CHAPTER V

THE SECRET OF STRENGTH

I

Strength to step forward is the primary

need of him who has chosen his path. Where

is this to be found? Looking round, it is not

hard to see where other men find their strength.

Its source is profound conviction. Through this

great moral power is brought to birth in the

natural life of the man that which enables him,

however frail he may be, to go on and conquer.

Conquer what? Not continents, not worlds, but

himself. Through that supreme victory is

obtained the entrance to the whole, where all

that might be conquered and obtained by effort

becomes at once not his, but himself.

To put on armor and go forth to war,

taking the chances of death in the hurry of the

fight, is an easy thing; to stand still amid

the jangle of the world, to preserve stillness

within the turmoil of the body, to hold silence

amid the thousand cries of the senses and

desires, and then, stripped of all armor and

without hurry or excitement take the deadly

serpent of self and kill it, is no easy thing.

Yet that is what has to be done; and it can

only be done in the moment of equilibrium

when the enemy is disconcerted by the silence.

But there is needed for this supreme

moment a strength such as no hero of the

battlefield needs. A great soldier must be filled

with the profound convictions of the justness

of his cause and the rightness of his method.

The man who wars against himself and wins

the battle can do it only when he knows that

in that war he is doing the one thing which

is worth doing, and when he knows that in

doing it he is winning heaven and hell as his

servitors. Yes, he stands on both. He needs

no heaven where pleasure comes as a long-promised

reward; he fears no hell where pain

waits to punish him for his sins. For he has

conquered once for all that shifting serpent

in himself which turns from side to side in

its constant desire of contact, in its perpetual

search after pleasure and pain. Never again

(the victory once really won) can he tremble

or grow exultant at any thought of that which

the future holds. Those burning sensations

which seemed to him to be the only proofs

of his existence are his no longer. How, then,

can he know that he lives? He knows it only

by argument. And in time he does not care to

argue about it. For him there is then peace;

and he will find in that peace the power he

has coveted. Then he will know what is that

faith which can remove mountains.

II

Religion holds a man back from the path,

prevents his stepping forward, for various very

plain reasons. First it makes the vital mistake

of distinguishing between good and evil.

Nature knows no such distinction; and the

moral and social laws set us by our religions

are as temporary, as much a thing of our own

special mode and form of existence, as are the

moral and social laws of the ants or the bees.

We pass out of that state in which these things

appear to be final, and we forget them forever.

This is easily shown, because a man of broad

habits of thought and of intelligence must

modify his code of life when he dwells among

another people. These people among whom

he is an alien have their own deep-rooted

religions and hereditary convictions, against

which he cannot offend. Unless his is an

abjectly narrow and unthinking mind, he sees

that their form of law and order is as good as

his own. What then can he do but reconcile

his conduct gradually to their rules? And then

if he dwells among them many years the sharp

edge of difference is worn away, and he forgets

at last where their faith ends and his commences.

Yet is it for his own people to say he

has done wrong, if he has injured no man and

remained just?

I am not attacking law and order; I do not

speak of these things with rash dislike. In

their place they are as vital and necessary as

the code which governs the life of a beehive

is to its successful conduct. What I wish to

point out is that law and order in themselves

are quite temporary and unsatisfactory.

a man's soul passes away from its brief

dwelling-place, thoughts of law and order do

not accompany it. If it is strong, it is the

ecstasy of true being and real life which it

becomes possessed of, as all know who have

watched by the dying. If the soul is weak, it

faints and fades away, overcome by the first

flush of the new life.

Am I speaking too positively? Only those

who live in the active life of the moment, who

have not watched beside the dead and dying,

who have not walked the battlefield and

looked in the faces of men in their last agony,

will say so. The strong man goes forth from

his body exultant.

Why? Because he is no longer held back

and made to quiver by hesitation. In the

strange moment of death he has had release

given him; and with a sudden passion of

delight he recognises that it is release. Had;

he been sure of this before, he would have

been a great sage, a man to rule the world,

for he would have had the power to rule

himself and his own body. That release from

the chains of ordinary life can be obtained as

easily during life as by death. It only needs a

sufficiently profound conviction to enable the

man to look on his body with the same emotions

as he would look on the body of another

man, or on the bodies of a thousand men. In

contemplating a battlefield it is impossible to

realize the agony of every sufferer; why, then,

realize your own pain more keenly than

another's? Mass the whole together, and look

at it all from a wider standpoint than that

of the individual life. That you actually feel

your own physical wound is a weakness of

your limitation. The man who is developed

psychically feels the wound of another as

keenly as his own, and does not feel his own

at all if he is strong enough to will it so.

Every one who has examined at all seriously

into psychic conditions knows this to be a fact,

more or less marked, according to the psychic

development. In many instances, the psychic is

more keenly and selfishly aware of his own

pain than of any other person's; but that is

when the development, marked perhaps so far

as it has gone, only reaches a certain point.

It is the power which carries the man to the

margin of that consciousness which is profound

peace and vital activity. It can carry him no

further. But if he has reached its margin he

is freed from the paltry dominion of his own

self. That is the first great release. Look at

the sufferings which come upon us from our

narrow and limited experience and sympathy.

We each stand quite alone, a solitary unit, a

pygmy in the world. What good fortune can

we expect? The great life of the world rushes

by, and we are in danger each instant that

it will overwhelm us or even utterly destroy us.

There is no defence to be offered to it; no

opposition army can be set up, because in this

life every man fights his own battle against

every other man, and no two can be united

under the same banner. There is only one way

of escape from this terrible danger which we

battle against every hour. Turn round, and

instead of standing against the forces, join

them; become one with Nature, and go easily

upon her path. Do not resist or resent the

circumstances of life any more than the plants

present the rain and the wind. Then suddenly,

to your own amazement, you find you have

time and strength to spare, to use in the great

battle which it is inevitable every man must

fight,--that in himself, that which leads to

his own conquest.

Some might say, to his own destruction.

And why? Because from the hour when he

first tastes the splendid reality of living he

forgets more and more his individual self. No

longer does he fight for it, or pit its strength

against the strength of others. No longer does

he care to defend or to feed it. Yet when

he is thus indifferent to its welfare, the individual

self grows more stalwart and robust,

like the prairie grasses and the trees of untrodden

forests. It is a matter of indifference to

him whether this is so or not. Only, if it is so,

he has a fine instrument ready to his hand; and

in due proportion to the completeness of his

indifference to it is the strength and beauty

of his personal self. This is readily seen; a

garden flower becomes a mere degenerate copy

of itself if it is simply neglected; a plant must

be cultivated to the highest pitch, and benefit

by the whole of the gardener's skill, or else it

must be a pure savage, wild, and fed only by

the earth and sky. Who cares for any intermediate

states? What value or strength is

there in the neglected garden rose which has

the canker in every bud? For diseased or

dwarfed blossoms are sure to result from an

arbitrary change of condition, resulting from

the neglect of the man who has hitherto been

the providence of the plant in its unnatural

life. But there are wind-blown plains where

the daisies grow tall, with moon faces such

as no cultivation can produce in them. Cultivate,

then, to the very utmost; forget no inch

of your garden ground, no smallest plant that

grows in it; make no foolish pretence nor fond

mistake in the fancy that you are ready to

forget it, and so subject it to the frightful consequences

of half-measures. The plant that is

watered to-day and forgotten to-morrow must

dwindle or decay. The plant that looks for no

help but from Nature itself measures its

strength at once, and either dies and is

re-created or grows into a great tree whose

boughs fill the sky. But make no mistake like

the religionists and some philosophers; leave

no part of yourself neglected while you know

it to be yourself. While the ground is the

gardener's it is his business to tend it; but

some day a call may come to him from another

country or from death itself, and in a moment

he is no longer the gardener, his business is at

an end, he has no more duty of that kind

at all. Then his favorite plants suffer and die,

and the delicate ones become one with the

earth. But soon fierce Nature claims the place

for her own, and covers it with thick grass or

giant weeds, or nurses some sapling in it

till its branches shade the ground. Be warned,

and tend your garden to the utmost, till you can

pass away utterly and let it return to Nature

and become the wind-blown plain where the

wild-flowers grow. Then, if you pass that way

and look at it, whatever has happened will

neither grieve nor elate you. For you will be

able to say, "I am the rocky ground, I am the

great tree, I am the strong daisies," indifferent

which it is that flourishes where once your rose-trees

grew. But you must have learned to study

the stars to some purpose before you dare to

neglect your roses, and omit to fill the air

with their cultivated fragrance. You must

know your way through the trackless air, and

from thence to the pure ether; you must be

ready to lift the bar of the Golden Gate.

Cultivate, I say, and neglect nothing. Only

remember, all the while you tend and water,

that you are impudently usurping the tasks of

Nature herself. Having usurped her work,

you must carry it through until you have

reached a point when she has no power to

punish you, when you are not afraid of her,

but can with a bold front return her her own.

She laughs in her sleeve, the mighty mother,

watching you with covert, laughing eye, ready

relentlessly to cast the whole of your work

into the dust if you do but give her the chance,

if you turn idler and grow careless. The idler

is father of the madman in the sense that the

child is the father of the.man. Nature has

put her vast hand on him and crushed the

whole edifice. The gardener and his rose-trees

are alike broken and stricken by the great

storm which her movement has created; they

lie helpless till the sand is swept over them

and they are buried in a weary wilderness.

From this desert spot Nature herself will

re-create, and will use the ashes of the man

who dared to face her as indifferently as the

withered leaves of his plants. His body, soul,

and spirit are all alike claimed by her.

III

The man who is strong, who has resolved

to find the unknown path, takes with the

utmost care every step. He utters no idle word,

he does no unconsidered action, he neglects no

duty or office however homely or however

difficult. But while his eyes and hands and

feet are thus fulfilling their tasks, new eyes

and hands and feet are being born within

him. For his passionate and unceasing desire

is to go that way on which the subtile organs

only can guide him. The physical world he has

learned, and knows how to use; gradually his

power is passing on, and he recognises the

psychic world. But he has to learn this world

and know how to use it, and he dare not lose

hold of the life he is familiar with till he has

taken hold of that with which he is unfamiliar.

When he has acquired such power

with his psychic organs as the infant has with

its physical organs when it first opens its lungs,

then is the hour for the great adventure. How

little is needed--yet how much that is! The

man does but need the psychic body to be

formed in all parts, as is an infant's; he does

but need the profound and unshakable conviction

which impels the infant, that the new

life is desirable. Once those conditions gained

and he may let himself live in the new atmosphere

and look up to the new sun. But then

his must remember to check his new experience

by the old. He is breathing still, though differently;

he draws air into his lungs, and takes

life from the sun. He has been born into the

psychic world, and depends now on the

psychic air and light. His goal is not here: this

is but a subtile repetition of physical life; he

has to pass through it according to similar

laws. He must study, learn, grow, and conquer;

never forgetting the while that his goal is that

place where there is no air nor any sun or

moon.

Do not imagine that in this line of progress

the man himself is being moved or changing

his place. Not so. The truest illustration of the

process is that of cutting through layers of crust

or skin. The man, having learned his lesson

fully, casts off the physical life; having learned

his lesson fully, casts off the psychic life; having

learned his lesson fully, casts off the contemplative

life, or life of adoration.

All are cast aside at last, and he enters the

great temple where any memory of self or sensation

is left outside as the shoes are cast from

the feet of the worshipper. That temple is the

place of his own pure divinity, the central flame

which, however obscured, has animated him

through all these struggles. And having found

this sublime home he is sure as the heavens

themselves. He remains still, filled with all

knowledge and power. The outer man, the

adoring, the acting, the living personification,

goes its own way hand in hand with Nature,

and shows all the superb strength of the savage

growth of the earth, lit by that instinct which

contains knowledge. For in the inmost sanctuary,

in the actual temple, the man has found

the subtile essence of Nature herself. No

longer can there be any difference between

them or any half-measures. And now comes

the hour of action and power. In that inmost

sanctuary all is to be found: God and his creatures,

the fiends who prey on them, those

among men who have been loved, those who

have been hated. Difference between them exists

no longer. Then the soul of man laughs in

its strength and fearlessness, and goes forth

into the world in which its actions are needed,

and causes these actions to take place without

apprehension, alarm, fear, regret, or joy.

This state is possible to man while yet he

lives in the physical; for men have attained it

while living. It alone can make actions in the

physical divine and true.

Life among objects of sense must forever

be an outer shape to the sublime soul,--it can

only become powerful life, the life of accomplishment,

when it is animated by the crowned

and indifferent god that sits in the sanctuary.

The obtaining of this condition is so supremely

desirable because from the moment it

is entered there is no more trouble, no more

anxiety, no more doubt or hesitation. As a

great artist paints his picture fearlessly and

never committing any error which causes him

regret, so the man who has formed his inner

self deals with his life.

But that is when the condition is entered.

That which we who look towards the mountains

hunger to know is the mode of entrance and

the way to the Gate. The Gate is that Gate of

Gold barred by a heavy bar of iron. The way

to the threshold of it turns a man giddy and

sick. It seems no path, it seems to end perpetually,

its way lies along hideous precipices,

it loses itself in deep waters.

Once crossed and the way found it appears

wonderful that the difficulty should have looked;

so great. For the path where it disappears does

but turn abruptly, its line upon the precipice

edge is wide enough for the feet, and across

the deep waters that look so treacherous there,

is always a ford and a ferry. So it happens in

all profound experiences of human nature.

When the first grief tears the heart asunder it

seems that the path has ended and a blank

darkness taken the place of the sky. And yet by

groping the soul passes on, and that difficult

and seemingly hopeless turn in the road is

passed.

So with many another form or human torture.

Sometimes throughout a long period or

a whole lifetime the path of existence is perpetually

checked by what seem like insurmountable

obstacles. Grief, pain, suffering, the loss

of all that is beloved or valued, rise up before

the terrified soul and check it at every turn.

Who places those obstacles there? The reason

shrinks at the childish dramatic picture which

the religionists place before it,--God permitting

the Devil to torment His creatures for their

ultimate good! When will that ultimate good

be attained? The idea involved in this picture

supposes an end, a goal. There is none. We

can any one of us safely assent to that; for as

far as human observation, reason, thought, intellect,

or instinct can reach towards grasping

the mystery of life, all data obtained show that

the path is endless and that eternity cannot be

blinked and converted by the idling soul into

a million years.

In man, taken individually or as a whole,

there clearly exists a double constitution. I am

speaking roughly now, being well aware that

the various schools of philosophy cut him up

and subdivide him according to their several

theories. What I mean is this: that two great

tides of emotion sweep through his nature, two

great forces guide his life; the one makes him

an animal, and the other makes him a god. No

brute of the earth is so brutal as the man who

subjects his godly power to his animal power.

This is a matter of course, because the whole

force of the double nature is then used in one

direction. The animal pure and simple obeys

his instincts only and desires no more than to

gratify his love of pleasure; he pays but little

regard to the existence of other beings except

in so far as they offer him pleasure or pain; he

knows nothing of the abstract love of cruelty or

of any of those vicious tendencies of the human

being which have in themselves their own

gratification. Thus the man who becomes a

beast has a million times the grasp of life over

the natural beast, and that which in the pure

animal is sufficiently innocent enjoyment, uninterrupted

by an arbitrary moral standard, becomes

in him vice, because it is gratified on

principle. Moreover he turns all the divine

powers of his being into this channel, and degrades

his soul by making it the slave of his

senses. The god, deformed and disguised,

waits on the animal and feeds it.

Consider then whether it is not possible to

change the situation. The man himself is king

of the country in which this strange spectacle

is seen. He allows the beast to usurp the place

of the god because for the moment the beast

pleases his capricious royal fancy the most. This

cannot last always; why let it last any longer?

So long as the animal rules there will be the

keenest sufferings in consequence of change,

of the vibration between pleasure and pain,

of the desire for prolonged and pleasant

physical life. And the god in his capacity of

servant adds a thousand-fold to all this, by

making physical life so much more filled with

keenness of pleasure,--rare, voluptuous,

aesthetic pleasure,--and by intensity of pain

so passionate that one knows not where it

ends and where pleasure commences. So

long as the god serves, so long the life of

the animal will be enriched and increasingly

valuable. But let the king resolve to change

the face of his court and forcibly evict the animal

from the chair of state, restoring the god

to the place of divinity.

Ah, the profound peace that falls upon the

palace! All is indeed changed. No longer is

there the fever of personal longings or desires,

no longer is there any rebellion or distress, no

longer any hunger for pleasure or dread of

pain. It is like a great calm descending on a

stormy ocean; it is like the soft rain of summer

falling on parched ground; it is like the

deep pool found amidst the weary, thirsty

labyrinths of the unfriendly forest.

But there is much more than this. Not only

is man more than an animal because there is

the god in him, but he is more than a god because

there is the animal in him.

Once force the animal into his rightful

place, that of the inferior, and you find yourself

in possession of a great force hitherto unsuspected

and unknown. The god as servant

adds a thousand-fold to the pleasures of the

animal; the animal as servant adds a thousand-fold

to the powers of the god. And it is upon

the union, the right relation of these two forces

in himself, that man stands as a strong king,

and is enabled to raise his hand and lift the

bar of the Golden Gate. When these forces

are unfitly related, then the king is but a

crowned voluptuary, without power, and whose

dignity does but mock him; for the animals,

undivine, at least know peace and are not torn

by vice and despair.

That is the whole secret. That is what

makes man strong, powerful, able to grasp

heaven and earth in his hands. Do not fancy

it is easily done. Do not be deluded into the

idea that the religious or the virtuous man does

it! Not so. They do no more than fix a standard,

a routine, a law, by which they hold the

animal in check. The god is compelled to

serve him in a certain way, and does so, pleasing

him with the beliefs and cherished fantasies

of the religious, with the lofty sense of personal

pride which makes the joy of the virtuous.

These special and canonized vices are

things too low and base to be possible to the

pure animal, whose only inspirer is Nature herself,

always fresh as the dawn. The god in

man, degraded, is a thing unspeakable in its infamous

power of production.

The animal in man, elevated, is a thing unimaginable

in its great powers of service and

of strength.

You forget, you who let your animal self

live on, merely checked and held within certain

bounds, that it is a great force, an integral

portion of the animal life of the world you

live in. With it you can sway men, and influence

the very world itself, more or less perceptibly

according to your strength. The god,

given his right place, will so inspire and guide

this extraordinary creature, so educate and

develope it, so force it into action and recognition

of its kind, that it will make you tremble

when you recognise the power that has awakened

within you. The animal in yourself will

then be a king among the animals of the world.

This is the secret of the old-world magicians

who made Nature serve them and work

miracles every day for their convenience. This

is the secret of the coming race which Lord

Lytton foreshadowed for us.

But this power can only be attained by giving

the god the sovereignty. Make your animal

ruler over yourself, and he will never rule

others.

EPILOGUE

Secreted and hidden in the heart of the

world and in the heart of man is the light

which can illumine all life, the future and the

past. Shall we not search for it? Surely some

must do so. And then perhaps those will add

what is needed to this poor fragment of

thought.

THROUGH THE GATES OF GOLD

From _The Path_, March, 1887

The most notable book for guidance in Mysticism

which has appeared since _Light on the Path_

was written has just been published under the

significant title of _Through the Gates of Gold_.

Though the author's name is withheld, the occult

student will quickly discern that it must proceed

from a very high source. In certain respects the

book may be regarded as a commentary on _Light

on the Path_. The reader would do well to bear

this in mind. Many things in that book will be

made clear by the reading of this one, and one will

be constantly reminded of that work, which has

already become a classic in our literature. _Through

the Gates of Gold_ is a work to be kept constantly

at hand for reference and study. It will surely take

rank as one of the standard books of Theosophy.

The "Gates of Gold" represent the entrance to

that realm of the soul unknowable through the

physical perceptions, and the purpose of this work

is to indicate some of the steps necessary to reach

their threshold. Through its extraordinary beauty

of style and the clearness of its statement it will

appeal to a wider portion of the public than most

works of a Theosophical character. It speaks to the

Western World in its own language, and in this

fact lies much of its value.

Those of us who have been longing for something

"practical" will find it here, while it will

probably come into the hands of thousands who

know little or nothing of Theosophy, and thus meet

wants deeply felt though unexpressed. There are

also doubtless many, we fancy, who will be carried

far along in its pages by its resistless logic until

they encounter something which will give a rude

shock to some of their old conceptions, which they

have imagined as firmly based as upon a rock--a

shock which may cause them to draw back in alarm,

but from which they will not find it so easy to

recover, and which will be likely to set them

thinking seriously.

The titles of the five chapters of the book are,

respectively, "The Search for Pleasure," "The

Mystery of Threshold," "The Initial Effort," "The

Meaning of Pain," and "The Secret of Strength."

Instead of speculating upon mysteries that lie at the

very end of man's destiny, and which cannot be

approached by any manner of conjecture, the work

very sensibly takes up that which lies next at hand,

that which constitutes the first step to be taken if

we are ever to take a second one, and teaches us its

significance. At the outset we must cope with

sensation and learn its nature and meaning. An

important teaching of _Light on the Path_ has been

misread by many. We are not enjoined to kill out

sensation, but to "kill out _desire_ for sensation,"

which is something quite different. "Sensation, as

we obtain it through the physical body, affords us

all that induces us to live in that shape," says this

work. The problem is, to extract the meaning which

it holds for us. That is what existence is for. "If

men will but pause and consider what lessons they

have learned from pleasure and pain, much might

be guessed of that strange thing which causes these

effects."

"The question concerning results seemingly

unknowable, that concerning the life beyond the

Gates," is presented as one that has been asked

throughout the ages, coming at the hour "when the

flower of civilization had blown to its full, and when

its petals are but slackly held together," the period

when man reaches the greatest physical development

of his cycle. It is then that in the distance a great

glittering is seen, before which many drop their

eyes bewildered and dazzled, though now and then

one is found brave enough to gaze fixedly on this

glittering, and to decipher something of the shape

within it. "Poets and philosophers, thinkers and

teachers, all those who are the 'elder brothers of the

race'--have beheld this sight from time to time,

and some among them have recognized in the bewildering

glitter the outlines of the Gates of Gold."

Those Gates admit us to the sanctuary of man's

own nature, to the place whence his life-power

comes, and where he is priest of the shrine of life.

It needs but a strong hand to push them open, we

are told. "The courage to enter them is the courage

to search the recesses of one's own nature without

fear and without shame. In the fine part, the

essence, the flavor of the man, is found the key

which unlocks those great Gates."

The necessity of killing out the sense of separateness

is profoundly emphasized as one of the most

important factors in this process. We must divest

ourselves of the illusions of the material life. "When

we desire to speak with those who have tried the

Golden Gates and pushed them open, then it is very

necessary--in fact it is essential--to discriminate,

and not bring into our life the confusions of our

sleep. If we do, we are reckoned as madmen, and

fall back into the darkness where there is no friend

but chaos. This chaos has followed every effort of

man that is written in history; after civilization has

flowered, the flower falls and dies, and winter and

darkness destroy it." In this last sentence is indicated

the purpose of civilization. It is the blossoming

of a race, with the purpose of producing a certain

spiritual fruit; this fruit having ripened, then the

degeneration of the great residuum begins, to be

worked over and over again in the grand fermenting

processes of reincarnation. Our great civilization

is now flowering and in this fact we may read the

reason for the extraordinary efforts to sow the seed

of the Mystic Teachings wherever the mind of man

may be ready to receive it.

In the "Mystery of Threshold," we are told that

"only a man who has the potentialities in him both

of the voluptuary and the stoic has any chance of

entering the Golden Gates. He must be capable of

testing and valuing to its most delicate fraction every

joy existence has to give; and he must be capable of

denying himself all pleasure, and that without

suffering from the denial."

The fact that the way is different for each individual

is finely set forth in "The Initial Effort," in

the words that man "may burst the shell that holds

him in darkness, tear the veil that hides him from

the eternal, at any moment where it is easiest for

him to do so; and most often this point will be

where he least expects to find it." By this we may

see the uselessness of laying down arbitrary laws

in the matter.

The meaning of those important words, "All

steps are necessary to make up the ladder," finds a

wealth of illustration here. These sentences are particularly

pregnant: "Spirit is not a gas created by

matter, and we cannot create our future by forcibly

using one material agent and leaving out the rest.

Spirit is the great life on which matter rests, as

does the rocky world on the free and fluid ether;

whenever we can break our limitations we find ourselves

on that marvellous shore where Wordsworth

once saw the gleam of the gold." Virtue, being of

the material life, man has not the power to carry

it with him, "yet the aroma of his good deeds is a

far sweeter sacrifice than the odor of crime and

cruelty."

"To the one who has lifted the golden latch

the spring of sweet waters, the fountain itself whence

all softness arises, is opened and becomes part of

his heritage. But before this can be reached a heavy

weight has to be lifted from the heart, an iron bar

which holds it down and prevents it from arising

in its strength."

The author here wishes to show that there is

sweetness and light in occultism, and not merely a

wide dry level of dreadful Karma, such as some

Theosophists are prone to dwell on. And this sweetness

and light may be reached when we discover

the iron bar and raising it shall permit the heart

to be free. This iron bar is what the Hindus call

"the knot of the heart"! In their scriptures they

talk of unloosing this knot, and say that when that

is accomplished freedom is near. But what is the

iron bar and the knot? is the question we must

answer. It is the astringent power of self--of

egotism--of the idea of separateness. This idea has

many strongholds. It holds its most secret court and

deepest counsels near the far removed depths and

centre of the heart. But it manifests itself first, in

that place which is nearest to our ignorant perceptions,

where we see it first after beginning the search.

When we assault and conquer it there it disappears.

It has only retreated to the next row of outworks

where for a time it appears not to our sight, and

we imagine it killed, while it is laughing at our

imaginary conquests and security. Soon again we

find it and conquer again, only to have it again

retreat. So we must follow it up if we wish to

grasp it at last in its final stand just near the "kernel

of the heart." There it has become "an iron bar

that holds down the heart," and there only can

the fight be really won. That disciple is fortunate

who is able to sink past all the pretended outer

citadels and seize at once this _personal devil_ who

holds the bar of iron, and there wage the battle.

If won there, it is easy to return to the outermost

places and take them by capitulation. This is very

difficult, for many reasons. It is not a mere juggle of

words to speak of this trial. It is a living tangible

thing that can be met by any real student. The

great difficulty of rushing at once to the centre lies

in the unimaginable terrors which assault the soul

on its short journey there. This being so it is better

to begin the battle on the outside in just the way

pointed out in this book and _Light on the Path_,

by testing experience and learning from it.

In the lines quoted the author attempts to direct

the eyes of a very materialistic age to the fact which

is an accepted one by all true students of occultism,

that the true heart of a man--which is visibly represented

by the muscular heart--is the focus point

for spirit, for knowledge, for power; and that from

that point the converged rays begin to spread out

fan-like, until they embrace the Universe. So it is

the Gate. And it is just at that neutral spot of

concentration that the pillars and the doors are fixed.

It is beyond it that the glorious golden light burns,

and throws up a "burnished glow." We find in

this the same teachings as in the Upanishads. The

latter speaks of "the ether which is within the

heart," and also says that we must pass across

that ether.

"The Meaning of Pain" is considered in a way

which throws a great light on the existence of that

which for ages has puzzled many learned men.

"Pain arouses, softens, breaks, and destroys. Regarded

from a sufficiently removed standpoint, it

appears as a medicine, as a knife, as a weapon, as a

poison, in turn. It is an implement, a thing which

is used, evidently. What we desire to discover is,

who is the user; what part of ourselves is it that

demands the presence of this thing so hateful to

the rest?"

The task is, to rise above both pain and pleasure

and unite them to our service. "Pain and pleasure

stand apart and separate, as do the two sexes; and

it is in the merging, the making the two into one,

that joy and deep sensation and profound peace are

obtained. Where there is neither male nor female,

neither pain nor pleasure, there is the god in man

dominant, and then is life real."

The following passage can hardly fail to startle

many good people: "Destiny, the inevitable, does

indeed exist for the race and for the individual;

but who can ordain this save the man himself?

There is no clew in heaven or earth to the existence

of any ordainer other than the man who suffers or

enjoys that which is ordained." But can any earnest

student of Theosophy deny, or object to this? Is it

not a pure statement of the law of Karma? Does it

not agree perfectly with the teaching of the Bhagavat-Gita?

There is surely no power which sits apart

like a judge in court, and fines us or rewards us

for this misstep or that merit; it is we who shape,

or ordain, our own future.

God is not denied. The seeming paradox that a

God exists within each man is made clear when we

perceive that our separate existence is an illusion;

the physical, which makes us separate individuals,

must eventually fall away, leaving each man one

with all men, and with God, who is the Infinite.

And the passage which will surely be widely

misunderstood is that in "The Secret of Strength."

"Religion holds a man back from the path, prevents

his stepping forward, for various very plain reasons.

First, it makes the vital mistake of distinguishing

between good and evil. Nature knows no such distinctions."

Religion is always man-made. It cannot

therefore be the whole truth. It is a good thing for

the ordinary and outside man, but surely it will

never bring him to the Gates of Gold. If religion

be of God how is it that we find that same God

in his own works and acts violating the precepts

of religion? He kills each man once in life; every

day the fierce elements and strange circumstances

which he is said to be the author of, bring on

famine, cold and innumerable untimely deaths;

where then, in The True, can there be any room

for such distinctions as right and wrong? The disciple,

must as he walks on the path, abide by law

and order, but if he pins his faith on any religion

whatever he will stop at once, and it makes no

matter whether he sets up Mahatmas, Gods, Krishna,

Vedas or mysterious acts of grace, each of these

will stop him and throw him into a rut from which

even heavenly death will not release him. Religion

can only teach morals and ethics. It cannot answer

the question "what am I?" The Buddhist ascetic

holds a fan before his eyes to keep away the sight

of objects condemned by his religion. But he thereby

gains no knowledge, for that part of him which is

affected by the improper sights has to be known by

the man himself, and it is by experience alone that

the knowledge can be possessed and assimilated.

The book closes gloriously, with some hints that

have been much needed. Too many, even of the

sincerest students of occultism, have sought to ignore

that one-half of their nature, which is here taught

to be necessary. Instead of crushing out the animal

nature, we have here the high and wise teaching

that we must learn to fully understand the animal

and subordinate it to the spiritual. "The god in

man, degraded, is a thing unspeakable in its

infamous power of production. The animal in man,

elevated, is a thing unimaginable in its great powers

of service and of strength," and we [are] told that

our animal self is a great force, the secret of the

old-world magicians, and of the coming race which

Lord Lytton foreshadowed. "But this power can

only be attained by giving the god the sovereignty.

Make your animal ruler over your self, and he will

never rule others."

This teaching will be seen to be identical with

that of the closing words of _The Idyll of the White

Lotus_: "He will learn how to expound spiritual

truths, and to enter into the life of his highest self,

and he can learn also to hold within him the glory

of that higher self, and yet to retain life upon this

planet so long as it shall last, if need be; to retain

life in the vigor of manhood, till his entire work is

completed, and he has taught the three truths to all

who look for light."

There are three sentences in the book which

ought to be imprinted in the reader's mind, and we

present them inversely:

"Secreted and hidden in the heart of the world

and the heart of man is the light which can illumine

all life, the future and the past."

"On the mental steps of a million men Buddha

passed through the Gates of Gold; and because a

great crowd pressed about the threshold he was able

to leave behind him words which prove that those

gates will open."

"This is one of the most important factors in

the development of man, the recognition--profound

and complete recognition--of the law of

universal unity and coherence."

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