consciousness where thoughts break from their moorings, and sail out
into a magic, restless sea of change whose bed lies littered with
forgotten treasures. When the thud of hoofs broke on the stillness a
dream rose up and shielded him, covering the sound with a fantastic
picture, so that he slept on.
The patch of sunshine travelled upwards. It had forsaken the poppies as
it had left the lotus-flower, and rested on the fair head of a woman.
Though Tristram saw her he did not move.
She stood scarcely five paces from him near an opening in the trees.
One hand rested on the bridle of a tired horse, the other was lifted to
her face, the forefinger to her lips, half in reflection, half as though
hushing her own breathing. A pith helmet and the white coat of her
simple riding-habit were fastened carelessly to the pommel of her
saddle.
She stood quite motionless--as still and living as a bird resting among
the flowers. It was that wonderful, restrained lightness in her that
made her seem smaller and more fragile than she was. Her hair, of a
gold paler than the sunlight and parted primly in the middle, waved down
smoothly on a forehead that was high and too domed for beauty. Her face
was small, more round than oval, with small features, exquisitely
imperfect, demure, and resolute. There was something Victorian about
her, and something vitally modern. It was as though a Botticellian
Madonna had thrown off her serene and lovely foolishness and stepped
down into life with the mocking happy humour of a faun at the corners of
her fine lips and the wisdom of the world in her eyes. And added to all
this there was in her expression an odd touch of an impersonal, aloof
pity and tenderness.
She stood there looking down at the man in the grass with her subdued
smile, and he stared back at her. Then presently she spoke:
"How do you do, Major Tristram? My name is Fersen--Sigrid Fersen."
"I know," he answered. His own voice seemed to break a spell, for he
shot up as though she had struck him, his hand flying to the neck of his
graceless, unbuttoned collarless shirt. "I beg your pardon--I'm awfully
sorry--I'd been asleep--and day-dreaming--I thought you were just--not
real----"
"A sort of concrete vision?" she suggested.
"It sounds absurd, of course, but it wasn't an ordinary sleep. In fact,
barring today, I don't know when I slept last. That makes a man
queer----"
"Obviously." Her enigmatic kindly smile was like sunshine on her demure
gravity. "For instance, you said 'I know' when I introduced myself."
The blood welled up under the man's brown skin, and she went on lightly.
"I saw you half an hour ago. The shade tempted me--I was hot and tired.
Fortunately I came quietly. You had just come out of the water and stood
there like a young Beethoven--'this kiss to the whole world----'"
"I felt like that," he stammered. "It just expresses it--only----"
"Of course I went away at once," she said. "I felt you would be
disconcerted if you knew--possibly very shocked. You may be now for all
I know."
He looked down at his right hand, and then, as though it annoyed him,
thrust it into his pocket.
"No," he said, "I'm not."
"I didn't think you would be." She led her horse down to the water,
and, with accustomed fingers, unfastened the bit. "Please sit down
again, Major Tristram."
He obeyed her instantly, and with his big hands clasped about his knees
watched her as she came towards him. The blood was still dark in his
face.
"I'm wondering how you knew me," he said abruptly.
"Gaya described you."
He burst out into a big laugh.
"My word! Did Gaya tell you I usually went about with nothing on or in
these evil-smelling rags?"
"It is enough that I recognized you," she said primly. She added, as an
after-thought: "They didn't tell me you were so beautiful."
"Me--beautiful?"
"As far as your figure goes."
"And my face?"
She looked at him whimsically.
"No, not exactly." She slipped down into the long grass beside him with
an effortless, unconscious grace. "We're rather like each other," she
went on, "both of us--how shall I say?--plain, and both of us quite
lovely in our way. A perfect body is worth more than a perfect nose."
"Yes," he agreed. His voice sounded suddenly thick and tired and he
looked away from her. "You're not alone, are you?" he asked.
"I have been. I've a faithful syce waiting at the bridge-head five
miles up. He wouldn't come any farther. Perhaps----" She studied his
hard-set profile with amused eyes. "Perhaps you're wishing I hadn't
burst in upon you, or perhaps you share Gaya's dismay."
"Was Gaya dismayed?"
"Very. One or two are still. They thought I was an adventuress, partly
on account of the Rajah and partly on account of my profession. And
they were quite right." The laughter died out of her. Her voice
sounded grave and eager. "I am an adventuress. I can't conceive myself
being anything else. To live is to explore an unknown country, with
every day a step forward. Some people shrink from it and cringe at
home, and when they're taken by the scruff of the neck and flung out
they're frightened and helpless. I'm not like that--you're not. Even
my art was an adventure--the greatest. Every bar of music, every step,
every inspiration that came to me, was like a mountain peak scaled and a
new vista into a new country. Do you understand?"
He turned to her, his sunken, red-rimmed eyes warm with a generous,
almost passionate sympathy.
"I can understand your feeling like that--I do too, in my way,
especially out here. Out here nothing lasts. Every day brings
change--the very trees and flowers and fields and forests--I don't know
how it is--one says good-night to them and in the morning it's as though
new friends had taken their place--people whom one had to study and
wonder at--and then----" He turned away from her again and stared down
at his strong hands--"anything can happen--the most wonderful,
impossible things----"
She did not answer him. When she spoke again it was after a long
silence and more lightly.
"I don't believe you're an official at all," she said. "You don't talk
like one. You haven't asked me what business I have here or tell me
that I am a danger to myself and a nuisance to everyone else. Why
haven't you?"
"I forgot," he answered quietly. "For one thing, I knew you were not
afraid, and people who are not afraid have nothing to fear. And besides
that, the infection is over in Heerut. The poor beggars are either
underground or isolated miles away. I did that 'on my own,' and I
expect there'll be lots of trouble about it."
"You've had a bad time."
"Yes," he said simply.
"Mrs. Compton told me. I was immensely interested, and made up my mind
to call on you. The 'lone fight' has always thrilled me. I don't care
whether the fighter is a murderer or a hero so long as he fights against
odds."
He laughed.
"Well, I'm not a criminal or a hero," he said.
"You can't tell. We're all potentially one or the other--or both."
He seemed on the verge of protest, but, looking at her, dropped to
silence. She leant forward, her chin in the palm of her hand, and he
saw that she smiled to herself, her eyes intent on the shadowy water.
"Doesn't Brahma sleep in the heart of that lotus-flower, Major
Tristram?"
"He did once--so they say. And it is the lotus-flower which encloses
our world. When the pink-tipped petals open then it is dawn with us."
He hesitated, and then added with a shy laugh, "Shall I fetch it for
you?"
"No, why spoil it? It is loveliest where it is."
"Yes, I know--but if you had wished it----" He broke off. "Somehow I'm
glad you didn't," he said almost inaudibly.
The quiet rose up between them. It was like a mist, veiling them from
each other with a drowsy peace. When she spoke again her voice sounded
gay but subdued.
"Major Tristram, I'm disappointed--I meant to drop on like a
bombshell--and here you sit next me as though it was the sort of thing
you had done all your life. You don't even bother to talk to me. Do
you think we were married in our last pilgrimage?"
The man turned his head away from her.
"Anything seems possible, here," he answered.
"Even hunger," she suggested gravely.
"Hunger?"
The dreamy unreality which had sunk upon them dissolved, letting through
the light of every-day facts. She laughed at him.
"_I'm_ hungry. I haven't eaten anything since dawn, and I didn't bring
food because Mrs. Compton said you practically lived here. I was
sure--after the first skirmish--that you'd ask me to tea."
He was on his feet now--less with eagerness than with a half-angry
consternation.
"Mrs. Compton misled you----" he began hotly.
"She didn't--she didn't know I was coming. Are you going to let me
starve?"
"I _do_ live here," he went on stammeringly, "but in a native hovel like
the rest of them. I can't take you there."
"Why not?" Her eyes were mocking, her lips pursed into a demure, ironic
challenge. "Don't you want to?"
"It's not that----" His opposition collapsed and he faltered like a
boy. "Only--well, I daresay you know what they call me--Tristram the
Hermit. It's because I've had to live alone so much. No one comes out
here. I've got accustomed to it. I'm like a miser with my loneliness."
"Then I had better go," she said gravely.
"No--not now. I want you to come. You'll understand better----"
He bridled her horse and brought it to her. For a moment they looked at
each other with a steadiness in which there was a vague antagonism.
Then the man stooped, hiding his face, and placed his hands for her to
mount. She scarcely seemed to touch them. He looked up into her small
face, flushed now with an eager colour. "You are lighter than the leaf
on the wind," he said.
She laughed, but her laugh was more meditative than gay.
"And you, Major Tristram, are a poet in the wilderness," she answered.
*CHAPTER VI*
*BROKEN SANCTUARY*
He walked beside her, his hand light on her bridle, and silently they
made their way through the long grass, along the banks of the grey, wide
flowing river, past the temple, and into the empty village streets.
Only once did she speak to him, bending slightly towards him in her
saddle.
"I have been wondering what your name is," she said, "your other name.
I've been trying to fit you with one."
"Tristram," he said.
"Tristram Tristram?"
He nodded, and she repeated the name thoughtfully under her breath.
"That's a curious repetition----"
"Yes, my mother liked it. It's the only thing we've ever quarrelled
about. I tell her she suffered from lack of imagination, and that she
took a mean advantage over my helplessness. What could anybody expect
of a Tristram Tristram?"
"And yet it suits you somehow."
"I'm not flattered," he answered laughing.
The magic sunlight had gone and the low thatched huts were grey and
sordid in the rising tide of shadow. Here and there a golden patch
lingered palely, and the council-tree at the cross-roads blazed in the
full flood from the west.
"This is my home," Tristram said.
The hut from the outside was not different from its fellows, save for
the big windows that had been cut in the mud wall. The rough wooden
doors stood open. Sigrid Fersen slipped out of her saddle and for a
moment he barred her path. "You won't let me go forward to prepare the
way?" he asked.
"No--I want to see what you are like, Major Tristram."
"It's as though I made you a confession," he said unevenly.
"I am woman enough to want to hear it."
He stood aside and she passed through the low doorway. At other times
the contrast to the foetid street outside must have been overwhelming,
but even now the dwelling's cool monastic purity arrested her on the
threshold. A curtained doorway appeared to lead into a second
apartment. There was scarcely any furniture--a chair, a table, a couple
of Persian rugs on the uneven floor, a pile of cushions heaped into a
divan against the wall. Nothing on the walls. Yet the old, exquisitely
shaded rugs were probably priceless, and all the art and mysterious
symbolism of India had gone into the carving of the great chair whose
high back was Brahma the Creator and whose wide arms were pictured with
strange fantasies of the Avatars. As her eyes grew accustomed to the
twilight the woman saw beyond this dignity to details that brought a
sudden laugh to her lips. A yellow ball that looked like a spotted St.
Bernard pup rolled yelping off the cushions, displaying its teeth and a
bandaged paw, and thereby rousing its bedfellow--a common English tabby,
who stretched itself, threw an offhand curse at its disturber, then
advanced arching its back and purring stormily. Sigrid bent down to
stroke him, but he passed on with the crushing disdain of his race and
rubbed himself against Tristram's leg.
"That's Tim," Tristram explained. "He has a wife, but she's probably
out hunting. To tell the truth, she does most of the work. There were
half a dozen kittens, but they died, worse luck. Couldn't stand the
heat."
"Anything else?"
"Wickie isn't here. And Arabella. Laid up, both of them."
"And pray what is Wickie and what is Arabella?" she persisted.
"_I_ call Wickie a dog and Arabella a horse," he answered solemnly, "but
I'm told the matter is open to dispute. Wickie's boarding out with Miss
Boucicault."
"Ah, Anne Boucicault!" She echoed the name with an amused inflection of
her quiet voice. "An odd little person who detests me. And she is so
touchingly conscientious about it. Not in the least spiteful, only very
religious and full of doubts and scruples----" She made a little
gesture which seemed to brush Anne Boucicault into nothingness. "Go on
with your menagerie, Major Tristram. Introduce that terrifying little
growl-box."
He picked up the yellow ball by the scruff of its neck and offered up
his fist to the ineffectual first teeth as a sacrifice.
"A cheetah cub. I found him on the edge of the forest with his paw
broken. He's nearly all right now, and will be able to go home."
"And start his criminal career," she suggested.
He laughed.
"Oh well, that's the risk the world runs every time a new infant is
brought into it," he retorted. But he had become suddenly embarrassed,
almost guilty-looking, and, after one glance at him from quizzical
brows, she changed the subject.
"Am I at liberty to inspect, Major Tristram?"
"You must do whatever you wish." He stood at the entrance to the hut
and watched her as she crossed straightway to the writing-table. His
face, now in shadow, was set in grim resolution. There were two large
photographs on the table, and one of these she picked up and held to the
light.
"A fine old face--your mother, Major Tristram?"
"Yes," he assented briefly.
"She must be very beautiful."
"I think she is," he answered, with a sudden relaxing of his strained
features.
"Not a bit like you."
He feigned a rueful discontent.
"Not a bit. I always tell her that she was jealous, and wouldn't spare
me so much as one good feature."
"Whereat, I hope, she boxes your ears for your ingratitude, you mortal
with the perfect body!" She replaced the picture regretfully. "And
this----"
She broke off. It became very still in the low-roofed room. Even the
cheetah had ceased its infant growlings as though it felt the tension in
the quiet about him. Tristram threw back his head, his chin thrust out,
and did not speak. Suddenly she turned to him. Her lips were parted,
in a wide, eager smile that was like a child's. Impulsively,
ingenuously, she held out her ungloved hand to him, palm downwards.
"Is that your confession, Tristram Tristram!"
For one instant he wavered, the next he was at her side, had taken her
hand and bowed over it and kissed it. Then he stood back, defiant,
trembling, like a man who has committed a world-staggering enormity.
But to her, it seemed, nothing had happened, nothing that she had not
willed and desired. Still smiling, she turned away from him and,
seating herself in the high-backed chair, placed the photograph where
she could see it best. Then she became intent, absorbed. The brief
incident and the man who watched her waveringly seemed to have been
swallowed up in something greater, some passionate feeling. Without a
word he left her and she did not hear him go. It was only when he
returned presently and placed a cup and saucer before her that she
looked up, colouring faintly.
"A poet in the wilderness and now Worcester! Major Tristram, I begin to
think you are a rather strange and wonderful doctor!"
He smiled with frank pleasure in her pleasure.
"I love beautiful things," he said. "I fancy they are to me what wine
is to some men. I'm like my mother in that. She understands. She
saved and saved to buy me that cup. There's a teapot--not to match--I
hate sets--but equally lovely. You shall see it when the water boils."
"And the chair--and these rugs! I know a Park Lane plutocrat who would
sell his greasy soul for them. Was that your mother too?"
"No, the rugs are a gift from Lalloo the money-lender. His baby son had
a bout of something or other, but got over it, and Lalloo wanted to
shower blessings on somebody. He knows the markets for rare things and
I have a shrewd, painful suspicion that he used unholy forces of
financial coercion to get hold of these. Ayeshi carved the chair for
me."
"Is Ayeshi a wood-pecker, or what?" she asked gaily.
He laughed with her.
"No--my aide-de-camp, orderly, servant, friend, all in one. Rather a
wonderful sort of person. Heaven alone knows where he came from. He
was brought to me by the man who 'owned' him, he was suffering from
snakebite, and after the cure he stuck to me. Nobody minded. The people
he lived with were afraid of him."
"Why?" she asked.
"Oh, I don't know--he wasn't of their caste--any one could see that. He
is a Brahmin of the Brahmins, and believes in his gods. There isn't
anything so disconcerting to conventional religionists as genuine
belief." Tristram was on his way to the door of the inner room. He
stopped a moment and looked back at her. "And he can tell the most
wonderful stories," he went on slowly, as though overtaken by some
memory. "One day you must listen to him as I do--by the firelight, with
night overhead."
"I shall come," she answered deliberately. "And I shall see the
snake-bite on his arm and think of the story of the man who saved him."
Tristram had gone. She laughed a little and then fell to her old
brooding contemplation of the picture at her elbow. But when he returned
with the promised teapot and a plate of sandwiches she pushed it
impatiently from her.
"Tell me, Major Tristram, are you glad I've broken into your sanctuary?"
she asked abruptly.
He poured her tea out for her with a hand that shook a little.
"I don't know----"
"That's ungracious, Major Tristram. But you're altogether unexpected.
Even this room-it's not a man's room. Where are your guns, your skins,
your trophies?"
He looked about him, flushing to the roots of his fair, untidy hair.
"I haven't got any--I never had a gun of my own. I've got an Army pistol
somewhere in the kitchen, but it's got rusty and I don't know what would
happen if I fired it." He put the sandwiches near to her and then
stalked across to the doorway and sat down cross-legged on the rug, his
irregular profile cut sharply against the light. "I can't kill things,"
he said doggedly.
"Go on, Major Tristram. I am getting almost excited. A man who can't
kill things!"
He heard the irony in her voice and winced, but did not look at her.
"Oh--I know it's ridiculous--laughable. Compton says I'm a
sentimentalist--a freak. I can't help it."
"Is it a theory--Tolstoyism, Jainism----?"
He shook his head.
"I haven't any theories--it's just instinct--perhaps a kind of
revulsion. My father was the finest shot in the Indian Army. Once when
I was in Scotland I killed a stag. I felt--beastly--like a sort of
cowardly criminal who couldn't be punished and knew it."
"Still go on. Tell me more. I came here to get to know you, Major
Tristram, and I am a spoilt woman. Yes, you are a freak. I want to know
how freaks originate. Tell me--no, not about your father--I have a fancy
he was not freakish--but your mother----"
He stiffened, averting his head, his brows stern.
"My mother is different----" he began proudly.
"You have known me so long," she interrupted, "did you think I meant to
joke at her? Haven't you understood better than that?"
He turned. Twilight had begun to invest them both. In the great carved
chair among the shadows she looked almost luminous, a white spirit
neither of heaven nor earth, aloof and radiant in fairy immortality and
serene with a wisdom high above the man's painful plodding. Seeing her,
he caught his breath; the anger passed from his face, leaving it with a
curious look of bewilderment and pain.
"I'm sorry----" he said unevenly. "Of course I ought to have known.
But I am a heavy, unpresentable fellow--rather ridiculous too--and I
didn't want you to think I was like her." He turned away again, his
eyes intent on the dark strong hands clasped about his knees. "As to my
antecedents, there isn't much to tell. My father was a Captain in the
Indian Army. He was killed out here in Gaya when I was a baby. No one
ever found out how it happened. My mother was in England at the time.
She had nothing but her pension. She starved herself to keep me fit and
give me my chance." He broke off sharply. "I'd rather not talk about
that. It means a responsibility that would be intolerable if I wasn't
so proud of it--it would be awful to fail a woman who had starved for
you."
"I can understand that, Major Tristram."
He seemed to listen a moment as though to an echo of her low voice.
"All my people had been in the Indian Army," he went on. "I knew I
should make a dismal failure of soldiering. It seemed to me--it's my
nearest approach to a theory--that it's a man's business to make life
more tolerable--not to destroy it. So I compromised with the I.M.S.
And here I am."
"A hermit!" She leant forward, with her chin resting in the palm of her
hand. "Is that also part of your law of life, Major Tristram?"
"I have my work," he answered. "It's a huge district, and I've got to
be at it all the time. It is my life. But I'm a queer cuss--I have
other thoughts too--absurd daydreams. I'm alone so much that it's
natural enough--and if I came much among men and women I should be
afraid----"
"--that the vision might become concrete." She waited a moment--"or
fail you."
He shook his head.
"No--not that. But since I have got to be alone always I mustn't want
anything too badly."
She got up suddenly.
"It is getting late," she said. "I promised to be at the bridge-head by
nine. Mr. Radcliffe, who is in the adventure, meets me there and
escorts me back to safety. We should be home by midnight, and tomorrow
Gaya will have a new scandal. Mr. Radcliffe is very young. He will be
so pleased."
"I will come with you as far as the bridge-head," Tristram returned
gravely.
"I had expected nothing less."
For all her change of tone the suspense which had crept in upon them
with the twilight remained unbroken. It lay upon the man like a
quivering hand. As he led her horse through the black streets it
vibrated on the hot obscurity. They came out on to the plain and it was
there also, at his throat, suffocating him.
The full moon hung low on the horizon like a silver lamp. There was
nothing hid from it. It revealed and transfigured fantastically; the
very blades of the high-standing grass were drawn in separate delicate
lines of shadow, but they did not look like grass. The great river
flooded through the darkness--an endless winding army of ghosts whose
murmur was never still.
Sigrid Fersen looked down at the man beside her. As distance brings out
the significance of a rough sketch, so now the grey half-light threw
into relief lines and hollows of his face which she had not seen before.
They were as vigorous and ugly as they had ever been, yet their
silhouette under the helmet rim conveyed to her a new impression--the
thought of something chivalresque and simple, mystic and
single-hearted--a Pure Fool on the Threshold of his Quest. She bent
towards him, stroking her horse's neck with a gentle hand.
"And I too have a theory, Tristram Tristram," she said, as though there
had been no silence between them. "It is this--that there can be no
going back for any of us. We climb from experience to experience, and
grow or shrivel as our experience is a high or low one. There was a man
sleeping by the backwater. He is gone, and in his place you walk beside
me."
"Why should I not be the man by the backwater?" he asked. "He knew you
also."
"Since when?"
"Since two years ago."
"Tell me how he met me--I have forgotten."
"You never knew," he answered. "It was his last night in England. He
had said good-bye to all he cared for, and he felt pretty bad. He knew
what lay ahead of him--lonely, hard years and perhaps no return. So he
did what he had never done before, because money and pleasure had not
come his way--he took himself and his pain into a theatre. And there he
saw you."
"Well--and then?"
"That's all. There was wonderful music, and you explained it to him.
You showed him a new beauty that he had never dreamed of, you unlocked a
door, and he entered a new world. When it was over he got up and left
the theatre. He behaved like a boy--he went and stood by the river
until day broke."
"And the photograph."
"He bought it to take with him."
She smiled to herself, tenderly, ironically.
"It did not occur to him to ask for my autograph--to seek me out."
"No, then you would have been a reality to him--an unattainable reality.
He wanted you as a dream he could live with and conjure up at will."
"As he did by the backwater."
"Yes." He pointed out towards the grey bulk of the temple lying against
the forest. His voice lost its habitual unevenness, and grew full and
clear. "One thing you danced--do you remember?--the ballet in _Robert
le Diable_? The scene was a churchyard--an ugly thing of cardboard and
clumsy carpentering until you came. But out there is a real temple. At
night the moon plays through the great sun-window of the _sikhara_ and
fills the space between the pillars. And I have gone there at
night-time and seen you dance."
"Shall you go again, Tristram Tristram?"
"I don't know--I don't know."
They went on in silence. There was no sound but the song of the water
and the swish of the grass at their feet. Presently she drew rein.
"We are near the bridge; I can hear voices, and I want to say good-bye
to you now. I want to thank you. I have made my experience, and
climbed higher."
He looked up at her with a wistful smile.
"I don't know about that--I don't know what I have done. I do know that
I have grown frightened for you. I've been thinking of infection and
cheetahs on the home road and all the horrors I don't believe in. I
wish I could go with you to Gaya."
"There is nothing to fear, Tristram Tristram. And you will come to Gaya
tomorrow or the next day or next week and I shall play to you Beethoven,
Chopin, Brahms--all the most wonderful music in the world. I shall open
new doors for you and new worlds----"
He shook his head.
"There's cholera out in Bjura."
"Still you will come----" she answered.
Her hand touched his. Then she was gone--a speck of moving light--into
the darkness.
*CHAPTER VII*
*ANNE BOUCICAULT EXPLAINS*
It was Anne Boucicault's birthday--her twenty-second--and Owen Meredith
had proposed her health in lemonade--a beverage which he was assured had
no unlucky superstition attached to it. The rest responded in
champagne. It was not Colonel Boucicault's champagne, though it was on
his verandah that Gaya had gathered to celebrate. Jim Radcliffe, who,
since his midnight ride with Sigrid and the consequent hubbub, had
developed into a very debonair and self-confident young man, had
produced a case-full with the satisfaction and mystery of a popular
conjurer, and Mrs. Boucicault showed neither offence nor appreciation at
this addition to her hospitality. She sat in the shade near the doorway
and scarcely spoke. From time to time her hand rose involuntarily to the
high collar which had been added to her elaborate gown, and rested there
as though it hid something painful. When a remark reached her a fitful
smile quivered about her lips steadied to artificial gaiety. But her
pale eyes were wide and unsmiling, their sight turned inwards on to some
ugly vision, and never lifted from their unseeing watch on the avenue
leading to the high-road. Anne sat on the arm of her chair and held her
hand. She looked very young, and, whilst Meredith spoke, almost
radiant. He had seen the colour creep back into her pale cheeks, and
had become gay and eloquent and a little reckless. For all the
lemonade, and the little chilly mannerisms of his calling, he was a
passionate young man, and the sight of her fragile pleasure roused in
him a fierce pity and tenderness. He betrayed himself, and did not know
it. Afterwards, when he came and touched her long-stemmed glass with
his tumbler, he lingered, looking down at her, his hazel eyes bright
with a new purpose and an old hope suddenly and daringly set free.
"Anne--dear--before I go tonight I have something I want to say to you.
Give me a chance, will you?"
She met his eager gaze for an instant, and then her own eyes faltered
and dropped. She looked startled, a little frightened, like a child
that has been taken unawares, but her colour remained unchanged.
"Of course--we shall be going into the garden. Come with me. I will
show you our new rose-trees."
"Thank you," he answered. He stood back, others crowded to take his
place, and she received their good wishes much as she had received him,
with a shy graciousness that made her appealingly attractive. Only when
Sigrid Fersen held out her glass she stiffened, and grew suddenly much
older. It was as though for an instant they had changed places, and the
girl had become the woman defending herself coldly and bitterly against
the threat of youth.
"And I can wish you nothing better than that you should always have some
one like Mr. Meredith to wish you so much good, with so much fervour,"
Sigrid said lightly. She turned her head towards the man standing behind
Anne Boucicault's chair, and her eyes in the shade of the big garden hat
sparkled with subdued merriment and kindly mockery. "Tell me, is Mr.
Meredith so eloquent in the pulpit?" she asked.
"You should hear him for yourself," Anne replied staidly.
"But then, I never go to church."
"That is a pity." She flushed a little, her mouth small and
tight-looking. "It is especially a pity out here--because of the
natives. But then, of course, you haven't our responsibility."
Meredith frowned slightly, not at Anne's words, but at the expression
which he saw pass over the small face opposite him. It was still
kindly, but the merriment had become ironic. Up to that moment he had
felt nothing very definite towards her, recognizing, with an unclerical
modesty, that he did not understand her. Now he thrilled with an odd
dislike.
"I'm afraid my eloquence won't cure Miss Fersen's backsliding," he said,
hurriedly good-humoured. "And, in the meantime, behold a new arrival,
breathless with congratulations."
The new arrival proved to be Wickie, escaped from the compound, who
bounced up the verandah steps and advanced among the scattered tables
practising the ingratiating squirm with which the Aberdeen masks his
real impertinence. He was received with acclamation, partly for his
master's sake, partly as a tribute to his own irresistible ugliness.
Anne whistled timidly to him, but he ignored her and sniffed at Sigrid's
outstretched hand.
"It's almost as though he knew you," Anne said sharply.
"Well, we know of each other at any rate, don't we, Wickie?"
"How?" The question was rude in its abruptness and Anne's manners were
always very gentle. Sigrid Fersen did not look at her. She bent down
and balanced a generous portion of cake on Wickie's hopeful snout.
"Major Tristram told me about him," she said.
"But Major Tristram has not been in Gaya since you arrived."
"Nevertheless, we have met." She glanced across at Radcliffe who
chuckled with boyish self-consciousness. "I paid Major Tristram a
visit," she added.
"At Heerut?"
"Well, we had tea there--but we met by the river. Major Tristram had
been bathing."
Anne Boucicault sat very straight and still and hard-eyed. Meredith saw
that her hands were clenched so that they were white at the knuckles,
and again he felt the passing of a sudden emotion which was this time a
mingling of inexplicable pain and dread.
"That must have been an unusual--dangerous adventure," Anne uttered from
between stiff lips.
"I had hoped that it might be--it proved to be nothing but a very
agreeable afternoon," was the answer.
The dialogue passed unnoticed. Mrs. Brabazone was telling one of her
only three stories, and trying to sort out the point. Gaya listened and
waited reverently, and Mrs. Brabazone, being possessed of a fine sense
of her own total lack of humour, finished with a round fat laugh which
added a perfecting touch to her rotund figure and creaseless, elderly
face.
"Anyhow, I do amuse you," she said triumphantly. "Nobody amuses you like
I do. I don't believe you could get on without me. One of these days I
shall have that story right, and then you'll see that it was worth
waiting for it. You know, I always mix it up with the one about the
Lancashire woman who----" She stopped, her mouth agape. "What on earth
was that?" she demanded sharply.
"Firing," Mary Compton answered. She raised herself from her
comfortable lounging attitude on the long chair, and leant forward with
a curious expression on her alert face. "What was it, Mr. Radcliffe?"
The boy got up hurriedly, ostensibly to refill his neighbour's empty
glass. His fresh-coloured face, not yet burnt with the Indian sun, had
turned a dull red.
"Oh, I don't know," he said. "Some silly ass over in the barracks. A
rifle gone off by mistake. Or a sentry. The sentries have taken to
firing at their own shadows."
"It may have been at the barracks," Mrs. Compton pursued, "but that
wasn't a rifle, Jim Radcliffe. It was a squad firing, and you know it."
"And how do you know?" Mrs. Brabazone broke in. "Sometimes, Mary, I feel
that you can't be really nice. You do know such dreadfully unwomanly
things."
"I was shut up in Chitral with Archie when the regiment mutinied," Mrs.
Compton retorted coolly. "I learnt to know the meaning of every
sound--even to the snapping of a twig under a naked foot."
Mrs. Brabazone shook herself like a dog throwing off a douche of cold
water.
"My dear, don't! You're trying to insinuate that we are on the verge of
being murdered in our beds, and I know it perfectly well. I tell the
Judge so every night, and he says he's sure I shall die of a broken
heart if I have to go off peacefully. But then----"
Her voice trailed off. For once her headlong garrulity failed to evoke
a response, and the little group of men and women sat silent, avoiding
each other's eyes. It was very still again. A drowsy late afternoon
peace hung over the shady garden at their feet. Yet the sound which had
fallen lingered among them like a long-drawn-out echo.
They lived lightly and gaily, these people of Gaya, most blessed of
Indian stations. Polo and tennis, a drag-hunt here and there, a
constant happy-go-lucky exchange of hospitality, a close fraternity
which allowed for scandal and malice and all uncharitableness, and never
failed at a pinch. And then for an instant a rift--a glimpse down into
the thinly crusted abyss on which they danced--a tightening of the lips,
a laugh, a call for a new tune, a fine carrying-on of their life with
the secret knowledge that their pleasure and their brotherhood was other
and greater than they had thought.
Mary Compton broke the silence. Her voice sounded light and careless.
"I don't think we're going to die just yet, anyhow," she said; "there's
Colonel Boucicault. Perhaps he will condescend to tell us what Mr.
Radcliffe won't." She gave the latter one of those penetrating glances
which made her a rather dreaded little personality, and immediately
afterwards, catching sight of Mrs. Boucicault's face she flushed
crimson. It was, as she afterwards expressed it, as though she had been
caught eavesdropping or prying into a confession not meant for her
reading. For Mrs. Boucicault had sunk together like a faded flower
whose stem had been snapped. The elaborate lace dress and the jewelled
hands in her lap added painfully to her look of broken helplessness. But
it was in her eyes that Mary Compton had seen her self-betrayal. They
were half-closed, and from under the heavy lids they kept watch as a dog
watches who has been beaten past protest, even past subjection into a
terrible patient waiting. She pushed her daughter's hand aside, and
Anne smiled down at her with an attempt at careless ease which had its
own piteousness.
Colonel Boucicault came up the verandah steps, his hand to his helmet
with that exaggerated formality which made the greeting a veiled gibe.
"I trust I don't interrupt," he said. "Anne is celebrating, isn't she?
I heard whispers of something of the sort, but I was not invited. In
fact, I suspect that the entertainment was fixed for the afternoon in
the hopes that my duties might keep me elsewhere."
He accepted the chair which his subaltern had vacated for him. "Thanks,
Radcliffe, always the soul of correctness, and ever to be found where
there is nothing more arduous going than champagne. Well, what are you
all silent for? Mrs. Brabazone, you are positively pale. Has anything
happened?"
Mrs. Brabazone waved one of her podgy hands with a gesture that was
probably an expression of an otherwise inarticulate rage. Boucicault
laughed at her. Whether he had been drinking or not could not be said
for certain. He never betrayed himself. His hands and his voice were
equally steady. His complexion, sallow and unhealthy, added to the
unnatural brightness of his pale eyes, which, like the mouth under the
heavy moustache, expressed a deliberate, insane cruelty.
Anne Boucicault met his roving stare and tried to smile.
"We heard firing," she stammered. "We didn't know what it was. We were
rather frightened."
"Frightened? Of course you were. You're given that way, aren't you,
Anne?" He held out an irritable hand for the glass which Meredith had
filled for him. "Well, you weren't the only one. Five more terrified
wretches I never saw--why, I can't think. A transmigration at this time
of the year must be rather agreeable."
Mary Compton turned her head sharply.
"The five men who mutinied," she exclaimed, "they were shot---just now?"
Though the sunlight was still strong the garden seemed to have suddenly
passed into a chilling shadow.
Colonel Boucicault nodded.
"Yes, before the whole regiment with the exception of this gentleman who
had--what was it--the toothache?" He lifted his glass towards
Radcliffe, whose boyish face had whitened under the taunt. "Allow me to
congratulate you on your taste in champagne, sir. You should be
invaluable on the mess committee at any rate."
Radcliffe's lips twitched but he made no answer, and it was Sigrid
Fersen who spoke. She bent down, stroking Wickie's pointed ears with a
deliberate hand.
"Wasn't the execution a trifle ostentatious, Colonel Boucicault?" she
asked.
He stared back at her, an ugly smile at the corner of his lips.
"It was meant to be ostentatious. I'm afraid I cannot always consider
the delicate female nerves."
"My nerves weren't upset," she returned levelly. "I'm not afraid of
anything."
"Indeed?" He seemed to meditate a moment, as though something either in
her voice or appearance struck him, then jerked his head in Anne's
direction. "My orderly told me there was a messenger for me. Bring him
here."
"Here, father?"
"That was what I said."
Anne slipped from her place, and, motioning Meredith aside, hurried into
the house like some frightened little animal. As she disappeared Mary
Compton started a conversation which was taken up eagerly but without
more than a faltering success. It failed altogether as Anne returned.
"That's Ayeshi," Radcliffe whispered in Sigrid's ear.
She looked up. The young Hindu had salaamed gravely, partly to
Boucicault, partly to the assembled company and now stood upright and
silent. He was barefooted, and the white loose clothes were grey with
dust. Yet there was that in the carriage of his slender body and in the
dark, delicate featured face which was arresting in its dignity. To
Boucicault, possibly, the boy's untroubled ease appeared as insolence.
He frowned at him moodily.
"You are Major Tristram's servant," he asked in English.
"Yes, Sahib."
"Well, he has not taught you manners. But that was hardly to be
expected. You have brought a message?"
"Yes, Sahib."
"Deliver it."
"It is by word of mouth, Sahib."
"Well, then, deliver it, in Heaven's name."
Ayeshi put his hand to his neck, pushing back the short black curls
which escaped from under his turban. He seemed to become suddenly
conscious of the attention centred on him, and his eyes, moving over the
watching faces, encountered Sigrid Fersen. He looked at her intently
and then at the dog at her feet, and she saw that his lips quivered
though not with fear.
"It is that there is cholera at Bjura," he said. "The Dakktar Sahib is
hard pressed, and begs for help."
"He is always doing that. Tell him I have no one to send. Captain
Treves is on furlough, and I should not dream of recalling him. The
Dakktar Sahib must manage as best he can."
Ayeshi held his ground. His mouth had hardened.
"The Dakktar Sahib is ill," he said.
"Well, let the physician heal himself," Boucicault laughed.
"Colonel Sahib--it is urgent----"
Boucicault rose to his feet.
"You can go," he said. Then, as Ayeshi lingered, with a suddenness that
was awful in its expression of released passions, Boucicault lifted his
hand and struck the native full on the mouth. "Now will you go?" he
said softly.
Mrs. Brabazone screamed, but her voice was drowned wholly by a more
full-throated sound. Wickie, barking furiously and bristling with all
the fighting fury of his Scottish forbears, broke from a long restraint
and flung himself at the aggressor. Even his teeth, however, could not
prevail against the leather riding-boots, and Boucicault kicked himself
free. His passion had died down or had become something worse, a cold
still fury.
"What brute is this?" he asked. He looked at Anne, and she tried to
meet his eyes and flinched.
"It's Major Tristram's dog--he gave it to me to take care of--it had a
broken paw--it was shut up in the compound--I hoped you wouldn't mind,
father."
Boucicault made no answer. He took the riding-crop which he had
carried. There was a tight line about his jaw which betrayed the
grinding teeth. He was very deliberate, almost ostentatious in his
purpose. Anne watched him. She held out a hand of protest--then let it
drop. Her pallor had become pitiful. Sigrid Fersen got up. She was so
swift and light in her movement that no one realised what she was doing
till it was done. She crossed the verandah and picked up Wickie in her
arms, narrowly escaping the murderous descent of the riding-crop. Then
she rose and faced him.
"I like Wickie," she said. "From henceforward, Colonel Boucicault, he
is under my protection."
Boucicault drew back. His face was grey looking.
"You have some courage, Mademoiselle," he said almost inaudibly.
She smiled composedly.
"I am not 'Mademoiselle,' and you know it, Colonel Boucicault. Also, as
I said before, I am not afraid. I killed a mad dog once, and since than
I have been afraid of nothing." She turned carelessly. Ayeshi stood
behind her. There was blood on his mouth and on the hand which he had
raised in self-defence. His eyes were full of a sick suffering which
was terrible because it was not of the body. She laid her free hand on
his arm. "You are hurt," she said; "please go to my bungalow. Mrs.
Smithers will look after you--tell her I sent you. You mustn't mind
what has happened----" She looked back mockingly over her shoulder.
"Colonel Boucicault is a little out of temper. He would hit me if he
dared."
There was a silence of sheer stupefaction. Mrs. Compton's temperament,
usually leashed by her passionate care for her husband's career, bolted
with her, and she laughed outright, and Mrs. Brabazone settled herself
back in her chair with a subdued complacency of one who has seen herself
fitly avenged. But Anne Boucicault had risen to her feet. There was a
look on her face more painful than her fear, and almost reckless in its
self-betrayal. For an instant she stood looking at the woman who faced
her father, and then without a word she turned and slipped into the room
behind her. Meredith followed. He did not speak to her. He knew where
she was going, and the knowledge gave him an odd comfort, as though in
her need she had remembered him and turned to him. Like a shadow she
glided along the dim passages. The verandah overlooking the rose-garden
was deserted and the garden itself already full of a cool twilight which
added to its sad air of neglect and death. Roses grew well in Gaya, but
they did not grow well in Anne's garden. She loved them but not
successfully. Meredith stood beside her as she lay huddled together on
the old bench and waited. Though she was so still he felt that she was
crying and the knowledge stirred him to a compassion that was not one of
understanding. In truth he understood as yet very little--the mere
surface of her grief. Presently he sat down beside her and drew her
hand gently and resolutely from her face. It was wet with tears.
"Anne!" he said unsteadily. "Little Anne!" Loyally unselfish and
modest though he was, yet at that moment he accused himself of a tender
insincerity as though his grief and pity were masks covering his own
happiness. The thing for which he had longed and prayed had come to
pass, so swiftly and splendidly that in his warm faith he seemed to
recognize the hand of the God he prayed to. "You mustn't grieve so," he
whispered. "People understand--and we are all your friends. We know
too what this country can do with a man's character--we can make
allowances. And then, dear, no harm was done. Miss Fersen saved the
situation for us all."
She withdrew her hand slowly and looked at him then, in spite of her
girl's tears and the veiling twilight, he wondered at the unyouthfulness
of her expression.
"Yes, I suppose she did. She saved Wickie. She was very brave."
"I thought so too."
"And yet I hate her." She made a quick gesture, silencing his
involuntary protest. "I hate her--not wickedly. There is a hatred
which isn't wicked--the kind of thing we feel for what is harmful and
evil. I've tested myself over and over again. I know--I feel that she
isn't a good woman--she has no faith, no ideals. She has done harm in
Gaya already--she sticks at nothing--and because of that she wins, and
people yield to her and let her poison them. That is why I hate her."
The man beside her was silent for a moment. He had no answer ready. He
had felt nothing for Sigrid Fersen save a masculine admiration for her
cool courage. Anne's passionate dislike, compared to what he hoped was
coming to them both, seemed a little thing and yet it chilled him. The
cold shadows of the neglected garden laid hands upon him, checking and
paralysing the headlong impulse and joyous confidence with which men win
victories. With an effort he tried to free himself.
"You may be right," he said quietly, "I don't know. I'm no judge of
character. But the truth is, I haven't thought about her. I haven't
thought of any but the one woman--of any one but you, Anne." He paused
a moment. He no longer dared to look at her, but leant forward, his
hands tightly interlocked, his eyes fixed on the on-coming tide of
darkness. He did not know that his voice shook. "Anne, I haven't dared
boast to myself--and yet we have been so happy together--we love the
same things and have the same faith; we look at life with the same eyes.
All that is surely something. As to myself--God knows how little I have
to give you--but I won't apologize for the rest--not for my work. That
is the grandest, best thing I have to offer. I know you think so too."
"Yes, Owen." She put her small, unsteady hand on his arm. And for a
second hope blazed up in him, dying down again to grey premonition.
"And you weren't boastful to think I cared--I do--but not like that,
Owen."
Something impersonal within himself marvelled at the banality of
tragedy. People made fun of scenes like this--caricatured them. And he
was sick with pain and weakness.
"Little Anne--you're so young--how should you know?"
"I do know," she answered.
Then he looked at her, driven out of himself by the simplicity and
strength of her confession. She held herself upright and even though
her face was full of shadow he could see the line of her mouth and it
frightened him. He knew now what he had always refused to know.
Ruthlessly, from the secret depths where we bury our hated truths, he
drew out a memory and a fear and recognized them for what they were.
The recognition was the end of the one hope of personal happiness he had
granted himself, and it staggered him. Then the man and the Christian
in him rose triumphant.
"I won't pretend I don't guess," he said quietly and naturally. "I do.
And, Anne, though I was selfish enough to want you myself--still, there
was one thing I did want more. It isn't a phrase--it's honestly true.
I wanted you to be happy. I think you will be--I think you are--so I
haven't the right to grumble, have I?"
He tried to smile at her. Commonplace as his form of renunciation had
been, he was not conscious now of any banality either in himself or her.
He stood on that rarely ascended pinnacle whence men look down on their
daily life and see in its tortuous monotony the weaving of a divine
pattern. He felt for the instant glorified as some men are who stand
before a miracle of nature, or a great picture, or listen to grand
music. It was his vision of the Beautiful--willing sacrifice, happy
renunciation.
But Anne Boucicault got up and stood beside him, very straight, her
hands clenched at her sides.
"I am not happy," she said. "I do not think I ever shall be."
And she left him standing there in the twilight, a very human and tragic
figure, with the grey ash of his vision between his hands.
* * * * *
Such was Anne Boucicault's birthday. Mrs. Compton, driving home from
the scene of celebration, met her husband at the barrack gates and
forced the reins upon him in order that she might give herself over
entirely to invective and lurid description, two pastimes for which she
had an unlimited talent. Archie Compton chuckled at her picture of
Sigrid's dramatic and triumphant intervention, but his chuckle was not
all that she had expected, and she caught herself up.
"What a brute I am!" she exclaimed repentantly. "I had forgotten. You
poor old boy! You must be feeling sick----"
"I am," he returned grimly. "It was damnable." His voice was lowered
for the benefit of the syce balanced on the back seat, but it was no
less vibrant with bitterness. "But that's how it is out here. We--you
and I--men like Tristram--everybody--sweat out our lives, sacrifice
every personal wish we've got, play the game from the Viceroy down to
the new-fledged Tommy as, heaven knows, the game isn't often played on
this earth--for what? Well, we don't talk about that. We just go ahead
with our best. And then some blundering ass--some blackguard, is let
loose among us and the whole thing is in the fire--we might as well
never have been--or played the deuce to our hearts' content----"
She caught a glimpse of his drawn, miserable face.
"You think--things are pretty bad?" she asked, gropingly. "Something
will happen?"
"Sure." His grip tightened on the reins. "Something--God knows
what--but something----"
*CHAPTER VIII*
*THE TWO LISTENERS*
It was typical of Owen Meredith that, as he left the Boucicaults'
compound behind him, he put aside his own grief and turned sternly to
the duty that lay nearest him. That duty concerned Ayeshi. Possibly,
had Ayeshi been moulded in the common clay of his race, Meredith might
have taken his duty with less seriousness, though his blood would still
have burnt at Boucicault's wanton brutality--as it was, a
long-considered purpose now took a definite form.
It chanced that, as Meredith trudged on his way to the Mission, the
Rajah's English dog-cart swerved round a bend of the dusty road, and
came down upon him with the best speed of a rather showy high-stepper.
Rasaldu drove himself, the knowledge of animals being the one talent
that he appeared to have inherited from his cowherd ancestry, and,
recognizing Meredith, he drew up so smartly as almost to jerk his
attendant from off his precarious perch in the rear.
"I have just come down from the dak-bungalow," he explained. "I was to
have taken Mademoiselle Fersen out with my new cob--beauty, eh?--but she
was out. Happened to have seen her?"
Meredith accepted the fat brown hand extended towards him.
"I left her at the Boucicaults'," he said. "But that was some time
back. It was Miss Boucicault's birthday, you know."
"No, I didn't." Rasaldu's face fell like that of an offended child, and
Meredith hastened to add lightly:
"It was a very small affair--only a handful of Miss Boucicault's women
friends and an odd male or two like myself. Miss Fersen was there as a
matter of course. I don't think any affair in Gaya could get along
without her."
The Rajah chuckled, flattered and reassured.
"No, I suppose not. A wonderful woman. Well, I daresay she had to go.
Anything I can do for you, Meredith? Want a new schoolhouse or anything
like that?"
"I want money, Rajah," Meredith returned promptly.
"Thought so. You shall have it. Let me have the list and I'll head it
with as much as you like----"
"Hadn't you better hear what it's for?" Meredith suggested.
Rasaldu shook his head.
"Oh, I don't know; that's hardly my business."
"In this case, I think. It concerns one of your own people, Rajah."
Rasaldu's smile faded. He looked oddly crestfallen.
"A protege of yours, eh?"
"Yes, a very brilliant young man--much above his class. Though I've not
been able to trace his parentage, I imagine he has good blood in his
veins. Anyhow, I want to give him his chance, perhaps eventually send
him to Calcutta University."
"Convert, eh?"
"That may come," was the grave answer.
Rasaldu was silent a moment, busy with the restless animal in the
shafts. A rather supercilious smile flickered at the corners of his
thick lips.
"Well, you shall have all you want," he said finally. "But send him to
London--Paris. Paris is the place. It opens a man's mind--gives him
ideas. We want that sort of stuff out here. Don't fuddle him with
universities. Show him life. And there's nothing like Paris for that.
It was there I met Mademoiselle Fersen, you know. A fine woman, eh?
Fairly taken Gaya by storm, I fancy."
"She certainly does pretty well what she likes," Meredith admitted with
a wry smile.
"I thought so. She was bound to win. At home she fairly walked over
everyone--don't know why exactly. It wasn't only her dancing--I couldn't
quite understand it myself--not enough of it or too much--and it wasn't
her beauty. She isn't in the least beautiful.... There were women in
Paris I knew----" He caught sight of Meredith's face and burst out into
a good-natured laugh. "Well, all that won't interest you. But you shall
have your money. Keep clear of the wheels, my dear fellow--the brute's
got the devil in her--good-bye."
He raised his whip in salutation, and a minute later was a speck in a
rolling cloud of dust.
Owen Meredith trudged on patiently and interwove his thoughts of
Ayeshi's future, and of the slow piling of stone upon stone which was to
make a new temple in India, with the red thread of his own pain.
Meantime the subject of his anxious consideration sat on the top step of
the dak-bungalow and was ministered to by Mrs. Smithers. Mrs. Smithers
had accepted him much as she would have accepted a herd of wild
elephants if they had presented themselves in Sigrid's name. She
brought hot water and bathed the blood from his face, and set food in
lavish quantities at his side, all this--except for a single
exclamation, "lawks a-mercy!"--without surprise or question or the
slightest change in the expression of her grim features. Ayeshi seemed
scarcely aware of her. Nor did he touch the food. He sat with his back
against the wooden pillar of the verandah, his knees drawn up to his
chin and shivered as though in the grip of a violent ague. Mrs.
Smithers tried to cover him with a rug, but he thrust her offering
aside.
"I am not cold," he said.
"You're very ill, young man," Mrs. Smithers retorted.
He turned his half-closed, suffering eyes for a moment to her face.
"It is not my body----" he muttered.
Mrs. Smithers gave it up. Nevertheless, she drew up a chair on the
other side of the steps and sat down with her hands folded in her lap
and kept watch over him as though he had been a criminal given over into
her keeping.
It was thus Sigrid found them half an hour later. The brief Indian
twilight still lingered on the open roadway, but in the happy wilderness
which was the garden of the dak-bungalow it was night, and the figures
of the two watchers were only shadows.
Sigrid stepped out of the white military cloak which covered her light
dress and revealed the presence, under one arm, of a black-snouted,
alert-eared something which in other days, when Aberdeens and their
mongrel offspring were unknown, would have been taken for a baby dragon.
Mrs. Smithers's unexpectant lap received Wickie, helplessly entangled in
the cloak, and Sigrid knelt at Ayeshi's side. He had tried to rise and
salaam, but she forced him back with a resolute hand.
"We've had enough of that sort of thing," she said almost angrily. "How
you must hate us all!"
He gave a long shuddering sigh like that of a child which has exhausted
itself with crying, and then was still.
"Mem-Sahib is very good," he said softly. "But he had the right----"
"He had not," she flashed back fiercely. "What gives him the right?"
"If Mem-Sahib were not a stranger she would know," he answered in his
broken voice.
She struck her knee with her clenched hand in a storm of anger.
"There is no law----" she began.
"There is a custom, Mem-Sahib," he interrupted. "I think many of them
were sorry, but had I turned on him and struck him they would have flung
themselves on me. That is the difference."
"You are as good as he," she protested recklessly. "If you had a chance
you would be more than he is. Major Tristram has told me----"
"There are barriers that Mem-Sahib would be the first to remember," he
persisted.
But the fire of her outraged chivalry burnt fiercer in the wind of his
opposition.
"You're wrong, Ayeshi. I shouldn't. There are no barriers--at least,
none like that. Goodness knows, we're not born equal, but the
inequality that matters isn't of birth or race, but of mind and soul.
And you have a mind and soul above most. There are no barriers for
you."
He bent his head.
"That is what Meredith Sahib has said to me. We are all brothers--that
is the message of his God to us. Somehow, I do not think that Meredith
Sahib is wise to bring the message--nor you, Mem-Sahib--and yet we who
are athirst in the desert----"
He seemed to meditate and to have forgotten her. He rose stiffly and
painfully to his feet.
"I go to seek Tristram Sahib," he muttered.
She also had risen with an effortless slowness which made even of the
simple movement a kind of wonder.
"Tristram Sahib? Is Tristram Sahib here?"
He pointed vaguely out into the darkness.
"There--in an hour I am to meet him with the Colonel Sahib's answer. He
would not come himself, for he is hard pressed, and if he met the
Colonel Sahib----"
"There would be an end to his theories," she interposed with a little
laugh.
"And to you also he sent a message, Mem-Sahib."
She turned to him. Mrs. Smithers, to whom the darkness was in the
nature of an impropriety, had lit the high lamp in the room behind them,
and the dim gold which flooded Sigrid Fersen's face seemed more the dawn
of an expression than a reflected light.
"Give it me!" she said.
His back was to the light. He looked at her for a moment, his face a
blank, featureless shadow.
"It is here, Mem-Sahib." From his tunic he drew out a little bundle
wrapped in a thick silk cummerbund, and gave it tenderly into her hands.
"It was that which made me most afraid," he added.
"That!" she said, scarcely above her breath. She held the fragile china
cup in both hands, her head bent. "I can't accept it," she said
hurriedly. "You must tell him so, Ayeshi. It was his mother's gift--he
valued it--he loves beautiful things--I couldn't take it----"
"Mem-Sahib"--the young Hindu's voice sounded rough and uneven--"the
Dakktar Sahib goes to Bjura tonight. There is much terrible sickness in
Bjura, and the Dakktar Sahib goes weary and single-handed. The cup was
precious to him--most precious--and that was why he sent it to the
Mem-Sahib who loves the beautiful as he does. He believed that his
mother would have wished it." He waited and then asked: "What message
shall I take to the Dakktar Sahib?"
"Wait--you must give me time to think, Ayeshi--or, no, why should I
think?" Her laugh sounded low and unsteady. "Come, you must sit there
in the shadow again. It is not yet time for Tristram Sahib. Wait--I
will give him my message--sit there----"
She was gone noiselessly. Mrs. Smithers, who hovered gloomily about the
drawing-room in search of the absconded Wickie, saw her go to the piano
and throw it open. For many minutes she sat before it motionless,
seeming to listen, then her left hand touched the keys, and almost
inaudibly, like the stir of a newly awakened wind, there sounded the
first notes of the Andante Appassionata.
Mrs. Smithers no longer fidgeted. She stood in the shadow of the
curtained window, her old, hard-set face to the darkness. Only her
mouth had lost something of its grim severity, and had become tender.
She did not see Ayeshi, though barely the breadth of the verandah
separated them. She looked past him as sightlessly as he looked past
her. Evidently he had turned to go. One foot rested on the lower step
and his body was thrown back against the balustrade as though he had
been arrested in the very act of flight. The dim light on his face
revealed its look of wonder--almost panic-stricken wonder.
Mrs. Smithers continued to disregard him. But presently she turned and
went across to the piano. Whatever momentary weakness had overcome her
had gone and she was again her ruthless, uncompromising self.
"Sigrid--there's some one out there in the compound--under the trees--a
man. Who is he?"
"Major Tristram--the Dakktar Sahib--a very poor and gallant
gentleman--who is perhaps going out to die and now trembles on the brink
of Paradise." She broke off and passed joyously into the next phrase
and through its glowing crescendo her voice sounded with a light
distinctness. "I can play too, Smithy! And dance. I could dance to
this and Beethoven would say I knew more of his soul than half the fools
who gape in stuffy concert-halls. Think, Smithy, that man out there has
never heard such music--only Meyerbeer's pompous little ballet--and
after that he went and stood by the river until the daybreak--because of
me----"
Mrs. Smithers shook her head sternly.
"You mustn't, Sigrid--you mustn't. It's not fair--you've always been
fair. You know nothing can't come of it. You know yourself. You can't
change your course----"
"I do know. But sometimes the wind shall blow me whither it listeth.
Haven't I the right to that much?"
"Not at some one else's cost, Sigrid."
There was no answer. Sigrid Fersen lifted her right hand and touched
her lips with her forefinger. It was as though she called the very
garden without to a deeper stillness. Her left hand passed swiftly from
chord to chord, from major to a wistful minor, resting at last on one
deep lingering note of suspense.
"Hush, Smithy! Don't talk! What does anything matter? Now listen! Do
you remember--the D minor valse--do you remember that last night--the
grand-dukes and the princesses, what were they all?--was there anything
but God and Chopin and I----"
Her fair small head was thrown back, her eyes were bright, but not now
with gaiety. Her mouth was slightly open, and she was breathing deeply
and quickly with the glory of divine movement.
Mrs. Smithers turned away again and went back to the window. She was
crying, her mouth stiff as though it could not yield, even to grief.
The man under the trees had taken a step forward and now stood still
again. Between them Ayeshi lay huddled together on the top step of the
verandah, his face hidden in his arms.
*CHAPTER IX*
*LALLOO, THE MONEY-LENDER*
It had come to be an accepted fact in Gaya that the old bungalow lying
on the outskirts was haunted and therefore undesirable. Not that Gaya
feared ghosts or anything else in heaven or earth. The average
Anglo-Indian's nerve, strained by the subtle but immediate juxtaposition
of frivolity and danger which shade so imperceptibly into each other,
that the border-line can be crossed unconsciously and in an instant,
cannot indulge in emotionalism or fancies. He has to close his mind
both to the fascination and the veiled menace of Indian life, or be
lost. It is for that reason that he is always the last to admit the
fascination, except in regard to the social conditions, or the danger,
beyond the obvious ones of ill health and consequent retirement on a
beggarly half-pay.
So Gaya's inhabitants locked up fear, and hid the key where it could not
be found even by the most unbaked, fluttered newcomer, and the old
bungalow with its ugly secret left them unmoved. But they never denied
the existence of the blight which rested on the gloomy, tumbled-down
building, and they avoided the place as unpleasant and depressing, and
took care that innocent newly appointed officers and their wives, for
whom so large and spacious a dwelling seemed eminently suited, should
house elsewhere. It was owing to this circumstance that James Barclay
had been able to obtain possession and a consequent but dubious foothold
on the outskirts of Gaya's sternly fortified social life. The bungalow
had been built in the dim ages before the Mutiny, and had been patched
and patched till little was left of the original. James Barclay
promptly renovated it from end to end, and added various bizarre
additions of his own which, however, did not alter the place's
fundamental characteristic of mouldering gloom and depression.
In the room in which he sat talking to Lalloo, the money-lender,
everything of native origin had been rigorously excluded. The chairs
were covered with English chintzes, the curtains were futurist in design
and colour; there were copies of European masterpieces in heavy gilded
frames on the walls, and a new art bronze lamp suspended from the hand
of a marble Venus cast a bright, garish reflection on the upturned,
contemplative face of its owner.
It was curious, therefore, that, as little as he had been able to
eradicate the gloom, as little had he been able to oust the indigenous
element. The objects might be Western, but the atmosphere remained
obstinately Oriental. Perhaps it was the irrepressible outbursts of
colour-love betrayed by the chintzes, or perhaps Lalloo supplied the
cause of this phenomena. He sat cross-legged on the carpet and stroked
his grizzled beard with a dark hand, that seemed all the darker for the
scrupulous whiteness of his _puggri_ and loose tunic. Compared with
him, Barclay looked almost blond, almost English. Yet Lalloo also
accentuated what was un-English in him. There were lines about the old
usurer's mouth and nostrils which were already dimly suggested in
Barclay's face. There was a gulf between them, but there was also a
bridge across.
"There is Seetul, who says he cannot pay," Lalloo detailed monotonously,
and as though he were reading from an account-book. "He has owed us ten
rupees these last six months, and still he says he cannot pay. But he
has had many fine stuffs in his loom--and his daughter's hands have been
busy with rich embroideries on which the Sahibs' wives have cast longing
eyes. It would be well to claim your due, Meester Barclay, before it is
too late."
Barclay nodded absently.
"Good. I can leave that to you, Lalloo," he said.
"It is well. Then Heera Singh--we lent him five rupees a year ago when
the harvest failed. Twenty-five rupees is what I claimed from him two
days ago, and he has nothing--that is to say, he has some fine cattle
and this year the rabi has done well. Your claim would be a just one,
Meester Barclay."
"You'd better make it quick, then, before the beggar sells out.
Afterwards he'll come whining with some infernal lie. He's had rope
enough."
"It is well." The old man continued to stroke his beard for a moment in
silence, watching the face under the light with a blank intentness which
revealed nothing. "Nehal Pal has paid in full," he resumed at length.
"His daughter was given in marriage to Meer Ali a week since. Meer Ali
is a very old man, and there was some difficulty, for in these
degenerate days the tongues of the women wag to some purpose--but the
marriage contract was very favourable to Nehal Pal. And he has paid in
full." Lalloo patted his waistband and drew out a small jangling bag,
which he set with an almost religious gravity at his patron's feet.
"These and the other moneys of which I have already rendered account are
now before you, Meester Barclay."
Barclay picked up the bag and weighed it negligently in his lean, brown
hand.
"You've got an amazing head for figures, Lalloo," he commended. "And
you're some business man, as our American friends would say. We shall
want both qualities badly in the future. I want money--as much as I can
get. I mean to rope in all the industries of every village within three
hundred miles and make them paying concerns. At present, they're just
in a state of straggling, unprofitable hugger-mugger, out of which
nobody gets anything."
"I have done my best," Lalloo insinuated deprecatingly.
Barclay tossed the bag on to the polished oak table beside him.
"One man's best isn't enough. Nothing's of any good without
organization, and to organize one must have the power to make others do
what they're told. So far we've got most of the grain-dealers into the
net, and by the next harvest they'll have to sell me their grain at my
own price. But that's a drop in the ocean. The weaving--that's the
thing. That's what's going to count. There are three hundred thousand
weavers round and about Gaya, swamped by rotten fakes from Manchester.
I'm going to change all that. It's Manchester that's going to be
swamped. One of these days, I shall be a power in Gaya, Lalloo."
He said it with a mixture of arrogance, complacency, and appeal which
elicited no more than an enigmatic "It may well be, Meester Barclay,"
from the expressionless Hindu Kara cross-legged on the carpet.
Barclay got up and stood with his hands thrust into the pockets of his
riding-breeches, his eyes roving from one to another of the expensive
atrocities with which the room was crowded.
"I've begun here," he went on, in the same tone. "I daresay they would
have fought me tooth and nail for possession of the place if they'd had
the power. But they hadn't. Even in Gaya money spells the last word,
and I had money. There isn't another bungalow like this in Gaya."
"That also is true," Lalloo assented. He turned his head for a moment,
fixing an intent look on the curtained doorway as though it reminded him
of something. "I know the place well. It was here in this room many
years ago that I found the body of the great Tristram Sahib. He had been
murdered. There was blood on the floor--almost where Meester Barclay
stands now. The carpet hides the stain. We tried to wash it out, but
the blood had soaked into the wood." He made a little regretful
gesture. "It had flowed freely, and we came many hours too late," he
finished. He gave his account as casually, tonelessly as he had recited
his accounts, not noting the uneasy start of the man in front of him,
but seeming to fall into a mood of profound retrospection. Barclay came
nearer to the light again.
"Murdered?" he echoed. "In this room--by whom?"
The sharp brown eyes lifted for a moment.
"That is not known. One could tell, perhaps, but he has been long
silent. The young and foolish swear he has not spoken for a hundred
years, but that is vulgar superstition. I remember Vahana the Holy Man
when he was young and handsome and loved a beautiful wife." He jerked
his head significantly. "It was her body I found out in the garden well
yonder," he added.
"Murdered, too----?"
Lalloo smiled subtly.
"Tristram Sahib was handsome and brave and lonely. It was said that he
had a way with women--and he was Sahib. No doubt she came willingly.
In those days, Gaya was not as now. She lived with him for a year
before the--accident. There was a child, but that was never found."
"And Vahana?"
The smile, unchanged, gained in significance.
"He was on a great pilgrimage to Holy Benares, Meester Barclay." The
old usurer put his hand to the neck of his tunic and pulled up something
which hung there by a cord. The thing glittered yellow in the light.
"See, this is what I found on her body-0an old bracelet--strange and
wonderful in design, Meester Barclay. I wear it, for there is a saying
that a murdered woman's jewels shield a man from the evil eye, and I,
Lalloo, who believe in nothing, am cautious. There was a fellow to it,
but that I gave to Vahana in remembrance of the wife he had loved. He
thanked me and went his way--some say to Kailasa, but there is no
knowing, for since that day no man has heard him speak."
Barclay, who had bent down for a moment, let the bracelet slip from his
fingers. He turned away and went and stood near the spot which Lalloo
had indicated, frowning down at it as though the stain were still
visible or bore for him some deeper significance.
"And so, because of a sordid tragedy, many years old, the place is
boycotted by all save outsiders--such as I am. Is that the delicate
point of your story, Lalloo?" he asked.
"They say a spirit dwells in this room," Lalloo answered indirectly,
"--an evil spirit," he added.
"Or a living one. Ghosts, if there are any, are men's deeds which live
after them. But there are no ghosts." He shrugged his shoulders and
laughed. "Look about you, Lalloo. A ghost couldn't haunt this room
now. He'd lose his bearings. It's changed since those days, eh?"
Lalloo looked at the marble Venus with her lamp.
"It is indeed wonderful," he assented.
Barclay swung on his heel and came back. He was suddenly neither
arrogant nor pleading, but utterly and rather terribly sincere.
"You don't think it wonderful," he said, softly and bitterly. "What you
think, God knows, but at least it's not admiration for me that you're
hiding behind your damned impassivity. I'm your partner--a very rich
partner. I'm Meester Barclay, that's all. But the youngest
whipper-snapper with a pink and white face and a pair of epaulettes is
Sahib." He stopped, trying to master himself physically. The lean
brown hands were clenched at his side in the effort. "Why am I not
Sahib?" he asked.
Lalloo spread out his hands.
"I speak to you in English. Is not 'Meester Barclay' the English way?"
he asked with deference.
Barclay laughed. The muscles of his handsome features still quivered
with the gust of nervous passion which had swept over him, but there was
a certain satisfaction in his laughter.
"Well, you have always a soft answer--and I understood. I am simply not
Sahib. They--your masters--have not recognized me, so you do not
recognize me. But all that is going to change, and when you see me
cheek by jowl with the best of them you will salaam and ask the bidding
of Barclay Sahib." He paced restlessly backwards and forwards in his
excitement, the mincing quality of his accent asserting itself. "You
know the law, Lalloo. A man is what his father was. My father was
English--I have got good English blood in my veins. I've always known
it--it would be damned awkward for some of them if I proved it. But, at
any rate, they've got to have me. I'm forging a gold key to their
strongest locks, and if that won't do, then----" He broke off again,
changing his tone to one of trenchant decision.
"I've got to have money--money enough to swamp them. I've got to have
those weavers. Once get a hold on the throat of the industries and the
rest's easy. Start at Heerut, Lalloo. They've had an epidemic, and
will be ready to sell their souls. You can give them easy terms--"
Lalloo got up leisurely.
"At Heerut--no, Meester Barclay," he said. "Not there."
"And why not?"
"The Dakktar Sahib lives in Heerut. He is a strange man. He has no
love for my calling."
"Well, are you afraid of him?"
"No; he drove a devil out of my son," Lalloo explained, without
particular emotion.
Barclay laughed irritably.
"That means fear, right enough. You think if he can drive out devils,
he can also inflict them. I know your ways of argument. Well, in the
name of the devil he exorcised, who is the fellow?"
"Tristram Sahib."
"Tristram----?"
"The son," Lalloo explained, his eyes on the spot near the curtain.
James Barclay turned on his heel and went over to the window. For a
full minute he stood there motionless and silent, seemingly intent on
the sound of English voices which drifted towards him over the darkness
of the compound. When he spoke again it was with a drawling heaviness.
"Tristram----the son? That's a curious coincidence. Still, I see your
point, Lalloo. You could not very well oppose him. Leave Heerut to me.
I shall manage. You can go now."
The old usurer lingered. He was watching the tall, stooping figure by
the window, his head a little on one side, as though he, too, listened,
but apparently to other sounds. Presently he slid noiselessly to the
door and drew back the curtain.
A woman entered.
Lalloo greeted her with silent deference. He lifted his hand half-way
to his forehead, looking in Barclay's direction, and the gesture was
nicely expressive of a courteous equality. Then he was gone.
Barclay continued to stand by the window. He had noticed neither
Lalloo's departure nor the woman's entry. Evidently the English party
outside on the road had just returned from some entertainment. He could
hear a fragment of a laughing reference to champagne, then an
indistinguishable murmur pitched in a graver key, and a woman's
exclamation of contemptuous disgust. Some one called good-night, a whip
cracked, and a light-wheeled vehicle rolled on its way down-hill towards
the dak-bungalow.
Barclay drew in his breath between his teeth like some one who has
received a hurt, but he did not move. The woman came nearer to him.
Her movements were quiet and graceful, and curiously typical of the
whole of her. Everything about her was harmonious in a supple, boneless
way. The big straw hat, made garishly ornate with artificial poppies,
flopped over the dark little face and its untidy, beautiful frame of
straight, jet-black hair. The light sprig dress revealed the yielding
lines of her body, and was in itself pretty and badly made and
carelessly put on. She had all the charm, all the lithesome fascination
of a young animal, but there were also lines in her face, in her figure,
which gave warning of a less lovely maturity.
As she came softly forward she clasped her hands, half in excitement,
half in a childish appeal, and they were long-fingered, olive-tinted,
and gaudy with bright rings.
"Jim!" she whispered. "Jim!"
He started. The moody dejection passed. He swung round, his features
blank with the very violence of contending emotions. For a moment he
stared at her, whilst the breathless joy in her eyes faded into hesitant
questioning, then into fear. "Oh, Jim," she repeated helplessly.
"Jim!"
He strode up to her, catching her roughly by the wrist, shaking her less
with anger than in a kind of panic.
"Why have you come?" he stammered. "How did you get here?"
She cowered like a dog before threatening punishment, and her eyes,
lifted to his face, were dog-like in their steadfast, wistful appeal.
"By train to Bhara and then I drove--for two days, Jim. But no one knew
me. I didn't ask any questions--I didn't tell any one. Not a soul. I
just found my way here. I had your letters and they described things so
wonderfully, I felt I was coming home. Jim, how beautiful it all is!
Much more beautiful than I ever dreamed!"
Partly she was trying to propitiate him, but partly the exclamation was
sincere. Her brown eyes were wide and bright as they passed over the
room's treasures, resting at last on the culminating vulgarity of the
Venus. Barclay followed her gaze, then, without a word, he released her,
and going over to the lamp, turned down the wick. It sputtered feebly,
throwing up decreasing flashes of light on to the white, stupid
loveliness of the goddess, and then died out. Through the darkness,
Barclay's voice sounded thick with anger.
"Anybody might have seen us from the road," he said. "You must be mad,
Marie, or bent on doing for my chances. Don't you know what I told
you--or did you just choose to forget? Good God, don't whimper! You're
like a child. You smash something and then you cry as though you were
the injured party----"
"I was so awfully lonely----" she broke in, piteously.
He was silent. She could not read his expression, but the quiet
following on his first violence suggested a furious effort to regain
self-control. She waited, not moving or speaking, and presently he took
up her plea, scrutinizing it with the level coldness of suppressed
anger.
"Lonely, you say? Hadn't you friends enough? You used to make me sick
with your boasts about them. There were the Mazzinis and the Aostas--in
our Calcutta days they lived with us, fed on us, borrowed from us.
What's become of them? You had money enough to buy the lot. Lonely!"
He exploded on the word, falling on it with a raging bitterness, then
choked himself back to his pose of judicial deliberation. "It did not
at all occur to you that I might be lonely, I suppose. It did not occur
to you that whilst you were lolling comfortably in your rut, I was
cutting new roads for us both through a granite opposition with not a
soul to help me. You imagined me in a whirl of conviviality, no
doubt--feted, courted, the catch of Gaya----" He laughed out. "You
fool!" he flung at her, in a paroxysm of exasperation.
She gasped, as though he had struck her across the face, but she was no
longer crying. Her voice sounded flat and tired like a child's.
"I was lonely," she reiterated patiently. "I had the Mazzinis and the
Aostas. I saw them every day, and they were very kind. But they were
not you, Jim. I wanted you all the time, night and day, worse and
worse. I thought I should have died, wanting you. And I did imagine
things. I couldn't help it. I thought how brilliant and handsome you
were, and I knew you'd win through and climb--ever so high--and I should
be left behind. I couldn't bear it, Jim, dear. I had to come."
Barclay did not answer, but now his silence was no longer the tense,
savage thing it had been. She could see his tall, slight figure dimly
outlined against the paler darkness of the garden. Presently he turned
and drew up, the Chesterfield to the shadow's edge.
"Come here!" he said authoritatively.
She came, groping blindly towards him and knelt down at his knees. She
put her hands up, touching his face his shoulders, his whole body.
"Oh, Jim!" she whispered huskily. "Just to feel you again--just to know
you're there--near me. It's like slaking an awful thirst--you don't
know what it's been----"
"Hush!" he whispered back. She had flung aside her hat, and he bent and
kissed her hair. A curious fragrance rose to meet him--Eastern,
sensuous, intoxicating. He flung his arms round, dragging her close to
him, kissing her eyes, her lips with a ruthless desire.
"And haven't I thirsted--haven't I wanted you? Do you think I haven't
been lonely--among these strangers who turn their backs on me, shrink
from me as though I were a leper? Hush, don't cry! I'm not angry now.
I'm glad. We shall have these few hours together. Tomorrow----"
"Tomorrow?" she interrupted fearfully.
"Tomorrow you must go back." He laid his hand on her lips, stifling her
involuntary cry of pain. His own voice grew clearer and less
passionate. "You must. We can't let ourselves be carried away by our
feelings like this. It would be ridiculous to sell the whole future for
the present."
"We were happy before," she whispered. "What more can one be than
happy?"
He made a little impatient movement.
"You were happy. But I--couldn't you see for yourself--I didn't belong
there--not among your set or the set I'd been brought up in--poor, mean,
petty folk, squabbling and wrangling over the degrees of their
insignificance. Who was your father?--a rotten little clerk, sweating in
a Government office, too poor to get an English wife. But my
father----" He broke off, and then went on rapidly. "I'm different,
Marie. I've got good blood in my veins--good English blood. It's
restless in me. It won't let me rot like the others. I've got to get
on. I've got to win through--back to my own people. Don't you
understand?"
"Yes," she said dully, "and I am afraid."
He went on, with gathering determination:
"So you must go back and wait. I shall pull through, but you couldn't,
and I couldn't help you. You'd drag me back. You must have patience
and faith. When I've made my position safe here----"
"You will not want me," she interrupted gently. "You'll have climbed
too high for me, Jim. That's why I am afraid."
He laughed a little. His hand brushed the tears from her hot cheeks,
and passed on caressingly down her arm to her wrist and lingered there.
"You're tired and fanciful, Marie. Some one's been putting ideas into
your head. You've got to trust me and help me----"
"Jim--what are you doing?" she whispered.
"The bracelet--the one I gave you--you're still wearing it----?"
"Always. Night and day. It's been like a bit of you----"
"I want it back----"