CHAPTER II.

Agnes Wiltshire was an orphan. Her father had died during her infancy,

her mother during her childhood; but a happy home had been thrown open

to her, by a kind uncle and aunt, who gladly adopted her as their own,

and lavished on her every tenderness. Mr. and Mrs. Denham were generous

and warm-hearted people; their dwelling was elegant and commodious; the

society in which they mingled, as far as wealth and fashion is

concerned, unexceptionable. What more was wanting? Alas, they were

thoroughly worldly; their standard was the fashionable world; their

maxims were derived from the same source; and while regularly attending

the stated ordinances of the church, and esteeming themselves very

devout,--for were not their lives strictly moral?--they, in reality,

knew as little of heart religion, as the dwellers in a heathen land.

Such was the character of the people among whom Agnes Wiltshire had

attained the age of eighteen; and, surrounded by such influences, what

wonder, that she, too, partook of the same spirit, and was content to

sail down the sunny stream of life, without one thought of its

responsibilities, without one glance at the future that awaited her.

Long might she have continued thus, still pursuing the phantom of

pleasure, seeking ever for happiness, but never seeking aright, had she

not been suddenly startled, in the midst of worldly pursuits, by the

unexpected death of a gay and favorite companion, who, surrounded by all

of earthly happiness, was torn from her embrace. In the agony of

delirium, Agnes had beheld her, gliding, unconsciously, down the dark

valley and the shadow of death, and she trembled, when she felt how

totally unprepared she was to meet the King of Terrors, and yet how soon

she might be called to do so. In the midst of the gay dance, at the

festive board, where mirth ruled the hour, and honeyed flatteries were

poured into her ear, she was still haunted by that pallid, agonized

countenance, and by the voice, whose heart-rending accents she still

seemed to hear, as distinctly as when it cried, in imploring tones,

"Save me, oh save me, from the deep, dark waters. They surround me on

every side; have pity on me, for I sink, I sink, I sink."

So deep an effect had the loss of her young companion, and the

remembrance of her last hours, produced on Agnes, that she fell into a

dejection, from which nothing could rouse her, and her physical powers

soon gave unmistakable evidences of their sympathy with the mind, by

alarming prostration of strength. The physician, on being applied to,

recommended the usual restorative, change of air and scene; and a

pleasant summer's retreat was selected as Agnes's residence, for a few

weeks. Mrs. Denham would fain have accompanied her niece, but a violent

attack of the gout, to which Mr. Denham was subject, rendered it

impossible for her to leave him, and with many tender charges and

injunctions, Agnes was consigned to the care of a friend, travelling in

that direction.

Great was the change to Agnes, yet not the less beneficial on that

account. The absence of the glitter and show of fashionable life, the

quiet that reigned around, the beauty of the scenery, the kindness and

simplicity of the scattered inhabitants,--all delighted her; and the

group of admirers, who were wont to surround her, would scarcely have

recognized, in the warm-hearted, enthusiastic girl, who, in simple

attire, might daily be seen rambling through the fields, or, with a book

in hand, seated beneath a favorite oak, the accomplished and fashionable

Miss Wiltshire.

The lady with whom she resided was a clergyman's widow, who, deprived by

an untimely death of her natural protector and provider, sought to

augment her scanty means, by opening her house during the summer months

to casual visitors. She had been beautiful once, and she was young

still; but the glow and the freshness of life's youth had vanished, not

so much before time as sorrow, for peculiarly distressing circumstances

had attended the loss of her dearest friend, and now, disease had

almost, unsuspected, commenced its insidious ravages on a naturally

delicate constitution.

A mutual friendship was speedily formed between these two, so strangely

thrown together by circumstances. Agnes was charmed with Mrs. Goodwin's

sweet, pensive face, and gentle manners, while her character, so

beautifully exemplifying the power of religion to give support and

happiness, under all circumstances, won her deepest regard. On the other

hand, the genuine warmth, the unsophisticated manners, still uncorrupted

by daily flatteries and blandishments, the lofty and gifted mind, all

delighted Mrs. Goodwin, who had never before formed an acquaintance with

a female possessing so many attractions, and she gazed at her with

wonder and admiration, not unmixed with a sentiment of tenderness and

pity, as she thought of life's slippery paths, and of the injurious

influences of worldly pursuits and worldly gayeties.

But to the city Agnes must again return, for the roses have come back to

her cheeks, her previous dejection has vanished under the kind and

salutary ministrations of her friend, and she has no reasonable excuse

for remaining longer; besides, her friends have become impatient at her

stay,--the light and life of their dwelling,--how can they consent to

her tarrying longer; so the long and interesting conversations on high

and holy themes, which she had scarcely ever before heard alluded to but

in church, must be relinquished, and the quiet scenes of Nature

exchanged for the bustle and show of city life.

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