CHAPTER VI

KIT TAKES A KNOCK

Although much rain falls at Netherdale, three or four days after Kit’s

return were fine, and he seized all the opportunity for enjoyment the

good weather gave. When the west wind curled the tarn Evelyn and he

went fishing; when the water shone like glass and motionless silver

clouds dotted the tranquil sky they picnicked in the heather, and Kit

felt he got nearer Evelyn than he had yet got. Sometimes she had

baffled him, and he sensed a reserve he could not break. Now she was

kind and frank.

For all that, he knew his mood was reckless and he doubted if he were

honest. He felt like a gambler betting on a chance he could not

estimate; he risked much, and if he lost he must pay. Moreover, for

him to lose might cost Evelyn something; but he felt she would brace

up. Kit knew she was not altogether romantic; he had remarked in her a

shrewdly practical vein. Anyhow, the splendid days were going, and he

resolved to take all they gave.

In fine weather, tea was served on the lawn at Netherhall, and Kit one

afternoon joined the group round the table under a tree. The soft

patter of the leaves was soothing and one heard the river splash. Kit,

sitting on a mossy bank, languidly looked about. Evelyn’s dress and

shady hat were white, but her hair was black. Kit saw her face in

profile and thought it cut the dark green background like a delicate

cameo. His sister faced him; Agatha’s skin was white and her clothes

were blue. One remarked her calm and quiet dignity. Mrs. Carson’s thin

face was rather pinched, and her clothes were old-fashioned, but

somehow one knew her important. Alan Carson’s red face harmonized with

his rough, belted coat and knickerbockers. He was obviously a country

gentleman; one knew that was all. Jasper and Ledward were in the

shadow, and Kit thought the old fellow exotic; his was another type.

In the background, flower borders, smooth grass, pastures, and shady

woods rolled down the valley to a blue and indistinct sweep of plain.

Kit felt the group and the landscape harmonized. The people were the

sort of people one reckoned to meet at an old-fashioned country house.

All but Jasper were marked by a cultivated serenity, and the serenity

had charm. Yet Kit knew they were not his sort, and he doubted if they

were Jasper’s. On a summer holiday he liked to be at Netherhall, but

his business was where men sweated by the furnaces and engines

throbbed. Then perhaps it was significant that Jasper’s chair was

outside the circle.

“You were not back for lunch, Kit,” said Mrs. Carson. “Were you

fishing?”

“The water was low and I went across the moor to Swinside Pike. At the

cairn I loafed and smoked. The heather was soft, the moor was red and

the sky was very blue. In the distance the sea shone and I thought

about the shipyard. On the whole, I was glad it was a long way off.”

“But you are a shipbuilder and must soon go back.”

Kit smiled. “You don’t indulge me much! At the cairn I tried to see

myself ruling an estate like Netherhall, and the picture was

attractive. After the shipyard, to get up when I wanted and go

shooting would be something fresh.”

“A landlord’s main occupation is to meet his bills,” Alan Carson

remarked. “The politicians sacrifice us to the manufacturers. They

want cheap food and low wages. Our part’s to pay the taxes.”

“Food is not cheap,” said Jasper. “You’re monopolists, and although

you ought to pay, you don’t pay all you ought. When iron goes up,

smelting companies build new furnaces and increased production cuts

the price. When corn goes up you can’t enlarge your farms; at all

events, you don’t. You’d like to stop competition and take your

profit.” He turned and gave Kit a smile. “You’re not the landlord type

and your chance of getting an estate is not good. It looks as if you

must stick to your proper business.”

“I must try, sir, but that’s another thing. Draftsmen are rather

numerous and shipbuilding is slack. Suppose the company lets me down?

Do you think you could get me a Canadian post?”

“It’s possible. Do you expect the company to let you down?”

“One doesn’t know when one’s luck may turn. Then sometimes I’m

ambitious, and ambitious Carsons go to Canada.”

“I don’t think Kit bothers where he goes. So long as he starts, he’s

satisfied,” Evelyn remarked.

“Oh, well,” said Kit, rather moodily, “if you’re resigned to go when

you’re forced to go, it’s something.”

Mrs. Haigh gave him a keen glance, and began to talk, but Kit was

quiet. The afternoon was hot and one got languid. Moreover, the post

would soon arrive, and he was anxious.

By and by a servant carrying some letters crossed the grass, and Mrs.

Carson gave Kit an envelope. He knew the company’s stamp, and when he

pulled out the letter his hand shook. Then for a few moments he looked

straight in front.

“Have the shipyard people called you back?” Ledward inquired, and

picked up a slip of paper. “You dropped something; it looks like a

check.”

“Thanks!” said Kit, and pushing the crumpled check into his pocket,

turned to the others. “I’m not going back. The letter states the

directors have no more use for me.”

Although his heart beat he was cool. He saw the blood come to Evelyn’s

skin, and then she turned her head. Agatha’s glance was steady, and

Kit knew her stanch. He thought Mrs. Haigh pondered; Mrs. Carson was

frankly annoyed.

“You’re rather theatrical, Kit, but perhaps you’d like to tell us

something more,” said Jasper, and beckoned Alan. “Let’s go for a

smoke.”

They crossed the grass to another bench, and Kit leaned against a tree

a few yards off. Alan awkwardly stuffed his pipe, and Kit saw he was

disturbed. Jasper’s look was inscrutable, and he gave Kit a cigarette.

Kit gave him the letter, and Jasper nodded.

“The secretary knows the rules. The company does not require your

services and he encloses a check for a month’s pay! Well, the

communication does not carry us very far.”

“There’s his check!” said Kit, and tore the form. “Perhaps I’m

extravagant, but I don’t see myself using their money.”

“Sometimes to let yourself go is expensive,” Jasper remarked.

“However, I imagined you were going to give us your confidence.”

Kit frowned and his pose got stiff. The lines of his athletic body

were youthful, but he faced the others steadily and his look was

stern. Alan was puzzled. He knew Kit’s cheerful carelessness, and had

thought to see him embarrassed, but the lad was marked by something of

Jasper’s calm. In fact, he looked like Jasper. Kit narrated his

interview with Colvin and Meredith. He saw Jasper was interested, but

that was all, and when he stopped the old fellow lighted a cigarette.

“Since it looks as if the company’s competitors copied the boiler, I

rather think Colvin’s annoyance is logical. You declared you had

nothing to do with it?”

“That is so, sir. I was some time at the yard, and I thought Colvin

ought to know me.”

“A big company’s manager does not take much for granted. You were

content with a plain denial? You did not try to indicate who was

accountable?”

Kit hesitated. He had said nothing about Blake and did not mean to do

so, but Jasper was very keen, and Kit saw he noted his hesitation.

“I don’t know, sir. Besides, it’s possible the plans were not copied.”

“Colvin does not seem to doubt,” said Jasper dryly. “You were rather

generous not long since!”

“It looks as if I were rash; but I didn’t reckon on your imagining I

used money I ought not have.”

“I imagined others might argue that a draftsman’s pay was small,”

Jasper rejoined, and gave Alan an ironical smile. “You agree it’s

possible?”

Alan’s face got red, for he knew Mrs. Carson would argue like that.

“I’d bet all I’ve got on Kit’s honesty!”

“Thank you,” said Kit, and gave him a grateful look.

“Well, I expect you have told us all you think it useful for us to

know,” Jasper remarked with some dryness. “In the morning I start for

a steelworks on the coast, and if you like I’ll look up Meredith. I

might induce him to make a fresh inquiry.”

Kit pondered. He had declared his innocence, and since he had engaged

to see Mabel out, he must be satisfied. A fresh inquiry might put

Colvin on Blake’s track. He dared not risk it, but the strain was

getting hard, and he was bothered by Jasper’s searching glance.

“If you want to see Meredith, I am willing; but if he agreed to take

me back, I would not go.”

“Then I suppose you have a plan?”

“That is so,” said Kit, and turned to Alan. “You are kind and trust

me, but others will not, and I mustn’t stay at Netherhall.”

“Netherhall’s your home, Kit. You must stay here until you get a

post.”

Jasper looked up. “You’re stanch, Alan, but perhaps you’re rash. Then

I doubt if Kit would get a post in England.”

“I shall not try,” said Kit. “As soon as I can find out about a boat,

I’ll start for Montreal.”

“Your plan’s a good one,” Jasper agreed. “I expect my engineering

friends in the Dominion would help——”

“You mustn’t ask them, sir. In the circumstances, all I want is for my

relations to leave me alone.”

Jasper shrugged. “Very well. I like your pluck.”

“My pluck’s not all you think,” said Kit and, turning to Alan, smiled,

a rather dreary smile. “I don’t dare face the others, and you might

inform my aunt. Then I think Mrs. Haigh ought to know.”

He went to the house. By and by he must enlighten Evelyn, but so long

as the others were about he could not talk to her, and he frankly

shrank from the interview. Although he could take a knock, to hurt

Evelyn was another thing.

Alan returned to the tea-table. When he arrived Evelyn and Agatha were

gone and Ledward went off. As a rule Ledward used some tact. Alan was

embarrassed, and he awkwardly narrated all he knew. In the meantime,

Mrs. Haigh saw Jasper in the shady path; he went slowly and his brows

were knit. Mrs. Haigh was keen, and she had some grounds to think the

grim old fellow would support his nephew. For all that, she imagined

Kit and the others doubted. Jasper Carson was rather baffling.

“I admit I am not very much surprised,” Mrs. Carson remarked when her

husband stopped. “Since Kit was called to the office, he has been

restless and moody, and I thought him anxious. Then, although he jokes

about his poverty, his presents were extravagant. One speculated where

he got the sum——”

“Do you imply my nephew took a bribe to cheat his employers?” Alan

asked.

Mrs. Carson smiled, a rather scornful smile. She was jealous, and she

had not wanted Kit at Netherhall.

“The company was cheated; but perhaps Kit has accounted for his

extravagance?”

“He got better pay.”

“I imagine the company pays when the pay is earned, and Kit’s money

melts.”

Mrs. Haigh looked up. She acknowledged Mrs. Carson’s importance, but

she had pondered, and she saw her part.

“One must not condemn Kit on the evidence we have,” she said.

“Besides, he declares he is innocent, and his word goes. I am

persuaded the company is not just, and I feel Kit’s friends ought to

support him.”

“If Kit will take my support, it’s his,” said Alan firmly.

Mrs. Carson colored and looked at Mrs. Haigh with annoyed surprise.

Mrs. Haigh got up and smiled.

“Frankness has some advantages, and now you know my point of view. But

Evelyn has gone, and I expect you and Mr. Carson have much to talk

about.”

She went off, and Mrs. Carson mused.

“I wonder——” she said. “All the same, if Marion allows Evelyn to be

entangled, she is a fool.”

Some time afterwards, Agatha came to Kit’s room. Kit stood by the

window, and when he turned his head she saw his forehead was wrinkled

and his mouth was tight. Agatha gave him a sympathetic glance.

“Of course, you did not sell the plans; but I suppose you cannot clear

yourself?” she said.

“There is no use in trying. Colvin’s determined to punish somebody,

and I admit it looks as if he had the proper man.”

“You have not yet told Evelyn. Are you afraid?”

Kit frowned. He knew Agatha did not want to hurt him, and as a rule

she had an object for her remarks. Yet she did hurt. Now he was broken

and done for, he acknowledged Evelyn was not for him, but he hated to

think his disgrace would daunt her.

“Evelyn is ruled by Mrs. Haigh, and her line is plain,” he replied.

“Yours is plain, Kit.”

“My part’s the conventional part, and I must play up. All the same, I

see another; to face the risks and take the plunge. However, there’s

no use in talking. I must think for Evelyn——”

“Sometimes a rash plunge pays; but I doubt if it would pay with

Evelyn. Evelyn is a charming girl, but she is not the sort to run much

risk. You must give her up, Kit.”

“I’ll try,” said Kit. “It’s going to be hard.”

Agatha touched him gently. “For you to see you were selfish and your

selfishness cost Evelyn much would be harder. You must take the knock.

There is no other plan.”

She went off, and Kit brooded. He thought Agatha did not urge him to

be generous because, in the circumstances, generosity, so to speak,

was conventional. Agatha did not follow old-fashioned rules, and she

was not daunted by a risk. She wanted him to give up Evelyn, but not

because others might think he ought. Agatha thought he ought. Well,

Kit agreed, and he tried for resignation.

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