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Natasha, laughing, says to her brother: “Enough, my dear, enough. I

shan’t be able to carry them all.”

“You’ll do it easily enough, never fear!” Boris answers cheerfully.

Natasha stretches out her sunburnt hand to take the flowers. The sheaf

of blue cornflowers, spreading across her breast, almost hides her, she

is so slender.

Again Boris addresses her cheerfully: “Well, is it heavy?”

Natasha laughs. Her face lights up with the joy of gratitude, and with

a cheerful, childlike determination. “I will carry these, but no more!”

she says.

“I want to gather as many as possible for you.” Boris’s voice is

serious; “because you know we may not see each other for some time.”

There is a quaver in his voice as he says this.

“Perhaps, never,” Natasha, growing pensive, replies.

Both faces become sad and careworn.

Boris, frowning, glances sideways, and asks: “Natasha, are you going

with him?”

Natasha knows that Boris is inquiring about Mikhail Lvovich, who is now

sending her on a dangerous business, and who has also promised to send

Boris on some foolhardy errand. The brave are so often foolhardy.

“No, I am going alone,” Natasha replies, “he will only lead me later to

the spot.”

Boris looks at Natasha with gloomy, envious eyes, and asks rather

cautiously: “Are you frightened, Natasha?”

Natasha smiles. And what pride there is in her smile! She speaks, and

her voice is tranquil: “No, Boris, I feel happy.”

Boris observes that her face is really happy, and that her dark,

flaming eyes are cheerful enough. Looking at her thus, her tranquillity

communicates itself to him, and inspires him with a calm confidence in

himself and in the business in hand.

The children go farther. Boris again gathers the cornflowers. Natasha

is musing about something. She has broken off an ear of rye, and is

absently nibbling at the grain.

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