Early the next morning, after breakfast, I took my cane to return to
Phalsburg. Zeffen and Baruch wanted to keep me longer, but I said:
"You do not think of your mother, who is expecting me. She does not
keep still a minute; she keeps going upstairs and down, and looking out
of the window. No, I must go. Sorle must not be uneasy while we are
comfortable."
Zeffen said no more, and filled my pockets with apples and nuts for her
brother Safel. I embraced them again, the little ones and the big;
then Baruch led me far back of the gardens, to the place where the
roads to Schlittenbach and Lutzelburg divide.
The troops had all left, only stragglers and the sick remaining. But
we could still see the line of carts in the distance, on the hill, and
bands of day-laborers who had been set to work digging graves back of
the road.
The very thought of passing that way disturbed me. I shook hands with
Baruch at this fork of the road, promising to come again with
grandmother to the circumcision, and then took the valley road, which
follows the Zorn through the woods.
This path was full of dead leaves, and for two hours I walked on
thinking at times of the Hotel du Soleil, of Zimmer, of Marshal Victor,
whom I seemed to see again, with his tall figure, his square shoulders,
his gray head, and coat covered with embroidery. Sometimes I pictured
to myself Zeffen's chamber, the little babe and its mother; then the
war which threatened us--that mass of enemies advancing from every side!
Several times I stopped in the midst of these valleys sloping into each
other as far as the eye can reach, all covered with firs, oaks and
beeches, and I said to myself:
"Who knows? Perhaps the Prussians, Austrians and Russians will soon
pass along here!"
But there was comfort in this thought; "Moses, your two boys, Itzig and
Fromel, are in America far from the reach of cannon; they are there
with their packs on their shoulders, going from village to village
without danger. And your daughter Zeffen, too, may sleep in quiet;
Baruch has two fine children, and will have another every year while
the war lasts. He will sell leather to make bags and shoes for those
who have to go, but, for his part, he will stay at home."
I smiled as I thought that I was too old to be conscripted, that I was
a gray-head, and the conscriptors could have none of us. Yes; I smiled
as I saw that I had acted very wisely in everything, and that the Lord
had, as it were, cleared my path.
It is a great satisfaction, Fritz, to see that everything is working to
our advantage.
In the midst of these thoughts I came quietly to Lutzelburg, and I went
to Brestel's at the Swan Hotel to take a cup of coffee.
There I found Bernard, the soap merchant, whom you do not know--a
little man, bald to the very nape of the neck, with great wens on his
head--and Donadieu, the Harberg forest-keeper. One had laid his dosser
and the other his gun against the wall, and they were emptying a bottle
of wine between them. Brestel was helping.
"Ha! it is Moses," exclaimed Bernard. "Where the devil dost thou come
from, so early in the morning!"
Christians in those days were in the habit of _thou_ing the Jews--even
the old men. I answered that I had come from Saverne, by the valley.
"Ah! thou hast seen the wounded," said the keeper. "What thinkest thou
of that, Moses!"
"I have seen them," I replied sadly, "I saw them last evening. It is
dreadful!"
"Yes, it is; everybody has gone up there to-day, because old Gredal of
Quatre-Vents found her nephew under a cart--Joseph Bertha, the little
lame watchmaker who worked last year with Father Goulden; so the people
from Dagsberg, Houpe, and Garburg, expect to find their brothers, or
sons, or cousins in the heap."
He shrugged his shoulders compassionately.
"These things are dreadful," said Brestel, "but they must come. There
has been no business these two years; I have back here, in my court,
three thousand pounds' worth of planks and timber. That would formerly
have lasted me for six weeks or two months; but now it is all rotting
on the spot; nobody wants it on the Sarre, nobody wants it in Alsace,
nobody orders anything or buys anything. It is just so with the hotel.
Nobody has a sous; everybody stays at home, thankful if they have
potatoes to eat and cold water to drink. Meanwhile my wine and beer
turn sour in the cellar, and are covered with mildew. And all that
does not keep off the duties; you must pay, or the officer will be upon
you."
"Yes," cried Bernard, "it is the same thing everywhere. But what is it
to the Emperor whether planks and soap sell or not, provided the
contributions come in and the conscripts arrive?"
Donadieu perceived that his comrade had taken a glass too much; he
rose, put back his gun into his shoulder-belt, and went out, calling to
us.
"Good-by to you all, good-by! We will talk about this another time."
A few minutes afterward, I paid for my cup of coffee, and followed his
example.
I had the same thoughts as Brestel and Bernard; I saw that my trade in
iron and old clothes was at an end; and as I went up the Barracks' hill
I thought, "Try to find something else, Moses. Everything is at a
stand-still. But one cannot use up his money to the last farthing. I
must turn to something else--I must find an article which is always
salable. But what is always salable? Every trade has its day, and
then it comes to an end."
While thus meditating, I passed the Barracks of the Bois-de-Chenes. I
was on the plateau from which I could see the glacis, the line of
ramparts, and the bastions, when the firing of a cannon gave notice
that the marshal was leaving the place. At the same time I saw at the
left, in the direction of Mittelbronn, the line of sabres flashing like
lightning in the distance among the poplars of the highway. The trees
were leafless, and I could see, too, the carriage and postilions
passing like the wind through the plumes and caps.
The cannon pealed, second after second; the mountains gave back peal
after peal, from the very depths of their valleys; and as for myself, I
was quite carried away by the thought of having seen this man the day
before; it seemed like a dream.
Then, about ten o'clock, I passed the bridge of the French gate. The
last cannon sounded upon the bastion of the powder-house; the crowd of
men, women and children descended the ramparts, as if it were a
festival; they knew nothing, thought of nothing, while cries of "Vive
l'Empereur!" rose in every street.
I passed through the crowd, well pleased at bringing good news to my
wife; and I was saying to myself beforehand, "The little one is doing
well, Sorle!" when, at the corner of the market, I saw her at our door.
I raised my cane at once, and smiled, as much as to say "Baruch is
safe--we may laugh!"
She understood me, and went in at once; but I overtook her on the
stairs, and embraced her, saying:
"It is a good, hearty little fellow--there! Such a baby--so round and
rosy! And Zeffen is doing well. Baruch wished me to embrace you for
him. But where is Safel?"
"Under the market, selling."
"Ah, good!"
We went into our room. I sat down and began to praise Zeffen's baby.
Sorle listened with delight, looking at me with her great black eyes,
and wiping my forehead, for I had walked fast, and could hardly breathe.
And then, all of a sudden, our Safel came in. I had not time to turn
my head before he was on my knees, with his hands in my pockets. The
child knew that his sister Zeffen never forgot him; and Sorle, too,
liked to bite an apple.
You see, Fritz, when I think of these things, everything comes back to
me; I could talk to you about it forever.
It was Friday, the day before the Sabbath; the _Schabbes-Goie_* was to
come in the afternoon. While we were still alone at dinner, and I
related for the fifth and sixth time how Zimmer had recognized me, how
he had taken me into the presence of the Duke of Bellune, my wife told
me that the marshal had made the tour of our ramparts on horseback,
with his staff-officers; that he had examined the advanced works, the
bastions, the glacis, and that he had said, as he went down the college
street, that the place would hold out for eighteen days, and that it
must be fortified immediately.
* Woman, not Israelite, who on Saturday performs in a Jewish household
the labors forbidden by the law of Moses.
I remembered at once that he had asked me if we wished to defend
ourselves, and I exclaimed: "He is sure that the enemy is coming; since
he is going to put cannon upon the ramparts, it is because there will
be need of them. It is not natural to make preparations which are not
to be used. And, if the allies come, the gates will be shut. What
will become of us without our business? The country people can neither
go in nor out, and what will become of us?"
Then Sorle showed her good sense, for she said:
"I have already thought about this, Moses; it is only the peasants who
buy iron, old shoes, and our other things. We must undertake a city
business for all classes--a business which will oblige citizens,
soldiers and workmen to buy of us. That is what we must do."
I looked at her in surprise. Safel, with his elbow on the table, was
also listening.
"It is all very well, Sorle," I replied, "but what business is there
which will oblige citizens, soldiers, everybody to buy of us--what
business is there?"
"Listen," said she; "if the gates are shut and the country people
cannot enter, there will be no eggs, butter, fish, or anything in the
market. People will have to live on salt meats and dried vegetables,
flour, and all kinds of preserved articles. Those who have bought up
these can sell them at their own price; they will grow rich."
As I listened I was struck with astonishment.
"Ah, Sorle! Sorle!" I exclaimed, "for thirty years you have been my
comfort. Yes, you have crowned me with all sorts of blessings, and I
have said a hundred times, 'A good wife is a diamond of pure water, and
without flaw. A good wife is a rich treasure for her husband.' I have
repeated it a hundred times. But now I know still better what you are
worth, and esteem you still more highly."
The more I thought of it, the more I perceived the wisdom of this
advice. At length I said:
"Sorle, meat and flour, and everything which can be kept, are already
in the storehouses, and the soldiers will not need such things for a
long time, because their officers will have provided them. But what
will be wanted is brandy, which men must have to massacre and
exterminate each other in war, and brandy we will buy! We will have
plenty of it in our cellar, we will sell it, and nobody else will have
it. That is my idea!"
"It is a good idea, Moses!" said she; "your reasons are good; I approve
of them."
"Then I will write," said I, "and we will invest everything in spirits
of wine. We will add water ourselves, in proportion as people wish to
pay for it. In this way the freight will be less than if it were
brandy, for we shall not have to pay for the transportation of the
water, which we have here."
"That is well, Moses," she said.
And so we agreed.
Then I said to Safel:
"You must not speak of this to any one."
She answered for him:
"There's no need of telling him that, Moses. Safel knows very well
that this is between ourselves, and that our well-being depends upon
it."
The child for a long time resented my words: "You must not speak of
this to any one." He was already full of good sense, and said to
himself:
"So my father thinks I am an idiot."
This thought humiliated him. Some years afterward he told me of it,
and I perceived that I had been wrong.
Everybody has his notions. Children should not be humiliated in
theirs, but rather upheld by their parents.