found it----"

"How do you know? What about the Rajah?"

"Sigrid--your mind wants a good spring-cleaning. It's full of cobwebs

and horrors----"

"Or Major Tristram?"

Mrs. Smithers seized upon her mittens and folded them up into a tight

ball and smacked them viciously down on the table.

"Of course, you're in love with him, the poor benighted, footling ninny.

That's the whole trouble."

"And you're dying for me to marry him. That's why you're always

insulting him."

She moved away from Mrs. Smithers's side and stood at the open window

looking out on to the garden, her hand to her cheek in her favourite

attitude of meditation. "Yes, I am in love with him in a superficial

sort of way. It's his absurdity, his unreality, his utterly impossible

conception of life. And his love of me. Just as absurd as the rest of

him. A fantasia. Two years' worship of a woman he saw dancing for ten

minutes before a vulgar, gaping, unseeing mob! Think of it. It's sheer

worship, Smithy. He sees something miraculous--divine in me. That's the

wonderful part of him. He's right. He's gone right through me to what

is divine--my art. He saw me dance--he was just a country-bumpkin who

didn't know Beethoven from Bizet--and he didn't worry about my beauty or

the shape of my limbs, or wonder whether my pearls were real or who gave

them to me. He saw God in me. I knew that when I found my photograph

on his table. In a kind of flash. It wasn't a silly, stage-door

infatuation. It was real--a perfect understanding." She threw out her

arms with a gesture of freedom, of spiritual expansion. "Oh, it tasted

good, that understanding. I couldn't have done less than love him." She

seemed to sink into a deep, brooding contentment, and Mrs. Smithers did

not move or speak. "But I shan't marry him. I am not young any longer.

I have built my house and have lived in it too long. I need space and

splendour, magnificence. I should stifle in his hovel. I am no

sensualist. I belong to the best of the old Greeks. No vulgar display

of wealth, no ugliness of poverty--but absolute Beauty--that's my

religion--the most austere religion of the world. He understands, but

he cannot follow. He doesn't know it, but he has chosen the road of the

Galilean--not the Galilean of the Cross, but the simple man who loved

the sparrows and the lilies--and I follow Diana and Apollo----" She

broke off with a sigh and turned away. "So that's the end of that. We

shall pack our trunks, and one day it will be just an episode. But

today--don't let any one worry me today, Smithy. There's some one coming

up the drive now. Tell them I'm ill--anything--only don't let them

worry me----"

She touched the old cheek with her lips, and then soundlessly, like a

flash of pale light, had vanished.

Mrs. Smithers unfolded her mittens and put them on. Apparently unmoved,

she was about to resume her offensive against her enemy, when Mary

Compton made her appearance on the balcony. Whereupon Mrs. Smithers

postponed her attack in order to settle first with the intruder. Her

manner, however, was almost gracious. She liked Mrs. Compton. She

liked her especially this afternoon because she was wearing one of

Sigrid's frocks--by no means an old one--which Mrs. Smithers had altered

with her own hands. This detail formed an unbreakable link of affection

and fraternity.

Mrs. Compton did not wait for an invitation. She dropped into the

nearest chair, discarded her garden hat, and flung her parasol on the

floor, proceeding thereafter to ruffle her grey-threaded curly hair with

an exasperated hand.

"Oh, the heat! Smithy, for pity's sake, don't tell me I've faced it for

nothing. Sigrid's in?"

"She's in, Mrs. Compton, but she's not at home."

"Not even for me?"

"Not for a living soul."

"She's--she's not ill?"

"Not that I know of." She shot a glance at Mrs. Compton's crestfallen

countenance, and relaxed her official attitude. "You can have a cup of

tea if you like."

Mrs. Compton laughed.

"Well, it's a poor substitute, but I'll take it. I should expire on

your doorstep if you didn't give me something to revive me. I met that

brute of a Barclay on the road and he offered me a lift. The mere

thought of it will keep me on the frazzle for days. I only hope he

isn't coming here."

"He'd better not," Mrs. Smithers observed, with grim significance.

There was a moment's silence, and then she jerked her head in the

direction of the curtained doorway. "It's the heat," she explained.

"It's just wearing her to ribbons. The Lord be praised, we shall be

going back to civilization soon."

Mrs. Compton sat bolt upright, red with consternation.

"She's not going back to England?"

"I hope so, I'm sure."

"It's--it's an engagement, I suppose?"

"H'm, a sort of one."

"Smithy--and it's just as though she only arrived yesterday. What shall

I do? Everything will be nothing without her. What did she come for?

Just to make us all hate each other, just to show us what a silly,

colourless world we live in? Smithy, this means a divorce for me. I

shall desert Archie. I shall live at stage-doors and spend my fortune

on front seats in the pit. I shall see her dance at last----"

The very poignant feeling which underlay her desperate humour touched

Mrs. Smithers to the quick. At all times she was inclined to treat

facetiousness seriously, most of life's jokes having been made at her

expense, and she saw more of Mary Compton's grief than the latter knew.

"My dear, don't you do nothing silly. You wouldn't see her dance."

"In London."

"No."

"In Paris, then----"

"Not in Paris--nowhere."

"But, Smithy----"

"If she did, she'd----" Mrs. Smithers took her tongue between her

teeth. She leant across the table, her stiff old body quivering with

menace. "Don't you breathe a word--don't you let on--if you do,

I'll--I'll----"

What Mrs. Smithers would or would not have done Mrs. Compton never knew.

In a state of uncomprehending consternation, she almost welcomed the

diversion created by the entry of a frightened-looking servant.

"Mem-Sahib--if you please, Mem-Sahib----"

His announcement was also lost. He was pushed roughly aside and James

Barclay entered. At sight of his tall, perfectly clad figure Mrs.

Smithers was on her feet, and for a moment Mrs. Compton believed she

intended a personal assault--a belief which Barclay himself appeared to

share, for his attitude became more deferential though not less

resolute. He bowed gravely to his opponent, including Mrs. Compton in

the greeting. Mrs. Compton ignored him.

"I am sorry to be forced to intrude in this way," he began with a

certain dignity. "It seems to be fated that I should have to burgle my

entry. But I was practically certain that an ordinary appeal for

admission would be ignored. So I just followed on your butler's heels.

May I speak to Miss Fersen?"

Mrs. Smithers drew a deep breath of indignation.

"No, you may not. She's not seeing any one--much less you--you

blackguard----"

Mrs. Compton jumped at the sheer vigour and audacity of the attack, and

then, as she saw Barclay's face, was conscious of a pang of the

half-angry pity which he had caused her once before. A peculiar pallor

showed under his olive skin. He was no longer smiling, and his eyes had

a sick, stricken look like that of an animal badly hurt. The next minute

he was himself again, cool, resolute, without that insolence which

stamped most of his actions as weak and fundamentally diffident.

"I am sorry you think of me like that, Mrs. Smithers, but I won't argue

about it. I must see Miss Fersen----"

"Do you want me to throw you out with my own hands?"

"No, I don't," he returned, with perfect gravity. "All I ask of you is

to give Miss Fersen this letter. It was written in case she refused to

see me. It is a business matter."

Mrs. Smithers wavered, obviously nonplussed by the man's quiet

resolution. In despair, she appealed to Mrs. Compton.

"What shall I do with him?"

Mrs. Compton stared out into the garden.

"You'd better take the letter, hadn't you? It gives Sigrid a chance to

decide for herself."

"Oh, very well." She snatched the letter from Barclay's hands and made

her exit with what sounded like the challenging snort of an old

war-horse. Barclay maintained his position quietly. He made no effort

to speak to Mrs. Compton, who continued to ignore him. But, without

knowing it, his restraint began to trouble her, and she resorted to the

mannerism of stage heroes when confronted by the villain and a painful

situation. She opened a silver case on the table beside her, selected a

cigarette, and began to smoke with an insulting satisfaction. Had

Barclay offered her the lighter which she was certain he possessed, she

felt that she would have infallibly struck him; but he stood stroking

his moustache, and apparently as unconscious of her as she pretended to

be of him. The silence became intolerable. Furiously conscious that he

had beaten her on her own ground, she got up and went out on to the

balcony, only to realize with increased annoyance that she had been

beaten by a second. Mrs. Smithers had returned. She did not look at

Barclay, and addressed her message to the opposite wall.

"You can go in," she said.

He bowed, showing no sign of elation or surprise, and the door closed

behind him. Mary Compton returned, and the two women busied themselves

with the tea-things which had been brought in, paying the function more

intent interest than was usual. They were both nervous. For all Mrs.

Smithers's excessive clatter, they could hear voices, muffled and

continuous, and something in the sound paralysed their initiative.

Neither wished to listen, but they found nothing with which to cover

their compulsory attention. When Mrs. Smithers spoke at last it was

with a breathless tremulousness.

"I don't know what Sigrid did it for," she said. "She didn't want to

see any one, and now this creature comes along. Just because he met her

once at some reception he'd managed to wriggle himself into--she can be

so idiotically good-natured--it was a begging letter, I'm sure: the

nasty, cadging blackamoor."

Mrs. Compton did not respond directly. She had what, for all men say,

is a quality equally rare in both sexes, a profound reverence for the

reticences and secrets of her friends, and she wished to avoid the

confidences which might be hovering on Mrs. Smithers's unsteady lips.

"I hate meeting that man," she said, by way of an answer. "He frightens

me. I always think of him as an English sin come home to roost--a bird

of ill-omen, not necessarily bad, just foredoomed to evil. I wish he

hadn't come to Gaya."

"I wish he'd leave Sigrid alone," Mrs. Smithers muttered.

Mary Compton knew now that Barclay had been at the dak-bungalow before,

and wished she did not know. The knowledge troubled her, increasing an

inexplicable uneasiness. Something was going on in that next room.

Though she could not and would not have heard the words, the voices

persisted in attaining her consciousness. Their tone was neither angry

nor excited, but intensely earnest. Business? What business could James

Barclay have with a woman he scarcely knew? She could not avoid the

question. Then came a silence infinitely worse than the voices--it was

so sudden and prolonged.

Mary Compton became almost panic-stricken in her effort to escape from

the fascination of that silence. She turned her attention to Mrs.

Smithers, who had deserted her tea and gone back to her figures.

"Are you drawing patterns?" she asked hurriedly. Mrs. Smithers shook her

head.

"Sums," she explained. "Never could do them even in me board-school

days, and that's some time ago. Are you any good?"

"I wrestle with accounts once a week--not successfully. But that's not

the fault of my arithmetic. It's Archie's pay. Can I help?"

Mrs. Smithers sat back and folded her hands.

"What I'm trying to find out," she began, "is, what income would one

have if one had two thousand pounds?"

"It depends on the rate of interest."

"What rate of interest can one have?"

"Well, three-and-a-half per cent. if you're rich, and five per cent. if

you're poor. If one hasn't much, it's a case of sink or swim."

"Let's split the difference--say, four per cent. Here--you can have the

pencil----"

Mrs. Compton laughed.

"I can manage that in my head. Eighty pounds would be about your

income."

"Lawks a-mercy!" said Mrs. Smithers under her breath. She brooded over

this information for a minute, in which her companion became aware that

Sigrid was speaking again--very quietly. If she had spoken angrily Mary

Compton would not have felt her heart beating against her ribs in an

absurd, horrible excitement. "It's amazing what a little a lot of money

is," Mrs. Smithers philosophized gloomily. "I've done a powerful lot of

saving, and two thousand pounds seems a powerful lot to have saved, but

what's eighty pounds a year? A mere drop in an ocean. One couldn't keep

oneself in boots and shoes with it."

Mrs. Compton stared. Mrs. Smithers's elastic-sided foot-gear did not

suggest eighty pounds' expenditure, or anything like it.

"No--I suppose not," she ventured.

"And two thousand pounds, for that matter," Mrs. Smithers continued,

with increased contempt. "What's the good of that? One couldn't live

decently for six months on it."

"I could," Mrs. Compton assured her with a smouldering twinkle in her

bright eyes; "but, of course, I'm different. I say, Smithy, are you

going on the bust--painting Gaya red and that sort of thing? Do include

me in the invitation if you are. I'd just love to do something

outrageous." But Mrs. Smithers remained coldly unresponsive, and she

got up with a sigh of discomfort. "Well, I'm off. I can't stand that

man's voice, and I don't want to see him again. Tell Sigrid I've been,

and implore her to come round to dinner. Archie and I are bored stiff

with each other." She paused on the edge of the verandah, driving the

point of her parasol in between the flags and becoming violently slangy.

"I say, Smithy dear, you know I look upon you as a sort of guardian

angel to Sigrid. I just wanted to say--if there's anything wrong--any

one who's in need of a kicking or--or anything of that kind--or, in

fact, if Sigrid wants a body-guard physically or otherwise--just drop us

the wink. Archie and I are on."

She was blushing hotly. Mrs. Smithers cleared her throat.

"I shall certainly drop you the wink," she said, in her best manner.

Mrs. Compton nodded, opened her parasol, and set out to face the stretch

of hot road back to her own bungalow.

Ten minutes later the door between the two rooms opened. Mrs. Smithers

did not so much as look at Barclay, her only intimation that she

recognized his passing being a sudden stiffening of her long back.

Barclay bowed to her, still very calm and unchallenging, and went out.

Mrs. Smithers waited until she heard the crunch of wheels fade along the

drive, and then sailed indignantly into the next room. She was

trembling a little and desperately anxious to appear merely angry.

"I can't think how you did it, Sigrid. There was Mrs. Compton wanting

to see you, and instead you talked and talked to that nasty half-caste.

I was ashamed--I was really--"

She stopped, at the end of artificial fury, but still trembling. Sigrid

stood by her writing-table. A long beam of evening sunshine rested

lightly and lovingly on her. In her delicate shaded gown, her slender

body tensely still and living, she looked like a huge butterfly, wings

half-spread, poised for flight. Her head was bent a little, and she

still held Barclay's letter in her hands.

"I'm sorry, Smithy. It was important. It seems there's a kind of

matrimonial epidemic in Gaya. He has asked me to marry him."

Mrs. Smithers burst into loud and uncontrolled laughter.

"I shouldn't have thought it would have taken you all that time to give

him his answer--the creature----"

"I didn't give him an answer. I didn't know--I've got to think things

over."

"Sigrid----"

It grew very still. Mrs. Smithers's withered hands fluttered up to her

breast and rested there in a helpless weakness. Sigrid began to tear

the letter across and across.

"Why are you so upset, Smithy? After all, it's just what we

planned--just what you wanted. He's rich--very rich. He was explaining

to me how rich. And I need money--a great deal of it--to live and die

beautifully----"

"Sigrid!" The cry snapped the palsy which had laid itself on Mrs.

Smithers's tongue. She came out of her weakness strong and fierce and

outraged. It did not matter that her "h's" flew to the winds. There

was nothing comic in her as she stood there, stemming the disaster with

her utter disbelief. "You can't mean it--it would be a wicked, wicked

thing. It would be a crime--a dirty crime--you'd be selling

yourself--yes, I shall say it, Sigrid. I've stood by you through thick

and thin, I 'ave; I've been like a dog that's never questioned, never

thought if what you did was right or wrong--I've licked your hand

through everything--but you'd be no better than--than a woman on the

streets----"

"Be silent!"

"I won't. This isn't what we planned. It's different. I'll fight you,

Sigrid. I'll fight you every inch. I've got my share in you--I won't

'ave it spoiled and moiled. I won't." She paused an instant, drawing

her breath deep and strong. "I'd kill 'im first," she said, between her

teeth.

Sigrid half turned. Her face looked small and white, as though

something withering had passed over it. The wry, unsteady smile at the

corners of her blue-shadowed lips was like light on something dead.

"Not if I didn't wish it, Smithy. I daresay I shan't do it--I don't

know yet; but, in any case, you can't get away--you'll lick my hand, as

you call it, to the very end."

They eyed each other like enemies, battling will against will. The old

woman wavered piteously.

"Sigrid, my dear--'ave pity--just because it's true--because I can't

fight you--because I belong to you--'ave pity on yourself. Don't do it,

my dear, don't do it, Sigrid. I've got a bit of money saved. You can

'ave it--every penny of it. I don't want it. It's your money--what

you've given me. An old woman like me doesn't want much. Take it,

Sigrid; it'll keep you for a bit, until--until----"

"It won't do, Smithy--I want money--a great deal of money. It costs so

much to live magnificently--" She spoke with great slowness and

deliberation. Suddenly she turned. There was a kind of panic in her

eyes. "Life's not got to be too strong for me--I've got to go on as I

will--stick to me!"

A wave of delicate, youthful colour swept up into Mrs. Smithers's

cheeks. Her whole life, lived selflessly, loyally, in another's

splendour culminated in this moment--in this appeal. She held out her

arms, holding the half-yielding half-defiant figure in an embrace which

challenged heaven and earth.

"As though I shouldn't" she muttered fiercely. "My dear, as though I

shouldn't----"

*CHAPTER XVIII*

*THE FEAST OF SIVA*

They came, so it seemed, from all the corners of India--from the east

and west, north and south--thin streams of life trickling across the

fields and down the mountain sides, till they converged in a broad,

sluggish river which poured ceaselessly, irresistibly towards the place

of its dreams and prayers. They had appeared miraculously, as though at

a signal they had sprung up on the edge of the horizon and began their

pilgrimage, as a conquering army bears down from all sides on a helpless

citadel. But in reality they knew nothing of each other, and there was

no order in their advance. Some had come from the neighbouring

villages, some from villages hundreds of miles away. Some had packed up

with wife, child, and household gods the night before--some many months

ago. They had come over the mountains, down lonely passes, through wild

tracts of country where dangerous and desperate marauders, man and

beast, preyed on their defencelessness. They had borne hunger and thirst

and much sickness. Many of them had dropped by the way. But there had

been no lamentation, no turning back. They had no interest in each

other. Humanity, brotherhood, a common faith--these things were without

meaning for them. Yet, where danger threatened, little groups had

herded together, driven by fear and instinct rooted deep in the

trackless jungle of humanity's beginnings. They knew no pity. A pilgrim

died by the roadside, and they looked at him indifferently, as at a

commonplace, and he himself watched them pass with patient, unexpectant

resignation. Suffering and death were part of the scheme of things.

They lived under the shadow of a Juggernaut, and today it was this man's

turn to go under, tomorrow another's. They had no hope and no clear

faith. Their imaginations could not conjure up much to hope for--a

child perhaps, the fulfilment of a curse against a neighbour, sufficient

harvest--and there were so many gods. And yet they came, mile after

mile, footsore and hungry, gravely or passionately intent on a mystic

goal whose significance they could not formulate even to themselves.

The gods knew, and the priests perhaps; but the gods were silent in

these days, and the priests kept their counsel.

Tristram stood on the outskirts of the village and watched them come

down through the glory of the sunrise. They rolled past him in a cloud

of dust and a blare of harsh-throated instruments and the rattle of

native drums. The bright morning rays picked out a hundred glints of

colour from among them--here, a gay woman's _chudder_, there a rich

_puggri_, or the glitter of gold ornaments, carried secretly and at

great risk through the long journey, or the saffron robe of a holy man.

All the stages of growth and decay were there--Youth restraining its

steps to the halting measure of age, rags and tatters and gaudy finery,

gentle, mysterious-eyed women, lithe-limbed boys and half-naked,

pot-bellied babies rolling bow-legged at their parents' side, comic as

young puppies. Last of all, grey-bearded and scarcely human, a fakir

crawling on hands and knees through the rising dust. So his oath bound

him. Years ago, he had started out on this pilgrimage. Now the end was

in sight. He glanced up as he passed, but his face was without

expression. Perhaps in those years he had reached his

goal--indifference, Nirvana, where there is neither desire nor hope,

pain nor happiness.

An odd misery laid hold of Tristram as he watched them. It was a pageant

of life, all humanity struggling on through the heat and turmoil of

years, driven by a secret, fathomless impulse, obeying the behests of

self-created gods, seeking a self-created goal out of the desperate need

of their hearts. And tricksters and men of God, fanatics,

conventionalists, bread-and-butter priests, preying on each other,

trampling on each other, pushing always forward in pretended knowledge

of the Force that drives them.

But, to the man standing at Tristram's side, it was just a tiresome

business. He was a captain in the native regiment, and was there with a

handful of men to keep order if order could be kept.

"I daresay there'll be a shindy by nightfall," he remarked. "There

always is. Can't think why we put up with it. We shall have a Holy

Place on every inch of the river if we go on encouraging them like

this."

"I suppose they've got to have a religion," Tristram observed absently.

"Well, I wish they'd have a nice, quiet, Sunday-go-to-meeting one like

mine. Besides, it doesn't mean anything to them. It's just their way

of taking a summer holiday."

Tristram laughed and turned away.

"Oh, well, if there are any bones broken, you'll know where to find me.

And keep your eye on Meredith. His religion isn't the quiet,

unobtrusive kind you favour."

"Good old Meredith!" the other man rejoined comfortably.

Tristram made his way along the fringe of the procession back to his own

quarters. When he closed the door he shut out the light and dust, but

not the noise, and for that he was conscious of a vague thankfulness.

The quiet of the place had begun to haunt him. Rather than help him

forget, it reminded him of what was no longer there. He was always

looking round involuntarily for Wickie, peering into his favourite

hiding-place in the shadow, as though the bright brown eyes would have

to answer his appeal, with their solemn, impudent contemplation. Or he

would rap out an order to Ayeshi--and catch himself up only to realize

the heaviness of the silence which answered him.

And there were other things that troubled him--the carved chair where

Sigrid Fersen had sat and looked at him with her disturbing eyes. At

the time, she had seemed unreal, a vivid day-dream, a white glowing

figure of his fancy, and now she was there always, dominating his

consciousness. The place where the picture of the dancer had stood was

empty, too, yet he saw her--the radiant head, with its crown of

vine-leaves, thrown back, the mouth a little open, as though even in

that moment of deliberate pose she breathed the ecstasy of living. That

was what mattered, what made her most wonderful, and the poise of her

body, stereotyped enough and within the compass of a ballet girl, a

thing of Supreme Art.

He turned resolutely away from the empty place, allowing the tumult from

without to pour over his vision of her, and went to his day's work. A

subdivision of his little kitchen formed a combined laboratory and

chemist's shop, and he set about cleaning his instruments, tidying up

the bottles, noting failing supplies. That had been Ayeshi's job. He

thought of Ayeshi as he dipped the instruments into the sterilizer,

wondering vaguely what he was doing, what he thought. Ayeshi, he knew,

had found Boucicault and Wickie's body, and probably had buried the

latter out of sight. He had shielded Tristram. Probably, too, he now

sweated in the Calcutta University with bitter thoughts of a man who had

prated so much of life and half-killed a fellow-creature for the sake of

a dog. The idea did not hurt Tristram. He ached for the comradeship of

the mysterious, romantic boy, but he had no sentimental reverence for

himself. He had never realized that he had ever been so much as an

ideal--idealizing in his own life too ardently to consider himself at

all.

He hummed as he worked. To others, the tune might have been

unrecognizable, for at the best of times his voice had an uneven

quality, and in singing it escaped control altogether. But in his brain

the melody ran smoothly and beautifully. In the midst of it, he heard

the latch of the door fall, and went out with his sleeves rolled up to

meet the newcomer.

The door was wide open and framed her as she stood with her back to the

sun-flooded village street, smiling at him.

"I heard you singing," she said, with subdued mockery. "It was

irresistible."

He strove to answer her, denying the savage, joyous leap of his pulses.

A kind of stupid deliberation settled on his brain. He found himself

wondering whether she had removed her helmet because she knew the light

would be shining on her hair.

"Did you come all the way from Gaya to listen?" he asked at last, with a

brief laugh.

"No, I came for the fulfilment of a promise," she answered. "For my day

out."

"It was a bad--an impossible day to choose."

"It was my last day."

He was silent for an instant. He had tried to adjust his tone to hers

and had failed. Now he ceased to try. He spoke roughly, rather

brutally.

"Then you're leaving Gaya?"

"I don't know--perhaps. It all depends. At any rate, this was my last

chance."

"I don't know how on earth you got here."

"On horseback. I've put my steed with Arabella. You don't mind?"

"It's not safe for you here--on a day like this."

She smiled again, and for the first time he realized something new in

her amusement--a kind of repressed earnestness.

"I'm not afraid. Do you want me to go away?"

"No--you don't know how glad----" He broke off painfully, but she did

not look at him or seem to notice that he had faltered. She bent down

and put something which she had been carrying to the ground. It was a

round yellow something which unrolled itself and developed four short

legs, a stumpy tail, a sharp little head peering out of a mass of

fluffiness, and a strenuous, defiant yap.

"I don't know what it is," Sigrid said gravely. "Perhaps God does--I

don't think any one else could even guess. But I thought you'd like

it."

"I don't understand," he said gently. He picked the little creature up

and rubbed its black nose against his cheek. Then, looking at it, he

burst into a big roar of real amusement. "My word, what an absurdity!"

"Yes, isn't it? And utterly forsaken. Mr. Radcliffe found it somewhere

with a rope and a brickbat round its neck. That's why I thought you'd

like it. At first, I meant to get you something first-rate--a

thoroughbred with a pedigree--and then I thought you'd like this better.

You see, it's a sort of memorial to Wickie. You know what people do

when some one dies whom they love--they build something or endow

something--something the dead person would like. Well, I think Wickie

would like you to adopt that puppy."

He looked at her. There was a real tenderness in her eyes as they met

his. He fancied that her lips were not quite steady.

"If you say so, it must be so," he said. "Wickie loved you. You knew

all about him."

"We knew all about each other." She hesitated and then asked, "You'll

keep my puppy?"

"Rather! It's been horribly lonely--I've wanted someone to give my

scraps to----"

"The best bits! Oh, I know you, Tristram Sahib!"

They both laughed. And suddenly the constraint between them had gone.

He busied himself eagerly, preparing Wickie's old sleeping quarters,

filling the tin feeding-plate with recklessly collected puppy dainties.

"Wickie'll be jolly glad," he said, in his boyish way. "He'd hate me to

be lonely. And it's been lonely without him."

"Yes, I know." She went and stood by his table, playing idly with the

letters which lay heaped upon it. "And there's something I want to ask

in return--a sort of farewell gift. Make this a real day for us

both--give me a good time--humour me. Let us be real with each

other--sincere, just as we really are and feel. A sort of feast of

honesty and fellowship. Will you?"

He stood beside her, looking down at her from his great height.

"Our day of days?"

"The day of our lives."

He flushed deeply under his tan, but he met her eyes steadily. A subtle

change had come into his feeling for her. He could not have explained

it--it was an odd sense of quiet nearness, of understanding. And she,

too, seemed different. At other times she had been in earnest, but not

as now. There had always been that curious detachment in her, as though

she stood apart and laughed at life and herself. Now for a moment, at

least, she had ceased to be an onlooker.

"Very well--we'll make each other a present," he said. "A day off from

the world--something we won't account for to anybody." All at once he

became recklessly happy. "I'll go and collect food," he said. "The pup

can stay here and play _locum tenens_."

He came back presently from the kitchen. His sleeves were still rolled

up, but he carried a basket under one arm and wore his helmet rakishly

at the back of his head. Seeing him, the gravity passed like a mist from

her eyes.

"Oh, you caricature of Hercules!" she jeered at him. "Tell me, have you

ever worn decent clothes in your life?"

"Sometimes. I have to squeeze into regimentals on occasions--or into a

frock-coat. You wouldn't know me--I look a regular freak."

"H'm! and what do you think you look like now?"

"Ariel shouldn't mock at Caliban," he retorted gaily.

"Even when Caliban throws Ariel's portrait out of the window." She

pointed to the empty place on the table. "Have I sunk so far below your

thought of me, Major Tristram?"

He became serious in a moment, but without embarrassment. She had a

sudden pleasure in him as he came and stood beside her--in his bigness,

in his sheer unconsciousness of himself and his strength. She felt

oddly compassionate, too--the awestruck compassion of a Bruennhilde for

a young Siegfried.

"No," he said. "But I was a boy, at least, in thought and feeling--and

you were a boy's dream. Now I am a man and you are a reality. It would

have been an impertinence of me to have kept you."

She shook her head.

"There's more in it than that, Tristram Sahib."

"Yes," he assented gravely. "A great deal more."

They remained together an instant, looking down at the empty place as

though it held a secret significance for them both; then Tristram turned

to the door and made a little grandiloquent bow of introduction. His

eyes had lost their seriousness and laughed at her. "Behold, the day

awaits us!" he said.

They went out side by side into the glowing morning. The stream of

pilgrims had grown denser and filled the street, beating up against the

mud huts on either side and spilling over into the open doorways. And

there was a thrill and fever in the air which gathered force, as at the

cross-roads one stream poured into another and swirled and eddied in the

effort to break a passage. Shrieks and cries, the beating of drums, the

harsh calls of the mendicants, the tramping of thousands of feet, the

swirl of dust which could not rise for the pressure of the struggling

bodies--a mad whirl of sound and colour. Tristram turned to the woman

beside him.