BEHIND THE SCENES.
In the drawing-room, Mrs. Darrow, feeling it incumbent upon her to
provide entertainment for those assembled, decided she could not do
better than relate to them the history of her married life--how good and
devoted she had been to a brutal husband, how she had been unable to buy
a rag of clothing for quite six months at a time, and consequently had
been obliged to go unfashionably clothed. How she could have married at
least a dozen men who were dying for her. But how foolishly she had
chosen the only one who never appreciated her, and much more to the same
effect. Such a theme she held, more especially when adequately set forth
and expatiated upon, must be all absorbing.
Hilda, it was true, had heard a vastly different version of her friend's
connubial existence. She knew, in fact, that the late Mr. Darrow had
been something more than glad to leave this sphere. But for the present
that mattered not at all.
Mrs. Darrow told her tale, and told it very well, and although neither
of her audience was in the least degree convinced by it, undoubtedly
many people would have been. Right in the midst of a sentimental
outburst, in which she was declaring how now she lived solely for the
sake of her darling child, being otherwise quite prepared to join the
late Mr. Darrow in Heaven, the two young men entered.
"Already!"--the good lady was in no wise disconcerted at having thus
abruptly to strike another note.--"Ah! our company is more attractive
then than your wine and cigars?"
"Can you doubt it?" said Gerald, making his way over towards Hilda.
Thus deserted, Mrs. Darrow captured the Major, who, too polite to evade
her, forthwith buckled to, and did his best to fall in with her very
obvious desire for conversation, if not for controversy. Miriam, without
a cavalier was thus left to her own devices. She scanned a photograph
album which was at her hand.
"Where is Uncle Barton?" asked Mrs. Darrow. "He should be here, if only
to entertain dear Miss Crane."
"I don't wish to be entertained, thank you," said Miriam, noting the
petty spite. "I think if you don't mind I'll take a walk in the fresh
air, it is so close here," she said, and, without waiting for approval
or otherwise from Mrs. Darrow, she stepped through the French window
which opened on to the terrace.
"Well, I'm sure!" ejaculated the widow. "What coolness! Don't go, John,
I have so much to say to you."
"But doesn't it seem rather unkind to leave Miss Crane alone?" said the
Major, who was already somewhat under the spell of Miriam's beauty.
"Oh, she likes being alone," smiled Mrs. Darrow--"she has the most
mysterious love for solitude. What she thinks about I don't know!"
"Who is she, Julia?"
"Ah! that's just it"--she wagged her head solemnly--"nobody knows. There
is something very queer about her. She is a _protegee_ of Uncle Barton's
of course, and I shouldn't be the least surprised to hear that he had
picked her up on one of those excursions amongst the criminals in
London, he's so fond of!"
"Julia, you shouldn't say that. Miss Crane is, I consider, a most
charming young lady."
"Red hair--I'm glad you think that charming, John!"
"Are you speaking of Miss Crane?" said Gerald, rising from his seat by
Hilda. "She's a plucky woman that--did you hear how she saved Dicky's
life?"
"Dicky told me what happened," replied Mrs. Darrow sharply. "I rather
think it was you, Gerald, who saved both her and my darling child."
"Oh, nonsense--I came in at the tag end," and Gerald related the whole
adventure, glorifying Miriam's bravery in a manner which made Hilda long
to box his ears. But the only outward and visible indication of these
turbulent sensations within her breast was as usual the sweetest of
sweet smiles.
Mrs. Darrow, having nothing to lose, was less careful.
"Bravery!--fudge!" she said politely. "I believe the whole thing was
acting."
"I don't agree with you," said Gerald drily. "The bull certainly was
acting, though hardly in the sense you mean."
"Then if it wasn't, she certainly isn't fit to be entrusted with Dicky's
life. If I had lost my boy!--just think of it! I should have died. He is
my life, my sole comfort on this earth--the image of my darling
departed," &c., &c.----
To all of which both Gerald and the Major, acting upon that wisdom born
of experience, agreed, though, needless to say, they retained their own
opinions of the young lady under discussion.
In the meantime, Miss Crane, not ill-pleased to be out of the society of
her enemies, paced meditatively on the terrace. The night was warm,
cloudless, and silent--save for the wild singing of the nightingales in
the woods. The gush of melody so piercingly sorrowful threw Miriam into
a melancholy mood. In truth she had much to mourn for--much to regret,
and the future was so full of doubt, its path so crowded with pitfalls
and snares, that she could foresee nothing to cheer her there. Walking
up and down, a black solitary figure in the white light of the moon, she
was in herself the true embodiment of her sad and lonely life. From her
earliest childhood she had known sorrow, and, on her of late had fallen
too, the shadow of disgrace, yet she was as pure as the unsullied
moonlight. For this beautiful, sad woman was a bearer in more than an
ordinary degree of other people's burdens. She had many foes, but no
friend--unless Barton could be called one--and he, as she knew only too
well had befriended her only to use her as a tool. From her present
environment there seemed to be no escape, unless she faced her
benefactor boldly, and refused to obey turn. But for more reasons than
one, she was unwilling to take the extreme course.
Her walk to the end of the terrace brought her abreast of the lighted
windows of the library. Just as she was near them--about ten minutes
after she had left the drawing-room--one of them opened. She shrank back
in the shadow, and saw Barton step forth with a tall lean man, the very
man she had seen on the previous day. The pair talked in low whispers
for a moment or so--then the man fluttered down the terrace steps like a
huge bat, and disappeared in the shade of the trees overhanging the
avenue. Barton looked after him, and shook his fist, an action at which
Miriam wondered in so hard and seemingly impervious a man. His back was
towards her, and not wishing to be found eavesdropping--although truly
she had heard no word--she stepped out again into the moonlight.
At the sound of her light tread Barton spun round like a beast at bay;
but when he saw who it was he smiled and saluted her. He was too sure of
his power over her to fear anything she might have overheard. But Miriam
had heard nothing, and said as much in reply to his sharp question.
"I was just taking a walk in the cool air," she explained. "The others
are enjoying themselves very well without me. I am only the governess,
you know--and a great thing in a governess is to know when her room is
preferable to her company, isn't it?"
"Oh, I know; but I wonder what they would say if they knew something
else. A governess! Oh, Lord!"
And Barton chuckled as he looked at the beautiful woman whose face was
so pale in the moonlight.
Perfectly calm, since she felt able now to resist Barton's mesmeric
power, Miriam stepped into the library.
"Come in here, Mr. Barton," said she imperiously, "I must speak to you."
Somewhat surprised at her tone, Barton followed her, and, having made
fast the window, looked at her in the yellow lamplight.
Miriam, with her hands loosely clasped on her black dress, looked, in
her turn, without flinching, at this man who considered himself her
master. His eyes--wicked as they were--fell before that clear resolute
gaze.
"Well, what is it?" he asked roughly, and threw himself into a chair.
Still standing, Miriam replied to this question quietly and with
curtness.
"I wish to go away."
"Indeed! You wish to go away--why?"
"Because I am not happy here, and I am doing no good."
"Indeed, I think you are doing a great deal of good," replied Barton,
with a gentleness far from common with him. "You are making a man of
Dicky. You have rescued him from the influence of his foolish mother.
Come, Miriam, let us sit down and talk this over."
"I am fond of Dicky," said Miriam, taking a seat; "he is a good child
and very lovable. If it were only Dicky I should not mind. But his
mother is jealous of me. She hates me; so does that Marsh girl. They
would do me an injury if they could. Besides," added she, looking very
earnestly at Barton, "I do not quite understand you--why did you rescue
me in London, and bring me down here?"
Barton rose, and began to pace to and fro. He prefaced his speech with
his customary chuckle.
"Oh, it was no philanthropy, believe me," he said. "If you had been a
plain woman, you might have gone your way. I told you that before. As it
was, I saw that you were not--in fact, not only were you a beautiful
woman, which was necessary to my plans, but you were a good one into the
bargain. I knew that, notwithstanding your somewhat equivocal position
when we met on Waterloo Bridge. So I brought you here. You know why."
"I know what you said--that you wished me to marry some one in whom you
were interested, and the other day you pointed out Mr. Arkel as the
gentleman. But why do you wish me to marry him?"
"I'll tell you that later. But, say, have I not been good to you--bad
man as you think me to be?"
"In a manner you have, but I cannot disguise from myself that what you
have done has been to your own ends. You have given me money for myself
and Jabez, and you have obtained me this situation----"
"You forget--there is something else. Did I not promise you two hundred
pounds if you succeeded in marrying Gerald, and taking him away from
that shallow hussy?"
"Yes, and I accepted your offer, so that Jabez might go to America, and
there start afresh--it was for his sake I did it."
"He is not worthy of it, believe me."
Miriam made a gesture of despair.
"Perhaps not; but knowing what you do you cannot wonder at my anxiety to
help him all I can--yes, even if to do it, I have to marry at your
bidding."
"But Gerald is a handsome fellow, Miriam. I can't see what you have to
complain of!"
"This," she replied passionately, "that my feelings threaten to upset
your scheme--that is what I complain of. If this marriage were one of
cold calculation, if I had but to play my _role_ of adventuress, and
marry your nephew, perhaps I could do it, and perhaps from a sense of
duty I could make him a better wife than Miss Marsh is likely to do. But
I----" She paused, and dropped her voice to a lower tone. "But I already
have a--a very sincere regard for Mr. Arkel."
"All the better; it will be so much the easier for you to carry out your
part of the bargain."
"No," Miriam rose grandly. "As an instrument for the sake of Jabez, I
was willing to be used, but as a woman--a woman who feels, who, as I
tell you, already has a feeling of respect, of regard, of----No, Mr.
Barton, I will not consent to marry him, unless--unless, perchance,
things should come about differently."
"What about Jabez then, and his new life in America?"
Miriam's head sank, and she clasped her hands together with a gesture of
pain.
"I don't know--I must think--I must consider myself as well as Jabez. He
has brought me low enough as it is without my sacrificing my last shred
of womanly pride for his sake--anything but that. I would do much for
him. Yes, I may as well confess it, I love Mr. Arkel; whatever you may
think of me, I love him. I suppose it is because you are such a
stone--because I hardly look upon you as flesh and blood--that I can
bring myself to say this to you. But it is true, true. You cannot
understand the birth of such a feeling in a woman's heart. But she knows
it, and cannot mistake it. I love Gerald Arkel. But I would not marry
him unless he loved me--no, not for thousands! That is why I say I wish
to leave, Mr. Barton."
"But, my good young woman, this is most extraordinary--you have hardly
seen the man. I should have thought you had a mind above the fascination
of good looks."
"His looks have nothing to do with it. But pray spare me. You cannot
understand. Consider my position, Mr. Barton. I have laid bare my soul
to you. I should love him were he ever so ugly--perhaps, who knows, he
may come to love me, though I can hardly believe such happiness will
ever be mine--there, now you know!"
"Would you tell him your past?"
"Yes, even at the risk of his shrinking from me in horror. I am not a
wicked woman, you know that, whatever my past may have been."
"Quite so. That is exactly why I want you to marry Gerald."
"But why, why?--me, a nobody, why should you want _me_ to marry him?"
Barton's brow gathered. He resumed his seat.
"I will tell you why in a very few words," he said grimly and savagely.
There was a look almost of insanity in his eyes. "It is because I seek
revenge--revenge against the woman who ruined my life--his mother!"