CHAPTER VIII

KIT TUNES HIS FIDDLE

Newfoundland was not far off, and a keen northwester sang in the

_Falernian’s_ shrouds. Her lights swung with a measured heave and

green halos shone and melted in the foam that leaped about her

starboard bow. When the long rollers broke one felt the shock, but the

big engines throbbed steadily and the keen bows thrust ahead.

Sometimes a broken sea rolled across the forward well, and the spray

from the plunging forecastle beat the navigation officers keeping

dreary watch on the inclined bridge.

The _Falernian_, however, was large, and in the third-class saloon

near the water line one hardly felt the deck planks heave, and the

turmoil of the flung-back seas was dull and soothing. Benches and

chairs were occupied, and a big red ensign hung like a curtain by the

piano. The blue and white crosses reflected the electric light, and

when the flag wavered in the draft it looked as if the Beaver carried

the maple leaf across the crimson field.

A thin young man at the piano sang a song from the music-halls. His

accent was the Lancashire accent and he struck wrong notes, but his

audience was not fastidious. The passengers wanted to be amused, for

when one laughs one forgets. Kit, in the gloom behind the flag,

fingered his violin. His turn was soon, and he thought a new string

stretched.

People smiled, but he imagined the smiles were rather brave than

humorous. He saw shabby clothes, careworn faces, and bent shoulders.

In the back row a tired woman soothed a fretful child. Another leaned

against her husband and held a handkerchief to her mouth. Her face was

pinched, and Kit heard her straining cough; he doubted if the

immigration officers would allow her to land. He saw young men and

women, and some laughed, but for the most part their look was not

joyous. A number were broken by war; others had borne dreary labor and

grinding poverty. They were on board because they hoped in Canada

their luck might turn.

The strange thing was, Kit thought they heard the Old Country call. In

the morning they would see Newfoundland, and the _Falernian_ would

carry them up the St. Lawrence to the West optimistic advertisements

declared was golden. Yet one does not gladly leave all one knows, and

the stern Old Country was home.

By and by the music stopped, and a girl advanced. Kit had talked to

Alison Forsyth and he gave her a smile. He thought her attractive, but

he did not altogether know where was her charm. Although she was

short, she carried herself well, and her neck and shoulders were

strong; her hair and eyes were brown and her look was frank. Now she

was obviously nervous, and when she put some music on the stand her

color came and went. Then she turned, and tilting her head a little,

faced the audience. Although Kit saw her hand shake, her pose was

firm.

He could not fix the tinkling prelude, but he thought it was not

strange and the song was out-of-date. Then the girl began to sing, and

he looked up sharply.

“Had I the wings of a dove....”

Although her voice was not cultivated, it was musical. Her intonation

was good and she sang with feeling; in fact, Kit began to see she sang

with emotion. He thought her rash. She was young, and it looked as if

the music might break her control.

“.... I would flee, Just for to-night to my own country.”

Kit frowned and studied the groups in front. With a song like that one

could carry them away, and Alison was doing so; but it was not the

song he would have sung. Besides, he doubted if she could keep it up.

Her voice shook on a top note, her skin got very white, and although

her eyes shone they shone as if they were wet. She began another verse

falteringly, and he knew she was going to stop. One could not trust

the fellow at the piano to support her, and Kit lifted his violin.

“Go on! I’ll carry you through,” he said.

He drew the bow across the strings, and the harmonious chords gave her

confidence. For a few bars he followed the melody, and then he knew

she had got back her control, and he signed the accompanist to stop.

Alison’s voice grew clear and firm, and Kit carried her triumphantly

along. For an emigrants’ concert, she struck a risky note, but he had

gone to her rescue and he must see her out. Besides, the verses moved

him. He pictured the oaks at Netherhall, and Evelyn walking in the

shade. Her white clothes cut the gloom, and behind the trunks the

river sparkled.

Alison stopped, and for a moment all was quiet. Men looked straight in

front. Some were stern and some indulged a gentle melancholy. A woman

frankly cried. Then heavy boots beat the deck and a storm of noise

swept the saloon. The noise did not stop, and Alison, flushed and

highly strung, looked at Kit.

“No!” he said. “You mustn’t risk it yet.”

He went to the piano and struck a note, for the string had stretched.

“Miss Forsyth will sing by and by,” he said, and began to play.

Not to bother about the piano was some relief. Kit was going to

improvise and work on the reaction he knew would soon begin. Miss

Forsyth had moved the emigrants to sadness; he must move them to hope

by the marching song.

The first chords rang joyously, but the prelude sank. One heard the

pilgrims start, some distance off. Kit’s fingers were busy on the

strings, but his eyes were fixed on the rows of faces. Unless the

others heard all he heard, his effort was lost. He saw they felt for

his meaning and wondered where he led; and then the puzzled looks

began to vanish. The audience was going with him. Tired and daunted

people heard the beat of marching feet.

Perhaps Kit exaggerated, but he had feeling and talent and he let

himself go. He must banish the others’ moodiness and his own; he and

they steered West, where better fortune was, and all must push ahead.

He frankly used all the tricks he knew, but the emigrants were not

critical, and the march fired their blood. The music got loud, as if

it marked a triumphant advance, and then Kit took the fiddle from his

neck. The others went where he wanted, and he knew where to stop.

People shouted and beat the tables, but Kit vanished behind the flag,

put up his fiddle and started for the deck. At the rails by the ladder

to the forward well he stopped. The spot was high, and across the well

he saw the forecastle heave and plunge. Long, white-topped seas rolled

up from the dark, broke against the bows, and melted in foam. Spray

leaped up, blew like smoke, and beat the screens on the bridge. There

was no moon, but the stars shone, and the combers’ broken tops cut the

gloom. Kit felt the ship heave along, and to know he was going

somewhere and went fast carried a thrill. The music had braced him and

his heart beat with hope. In the West his luck would turn, and Evelyn

was stanch. He began to think about her with romantic tenderness.

After a few minutes he saw he was not alone. Somebody leaned against

the rails under a lifeboat, and he thought the figure was a girl’s.

She turned her head, and Kit advanced.

“Miss Forsyth? I thought nobody was about. Why did you not speak?”

“In the dark I didn’t know you,” Alison Forsyth replied. “Then I

rather wanted to be alone.”

Kit thought her voice trembled. Brisk steps beat the deck overhead and

he heard a woman’s careless laugh. The first-class passengers walked

about and joked, and, by contrast, the girl was forlorn.

“Oh, well,” he said, “I was going——”

“Now I do know you, you needn’t go,” Alison replied with some

embarrassment.

Kit laughed. “An unconscious compliment carries weight, and I’d rather

stay. Then, if you’re downhearted, perhaps you oughtn’t to be alone.”

“I was rather downhearted,” Alison admitted. “You see, my nerve wasn’t

all I thought. I knew I was going to be ridiculous. In a moment or two

I must have stopped; and then you came to help——”

“If you were bothered because you hesitated, you were ridiculous. Your

song was a triumph.”

“The triumph wasn’t mine, and when you played the march I was ashamed.

I felt I was afraid for nothing.”

Kit saw her mood was emotional. She was young and, so far as he knew,

she had no friends on board the crowded ship. It looked as if her

loneliness weighed, and to talk might cheer her.

“After your song, my march was perhaps a contrast, but a contrast, so

to speak, is not a contradiction. To be sad because something you

loved is gone is human; but it’s human to brace up and look for better

luck. You did brace up nobly. All the same, I didn’t play to cheer

you; I myself was doleful.”

“Ah,” said Alison, “in a way, my nearly stopping was not important,

but I thought it ominous. It looked as if I’d started on an adventure

I couldn’t carry out.”

“The adventure was your starting for Montreal?”

Alison hesitated, but her loneliness weighed, and somehow she trusted

Kit.

“Yes,” she said. “You see, I wasn’t altogether forced to go. My father

and mother are dead, but my relations in the North wanted me to join

them. Until trade got slack I was at a manufacturer’s office, and then

I couldn’t find another post. I wanted to go to Whinnyates, but I knew

if I went and helped my aunt I might stay for good. Whinnyates is a

small moorland farm.”

“But if you were not happy at Whinnyates, when business was better you

might have gone back to the town.”

“I doubt——” said Alison thoughtfully. “One is soon forgotten and one

forgets one’s job. Whinnyates, at the dalehead, is very quiet; you

only see the sheep on the fellside and the cattle by the beck. A rock

shuts in the valley and old ash-trees hide the house. At a spot like

that you get slow and perhaps you get dull. You think about the dairy

and the calves, and until dark comes work must go on. At a modern

office they do not want a girl whose back is bent by turning the

churn.”

“Have you turned a churn?”

Alison smiled. “My father was a small farmer in the bleak North. The

soil is barren and one must fight floods and storms; but somehow when

one knows the moors one does not go away. Well, I was afraid; I wanted

to be where people traffic and life is thrilling.”

“All the same, to-night you felt Whinnyates called?”

“I expect I wasn’t logical, but in summer, when the wind drops and the

fern is long, Whinnyates is a charming spot. While I sang I saw the

hills get dark and my aunt by the fire; the rough-haired dogs, and my

uncle on the oak bench. They’re kind, blunt folks. I knew they thought

about me, and I wanted to be back.”

“In some respects you are luckier than I am. I believe my relations

are glad I went. But are you joining friends in Canada?”

“I have a friend at a Manitoba town, and she thinks I might get

employment.”

“You are going to do so. So long as you’re not daunted, you’ll get all

you’d like to get.”

Alison smiled, for Kit’s talk was bracing. “You are very hopeful, but

as a rule one must be resigned to go without. For example, I wanted,

just for once, to walk about the first-class passengers’ deck.”

“Then let’s go; it’s pretty dark,” said Kit, and gave her his arm.

They went up a ladder and round the spacious deck, but the wind was

keen, and Kit steered Alison to a nook behind a boat. Two or three

people occupied the sheltered spot, and by and by a steward, carrying

a tray, came along the deck.

“Grilled sardines and toast, sir? Prawns is off,” he said to a man in

the group.

“The company doesn’t pander to our appetites,” Kit remarked to Alison.

“Do you like grilled sardines?”

The steward turned his head and Alison’s heart beat, but the adventure

was intriguing and she felt Kit would not let her down. Kit beckoned

the man.

“Two portions, please! Have you coffee?”

“Coffee’s not served after dinner. I might, perhaps——”

“Never mind; we musn’t break the rules,” said Kit. “Bring the

sardines.”

The steward went off, and when he returned he carried two plates.

Alison took her plate. Kit had banished her moodiness, and although

she doubted if she ought to agree, his ordering a first-class

passenger’s supper was something of a joke. After a time she got up,

and he put a coin on a plate.

“I’m not scrupulous about cheating a steamship company, but one ought

not to cheat a steward,” he remarked. “Then, since he reckons on

getting his tips at Montreal, he’ll speculate about our generosity,

and he may see the joke. Unless the other sees it, a joke has not much

point.”

They stole away, and at the bottom of the ladder Alison laughed.

“Your code’s elastic.”

“Oh, well,” said Kit, “I don’t know if one is justified to rob the

rich, but one ought not to rob the poor. Anyhow, in the old romantic

days it was supposed to be the rule. Now perhaps it’s out of date; but

since I’m starting off with my fiddle like the ancient minstrels, I

must play up. Well, you remarked my bluffing the steward, and the

motto is: When you undertake an adventure, you mustn’t hesitate!” They

were opposite a light, and Alison gave him a grateful look.

“Ah,” she said, “my hesitation’s gone! You gave me back the pluck I

lost. But we have stayed for some time, and you said I would sing

again.”

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