WHEN I WAS ON THE FRIGATE

I was stormbound in the fishing village. I had come there by

steamer, but now the steamer was gone and I was left behind there, a

stranger, at a loss what to do.

My idea was to continue my journey overland, and my route lay for

the most part through the mountainous country on the other side of

the fjord. I hadn't managed to hire horses or a guide, and it was no

easy matter to find one's own way in such stormy weather when the

rivers were running in full flood. This was in the spring-time,

round about the beginning of May.

I was staying at the home of the local doctor, who had given me

shelter and who was now trying to help me in every way he could. He

was in my room with me, and we were both sitting there, smoking

cigars and chatting together. I had given up all hope of continuing

my journey that day and was making myself comfortable on the

doctor's sofa. But when we least expected it, we heard the sound of

heavy sea-boots clumping along the corridor, and there was a knock

at the door.

Come in, said the doctor. The door opened slowly, and a young man in

seamen's clothes stood in the doorway.

I was asked to tell you that old Hrolfur from Weir will take that

chap over there across in his boat, if he likes, said the man,

addressing himself to the doctor.

We both stood up, the doctor and I, and walked towards the door.

That possibility hadn't occurred to either of us.

Is old Hrolfur going fishing then? asked the doctor.

Yes, he's going out to the islands and staying there about a week.

It won't make any difference to him to slip ashore at Muladalir, if

it would be any help.

That's fine, said the doctor, turning to me. It's worth thinking

over, unless you really need to go round the end of the fjord. It'll

save you at least a day on your journey, and it'll be easier to get

horses and a man in Muladalir than it is here.

This was all so unexpected that I didn't quite know what to say. I

looked at the doctor and the stranger in turn, and my first thought

was that the doctor was trying to get rid of me. Then it occurred to

me what a fine thing it would be to avoid having to cross all those

rivers which flow into the head of the fjord. Finally I decided that

the doctor had no ulterior motive and that his advice was prompted

by sheer goodwill.

Is old Hrolfur all right at the moment? the doctor asked the man in

the doorway.

Yes, of course he is, said the man.

All right? I said, looking at them questioningly. I thought that was

a funny thing to ask.

The doctor smiled.

He's just a bit queer--up here, he said, pointing to his forehead.

The thought of having to set out on a long sea journey with a man

who was half crazy made me shudder. I am certain, too, that the

doctor could see what I was thinking, for he smiled good-naturedly.

Is it safe to go with him then? I asked.

Oh yes, quite safe. He's not mad, far from it. He's just a bit

queer--he's got 'bats in the belfry', as men say. He gets these

attacks when he's at home in the dark winter days and has nothing to

occupy him. But there's little sign of it in the summer. And he's a

first-class seaman.

Yes, a first-class seaman who never fails, said the man in the

doorway. It's quite safe to go on board with him now. You can take

my word for that.

Are you going with him? asked the doctor.

Yes, there's a crew of three with him. There'll be four of us in the

boat altogether.

I looked at the man in the doorway--he was a young man of about

twenty, promising and assured. I liked the look of him, very much.

Secretly I began to be ashamed of not daring to cross the fjord with

three men such as he, even though the skipper was 'a bit queer in

the head'.

Are you going to-day? said the doctor. Don't you think it's blowing

a bit hard?

I don't think old Hrolfur'll let that bother him, said the man and

smiled.

Can you use your sails?

Yes, I think so--there's a fair wind.

It was decided that I should go with them. I went to get ready as

quickly as possible, and my luggage, saddle and bridle, were carried

down to the boat.

The doctor walked to the jetty with us.

There, in the shelter of the breakwater, was old Hrolfur's boat, its

mast already stepped, with the sail wrapped round it. It was a four-

oared boat, rather bigger than usual, tarred all over except for the

top plank, which was painted light blue. In the boat were the

various bits of equipment needed for shark-fishing, including a

thick wooden beam to which were attached four hooks of wrought iron,

a keg of shark-bait which stank vilely, and barrels for the shark's

liver. There were shark knives under the thwarts and huge gaffs

hooked under the rib-boards. The crew had put the boxes containing

their food and provisions in the prow.

In the stern could be seen the back of a man bending down. He was

arranging stones in the well of the boat. He was dressed in overalls

made of skin, which reached up to his armpits and which were

fastened by pieces of thin rope crossing over his shoulders. Further

forward there was a second man, and a third was up on the jetty.

Good day to you, Hrolfur, said the doctor.

Good day to you, grunted Hrolfur as he straightened himself up and

spat a stream of yellowish-brown liquid from his mouth. Hand me that

stone over there.

These last words were addressed not to the doctor or me, but to the

man on the jetty. Hrolfur vouchsafed me one quick, unfriendly

glance, but apart from that scarcely seemed to notice me. The look

in those sharp, haunting eyes went through me like a knife. Never

before had anyone looked at me with a glance so piercing and so full

of misgiving.

He was a small man, and lively, though ageing fast. The face was

thin, rather wrinkled, dark and weather-beaten, with light untidy

wisps of hair round the mouth. I was immediately struck by a curious

twitching in his features, perhaps a relic of former bouts of

drinking. Otherwise his expression was harsh and melancholy. His

hands were red, swollen and calloused as if by years of rowing.

Don't you think it's blowing rather hard, Hrolfur? asked the doctor

after a long silence.

Oh, so-so, answered Hrolfur, without looking up.

Again there was silence. It was as if Hrolfur had neither time nor

inclination for gossiping, even though it was the district medical

officer talking to him.

The doctor looked at me and smiled. I was meant to understand that

this was exactly what he had expected.

After another interval the doctor said: You are going to do this

traveller a favour then, Hrolfur?

Oh, well, the boat won't mind taking him.

In other words, I was to be nothing but so much ballast.

Don't you think it's going to be tricky landing there in Mular

Creek?

Hrolfur straightened up, putting his hand to his back.

Oh, no, damn it, he said. There's an offshore wind and the sea's not

bad, and anyway we'll probably get there with the incoming tide.

It isn't going to take you out of your way? I asked.

We won't argue about that. We'll get there all the same. We often

give ourselves a rest in the old creek when we have to row.

Immediately afterwards I said good-bye to the doctor and slid down

into the boat. The man on the jetty cast off, threw the rope down

into the boat and jumped in after it.

One of the crew thrust the handle of an oar against the breakwater

and pushed off. Then they rowed for a short spell to get into the

wind, whilst old Hrolfur fixed the rudder.

The sail filled out; the boat heeled gently over and ran in a long

curve. The islets at the harbour mouth rushed past us. We were

making straight for the open bay.

On the horizon before us the mountainous cliffs, dark blue with a

thick, ragged patch of mist at the top, towered steeply over the

waves. In between, the sea stretched out, seemingly for miles.

Hrolfur was at the rudder. He sat back in the stern on a crossbeam

flush with the gunwale, his feet braced against the ribs on either

side and in his hands the rudder lines, one on each side, close to

his thighs.

I was up with the crew near the mast. We all knew from experience

that Icelandic boats sailed better when well-loaded forward. All

four of us were lying down on the windward side, but to leeward the

foam still bubbled up over the rowlocks.

If you think we're not going fast enough, lads, you'd better start

rowing--but no extra pay, said old Hrolfur, grinning.

We all took his joke well, and I felt that it brought me nearer to

the old man; up to then I'd been just a little scared of him. A joke

is always like an outstretched hand.

For a long time we hardly spoke. In front of the mast we lay in

silence, whilst old Hrolfur was at the stern with the whole length

of the boat between us.

The crew did all they could to make me comfortable. I lay on some

soft sacking just in front of the thwart and kept my head under the

gunwale for protection. The spray from the sea went right over me

and splashed down into the boat on the far side.

The boy who had come for me to the doctor's settled himself down in

the bows in front of me. His name was Eric Ericsson, and the more I

saw of him the more I liked him.

The second member of the crew sat crosswise over the thwart with his

back to the mast. He too was young, his beard just beginning to

grow, red-faced, quiet and rather indolent-looking. He seemed

completely indifferent, even though showers of spray blew, one after

another, straight into his face.

The third member of the crew lay down across the boat behind the

thwart; he put a folded oilskin jacket under his head and fell

asleep.

For a long time, almost an hour, I lay in silence, thinking only of

what I saw and heard around me. There was more than enough to keep

me awake.

I noticed how the sail billowed out, full of wind, pulling hard at

the clew-line, which was made fast to the gunwhale beside Hrolfur.

The fore-sail resembled a beautifully curved sheet of steel, stiff

and unyielding. Both sails were snow-white, semi-transparent and

supple in movement, like the ivory sails on the model ships in

Rosenborg Palace. The mast seemed to bend slightly and the stays

were as taut as fiddle-strings. The boat quivered like a leaf. The

waves pounded hard against the thin strakes of the boat's side. I

could feel them on my cheek, though their dampness never penetrated;

but in between these hammer blows their little pats were wonderfully

friendly. Every now and then I could see the white frothing of the

wave-crests above the gunwale, and sometimes under the sail the

horizon was visible but, more often, there was nothing to be seen

but the broad back of a wave, on which, for a time, the boat tossed

before sinking down once more. The roll was scarcely noticeable, for

the boat kept at the same angle all the time and cleft her way

through the waves. The motion was comfortable and soothing to the

mind; quite unlike the violent lunging of bigger ships.

Gradually the conversation came to life again. It was Eric who

proved to be the most talkative, though the man on the thwart also

threw in a word here and there.

We began to talk about old Hrolfur.

We spoke in a low voice so that he shouldn't hear what we said.

There was, indeed, little danger of his doing so--the distance was

too great and the storm was bound to carry our words away; but men

always lower their voices when they speak of those they can see,

even though they are speaking well of them.

My eyes scarcely left old Hrolfur, and as the men told me more, my

picture of him became clearer and clearer.

He sat there silent, holding on to the steering ropes and staring

straight ahead, not deigning us a single glance.

The crew's story was roughly this.

He was born and bred in the village, and he had never left it. The

croft which he lived in was just opposite the weir in the river

which flowed through the village, and was named after it.

He went to sea whenever possible; fished for shark in the spring and

for cod and haddock in the other seasons. He never felt so happy as

when he was on the sea; and if he couldn't go to sea, he sat alone

at home in the croft mending his gear. He never went down to the

harbour for work like the other fishermen and never worked on the

land. Humming away and talking to himself he fiddled about in his

shed, around his boat-house or his croft, his hands all grubby with

tar and grease. If addressed, he was abrupt and curt in his answers,

sometimes even abusive. Hardly anyone dared go near him.

Yet everyone liked him really. Everyone who got to know him said

that he improved on acquaintance. His eccentricity increased as he

grew older, but particularly after he had lost his son.

His son was already grown-up and had been a most promising young

fellow. He was thought to be the most daring of all the skippers in

the village and always went furthest out to sea; he was also the

most successful fisherman of them all. But one day a sudden storm

had caught them far out to sea, well outside the mouth of the fjord.

Rowing hard, in the teeth of wind and tide, they managed to reach

the cliffs, but by that time they were quite exhausted. Their idea

had been to land at Mular Creek, but unfortunately their boat

overturned as they tried to enter. Hrolfur's son and one other on

board had been drowned, though the rest were saved.

After the disaster Hrolfur ignored everybody for a long time. It

wasn't that he wept or lost heart. Perhaps he had done so for the

first few days, but not afterwards. He just kept to himself. He took

not the slightest notice of his wife and his other children, just as

if they were no longer his concern. It was as though he felt he'd

lost everything. He lived all alone with his sorrow and talked of it

to no one. Nobody tried to question him; no one dared try to comfort

him. Then, one winter, he started talking to himself.

Day and night, for a long time, he talked to himself, talked as

though two or more men were chatting together, changing his tone of

voice and acting in every way as though he were taking part in a

lively and interesting conversation. There was nothing silly in what

he said, although the subject matter was often difficult to follow.

He would always answer if anyone spoke to him, slowly to be sure,

but always sensibly and agreeably. Often, before he could answer, it

was as though he had to wake up as from a sleep, and yet his work

never suffered from these bouts of absentmindedness.

He never talked about his son. The conversations he held with

himself were mostly concerned with various adventures he thought had

befallen him; some were exaggerated, others pure invention.

Sometimes he would talk of things he was going to do in the future,

or things he would have done or ought to have in the past, but never

about the present.

It wasn't long before the rumour spread that old Hrolfur was crazy,

and for a long time hardly anyone dared to go to sea with him.

Now, that's all a thing of the past, said Eric and smiled. Nowadays

there are always more who would like to go with him than he can

take.

And does he catch plenty of fish?

Yes, he rarely fails.

Isn't he quite well-off then?

I don't know. At any rate he's not dependent on anyone else, and

he's the sole owner of his boat and tackle.

He's rolling in money, the old devil, said the man at the mast,

wiping the spray from his face with his hand.

Then they began to tell me about Mular Island and the life they

would lead there in the coming week.

The island was a barren rock beyond the cliffs, and, in the autumn

storms, was almost covered by the waves. The first thing they'd have

to do, when they arrived, was to rebuild their refuge from the year

before, roof it over with bits of driftwood and cover them with

seaweed. That was to be their shelter at night, no matter what the

weather. Nature had provided a landing-place, so that they'd no

trouble with that, though the spot was so treacherous that one of

them would have to stand watch over the boat every night.

Each evening they would row off from the island with their lines to

some well-known fishing bank, for it was after midnight that the

shark was most eager to take the bait. Savouring in his nostrils the

smell of horse flesh soaked in rum and of rotten seal blubber, he

would rush on the scent and greedily swallow whatever was offered.

When he realised the sad truth that a huge hook with a strong barb

was hidden inside this tempting dish and that it was no easy matter

to disgorge the tasty morsel, he would try to gnaw through the shaft

of the hook with his teeth. Very occasionally he might succeed, but

usually his efforts failed. Attached to the hook was a length of

strong iron chain; and sometimes, though defeated by the hook, he

would manage to snip through the chain. Then, in his joy at being

free, this creature with the magnificent appetite would immediately

rush to the next hook, only to be caught there when the lines were

drawn in. If the shark failed in his efforts to gnaw himself free,

he would try, by twisting and turning, to break either the hook or

the chain; but man had foreseen this possibility and had made the

hook to turn with him. With exemplary patience 'the grey one' would

continue his twisting until he had been drawn right up to the side

of the boat and a second hook made fast in him. His sea-green,

light-shy, pig-like eyes would glare malevolently up at his

tormentors, and in his maddened fury he would bite, snap and fight

until he almost capsized the boat.

For centuries our forefathers had hunted the shark like this in open

boats, but nowadays men preferred to use decked vessels. No one in

the district still used the old method, apart from old Hrolfur.

He had dragged in many a 'grey one'. From the bottom of the boat

Eric picked up one of the hooks and passed it to me; it was of

wrought iron, half an inch thick, with a point of cast steel. But

the spinning joint was almost chewed through and the hook shaft

bitten and gnawed--the 'grey one' had fought hard that time.

The crew told me so much about their fishing adventures that I

longed to go to the island with them.

Suddenly Eric gave me a nudge.

The conversation stopped, and we all looked back at old Hrolfur.

Now he's talking to himself.

We all held our breath and listened.

Hrolfur sat like a statue, holding the rudder-lines. His eyes wore a

far-away look and a curious smile of happiness played over his face.

After a short silence, he spoke again--in a perfectly normal voice.

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