CHAPTER XIV.

ON CHRISTMAS NIGHT.

Christmas Day dawned--the day of peace and goodwill, of renewed

friendships and Christian forgiveness. Mrs. Darrow was very careful to

observe the day as behoved a righteous and gentle spirit. Compelled by

the weightiest of reasons to keep silence, she restrained the horrid

words which were on the tip of her tongue, and at breakfast addressed

Miriam with something like a show of kindness. The girl looked terribly

pale and ill; but was, as always, complete mistress of herself. She had

gone straight to bed on her return from the church, and had of course no

idea that Mrs. Darrow had followed her; she did not even know she had

been out. But the change in Mrs. Darrow's demeanour in nowise imposed on

her. She accepted it gravely and quietly for what it was worth, and

welcomed it only as tending to lessen the chances of friction for the

time being.

"I have been thinking over things, Miss Crane, and I have come to the

conclusion that I owe you an apology," said the widow, after having

passed the customary compliments of the season. "I lost my temper the

other day when I spoke of your leaving. But my wretched nerves--mother's

side, you know--must be my excuse. You are too pleasant a companion and

too valuable a teacher to my beloved child for me to lose you. You must

please forget the words I said, and accept my sincere apology for them.

Miss Crane, I ask you, will you stay?"

This was a very neat little speech, and glibly enough expressed, but

Miriam at once detected its falsity. Still, she accepted Mrs. Darrow's

apology, and agreed to remain.

"I'm sure I like you very much," said the widow effusively, "and I think

someone else does too--someone who will be at the Manor House dinner

to-night. Need I say that John is in my mind?"

"Major Dundas and I are very good friends," replied Miriam gravely.

"Yes, indeed; and some day you may be more than friends!"

"I think not, Mrs. Darrow."

"Well, we shall see. At all events, we are all going to enjoy ourselves

to-night. Besides ourselves, Dr. and Mrs. Marsh are to be there, and

Dicky by special desire--fancy the dear boy at a grown-up dinner-party!

Uncle Barton's Christmas dinners are always excellent. I must say he

does it very well. He seems to love to gather us all around him on this

day, dear man," concluded Mrs. Darrow sentimentally.

Miriam had to restrain a smile.

"Really! You surprise me; but of course I have never yet seen Mr. Barton

at Christmas time."

"Oh, believe me, there is much good in Uncle Barton, although he is

rough. He does not understand me, it is true, but there, I am a problem

even to myself--I am one of those complex natures. Dear! how they

suffer! Nor does he like everyone. There is Mrs. Parsley, for instance;

I know he hates _her_, and I'm sure I don't wonder. By the way, you saw

her last night--at least," added the widow pointedly, "you went out to

see her." She looked directly at Miriam, who bore her scrutiny without

flinching.

"Yes; I saw Mrs. Parsley, and remained with her for some time. I suppose

you had gone to bed when I returned. I was careful not to disturb you."

"No; I was half asleep in the drawing-room," lied Mrs. Darrow glibly,

"dozing over a stupid novel. I hope you had a satisfactory interview."

"Very, thank you," replied Miriam, and there the matter dropped.

At six o'clock the Squire sent his carriage, the coachman explaining

that he came thus early, as he had to go on to fetch Dr. and Mrs. Marsh

and their daughter. At this Mrs. Darrow grumbled loudly, for it meant

she had to hurry over her toilet, and Mrs. Darrow's toilet was one of

those things which did not do with hurrying. However, at length it was

achieved, and the good lady, excited and flushed, allowed herself to be

conducted to the carriage.

On arrival at the Manor House they found Major Dundas and Gerald Arkel

in the drawing-room. The Squire was not there to receive them, but

almost immediately after they had entered, a message was brought to

Miriam that he wished to speak to her alone in the library. Mrs. Darrow

was alarmed. Surely the man was not going to chose this opportunity for

betraying her eavesdropping? Then she reflected that even if he did she

had it in her power to make it equally unpleasant for Miriam. Thus

comforted, she fell to chatting with Major Dundas.

In the library the Squire received Miriam. He looked particularly frail

and old, she thought. Bidding her sit by the writing-table, he recounted

to her all that had passed on the previous night between himself and his

niece. But Miriam expressed little surprise.

"I knew she hated me," she said, "and would gladly ruin me if she could.

Why, goodness only knows. I am not aware of ever having done anything to

offend her."

"I know," snapped Barton. "You have committed the greatest offence you

could commit in her eyes--that of being beautiful and young. That is

more than enough to secure the enmity of the perambulating mass of

vanity which we know by the name of Julia Darrow. But let us leave her

for the present. She will keep--unfortunately. What about Jabez? Is

there any truth in what she told me?"

"Yes; it is quite true he came here last night--to get money from me. He

is going to America; indeed, he may have started by this time. I feel

that I shall never see him again."

"That oughtn't to trouble you."

"Perhaps not--but bad and selfish as Jabez has been to me, I can't help

feeling it. What I have done for him I did freely; I expected no

gratitude."

"And you didn't get it. Well, that's the way of the world. But tell me,

Miriam, what is he like, this worthy?"

"You couldn't call him handsome. He is tall and very spare. His eyes are

blue, and he has a freckled complexion. His hair is red."

"No, it doesn't sound attractive. However, he's out of the way now, and

I for one am glad; though I don't suppose he would have tried any tricks

on with me."

"I'm sure he meant no harm to you. Of course, if you had interfered with

him, I can't say what might have happened. He has always had the most

ungovernable temper. But I have never known him do anything right down

wicked in cold blood."

"Well, so much the better. I've enough enemies and to spare as it is. I

shouldn't have interfered with him, even if he hadn't gone. I utilised

him, as you know, merely to control you."

"All that is past and done with now. There is no possibility of my

carrying out your scheme. I want you to let me go back to London, Mr.

Barton."

"And there, what will you do?"

"God knows! Begin all over again, I suppose."

"You are absolutely without means!"

"Yes, that is true. I gave him all I had."

"Like you," growled Barton, going to his desk. "You must take this,

Miriam"--he handed her a bank-note--"for the present. And when you are

in London you must stay at the Pitt Hotel. I have told Mrs. Perks to

look after you, and to leave the rest to me."

"I really am to go, then?"

"It is your own wish, isn't it? I can see there is no hope for my plans

about Gerald. He and Hilda will make their way to the devil together, in

a very short space of time. _Facile est_, etc."

"Then you still intend to leave your money to Gerald?"

"I have done so." He took a legal-looking document from the still open

drawer. "Three days ago I sent for my lawyers in London to come here,

and I executed this will. By it the whole of my property goes to Gerald,

excepting three hundred a year to Julia, and the same amount yearly to

yourself."

"To me!" exclaimed Miriam in surprise. "Mr. Barton, why should you leave

money to me?"

"For one reason, because you are the only decent woman I have ever

met--save one. For another, because in spite of what I told you the

other night you had some pity for me."

"God knows I pity you!" cried Miriam with emotion. "I can imagine how

awful it must have been for you to battle continually against what is

born in you. You have resisted the devil and he has fled."

"I have resisted him these many years," said Barton moodily, "but he has

not fled; he is as strong within me as ever. God, Who created me thus,

alone knows how I have fought against my overwhelming desire--the desire

for the blood of my fellow-men. So far, by His aid, I have succeeded in

my fight, and my daily and hourly prayer is that the end may even now

not be far off."

"You have done well--it is terrible for you. Indeed, you have my pity--I

would do anything to help you, Mr. Barton. But you must not, please,

leave me this money. For one thing, Mrs. Darrow----"

"I have foreseen all that, and have, I think, effectually provided

against any molestation from her. I have seen all along how she has

plotted against you. You need fear nothing from her. While I live,

Miriam, I shall look after you; when I die, you will have money of your

own."

"I had rather a thousand times you did not mention me. There is Major

Dundas--he would make good use of your wealth. But Gerald--poor weak

Gerald----"

"My mind is made up, Miriam. This will supplants the will in favour of

Dundas, which is at my lawyers' in London. As soon as I send them this

in its stead, the old will is to be destroyed. With the new year I

intend publicly to proclaim Gerald my heir. Now come along to

dinner--that is what I wanted to say to you."

She saw that all protestation was useless, supplication futile. Without

a word she took his arm and returned to the drawing-room, there to find

that Dr. and Mrs. Marsh had arrived meanwhile with Hilda, who was

looking her best. Her mother was dressed untidily as ever, but there was

also evident about her an air aggressive as it was unusual of splendour,

significant of a desperate attempt on her part to make herself

presentable. Dr. Marsh, in the immediate expectation of an uncommonly

good dinner, saluted the Squire with positive unction, and an immediate

adjournment to the dining-room met with his most unqualified approval.

To attempt to single out this Christmas dinner in particular from

Christmas dinners in general would be a task as superfluous as

unprofitable. Suffice it to say that Dr. Marsh's anticipations were more

than realised, and that when the ladies left the room he was in a state

of mind bordering upon the transcendental.

Barton, ever the most unconventional if not the most genial of hosts,

took refuge in the seclusion of his library, and remained there for the

rest of the evening. Chatter worried him, and that was the one spot in

the world where he could depend upon enjoying complete immunity from it.

But he had reckoned without his guest, for on this occasion Mrs. Darrow

had decided he should come out of his shell, and was now casting about

in her mind for some method of accomplishing her aim without risk to

herself. It was rather more than she cared to venture upon in person. An

expression came upon her face which seemed to intimate that she had an

inspiration. Dicky!--yes, Dicky should go and ask his uncle to join what

she termed the "circle." So away the boy sped on his errand of

mercilessness, when of a truth he should have been in bed and fast

asleep.

"If anyone can persuade uncle to play a game of forfeits, Dicky can,"

piped Mrs. Darrow, when the door had closed behind the little fellow;

"he is such a dear, nobody can resist him--he has my own nature," this

last in all seriousness.

"And your high spirits, Julia," added the Major.

"Yes, I never seem to lose them, though it's wonderful I don't in the

face of my many trials. Miss Crane, you will sing to us till Mr. Barton

comes, won't you?"

Miriam assented, with the result that song followed song, and the time

flew by unheeded. As the clock struck eleven she rose quickly.

"Whatever has become of Dicky?" she said; "he can't be with Mr. Barton

all this time. I must go and look for him."

She left the room hastily.

"Such a good creature!" exclaimed Mrs. Darrow. "If she only knew her

place she would be quite perfect."

"I think Miss Crane _is_ perfect," retorted the Major with some

asperity.

"So say I," echoed Gerald.

At that moment Miriam appeared at the door, pale, terrified, and

scarcely able to articulate. Mrs. Darrow saw that something was wrong,

and shrieked,

"My child! my child!--my precious Dicky! Is he ill?"

Miriam shook her head, and beckoned to Marsh.

"Come, doctor, quick--Mr. Barton!" she gasped, and everyone made a rush

for the door.

On entering the library they found the window wide open, and poor little

Dicky lying prone upon the floor. In the chair before his desk sat

Barton, with his head embedded in his outstretched arms. With another

shriek Mrs. Darrow fell on her knees beside her son. Dr. Marsh walked

swiftly up to Barton and raised his head. He stepped back a pace in

horror.

"Dead!" he said. "The man is dead!"

Again they raised the lifeless head. A black line was distinctly visible

round the throat.

"Strangled!" exclaimed the doctor. "He has been murdered!"

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